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i have a theory that rio is everything behind the witches road. billyâs created the road through a hex? nah, rio has created it and has lured who she needs there, there (we still do not know who the who is). rewatch agathaâs reaction as the door appears and she enters the witches road, and also her reaction to rio appearing after they summoned a green witch, with this in mind ⌠i agree with the theories that suggest agatha and rio created the âideaâ of the road to collect their power and bodies respectively - alternatively, i believe it may have been solely agatha who created this lie, but rio knew about it, which would mean if rio has created the road, itâs a massive f you to agatha - a very interesting point to remember when rewatching the above scenes i mentioned.
#ill follow up in another post#but havenât seen anyone else say it yet#i have about 15 pieces of evidence for this theory#and then about 8 piece of evidence that goes against this theory#i think rio has created the road#and agatha might be playing along with it#or this is going to be the big betrayal point between them#rio has strung them all along the whole time#idk thereâs so many factors that go against this but literally anything could happen from this point#u know how people thing its a hex by billy#i think itâs rio instead of billy#agatha all along#agatha harkness#agatha all along spoilers#aaa theories#agatha all along theory
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youve got a lot of really great thoughts on a transphobia and homophobia, tbh more critical thinking than most people on here, and i was wondering how much you knew about the theory of rapid onset gender dysphoria/if youd be comfortable sharing your thoughts on the ridiculous idea
It was explicitly invented by transphobes as a means of delegitimizing trans identity, and that invention was backed up by a "study" in which the person running the study never spoke to any trans people or to any professionals providing care for trans people, only spoke to the parents of trans minors, and those parents were specifically recruited from forums for anti-trans parents.
The paper which supposedly coined ROGD was taken down for a while and corrected. Further studies have found no basis for ROGD.
What's really interesting is in the cache of emails which became public earlier this year from a former detransitioner there's a paper trail which pretty clearly indicates that the term was actually created on a very heinous website called 4th/wave/now (forgive my anti-search slashes, these people are awful) well prior to the study.
Hey, you want to guess where the parents for this study were recruited from? If you guessed "the one where the term was invented," you're right!
But wait, there's more!
It appears from the journalistic work done by Mother Jones, Jude Doyle, and Julia Serano, that this term was created by an anti-trans activist who works extensively with right-wing think tanks and who went to great lengths to hide that she invented the term.
Jude Doyle:
Finding anti-trans narratives that would âsellâ to the general public was a constant concern for this crowd, and Shupe says it didnât much matter if the narratives were based in fact or not. Marchiano, for instance, eagerly watched the spread of the ROGD theory â â[transfeminist writer and researcher Julia] Serano has already written a takedown,â she exulted in one August 2018 email. Shupe suspects Marchianoâs role is larger than the public knows: âMarchiano never explicitly said she is the inventor of ROGD, but the evidence points to her, and sheâs listed as a contributor to the [Lisa Littman] study on PLOS One,â she writes to me. âMy âopinionâ is that Marchiano and the 4thWaveNow folks are behind the ROGD study, and Littman merely fronted it for them to make it appear unbiased.â
Jude Doyle again:
On July 2, Shupe sent Marchiano a link to Jonesâ blog post telling her âyouâve upset Zinnia again.â (Shupe had a tendency to send Marchiano news of ROGD, and to attribute the theory to âyouâ â that is, to Marchiano â whether Marchiano was explicitly named or not. In the communications Iâve reviewed, Marchiano does not reject the attribution.) Marchiano responded by saying that Jones had done something to âmake her nervousâ â namely, sheâd dug up a blog post about ROGD that Marchiano had written under her own name.
Julia Serano:
If all of this is true â that Marchiano ran YCTP and invented ROGD â then it would follow that Marchiano was also likely skepticaltherapist, the supposed parent of a trans child who invented the idea of âtransgender social contagionâ in the first place.
Julia Serano again:
Also on March 15, 2016, at 6:07am (so very early in the day, likely before the aforementioned YTCP piece is published), skepticaltherapist posts her final comment on 4thwavenow before mysteriously disappearing. In a reply to someone named Starrymessenger, skepticaltherapist says: 'I wanted to mention that this monthâs Psychotherapy Networker is focusing on trans youth issues, and the tone of each article is uncritically celebratory â lots of mentions of âcourage,â and âbravery.â You may need a subscription or at least an account to comment, but I have so far.'
At the time of this comment, "Lisa" is the *only* person to have posted a comment on this particular Psychotherapy Networker article, as the 2nd comment doesn't appear until later that evening (7:30:15 PM on March 15th; both 4thwavenow & Psychotherapy Networker appear to be based in the U.S., so the should be only a few hours apart, if at all). Therefore, "Lisa" and skepticaltherapist must be the same person.
Did you catch all of that?
This is a fraudulent "diagnosis" explicitly invented by an anti-trans psychologist who at times has used sockpuppets to manipulate online conversations, claimed at times to be the mother of a trans child, or maybe it was her friend who had the trans child, or maybe she just knew somebody who just randomly decided he was a trans boy after going on tumblr. (Boy, does Lisa Marchiano hate Tumblr, lol.)
After inventing this diagnosis and pushing it on a forum for parents who don't like that they have trans kids, Marchiano then approaches a different researcher and uses this other researcher to launder this term, launching it into the verbal stratosphere, while explicitly working with right-wing groups who used this "evidence" to manufacture anti-trans bills. This list of right-wing groups and individuals includes the Alliance Defending Freedom, the "American College of Pediatricians," -- not to be confused with the American Academy of Pediatrics, the legitimate organization, ACPeds is a fringe right-wing group.
They literally made all of this up, this idea that transmasculine people specifically are being "infected" by online sources, and then they laundered it through a shitty study and tried to hide the laundering they did, so that shit like this can happen:
The president of the American Principles Project, a member of the coalition, recently told the New York Times that his groupâs goal is to eliminate all transition care, starting with children because thatâs âwhere the consensus is.â
This isn't about protecting children or any bullshit like that, and it's not about this fallacious "disorder" because it doesn't exist -- and they know it doesn't exist. They know it doesn't exist because they were the ones who made it up.
Like... what else is there to say? It's like if I made up Purple Big Toe Disease and claimed that all people taller than 5'10" and born on a Tuesday have Purple Big Toe Disease and should not be able to buy aspirin, because it's G-d's plan that people who have Purple Big Toe Disease should not prevent themselves from feeling the pain that G-d has planned for them, and then I asked someone to write a paper about PBTD and pretend I wasn't the one who made it up so I could point at the paper and be like le gasp, PBTD is the number one problem! We need to stop everyone over 5'10" and born on a Tuesday from being able to buy aspirin! And then some dude in South Dakota starts writing up bills in consultation with a bunch of Evangelical lawyers to deny basic health care to people over 5'10" and born on Tuesdays.
If it sounds fucking ridiculous, it's because it is.
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An ironically conspicuous yet never exploited(except by me as far as I can see) dot that connects everything which could be the ultimate layer of secret to unravel the true identity of Arei's murderer...
It's Levi and this is where the final piece of puzzle comes to make sense of itself: the Monotv recruiting Teruko do CAULKING scene!!!
This is such a detailed and prominant plot that so far made 0 sense as to its connection to the case. Monotv must have enlisted a helper to clean up the mess left in the gym. Since he can't even do caulking, it is 100% valid for the narrative that there are something in this mess he can't handle. This helper would have abundance of time to figure out the mechanism and took the tape. (whereas both Ace and Eden only had cursory glances at the scene also in a rather shocking and intense scenario to figure out how Nico's mystrious setup worked)
(Monotv specifically mentioning he needs help to do certain chores)
Apart from the 4 involved in Ace's case, the only one awake/available late at night was Levi(and we never know for what purpose the story writer specifically left only him awake and readily came out to check the commotion either). This connects everything.
Think about it rationally. It makes absolutely no sense for those involved in the previous case to make an imitation of their own. On paper, only 4 people knew what happened, and Nico ran off leaving the only necessary tool(tape) to replicate this. Should any of the 3 try to imitate a crime only they knew and able to replicate, they are basically yelling they're the only targets from the get-go (and isn't this what's happening right now?)which is beyond absurd. However, if a third party does exist, it changes everything, they would have everything to gain from pulling an imitation since the premise would exclude their possibility permanently.
Based on the aforementioned points, I will make a tentative prediction about one event we are likely gonna see in ep 15ďźor 16 depending on pacingďź: A scrum debate will happen soon, concerning whether or not Ace&Eden really is the only option scope for imitation crime, for they will most certainly discuss the very reason why they imitate and promptly realized the absurdity thereof. The narrative would seem really off if they don't dabble on why, accepting imitation for the sake of imitation. Some will take the stance that such attempt would be illogical for a rational conspirator in the first place, others will insist on the lack of direct evidence of a third party.
(I just realized the dev could've intentionally let Ace kick the tape out of sight because they have much greater incentive to do so but it's very close to premiere so I won't elaborate since either way my theory itself is the same)I am basing this theory on the assumption that the tape went missing under the dialogue box cg is dev's mistake, because the tape on the ground scene always includes Ace on the ground and the moment he stood it changed which feels too abrupt and dev might just forgot to add that, and there is not a single scene that showed the tape missing without such blockade.
More importantly, there were some clues to back my assumption in the "i'm not fxxing dead!" scene. The tape is placed rather near in front of Ace, a little to our right. Yet, when he stood up he knocked Eden out to our left. It would seem shaky if we take this alone by face value as it could just be a dramatic effect, but what happened afterward is the camera itself clearly turned left to film Eden gradually standing, and turned right to focus on Ace and then turned further right to focus on Teruko, which clearly suggested the actual positioning is: Eden Ace (tape?) Teruko (tape ?) . Problem is, the tape still exitsted right before, and went missing right after Ace stood up under the Teruko "yeah i figured" dialogue box, few secs before Eden stood up, therefore her positioning would exclude her possibility of getting it. And Ace couldn't get it either since four eyes were, and the camera was mostly on him, even depicting him reaching his wound with two hands.
I think If the dev did had such meticulous intent for this hidden scene to be the key to locking the culprit, they would most likely be equally meticulous about either the tape's positioning or Ace's act to make unequivocal sense that one of them would have a clear window to obtain it, which in turn suggests they probably never had such intention to begin with.
Also, we got to consider factoring in complementary details like the starched clothes ball(Levi was the only one who mentioned being in the laundry room some time at night in ep10),Eden mentioning "someone's been following her" (I'm 100% sure this is what the dev planted to make sense of why a 3rd party could overhear Eden&Arturo&Arei event), Arei's missing glove(both Eden and Ace wears glove, Levi doesn't), enough strength to throw the rope near the ceiling(they emphasized early in one scene how high the ceiling is and eden is the smallest girl) Whit trying to make an argument about another motive Levi could have for killing Arei yet got cut off, and trying to redirect the crew's attention back to Levi's secret itself for some reason and got cut off again in ep13 11:22 12:44 (this i think is super super important and it seems only I was mentioning this). These solid details are all adding to the likelihood of Levi, and I really can't find as many other details to back Eden or Ace.
I also had a secondary theory back when ep13 dropped might worth mentioning: could the fish simply be symbolic? Sleep with the fish(godfather thingy)? Levi's background story suggests he is very likely involved in mafia conficts. J even asked him if he was "in" the mafia to which he prompt answered No. But very interestingly the dev specifically gives him a pondering "..." scene immediately after his respond to show he seemed to be thinking about the definition of his involement, then J pushed him to elaborate and he digressed.(starting from ep13 1:28) And Levi did have Italian surname.
I don't have that much confidence in this intepretation alone to begin with as I thought it is a bit old school. But since my major theory makes sense, this one doesn't seem so far-fetched anymore.
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#theory#levi fontana#culprit#ace markey#eden tobisa#arei nageishi#drdt theory
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So several gaylors have been talking abt the Stephen Colbert interview Taylor did on April 13, 2021 and I believe I may have figured out how this interview fits into this giant puzzle. I think this entire interview is an easter egg and a metaphor for the rabbit hole they are trying to lead us down. The first thing I want to point out is the letters on the mood board that spell out Stephen's name. These letters look just like the fridge magnets in Gracie's Mess It Up mv which spell out a secret message "Hi (13, 31) Peter Pan - T." These magnets are toys that kids usually play with which fits with the Peter Pan theme. These magnets also show up in the Stay mv.
The second thing I want to point out is the emphasis on the "pizza." I believe that the pizza represents PR/bearding/lavender haze/showmanship/magic. Many of the anon messages have words starting with the letter P such as the đ, đ´ó §ó ˘ó Ľó Žó §ó ż, and đ messages (present, presence, pretence, patience, perseverance, etc) and pizza also starts with a P. The Feb 19 đ message said "PR, PR, PR, PUBLISH!" In the delicate mv there's Joe's Deli; this led to the common swiftie interpretation that "And baby, I get mystified by how this city screams your name" is referring to how in NYC there are tons of restaurants and shops that have "Joe" in their name such as Joe's Pizza.
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There is also this insta post with Haim where they are all dressed in costumes while eating pizza. Taylor specifically says "mood board" in the caption which connects it to the Stephen Colbert interview. I believe this connects to the 11th đ message about sheep in wolves' clothing and to the willow mv mad woman scene where everyone is conjuring something with magic while in masquerade masks.
Another indication that pizza = PR/bearding is that Taylor just recently went to a pizza place with đ in NYC on Sept 6 (which could also be Taylor poking fun at the Joeâs Pizza thing). Many gaylors have speculated that Sabrinaâs Please Please Please mv is a satire abt Taylor and đâs relationship. Interestingly Sabrina and Barry walk through a pizza shop in the mv which could have been foreshadowing the Sept 6 stunt.
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To add even more proof, around June 15 during one the Liverpool shows, Taylor randomly ordered pizza for her crew mid show. I think this was likely a hint at the big London stunt on June 23 where đ was literally part of the showmanship.
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Also, Gracie recently did a photoshoot with Who What Wear at the Bob Baker Marionette Theater in Los Angeles and had a P and 13 on her jacket. This likely connects to the ginger messages abt the theater and magic. The P on her jacket could stand for "puppet" in this case.
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Going back to the Stephen Colbert interview, as I said before I believe the entire interview is a metaphor for this rabbit hole/mass coming out movement. The interview starts with Stephen theorizing that Hey Stephen is abt him and he lists all the pieces of evidence that led him to this conclusion (this is analogous to us kaylors/gaylors making theories abt Taylor's music). Taylor then proceeds to essentially gaslight him. She starts listing a ton of really specific details abt him that would indicate that Hey Stephen is in fact abt him (these details are analogous to the connections/easter eggs/queer signals) but then afterwards she comes up with a narrative to explain away all these things. To us, it's quite obvious that these things are too specific to just be a coincidence and that Taylor is lying to him the whole time. This is what TTPD is abt. Red herrings, magic, showmanship, and smoke and mirrors (or "pizza") that distract the audience from the man behind the curtain pulling the strings like a puppet master and from the true story being told in the "whispers and sighs" as ginger anon said.
#pizza#ginger#kaylor#gaylor#gaylor swift#rabbit hole#mass coming out theory#bearding#pr#showmanship#magic#stephen colbert#puppets#please please please#sabrina carpenter#haim#cornelia street#peter pan#pumpkin#present anon#Youtube
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Feeling really nostalgic about July 17-18, 2008, the last time I believed in Joss Whedon
It was just cool, you know? Doctor Horrible's Sing-Along Blog dropped in three separate pieces over the course of the week. We'd get 15 minutes of story, and then two days to froth over the whys and wherefores in Livejournal comments before the next piece came out. And those days were so good.
Buffy fans are so fucking smart, y'all. They could combine academic rigor with unselfconscious fangirl squee. Squee was a hermeneutical method, a mode of interrogating the text--one we often dismiss and diminish, because if there's anything grosser than teenage girls getting goopy over a vampire they like, it's 30 or 50 or 70-year-old women getting goopy over a vampire they like. But it's similar to what I've seen called a "redemptive reading". You approach a piece of media specifically looking for its best parts, the pieces you love the best, and you allow yourself to fully embody the joy of liking something and caroling your joy to other people who like it too. In a perpetually burned-out time, squee can be like a desert oasis.
So the people who liked Buffy and Angel and Firefly watched Doctor Horrible in a manner both squeeful and intersectionally feminist, and saw all the amazing interesting things it was doing, showing how insecure geek masculinity fundamentally self-sabotages the main character, Billy, because the relationship he wants has been there in reach for months, and it's his own perception that he needs to be an alpha male warrior that has kept him from it. It interrogated the entire genre of costumed heroes, with two men thumping their chests and comparing their dick sizes, and none of them doing anything as direct and helpful for their society as Penny, the woman who stands on sidewalks collecting signatures to help a homeless shelter.
Part II came out on July 17, and the series would end with Part III on July 19. So on July 18, I spent most of the day reading Livejournal comments about it. There were all these theories: Maybe Penny was secretly Bad Horse, the archvillain whose approval Billy has craved since the beginning. Maybe she will collapse the love triangle with Billy's rival, Captain Hammer, by acting on her clearly-demonstrated discomfort and dumping him. Maybe Billy will learn that relationships are based on intimacy, not being The Best. Maybe Penny will become a superhero and replace Captain Hammer as Billy's nemesis. Maybe Billy will succeed and rule the world and give Penny Australia.
And then... none of those things happened. Joss Whedon ended the series in a way less progressive, less imaginative, less cool, than even the most half-baked fan theory out there. The story opened up possibilities to break out of an old, tired, toxic set of stories around men and women and sex and heroics, and then hid under a rock rather than change a single one of them.
July 19 was the day I concluded that while Joss Whedon might have his own baggage to work through about toxic masculinity, and artists have the right to make work meaningful to them, he wasn't making art that was meaningful to me. And I basically stopped expecting anything of him.
And then, for years, Buffy fans, educated and squeeful feminists and sharp pop culture critics, got told they were crazy histrionic SJWs for thinking Whedon didn't shit solid gold. For years. (I recently saw a video essay that included the line, "If you have the phrase 'mewling quim' branded onto your memory, you probably need some Metamucil" and, ouch, rude.)
There was so much excitement! A lot of us actually believed in the guy (although even then, there was enough evidence for many people to suspect what we now know to be 100% true about him.)
We wanted it to be good. We wanted to enjoy it.
I miss that feeling.
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Day 15
We are set to arrive on Fendaar in two cycles. As we are currently stuck on the SIIR Noxos, I have concluded that the passages of time that I am free of duties would be best spent continuing to observe the human. The human, on the other hand, seemed to have different plans in that matter, as it took me an unusually long amount of time to locate her.
As I eventually found her, she seemed to be working on one of the control panels in the main control room, so I may excuse her absence with duties she had to attend to. As she saw me, although, she seemed ratherâŚexcited (this is obviously mere speculation, as the study of the Terran so far has provided far too little evidence to prove such theories)?
As she rolled out from under the control board and sighted me, her face once again split into a wide opening revealing her horrifying amount of teeth.
"Hey! Dude!", she said, raising to her full height and stepping towards me, still baring her teeth, although I did not recoil, as I did not want to seem impolite. She raised her arms, each pointing into a different direction, away from their connection to the human's body.
"Human Quinn. How are you?"
"Me? Iâm fine, the whole 'wandering around in space' thing just made me throw up, I honestly donât know why they insisted on keeping me there for two whole days."
The ends of her fingers, studded with claw-like (rather short and rounded instead of sharp, perhaps they were not meant to function as claws at all, or perhaps the beings on Terra were far different from what I knew, and therefore a shape like this was far more useful to hunt) protuberances, scraped over the back of the connection between her head and her upper body. If I interpreted her facial expression correctly, she seemed to be thinking.
"Maybe I got a light concussion too, Iâm not entirely sure. But it's improbable, because Iâm fine now."
I decided to focus on one piece of information at a time. "Well, this "throwing up" can certainly not be a healthy nor normal process, otherwise, it would not seem so violently painful and involuntary, would it?"
"Well itâs notâŚunnatural, itâs just something that can happen. And about health, itâs not unhealthy, it usually helps us to get rid of stuff that is bad for our bodies!", she eludicated, moving one of her arms in a rather random manner.
"The scientists have concluded that this fluid is highly acidic. If this 'stuff' is so harmful to you, wouldnât it just dissolve in this fluid before being able to cause any further harm?"
Quinn seemed to think about that.Â
"Well, just because it gets dissolved, doesnât mean itâs gone, you know? It's still in our bodies, and we have to get rid of it somehow. And if it needs to be fast, we throw up. Honestly, Iâd definitely explain this further to you, but Biologyâs never really been my strongest subject, ya know what I mean?"
I did not, in fact, know what she meant, but I decided against questioning her further.
After a pause the Terran spoke up again: "So, this planet we're landing on..." "Fendaar.", I clarified. "Right. So, this planet that weâre going to, itâs a desert, right?" "That is correct." "So, is it a sand, an ice or, I guess you could also count rock desert? 'Cuz on my planet, weâve got all of those types."
"Fendaarâs ecosystem is mostly made up out of sandlike landscapes with rather scarce vegetation and biodiversity. Most of the planets in system 36-54 have rather extreme temperature ranges, and Fendaar is no exception.", I eludicated.
"Alright, cool.", she spoke, rolling back under the underside of the control panel she had been working on previously. She seemed to be sitting, or rather lying, on a piece of metal with four small wheels attached to it, allowing her to move it around.
"Your planet.", I initiated.Â
"Yeah?", she responded, while continuing her work on the wiring.
"Am I assuming correctly that your planet has a far bigger biodiversity?"
"Oh, yeah.", there was a small spring in her voice, as if she had let out air in the middle of speaking. "Big biodiversity. Weâve got deserts and rainforests, coral reefs and permafrost - although perhaps not for that long anymore - mountain ranges and all that stuff."
"Interesting.", I supplied, for lack of a better response. If Terra had such differences in temperature and landscapes, it was a logical conclusion that the humans had evolved to survive under such circumstances.
"Yeah."
It was unusually quiet for some time. That was, until Quinn rolled out from the underside of the control panels.
"Alright, Iâm done." She took a deep breath before opening her mouth once again. Then, all of a sudden, the muscles of her face started contracting as if she was plagued by an invisible pain. Her eyes squeezed shut and she let out horrifying noise, holding an arm angled in front of her nose and mouth. The noise itself was not particularly loud or long, but I recoiled either way, as a measure of safety. I could not be certain if this gesture was meant to harm me, after all.
Quinnâs arm sank down again as her other hand rubbed at her nose. She huffed, a sound far less threatening than the one she had produced a moment ago. One of the hair patches above her visual organs raised itself, prompting the question to arise if human hair was controlled by muscles or if it had a mind of its own, although this was a question that could be further investigated later. One of the corners of her mouth raised, revealing the seemingly sharpest teeth in her mouth.
"I guess dust is an inter-galactic thing, huh?"
I did not respond. Her face muscles contracted, causing the skin above her visual organs to crease.
"Hey, you okay? Youâre looking a little spooked over there."
"Human, I do not wish to cause you discomfort, but, if I may ask, what was the purpose of the noise you just uttered?"
She did not respond for a moment, blinking with both of her eyes as she stared at me. It was quite unsettling, considering her previous explanation, that most humans preferred not being stared at.Â
"IâŚsneezed?" The creases in the skin above her eyes deepened.
My front pliers uttered another rattling sound. "What is this 'sneezing'? What purpose does it serve?" I admit, I was quite curious. Terrans seemed much more complex than I had previously assumed.
She paused, seemingly to think of an answer. "Well, itâs likeâŚif something is bothering us at or in out nose, like dust, for example, itâs kind of the natural response to that. To keep things out of our bodies that donât belong there."
"Human bodies seem to require a lot of defense mechanisms.", I commented.
She raised and lowered the connection of her arms to her upper body, baring her teeth once again while raising herself to her full height, using one of her arms as support.
"Yâknow, itâs surprisingly hard to explain something youâre so used to to someone whoâs never heard of it. I guess I still have to work on the whole 'awareness that Iâm around aliens' thing. Sâ kind of surreal."
She patted off her clothing, as if to remove non-existent filth once again. I had noticed the past few cycles that most of her clothing seemed to consist of several, usually differently-coloured, pieces of fabric.Â
Her clothes usually covered her body from the connection between her arms and torso to the connection between her legs and, presumably, her feet. Her feet were usually also covered, although I could not determine the purpose it was supposed to serve in the environment we are currently in, although the theory that the conditions on Earth are vastly different compared to the ones on the SIIR Noxos is gaining more probability, based on the Terran's narrations.
The human seemed to evaluate a question she wanted to ask (this is, of course, a mere speculation based on previous observations: her face muscles were contracted to form a crease over her visual organs, which could so far most likely be interpreted as confusion, thoughtfulness or discomfort; her head was both slightly raised and tilted to one side at the same time, a gesture that was most likely supposed to convey an ongoing thought process).
Although, before she could utter a noise, V-7 informed us of a request from the Vitrichl to gather for a matter of importance.
The purpose of his summoning was to divide the crew into several smaller groups that were to be assigned with different tasks to fulfill once we sucessfully landed on Fendaar.
I was grouped with the Terran, which was unsurprising, as well as Tkzt, a member of the species that is widely known across the galaxies as Ctzas (it is to note that the Ctzas have not evolved any form of written language and communicate exclusively through clicking and chittering sounds. The written forms of, for example, names of this species, are written by other species to produce approximately the same sound as the Ctzas make when recited verbally).
Tkzt, as a member of the unit controlling supply chains and keeping a list of the stock of the SIIR Noxos, would make a helpful addition in our task of seeking out the nearest settlement in order to stock up on supplies.
After all matters of importance were settled, the crew dissipated, continuing their respective tasks. The Terran was ordered to stay and to assist the Vitrichl in another matter, which is the reason I did not cross paths with the human again for the rest of this cycle.
Despite this, I am positive that accompanying the human on an foreign planet will give me a further insight into the species' mannerisms and interaction manners with foreign species, which will prove to be helpful further on in studying the human.
#*does that scene from movies but in reverse*#*a bus passes through your field of vision and suddenly I am standing on the opposite of the street in a trenchcoat & shades hiding my face#*In my hand a new chapter*#So honestly#I'm really immensely sorry that I disappeared for almost two whole months without a word#I had a lot going on#Duties#Deadlines#Having to travel out of the country two different times#But now I'm back!!#And I got a lot more free time so I'll be able to go back to my normal updating schedule of once a day#I spent some time thinking about where I wanted this story to go etc etc#But now I'm really excited to have this chapter finally released bc I was honestly struggling with it and the storyline#But now it's done and I'm back on the track :)))#day 15#nr.15#I wouldn't be surprised if most of you thought I was just dead and never gonna continue this lol#Also obviously thank you for the messages I got asking if I was okay and if I was continuing this#While also staying very polite#You guys are great <3#Thanks for your patience and also for the 300 more followers I got while I was gone#Ok now the actual tags this already almost as long as the actual chapter again#I put it under a read more tho bc the chapter itself is also pretty long#earth is space australia#humans are weird#space australia#humans are space orcs#humans are insane#humans are terrifying#humans in space
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the theories that have been presented on this cast + one of my own :)
I do want to mention that I strongly believe this is a prequel due to a conversation I had with a bunch of people on discord earlier. (Everyone was 16+, dw.)
I havenât seen anything about the first two at all so far, so Iâll be skipping over them and onto the third guy (oh my fucking lord).
(Also this post from @nesisamess helped a lot)
Staring onto the third dude,
(both posts are made by @zitherwaifuus :)
It seems that here this guy has some sort of relationship to XF-Future Tech, which if youâve seen Minâs side story, youâd know is the company that came into her life and groomed her to be the Ultimate Student. She received special tutoring for them and worked her ass off for that title her entire life because of that. Next, this guy shares the same tie pin she does, and itâs also very notable that she dresses up with the same button down and tie in her MV. Not only do I think she is linked to the company now, but she might be working there before she was in the game. Who knows, though.
Next, I have not seen anything on the fourth girl besides a bunch of people on discord theorizing what the dandelion in her hair could mean. Unfortunately dandelions have different meanings from different cultures all over the world, so until itâs specified about where sheâs from, I donât think thereâs many assumptions we can make yet.
Number Five, the purple guy.
Everyone seems to think so far that this is Elliot Cuevas, Charles Cuevasâs deceased brother. Now let me tell you that although I canât see it based off design, the way he looks (playful and kinda weird but happy) and the way he was described by the creator in the latest qna (a popular joyous dude), can definitely make me see this being real. The only thing that is super far fetched about this is that we know he died a long time ago, and so if this is a prequel, it would have to be at least 15 years before drdt even starts.
Hereâs also some more evidence from @sunlit-haru supporting the âthatâs Elliotâ theory.
Now weâre up to the protagonist, who mind you is definitely my favorite so far. I will eliminate the rest of you protag dickriders so I will be the only simp left.
ANYWAYS, in the about page for this, itâs stated that this is a fangan for someone who wants to be the perfect teacher. Now with the hidden quote on the drdt tumblr page about this teacherâŚ
( @demodraws0606 âs post)
Uh oh. I think weâve figured out who this mysterious teacher might be. As for who is talking to them, Iâve personally got a few ideas, but they are not backed with any evidence.
1. The mastermind from this first killing game
2. Mai Akasaki or David Chiem still
3. The mastermind of the drdt killing game
Whoever it is, I think that these games are surely related and that each current kg participant does have a relation with one of these cast members. And that previous killing gameâs end is why this one is happening.
Then, based off the post up top and a few others, people seem to think this is Terukoâs brother. Iâm going to give a wild theory (no evidence) that Mai Akasaki knows him, only bc of the red in his hair. Then I think Mai wouldâve found Teruko, and she wouldâve been trying to reconnect them. Just a theory, though. Thereâs no evidence based around that this guy might be Terukoâs brother though, sadly.
Last but not least, @1moreff-creator pieced together some of the text on his badge:
Iâm just gonna say that Iâm seriously impressed with your efforts cause I have no fucking clue that could even be readable lmao.
*UPDATE ON TEXT: holy mother of god, @xmicrophonyx is a fucking god, and deciphered it. Here you go, and we all have got to give a serious thank you to them.
Sadly I cannot link the image of what the phone number gets to, but it gets linked to a yellow pill. I donât have any ideas on how it would relate to the game, but I think it does. Itâs used for high blood pressure and heart failure. If heâs really related to Teruko, I wouldnât be surprised if he had high blood pressure lmao.
Also, the area code for 555 is just North America.
Hereâs what I found on Wikipedia:
âThe telephone number prefix 555 is a central office code in the North American Numbering Plan, used as the leading part of a group of 10,000 telephone numbers, 555-XXXX, in each numbering plan area (NPA) (area code). It has traditionally been used only for the provision of directory assistance, when dialing NPA-555-1212.
The central office code is also used for fictitious telephone numbers in North American television shows, films, video games, and other media in order to prevent practical jokers and curious callers from bothering telephone subscribers and organizations by calling telephone numbers they see in works of fiction.â
I donât understand the first part, but it seems that this is a fictional number. If someone could explain to me wtf that first part even memes, I might be able to give more info.
Anyways, it seems that this guy ended up being a teacher at HPA, before or after the killing game. But I think this was very worth mentioning.
Unfortunately Iâve seen nothing about the next two, but I want to say that the girl in all pink (#8) I think is Felicity Giles, if thatâs even possible. I just feel thatâs Arturoâs sister. I know, Iâm a weirdo. Even if #7 looks more like Arturo, I just cannot see it.
Moving on, nine and ten! If you look at them closely theyâve got the same eye pattern, suggesting theyâre siblings, or likely twins, since theyâve got the fire/ice scheme going on.
Lastly, eleven which oh my god, Arturoâs dream girl! But sheâs been theorized to be Whitâs mom. Hereâs the post that argues a pretty convincing reason of why.
Oh boy. That woman is pretty cool and is very elegant, and has the same shade of blond hair that Whit dyed his too. I donât think sheâs any coincidence.
But joining along on that last little paragraph of this personâs post, itâs starting to seem a lot of characters do have connections to this cast and are seemingly mentioned quite a few times.
UPDATE: oh my lord, @accirax literally went on a deep dive for us and gave us a pretty good explanation and educated guess on everyoneâs talents. Iâm not going to link it because they covered pretty much every logical point as to why they have their guesses. Hereâs the post if you havenât already seen it https://www.tumblr.com/accirax/728687594893885440/drdt-new-character-talent-analysis
Anyways this is just the sum-up of everyoneâs theorizing + a bit of my add on to it, and huge kudos to everyone whoâs been making theories so far. Iâll be updating & crediting if thereâs anymore notable things that come out.
Thanks for reading!
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Yes bsd is a great manga and anime with thought-provoking story and great characters with philosophical senses but they aren't equal with their real life selfess. The above-mentioned writers put their thoughts into writing for years despite mental illnesses, thought floods and depressions. Some of them wanted their ideas to be remembered, some of them had something they wanted to say, some of them wrote without caring about being read, some of them addressed the world, but there was always one person that they all touched. They deserve to remembered with their ideas and ideologies or at least stories. In Japanese literature, which bsd start with, almost everyone had an anonymous pen name, and the world of japanese literature developed with sources covered up and without archives. The spread of misinformation among fans of this anime, which has very few sources compared to derivative literature and mainly features real-life Japanese authors, has to stop or literarature will be ruined. No longer human is NOT an autobiography. These authors, novelists and poets AREN'T equal with their real-life selfess. Osamu Dazai liked to give his character pieces of his personality and branch out, but that doesn't make No Longer Human an autobiography. The motivations, goals and personalities of the writers are not exactly the same. Of course, when you look deeply, the obvious connections are woven in detail, but they are not exactly the same. When I typed Nikolai Gogol into Google, bsd Nikolai came up and I realized how dire the situation was. Nikolai Gogol deserve to remember as author and with books, stories, poems he write. I mean, if you say i like Nikolai Gogol and i am a fan of Nikolai Gogol, if you don't mention the anime cheracter i want to talk with you BOTH real life author and bsd or only real life. If you mention anime so it's okay lets talk but if you don't then no, you mention real life by mention only Nikolai Gogol you can't denial this. I want to kneel at Asagiri's feet and beg to him to write on manga and anime episodes "The characters in this manga have the same names as living authors and are inspired by them, but they are fictional characters and have no direct connection to the authors." So that fanlad can start to recognize the authors as authors. Now, for Osamu Dazai and Fyodor, it is said that the character in the book creates the anime character rather than the author's selfes. I read The Flowers of Buffoonery (the first story included No Longer Human's protoganist) and I can't reject this theory with certainty. So if we know characters in anime aren't their real life selfess we also understand theories. This is important. False information about writers should not be spread, of course, this does not mean that humor should not be made or shipped, we just need to be able to distinguish the difference. Even though we say Soukoku is literally canon, we must warn those who cite Osamu Dazai's book Memories as a source.
Books and authors life CAN use for characters motivation and connection because Asagiri literally did this. Memories book ia still important for age!15 manga and story just not for soukoku
Credit: @bungoustraydogs-tr
Yes, the real Osamu Dazai was bisexual, but this has no connection to the anime. Fyodor Dostoyevsky also expressed his respect for Nikolai Gogol and quoted and praised him at every opportunity. Moreover, if the author dynamics in Russian literature are examined, it is possible that the two had a sincere conversation. (No historian has given this assurance and there is no evidence just a possibilty) Does this make Fyolai canon? Osamu Dazai imperessed by Fyodor Dostyevski. Or is Dostoyevsky a terrorist? Gogol?
....We cannot make these people, who wrote to keep their thoughts alive, appear to be someone they are not.
Imagine Osamu Dazai's situation. You are finally in peace that you never reach then you turn in to world to see peoples who look at you with no knowledge of you..
I am grateful to @bsd-bibliophile to all literature sources they archive
And if you like these NEVER stop ranting about characters, ship them and make memes. They are us, our loves and beloveds. They are bsd characters. Just stop using books as a source of ships.
What can i say bsd have a universe which ink of each letter written changes the fate of the next page. There are so much more thing to wonder
#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs analysis#bsd#literature#bsd literature#japanese literature#russian literature#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#shuji tsushima#nikolai gogol#nikolai gogolbsd#bsd fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor dostoyevsky#nikolai vasilievich gogol#bsd fandom#soukoku#skk#fyolai#nakahara chuuya#rant#i becaming h.g. wells#me when i read the time machind#kafka asagiri#bsd manga#bsd anime#writers#novelists#authors
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Iâve been rolling the Mike thinks Will is in love with El theory around in my head some more. I like it, but itâs not without its flaws.
One especially damning counter-argument a few folks have brought up is that Mike heard Will refer to himself as Elâs brother at the police station:
Willâs line contrasts Jonathanâs earlier âIâm her brother... uh, step-brother...â, indicating that Will has fully embraced her as family where Jon doesnât quite see her that way yet.
Itâs a great point. The only justification Iâve seen for it is that Mike wasnât put off from kissing El after heâd already implied he wanted to be her brother... but that doesnât wash with me. Just because he had no idea how to reconcile his feelings with heteronormative expectations at 12 doesnât mean he's still clueless at 15.
So letâs give him some credit and try a different angle: When we step outside of the Byers POV, Willâs line is actually quite ambiguous.
The unsympathetic receptionist refused to let them see El on the grounds they werenât a parent or legal guardian, so Will jumped in with an argument he hoped would win her over: weâre her legal next of kin. Heâs just saying whatever he thinks will grant them access to El -- thereâs no reason it has to be reflective of his true feelings.
After all, itâs not as though Will âbe gay do crimeâ Byers has any qualms about being dishonest with authorities when it suits him.
Mike was present for both of the above moments, so he definitely knows this about Will. And this is only one piece of evidence amongst many -- the rest of it is undeniably suggesting that Willâs in love with one half of Milevn:
Willâs been acting weird in a likes-someone way around El;
Will sulked at Rink-o-Mania over getting third-wheeled by Milevn and rarely took his eyes off El;
Will is always eager to talk about El and brings her up in conversations with Mike more than Mike does;
Will hinted that he was hiding an uncomfortable secret from Mike in the scrapyard heart-to-heart;
Will is the more trustworthy party in the âmaybe it is for [someone he likes]â/âEl commissioned itâ painting lie conflict;
Will was on the verge of tears the whole time he was pushing Mike back into Elâs arms in the van and the pizzeria.
Itâs obvious to the audience what conclusion to draw here because we had the benefit of seeing it all through Willâs sad gay puppy eyes...
...But Mike is forced to assess the evidence through his own biased POV.
This kid has severe self-worth issues, which are tied up in his feelings for El, which are in turn tied up in heteronormativity. Itâs also been hinted that he has depression -- messy room, slipping grades, parallels with Max -- an illness thatâs notorious for twisting your thought processes into the most pessimistic directions possible.
So while Mike may very well suspect the truth, Iâm not sure heâs in the right headspace to accept it. Thereâs a good chance heâs torn between the two interpretations:
Will likes El: Mike is forced to choose between making Will happy vs. holding on to the one thing that makes him feel like he has value. But he can tell that El doesnât need him anymore, and he couldnât live with himself if he hurt Will... after all, arenât a straight boyâs feelings more important than some pathetic queer whoâs lying to himself?
Will likes Mike: Mike gets to make Will happy and he gets to make himself happy. Letting go of El might be difficult, but he knows sheâll be fine without him, and Will has already proven that his unbridled love can help Mike see his inherent self-worth -- a much healthier approach than tying his self-worth up in being someoneâs boyfriend.
The first interpretation reinforces Mikeâs heteronormative beliefs and ensures he continues to feel worthless, whereas the second allows him to feel hope that things can get better.
Which interpretation would a depressed brain find more appealing? Or, more to the point, since Stranger Things tends to explore these struggles through metaphor--
--which interpretation would give Mr. Everyone-is-Just-Waiting-For-it-All-To-Be-Over an opportunity to break through Mikeâs defenses?
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possible ninja ages/timeline thing
(note: the reason i say possible is because in general i think trying to find a fully definitive age for any of the ninja is ultimately a futile effort.
there were actually pieces of information that i ignored in this because they contradicted other information i was using, and it's possible i missed something entirely. in general, i tried to ignore twitter and focus on in-show stuff. there are also fan theories i incorporated and fan theories i ignored, so if you subscribe to a different set of headcanons/theories you could easily come up with different results than me)
this isn't me saying "hey guys i cracked the code!" this is me saying that this is a possible timeline for their ages)
okay so this is something i worked out recently when i was trying to develop my ninjago oc, estrella, to help me figure out an approximate age for her.
it uses as a base this rough timeline by @destinysbounty (both in the sense that i used it as a guide and in the sense that when i needed to start visualizing things, i wrote on/drew on/edited this picture)
now, one theory i'm going off here is something that was proposed to me by @destinysbounty when i got confused about how harumi could be roughly the same age as lloyd both in flashbacks and in the present: the idea that after the tea, lloyd's body stopped aging until his mental age caught up with his physical age. this catch-up happened during the timeskip between s7 and s8, which is why his voice got lower
so this assumes that from s8 onwards, lloyd's mental and physical age match. other assumptions/pieces of evidence that i used:
kai mentions being a teenager during the oni trilogy, and thus is 19 at oldest
thanks to the flashback with baby nya, it can be assumed kai is at least a couple of years older than her
thanks to having seen nya and lloyd during s1 (where they have different body forms), it can be assumed nya is a least a couple of years older than him
(i've simplified this down to 2 years between each in my timeline, but there could definitely be an argument for more years. in my case, i felt like 2 years each made things line up in a way that made sense to me. feel free to make your own version and experiment with increasing the gap between nya and her siblings on either side but i've picked a number and i'm sticking to it)
@destinysbounty mentioned that most age estimates they'd seen for the pilots had nya in the 13-14 range
so, let's call nya 13 in the pilots/s1/s2 (the green chunk on the timeline). if lloyd was 2 years younger, he'd be 11, which works with the body form he had. if kai was 2 years older than nya, he'd be 15, which feels reasonable.
and let's call kai 19 during the oni trilogy. this would make nya 17 and lloyd 15, and also mean that 4 years have passed since s1. let's look at our rough timeline above. if the green chunk all takes place within a single year and there's a confirmed 1 year timeskip between s7 and s8, than for 4 years to have passed since the green chunk, the red chunk would need to be 3 years. which is a little on the short side, but within the bounds set by our rough timeline!
if lloyd was 15 in s8, he was 14 in s7. so going back to our earlier theory about his age, his chronological age caught up with his body in-between 14 and 15, and he started aging again. apparently 14.5 is kind of the upper boundary of when boys' voices change, so i'd say this checks out!
and here's my visual diagram of that
(i only included the characters that i used in figuring this out - lloyd and harumi's age relative to each other, lloyd and nya's age relative to each other, kai and nya's age relative to each other, kai saying he was a teenager, lloyd's voice changing...
but i would assume all of the core 4 ninja are about the same age except zane, who has his own thing going on. maybe jay is a year younger than kai, putting him closer in age to nya.)
assuming that the rest of the initial timeline is correct (s11-s14 being a year, the post-seabound timeskip being a year, the merge timeskip being 5 years)...
in crystalized, lloyd would be 17, nya would be 19, and kai would be 21.
in dragons rising, lloyd would be 22, nya would be 24, and kai would be 26.
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ok so i missed the premiere đđ but here are my thoughts as i watched it:
MAJOR drdt chapter 2 episode 15 spoilers
damn is ace really the murderer? he is acting suspicious and eden keeps on pointing out things to defend him which is very eden. honestly if he is itâll be a loss. i wanna see him make a friend :(
ugh the charwit i hate gay people
acevid is tragic yuri
nonstop debate!!! woo!!
laundry ball!! glad weâre getting some more of the evidence sorted out
also side not but aceâs cgs are so. mm, teeth
ugh two fully vaâd speeches from ace? we eating today fr
crack theory alert đ¨đ¨âźď¸âźď¸ about the âall murders will be punishedâ thing i have a theory. all of them killed someone in the time gap they donât remember (for whatever reasons. maybe they were all part of their own individual killing games that they made their way out of alive by killing someone) and so this killing game is their âpunishmentâ lol.
oh my god weâre getting an argument armament is he fr the murderer??? ahhhhhhh. the horsey :3
slingshot? hhhuuuhhhh?
THE ACE STEALING THING IS COMING BACK AHHH
OOOOHHHHHGHHH GO OFFF TERUKOOOO (god sheâs so hot whyyy
ITS REALLY HIM???? MY GODDDDDDDD (sorry all the eden culprit truthers)
god you people better be writing so much fanfiction and creating aus where heâs not the killer tbh he didnât deserve to die iâm sad
i just want him to be happy. and for arei to have lived as well.
god thatâs the end??? ughhhh so ace is confirmed a huge piece of shit but still i canât help but have sympathy for him. i could have fixed him (platonically) fr. we still have another episode for his possibly other motivations/backstory drop, but i think we got the majority of it already. iâm kinda hyped/nervous to see his execution tbh
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â°â⤠Welcome Back to the Channel part 15; red string of CONSPIRACY
â§.* featuring yn opening up to Kyle about their recent theories : ĚĚâ notes - I always get nervous when I post written out parts (esp when it's a smau) but I felt like this needed to be in person for the effect. The next part will be mainly written too so get ready! tags - college au, superhero au, smau
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Itâs got to make sense. It HAS to make sense. If it doesnât make sense Iâve spent the past week thinking about it and thatâs a week wasted that I couldâve used to do something else or literally anything.Â
My vision blurred as I stared at the cork board, eyes tracing the same track of red yarn from picture to news article to picture to news article to picture-
It was a vicious cycle that had trapped me for what felt like hours but couldâve been minutes. Or days. Time came and went in no consistent interval. I woke up, went to class, came home and stared at this board until I couldnât keep my eyes open any longer.Â
I hadnât made a video in a few weeks and Iâd postponed the interview I had scheduled with Fast Pass with no new date set. Another lost opportunity because I couldnât get my shit together. This is all I had right now. So I had to be right. Even if the theory made me sound like Iâd never had a critical thought in my life.Â
Which it does. Kyle didnât even respond after you told him. That means no one believes you. It means your theory doesnât make sense. This is BUTTERS weâre talking about.
Yeah but if itâs wrong, that means those people are right. Even if theyâre just spreading hate on the internet to make themselves feel better, they have lives nonetheless. If I assisted someone whoâs actively ruining peopleâs lives, does that make me just as bad as him?Â
I shake the thoughts away. Iâm not a bad person. I may make questionable choices but what college student doesnât? Itâs a part of growing up. So I have to be right about this. But what does that mean moving forward? What do I do knowing one of my best friends is a super villain?Â
A stinging feeling begins behind my eyes as I feel the familiar pressure across the bridge of my nose that always happens before I start crying.Â
Why canât I figure this out? Why canât I let this go? Why am I stuck-
A knock at the door startles me from my concentration. My head whips to the door as though it would open on its own to reveal who interrupted my time of focus.Â
âYn? Hello?â Kyleâs voice sounds from the other side of the door.Â
Oh fuck.Â
I looked back to the cork board which took up the majority of my living room.Â
Why did I buy this again? I wondered, realizing how much space the board actually took up. The once tidy living room had become cluttered with empty coffee cups and takeout containers littered over the coffee table, end tables, and ground. Bits of red yarn sat on the ground from cut up scraps. Other lengths that had connected discarded evidence sat in a pile on a stool, waiting for the chance to be connected to the ever expanding web once again.Â
âAre you in there?â Kyleâs voice rang through the apartment again.
I canât let him in here! Heâs going to think Iâm some hermit conspiracy theorist!
âŚWell I kind of am a conspiracy theorist.
Deciding to ignore that realization, I lunged for the nearest piece of trash (a 3 day old Chipotle bowl that I just kept forgetting to walk the 3 feet to the kitchen trash) and tossed it into the garbage can. Speed cleaning the apartment lifted a weight from my shoulders, making the small living room feel less claustrophobic.Â
Wow, I feel better already. Maybe I should open the blind and run a vacuum through real quick- KYLE!
I spun and walked toward the door, fixing my appearance in the 10 second walk to the door to the best of my ability. Even if Iâve been stuck in my apartment for a week and a half, I didnât want to look like it.Â
Unlocking the door, I put on my best âIâm totally fine and mentally stable!â face.
âHey, kyle!âÂ
If I looked bad, Kyle somehow looked worse. The usually maintained curls frizzed into a blur atop his head and his shirt was clearly on backwards with a Fruit of the Loom logo showing proudly at the base of his neck. His eyes darted around the hallway and into my apartment through the sliver he could see through the cracked door.Â
The fuck is up with him?
I think while also wearing a shirt backwards after throwing away a weekâs worth of take out food and diluted iced coffee as though I was any better off.Â
Thatâs not what weâre focusing on right now. Iâm perfectly stable, duh.Â
âYou good?â I asked, leaning against the door frame to keep him from seeing my conspiracy board.Â
Kyle raised an eyebrow, âYouâre the one that texted me an essay about your theories then called yourself an asshole.â
âOh those?â I forced out a laugh, waving a hand to brush off the concerns, âThose were just joke, duh! You took those seriously?âÂ
âThey sounded pretty serious to me.â Kyle sighed, running a hand through his ragged hair in a way that somehow didnât catch his fingers in the mess of curls, âCan I come in? Thereâs something I need to talk to you about.â
My eyes darted back into the apartment. The giant cork board stuck out like a neon sign saying âA MENTALLY ILL PERSON LIVES HERE!â I couldnât let someone see me like this. Texting Kyle in the first place was a mistake. Heâll think Iâm not thinking clearly, that Iâm not someone to be trusted. The work I put into being reliable yn whoâs always there to be a person you can lean on will be ruined. No one will ever trust me again.Â
But donât you want someone else to know? Just knowing that someone else sees your stress instead of shoving it down until it spills over?
The thought alone of telling someone about these thoughts, of sharing the burden Iâd created for myself, cleared the clouds fogging my mind. He can be someone who will listen. He can be a witness so Iâm not the only one who knows that Iâm struggling.Â
I stepped back, pulling the door open so Kyle could step through.Â
âSorry, itâs a bit of a mess.â I started, hoping to mediate the embarrassment of letting someone into my stress lair.Â
Kyle shook his head as a small smile tugged at his lips, âItâs no problem, if youâve ever seen stanâs room-â His sentence died out as he noticed the cork board. You know, the giant one covering my living room wall filled with pictures and newspaper clipping connected by red yarn.Â
âOh.â Was all he said.Â
I shut the door behind him. Kyle jumped slightly at the sound, turning his gaze to follow me as I walked. He doesnât say a word. Only staring at the cork board, the remains of trash Iâd missed on my quick clean, and my own disheveled appearance.Â
Might as well address the elephant in the room.
âDo you want to talk about the cork board?â I asked, continuing before he had a chance to reply, âLet's talk about the cork board because Iâve been dying to talk about this cork board all day.â Walking up to the board, I pointed to the center where two photos sat: one of the supervillain Professor Chaos and the other of elementary education major Butters Stotch.Â
âProfessor Chaos. His name keeps coming up over and over again. Everyday Call Girl is sending out alerts about this guy,â I move my hand to point at different tweets Iâd printed out and pinned to the board, âProfessor Chaos takes hostages in a McDonalds Play Place for a birthday party. Professor Chaos attempts to sign himself as the mayor of South Park using a fake charity petition. Professor Chaos hijacks the news station to declare the weather today âa 100% chance of Chaosâ. This entire corner is just tweets about Professor Chaos!âÂ
Kyle sits down on the couch without a word, eyes still following my every move. I start pacing across the living room.Â
Why isnât he saying anything? Is it because he doesnât believe me?Â
âSo I start to look closer at his actions, his way of speaking, everything that makes Professor Chaos who he is. But itâs around this same time that I start to text a certain person more because we have a philosophy class together.â I return to the board and point to screenshots of text messages.Â
âHere Butters talks about getting grounded for eating two cookies and here Professor Chaos talks about being grounded for wearing his villain outfit then got grounded for trying to get ungrounded.â I look between the cork board and Kyle, trying to justify my hypothesis with the urgency in my voice, âNo one gets grounded as much as Butters. You know that. I know that. Everyone knows that!â
âBut thatâs not even the smoking gun!â I exclaimed, pointing to another corner of the board, âLast week, Butters missed our philosophy class- which he has never done- and when I texted him, he said he was at a showing of Frozen on Ice with his mom in Denver. But when you look at the schedule for Frozen on Ice,â I pause for effect, âthey donât start shows for this season in Denver until next month. Right day, wrong month.âÂ
âBut guess what was going on last week? Professor Chaos attacks main street and is tackled by Super Craig. Landing him with another defeat and some pretty gnarly bruises to boot. The kind of bruises youâd need to miss class to cover up.â I finished with a sigh, glad to finally tell someone the monologue that had been racing through my head for the past week.Â
I brace myself for Kyleâs response. His eyes are locked onto the cork board and my scribbled sticky notes shouting various exclamations of discovery and panic. With a deep breath, he levels his gaze on me.Â
What is he thinking? Is he trying to find a nice way to say Iâve lost it? Have I lost it?
âYn-â He begins but I cut him off.Â
âI know it sounds crazy, okay? I know it sounds like Iâm reaching by claiming the only truly nice person I know is the townâs resident fucking super villain-âÂ
âYouâre right.âÂ
Kyleâs response blasts through my clouded mind. I physically take a step back as my face morphs from frantic stress to confusion.Â
âWhat did you just say?â I ask, shoulders remaining tense as a hand twists into the fabric of my shirt. Kyle sighs, looking away and muttering something to himself. He raises a hand to his face, rubbing at his eyes before looking back at me.Â
âYouâre right about Professor Chaos.â
The words I hoped to hear, the words I thought would finally take the weight off my shoulders and release the stress that had gripped my nerves, only intensified the panic in my mind.Â
âYou mean you believe me, right?â I started slowly, trying to clarify the simple language mistake Kyle made.Â
âNo, I mean youâre right.â
Before my mind could begin to wrap around the first revelation, Kyle continued speaking.Â
âI canât tell you. Iâm not allowed to. I shouldnât even be telling you this. But I know someone who can, or at least someone who has permission.â
I began shifting my weight from foot to foot, holding back the urge to begin pacing again as I ran a hand through my hair.Â
âYou know how cryptic youâre being right now, right?â I said.Â
âYeah I know.â Kyle's leg began to bounce as his own nerves began to peak through, âIâm walking a very thin line and Iâm trying not to get us both into major trouble.â He looked up to me, trying to communicate a message I couldnât understand.Â
âWith who?âÂ
âSomeone with a lot more authority than me. Someone who can explain things more if you come with me.â Kyle urged.Â
What does that even mean? Letâs not forget that he said we were right. How does he know that? Why does he know that?
My thoughts fought against each other to be the one addressed first but with so many questions, it felt impossible to single out one from the mass. Everything was happening so fast. Everything changed so fast. When did the mood of the room become so urgent? Did it always feel like this?Â
I took a deep breath, forcing myself to pause the thoughts. Nothing is going to get done at this rate. So I need to take the first step forward.Â
âOkay⌠yeah.âI started slowly. Kyle nodded and began to stand but I held up a hand for him to wait, âBut only if you promise we can get ice cream afterwards.â
Kyle looked at me with an exasperated expression, âAre you seriously using this to get free ice cream?â
This is what heâs surprised by?Â
I raised my eyebrow at him and pointed to the chaotic corkboard, âYou just told me my batshit conspiracy theory was right and now you want me to follow you to an unknown location to talk to an unknown person. Fuck yes I want free ice cream.âÂ
Kyle considered the cork board for a moment before sighing.Â
âFine. Weâll get ice cream.â
I muttered a quick âFuck yeah.â to myself in celebration before looking back at Kyle,Â
âOkay Iâll get my coat.âÂ
I grabbed my jacket and followed Kyle out the door, not nervous about where Iâd be going, but scared that I wouldnât like what I found.
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#im begging for someone to understand the pepe silvia references#i even copied a bit of the structure from charlie's monologue in the episode#welcome back to the channel#south park smau#south park x reader#south park#corporatefrog#tfbw#the fractured but whole
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so i may be deranged. thatâs it iâm deranged basically this is what i want from the ending of the 60th anniversary and the introduction of ncuti gatwaâs doctor
so this is just something that has been cooking in my brain for a while, not an actual âTHIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN BEAT FOR BEAT AND IF IT DOESNT I WILL KMSâ kind of theory, with no actual evidence, so donât take it too seriously itâs just something i would like to see :)
btw iâm going to be referring to ncutiâs doctor as 15 and tennantâs new doctor as 14
so the cliffhanger at the end of the second episode is ncutiâs 15th doctor showing up, in costume, perfectly compus-mentus, right in front of the 14th doctor.
turns out heâs actually there with ruby sunday, whoâs been travelling with him for a while, as they are visibly comfortable and familiar with each other (advertising their dynamic to get people watching season 14). he is the next incarnation of the doctor, come back in time to help himself (they would have to come up with some reason to break the âdonât go back on your personal timelineâ rule, but thatâs not that hard lmao).
they stop the threat, save the day, chat and bicker, etc etc. i canât say anything about how because obviously i have no clue whatâs actually going on in the specials, but bottom line is 14 says goodbye to donna and co, dies, and regenerates, hence why we get ncuti in 14âs clothes looking confused.
as per usual, his memories are all fucked up, heâs confused and doesnât really know whatâs going on. ruby and the older version of 15 take him back to his tardis, and tell him to take a nap or something and chill out, before going back to their own tardis and leaving.
i think it would be really fun if ruby gave him a piece of paper with the time and place that they meet on it, creating a fun bootstrap paradox and already giving the doctor and ruby an interesting timey-wimey relationship. it would also be cool if either ruby or the older 15 tell him something really cryptic and prophetic to tease season 14.
we get a scene of ruby and older 15 back in their tardis, leaving, before cutting back to a more grounded and less confused young 15, in his tardis with all of his memories back.
now you have to bear with me here because i am a doctorrose idiot through and through but hey itâs the 60th and rtd is back so let me dream ok?
so basically young 15 is hanging out in his tardis, maybe having just gone to get whatever food he was craving or something, and then he hears a familiar voice. he turns around with a shocked and sad face, and sees rose, now many years older, standing in front of him. through her work at unit, she figured out how to do something similar to what she does in season 4 and project herself into our universe. queue absolutely gut-wrenching conversation, ending in rose saying she wants to know everything about what she has missed.
the camera pulls out and begins to spin slowly around the tardis as the two of them talk. only every time the tardis console obscures them from view, they re-emerge as a different doctor talking to rose, going back through 13, 12, 11, 10, and finally, 9, talking to a smiling young rose dressed exactly as she was the first time she met the doctor way back in 2005. cut to black everyone is sat on their sofas sobbing and throwing up the end :)
#doctor who#dr who#new who#nuwho#dw#doctor who 60th anniversary#doctor who series 14#ruby sunday#14th doctor#15th doctor#rose tyler#tenrose#ninerose#i thought of the last bit because of the fact that they were using drones to film inside the tardis#also they wouldnât even need previous doctor actors!#just have music playing over it so their voices are obscured (and either get them to record short audio clips or use pre existing footage#and then have body doubles#and position them so that you never see their faces#idk man ik itâs a bit fanfic-y but i just think to have a bittersweet and unexpected rose cameo to bring in rtdâs new era would be amazing#and then we never see her again because i agree that rtd constantly referencing his own era would get really annoying really quickly#(even though itâs by far the best one and no my opinion on that will never ever change)
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I've avoided posting a lot of clips of the Peacock and Gamble things on Tumblr, because many are so offensive that it seems unfair to clip them out of context and stick them on social meda ~15 years later (that's what I say so it sounds like an ethical stance, when in reality I just don't want to admit to what specific things I've laughed at). However, I have managed to find a bit that's relatively clean (well, I made it relatively clean with some pretty surgical clipping), and that weirdly relates to several conversations I've had recently with several different people. It features Ed Gamble talking about his cousin, who's autistic.
I've said before that I think a lot of autistic people are at one extreme or the other when it comes to competitiveness. This is a theory that I've seen backed up by academic literature just barely often enough for it to count as a real thing, and not as something I've invented from anecdotal evidence. When I was getting my university degree in psychology, and my more recent college diploma in autism studies, it occasionally came up in textbooks, usually as part of a list of traits where autistic people tend to be at either the very high end or the very low end of the scale. Competitiveness get mentioned in conjunction with that, but courses I took never really expanded on that. I'd even tried Googling whether there's research into it, and didn't find much.
Since I started working at this autism centre nearly a year ago, and in the couple of other autism centres where I've done some work before, I've seen a lot of anecdotal evidence of this. And it is often, as Ed Gamble correctly figured out for his comedy podcast, funny when you put the separate extremes together. At work I regularly see scenes so similar to what Ed Gamble was describing there. Board games where one kid is losing his mind when things go wrong, and another kid is sitting there impassively, not upset when he's losing but also not happy when he wins and in fact barely able to remember what he's supposed to be doing, because he could not possibly care less. He cannot begin to understand why anyone else cares. So he sits there and stares, totally uninterested, while Rome burns (by which I mean, while the hypercompetitive kid starts throwing things every time the roll of the dice doesn't go his way). It's fucking funny. I don't mean to make fun of autistic children, but there's an entire genre of comedy about how neurotypical children are funny (kids say the darnedest things), so I think it should be fine for us to say that autistic children are also sometimes funny.
I mean, if it helps, I'm not just condescendingly making fun of hte kids, I'm very much including myself here. I'm an adult who's capable of restraining myself from throwing board game pieces, but I am throwing things on the inside when I'm losing at something, or even in a more general sense, when it looks like someone else is doing something better than me and it's something I care about doing. It was... not long enough ago, when I learned that not everyone thinks this way. A couple of kids I work with have a program where we have to teach them to tolerate losing, and every time, I'm saying "See, we can just tell the person who won that they did a good job and it's okay," and I'm thinking, "I mean I don't blame you for throwing things, I'd be furious too." Another kid I work with has a program for teaching him how to play games, because it's interfering with his ability to make friends, the fact that other kids try to play games with him and he just doesn't care enough to engage. Sometimes these kids play together. It's very funny.
Logically and anecdotally, I can see some reasons why it would be this way. Autism tends to come with logical thinking and being less likely to buy into arbitrary constructs, and competitions are often arbitrary. On the other hand, autism can mean really really caring about having things go exactly the way you want them and getting upset when they don't, hence being hypercompetitive.
I've happened to discuss this lately with a few different people I know, how I wish there were more things I could read about how this manifests and what effect it has on autistic people's lives, because I think it is a significant part of life. Board games are a fairly small part of life, but it's not just board games. Competitiveness looks like all kinds of things, like trying to prove you can do things better than other people in ways that come up all the time. I can see how doing too much or too little of that could have consequences in life (obviously "too much" and "too little" are also relative terms in this case, as I'm not sure who gets to judge what the correct amount is - I guess in this case the "correct" amount would be whatever's most adaptive to serve a person's needs), and therefore, it seems worth researching.
Anyway, I'd never heard anyone besides myself talk about this stark contrast in extreme high vs. extreme low competitiveness in autistic people - I've seen it mentioned briefly when I've gone looking for information about it, and I've brought it up with other people and they've then discussed it with me, but I hadn't heard anyone else bring it up. Until today, when I was sitting in an empty classroom before my therapy session started, deciding what board games I'd use to teach my client how to lose without throwing things that afternoon, and listened to Ed Gamble casually explain the concept to me. That was interesting.
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(sharing this silly thing again since I deleted my twitter and Iâm still proud of it):
So I have a (supremely self-indulgent) fan theory that Perennial and Autonomy Itself are somehow Kamala Cadence and Independence, respectively - and Iâm convinced enough about this that I am presenting my evidence! Here! ->
Evidence Piece 1: some repeated and pretty explicit comparisons between Clem as the Witch in Glass and Kamala as the Waking Cadent - see for example this exchange from PARTIZAN 36:
(âis all Iâll sayââŚâŚâŚ.)
Evidence Piece 2: repeated references to a past relationship between Perennial and Autonomy Itself - âyour God and its terrible relationship with Perennialâ from Chrysanth in episode 30 and this from episode 36, for example:
(âa broken relationshipâ?)
Evidence Piece 3: the parallel between the pieces of the Exemplar scattered on Partizan and the pieces of Independence scattered on Quire
(and the associated thematic parallels between Autonomy Itself and Independence as these powerful beings that nevertheless are heavily reliant on followers to enact their will)
Evidence Piece 4: the similarity between Perennialâs doctrine of recurrence and some of the beliefs expressed by Kamala as the Waking Cadent - thinking especially about the ânothing was ever truly destroyedâ line in TM 45:
(also that line is kind of support for my own whole argument here haha)
Evidence Piece 5: (this one is maybe a coincidence, but) the Divine Cadence being used to send Valenceâs broadcast of Autonomy Itselfâs message in episode 15:
(âa great name in this momentâ?)
Evidence Piece 6: (maybe a silly one, but) âAutonomy Itselfâ sounds like the sort of thing someone called âIndependenceâ might rename themself if they were trying to start a more positive chapter in their life, imo
Evidence Piece 7: (related, less silly) âAutonomy Itselfâ could also be read as a reference to the Autonomous Diaspora, where Independence was originally from
(thank you for your time)
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What if the BSD Great War...
So while doing some digging around while working on one of my many analysis projectsâŚmy brain began to create a weird rabbit hole theory that seems so crazy but it could be like 10% possible.Â
As we all know as members of this fandom, there was âThe Great Warâ that occurred 15 years before the start of the running manga. Yet, we are given such little details about such a detrimental event for multiple big-name characters within the series. It makes me question why this might be the case. While I can't pick apart Asagiri to the point where I can figure out his own personal crazy thinking, I can theorize the plausibility that this war was based on a real-life historical event, given the fact that a good 90% of our cast was real people as well, with their BSD relationships reflecting large similarities as the real-life relationships between the authors.Â
Now that is said, here is what i came up withâŚWHAT IF this war we speak off is a odd play off World War II.Â
Donât throw me to the wolves here, I have no clue if anyone else has thought this either⌠But hear out at least my breakdown:Â
Evidence piece number one: Basically as mentioned above, Asagiri uses historical authors and plays the switcheroo game, religiously.
What started as me just trying to figure out what chapter Yosanoâs backstory began in, I came across this line in an article breaking down her experience with the war that reminded me that in true international history, WWI was considered The Great War. I stated our Great War is the second one though, but here's why I say it is indeed the second one. We know Asagiri brings in characters that influenced or knew each other in real life, but he does not keep all the facts true with a lot of rearranging of the order of ages and who mentored who, For Example, look at Dazai and Akutagawa; where in the series Aku looks up to Dazai, but in real life it was Aku that inspired Dazai. Yet on the other hand, we also know that if you were to look at the average period most of the authors came from, taking out our lovely Russian friends and a few others, the majority come from the years that are considered pre-WWII to post-WWII. So would it not make sense that he would use people who did experience wartime in real life to have experienced a similar war in this worldly universe as well, which was WWII. This brings us to the next part that looks at the question: so he switched around some things, but why would he need to do that?Â
Evidence piece number two: If you look at details from light novels and certain parts of our main storyâŚthe alliances between certain countries look oddly familiar.Â
I will not lie that I have not read these light novels in a hot minute and I've consumed a lot of other media, so my memories are a bit hazy. But from skimming plot summaries for the books âStormbringerâ and â55 Minutesâ(credit to the ppl on this website that give these details) I began to notice something. There are three major groups of authors, once again taking out the Russians, we have the French (who worked in tandem with the English), the Japanese, and the unnamed Germans (besides our man Johann who is mentioned in 55 minutes, I believe). Now pair the countries with how the events played out with the relaying of information about the singularity research, the research that is considered to be one of the major reasons the Great War had even begun, the pairing between countries reflected eerily familiar to the allied and axis powers during the real WWII. The timeline that I have worked it out to be is Germany theorized it first then stolen by France, who succeeded, then stolen again by Germany, and then handed over to Japan, who then also succeeded.Â
Evidence number three: Comparing the facts to WWII and the descriptions we receive from the characters in Bungo about the Great War, there are a lot of indirect overlaps.
Since Asagiri made it that out of any event of the series prior to the start of the running manga, he chose the Great War to have the least amount of number facts to its name. Yet, by looking at how the great war within the series is described by the characters who experienced it and then looking at the basic facts about WWII as well, the "events" of Bungo's war are quite familiar. I will say that history was never a class I paid close attention to at any point in my life, but Wikipedia is helping the case here. Whether it is the fact they focus on how it was filled with science and technology advances that led to the deadliest parts of the war. Or the fact that islands played a huge role in many events from the war. There are just enough overlaps for me to consider this as evidence.
And more recently discovered...evidence number four: The book that inspired Asagiri to even create bungo stray dogs was, you can guess, related to WWII.
While I was looking into the career paths that Asagiri had before he became an author, it was mentioned that a book by the late author Shusaku Endo named Ryugaku, which is set post WWII. There are also similarities between the countries used during the great war in Europe and the countries mentioned in this book. This book, combined with Dazai's own novel that also inspired him, gives great sway to the time frame Bungo is actually set in.
Overall all of this could be my delusions doing its delusion things, but I do believe that I can fancy my brain for one minute. Thanks if you decided to read all the way through!
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