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seoulmatez · 2 months ago
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hi manon! out of curiosity to get a peek in your mind palace, whats your favourite part of your dynamic with rin? if you could visualize your yumeship, what scene would it be?
hello hello chesire! weeee, thank u for the question :3 ahh i had to think about it for a bit but my favorite part about our dynamic is that we act as a safe space for each other! we’re just familiar and represent happier times + memories for one another~
that leads me to the answer to ur next question! we kind of both started developing feelings for each other in high school so the scene would be set there, methinks. probably something like me taking a nap on my desk and him quietly watching over me!
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librarypapa · 2 months ago
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Hello dear mootie .ᐟ I 'm not sure if you are still taking requests so feel free to delete or ignore this if you are not or don 't want to complete this for any reason but could i please request mama ! abby to a butch pup regressor if it 's not too niche or if you 'd rather not than perchance baby ! ellie headcanons ? Whichever timeline you 'd prefer i would adore either way but maybe tlou2 ellie if it wouldn 't be any trouble ? Thank you sooo much for considering .ᐟ I love your writing I am regrettably pretty behind on your creations but super excited about the teeny ! jinx & cg ! cait headcanons .ᐟ Sorry this is getting long ack
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mama ! Abby x butch puppy regressor 🐾 🩹
I feel like abby would b a mix of both a strict mama, and a laid back mama ? Basically she has some rules she’s pretty set on ( three meals a day , drink water , go to bed on time etc ) but if u give her puppy eyes she pretty quickly caves
she adores spoiling her pup , she will always nab a new toy or bone if she sees one she thinks her pup would like
abby also loves bringing her pup out on walks / hikes , letting u run up ahead- but if u stray to far out of her sight she's quick to call u back
she would also probably be a bit awkward at first playing any pretend games, but once she gets in the groove oh man , there's no stopping her ( she also does really good silly voices )
she lets her pup come along with her as she works out at the gym , letting them sniff around the different equipment and answering their little yip yaps of questions ( " mama what does this do ? " )
abby would also probably read those ' how to train your puppy correctly ' books , and actually be very dedicated to treating u correctly and with care
she also would at some point surprise you with a cozy custom-made crate that's big enough for you + as many stuffies and pillows as u want , even though secretly u prefer to sleep curled up on the bed with her
note : hai hai mootie !!!!! tysm for the req , I loved writing this sm abby is so dear to me <3 and thank u for the kind words as well , i'm honored that u like my writing and hcs !!! ^_^
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delugyu · 1 month ago
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just read pt5 omg !!
me who really wanted taehyun and mc to get together seeing them actually get together: no way :O
my eyes literally zeroed in “you’re officially with taehyun now” and i was very scared seeing the tags i was like there’s no way beomgyu is going to fuck mc right 😭😭 (as if i hadn’t read c3, i know what you’re capable of, you silly goose 🫵), no but writing the smut scenes through a fantasy is such a nice detail that really adds to beomgyu’s desperation. love seeing him getting nothing tbh
you wrote the most pathetic man to ever exist, like ACTUALLY. “and he’d feel good about himself again. he’d feel like he’s worth something again.” LIKE ???? also the way he knows he would never be that rough with mc <//3 and how he just wants to see her even if she’s kinda the whole reason he’s upset, he just wants to feel better 🥲
idk if my favorite part is when you described all the way mc is beomgyu’s (according to his delusions) or their conversation at the end. “i just really don’t want you to be happy with him,” SENT ME JAKAJGAS. seriously though, i really like how despite everything, mc too cares about beomgyu, i think it just makes the situation even worse for him lol
i suggest a third alternative ending to c3 where they all fuck and mc keeps her sanity (jk) low key don’t want to see what happens in the second alternative ending (i am very excited !!!)
astrology anon
EEKKKK IM SO EXCITED
LMFAO i was so curious how people would react to mc and taehyun finally making things official. was lowkey kind of scared but i never let fear of backlash stop me from pursuing a plot line. hehe we haven’t seen much of taehyun’s character yet so i wanna try to give him a bigger scene in the next chapter. however the series is thru beomgyu’s pov so he might be a bit of an unreliable narrator cause he hates him rn 😭
omg the fear upon reading the tags is so real that’s why i tried to make it so clear like it’s just a fantasy lol. the thing is too i kinda wanna write a cheating scene but it’s out of character for mc and i don’t think this gyu would manipulate her into it. he’d just like melt into a puddle and sob at her feet like PLEASEEEE PLEASEEEE LEAVE HIM SO WE CAN FUCKKKK 😭😭 and cause he likes her but. he’s a dude he’s gonna think with his dick every now and then. however i’m not gonna lie some pseudo-cheating may be going on in the next part. depends how brave i feel. also ty hehe i love a good fantasy + masturbation scene… had hearts in my eyes while writing that
high compliment to write the most pathetic man ever 🙌 ack the quote “he’d feel like he’s worth something again” i almost edited it out cause i thought it was maybe getting TOO self-deprecating but i decided, u know what, this is just him being vulnerable and not being able to express himself outside of sex. also yesssss he goes straight to her place just to feel even a little better, he’s got it baddddd
AHH i also love the part where gyu’s all delusional explaining how mc is his 😵‍💫 ur so right tho like there’s such devastation in knowing mc cares for gyu, but not in the way he needs her to care abt him. all he can do is think abt her meanwhile he’s convinced he doesnt even pass her mind when they’re apart. ack but those moments where she gets all sweet and shy and cute, those are everythinggg to gyu, and it just sends him deeper into wanting her
threesome c3 ending ur onto something bae ✍️ LMFAO real asf for choosing peace over the gyu alt ending… maybe i’ll go a diff route and direct him to the ward or something <3 no who am i kidding they’re just gonna get their freak on and nothing will get resolved, but toxic!gyu is something so beautiful to me so honestly i can’t complain
hehe thank u for thissssss 🙈🙈🤍 always fun to write my essay long responses to u LOL
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ticklygiggles · 2 years ago
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Miya&Mia's Tickletober Day 5 - Disguise
Elias Ainsworth x Hatori Chise
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A/N: Thanks to my sweetest Ginny for giving me the idea for this fic? You are an angel! As always, I hope you all enjoy this!
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Chise didn't know much about men's looks. She didn't know what her type was and she certainly didn't know what was considered handsome or not good looking, so she thought she was not the right person for this task in particular.
"Now, what do you think about this, Chise? Do I look better with black hair?" 
"U-Uh…"
"Waaa!" Silky clapped har hands happily, nodding her head in approval. On the other hand, Ruth simply huffed and nuzzled himself closer to Chise's lap. 
When Elias asked her to help him choose a new disguise for a trip he had to do, she immediately said no, but Elias insisted that he'd like to look good for his bride, even if she wasn't going to be there with him.
"You look… good, Elias."
"Chise… I feel like you don't like anything I show you," Elias said and Chise could clearly see the disappointment on his face and... was that a pout? 
"I told you I'm not good at this," Chise said, feeling an uncomfortable feeling in her guts at the thought of disappointing him. Silky quickly read the mood and she was quick to leave to the kitchen.
Ruth looked at Chise and then at Elias. Chise's feelings were settled in his guts as well, but feeling like it was something Elias and Chise had to talk over, he left behind Silky, claiming that he wanted a snack. 
Elias sighed and he made his way towards Chise, sitting beside her. Chise couldn't lie and say she didn't like Elias like that, he looked… well, he looked attractive with black hair, she felt something akin to butterflies at seeing him like that. 
In other words, she didn't hate it compared to the other disguises he had shown them for the past forty minutes. She would even say she liked it. 
"I'm honest," she said, quietly, looking at Elias who looked back at her with very extravagant golden eyes. "You really look good this time. It's my favorite so far."
That made Elias's face light up; if there had been a tail behind him, it would most likely be wagging hard.
He grabbed Chise's hands between his and asked excitedly: "do you mean it, Chise?! Or are you just being kind?" 
Chise smiled fondly, shaking her head. His reaction relieved her. "I'm honest," she said, but her eyes landed on Elias' smile and she frowned. "Though… no matter what disguise you wear, your smile will always be fake." 
Elias gasped, his fingers touching the frozen smile on his face. "It doesn't look real? What about this?" He showed his white teeth to her and she frowned a little more. 
"Fake."
"Huh? Then what should I do to make it look real? I can't smile more than this, it is uncomfortable and it hurts my cheeks and- ack! N-Nohoho! Nohohot thihihis!"
"I think we can only do this."
Elias cringed away from Chise's hands, but she easily followed him, smiling brightly and giggling sweetly as her fingers danced around Elias' ribs, making him cackle, little tears if laughter already at the corner of his eyes. 
Chise felt a little breathless. Elias really looked nice in this disguise, she definitely liked him better than with blond hair. He somehow looked younger and full of life. She liked it. 
"Ahahahaha! Ch-Chihihisehehe! Hahahave mehehehercy!" 
Chise didn't know how, but she was nearly straddling Elias as he laid against the surface of the couch, squirming and laughing vibrantly. His rich, deep laughter filled the house and her heart. 
She giggled softly when she found a very ticklish spot on his highest ribs that had him shrieking with laughter. After tickling him for a few seconds, she finally stopped, sitting properly as Elias tried to control his giggling and get himself back up. 
"Chihise," he said a little out of breath. "You often doho this, do you like to see me suffer so much?"
Chise smiled, shaking her head. "I like your laugh." 
"Well, I also like yours, Chise."
Before she could even think about escaping, Elias had caught her by the waist and was gently tickling her sides, making her giggle brightly. 
"Nahahahat mehehe!" She laughed, trying to free herself from his hold. "Ehehehliahahas!" 
"I think your smile was a little fake, Chise. Let me help you with that just like you did."
"I don't need- ahahahaha! N-Nahahahaha!"
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br0-k3n-sch00lb01 · 4 months ago
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hehehheheheh oc lore. hehegehgege
my writing skills are… returning to tumblr i suppose…
enjoy your meal. nehmo. @n3hmof1sh .
im joshing im joshing ik my writing makes u happy sometimes … :3
anyways under the cut
“...Broken…?”
Tsukasa’s voice filtered into Broken’s ears.
“...e-eh…?” Broken mumbled.
He sleepily blinked open his eyes.
A boy with golden-blonde hair, shocking green eyes, tan skin, and freckles loomed close over him.
“wh-HUUEEEAAAH!!! Great cycles, Kasa, don’t scare me like that!!” He cried.
Tsukasa jumped. “Ack!! Sorry!!”
Broken sat up, rubbing the back of his head. “...nah… it’s fine..”
It was silent for a moment.
“Um.. so… I found you passed out on the sidewalk last night. You weren’t… um… in great condition.” Tsukasa said awkwardly.
Oh.
“Oh. That. Er. Yeah…” Broken replied, glancing off to the side.
“You wanna talk about it? Or…” Tsukasa asked.
“You’re being awfully vague, Kasa.”
“Stop playing dumb.”
“I’m not doing anything of the sort. You’re acting as if I am some sort of skank.”
“It’s exactly what you’re doing!! There’s something going on, and you WON’T TELL ME!!”
Broken fell silent. That was true. Something WAS going on, and he wasn’t telling anyone.
“...Sorry.” He said quietly.
“Are you?” Tsukasa replied flatly.
“...yes.”
“Likely story.”
“...”
“Do you have anything to say for yourself or are you out of excuses?” “I wasn’t making excuses.”
Tsukasa didn’t reply to that.
Broken stared at him.
Tsukasa stared back.
“Please get out of my house.” Tsukasa finally said.
“...Yeah, fine.” Broken replied.
He got to his feet, walking away. “Have a nice day.” He said coldly. “You too.”
Broken put on his sneakers and opened the front door, slamming it behind him.
So what if he had gotten in a fight with one of his best friends? Why should he care? It happened all the time. By tomorrow they’d be fine.
…He hoped.
— —
“Wowwww, Broken!! You look so tired…” Madotsuki was saying.
Broken roused himself and lifted his head off the table. “Hmm?”
“Oh, were you asleep? Sorry if I woke you…”
“...No. It’s fine.”
Madotsuki studied him.
Broken raised an eyebrow. “What? Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Like what?” Madotsuki replied innocently.
“Like there’s something wrong with me.”
“I.. don’t know what you mean.” Madotsuki said, with a sort of finality in her usually soft voice.
Broken didn’t answer.
Tsukasa was standing against the wall, doing something on his phone.
The door to the classroom opened, and a boy with short black hair and a white cardigan stepped in.
He turned, not expecting anyone to be in the room.
His eyes were hot pink, and they locked on Broken’s emerald ones immediately. 
Broken stared right back at him.
“...Hi.” The boy said after a moment. 
Broken said nothing. He could feel his face getting a bit hot.
“Hi!!” Madotsuki said brightly. Tsukasa waved, glancing up briefly.
Broken put his head back on the table.
The boy fiddled with his tie. It matched his eyes. “This classroom is supposed to be off-limits.”
“If you knew that, why are you here?” Tsukasa asked sarcastically.
The boy flinched. “Uh… wow. I guess you have a point there. I just wasn’t expecting anyone else to be here.”
Broken spoke up. “You can stay.”
The boy shoved his hands in his pockets. “Oh… thank you.”
He walked over and sat between Broken and Madotsuki. 
“What’s your name? I don’t think I’ve seen you around before.” Madotsuki asked.
“...Buzzi. I’m in Class 9, so you guys probably wouldn’t know me…” The boy replied.
Broken glanced up. “You’re the guy who made the Crystal Caves mural in the West Wing, aren’t you?” He said. He loved that painting.
Buzzi looked surprised. “...Yeah! What were you doing in the West Wing, though? Isn’t Class 8 in the East Wing?”
“Miss Lynx told me all the murals were down Hall 9H which is in West Wing… so I walked down there during lunch a few times to look at them.”
“Oh… that makes sense. I’m glad you like my painting.”
“Don’t loads of 9KA’s tell you they like it too, like everyday?”
“Not much. They’ve all seen it before.”
Broken raised his eyebrows. “Well, I think you’re cool.” He said. “...I-I mean, your art. I think your art is cool.”
Buzzi broke his gaze. “...Um… Thank you.” He mumbled, tugging on his bright pink tie. 
Broken regarded him for a moment and then looked away.
Madotsuki, oblivious as ever, leaned forward. “Soooo… Buzzi. Whatcha doing here?”
“...Nothing… I was just looking to get away from everyone in Class 9… they’re all a bit crazy.” Buzzi replied 
“Ohhhhhh. Well, I guess you found your solution, hm?”
“..Haha.. yeah.”
The room settled back into a comfortable silence.
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oldwritingm · 2 years ago
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Hi omg I loved your hcs so much it was so cute 😭😭 idk if u do platonic asks but if so can I request Craig & Tweek finding out their close friend (f!reader) has a secret + famous tiktok account with fanart of them??? No worries if u don’t!!
EEK sorry this took so long lovely! I'm still figuring out how to write South Park characters heheh ^^" so sorry if it's a lil ooc
also thank you for your sweet words!! You’re too kind!
Word count: 816
South Park - Craig & Tweek Finding Out About Your Secret Art TikTok
You hummed along quietly to the music playing in your ears, masterfully adding details to the sketch you were working on. You were enjoying the warmer weather while it lasted; though, living in South Park, that wasn’t saying much. Any non-resident would deem the weather to be too chilly to be outside already, but you knew it was going to get much colder when fall finally set in. So, there you were, out on a park bench, sketching merrily, barely noticing the way the breeze nipped at your nose.
“Speak of the devil.” 
“Devil?!”
Two familiar voices sounded from somewhere behind you. Startled, you clapped your sketchbook shut with a yelp. You had recognized the voices instantly. They were the exact people you absolutely did not need to run into right now.
Plastering on a nervous smile, you turned around slowly. Sure enough, there stood your best friends Craig and Tweek. Craig had his phone out, and judging from how close the two were standing, they had both been looking at whatever was on it.
“Hey guys. Enjoying the weather?” You began nervously as they approached your bench.
Craig had a mischievous grin as he plopped down beside you. “I guess. Pretty cold, though. Wish I was at home, snuggled up like this.” He turned his phone so you could see it. 
To your horror, art from your tiktok was on the screen. It was a doodle you did not too long ago of Craig and Tweek cuddling. At the time you were proud of it, but now you buried your face in your hands to hide your embarrassment.
“What’s wrong?!” Tweek fretted. “Craig, you’ve upset them!”
“No, no,” you reassured him. “It’s just… you guys weren’t supposed to know about that.” Your face was so hot that you could no longer feel the cold at all.
“With the numbers you’re pulling? Honestly I’m surprised we didn’t find out sooner.”
You had sort of liked having such a large following, but it seemed that your blessing had become a curse. Feeling shameful and regretful, you pulled out your phone. “I’m sorry, guys. I really am. I’ll take the posts with you in them down. I know it’s super creepy and—”
“Hold on,” Craig grabbed your arm, stopping you before you even unlocked your phone. “It’s not creepy; you’re our friend. The only thing that’s creepy is that you kept it a secret.”
“Yeah! Why did you keep this from us? Did you think we—ack—wouldn’t like it?”
“...don’t you?” You stared at them both with a befuddled expression. 
“Are you kidding? Your art style is really good. Plus, you make us look… cute… together.” Craig glanced at Tweek, giving his boyfriend’s hand a squeeze.
“So… you’re not mad?”
“I’m mad that you kept this from us!” Tweek flashed a smile. “We’ve totally been missing out!”
Craig nodded. “We’ll be looking forward to seeing more of your art. Not just of us, of course.”
You breathed a heavy sigh of relief, slouching on the bench. “I was afraid you’d be mad. I mean, I was kinda drawing you without your permission.”
“I reiterate: you’re our friend. We don’t mind.”
“So, just to be clear, it’s cool if I keep drawing you guys?”
“Of course. We’re looking forward to it.”
You couldn't help but sigh again. You smiled to yourself, overjoyed to have your friends' support, especially when you had been expecting quite the opposite.
“Say, isn’t that your sketchbook?” Tweek jabbed a finger towards the book in your lap.
You perked up, remembering what you had been drawing. “Oh! It is! Do you guys want to see what I was drawing?”
You opened it up to the page you had been working on. “You guys get to see it before the rest of my followers.” 
Little smiles graced your friends’ faces as they examined the work. It wasn’t finished, but it was a sketch of them both sitting on a park bench, Tweek’s head on Craig’s shoulder and their fingers intertwined atop Tweek’s knee.
“Here, Tweek, put your head like that,” Craig gestured to the page, and Tweek stiffly planted his head on Craig’s shoulder.
You giggled as they attempted to mirror their pose in the drawing. “Perfect,” you said, positioning yourself to resume drawing. “Stay just like that; I’m turning this into a still-life piece.”
When you finished, you showed your muses. Tweek’s mouth dropped open in awe. “You’re such a good artist!” He gushed, ripping the sketchbook from your hand and putting the drawing inches away from his face. While he was absorbed in admiring your work, Craig looked away somewhat bashfully.
“Do you think we could do this more often? Pose for you, I mean.”
“To give you an excuse to be cute with your boyfriend?” You teased. Then, more seriously, you told him that there was nothing you’d love more.
Unfortunately your followers didn’t enjoy the realistic piece as much as your stylized art, but to you it was the most beautiful drawing you’d done in a long time.
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Thank you anon for the request! And thank you for reading! <3
(divider by saradika)
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sollucets · 2 years ago
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Hi! First of all, sending you good thoughts and hugs <3
From the questions for writers: 5, 18, 25 and 40?
hey seren :’) 💜💜💜 hugs right back thank u so much. this is also So long. so so long. ack (game)
5. do you have any writing superstitions? what are they and why are they 100% true?
ehh not so super much honestly! maybe…. i do think that if im editing something in the same place i wrote it it doesnt work as well. so like, i have to move to a different room or go to the library or swap from computer to phone or the like. i do think its right though because you have to get yourself out of the brain you were in when you wrote it if you want to notice mistakes
18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end.
ohhhh,,,, i wanted to pick something that'd be relevant to you, but i haven't published anything for rasmr (or twc i spose too) in so long. so... if it's ok i'll show you an unpublished bit of ocean eyes
“Look, we’ve been a little quiet, yeah, but I haven’t been shitty to you, have I? I’m sorry if I have. Everything is — a lot right now. You know that.” This is all close enough to true that it’d be a good explanation, and kind enough that it’s something Aster could have said.  So there’s frankly no reason why Ivy should look at him so indignantly after he says it, no reason why they should be obviously struggling to phrase their response, no reason for the anger he can see around their eyes. “If it’s been bothering you, you could always talk first,” he says. “Are you sure you’re not uncomfortable?” It’s probably not fair of him to turn the question around like that, but in truth it’s so close to the actual thing that worries him that he can’t control it slipping out.  “What—” Ivy starts, cool facade completely broken now. Their hands are fisted on the countertop. “What the fuck, how do you not see what you’re doing? You’re doing it right now!”  “What?” says David before he can stop himself. “I thought you were upset I wasn’t talking. Aren’t we talking?”  “I’m not upset you’re not talking!” Ivy spits out. “I’m — you said we’re friends. If you believe it, why are you like this? Right now, even. I’m yelling at you, David Shaw, I’m being — awful — and you’re just standing there being nice to me!”
this is from david and ivy Finally talking things out, which is technically the next next chapter in the order. the immediate next is mates brunch, which is barely written and has been languishing for months. but i have ivydavid's whole thing all fixed up & it has been since january!
their argument is, loosely, since oe is unupdated since january: ivy ghosted asterdavid for a while after inversion; they did this mostly bc they consider themself a hassle to deal with on top of everything and didn't want to bother them in their grief & struggle, but david reads it as them not feeling comfortable coming to him in a difficult time which is historically something true about ivy. also historically true is david upsetting ivy when they talk seriously (even though that's 100% not his fault) and so he starts thinking they're uncomfortable around him or afraid of him and just putting up with him for aster's sake, and they have a very painful couple months.
this particular argument (david backs off of ivy to the point where they think he doesn't like them anymore &. lol. just puts up with them for aster's sake) i always knew i wanted to have. like, from the absolute very beginning. aster is their relationship crutch, so without them there it breaks down so fast, & it's just so ivy of them to get upset about being treated well. but it also shows like. they know when he's suppressing his real feelings because they've gotten to actually know him better as a person.
the discussion & catharsis & understanding for them that follows this fight is. i think really good? and honestly a bit romantic? and a moment of decent conflict writing for me and god someday everyone'll see it. someday. someday?? i really wanted to just sho you the whole thing honestly. sobs.
25. what is a weird, hyper-specific detail you know about one of your characters that is completely irrelevant to the story?
hazel (ash's mate in oe) is an eldest child with all the attached stereotypes and also the oldest of their extended cousins (one of which is my fl emery) and it's a big part of the reason they're Like That
40. a poem!!!
my very most recent fic (wish it was mine) is titled after a line from richard siken’s little beast, which is, i think, a tumblr favorite so i’m sure you probably know it already. i knew it already too and thus after writing looked over the then untitled fic and went ‘wait did i little beast this’ in a conversation with my friend bc the Themes Are There. but so what if i did. it’s great. there are many names in history / but none of them are ours
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dojae-huh · 1 year ago
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https://youtu.be/LJY5M2eXDRM?si=6hCA5phcvFXIyHJy
Hii huh nim....when u watch this content please check something very for me...its about yuwoo.....I dont knw why but I think there is something developing between them..I had a hunch that yuta already has a thing for woo..but I think like woo is giving a chance...but dont knw....I started to ship them becoz of yuta...nd it's ok to go with them coz woo will makes every ship sail smoothly...but yuta also gives good reaction ...except with mark... he wont give that kind of feeling...nd with mark I am 100%sure that's their way of bonding....
Since I ship them I see evrthing in a shippers eye...even if they just look..i make it as a love moment.. .so i cant clearly decide weather there is something cooking or it is my delusion...i dont really care if they r not real ...i will continue it as a ship..but if it is getting real then i want to make sure , nd wants to differentiate it from just shipping...like jaedo...so can u please help me nd give me am answr after watching this?? Thank u in advance...
Lastly about jae....when u watch it will understand...it is a waste to put mike on him when this kind of content happens....srsly he seldom speaks here...one or 2 at frst...nd tthe ending Ment...that's it....it is kinda museum visiting vibe from him...he just observed the birds , walked, observed nd observed...haha...he is really smthng...the only one talked non stop is woo...he is kinda like a toy , if we on the switch he wont stop talking...kinda like the old dy...but old dy is a savage, there is no one can be like him...sassy king of nct...haha....anyways if u watch dont forget to reply...thanku again...
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I've noticed Woo interacting more with Yuta in recent content. However, I still think he is straight, so there is no "gives a chance" with such a view of mine. Didn't notice anything unusual or sus in the vlog as well (exept for 21:29 hand on neck).
Do is a natural chattermouth. Jungwoo seems to me to be less talkative. Woo feels the need to create content though, to talk about something. Like during an MV recording or a photoshoot he will comment the most (about nothing, really). SM finds non-idol jobs for their artists, Woo is trained as MC and a variety persona. Jaehyun doesn't bother with content. He serves looks, lol. He is aiming to be singer-songwriter and a moody actor.
Either Jae was sleepy or didn't feel himself too well. He barely ate, and looked off a few times. Maybe a stomack or head acke. Do even pushed him to eat more (8:22 he says the meat is very warm looking at Jae). Thus he was even less withdrawn than usual.
9:37 - Do explains something to Jae. You can notice easily how Jae kept to Do despite Do changing people to talk with. Also easy to notice how Johnny singled out Do for the company.
Ah, I want to see the magpie goose, too... and the glossy ibis.
Do, you were wrong for shading the Bali myna. Stilts you can see in many zoos, while the white birds are critically endangered and an Indonesian endemic.
Well, when I will be in Jakarta I'll definitely visit this bird park. Looks clean with enough interesting birds. It was a good ad for target audience (me).
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lewis-winters · 2 years ago
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my love if you are still taking requests could i pls have some hcs on K Company (Sledge, Snafu, Burgin, Leyden, De L'Eau, Ack Ack and Hillbilly) and how they would survive a slasher movie (particularly Scream franchise if you have seen it?) absolutely no pressure if u dont feel inspired or interested in writing this ! x thank uu
I've only seen the first one, tbh, so I'm not as well versed with the whole franchise, but I've seen my fair share of slasher movies, so I think I'll give this a go! But I'll be operating on the idea that they're in a slasher film together, so unfortunately, not all of them are going to survive. Sorry! It might not be exactly what you asked for!
1) Andrew Haldane and Eddie Jones - Oh no they don't make it. In fact, they're the dead girls who haunt the narrative. Particularly Andy. But Eddie, too, because Andy would not be dead if Eddie had not died first. They were each other's greatest happiness, and inevitable doom. Their romance is the tragedy, and sets the stage for all the shit that's about to go down next.
2) Bill Leyden - practical, smart, pragmatic, you'd think he'd survive, but he's too skeptical, you know? But he's too logical. Almost to a fault. At first, he wields it as his own weapon against the fear, but slowly it morphs from weapon to shield. Then slowly, from shield to outright denial, and as the tension rises and rises, he struggles to keep from breaking until, finally, he crumbles beneath it. Not completely, but just enough to give their killer an in. He's not surviving the night, unfortunately.
3) Jay De L'eau - he is though! Jay's surviving! out of pure dumb luck! He's so quiet, so small and so unassuming, that the killer will forget about him until it is too late. He's the last minute save you wouldn't expect, the car that comes crashing against your slasher, sending him several feet away and far enough to buy everybody else some time, or the shadow that brings something heavy down upon the slasher's head, enough to knock him out and pull everybody else to their feet, crying 'Run!'. He's the guy they find at the end, maybe in the post-credits scene, hiding beneath the rubble or tucked away amongst the shadows, safe and traumatized. But generally untouched.
4) RV Burgin - I don't think he's surviving. He wants to get out, no question. But he's not desperate enough to throw people under the bus, and maybe that was his mistake. He stops running because someone tripped. Turns to look back because someone calls out his name, reaches out to him. Or makes it out, but then realizes his is a hollow victory if he can't manage to take his friends out with him, too. Man, he should've just run, but that's not who Burgie is. He might come back in the sequel though, maybe in a post-credits scene added by the producers after the test screening audiences demand that he be alright bc they love the character too much.
5) Merriell Shelton - ok if there's a likely candidate for the 'someone from the original group who was the Slasher all along' character, it's Snaf; turns out he was Ghostface this whole time! but that feels like too much of an out and a little unfair, so I'll just say that he'll make it almost all the way to the end, but he's going to slip up. And it's going to be because he's so tired. He's so afraid under all that anger, but he's just so tired, too, and it only takes one little slip. One little swing too late. But make no mistake, he fights back. He will be remembered very fondly because he fights back, and the tragedy of it lies in how close he was to getting out. He was so close. But not close enough.
6) Eugene Sledge - FINAL GIRL FINAL GIRL FINAL GIRL ENERGY ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? OF COURSE HE'S FINAL GIRL he's standing over the bloody corpse of their tormentor and he's the only one in his right mind to shoot it more than once to make sure it's dead. He's the one whose rage far surpasses that of the slasher. He's the who comes out of this ordeal alive and fully changed, covered in blood, blurring the lines between victim and perpetrator, and smoking his pipe at the steps of the house or the entrance of the summer camp; red and blue emergency lights flashing over his face as someone puts a blanket over his shoulders.
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kalstar · 3 years ago
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How Ryuji would react if he found out his s/o hasn’t been feeling mentally great and has been skipping meals
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Genre: comfort, fluff, fem!reader
Warnings: mentions of food, not eating properly
word count: 688
A/N: After way too long of not writing anything, I came out of my depression cave to bring u ryuji x reader. This one is pretty self-indulgent and wrote it out of desperation so sorry that it's not gn!reader :(( n e ways hope everyone's doing great, take care of yourself, and enjoy!!
Ryuji, though not the smartest, can easily notice if you’re acting a bit off, it’s you after all.
Ryuji would be the type to call you every once in a while to check up on you and just tell you about what he’s been up to.
During one of these calls, he’d ask, "Have you eaten anything yet?”
Not wanting to make him worry, you lied and say that you have.
But having that phantom thief 6th sense, he could tell that something was off.
“Babe are you okay? You sound kinda off.”
Fighting the tears that were already starting to pool in your eyes, you brush him off with a shaky voice.
It was late at night and the rain was pouring, all you wanted to do was to curl up in bed and cry yourself to sleep. So, you quickly ended the call.
Ryuji who knows you better than anyone at this point has figured out that something is up.
Just as you were getting settled into your bed, letting the sound of the rain hide your troubled sobs, you hear the sound of the doorbell filling your quiet apartment.
Quickly wiping your tears, you walk towards the door and open it.
To your surprise, it was Ryuji, completely drenched while holding a plastic bag.
“Yuji…? What are you doing he-”
Before you could finish your sentence, he wraps his arms around you engulfing you with the scent of grass and rain.
“I don’t know what’s wrong or what you’re going through and you don’t even have to tell me if you don’t want to. But I can’t stand the thought of my girl not taking care of herself properly.”
His grip on you starts to tighten, “Let me know if you ever need anything, no matter where you are, I’ll always be there for ya.”
With his kindness overwhelming you, you could feel the tears threatening to fall again.
“Yuji… you’re cold…”
“ACK SORRY!!” your soaking wet boyfriend quickly lets you go.
“I was getting you some ramen and all of a sudden it started pouring like crazy on the way here.”
“How did you even get here? Didn’t all the trains stop already? And I thought I told you I already ate.”
“Babe, you’re a terrible liar. And did you forget who you’re dating?? A little rain won’t stop this track team star runner.”
“I’m sorry for making you worry… And making you run around in the rain… and-”
Ryuji cups your face in his hands, though they’re damp, you could still feel his warmth spread throughout your cheeks.
“Stop it. You don’t gotta apologize for nothin, I did this cuz I wanted to and because I care about ya. So!! Enough talking and let’s get to eating!! After… I dry myself off… can I borrow a towel…”
Seeing how reckless and caring your boyfriend is, you couldn’t help but laugh.
“That’s more like it, I hate seeing you all gloomy.”
Once you get Ryuji dried off, you both sit at your dinner table to enjoy some nice warm ramen and hot chocolate. 
Ryuji will try his best to convince you to eat, without trying to be too forceful since he knows it can be kinda sensitive for you.
If you’re still feeling hesitant about eating, he’ll even try feeding you. He’s not typically the romantic type and tends to lose his cool quickly around you, but he’s willing to try anything if it’s for your sake.
Since he’s used to taking care of the house when his mom is away, he’d make quick work of the dishes without making you lift a finger even if you insisted to help.
Since it was late, you offered to let him stay over.
As you both cuddled under your warm sheets, the sound of the rain and Ryuji’s steady breathing washed your worries away.
As you slowly fall asleep, Ryuji strokes your head and pulls you closer to his chest. 
And as you mumble in your sleep a quiet “Thank you, Yuji” escapes your lips.
Ryuji smiles and kisses your forehead gently.
“Anything for you, princess.”
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laladellakang · 3 years ago
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Can you put Della into these scenarios with the members as drabbles?
https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdmqV2Hv/
since there are only five, i added two more from two other requests 🌛
eomma assists yang seokwoo (years later into the future)
"What are you two doing?" Jungwon walked into the kitchen.
"We're making hotcakes, appa," Della whispered to Seokwoo.
"We're making hotcakes, appa," Seokwoo repeated while pouring milk into a cup.
"Wahh, hotcakes are so delicious," Jungwon leaned against the counter beside Seokwoo. "Can I have some?" but the younger Yang shook his head. "I can't?! Why not?!"
"Everyone can a hotcake except for appa," Della couldn't handle her laughter.
"Then what should I do to get one?" Seokwoo is pretty much done as the mixer and his mom does the rest.
"If appa gives me a hug then I give- woah!" Jungwon immediately lifted him up and spun around. "Appa gets hotcakes!"
"Nah, I'm gonna have you instead," he pretended to bite Seokwoo, making the kid scream.
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"u guys were at the airport and it was crowded by fans all around u, so they pull u in to protect u"
Even though everyone was more prepared during Enhypen's short trip to Germany, it was still difficult for the group to smoothly make their way through.
Della, being the only girl (and possibly the most hated member), had extra security. Both from the company and one certain member.
"Della-ya," Heeseung gestured for her to come near him. "Hold onto my arm and don't let go, yeah?" he hooked her arm around his and held her tight.
"Thank you, oppa," she nuzzled her head into his neck, just the way he likes it.
"Keep your head straight later, you need to be fully focused," he really didn't want her away, but it was for his baby's safety.
Heeseung's grip was extra tight when they made it out. Though because Della didn't have her hands tied like last time, she was able to actually protect her men more.
So in the end, Della seemed more like the guard than Heeseung.
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sometimes della has weird urges(?)
"Della has been very... bite-y nowadays," Jungwon said in a group V-Live.
"That's right! I was just chilling on the sofa when she suddenly bit my arm-ack! Della!" Jay pulled his arm back. "See!"
"You've been wearing so much sleeveless shirts lately! It makes you look so appetising!" some of the boys snorted and tried to hold back their cheeky grins. "-'cause you look so cute!"
"Jay-hyung wearing sleeveless is cute?!" "Jay wearing sleeveless is cute?!" the boys laughed.
"I wear them because they're cool and you think it- ow! Kang Della!" she giggled and hugged his arm before he could get away.
"He complains but he never asks me to stop," she grinned.
"I think he secretly likes it," Niki mumbled under his breath.
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"u were eating and ur hair kept getting in ur face so they brush it behind ur ear"
"Your hair," Jake giggled at the sight of Della's hair constantly interrupting her eating.
"Ah, ��떻게," she said in a monotone voice, only flicking her head and continued to take a bite. [eotteohke]
"Fix your hair," Heeseung pointed the returning hair with a grin.
"Ahh," she whined. She pushed all her hair to her left shoulder but some of her layers kept coming back. "Screw it," she took another bite.
Jake took the liberty of placing the fallen pieces behind her ear and keeping his hands there.
"Thank you," she let out a soft smile. "You don't have to keep holding it."
"I want to."
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"u guys sneak out at night to a park and just hang out, few days later pics of u guys sitting next to eachother on the swings go viral"
"Park Sunghoon! Kang Della!" Heeseung called out. "You didn't go out with a manager last night?!" he barged into Della's room, where the two were sleeping.
"Huh?" Sunghoon immediately sat up from the bed.
"Check your phones. Three managers have texted me already, asking for you two," Heeseung pointed towards their phones before leaving.
"Sorry oppa! We silenced it on purpose," Della mumbled the last part and checked her phone. "'Enhypen's Sunghoon and Della spotted having a late night date in a park,' what the fuck? Why didn't they save this for when they wanna reveal-"
"Wait what? Can I see?" Sunghoon still hasn't picked up with phone. "Why are they pestering us about? The fact that people took pictures-"
"Because we sneaked out, oppa. Why else?" it's no secret these two constantly lag whenever they just wake up. Though Sunghoon's errors are slightly worse than Della's.
"Mmm," he laid back down with his head on Della's stomach. "THEY CAUGHT US?!" his eyes widen as he abruptly sat back up again.
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"u guys doing a vlive and them just staring at u, admiring u"
"Why don't you use a ruler to draw the lines?" Sunoo asked while accompanying Della do Calladella.
"Sometimes I do but I just like the hand-drawn look it gives when I do it freehand," she explained without looking up from her work.
"Mmm," they were quiet for a few moments. "It's really pretty."
"Thank you! It's turning out well, isn't it?" she chirped without turning her head again.
She could hear Sunoo (and a staff)'s suppressed laugh so she decided to look at him.
"Oh!" she smiled in realisation. He was staring at her. He meant she was pretty. "Thank you, darling. You're way prettier than me though."
"Noo," he got all shy and hit her shoulder. "Ahh! Whyy!" he whined, hiding his face behind her.
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"yall were filming an mv or something and u were wearing revealing/light clothing so u were cold so they take off their jacket and make u wear it"
Enhypen summer comeback means light and (slightly more) revealing clothing. Honestly speaking, all of the members prefer it that way.
Yet there was something that they tend to look past. Hot weather equals strong blasts from the air conditioner/ventilation.
Although it felt nice at first, Enha soon realised that the interview venue was cold. Della’s abdomen (free from any garment) was freezing. She thought she was used to revealing tops, but she proved herself wrong that day.
“Ah! It’s so hot!” Niki removed his outer during the break. “Lala, can you hold my jacket? You can wear it if you want,” he noticed that she was constantly touching and hugging her abs.
“Okay,” she smiled. Luckily, her outfit was simple enough for her to put it on without messing it. ‘ありがとう,’ she mumbled. [arigatou = thank you]
“Is it good enough?” he asked, reaching over to touch her shoulder.
“It’s perfect. It even smells like you,” her eyes sparkled, eyeing him with so much love. “Really- thank you so much.”
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speedystarshine · 3 years ago
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I think u do Darius fics-
But imagine Darius having a male S/O who's struggling and is very insecure but one day when Darius is out, Y/N starts overthinking a lot and doubting that Darius loves someone like him. He soon comes home to Y/N crying by the mirror and just comforts them 🤲💕
It would mean the world to me if you did male reader, it helps me feel like a boy 🙂
Ack sorry y'all! I've had the big C and its not going away anytime soon, so I've came back. Got a lot of fics out soon, look out for those!
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Your relationship with Darius was relatively healthy, both of you being there for each other when you need be. Sometimes though, due to your different professions, that wasn't possible. Like tonight, for example. A meeting had come up, and he had to go, of course he did. But you couldn't help worry as the clock ticked just over to midnight. Titan, where was he?
To stop worrying, you decided to go on your scroll. This didn't help however, since everything was boring you and you ended up going through the two of your private messages, where he had left a little voice message, three hours ago. You clicked it.
Y/N, I apologize but I won't be home for a little while yet. You know how it is, work and yada yada. I'll be back soon though, I promise. My day off is soon, we might even be able to have a spa day. Can you imagine that? I certainly can. Unfortunately, I have to go. I love you, and again, i'll be back soon.
The recording came to a stop, and you felt tears dripping down your face. Titan, you hated it when this would happen. Usually, Darius would comfort you and then the two of you would watch a movie, or cuddle, or something.
But he wasn't here.
You frowned. Did he ever get tired of seeing you like this? It didn't happen often, but you could clearly picture the worry every time. You hated worrying him, but you couldn't help it. What if he wanted someone who was much more low maintenance? He was a coven head, he had plenty of others he could have.
You were full on crying now, not noticing the click of the front door being shut.
Then two arms wrapped around you, which made you cry harder.
"That's all right love, let it all out." You felt his comforting breathe on his neck, and after a while of you sniffing and hiccuping, you slowly relaxed into his arms. He gently turned you to face him. "Are you all right now?" You nodded. "What happened?"
You couldn't look him in the eye, so instead you looked down at the scroll you had discarded a while ago. "Just thinking."
He raised an eyebrow, as if ushering you to go on. "Yo- I was worried about how long you had been gone, and I was just thinking that maybe.. You-" He cut you off. "Were with someone else?" You nodded, looking embarrassed. He sighed softly, before giving your hand a tight squeeze. "Look at me."
You did, albeit hesitantly. "I... I feel like the luckiest witch in the world to be with you. You're so sweet, and amazing, and everything I could possibly wish for. And, you actually like my tea."
You let out a little giggle at that.
"It hurts every time I have to leave you, because I worry about you." He paused seeing your guilty expression, and took your face into his hands. "I would make every little bit of your pain go away if I could, but I can't. Only you can. But please understand, that I love you. And nothing is going to change that."
You sniffled slightly, melting into his touch. "Thank you." He smiled at you, kissing your forehead. "It's no problem. Here, how about we watch that series you were going on about yesterday?"
"I would like that."
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There you go anon, so sorry it took so long!
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rozu-minaki · 4 years ago
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Hello🐹 I has a request- some of the MHA/BNHA boys that get hard when his fem!S/O puts on lip gloss? like- the shine that it gives her lips would look so good around his hard cock :)
other details- non-hero!UA and this is NOT to fetishize black people!!! (I'm black anyway)
only if you're comfortable and if requests are open 😊
remember to drink water and eat daily ☺
Omg my first request- okay okay so I’m gonna try my best because this is my first request and full blown drabble post so yea! I wasn’t sure which characters to pick so I just went with the ones I think would fit well with this! As always characters are aged up. Hope u enjoy! And yes requests are open! warnings: basically some smut and some small fluff
Iida: oohhh man this dude did not expect you to put on lip gloss, especially in that pretty pink glittery shade. You two were enjoying your day waltzing around town when you stopped to use a public restroom and while he was outside waiting you had an idea and decided to use an expensive gloss momo had bought you a while back. You slicked it on your lips and walked out innocently as if you didn’t know what you were doin. Iida hadn’t noticed until you started talking about getting some food when he saw those pretty lips and instantly felt his pants become uncomfy. Needless to say, he pulled you into a cafe and shoved you into the bathroom where well you got covered in some Other kinda white substance ;>
Bakugou: you two were expected at a party and as usual you had taken longer then him not our fault the man takes less time to get ready 🙄. Anywho, you had gotten all dolled up in a pretty red dress and black heels. You were just finishing up your makeup when you saw the gloss youve had but never used, so without thought you decided to put it on since the shade was a nice touch to your makeup and outfit. While bakugou was sitting on the couch on his phone he heard the bedroom door cream open and the clicks of your heels walking over. He finally looked up from his phone to ask if your dumbass was finally ready when he stopped mid sentence to see those pretty red lips. So he stood up, slung you over his shoulder and carried you back into the bedroom you came from, party long forgotten.
Izuku: Today was yours and Izukus date as a 1 year anniversary so you wanted to go all out. Pretty outfit pretty hair pretty everything. You used all your favorite makeup products including that signature glittery lip gloss you wore only on special occasions. You covered your lips and puckered them up and basically hyped your beautiful ass up cause girlboss obviously. Once you got ready you heard a knock at your door to which you went to anwser and saw izuku in his gorgeous suit and tie and flowers ready in hand. Of course the boy was shy and stumbled over his words to ask if you were ready. You nodded and began to follow him out to the car. You both had a wonderful date however when you two had gotten to his place was when the fun began. You two went inside and basically went at it like rabbits, clothes flying, hands gripping in every place, and that’s when he was ontop of you that he said he did not want that pretty gloss go to waste. Needless to say he woke up with kisses all over him especially in the lower region <3
Todoroki: Shoto being the sweet boy he was planned a little getaway to a flower field since he knew you both were interested in nature and such. He had gotten ready first and while waiting for you he took a small nap to rest up before the long drive there. You on the otherhand had different plans. You had prepared a cute cottage core like outfit with light makeup and some added on freckles, you were trying to go for a fairy/elf look. So obviously you wanted to look glowy and mysterious and what better shimmery thing to use then lip gloss. You put on your favorite shimmery pink tint one and was on your way to wake up sho. When you did though he just sat and stared for a moment before asking “Did I die or something why is there an angel in front of me???” You had giggled and thanked him for the compliment (though he actually thought you were) and got him up and you two were on your way to the flower field. Needless to say you got railed in a very pretty setting with lip gloss smudged all over shotos face and body.
Kirishima: Kirishima had been watching you do your makeup for a while now, just admiring your features before and after and enjoying every second of it. He had said his occasional yet meaningful compliment everytime you did a new part of the makeup but when he saw you grab the one weakness product he was done for. You hadn’t noticed for a while now but whenever you used that gloss it drove Kiri mad. The way he only pictured your pretty lips rapped around his red riot dick with your eyeliner smudged just made the man go insane with lust. He had been staring for a while now so when you asked if he was alright all he could say was “ please let me fuck you” to which you were surprised but happily agreed and let him do what he had been fantasizing about everytime you wore that dammed gloss.
Shinsou: It was a date set at a cat cafe obviously. You two had been snuggling cats and sipping coffee for a while now when you realized your gloss had lost its touch so you reapplied it and that’s when he saw it in all its glory, oh how he wished you had been under him whining about how it was to much and that all he could say was that you could take it like a good kitty. He was now in a daze when he felt you poke his cheek and he just smirked and began to whisper seductive words in your ear and you just had to play it cool since others were around, only allowing the occasional blush and whine here and there. When you two got home however was when the real fun began and his fantasy became a reality.
Ack! I’m so sorry this is so bad- it’s like 1am rn and this isn’t proofread so if theres any mistakes or anything you’d like changed or someone added please let me know as I’m open to (kind) criticism! I hope you enjoyed none the less though thanks for the request love <3
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delugyu · 1 month ago
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i’m just ‼️‼️ honestly, i shouldn’t have asked since i’m like THE most impatient person ever. i genuinely cannot wait, i love ur brain !!
“cue some action (the fighting kind)” KILLED ME LMAO. anyway, i’m soooooo looking forward to seeing mc’s and yeonjun’s relationship especially since mc will be getting involved in spiderjjun stuff, it seems she’s helping him ?? but maybe she’ll get caught up on some dangerous stuff ??
servant x noble is peak idc !!! also mixed with vampire au GIMME !! i wonder if mc is a vampire too or just a human? also kind of unrelated but this reminds of this one vampire anime where the protagonist is found in the snow by his love interest and they have to undress and huddle together for warmth lol
you sure love pitting soobin and beomgyu against each other huh. LMAOOOO no but i love the concept, i can definitely say this is the one i’m most excited about (though the franskenstein au sounds pretty interesting too. i can imagine gyu following mc around her lab like a puppy lol lol.) i really really enjoy a good psychological thriller and the fact that we’ll only know what happens through mc’s POV 😵‍💫😵‍💫 literally shaking in my boots ‼️‼️ also taehyun fits academic rivals soooo well
i still have lots to do, but now it’s just minor assignments. i had to work my ass tf OFF last week to turn in two major projects this tuesday 🥲 plus an exam and a presentation, it was helllll. do not procrastinate (i will do it again.) i hope you get some free time soon !! this last part of the semester SUCKS tbh, please take care of yourself !!
it’s not soobin !!! debating whether i should just tell you or let you guess hehe. but then again i think it’s so obvious who my bias is lol
astrology anon
hehe tyyyy 🙈 i’m like aching to get more time to write cause im dying to get these fics out lol
i luv mc and yj’s relationship development over the course of the fic. she definitely gets tangled up in some things with him lol. writing action-like scenes is somewhat new territory for me, but it’s super fun. i really wanna get a teaser out next week, but i gotta come up with a title and summary first 😭
I LOVE SERVANT X NOBLE TOO LOL and vampire aus are always so hot so 🤓 mc’s just a human, not a vampire!! she’s not like a blood bag to them tho. also omfg i don’t watch anime but that sounds so yum EEK
CRYINGGG no like i can’t stop making gyu and soobin enemies I CANT… ack im so glad ur excited for the robot au too, i get antsy to write it every time i think about it. the frankenstein au is also really exciting lol and ur so right gyu definitely follows mc around like a lost puppy 😖 he’s soooo cute even tho he gets a little crazy.. we can look past that tho cause he’s so cute <3 hehe the taehyun academic rivals fic just felt like the most fitting trope for him ever
omg i hope you did good on all those projects and exams!! whew two big projects on the same day, are u okay holy shit 😭 i only had to do one presentation this semester thank god… but i’d willingly do three presentations instead of one essay I HATE ESSAYS SO BAD. lmfao actually the only essay i have to do now shouldn’t be too hard. at least it’s not a research essay. i got 3 more exams, 1 project, and 1 essay, so tbh i probably won’t be super active until mid-may bc of that LOL
my next guess for ur bias is beomgyu 🤞 my guessing prowess is remarkably low tho so my confidence in this answer is minimal!
ty for coming to talkkkkk😚🤍
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chaeryybomb · 4 years ago
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BRUTAL
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pairings: female reader x best friend!jungwon
summary: they told you that these were the golden years, but to you "golden" was a rusting metal spray painted yellow. the story of a seventeen year old trying to survive high school when all you do is try your best. but your best friend jungwon makes it worth the while. 
genre: high school au, friends to lovers, fluff, tiny bits of angst if you squint, attempt at humour
featuring: jang wonyoung, kim sunoo & nishimura riki 
word count: 4.5k 
warnings: reader having a existential crisis most of the time, strong language, mentions of insecurity
the sour series masterlist
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You slumped forward the moment the bell rang, letting your head hit the table. You could care less if a bruise would form on your forehead, you had much bigger things to worry about. Your teacher left the class wordlessly as the class was busy doing their own thing. And by that, everyone was buried nose deep in studying. You lifted your head to see the different books of the same topic scattered on your desk, a yellow highlighter balancing on the edge of your table.
Reaching over to grab the highlighter, you turned your head over to the side to look at your desk mate. Wonyoung sat there looking straight out from a k-drama, with her hair flowing down her back perfectly and her slender nimble fingers moving as she continuously wrote in her notebook. She was smart too, fluent in English and Korean, great at maths and science. And on top of that she was kind and friendly, everyone loved her. You did too, you had the honour of calling her your best friend. But sometimes you felt insecure around her, everything she did looked flawless and there you were just trying your best.
"Ack!" You yelped as you sat up straight, holding your forehead. Wonyoung rolled her eyes at you with a small smile on her lips, she had flicked your forehead to get you out of your thoughts.
Without taking her eyes off the textbook, she tapped your own workbook with her pen. Silently telling you to stop procrastinating. You pouted at her and looked at the clock, 10 minutes before lunch. Maybe a walk to the girl's bathroom would do you some good.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom," you whispered to Wonyoung. She nodded and smiled at you before you walked out.
As you strolled towards the girl's bathroom, you passed by the bulletin board outside your class. A bright blue poster stood out with the words "ENJOY YOUR YOUTH" in white. Scoffing at the message, you continued on your way.
"I'm seventeen now, where's my fucking teenage dream?" You muttered to yourself. You were tired of waiting for your life to end up like a coming of age movie. Everyone told you that these were the golden years and you should enjoy your youth, but you swear to god if you hear another one of those cheesy sayings, you might just cry on the spot.
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Reaching over to open the stall door, you halt in your actions when you heard familiar voices talking.
"I'm so worried for finals, my parents are gonna kill me if I fail English again," a girl complained. You hear the sound of tap water running. "How are you so calm during this time, Mirae?'
"What's the use of studying hard anyways," the second girl, Mirae, said. "We all know the top spots are gonna be taken by Jang Wonyoung and Yang Jungwon, I just study enough to pass."
The other girl snorted at her reply. "Imagine if those two got together, the power couple of the year," she suddenly said.
"Poor Y/N then, she's gonna be over shadowed by them."
"As if she already isn't. I almost forgot they were a trio until you mentioned Y/N," the girl laughed.
"What can I say? They're out of her league," Mirae joined in with her laughter.
The two voices faded away as you heard the door closed. Finally pushing the door open, you looked at your reflection. Your eyebrows knitted in annoyance and your face was morphed in a scowl. You washed your hands aggressively and poked the inside of your cheek. What bugged you was that they were right. You were the black sheep between Wonyoung and Jungwon. Both of them were smart and amazing, and you're just…you.
You love your best friends, you truly do. But you were constantly compared to them and you hated it. Everyone wanted them, you watched as guys tripped over to confess to Wonyoung and girls squealing when Jungwon smiled at them. The two of them always reassured you that you weren't beneath them but you were sick of their sympathy. You're so caught up in the news of who likes you and who hates them. You just wished people liked you more.
Storming out of the bathroom, someone accidentally ran into you and caused you to fell onto your butt. The student immediately stood up and scurried off, not bothering to even a mutter an apology. All I did was try my best and this is the thanks I get, you thought bitterly.
They said that these were the golden years, but you wished you could just disappear. God, it's brutal out here.
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"Y/N, wait up!" Jungwon called after you.
You stopped in your tracks as you watched Jungwon waved goodbye to some students before jogging towards you.
"You heading to cram school today?" He asked you as the both of you fell into the same walking rhythm.
You shook your head, clasping your hands behind. "I moved it to Thursday instead, Wonyoung said I had to many things on Tuesday," you told him. Originally, you would be heading to the library to study before heading over to the cram school. But Wonyoung took one look at your schedule and decided that you did not had enough breaks, so she managed to convince you to take the Thursday slot instead. Thursdays are one of the days where you would not go to the library.
Jungwon seemed to be disappointed to find out that you had switched slots. Maybe he should changed slots too, but does he have any empty spots open for Thursday though? He'd have to check later. Instead, he coughed and stuffed his hands into his pockets.
"Do you wanna come over later? The new Demon Slayer movie is out," he offered, hoping that you'd accept.
Unfortunately, you once again shook your head. "Sorry Jungwon, I'd want to cram even more later. Finals are really creeping in and I can't afford to waste any time," you told him with a sad smile. As much as you would like to ditch the books and watch Demon Slayer, the glaring C on your last history paper was telling you otherwise.
You stopped walking when you had reached your doorstep. "Thanks for walking me home, Jungwon. See you tomorrow!" and with that you disappeared behind the door.
Jungwon waved goodbye as he watched the door closed. The smile on his face dropped and his shoulder sagged. Jungwon you idiot, of course she would want to study, he scolded himself. With disappointment on his face, he trudged home with a heavy heart.
"Change of plans, guys," he announced as he swung the front door open, unfazed by the fact that Riki and Sunoo were lounging on his coach. He accepted the fact that Sunoo had somehow gotten the keys to his house (suspecting that his mother probably gave it to him due to favouritism or maybe Riki had sneakily made a copy).
Riki's head poked out from the couch. "She rejected you, didn't she," the younger boy said with a smirk.
Jungwon's face ears turned red as he glared at the boy. "No she did not!" He immediately told him. "She rejected the offer to watch the movie, that's different!"
"That's basically rejection, hyung," Riki laughed.
The other boy just glared at him. "Shut up!" he sputtered out before hiking up the stairs.
Sunoo gave Riki a look, to which the Japanese boy just shrugged his shoulders innocently.
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Jungwon walked out from the shower, a towel around his neck with one hand running through his damp hair. Sunoo and Riki had left earlier, finally giving him some peace and quiet. His phone screen was flashing from his study table, initiating that someone was spamming him (quite aggressively) with text message. With a raised eyebrow, he picked up his phone
[7:09 pm] wonyoung: JUNGWON
[7:09 pm] wonyoung: JUNGWON
[7:09 pm] wonyoung: JUNGWON
[7:10 pm] wonyoung: WHY DID Y/N JUST MESSAGED ME ABOUT HOMEWORK
[7:10 pm] wonyoung: ISNT SHE WITH YOU
[7:11 pm] wonyoung: I THOUGHT YOU SAID U WERE GONNA WATCH A MOVIE
[7:11 pm] wonyoung: DEMON HUNTER OR SMTG
[7:12 pm] wonyoung: WHY IS SHE ASKING ME FOR HW
[7:12 pm] wonyoung: DID U CHICKEN OUT???
[7:13 pm] wonyoung: omg u chickened out didnt u
[7:14 pm] jungwon: jfc wonyoung
[7:15 pm] jungwon: and no i did not chicken out okay
[7:15 pm] jungwon: she declined
[7:16 pm] jungwon: she said she had to study ;-;
[7:17 pm] wonyoung: omg u suck
[7:17 pm] wonyoung: i told u the movie idea was dumb
[7:18 pm] wonyoung: but do u ever listen to me
[7:18 pm] wonyoung: no
[7:19 pm] wonyoung: and now u suffer the consequences
[7:20 pm] jungwon: yea yea i get it im dumb
[7:20 pm] jungwon: now what's ur solution the great jang wonyoung
[7:21 pm] wonyoung: i am so glad u asked :)
[7:21 pm] jungwon: oh no
[7:21 pm] wonyoung: stfu im giving u a better idea
[7:22 pm] wonyoung: a n y w a y s
[7:22 pm] wonyoung: my ynradar is going off and she's s a d
[7:23 pm] jungwon: how would u know
[7:23 pm] jungwon: she seemed fine today
[7:23 pm] wonyoung: stfu jungwon its best friend things u wont understand
[7:24 pm] jungwon: i-
[7:25 pm] wonyoung: and as her future bf u SHOULD start to train ur ynradar
[7:25 pm] wonyoung: anw its exam season stoopid
[7:26 pm] wonyoung: and its when those kids start to talk abt how the both of us are gonna get top scores
[7:26 pm] wonyoung: and they talk down on y/n while doing so
[7:26 pm] wonyoung: assholes
[7:27 pm] wonyoung: so i propose to u
[7:27 pm] wonyoung: a ✨ study date ✨
[7:28 pm] jungwon: i
[7:29 pm] jungwon: that's
[7:29 pm] jungwon: actually not a bad idea
[7:30 pm] wonyoung: obv i came up with it
[7:31 pm] jungwon: can u not
[7:31 pm] wonyoung: anw a study date
[7:32 pm] wonyoung: she's struggling in maths
[7:33 pm] wonyoung: specifically taxes because she said and i quote
[7:34 pm] wonyoung: "why do we have to do taxes when we pay people to do it for us"
[7:34 pm] wonyoung: so pls help her and try to cheer her up
[7:35 pm] wonyoung: and confess coward
[7:36 pm] jungwon: i make no promises for the last one
[7:36 pm] wonyoung: aFTER EVERYTHING I JUST SAID
[7:37 pm] jungwon: what if she rejects me wonyoung
[7:38 pm] wonyoung: WE'VE HAD THIS CONVERSATION A LOT OF TIMES JUNGWON
[7:38 pm] wonyoung: SHE LIKES U BUT SHES TOO DUMB TO REALISE
[7:39 pm] jungwon: sigh
[7:40 pm] jungwon: fine i'll try thanks wonyoung
[7:41 pm] wonyoung: np i expect y'all to be a couple by next monday <3
[7:41 pm] jungwon: i-
Sighing for the nth time of the night, Jungwon sat on his bed. He allowed the towel to slipped off his shoulders as his thumb hovered over your chat icon. Truth be told, he always thought his crush on you was unrequited love. You never showed any signs of returning of feelings so he thought he would just ignore the feeling until it was gone.
But oh boy was he wrong, because he didn't knew that he would be spending his high school years by your side. And now you occupy his mind 24/7. Wonyoung could literally tell that he was in love with you, but somehow you never caught on. He allowed Sunoo and Riki to convince him to do the whole "movie date idea", but that failed. So Wonyoung's suggestion was his only option left.
He typed out the message, ready to send it out. If only he could just press the button. Come on Yang Jungwon, you can do this. Just press the damn button Jungwon. Suddenly his phone pinged loudly, scaring the lights out of the poor boy as he yelped and his phone landed with a thud on the ground. He peered over his bed, as if his phone was a ticking bomb.
Oh, it was a message from you.
[8:01 pm] y/n: hey do u know where wonyoung is
[8:01 pm] y/n: she isn't answering my texts
Oh no. He realised that your chat was open, the two ticks indicated that he had (unintentionally) read the message. He couldn't just leave you on read. That's just evil. Scrambling to get his phone, he immediately typed a reply to cover for the other girl.
[8:02 pm] jungwon: sorry i don't :/
[8:02 pm] jungwon: what do u need her for
[8:03 pm] y/n: mf was supposed to teach me a maths question but she left me on rEAD
This was his chance! It was the perfect opportunity for him to score a date with you. Okay, breathe in breath out Jungwon. Don't mess it up and just ask her, he mentally prepared himself.
[8:04 pm] jungwon: oh i could help you if you want
[8:04 pm] jungwon: yk with finals coming up and everything, i can help you study
[8:05 pm] jungwon: if you want of course
[8:05 pm] y/n: omg srsly??
[8:06 pm] jungwon: pls help me study my braincells are literally dying
[8:07 pm] jungwon: jdsjkda okay how about this saturday at your place?
[8:08 pm] y/n: yeah sure
[8:08 pm] jungwon: cool its a date then!
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You blinked at Jungwon's message. A date? Wait, did Yang Jungwon just indirectly asked you out? Nah, nah. You were overthinking it. Yes, definitely overthinking. Don't kid yourself, why would Jungwon ask you out on a date? Jungwon is just a friend, you tried to convince yourself.
Keyword: tried.
If he really was just a friend, then why did it felt like butterflies were in your stomach when he said "it was a date"? Then why did you frowned when those girls said that Wonyoung and Jungwon would make a good couple?
Oh god, do you have feelings for your best friend?
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Saturday came faster than you would have liked it to. Ever since that last chat with Jungwon, it gave you the sudden realisation that you did in fact had feelings for your best friend. You tried so hard to avoid him in school because you don't want the butterflies back in your stomach. It was basically confirming the fact that you like him. Well, avoiding him also confirmed the fact but you choose to be in denial about it.
You didn't tell Wonyoung about your study date but lately she's been sending you outfit ideas on Pinterest. Specifically, date outftis. And whenever you tried to ask her a question about school, she brushed you off with a random excuse. So it left you no choice but to save those questions for Jungwon.
Speaking of Jungwon, he had texted you 10 minutes ago that he was on the way. You were standing in the middle of your room with your hands on your hips. Both of your parents were out for the day, which left you alone at home. You had taken out the low table to be used later and it was currently in front of you. Colourful workbooks were neatly stacked on top of it.
You did a 360 turn around your room. Was it messy? You cleaned it this morning when you woke up. Did you had any clothes out? No, doesn't look like it. For some reason, you were a nervous wreck. You blamed Jungwon. He just had to call this a date, didn't he.
Should you change? Maybe you should finally look through all those pins Wonyoung sent. Wait, no, why would you have to change into something nice. Jungwon was here to help you study, just that.
Yeah, a study date, your mind emphasised on the word.
The sound of the doorbell pulled you out from your thoughts. You immediately went to open the door. Yang Jungwon stood there on the other side, with his signature smile. Had he always resembled a sheep? He just looked so fluffy.
"Hey!" You greeted him with a smile, internally wincing at your way-too-enthusiastic voice.
But Jungwon didn't seem to mind it. "Hey!" he greeted back.
You moved to the side to let him in. "Thank you for having me," he said as he bowed then proceeded to remove his shoes.
"Uh, do you want anything? Water?" You asked him.
He shook his head.
"Ah, cool. Let's head to my room," you started to walk back to your room.
"Where are your parents?" He asked.
"Out," you simply replied.
That was when it dawned upon you, that your parents were not home. Leaving you and Jungwon, alone. Together. In your room. Alone. With the boy you potentially have a crush on.
"Y/N?" Jungwon tapped on your shoulder. You had stopped walking when you were suddenly washed over by your thoughts. Snapping out of it, you sent him a small smile before opening the room to your door.
The both of you shuffled into your bedroom, you sat down in front of the low table while Jungwon settled down next to you. He moved to take out his books then turned to you. "How about we do some studying and if you have any questions, you can ask me okay?" He said.
You nodded and flipped your own workbook open, immediately starting to work on the first question. Jungwon copied your action and a comfortable silence engulfed the both of you. As the time passed, you found yourself stuck on a certain maths question.
You slightly turned your head to the side to look at Jungwon. He was concentrated at doing his work, you felt a sense of deja vu while looking at him. He resembled Wonyoung when she was studying. At the thought of Wonyoung, you suddenly thought of what those girls said at the bathroom.
They would make a good couple, wouldn't they, you thought. The power couple of the year.
The butterflies in your stomach faded away into an uncomfortable feeling. Just the idea of them getting together already made you sick. You bit the inside of your cheek, you really did had feelings for him. And now it scared you because what if he doesn't feel the same. You made a mental note to consult with Wonyoung later, at least you hope that you'll allow yourself to tell her.
Jungwon must've noticed you staring and gently tapped your head with his pencil. A contrast to when Wonyoung painfully flicked your forehead.
"What's wrong? Are you stuck on a question?" He asked.
You leaned back a bit at the sudden action. You were so deep in your insecurities that you had totally forgotten about the literal problem sitting in front of you. Yet you couldn't even bother to ask him so you just shook your head. "I'm gonna get something to drink," you said instead.
Jungwon watched as you stood up, then decided to follow you as well. "I'll come along."
The boy joined you in the kitchen, perched on one of the island stools as you grabbed a can of soda from the fridge. He studied your movement as you worked around the kitchen. Your features were neutral, you weren't smiling nor frowning. But he could tell that your shoulders were tensed. Wonyoung was right, you did seem down. And he cursed himself for not noticing earlier.
"You okay?" His question made you stopped in a mid-pour stance, the can of soda was tilted but not enough for the contents to be poured out.
You brushed his question off and poured the drink into the cup. "Yeah," you hummed.
Unconvinced by your answer, he pried more. "You know you shouldn't care about what they say, right?"
You furrowed your eyebrows at him, pretending like you didn't understand where he was coming from.
"You're not below us, you know that right?"
You couldn't help but scoffed at his words. Jungwon's lips tugged downwards "I'm being serious here, Y/N," his tone was stern. "You shouldn't listen to what they say. You're more than just-"
The sound of the can being slammed down shuts him up. Your fingers tightened around the can as you looked at him. You didn't had the energy to hear him preach the same old "Don't Listen To Them" speech. You don't need his pity.
"I don't want to hear it, Yang Jungwon," you said through gritted teeth. Not sparing him another glance, you threw the empty can into the trash as you grabbed your glass.
As you walked past Jungwon, he suddenly reached out and held onto your forearm. "Y/N," he said softly. "Please tell me what's wrong."
You sighed and slowly turn around to face him, placing the glass back on the counter. You took in a deep breath before you opened your mouth. "I feel like I'm not enough," you finally said. "Everything I do just doesn't seem enough. All I'm doing is my best but it's just crushing my ego because everyone is telling me that you're better than me."
"I feel like no one wants me and I hate the way I'm perceived. It's always poor Y/N this and poor Y/N that's because everyone just sees me as your shadow and I fucking hate it. I only have two real friends," you gestured wildly. "And lately I'm a nervous wreck cause I keep comparing myself to the two of you. I'm not cool and I'm not smart, and I can't even parallel park!" You threw your hands up in frustration, the feelings you kept inside were pouring out like a waterfall.
Jungwon just stood there as he listened tentatively to every word. He didn't knew that you felt this way, bottling up all your emotions like that.
"And I'm so tired of people telling me to enjoy my youth and that these are the golden years. I might just fucking cry if I hear those words again," you finished ranting. It felt good, it felt like a weight on your heart has been lifted. Then you remembered that you just dumped all of it on Jungwon.
You opened your mouth to apologise to him but he surprised you by pulling him into his arms. At first you were standing stiffly at the sudden contact, but it took a millisecond for you to melt in his embrace. His arms were gently around your back and you returned the hug by wrapping your arms around his torso. The two of you stay in that position for awhile, relishing in each other's embrace. You definitely needed this hug.
Tightening your hold on Jungwon, you realised how important he was to you. He was your best friend and he was always there for you. It was stupid of you to compare yourself to him, when all he did was tried his best for you. The taller boy chuckled when he felt you rubbed your face into his shoulder, he involuntarily released a contented sigh. You felt one of his hands stroked your hair, it felt comforting. That action itself was enough for the butterflies to slowly settled back in you.
After a while, both of you finally (unwillingly) released each other. He pushed a strand of hair behind your ears and said, "You're wrong by the way." Which made you tilt your head in genuine confusion.
"You are cool and you are smart. You're like the coolest person I know. And no one thinks of you as our shadow, you don't hear it but I've always hear the juniors praising you for helping them and how enthusiastic you are," the way he delivered his words was filled with pure awe for you.
"And who cares if you can't parallel park. You didn't hear it from but Jay hyung failed his drivers test three times just because he couldn't parallel park," and that got a laugh out from you. Jungwon smiled proudly that he managed to make you laugh. "And you're wrong when you said no one wants you. I want you."
You blinked once, twice and thrice. He wanted you? "You're just saying that cause you're my best friend," you replied.
"No," he firmly said. "I like you, Y/N."
(Jungwon doesn't know where he got this sudden surge of confidence, but the mood was the perfect time for him to confess. It was a one time chance and he had to take it.)
You chuckled. "I like you too, Jungwon. We are friends aren't we?"
"No, Y/N. I like you. More than friends."
"Oh." Oh.
"Yeah," he scratched the back of neck awkwardly. Oh no, did you not feel the same way?
While you on the other hand, were malfunctioning on the inside. Your best friend just confessed to you and you were frozen on the spot. Why couldn't he had done it over text instead. If he had done it over text, then you could've left the message unread and you could've spammed Wonyoung for help. But the thing is that it wasn't over text and you couldn't just tell him to wait here while you panicked to Wonyoung in your bathroom.
Yang Jungwon likes you. And you like him too, right? Because if you didn't, your cheeks won't be heating up right now and your heart would have not be beating rapidly like it was going to break your rib cage any second. If you didn't like him, there would have never been butterflies in your stomach. Yeah. You like Yang Jungwon, you like him a lot.
"Me too," you whispered, it was soft but it was enough for him to pick it up. Jungwon eyes snapped to you, doe eyed filled with hope. "I like you, too," you said, this time louder. And you made sure you looked him in the eye when you confessed.
You watched as Jungwon's mouth morphed into a big grin. He let out a sigh of relief and dropped to his knees, surprising you. "Jungwon!" you squeaked, bending down to help him.
"I'm fine! I'm fine," he assured you as he stood up with your help. The grin on his face was still there. "It's just that … you like me," he breathed out. "You like me back, wow. I-I can't believe it."
Your face was definitely burning with embarrassment. You punched him lightly on the shoulder, turning away to hide your face. "Believe it, you dork. I like you, okay!" Somehow his grin was able to grew wider at your words, Gently, he took your hand in his.
"How about we stop this study date, and I'll take you out on real date?"
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actualbird · 4 years ago
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my friend brought up the idea of vyn x artem (and is too much of a coward to send an ask himself), thoughts?
think of the,, comedic value,, You Cannot Hide Your Feelings From The Psychiatrist
oHOHOHOOOO!!! oh anon (and anon's friend hehe), thank you so much this ask!!!! see, ive thought a lot about vynluke and vynmarius but not much about vynartem yet tho so this ask excited me a LOT
okay i wanna go into characterization stuffs bout this pairing first. vyn and artem together are very interesting to me because since theyre in the late twenties gang, theyre both similar in the sense that theyre not as obvious about the emotions (in comparison to the early twenties gang), they both repress themselves or their emotions or desires one way or another. if these two caught feelings for each other, yes, it would be hilarious for the reason u said, artem would immediately try to hide his feelings. but like VYN WOULD TOO, LOLLLL. like yes, i know that vyn in canon is forward about his affections in a subtle elegant kind of way, but at the same time, vyn does sooooo much emotional hiding of his own. if artem hides his feelings, vyn hides himself.
i think that for peak hilarity vibes, vyn would catch feelings first. and the moment this happens hes like "well. this isnt good." and then since hes so hugely perceptive he knows that artem doesnt reciprocate (wrong, artem just hasnt realized his feelings yet, in this situation, so theres no feelings to notice from him yet because ARTEM DOESNT KNOW, ARTEM IS SO BAD AT FEELINGS, HE'S DEFINITELY GOT LAG TIME in terms of figuring things out, fight me) and then vyn is like "understood. i will be repressing these feelings forever now." and then when artem DOES realize his feelings and vyn notices this vyn is like "BUT I ALREADY WENT THROUGH ALL THE EFFORT OF HIDING MY HEART AND MYSELF IN A CONVOLUTED MAZE OF DEFLECTION CONTROL...." and we know artem has HUGE TROUBLE doing anything emotionally forward so like....
the funniest vynartem situation, for me, would be like
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THAT ASIDE THO, I THINK VYNARTEM WOULD BE RLLY SOFT THOUGH LIKE......
vyn richter who is so resigned to the world the people in it being cruel growing past the need to throw shots at artem (never gonna forget "after all, i have two doctorate degrees, whereas artem only has one" iconic) and realizing that artem is...much too kind for his own good. realizing that artem isnt worried about the world being bad, hes worried about himself failing that world. as vyn falls in love with artem, he'd wonder that artem is too good for this world. maybe, artem is too good for vyn as well, vyn would think. some nights, vyn thinks about being forward with his feelings, but he stops himself so many times because he wonders just what a good person like artem wing would do if he saw who vyn really is, all those things from his past he hides, all those insecurities he keeps under lock and key.
artem wing who is so scared of not being perfect growing past the need to be defensive against vyn who seems to be the picture of perfection, completely in control of everything about himself in a way artem envies, and realizing that...vyn is doing this because hes hiding, because hes scared. artem believes vyn is good as well, but so much of that good is smothered with smokescreens by vyn himself, as if if he lets his goodness shine clear, something will come out and strike him at his weakpoints. as artem falls in love with vyn, he'd wonder that somebody like vyn shouldnt have to be scared. artem wants to reach out, shed the his own shields and be sincere, and artem doesnt care that he knows he'll be clumsy about his sincerity, because....because some nights, artem's heart yearns to be the one to make vyn never have to be scared ever again.
vynartem, to me, is a love story between two men who are so absolutely used to hiding parts of themselves they think are undesirable but then like...deciding to be brave, eventually. deciding to be sincere no matter how hard it is, because they both believe in the other so much.
BUT ALSO WATCHING THIS LOVE STORY WOULD BE FUCKING EXCRUCIATING. early twenties nxx gang tryna set them up be like
mc and marius holding a cup to the door of the room vyn and artem are in alone
mc: marius, youve been hogging the cup for forever! what are they saying!!!
marius: thats the thing, they arent saying anything!!! are they just....sitting in silence together??
luke: they are, oh my god, they are
mc and marius, looking to luke who has his smartglasses on, projecting surveillance footage of the room
mc: LUKE!! I SAID NOT TO USE SURVEILLANCE TECH FOR THIS, THIS MAKES OUR MATCHMAKING FEEL....ILLEGAL
luke: BUT IT'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN USING A CUP TO THE DOOR
marius: fuck morals, gimme the glasses, i wanna SEE
luke: WHAT, MARIUS, GET OFF OF ME, ACK
vyn and artem inside the room, playing online chess, hearing muffled noises of struggle outside the door.
artem in the chess chat: do you think we should tell them we know theyre out there? and that we already got together last week?
vyn: no, i think we should let them suffer for all the matchmaking they did. also, check.
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