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wickjump · 4 months ago

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just so you all know i am just straight up never going to be cool or perfect ever. im always going to be lame and a bit weird at times and im going to fuck up SO many times actually. i am also going to be a pussy and not stand up for shit, so please don’t get mad at me online ever cuz i cant assure you that if that happens i won’t delete every trace of my existence and never go online again out of fear

ok thank u!!i see people expecting wayyy too much of other people online and like…im not the person you wanna expect anything of. you all build an opinion of me that’s like 10000x better than the actual me and that’s great I’m not complaining but my line of good takes is going to end one day or another because i cannot believe ive gotten this far, and when i make a bad one i need you to not get mad at me thanks

#im so scared ill make a bad take and y’all will do a 180 on me #this is like the first time ive ever been even #SORT OF ‘popular’ online #(don’t consider myself it tbh but some do???)#and it’s SCARY #because by all definition I’m just some lame ass weirdo!!!!#and you think I’m so much cooler than i am!!!!#i used to be the person who butt into conversations others would have awkwardly #or who made posts that got 0 notes on average #with my biggest post being 18 notes #this is so weird and surreal and scary #having people like my stuff or care about me online #weird shit #people who LOOK UP TO ME???#insane.#i don’t get it!! or understand!!#I’m autistic (surprise surprise) and having people LIKE me is unheard of #willddd shit #it probably seems small to others #im not like. insanely popular #or highly well known #im not a figure by any means necessary #but #enough people like me to make a difference #a good one! but a scary one #idk aaa #this is gonna be an 8-noter boys i can tell #at best

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