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greennoobartist · 5 days ago

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... Lemme just.... Remind myself of these everyday... Cuz I believe this are the reminders i need and yet forget... This. Is. Literally. Soothing. Every. Single. Pain. In. My. Entire. Life.

Insane .... Love this

My friends, don't be surprised if i end up reminding y'all of these every now and then.... Or sending this pic everyday... Who knows... Y'all deserve to get reminded :)

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napping-sapphic · 1 year ago

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Need an emotional support gf for horror movies because i really like horror stuff but i’m too anxious about the idea of getting scared to start it when i’m by myself

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #i feel like ive made this exact post before but my point stands😤#i dont usually get freaked out by things when i watch them #but like what if i DID??#the potential of being scared scares me more than the movies half the time lol #the way i keep going to start the blair witch project and then immediately backing out at the play button lol #i was hella scared of absolutely everything as a kid so i think i misjudge my horror tolerance a lot lol #need a buddy for support/to hide behind in case i do get scared #no fun when i don’t even have the option😤#im gay and i like sleeping

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wafflesrisa · 5 months ago

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Oh wait is it a toxic family when the father refuses to take accountability and instead blames the kids for his mistakes? And as a result the kids are unwillingly shoehorned into roles where one is the golden perfectionistic never allowed to criticise the family child, and the other is the black sheep difficult selfish disobedient child?

And the golden child is about to explode because he’s never allowed to have his own opinions and so when he feels real frustration at his father, he can’t land the blame there and so he’s conditioned to blame his sibling instead?

And the black sheep child just takes the criticism and the blame and learns to become overly defensive, because he��s learned no one will watch his back but himself, not even his sibling?

Oh wait it’s not a toxic family.

It’s Scuderia Ferrari

#take all the misplaced anger between Charlos and direct it at Fred Vasseur #may Charles and Carlos both realise this #look this post is parasocial and I take that #but it’s literally a toxic family dynamic #it’s a situation where each party becomes more and more entrenched because those patterns are the only way they can defend themselves #Charles is in a pattern where he thinks if you just respect what the team says it will all be okay #because it must be okay? right? right?#Carlos is in a pattern where he has lost all trust in the pit wall and needs to start strategising for himself #and almost seems to accept that Charles will come out of the car angry #and it’s all rooted in Fred Vasseur and the team’s absolute lack of accountability #how hard is it to say to your drivers ‘we messed up your strategy’#‘Carlos should not have been parallel to you on pit exit’#‘we should have pitted Carlos earlier’#but no. Ferrari won’t. and I know they haven’t because there’s not been a lick of accountability publicly #here’s the thing. I have my own opinions about whether Carlos or Charles’s reactions to media after the race were appropriate or not #but what I am convinced of is that those reactions of frustration and defensiveness come from this exact team culture #and the pattern reinforces itself again and again #charles leclerc #f1 #carlos sainz #las vegas gp 2024

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dawn-sunlight · 21 days ago

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Putting my various Hamster and Gretel predictions out there now that we have all the descriptions

Stuff that I absolutely think is going to happen:

Ms. Night is the one who gives Hiromi the truth gas and encourages her to release it at the art show.

Hiromi finds out Hamster and Gretel's identities at the end of Miss Direct, and ends up telling Ms. Night.

Ms. Night is the villain mentioned in the description for Trading Faces.

Kevin and Hiromi get together at the end of Trading Faces after he helps rescue her.

Mordros learned from Hamster Ex Machina and starts his invasion by kidnapping people(Kevin, Fred, Bailey, possibly Lauren, Lyle, and Footkicker because of their powers but extremely unlikely) that could be a potential problem. He also manages to get Hamster.

In addition to all that, he at some point manages to take Gretel's powers.

I suspect that Hiromi learns of Kevin and Fred's involvement with Hamster and Gretel at the end of The Art of Deception but I'm not as confident about that

I've also both seen and had the thought myself that The Imposter might be Ms. Night, and I definitely could see that happening (though I''m hoping it doesn't)

I really want any sort of attention to be given to what effect the reveal will have on Hiromi and Fred's friendship, but I have no idea what the actual likelihood they do that is.

Stuff that I don't think is going to happen but I would like to:

A Tchotchke appearance so the implication he was going to appear again doesn't go to waste

Lauren helping in the fight against Mordros

Literally any kind of proper conclusion to Lauren and Lyle's arc

#hamster and gretel #hng #hng spoilers #dwampyverse #I am genuinely excited for the next two episodes #but dI need Kevin and Hiromi to have an actual conversation about all the things and I'm terrified we won't get that #because so far the writers have handled the romance subplot in the absolute worst way possible #which is a shame because Hiromi and Kevin literally could have been a couple throughout season 2 and the exact same plot would happen #just without all this needless frustration #I really really wish they were better #I also wish the Tchotchke and Villain Twin plots weren't almost certainly going to remain unresolved forever and ever #also it would have been nice to have this actually interesting arc take place over a longer stretch of time #rather than cramming most of it into literally the last possible episodes #because then maybe we could have had time to focus more on the interpersonal consequences that are about to unfold #instead of what I'm worried will happen which is that the resolution is going to be a bit rushed-#-and Fred and Hiromi's relationship is barely going to be touched on if at all #I would love to be wrong about this

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zombie-dogg · 2 months ago

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I stg I wanna grab my gf sometimes and shake her til she understands she's loved and not a burden on anyone

#I don't think she gets this intense to desire to not be a burden on anyone for any reason ACTUALY MAKES IT PRETTY EXHAUSTING TO TALK TO HER #I just like this girl doesn't get that I will bend over backwards to make her happy I'll lasso the god damn moon if she so much as asks #But this constant back and forth to figure out what the fuck she actually wants is so so so exhausting #Look I know traumatized people are gonna act in traumatized ways and I don't legitimately hold any of this against her #She just asked for something and I offered almost that exact thing cuz I had prior commitments that I'm still willing to stretch for her #And it became a whole fucking hour long thing of trying to convince her that no no babe we can still do the thing we can still do the t #Really honestly it's not an issue I just need to talk to some people before we write anything in stone #And it becomes a fucking thing of me having to talk her through her goddamn feelings and comfort her when like it literally could have just #Been oh we can't do the exact thing but something almost exactly the same? Oh yeah sure that sounds great I'll put it in my calendar #IT DIDNT HAVE TO BE AN HOUR LONG FUCKING CONVERSION OH MY GOD WOMAN #Im just wildly burnt out from over a week of being away from home and in social situation #Which was lovely don't get me wrong #But I'm exhausted and I only just got up a couple hours ago and like absolutely did not need this today

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year ago

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it’s all the rest of what i want with you

connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k

Summary:

“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”

“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.

in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!

#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu #HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand #in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred #because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it #including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines.#like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like #‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted #and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.)#i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on #this one but the full quote was too long:#all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless #so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one #and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o.#liv in the replies #shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs.#if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡#the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is.#far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze #laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…)#also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy

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monkee-mobile · 11 months ago

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micky wakes mike up at three am on some random wednesday in the 70s and mike finds him staring over him, face slightly lit by the window and absolutely wide-eyed. and then micky says “mike, you’re a weird girl.” and then immediately konks out snoring onto mike and mike thinks about this for YEARS. like what the fuck? and then one day in the 90s it hits him (maybe as he’s converting the monkeemobile into a low-riding hopping bird) that he is. a weird. girl.

#the monkees #mike nesmith #micky dolenz #weird girl wednezday #i know it’s absolutely NOT wednesday but this needs to go into the weird girl wednezday tag for my own wellbeing #our universe’s influence leaks into the monkees 90s special-verse #cause i feel like that could happen #alternate universe take of this exact thing: mike and micky laying in (a) bed talking and micky starts giggling and mikes like ‘what?’ and #micky says ‘you’re a WEIRD GIRL’ and mikes like ???? and gives him a confused by loving kiss on the forehead #and mike brings this up throughout the years being like ‘remember when you called me a weird. girl. wasn’t THAT weird?’ just to tease micky

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halfdeadwallfly · 4 months ago

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my sibling's teacher (in high school) is using chat gpt to grade the essays on their tests and they just spent like twenty minutes trying to argue why that was a good thing i feel like im kind of losing it a bit

#boink #im not gonna be the person who says ai is evil and bad and can never be used ever #i just think that it is absolutely fucked to be a high school teacher grading tests and short answer essays with fucking chat gpt #like come on #and then theyre like oh ok but if it messes up you get to argue your answer and that helps you learn #and im like #that sounds like something you need to do in class then?#like if discussion is helpful #fucking do the discussion in class #dont do a thing that regularly puts students on the spot #especially high schoolers #where theyre accountable for catching the mistakes on their grades #like yeah mistakes are inevitable and ive caught some and pointed them out to teachers before #however that is not supposed to be the norm??#and im like maybe youre ok with that but not everyone is going to be able to do that #and my sibling is like well i think thats just a life skill to stand up for yourself #but like thats not the issue #i feel like the issue is that students especially kids when the authority figure /who knows the information/ tells them theyre wrong #theyre going to believe that #the students shouldnt be accountable for that /especially/ not as high schoolers #and my sibling is like well its an ap class so its college level and no one in the class is stupid #and i just. first of all? ap classes are nothing like any college class ive ever taken. including classes that are the exact same subject #and second. the level of the class is kind of irrelevant here? like i get the idea bc you wanna feel smart and capable in fancy smart class #but i just genuinely think that is irrelevant and kind of a condescending point to bring up #ANYWAY #idk why im getting so heated abt this :')#i was just kind of horrified #bc they were acting like it was so good. and not even that. they were acting like the people who /didnt/ like it #were stupid and way in the wrong #like i just do not agree

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nerice · 3 months ago

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for legal reasons, this is a series of screenshots instead of a text post. and also region locked to some degree,

#upsides to writing again: writing again #downsides to writing again: those times my whims choose violence #<- this too is gr*yc*re [chewing on the barrel of my gun]#shadowblogging #anyway the bottom line is that this STILL DOESNT GET ME ANYWHERE in my most cursed writing dilemma of all #aka how to fucking localize ラビット into my stupid native language i hate it here so much #ive made peace with the fact i will write lhnh in english and dark maiden is an animation project anyway it's okay it's OKAY #<said in the voice of the most not okay guy you know #IT BOTHERS ME SO BAD BRO #i cannot begin to explain to non ESL mutuals. how much more potent a thing in ur native language hits #qs 'my queen' epithet in eng takes me out. jumie going '***** *******' in german? i am covering my face im hiding under the bed #this was why i almost abandoned lhnh nano back in japan i need to be put on an iv to get thru it im too fucking sappy #which is a wholesome tangent just to arrive back it. there is not way to do r*bbit in german #if u know u know. this an uncircumventable dilemma #i need som4 to get translated actually just 2 see how they solved it lmfao not that ive forgiven them for using it in such a weak sideplot #the other media instance to look to ofc being ちびうさ黒月名 (<- not the correct way to say it but BEAR WITH ME AND MY IDIOSYNCRASIES)#and in that case they just FUCKING DIDNT LOCALISE IT bc ofc they didnt #anyway this thruline [gestures at the post i made 7 miles ago] is the closest ive ever come to a solve #except it absolutely does not work bc 'kit' is not used in german and the linguistic similarities are lost unless u read this exact post #idk which research group i need to lobby to introduce the term to the language stat bc in my heart it WOULD work i could work with it #it vibes it has the right cadence too. unlike [If You Speak German U KNOW.]#welcome to my twisted mind etc

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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you know what i was gonna vent post but fuck it positivity moment instead cause whatever is inside of me thats making me sad it can be overruled by the people that still unconditionally love me and i know that and it means everything to me

#i have been awake for an extended amount of hours at this point so excuse me if my brain wanders a little bit #just. yeah. as sad as some things make me i can take so much more comfort in knowing there is someone out there who loves me #and i love them. and we are trying to get through this life together. and thats all that matters #i cant pinpoint an exact date but im pretty sure we are right about there right now for our one year friend anniversary #bugs i love you so much 💜💜 i know you'll see this eventually lmao 💜💜#thats all. just needed a sappy moment instead of venting into the void. back to power wash hell i go lmao #night is an absolute mess on main

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moe-broey · 3 months ago

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There's also this dichotomy between Wanting to Care For/Wanting to be Taken Care Of. How it's so deeply ingrained, how it's an intrinsic core aspect of the personalities, here. What you've Always Known, what you're trying to unlearn, or what you cannot change. The Nature vs Nurture of it all, and in my case, the disability attached. And the key aspect, of where the one who's Taken Care Of becomes The Carer, the way you flip that on its head. Sometimes, you can't. At least, not in the way the one who Cares For does. Again, the disability. But you find ways to do it, your own way. But if you CAN'T can't? You're taken care of, regardless.

This is ALWAYS. ALWAYS something I'm thinking about but can NOT ever fully put words to.

#this is about alfonse and sharena and moe. actually.#you know how i mention from time to time alfonse just imprints on specific people.#it's tricky to parse out exactly the order of what happened here. since moe and alfonse are So Many Things to each other #but there was absolutely a degree (and still is tbh) of him imprinting on moe that exact way.#then you have the trickiness again w how that imprinting looks VASTLY different between moe and mani.#i think it goes back to the context in which he met each. the first impressions and getting to know yous #and learning that each have a different set of needs.#moe is notorious for replacing bad feelings w sex. mani is all the problems that CANNOT be 'resolved' w sex.#'different set of needs' or maybe just different ways of confronting the same issue.#they exist on a spectrum that's a continuum. they often do the exact same thing just in opposite ways.#also always just. agonizing over 'is it unfair to put alfonse in this position?' vs 'this quality is SO STRONG IN HIM #like. goes back to the Want to do this'. he actively chooses to do this.#at least. when i write him lmfao. and maybe i do take liberties...... but i try to always extract it from canon somehow.#the shrimp colors. it's always the shrimp colors w me.#lots of convoluted power dynamics happening. here. and that's not even touching on EVERYTHING #that comes w being The Summoner. who typically at least for a long time. cannot fight. but commands All This Power #and alfonse. man he was built in a lab to be a service sub. but WATCH OUT! he takes that very seriously.#moe tag #moe lore #for. the lore in the tags.

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potahun · 3 months ago

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my own take is that ultimately, furuya is an excellent significant other for akai, because akai men like to be manhandled a bit and pushed around, and oh man, furuya will be so happy to push him around, but is akai the best match for furuya? based on canon akai, i dont know

#ultimately i think furuya would need to be made to feel important by his SO #not in the 'put on a pedestal' sense #but he would need to be very seen and treated as seen #while akai is just not very vocal and prefers to do things on his own in the dark #like protect his family from a standpoint where they cannot see him for example #does he care? yeah #does he vocalize it? not in a million years #i think it could contribute to furuya growing even more frustrated for attention as time goes on #but will akai ever give him the exact attention he craves? also will furuya ever even admit he needs it?#not sure #so akam really is a pair where you think 'it would make them worse'#and that doesnt stop furuya from being absolutely obsessed with that man

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skrunksthatwunk · 3 months ago

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i would really appreciate it if i didn't have a brain that thought torturing me was a helpful response to being scared of us. im your copilot stop fucking tazing me you dick

#good fucking god. im going to crawl out of bed now that was all so pointless #what they never tell you about mental illness is what a massive waste of your time it is. jfc you stupid asshole #i hate you intrusive thoughts i hate you i hate you i hate you. die.#all the rest of it too tbh but those in particular. haunted by the knowledge that i will never be able to fight my limbic system or whateve #like brass knuckle fucking bike chain with the lock on bat with nails in it etc. absolutely sick of that guy idc how sympathetic he is #that motherfucker needs to pay for what he's done to me and im not joking even a little bit #ugh im going to go distract myself with something stupid now. whatever #edit im adding in some of the good things that happened today bc it was actually good and i feel better now :v #we got our first proper snow of the season so i got to go walk around in that. twas beautiful and my dogs were very cute #the last couple of times it snowed here i was too depressed/burnt out/whatever to like. go have fun in it #and it's our first snow w hoagie obviously (and maybe his first snow bc he's like. 1 y/o)#im still on break and ive been vaguely if not very un-vaguely tormented by the prospect of registering for classes #even though i think they start in like. 2 days.#combined w the need to do like. a comedically large amount of dishes. like nothing to eat on for days bc of my ass amounts #am i registered for classes? no. but im working on the unforseen obstacle in question and i feel better bc of that #waiting on an email feels a lot comfier than sitting on smth very urgent without knowing its exact deadline (<- too scared to look) unable #to bring yourself to do it yknow? and the dishes got done. small miracles #like today was good my brain just ambushed me again

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maliro-t · 7 months ago

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as a bona fide vaxleth lover i am more confused than ever about how they are portrayed on the animated series i'm not gonna lie 😭

#not that different is bad like it doesn't affect or 'ruin' the actual source material #i just legitimately do not understand some of their choices here #there's stuff i really like ofc but u know. i've written multiple long analyses about conflict in their relationship #and in previous seasons it seemed to me like they were just smoothing out those sharp edges which bummed me out ngl #(for one there was a line at the end of s1 where kiki directly contradicted her campaign self in favor of No Conflict that i was feeling #unsatisfied with. and s2 didn't contend with rq as a sticking point for keyleth really at all)#and like to be honest my distaste for that is biased by like fandom drama of years past and people shitting on them for that exact stuff #so for me it kinda felt like an updated and palatable version that appealed to the group of people that made me feel bad for liking them #which is again like a strong personal bias lol but u know it also is just. a really important story to me that i love #but this season it's like they went no no. they do actually need to fight that was a big thing. hmmmm what about #AH YES. let's reverse their povs about their relationship completely.#have not finished ep3 yet but 10 min in i'm just like HUH?#again this doesn't rly matter and the show remains an enjoyable adaptation it's just truly bizzare to me 😭 how did this choice get made #it speaks #lovm spoilers #sorry I'm not done yet actually because the specific conflict about happiness in the present being or not being worth sorrow later #is the VERY CORE OF BOTH OF THOSE CHARACTERS and to switch which one feels which is way more than weird for the romance it's weird for like #what each of their whole individual deal is. that's why i'm so ??????????????#gah. i truly don't want to complain too badly #(and tbh the eps simply don't have enough runtime for vax to be as completely-falling-apart as he actually was and the role of #depression and trauma and self-loathing in that vs like. a more easily telegraphed supernatural boogeyman #-which if they slowed the pace down more might fit in but the scale of the story is so grand that they can't so like i begrudingly get it.#but still absolutely wild for the solution to be: do away with their actual arguments about divinity or keyleth's insecurity about #outliving all of vox machina. oh btw we are giving the vision she had of that to vax as a gift from rq or whatever #so he can be inscure about it instead. because he's fate touched or smthn. and that's too abstract for us to explore here so let's just #give him ominous visions.)#the more i have typed the saltier i have gotten i'm sorry it's just WILD TO MEEEE

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therosejamjournal · 2 years ago

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My Twitter dash is full of BG3, multiple people I know play BG3, I watched fucking cut scenes from BG3, I'm about to kill someone to get this game I swear to god

#how can one have a BG3 brainrot if I don't even have the fucking game #idk don't ask but it happened #ofc mostly due to astarion shslahshs #my laptop will absolutely not run that game so I need to sign up & try the nvidia streaming thing and pray it doesn't blow up anything #I just know.... I know it would become my new skyrim if I got my hands on it #I have like 1000 hrs in skyrim this would be the exact same and consume me #it already does tbh ahslahsh #bg3 #baldur's Gate 3 #🌹

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ravenwolfie97 · 7 months ago

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my tummy hurts... and i don't wanna be brave about it anymore... ;;

#i think its purely from stress now #i want to quit my job. and i feel like i have to now #there's too much risk of re-injuring my back from having to lift and move heavy stuff for people #plus i already have thought about quitting before. but kept with it for other reasons #and. i was almost terminated recently. but it was absolute bullshit so i got a 'second chance'#im glad i did bc i got some sweet stuff right after that lol #but like. i can't do this anymore. its not healthy for me mentally or physically now #im mostly just. done with it. i've been doing this for 3.5 years. the exact same thing #i need something new. i need time to relax #i have realized that. i don't think i have had a moment of actual peace. in Years.#or like. ever djdgdjd #i have always been stressed out about something or other since moving out. since coming back home #and living w my parents again. back in college. back in high school. like All The Time #i truly do feel sick to my stomach rn... i just don't want to do this anymore. period. im sick of it #vent

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