#acoustic brain dump

[hagfishviperfish]

i had a dream about

two different obsessions with junji ito personified, one a creepy man who owned a local store, impressed his impressions of the characters in his own fanmade comics, so much you thought they were official. beef jerky in his store, all these souvenirs, things he made out of love for the characters. the other an official artist of the comics on instagram. she was more legit than him, the store owner, who was also said to be my father

sparse restaurants owned in a mall by people i know. these two startup an italian place. a gay boy i know and the girl from hunger games ballad of snakes and songbirds

getting into the roof section of the apartments through dragging yourself up a pole, wheelchair friendly ones were longer and touched the ground. rainforest restaurant and a buffet that was lesser quality, cheaper

going around college looking into the personal suite houses with my childhood best friend. we were recorded and supposedly went viral. lonely touching a boy's arm. bible study with people you don't relate to. iphone charger blocks stacked on the campus quad. drama about my friend's ex boyfriend. he liked a minor but it turned out he was a minor at the same time. seeing the type of people my roommate would be friends with around

using the bathroom in my elementary school gym bathroom

uh, a lake riddle (junji ito man's storeside attraction) where you found and collected all the different types of fish in the river...for an achievement. there were swimming monkeys that gave you riddles. it was this neighborhood or town i went to a lot with my cousins, or high school friends, or fair ground i got lost from my mother on, a mcdonalds on the other side that was changed too much

was it the boy i've been seeing who took me out in a school bus, through the woods, to a pink lake, sick frothing, abandoned playground, here's this convoluted thing you'd make up about what would happen if you didn't go in the water when i told you to. and then i push you in anyway. and the pink water changes you and makes you fucked up. it was an amusement park here. a dam

[inklessletter]

The first time Steve hears Eddie singing that song, it's nothing but a absent-minded humming while he's doing something else. Writing something down, he thinks, for the campaign, probably.

Steve knows that song, that's why he smiled when he heard the soft, muffled tone falling out of Eddie's throat. Steve's heard Will singing it, and it's so painfully Jonathan, that song wears his signature all over. Maybe it's because it's The Smiths, and The Smiths is Jonathan.

Steve holds a smile and keeps himself busy, away from Eddie's eyes, because of course, that's what he does. No need to cause a scene, he could go on with his day without Eddie asking him "why are you smiling like an airhead?" Nah, thank you very much.

It's not his music scene, but Steve admits that it has been a favourite since it came out. It was just so goddamn relatable. He first heard it when Nancy dumped him, and sometimes, when he was working at Scoops, he could hear that song coming from the rock station Robin liked, coming from the backroom. No surprise she likes that song too.

Those were dark times for him. Summer job at Scoops, that is. It was a disappointment after another; no university, no high school anymore, no girlfriend, no status to hide after, no friends but the kids he drove all around Hawkins (and yet, three weeks away from Dustin, who was the only one who actually went to see him without asking for anything in return), the most embarrassing dry spell and having absolutely zero idea of what to do next. And that song just randomly filled the air and he indulged himself for two minutes to sulk on his own misery and he felt surprisingly less depressed right after.

So, yeah, that song holds a special meaning for him, a soothing balm for his broken heart, a good nostalgia from his darkest period.

And it comes back to him, from Eddie's voice, and it comes to stay the rest of the day. The rest of the week.

It makes him sad. A good sad, Steve guesses.

He's not really better than a couple years ago, but he's less scared, which is undeniably a victory.

He lets out a sigh and walks away from Eddie, leaves him there, happy and focused and begging.

Steve comes to notice that Eddie sings that song a lot, and he's making it his business not to ask, not to sing along, not to say or do anything that may reveal that Eddie's version of that song is becoming so fast the best he's ever heard.

The day the older side of the group go to see him play with his band, and at some point, he just sits and grabs an acoustic guitar and sings it, that one song, the world turns around. It's hard to keep a straight face, and to breathe regularly. A prayer, a begging in form of ballad, the room is in respectful silence, or if there is any background noise his brain makes the greatest job ignoring it.

Feels Robin's hand slipping through his palm and lacing fingers, but he doesn't look at her.

He can't.

His lips, disloyal and treacherous bastards, shape the last sentence of the song.

Lord knows it would be the first time.

The last chord fills the negative space and the bar noises are there again out of the sudden, and some of his friends are shouting nice things, and Eddie is graciously discarding the acoustic guitar and grabbing his sweetheart again and Steve is hoping to go unnoticed when he wipes his face in a quick movement.

He knows Robin sees it, but she says nothing, merciful and elegant.

The gig goes on for a couple of more songs and it's far too soon when Eddie is there, letting himself fall on the stool next to him, all pleased and content and full of black smudged eyeliner and Steve knows he has to say something to him, so he opts to go with, "I really like that song."

It doesn't need any more saying, because Eddie grins and fucking bites his bottom lip, and looks at the floor like it's the most interesting thing in the world, leaning on the bar next to Steve, and Steve knows, he just knows Eddie knows which one he's talking about.

"Yeah. I bet you do."

He doesn't tease, doesn't go with the rancid bUt YoU lIsTeN tO tEaRs FoR fEaRs In YoUr CaR aLl tHe tImEeE shit like the kids like to whine. He doesn't pretend not to know which one he's talking about. Steve smiles at him, buys the guy a beer.

"So, Robin told you? About, uh, about the song."

He tries a bit too hard to look unaffected, but the label of his cold beer bottle has seen better days. Steve feels Eddie going still and turning his head to face him, wielding such soft, almost pitiful expression that makes Steve's inside go still, lungs not working, muscles tense, blood frozen in his veins, and somehow scalding in his cheeks. He dares to look at Eddie, who whispers, "She did not."

The time stops, or so Steve thinks, when he turns his head to look at Eddie, not really moving an inch.

The question goes unspoken.

The answer is one second too long of both their gazes taking residence in the other guy's lips.

And the song comes alive in Steve's mind, and his lips move again.

So for once in my life

let me get what I want

Lord knows, it would be the first time

[lihhelsing]

Hate That I Loved You

Now complete on AO3!

Part 1 ↓ | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6

“That’s an awful idea” Gareth states from the other side of the room. 

“It’s not as bad as the one he had for the Leave You music video,” Jeff adds helpfully. 

“It’s one of our biggest hits,” Frank chimes in.

Eddie is just waiting for the band to reach the right conclusion.It’s such a bad idea that it actually makes it a genius one. Eddie knows it and he’s known it ever since he woke up in the middle of the night with it forming in his brain. 

They need another hit. Eddie has just the song for that, called Hate That I Loved You, about all the times he failed at love. Which were… a good amount. 

The song is good. Harsh, loud, heartbreaking. Eddie might’ve cried when he first played it acoustic on his guitar, all alone after getting dumped by his last boyfriend. 

It’s about how he’s never good enough for anyone. It’s raw. 

“Fine, let’s do it,” Gareth finally gives in and Eddie just smiles. His idea is as painful as the song. He’s going to call his exes and ask them to be in the music video. The song is not so much about them, it’s more about Eddie himself, but he likes the dramatic effect of having to face all his mistakes in one day as he sings his heart out.

He knows the tabloids will eat that shit up. He knows it’s the push the band needs to blow up and exactly the edgy, weird shit everyone expects from them He’s willing to take one for the team. He’s doing it

Pre production rolls around quickly, Chrissy is too damn good at her job, and soon it’s time for Eddie to do the hard part. He needs to call the exes and ask them. 

He has six in total, he will be happy if he gets five to participate, but will settle for four. Knows two are harder.

David, Sean and Pedro are in from the start. It’s not surprising, really, they broke up in friendly terms, still talk sometimes, and are happy to indulge Eddie’s crazy ideas. Always had been. 

His first no comes with Josh. He thought it was an easy yes but he was wrong.

Josh is happily married and not looking for any drama in his life and Eddie means drama. He can’t argue. Eddie winces as he remembers serenading Josh while high out of his mind, making noise under his dorm window like an idiot. Josh hangs up before Eddie can beg and that’s it.

That leaves him with 3 yes and 2 that he doesn’t know. Despite still being hurt by the break-up, Eddie calls Lou first. Lou is… Hard. His voice sends chills down Eddie’s spine and he almost chickens out. He’s the one that set Eddie off with this song, to begin with.

He’s the one that makes Eddie feels like he’s far from being enough. He’s the one who told Eddie he was selfish and unlovable and Eddie knows he still feels it as Lou flirts with him through the phone. 

He’d never been good to Eddie but he was what Eddie thought he deserved it.

“Of course I’ll star in your video, babe,” Lou agrees easily and Eddie wishes he’d said no. Eddie thinks there’s still time for him to back down from the idea. Knows the guys would understand. Knows they all remember having to drag Eddie out of bed after a week of wallowing.

He stands his ground. Thinks this might be what he needs to get over Lou. To get him out of his system forever. 

He also stands his ground because he knows the next number by heart. Had known it for the past 7 years and couldn’t really get rid of it.

His brain cling to Steve just like his heart had. 

He feels dizzy as the line rings and feels like he’s going to faint as Steve’s voice comes through the speaker. 

“Hello?”

“Steve, hey. It’s, um, it’s Eddie.”

The silence is so loud Eddie thinks he’s gone deaf.

“Eddie?”

“Munson. You know, from-”

“I know,” Steve’s voice gets so small Eddie wishes he had never called. “What…”

Whatever question he has dies on Steve’s throat and Eddie doesn’t blame him. 

“Sorry to call like that. I, um, I need a favor?”

“…ok?”

Eddie explains it all. He talks about the band, the song, the video idea. He talks for almost ten minutes and he just keeps going because he can hear Steve’s breathing on the line.

“So, that’s it. You can say no, no hard feelings but I… would like if you said yes”

It feels like a low blow, but Steve says yes and Eddie pushes the guilt away from his brain. He’ll get to see Steve soon. Less than a week. He can’t help the butterflies blooming on his stomach. 

He fucking missed Steve. 

•END OF PART 1•

[void-of-unparalled-chaos]

Okay so time for me to dump my thoughts on the Underworld Saga because I am going insane and tbh I'm not sure how coherent this will be because my brain is mostly keyboard smashing.

The Shades: "When does a man become a monster? 558 men who died under your command. CAPTAIN! CAPTAIN! CAPTAIN! CAPTAIN! Why would you let the cyclops live when ruthlessness is mercy?"

Okay so the harmonies of the Shades are amazing! But also this whole bit is just so... haunting. The call back to Just a Man and Ruthlessness does something to me. Could you imagine being screamed at by the ghosts of everyone you've failed? Also Jay confirmed that the shades in this song are just repeating their final thoughts in life. They drowned begging for their Captain to help them and died wondering why he failed them. This probably fucked Odysseus UP.

Odysseus: "I keep thinking of the infant from that night. I keep thinking of the infant from that night."

I swear I can hear the PTSD in his voice holy shit. Also Astyanax's music box motif being played in church bells in the back. I never would have noticed it if not for Jay's behind the scenes videos but knowing it's there makes this bit so much better.

Odysseus: "Polities..."

I was not nearly as wrecked at this bit until I saw this post mentioning that Odysseus quiet little "Polities..." is a mirror of Polities strangled "Captain..." when he died and now I will never be the same.

Odysseus' Mom

I am not exaggerating when I say I cried during the watch party. Everything about this is heartbreaking. His mom was thinking about him in her final moments. "Odyssues when you come home I'll be waiting" except she wont be. The shocked defeat in Odysseus' voice with "I took too long...". He's right there in front of her, but her shade just doesn't register him. They are so close physically yet still separated by death. Also the fact that Jay's mom voices her that is so sweet omg.

The change from "Here in the Underworld the past seems close behind" to "But in the Underworld your past is always close behind."

STTAGKDUKFUTAATUFOUCOUXGJXG

THE STRINGS!!!!! AND THE PIANO!!!!

Tiresias' voice is so haunting omg

Mason absolutely NAILED prophet who is constantly being shown everything all the time at one I love it sm.

The lyrics in this song are just.... so good. And the foreshadowing is top notch

Jay's voice acting for Odysseus' is also great in this.

The distress and frustration in "We've suffered and sailed through the toughest of hells. Now you tell us ur efforts are for NOTHING?!" and the absolute anger in "WHO!?!?!" (Its you, Ody. See your about to go through a complete change in morals about 5 minutes from now and become a completely different person).

THE DESCENDING ORGAN FOR THE SECOND CHORUS MY JAW DROPPED

Jorge don't think I didn't notice the Hunchback of Notre Dame, Hellfire, vibes at the end I see you.

This is my favorite song released in Epic so far and I am not normal about it at all.

The GUITAR! THE ELECTRIC GUITAR!

For those unfamiliar and being dragged along this nonsense post, Odysseues character is associated with the guitar. The acoustic guitar is when he is softer, kinder, and more "human" while the electric guitar represents him at his most brutal, ruthless, and "monsterous". This song is his turning point to which he is done being merciful. He will do ANYHTING to get home.

"Oh Ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves..."

Really taking Poseidon's lesson to heart there.

Odysseus: "AND IF I GOTTA DROP ANOTHER INFANT FROM A WALL IN AN INSTANT SO WE ALL DON'T DIE? THEN I'LL BECOME THE MONSTER! I WILL DEAL THE BLOW!... SO WHAT IF I'M THE MONSTER?"

Ayrsgstusigxjgsutaut holy shit holy shit holy shit-

Play this back to back with Just A Man for some psychic damage. What an end for Act 1!

[aberooski]

Fuck it.

Random Yugioh GX headcanon dump!

I've posted about some of these at various points in the past in more detail but yknow ���

All in no particular order of course, just the order they pop put of my brain lol

Syrus is actually really smart, but school is hard for him because of anxiety

Alexis is the spitting image of her and Atticus's mom

Jesse's favorite song of all time is Our Song by Taylor Swift

They're all varying degrees of Swiftie

Crowler's favorite show is The Golden Girls

Jaden will accidentally burn down the kitchen if they let him try to cook anything

Syrus, Alexis, Atticus, and Zane all knew each other pre-series. Or at the very least knew of each other since Atticus and Zane were already friends.

Syrus is afraid of storms but actually really likes gentle rain

Bastion was always insecure about his skills and needed and craved validation and recognition from others

Chazz has a hard time expressing and understanding emotions and distinguishing different kinds of love and care because his family is so emotionally distant with each other

Chazz and Alexis are platonic soulmates he's just confused by the platonic part. They love each other but are not in love with each other.

On that note, when Chazz is able to finally move on from Alexis, they develope and almost brother/sister relationship

Alexis suffers from separation anxiety and paranoia after Atticus returns because she's so scared of him getting hurt or being taken away from her again

Jaden is so protective of his friends because he didn't have any as a kid after the whole Yubel debacle even though doesn't remember Yubel for a while so he desperately wants to keep the ones he has now at any cost and keep them from getting hurt because people have been hurt because of him Yubel in the past and doesn't want to go through that whole rigamarole again. Also because he just loves his friends, but that's a given.

Syrus has a scar from being bit by the duplicate Camula in episode 32

Chazz has scars from being abused by his brothers. Only Atticus has ever actually seen them.

Hassleberry has chronic pain because of his dinosaur leg that he hides so the others won't worry about him

The J-Squad never told Hassleberry about a lot of stuff that went down in season 1

Atticus is uncomfortable in the dark and has trouble sleeping when he returns so he sleeps with at least one light on every night

Atticus's positive and silly personality and quirks and eccentricities are all genuine and authentic, but they've also become a coping mechanism for his trauma after his return

Hassleberry is a massive Dolly Parton fan

Hassleberry's seen every movie Dolly is in. Steel Magnolias makes him cry every time.

Syrus doodles on stuff in class and like on his notes and homework and stuff. It's something he does to help him focus and think

Bastion actually really likes classic movie musicals. His favorite musical is My Fair Lady

Chazz says that he has a dog at home in the dub, but it's the family dog. He's more of a cat person.

Atticus, Chazz, and Alexis are a Sun, Moon, Star trio respectively.

Hassleberry and Chazz are the biggest hopless romantics, actually

Both Crowler and Alexis's favorite movie is Titanic

Atticus can play any and all stringed instruments. If it has strings, he can play it. But his best instrument is the guitar.

Atticus hosts weekly campfire jam sessions for the J-Squad down at the beach. He pulls out an acoustic and just plays songs for them to sing and have fun together

On that note, every single one of them can sing. All of those kids have vocals for days.

Chazz and Atticus have sleepovers dates every Saturday night where they get together and watch movies. Atticus usually picks and makes Chazz watch musicals and romcoms and chick flicks.

Chazz actually enjoys musicals, especially watching them with Atticus. Hence his quoting Bye Bye Birdie during his duel with Adrian.

Atticus's favorite movie is Singin' In The Rain

Atticus does a lot of dumb shit in attempts to impress Chazz or otherwise get his attention

Syrus takes more after his and Zane's mom, while Zane takes more after their dad. Hence her saying Sy's the one who got the looks 😌

Jaden doesn't even know what sexuality means let alone what his is. His sexuality is Jesse.

Jaden's mom is a pianist

Chazz's family is all sooo much older than his is. For example, his brothers are at minimum ten years older than he is.

The worst familial relationship Chazz has is with his brothers. He's his mom's favorite, and he just doesn't really have a relationship with his dad at all. Cold, distant rich old businessman dad y’know?

Chazz wasn't necessarily an accident, but I don't think they planned on having another kid so long after the first 2 either.

Chazz's brothers manipulate their parents' perception of them and their relationship with Chazz so they don't know how bad things actually are with the three of them

Jaden thinks it's really silly and fun that his and Chazz's birthdays are the bookends of the month of August since they're rivals and stuff

Chazz has naturally cold hands

One time after graduation the kids got Crowler a father's day gift kind of as a joke. But it made him so happy they get him a group gift every year. They got him a world's best dad mug

Everyone crashed the next year's graduation so they could see Hassleberry graduate number 1 in his class 🥺

That's all for now!

Part 2

[themurphyzone]

PatB Headcanons: Halloween

Pinky goes all out decorating for Halloween. Pumpkins on the porch, lots and lots of candy, tissue paper ghosts, etc. In October when the ACME scientists are going to work, they find that the lab and the surrounding property has been completely covered with toilet paper. They think its some local kids doing the toilet papering and blame them for it. Nobody can figure out it was Pinky. Only Brain knows about it but he was irked that Pinky wasted the hoard of toilet paper he was planning to hold hostage in exchange for total control of the world.

2. Brain has a Twilight Zone marathon for Halloween. He's also fond of Frankenstein and Alfred Hitchcock movies. Pinky tends to fall asleep to it though. Pinky really likes Addams Family, Nightmare Before Christmas, and Scooby Doo. Neither of them handle slasher films particularly well. Pinky gets spooked more during the film and cuddles up to Brain, who hides his fear better but it will catch up to him in his sleep later.

3. Brain once transformed ACME Labs into a haunted house designed to show the masses the horrors of the current world and tell them how much better off they'd be under Brain's rule. Except the youth are super desensitized to it all cause it's nothing they haven't seen before...then Pinky starts singing Ring Around the Rosy somewhere and the acoustics distort his voice to make it sound all creepy. Brain is shocked when that turns out to be what terrified them the most.

4. After nearly losing Pinky to hell, Brain took anti-demon defensive measures around the lab...mostly stealing holy water from the local churches and dumping it around the lab. He will deny being superstitious though. But Pinky was happy to get all the garlic bread he could eat.

[everywishway]

More Fantasy High Headcanons (mostly Fig and the Sig Figs band because she's consumed my brain)

Gorthalax and Gorgug's bio dad mutually decide that they don't step on Fig and Gorgug's band and want their kids to do their own thing without them

So they sit them down and say, "hey, with Fabian joining, maybe you should find two other members your age because we have our own lives and you should do your own thing"

there are a lot of tears from Fig and Gorthalax but Gorthalax says he will still be around for comeback shows and special events

So they get two new members, one plays keyboard and one plays electric guitar. (Fabian joins too but is just a singer)

Fig teaches Fabian to play the acoustic guitar

Fig has written a song about driving really fucking fast down the highway in a hotrod in reference to Johny Spells that she only performs with Gorthalax

Speaking of which, she buys Johny's car from the dump and gets it fixed to be a fun way to take the Bad Kids to Bastion City for Summer Vacation

Gorgug writes music but it has similar vibes to Alec Benjamin and Cavetown

While Fig writes music like Paramore, Mother Mother, and the actual Significant Figures fan band for Fantasy High

They do mother's day and father's day shows and Mrs. Thistlespring has so much fun

This is also where Fig finds out that Sandra-Lynn almost multi-classed into bard and is fucking sick at screamo!

Fig calls her, Fabian and Riz stepsiblings. Fabian pretends to hate it but secretly loves it because he's always wanted siblings and Riz plays along and teases them

Fig and Fabian's birthdays are only a week apart from each other in the middle of July (or this world's equivalent) and starting after Sophomore year they celebrate the middle day between their birthdays as a shopping spree just them

If you like this stay tuned, I'm working on a post for how I think Aguefort Adventuring Academy actually works as a school

[gods-biggest-mistake-tbh]

masterlist

hello and welcome to the constant hellscape that is my brain and its dump.

fics

Finders Keepers title idea from "Finders Keepers (Acoustic)" by You Me At Six

preview 1

preview 2

part 1 (not finished)

My Love, All Mine title idea from "My Love, Mine, All Mine" by Mitski

part 1 (not finished)

part 2 (not finished)

Heaven's Prettiest Angel

preview 1

part 1 (not finished)

imagines/oneshots

best friends with vox

ideas/prompts

I.M.P. reader

rants/"roasts"

please

THIS mf

quotes that make me asjdfkj

War Storm quote 1

House of Hades quote

updated as of 10/12/24

[goat-shoe]

PLS PLSPLS I NEED MORE DUGOUT CONTENT... he's so underrated!!! >_< >_< >_<

HE ISSSSS AHHHHH....~

Just for you: some more duggy headcanons <3

wrinkles his nose when confused >w<

i can see him wrinkling his nose every time he logs onto tumblr LOL

Clueless™️ he would absolutely never in a million years pick up on someone having a crush on him.. :3 blame the self esteem issues

has no idea how to style his hair <3

probably involved in elder care as a civvie!! i hc that maybe "mrs Q" is someone he visits and cares for as an elder companion

has a huge comic book collection!

(IF he celebrates christmas) ^^ totally wears festive onesies on christmas morning <3

OBVIOUSLY hes a dog person, but he really doesnt mind cats either! sometimes he gets along with them better... even if they frighten him at times ^^

this might be a bit much for a headcanon, but: imagine capricorn keeping him occupied with a kaleidoscope LOL he would never got bored

he doesnt dream often, only having the occasional nightmare ;;

he doesnt show it, but hes a HUUUUUGE romantic. roses, candles. he knows how to dance o/////o ;;;;;

morning person <3 oh my schmeebly

has tried to learn acoustic guitar a few times, it never works out hehe

probably only played the very original pokemon games! my bet is that he picked red <3

again ty anon <3 heres the brain dump for the night ^^

[cousticks]

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[hagfishviperfish]

Weird ass dream. The kind that makes you nostalgic. I live in a small town, my high school was more closeknit than others — that is to say almost all of those kids were evil but i digress, everyone knew each other.

My dream initially was that I missed the busses after school. I called my mom and she was at work, so she could not pick me up until 6:00. Which meant I had to kill time until then. It gave me the opportunity to realize how lively my high school was after hours — kids congregating on the soccer fields, football field, track, parking lot, it was as if its own little fair. So strange to see people you know doing their little things. In my dream I saw the faces of people who I haven’t seen in a long time, nigh forgot about, people who I won’t see ever again. And the faces of people who look like the type of people to live in my town.

Most were playing sports; I discovered a law school campus that was apparently on the property of my school that I hadn’t known about; I met one of my friends and hung out with him for a bit, found a dude on Tinder that looked exactly like him and with the same name but was like visibly 22 and I was like lmaooo dude look at this.

There is an event where the high school band comes in, followed by the graduates of my class, they share what they’re majoring in in college, and a quarter of mean girls were studying graphic design and they hated it and I laughed at them. It was particularly nostalgic

There is a silly little rave party thrown a guy I knew, who was fairly popular. It’s in those net tents you see used for baseball practice. I go there and dance a little with my childhood friend who dated him in middle school.

I stumble across a boy I had little feelings for for years — from elementary school to senior year — he was standing in between chain link fences, in security guard armor but it was like football stuff, so I guessed that was his job here. He was enthusiastic to see me, which was much to my surprise since we hardly talked at all (in senior year he started interacting with me every so often, much to my surprise.)

The dream changes here. I am this sewer siren queen hunted by my high school, living several grotesque layers in the deepsea underground, and he is the one who is supposed to be hunting me the hardest. Except every action he makes is deliberately to divert my pursuers away from me in order to protect me. We are lovers in that way, the brief moments where he sees me to “kill” me, but rather it is a fond reunion where we look at each other with mischevious devotion and adoration and then he must leave, to not draw too much attention to me and our affiliation. Every hour and decision of his life is dedicated to making sure I stay alive. He stands proud over a toilet in the school bathroom with a deep, deep canal drilled into it, what the students call a “sewer portal”, knowing I used it to escape, announcing to his equals “she is not in this one; try another one.”

He climbs through my canals smiling, there are grotesque and strange strata underneath our school, pink wet stone, sandstone, marbled jade and stone, and the structure of the tunnel he recognizes as my digging, impressed that I managed to stomach such odd layers of soil

This story of a favorite siren and its best hunter is a reoccuring theme for the rest of the dream.

There are other notable moments, where my art teacher says I have an opportunity to spread my art, to become a genuine admired artist, because people have already expressed interest in my work for her class. I make sketches; one of them a pile of moldy rotten oranges, in which a rabid squirrel or fox is eating them out of wild desperation, and a healthy fox is walking in the foreground, observing its parallel

Another where I’m in walmart with a friend, at the side of another boy; saying “I’m like hahahaha I’m L from deathnote” for some reason, just to mess with him. He’s like yeah whatever, unamused, I show him a pretty collar necklace I found, knowing the implications, and he’s like perhaps, and he tightens it on my neck for me

Then I dig another hole and leave because I am a sewer siren now.

Flickers of standing in a deep sea realm, underground, occasionally visited by a certain playful divercaver… I pick what I want the fish version of my pets to look like, laugh at the way my cat looks when she floats down and turn to tell my mother only for her to yell at me because she’s stressed out and busy. Rain World shelter on our football bleachers, he swims to me to find Minecraft mods, but I am looking from his eyes this time, I notice him and pick my way over to him, and we enjoy our presence together eagerly, while he sips from the glass of this mod that implements strawberry juice in Minecraft— and it tastes wonderful.

Then he hides me in the shelter because there are centipedes — it is particularly deeper, with water, to compensate for me there, and comes along to be around me for the night

[lordcatwich]

Hi this is someone from the containment department of A.S.S., and we've made a deal with the devil our prisoner, detalies about this Kirix you mentioned in exchange for an undefined period of silence. So we kindly request more information on this Kirix

-A.S.S. (Association of Sleep Schedules)

Please we need her to shut up, before the singing it was info-dumping about Marie Curie and 'fun facts' about the human body then random questions about human psychology and how does our mind/brain work then she stopped that when realised that the place is 'acoustic' and started singing please please please we need her to shut up

OOOOOO ALRIGHTY

So I'm writing a scene right now where two characters who are really in love (they don't know it yet) are somewhere in the middle of an EXTREMELY TRAUMATIC YEAR-LONG EVENT THAT HAPPENS

I guess the information that'll work should be a description of the scene itself...

So! Kirix is one of these people. Barlow is the other protagonist (they are equally protagonist, neither is more major) and uhhh at this point in the story Barlow is afraid of sleeping because they have constant debilitating nightmares and often wake up in the middle of torture chambers because it's easier for their captors to move them while they're unconscious- anyways! The point is the scene, so-

Barlow starts getting hallucinations from lack of sleep from not sleeping for 2 days straight. Kirix tells them they need to go tf to sleep, and manages to convince them to do so. They say they'll protect them so that no one takes them away for a torture session while they're asleep. Barlow gives in and goes to sleep. While they're sleeping, a guard comes to their cell and says "hey I'm taking the purple one today"

Kirix refuses to let this happen, so they manage to convince the guard to take them instead after a bunch of convincing.

So they're taken away for a session instead of their partner, and I'm not writing the torture part y e t but the thing that happens- basically, the main villain beats them up and casts illusions of The Horrors™ on them while telling them to "not manipulate people" due to some uh. Interesting views the villainess has

Like

"Worthless DEMONSPAWN. You can't try to make me release you. YOU'RE LYING! IT'S IN YOUR BLOOD. You can't make ANYONE think you really feel-"

You get the idea. Basically, punishing them for something they didn't do. And making them feel like they're less powerful than a piece of string coated in slime

When Kirix is bought back to their cell, they sit in the corner having an internal mental breakdown. It takes Barlow a while to wake up, but when they do, the beans are gonna have a VERY SWEET PLATONIC MOMENT because they're both still in denial about the whole romance thing :)

That's it for now! Tell Cami thanks for asking hehe

[andypartridges]

But To Me, It's Very Very Beautiful: a zine celebrating 40 years of English Settlement [TRANSCRIPTION]

this is part 2 of the transcription - read the first half here :-)

transcription under the cut !! again, apologies for piss poor grammar or clunky writing - the zine is 100% a brain dump of my thoughts

running low on soul coal By the time XTC made English Settlement, the band - especially Andy, who had begun sinking lower and lower into a state of mental deterioration - had been exhausted by constant touring. And so, with this album, the band broke their long-standing rule that all songs needed to be fully replicated live. Songs like 'Yacht Dance' were given the freedom to boast more intricate arrangements and experiment with more eclectic instrumentations. Yet, this context for the band's history also reveals more about the music they were making. Within songs like 'Jason and the Argonauts' runs a clear thread of exhaustion, a desire for escapism - "I've seen acts of every shade of terrible crime from man-like creatures". Even the album's opener, 'Runaways', sets the tone of English Settlement from the beginning. It's a cry - most clearly from Andy - to get out. But when your label ignores you, an album is the only way to express feelings.

This Is Pop? How English Settlement gave XTC a UK top ten single XTC had previously tasted commercial success with the top 20 hits 'Making Plans For Nigel' and 'Sgt Rock (Is Going To Help Me)'. But it wasn't until the lead single from English Settlement, 'Senses Working Overtime', that XTC would crack the UK top ten for the first - and last - time. After Virgin Records had started showing more interest in Colin - the 'good looking one' - following his success with Nigel and the pressure to write the ever elusive 'hit', Andy Partridge drew upon Manfredd Mann's '5, 4, 3, 2, 1', reversing the numbers and adding an element of five senses, hence the song's chorus and title. Combined with the medieval/old English guitar sound, it was a huge chart success. Both the single and the album it came from would be XTC's commercial peaks, as English Settlement reached no. 5 in the album charts.

Looking Forwards Even though English Settlement was released in 1982, its value and its message still feels resoundingly loud today. England has always clung to the glory of its past, even if that glory is a façade, founded on injustices. Now, more than ever, Great Britain must ask itself if it truly deserves that descriptor in front of its name when the country still faces the same issues it has faced for years. Even now, the impacts of Thatcher can be felt. XTC's interrogation of societal injustices - racism, class, unemployment - and its expectation of love are still deeply relevant forty years on. For me, I keep coming back to one lyric from All Of A Sudden (It's Too Late), one of my favourite XTC songs - "love's not a product you can hoard, or pack a suitcase with / it's more a way you have to give." I think it's something we can all keep in mind.

about the creator Mia is a journalism student with a fondness for making zines, listening to what can be referred to as 'dad music', and talking about herself in the third person. When not making zines, they can be found reading, hanging out in record shops, or worrying. Besides music, Mia is also passionate about the Discworld series by Terry Pratchett, Star Trek, as well as cheese on toast.

Back cover transcript: "Why don't we make an album we don't have to reproduce on stage? We can use acoustic instruments, we can overdub keyboards, we can use pianos... the first of the multi-coloured records."

[pheeby-deeby]

Dream Taylor Swift Eras Tour Setlist

No one asked; absolutely not a single soul. But I wanted to do this anyway, so.

Also this is not in any particular order at all. Like, at all. Not chronological, not preference—literally a brain dump. But I am gonna organize it by era.

Tim McGraw

Picture to Burn/Should've Said No mashup

Teardrops On My Guitar

Fearless

Love Story/You Belong With Me mashup

Forever & Always

Fifteen

Enchanted

The Story of Us

Haunted

Dear John

Long Live

Let's Go (Battle) (I'm hoping this will be a vault track on Speak Now so she can play this lol)

All Too Well 10-Minute Version

Red

Holy Ground (Of course I know she won't do this song but it's one of my favorites so I'm putting it on my Dream list)

Better Man

We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together

Out of the Woods

Style

New Romantics (Again. I know it's unlikely. But still)

Clean

I Did Something Bad

Don't Blame Me

Delicate

Getaway Car

Dancing With Our Hands Tied

Lover

Cornelia Street (acoustic version like Live from Paris)

Cruel Summer (if she doesn't give us this I will be so sad)

Death By A Thousand Cuts

ME! (Listen. I just want to scream "HEY KIDS SPELLING IS FUN!" That's all)

cardigan/august/betty mashup

this is me trying/mirrorball mashup (I would CRY but I need this okay I think it would actually heal my soul)

illicit affairs ("and you wanNA SCREAM DON'T CALL ME KID—")

the 1

champagne problems

right where you left me

tis the damn season

ivy

Lavender Haze/Karma mashup

Mastermind

Anti-Hero

You're On Your Own Kid (I would be BAWLING lemme tell you)

Bejeweled

Would've Could've Should've

OKAY THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TAY TALK

[theomnicode]

Thanks for Gofancy for digging this one up for me. <3

Genos really...really records details.

Also, im noting that he DOES actually record things like acousting details from fights regarding Saitama.

So I wonder, what kind of acoustic details did Genos record from Cosmic Garou fight?

Probably something awful and nightmare inducing indeed. Like a massive bomb going off in the skies and Garou's dual speak.

If someone wanted to dig into that, uh...I wonder if the good doctor has. I mean he had to be at least concerned and get some alarming readings because Genos core got ripped off...and Genos used some time to fill out those notebooks of his that he presented to Hero Association during the time when he was being repaired... hmm...

52 volumes of Saitama in 1-2month vs 4 hours worth of Saitama battle vs cosmic Garou and that alone filled a whole stack of...

20 whopping notebooks. Jesus Genos.

I can imagine the furious scribbling.

I wonder if he just can't help but observe all this data and uses all these notebooks to just put down the information so he can forget it from his conscious knowledge and from his brain, so his human brain is not overloaded by all this junk his cybernetics automatically record for him. It also works as a type of backup if electronic backups were to fail.

It would do him well to just dump all that into the trash pile because his human brain is probably overloaded all the time, but he's probably too intellectually curious for his own good. Comparing sound memories with what he has inside his human brain to the cybernetic version of the acoustics data he has recorded...sheesh. I can imagine.

Genos needs some relaxing music.

The anime did not forget the bonus Moon rock chapter

If the video was clearer, I’d have the confidence to translate the rest of the text on the pages. Some of it was too blurry. Genos wrote stuff about getting out of Hero Association HQ, rate of destruction of the spaceship based on ultrasonic waves, and gravitational acceleration on the Moon’s surface being 1/6th of Earth’s.

[rainydawgradioblog]

10 most underrated Joni Mitchell songs

Joni Mitchell’s surprise return to Spotify marks the first day of my life. Two grueling years of mp3 downloads, YouTube video playlists, and Apple Music temptations took quite the toll, but we’ve made it. To celebrate, here’s a list of 10 criminally underrated Joni bangers that deserve your streams. Now!

“Refuge of the Roads” (1976)

The ultimate highway soundtrack, “Refuge of the Roads” is an escapist hallucination with some of the sexiest bass you’ll ever hear. Joni’s on the run, hiding from the critics and her deep-seeded feelings of love that keep her from being the picture of independence she longed to be. The song details her miraculous recovery from cocaine addiction thanks to a Tibetan Buddhist master in Colorado and the insignificance of her emotional existence. It’s also one of her favorite songs she ever recorded!

“Judgment of the Moon and Stars (Ludwig’s Tune)” (1972)

A piano tribute to Beethoven, “Ludwig’s Tune” is Joni finding solace in another legendary musician’s experience of being misinterpreted. Just like Ludwig, her art was deemed “too raw” at a time where no one was trauma dumping like Joni was. The song is a peak in Joni’s orchestration skills, with glorious winds and vocal runs, plus some of her best poetry to match. 

“Talk to Me” (1977)

I never thought the same woman who sang “A Case Of You” would be literally chicken squawking on record, but we’re blessed to live in that reality. Joni’s sense of humor on “Talk To Me” is on full display, dodging punchy acoustic guitar and raging fretless bass, begging “Mr. Mystery” (presumably Bob Dylan) to talk to her. “You spend every sentence as if it was marked currency / Come and spend some on me” is lyrical brilliance, not to mention one of the most iconic opening lines, period.

“Harry’s House/Centerpiece” (1975)

Joni’s storytelling skills fly under the radar way too often, despite her pointed observations in “Harry’s House/Centerpiece” being one of the greatest critiques of gender roles in music. Her blend of jazz fusion and a jazz standard adds to the traditional versus modern views of gender roles she’s observing, and her top tier crooning sells it hard. Not to mention Harry Styles named a whole album after the song!

Borderline (1994)

Not many of Joni’s songs match the intensity of “Borderline,” with a drop dead gorgeous steel guitar/organ combo and insightful 50-year-old cynicism. I think of “Borderline” as her 90s version of “Both Sides Now”. She makes sure to remind us that no one really knows life at all, and pretending otherwise only builds the borderlines between us. A brutally honest queen!

“Love” (1982)

For someone who allegedly doesn’t know love at all, Joni seems very well-acquainted with it on this song. Her insightful takes are a lot to digest, but they’re paired with winding early-80s production that work seamlessly. Think Leonard Cohen-level poetry and Steely Dan-esque funk with just a touch of 80s cheesiness.  

“People’s Parties” (1974)

Even Joni has social anxiety, and “People’s Parties” is very that. Her descriptions of the posh social climbers and dramatics at the exclusive events she attends is strangely relatable to your average introvert, while also serving up a juicy critique of elitism in showbusiness. “People’s Parties” is some of her most charismatic musical phrasing, and her lower register in the outro scratches every itch in my brain. 

“The Dry Cleaner From Des Moines” (1979)

Charles Mingus pulled something so specific out of Joni that is not talked about enough. On “TDCFDM,” Joni’s practically playing the part of every instrument next to bumbling bass, skittering drums, floating saxophone, and razor-sharp horns, and sounding next-level doing it. If anything Joni’s made proves her supernatural abilities, it’s this song.

Conversation (1970)

“Conversation” is the original love triangle song, and Joni is feeling chaotic. She’s helplessly flirting back and forth with a guy who’s taken, bringing him apples and cheese and listening to him rant about his relationship issues. Sonically the song is the perfect encapsulation of obsessing over someone new, and her signature soprano is perfection as per usual. 

The Last Time I Saw Richard (1971)

Holding a candle to ballads like “A Case Of You” and “River” seems unthinkable, but Blue’s closer makes it look easy. Richard and Joni play two sides of a spectrum; Richard being chewed up and spit out by pain and heartbreak, while Joni is fighting for optimism amidst the emotional devastation we hear on Blue. Joni’s pissed and panicked that someone could give up on happiness, so she’s “gonna blow this damn candle out,” refusing to let life get the best of her. 

Here's my comprehensive guide to Joni in playlist form including influences, influencers, and more. Happy listening!

Mead Gill