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the urge to make a dating sim for my characters
#so i played that one gravity falls dating sim for fun#and i thought. woah i can try to make one for my ocs#i already have some routes planned (apollo; atticus; and cassiopeia!!!)#there can even be a hidden option to enter the abyss and get captured by ourra who will eat you very soon#aaa idk if i have the time for this#i dont talk about my ocs at ALL here so its gonna be difficult#plus i have no scripting experience aside from scratch and my school's coding classes
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Taash!
#waiting until October 31st continues#I would like to draw all the new companions but idk idk#I always have trouble drawing new characters for the first time 😭#I still have no idea who I'm going to romance#the design alone won't help me decide even if they are cool#I need to get to know these characters better haha#I can't wait aaa#taash#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#my art
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i have art block but i also don't have art block you feel me
#shadow the hedgehog#sth#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#i started like ... doodling ... and then i just ... kept going#but like only doodling i don't rlly . i want to make something but i don't have anything else lol#fun fact this is the first time i've made one of these sketch comp things almost entirely on digital#every other one ive ever posted was like actual pictures from my sketchbook collaged together#but this one only two of them are from my book a while ago and the rest i literally did uhhhh (queueing this) last night#i was onto ... something . idk what. lol. i temporarily forgot how to draw sonic so that's why i ended up with that really big aaa sonic#idk Idk ! art is weird. brain weird. executive dysfunctioning#my art
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I wanna know so bad with who agatha crossed the road the first timeeee and whooo was the witch that survived at the end!!! was it rio??? im not ready to say it was her for sure bc she asked a few questions that made me think she never crossed it... and also i feel like they would have alluded to it while talking together... so who could it have been? i rly want it to be rio but i just dont know!!!
#also#i DO think agatha walked the road before bc how she talks about it... it doesnt feel like a lie#not coming from her bc it's too subtle especially for storytelling#if they made agatha lie for such a long period of time - agatha having walked the road has almost become Lore ™️ now -#they would have made it a bit more theatrical like an exaggerated lie to fit her character but no she seems very serious and distanced#from it like she doesn't like to talk about it like a trauma response... it feels all very realistic to me idk#anyways what was this post about again? ive spent so much time on these tags that i forgot lmao#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#kathryn hahn#aubrey plaza#mcu#agatha all along spoilers#agathario#aaa theories
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do you think the reason agatha’s trial felt weird is because she was the only one who did not actually buy into the mythos of the road since she knew the truth? like that was why no perspective change and all the other reasons why people thought it was a fake trial
#agatha all along#aaa spoilers#txt#i really liked the idea behind how the witches road came to be#like showing her and nicky coming up with the lyrics and everything#but i felt like there was a lot of these last two episodes that felt weird or jarring#i think that’s partly the fault of it being such a short run time for the whole show in general (tbh that’s probably like most of it)#but there were just also weird choices? idk#like jen’s big declaration about protecting them in honor of Lilia or w.e and then just.. flying off to nowhere??#or the way Both billy and agatha kept switching how they felt about each other with like every sentence#I did really like her thing where she helped him get tommy a body though#and her and rios vibes were off too. like it felt like there should have been a little more build up before they fought after the road?#like when they were still talking on the road it felt like they could have done more with it#just like jen getting her powers back could have been more#or billy standing up for agatha could have been more#billy’s homecoming and attempting to banish agatha too#I liked that his parents were there but it was so quick and then he just.. leaves again?? no problem?? and I guess they’re fine with it now#like it felt like the things they did well. they did really well#while everything else felt.. idk.. kinda flat?#which honestly was the same feeling I had after watching agatha’s trial episode#honestly this show need at least another 3 or 4 episodes if not more#and I know people are going to make this all about agatha and rio but i really don’t think that’s the issue#i do think the story could have benefited more from showing more of their actual backstory or a few more interactions with them or just#like i said earlier done more with what they had. again that scene on the road before rio dips could have been used way more effectively#and I don’t mean in like having them be soft or lovey like I know a lot of people wanted (never be against that) but I don’t think it was#needed.. but Something was??#i feel like overall what everyone went through on the road didn’t actually truly effect them or change them?#like jen left. agatha and rio were like back to liek the road never happened. everyone else but billy is dead#i think the only person who was truly changed was maybe billy?#which makes the whole journey feel so unsatisfying? like things could still have ended the same while still showing them changed? idk
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i have a theory that rio is everything behind the witches road. billy’s created the road through a hex? nah, rio has created it and has lured who she needs there, there (we still do not know who the who is). rewatch agatha’s reaction as the door appears and she enters the witches road, and also her reaction to rio appearing after they summoned a green witch, with this in mind … i agree with the theories that suggest agatha and rio created the ‘idea’ of the road to collect their power and bodies respectively - alternatively, i believe it may have been solely agatha who created this lie, but rio knew about it, which would mean if rio has created the road, it’s a massive f you to agatha - a very interesting point to remember when rewatching the above scenes i mentioned.
#ill follow up in another post#but haven’t seen anyone else say it yet#i have about 15 pieces of evidence for this theory#and then about 8 piece of evidence that goes against this theory#i think rio has created the road#and agatha might be playing along with it#or this is going to be the big betrayal point between them#rio has strung them all along the whole time#idk there’s so many factors that go against this but literally anything could happen from this point#u know how people thing its a hex by billy#i think it’s rio instead of billy#agatha all along#agatha harkness#agatha all along spoilers#aaa theories#agatha all along theory
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back to our regularly scheduled rhea brainrot!
some explanations under the cut ^^
top 5 saddest rhea moments 😹🙀
1. Eating her devil fruit
One night, Rhea finally had enough of being forgotten and ignored by her family and ran away to the forest, planning to never come back. She thought that if she was “gone for good,” it would make them realize their mistake.
Over the course of a week, she sustained herself off of the diverse plant life, and learned survival skills by following the patterns of a family of wildcats.
However, only while watching the mother cat gently care for her cubs did Rhea realize that no one had come looking for her. She had purposefully stayed near the edges of the forest, hoping that maybe someone would find her. There among only the trees, she cried until her chest hurt; unheard, unseen, & forgotten.
She spends one more night out in the woods, running low on accessible food sources in the forest shallows. She spots a new fruit that she’s never seen before, and in a moment of naivety, cuts a piece and pops it into her mouth. So shocked from the bitterness, she instinctively swallows the fruit. Effectively traumatized, she leaves the rest of the fruit for the animals and heads home.
There was no one to greet her when she arrived home, no greeting in the following days, no greeting from even the townspeople. No one had noticed she had even left, and somehow, she felt more unheard than before.
2. Learning to be selfish
The Whitebeards notice the way Rhea doesn’t ask for things the way kids normally would. Over the smallest requests, she would avert her eyes and bow her head. When shown the barest act of patience or compassion, her eyes would gloss over a little bit.
Marco, being the one she trusts the most, decided to address this. Through various conversations, Marco attempts to piece together the life Rhea lived before setting sail. She would talk about God and punishment, the sea and vengeance, earning and losing love through action. While much of her worries were padded in metaphor, wether from fear of admission or simply the phrases she was fed, Marco could gather that her sense of self worth was too damaged for a girl of 10 years old.
On a day where Rhea was feeling particularly vulnerable, she finally tells Marco about her family. How she was forgotten in place of the new “first son” of the household; how she made herself small so that, maybe, she’d be good enough of a daughter to be remembered. She laughs emptily about it, claiming she understands the pressures of having a second child.
“Well, It’s their first life after all,” She gives her parents too much grace for Marco to accept. “But isn’t it yours too?” That short sentence is enough for Rhea’s world to break.
She’s overwhelmed with all the things she wants but never asks for. “Tell us what you want, and you’ll have it. You can be selfish, you’re a pirate!” Marco encourages. “I want to have my hair brushed,” she starts at a whisper. Her voice grows louder as she states her greedy desires. “I want to be hugged,” “I want to be noticed,” “I want to be loved!”
She’s sobbing into the fabric of her too-big sleeves by the end, and Marco holds her close in comfort.
3. Father
Her struggle to feel worthy is a difficult unlearning process. No matter the words of support that her brothers gave her, it didn’t make the feeling of weakness go away. When you’re surrounded by men as strong as monsters, it’s difficult to not compare your own abilities.
Her feelings of inferiority are especially supported when she needs to be comforted from whispers of battle on the wind. Too many times has Rhea watched images of her brothers’ blood from the backs of her own eyes. Her observation haki forces her to listen to their panicked heartbeats from where she tucks herself away in the smallest corner of the ship.
“She’s just soft,” she overhears Thatch say, after another dizzying afternoon of trying to press the remnants of wounds not her own out of her head. “I know, and that’s why I’m worried.” Marco responds quietly.
She tries to swallow her pain, make herself tougher in order to earn her place in the crew. She fails relatively quickly, lashing out due to the suppression of her hurt.
Whitebeard confronts her when she’s sulking while walking along the railing late at night. He calls her over to his throne, reprimanding her for her dangerous habit. She’s quiet when crawling into his lap, and still while wrapped into his cape.
“Rhea, did you know, I wanted to say yes. The very moment you first asked to fly under my flag.” Rhea was confused, Pops was rarely this sentimental unless he was drunk. “Why didn’t you?” she asks. “On these seas, there’s no guarantees. I could tell you were a child who deserved a long and happy life, there was no guaranteeing that if I had immediately said yes.”
“I don’t understand…” her confusion and hurt grows, “You don’t have to. What matters is now; and now, I see I made the right choice. I want you here, and I’m glad that you’re my daughter.”
The words from Pops felt concrete, they held the truth that Rhea was seeking. It extinguished her tangled feelings of jealousy and insecurity; The words she needed from a father.
“Even if I’m useless?” “You don’t need to prove your value to be loved! Who do you think I am, Big Mom!?” Whitebeard jokes, and Rhea laughs easy.
4. & 5.? Permanence
Rhea holds onto familiarity with desperation. She refuses to let go of things that are long gone, deluding herself that somehow she’ll get it back.
She had blissfully ignored death, convincing herself that her family was untouchable by those things. Ignoring the signs of age and wear on her crewmates. When Thatch dies, and the Paramount war happens, and she can no longer cling onto childish fantasies.
Rhea’s birthday is shortly after the Grudge war. Her brothers ask her over the snail what she wants, promising they’ll get her anything to cheer her up from their bleak loss streak. All she wants is to go home.
She misses the rock of the waves when she sleeps; The old doors that she needed to close with a little more force; The faces of her family and the easy conversations. Now, her heart twists at the thought of the Moby Dick. The ship sits in pieces under its enemy’s water.
She feels nothing but sickness when she turns 21. The thought that she had out-aged Ace haunted her all day. She couldn’t stand it.
#OK YAP SESH OVER#i am not a good writer whatsoever but i don’t have the time/energy to make these into full comics#so please bear with my crude explanations 😭 i’m cringing at myself#also oc x canon with the WBs is kinda scary bc idk if anything is ooc#aaa whateverrrr#also tweaking her design a TEEENY bit#like barely noticeable change lol#one piece oc#one piece original character#oc x canon#silent swordsman rhea#my art
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motorcycle sketch featuring cross!! >:)
#art#illustration#utmv#xtale#xtale sans#cross sans#cross!sans#cross#sorry about the empty space at the side hh xD that's where my references were#i mixed so many different motorcycle poses and parts and honestly? i'm so happy with this!!!#i got inspired by a guy riding his (full leather jacket- sleek black helmet and leather pants) in the city and idk it looked so PRETTY!!!#it was the type you see in movies it was so impressive! but he also stood out cause who wears black (LEATHER) jackets in SUMMER??#i was dying in my t-shirt and jeans but i guess the wind blowing while driving would negate the stifling warmth hhh x)#so when i decided to make it i knew i didn't wanna color the piece- nor spend ungodly amounts of time drawing clean-ish lineart#for a machine with sooo many details like damn xD so i went the sketch-y route! comic book style hehehe >;)#if alex sees this then i was also inspired by your killer drawing!! i finally understand how satisfying your sketching method is waa<3333#i would tag you but i'm always unsure if i should unless the au belongs to them/it's fanart so aaa hope you read the tags? muah ty again!!#(btw cross is human here- fem or not is up to interpretation; but then i realized it could kinda be interpreted as a skeleton too soo#just forget the skele knuckles and you have all versions in one piece!! >B)#i couldn't pick which one of the two end results was my fav so you get both versions >;) <333#and not using blurs or effects this times makes me love it even more waa >:'D the only thing i used a layer option for was the watermark!!#like goshh this was so fun to draw hhh hopefully you guys like it too :D <3333
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just so you all know i am just straight up never going to be cool or perfect ever. im always going to be lame and a bit weird at times and im going to fuck up SO many times actually. i am also going to be a pussy and not stand up for shit, so please don’t get mad at me online ever cuz i cant assure you that if that happens i won’t delete every trace of my existence and never go online again out of fear
ok thank u!!i see people expecting wayyy too much of other people online and like…im not the person you wanna expect anything of. you all build an opinion of me that’s like 10000x better than the actual me and that’s great I’m not complaining but my line of good takes is going to end one day or another because i cannot believe ive gotten this far, and when i make a bad one i need you to not get mad at me thanks
#im so scared ill make a bad take and y’all will do a 180 on me#this is like the first time ive ever been even#SORT OF ‘popular’ online#(don’t consider myself it tbh but some do???)#and it’s SCARY#because by all definition I’m just some lame ass weirdo!!!!#and you think I’m so much cooler than i am!!!!#i used to be the person who butt into conversations others would have awkwardly#or who made posts that got 0 notes on average#with my biggest post being 18 notes#this is so weird and surreal and scary#having people like my stuff or care about me online#weird shit#people who LOOK UP TO ME???#insane.#i don’t get it!! or understand!!#I’m autistic (surprise surprise) and having people LIKE me is unheard of#willddd shit#it probably seems small to others#im not like. insanely popular#or highly well known#im not a figure by any means necessary#but#enough people like me to make a difference#a good one! but a scary one#idk aaa#this is gonna be an 8-noter boys i can tell#at best
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#man it sucks my childhood (journey to the west) finally has AAA game and shitty studio ruins it#my comrades they went to a kingdom of women and the men (including the horse) got pregnant 💀#and the entire journey is about 'do not judge others solely because they're demons who look different and think different from you' 💀#there's an arc about wukong literally hit his shifu with the staff due to this disagreement 💀💀💀#if you cannot find the 1984 tv show or don't have the time#i recommend The Monkey King trilogy 2014 2016 and 2018 for sparknotes version#I'm wondering if they'd make a fourth one? the 3rd hints at a sequel but idk#I hope they do Princess Iron Fan is my fav antagonist after White Bone Demon#forgot to mention the journey is them going through all beings' struggles and suffering in the mortal realm#because the logic is 'how would you save all beings from suffering if one doesn't know what those sufferings are'#i gotta give it to Buddha for going “they are men let they go through the pain of being in labor”#Buddha didn't directly say that but practically that was the point of the journey#colin rants
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hi genuine question can you just decide not to have adhd
#vyvanse might not be worth it + it would take me months to switch to dex#due to logistical reasons . aaa#tempted to just not take it tmrw its so . UGH like maybe its easier to just simply not have all the symptoms#...like ok maybe i cant get rid of the losing things a lot thing but otjer than that#what if i simply chose to be super disciplined suddenly#god the crash happens midway for me like 4-7pm and it sucks so hard#actually today it started at 2 and ended at almost precisely 7 . i might up my dosage bc the effects r fading fast#and like after that time it just becomes nothing again ? no effects . maybe even harder to concentrate than b4 idk
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Hot take but I see so many people saying that Agatha said “ex … best friend” but what she really said was “ … EX best friend” which is subtle I guess but is also technically different.
And listen, I am queer and I know for sure that Agatha is also queer, and I even did my fair bit of shipping her with Wanda and I even acknowledge that in the end of WandaVision she totally calls her hot stuff and that is some funny gay shit.
But I have a particular bone to pick with this because the way Kathryn Hahn delivers this line and where she places emphasis seem (to me) seem to indicate that she was going to say best friend and thought to add “ex” before it to acknowledge that they aren’t friends anymore since she , you know, TRIED TO KILL HER. Agatha and Wanda didn’t date and this line doesn’t indicate it in any way.
Again, I’ve enjoyed the little haha heehee of considering Agatha and Wanda as a pairing and also love Agatha and Rio and that they are canon exes, and I love Agatha as a queer character even if she is single (and even if she is a ghost!!!).
I’ve also seen a lot of people saying she is a lesbian which is like, fine. Lesbians get a lot of hate and I understand wanting to claim a character that is a woman and has canon love for and/or attraction to a woman. But the reality is that her queer identity is never labeled in the show, and while it is CLEAR that she is into the ladies and that she isn’t straight she really also might be bisexual and frankly she may not be bisexual but Kathryn said “she loves everyone” and “she’s attracted to who she’s attracted to.”
#like#I am totally fine with headcanons being separate from the show#and for all different types of fanfic exploration#hell#sometimes I see or write Agatha as bi and sometimes as a lesbian#and I also have no qualms with people shipping Wanda and Agatha#but this is the sort of antics from the WLW community that actually baited me into watching shit that fell short on the promises#and ultimately gave me a lot of distrust of the reviews of sapphic strangers online#idk#but at the same time#lesbians and sapphics and the girls and the gays get enough shit from outside#this is just me being nit picky#and being someone who is tired of people seeing a character date or have dated one type of person#and then going on and assuming that person is straight#or assuming that person is gay or lesbian if the one type of relationship or attraction seen is same-sex#rant#rambling#agatha all along#aaa
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if i were to self-insert into the haikyuu world, i would be a second-year manager for karasuno. it's mostly because i wanna be at the in-between stage where i can care for the first years, be close friends with the second years, and be looked after by the third years.
the first years may be a rough bunch but MAN they evoke such big sister feelings in me!! i would protect them to the ends of the earth <3 (ngl i think i'd get kinda sad if i misunderstand tsukishima's personality at first HDJDJD)
the second years would be such a fun friend group. a balance of disaster duo + tame trio. i need that in my friendship because i like friends that keep me sane, while also having friends who'll push me out of my comfort zone. (i would also pine after ennoshita LMAOOOO)
and OH the third years. i'd love to have them as older siblings, they all make me feel safe. if i feel kinda lost or anxious, i would totally love to have their advice (i'd be super mindful with how i approach asahi so i don't end up making him more nervous hahaha, but i think it would be nice to have his company in comfortable silence)
i have so much thoughts about what kinds of friendships i'd have with the karasuno kids, but that's it for now. aghhh they're such a lovable team. <3
#haikyuu#stellarspeaks#karasuno#TBH I HAVE A WHOLE MANAGERSONA/HAIKYUU OC CONCEPT#but it's in the stage where idk if i'd like to put it out for the world to see lol#anyway i just thought abt this bc i met my new dorm roommate#she's such a sweet freshman AAA instant little sister adoption#i ended up thinking abt my fave relationship dynamics bc i normally love the big sister/mentor roles#but at the same time I Am Babie
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get it Kim has a lot to unpack do you get it
it's imperfect I'll never polish it just take it as it is I should have put aerostatics not airplanes...
#I don't know how the hell to draw kim#PLEASE gib me feedback#pretend the dialogue is better this is all I can do lol. but you get the gist of it#aaa give me constructive criticism. the other post about kim secretly being a loser made me think about what his apartment would look like#and this popped in my head I had to draw it#is this in character?#there's no eyebrow battle because in my head this happens some time in the future where kim opens up a little more easily#at this point he trust him with his secrets more (but not completely. harry's not touching the blue box today)#but it's a mixture of ''maybe if I tell x he will stop asking for more'' and real trust#but like do you see that happen#it's a secret because he doesn't want other people to learn that insisting can work#like I said in the tags of the other post I think he never lets anyone in to the point of avoiding calling the plumber even if the sink#has been broken for months#addition: fuck I should have putted more machines in there. I couldn't think of anything else other than radio controlled airplane#and a sewing machine. he must have more stuff like the camera.#he'd have some dangerous thing to warm the room#and nerd stuff. I'm not sure if he'd display it or keep it boxed somewhere#disco elysium#that's a convertible couch-bed if you can't tell. half covered with the Pile#pointless microblogging#it's so hard to draw them right they look different in every official thing#believe me I have tried#idk how to put more of the skills here :/#I have achieved peak kimharry brainrot I can't go back
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why did agatha tell lilia the truth about her only being able to steal powers if she’s blasted first if her entire plan was to get them to blast her so she could steal their powers??
#agatha all along#aaa spoilers#the more i think about these episodes the more it’s just like… why?#all the components were there for a really amazing ending but it’s just not and that’s so annoying#fucking marvel#and i want to make it clear that my issue isn’t about agatha x rio#because so many people are making it just only about that and so many others are dismissing anyone else’s low opinions on the ending cause#they think they’re only upset about that as well#but like no! there were actual issues#some of them Do have to do with agatha x rio but not all or even most of them do#like episode 6 had people complaining because of agatha x rio despite how well-executed/written it was#but that’s not what’s happening this time?? (okay for some people it is but not anywhere near all of them because there were glaring issues#in these last two eps)#like I don’t think a backstory or anything was actually necessary. I think they could have kept the same amount of agatha x rio scenes and#even kept them the same length and still been able to pull off something so much more satisfying instead of what they gave us#I think that about so much of these episodes too#like they could have done so much better with what time they were given and made everything so much more impactful and meaningful but#instead soooo much of it just feels so lackluster and husk-like#like the body’s there but there’s no soul to it#which honestly is par the course for marvel but this show had done such a good job of distancing itself from them and being its own thing#that I really thought it could be more#idk. I’m just disappointed ig#txt
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY @thefakehedgehogaroundhere!!!! incredibly happy that this gives me an excuse to draw splotch!
Hint: You can zoom in on the words for bonus points (close up under the cut in case you cant)
#art#splotch the hedgehog#HAPPYA BIRTHDAY AFKLAHJKDLFJGJDK#AAA#I LOVE BIRTHDAYS#I WAS SO WORRIED I WOULDNT MAKE THIS IN TIME#tbf its only 2 past 8 and my time zone is earlier so i have a lot of leeway idk what i was stressing over
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