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@lemon-russ @ms--lobotomy @beckyninja
Konrad Curze is abseloutly the type to lay with his head on someones chest while they do something else (work, etc). Like the warhammer equlivant of someone playing a nintendo switch while someone is using their chest for a pillow and for the last few days I've been amused by the idea of someone doing the most mundane everyday fucking shit while Konrad is there and seemingly not acknowledging any weirdness about this.
(I have a post coming about a long time headcannon of my oc and mundanity around Konrad)
Just straight up doing the equlivant of getting in a reddit argument while one of the Emperos sons is sleeping on them.
#Don't worry noones getting in a reddit argument while their visitor is awake. He's napping or something#Iviting someone over and getting in a reddit argument is worse than anything Konrad has ever done.#konrad curze#konrad curze x reader#warhammer 40000#nightlords#primarch x reader#40k#primarch#warhammer 4000#warhammer 40k#wh40k
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ladies of the conspiracy
porcia and tertulla! I have some thoughts about their appearances in the scraps of the historical conspiracy that are visible (since it's like. the nature of conspiracy, even one as widely known and studied as the one leading up to the assassination of caesar, means that there's a gap in visibility with the details etc) that I'll have to try and pin down later, but for now, I think we should give them a dagger too
Brutus, the Noble Conspirator, Kathryn Tempest
Junia too, the niece of Cato, wife of Caius Cassius and sister of Marcus Brutus, died this year, the sixty-fourth after the battle of Philippi. Her will was the theme of much popular criticism, for, with her vast wealth, after having honourably mentioned almost every nobleman by name, she passed over the emperor. Tiberius took the omission graciously and did not forbid a panegyric before the Rostra with the other customary funeral honours. The busts of twenty most illustrious families were borne in the procession, with the names of Manlius, Quinctius, and others of equal rank. But Cassius and Brutus outshone them all, from the very fact that their likenesses were not to be seen.
Tacitus, Annals III.76
#porcia catonis#tertulla#or. hm.#Junia Tertia#might be a better tag if i ever get around to drawing caesar with crassus' wife#drawing tag#roman republic tag#im giving them brutus-cassius parallels on purpose#conspiratorial mirrors or something. i swear i have a coherent thought about this beyond: lesbians#i am just SO tired right now. im going to make coffee and take a nap#you might say 'wait the family tree--' we aren't doing anything brutus didn't do first. or servilia. their family tree is an onion
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I draw a sketch to simply offer my own personal little headcanon and theory that Zenos was the only other descendant Emet got close to (knowing him probably unintentionally) besides Lucius.
Obviously we never see them interact directly, but several little worldbuilding tidbits do make me ponder about certain things, like the possibility lorewise that it could've been Emet that named Zenos, and the fact that they share certain habits and potentially interests.
#ffxiv#concept#fan art#sketch#zenos yae galvus#solus zos galvus#emet selch#ffxiv spoilers#potentially I suppose#just wanted to draw something sweet#and maybe it was also an excuse to draw little baby faced Zenos before I work on some other comic ideas#obviously I still don't think Zenos got a lot of warmth from Emet especially as he got older or think that he really raised him directly-#however#the theatrics- their tendancies to nap when theyre bored- and the fact that Zenos is a garlean who's name is greek rooted not roman#those little parallels just makes my writing brain go brr#though I will admit a part of this characterization was also inspired by the april fools manga#and its cute that even not directly involved- and often causing him more trouble than anything- that Emet was looking out for Zenos there#like its not canon#but I hope that was meant to still be fully in character- I adore the little bits of interaction and characterizations we got#it is also interesting to me that his name (iirc) is supposed to mean 'gift of zeus'- and he turned out to be quite literally gifted
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about the livestream ama
Jonny Sims saying the Contrarian and the Skeptic were a buddy cop duo was so based and real of him
(And that the Opportunist thinks everyone loves him but they don't)
but what interested me most was him saying the Hunted and Cold would be friends. I've never really thought about that pairing before but it does work. The Hunted's main thing being keeping the body alive could help balance out the Cold's general blasé nature when it comes to death, while being rational enough (focussing on his senses and what he knows is real) for the Cold to actually take him seriously. While the Cold being able to push the Hunted to act somewhat like the Stubborn, but slightly less strongly. He's confident that they can get the job done, and with the Hunted keeping them alive they could get a lot done without either really getting sick of the other. Just two reliable guys.
A little off topic but I think they'd work pretty well as a trio with Paranoid too, given a little time for Paranoid to get used to it. Cold's confidence plus Hunted's survival instinct could give him something reliable to work with, and I think he could help him by pointing out when they're going to far in either direction and going to get themselves hurt, as both can be rather single minded (on different things, mind you, but definitelythings that could leave them with blind spots) while Paranoid thinks of every possibility and could probably bring up flaws in any given plan that the others wouldn't notice, and at least Hunted would probably take it into consideration if its going to get them hurt or killed. Like a scared little peer reviewer of any plans the other two would execute
#rambles#slay the princess#voice of the hunted#voice of the cold#voice of the paranoid#voice of the contrarian#Just me thinking too hard about my little guys again#Voice interactions intrigue me so much#I also feel the contrarian and Paranoid could get along#But specifically in a post Canon state where they're allowed to grow and be safe and have a nap#They'd be terrible in a danger situation no question#But I firmly believe Contrarian would find Paranoid's snark hilarious like here's this mess of a man and he's secretly full of banter#Basing this off that moment in nightmare where first time he's given a real opportunity to say anything he's immediately like#'Fuck the Narrator' Contrarian would love that you can't deny it#And Paranoid could use something fun to distract him from his own thoughts#voice of the skeptic#voice of the opportunist
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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work
unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion
#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad#because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid#i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back#i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades#i might be able to snag a short nap before work#but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen#WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE#well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway#OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently#emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it#and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry#so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m#so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point#anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari#after escaping her british nobility life#and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known#and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time#also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w#but at least he’s still obsessed with her#this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml#anna rambles#asks
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i'm a sucker for memory loss fics which, in fact, does tie into my messy ass memory and also how i have suffered from bouts of memory loss (that lasted for only 5-15 seconds but they were impactful)
now, let's wonder about my inclination for mpreg-
#it's interesting how the brain fills in and tries to process the situation. 'i'm laying on my back on something bed-like? I'm#probably in my bedroom. now why are there three people staring at me in my bedroom (this scared me. they were red cross people#checking in on me because i passed out after they finished taking my blood)'#the other time was me on the floor of my dorm and my roommate was there. i was trying to process the situation so i was like 'okay i'm#on the floor and i feel safe. it's probably my house (nevermind how my house doesn't have hardwood flooring). why is my roommate here#though (at least i recognized her...????)'#in the first situation i think my sight came back first and then my hearing. in the second i was able to hear so that's how i recognized#my friends helping me up. anyway i want to incorporate this into a fic somehow.... the blissful rest for a second or two.#when you don't realize anything out of the normal happened. it's just you waking from a nap. and then it hits you. something's a bit odd.#it's like. ough.#wait am i romanticizing the times i fainted lmaoooooo
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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I finished my stupid fucking final project at the last possible minute I never have to touch that thing again
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#.txt#another epic procrastination win :3#had to pull 2 all nighters with like 1 5 hour nap in between I think I’ve been awake for 30 hours. my head hurts so bad#but a win is a win :333#wait no 27 hours. I can’t count#that feels. not right but I can’t remember sleeping in between 11 am yesterday and 3 pm rn#and it doesn’t even look rushed it looks decent. to me. so I might be wrong/too eepy to tell it sucks#I’ll have 2 wait for outside opinion @ the exam tommorow ig#I did have to make one shot substantially lamer bc I simply did not have time to animate it but. could have been worse#I’m not like super proud of it or anything but I mean it’s done. I finished it#I really wish I had something better/that I was more passionate about for my final project but it is what it is ig
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man. i've caught myself thinking shit along the lines of "i can't share this without translating because most people following me don't speak spanish and it would be rude" and "there's no point in sharing my severance playlist because a lot of songs aren't in english and it's going to be such a waste and i just don't have the energy to do an annotated translation"
and i'm sitting with it. like. god i want to communicate so bad and i want to extend these words that matter and be like fuck the idea of a nation, we're not that different you and i, while at the same time wanting to break something very violently about the fact that it's always going to be the non-anglo speaker having to do the dirty work because otherwise there's no conversation, because the most anyone will ever do is shove the material into google translate and call it a day.
and spanish isn't a tiny localized language at all, and i'm from spain which is the spanish imperial core vs. the latam ""post-colonial"" ""periphery"" from which we still benefit. i'm white, i live and was born in western europe, comparatively i'm closer to the hegemonic core of this whole thing. and it's still so fucking bad.
#binotexts#nothing new to me or to most of you i'm just pissed off that this is still a dilemma for me#like. shoutouts to the neverending dialectics but i want to feel certain about anything for like 3h so i can have a nap or something#i'll go back to dialectics later i just want to share music with my friends#agh#language#politics
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#thinking about how much having a kid changed my marriage#how much our dynamic changed afterwards#I think that was something I wasn’t really prepared for#and no one ever talked about it either#but it’s true#and im sure im not alone im sure plenty of couples experienced the same thing#but no one wants to talk about that#everyone has to pretend to be okay all the time#better than okay even#I hope that we can find a way to head in that direction together#I hope that we will find a new way to love each other#because there’s no going back to how it was#there’s just going forward#really hard pills to swallow honestly#because I thought I knew myself#that I knew everything there was to know about who I am what I’m capable of#but there was a whole other side when I became a mom#I found a strength in me that I never knew existed#that I realized I truly could do anything because I did that#I woke up every 45 minutes one night to take care of my baby#I cleaned during nap times I made dinners I did laundry I kept my house going regardless of how spent and exhausted I was#I felt like less than a person by basically becoming my sons main source of sustenance#I felt invisible#I felt unheard#I felt ugly and undesirable#I felt extreme joy paralleled by extreme loss of myself#I reached a point of truly knowing what it means to be torn apart as a person and then recreating myself from scratch#and it was so fucking hard#but it was worth it
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Well here is the preview; only two pages are up, I'm batch editing the ladies later, and grave elf has a name that's not me just calling him fen on my personal because he pisses me off
#.bullshit ( ooc )#the request list at the bottom is mostly ocs and i don't have anything but drabbles for each of them so they get nothing for now#i guess this kinda a sneak peek of the machine that can puppet#okay elisa we must nap our brain deserves it we have been up for over 24hrs and we did something STRESSFUL yesterday#i delete one sentence and leave a hanging word brain baby its turn off time
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"art should have soul" "real artists dont shill out bc they have souls" hey. heyy. hitting you with a stick. shut up. i have dadaism on the phone right now you better come up w an explanation quick on how you would determine whether or not something has "soul"
#you could say anything but there will be art out there that you think has a lot of soul but the artist just really dgaf. and vice versa#this isnt even a defense on ai art people have been saying this shit about art thinking there's a be all end all to what you can call 'art'#marcel duchamp is having a laugh in his grave rn#some of you are real close to saying that modern art isnt real bc you dont like it. and that it shouldnt be made#chixtalks#just woke up from a long nap and something pissed me off. as per usual#oh and the real artist not shilling out thing. thats not bc they dont have souls. could care less abt that.#its bc we live in a (drumroll) capitalistic hellscape dumbass. thats why.
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#idk what’s going on and hope im not being insensitive here#everyone is angry vague posting and yeah I saw a message screencap but guys..#it’d literally be physically impossible for louis to be in the uk at 7am he’d have had to leave before anything had even happened#also why would he need to#or am I missing something..?#help i just woke up from a nap i'm confused#.
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OK - so - new plan for mr felix is to monitor him over the next couple days since he is coming out of hiding, eating, drinking, playing a bit, squirrel watching, and even playing with his treat puzzle box and using the potty box. he has an appointment thursday with his normal vet. keep sending those good vibes thnx🕯️🔮🌠🕊️🤞💖
#I had a uh... lil break down earlier 🙃#I don't like taking them places that aren't their normal drs. I had such an AWFUL experience the last time I did like#it was so bad I can't even think abt it#but he's scratching on Santino's tower rn! trying to wake him up from his nap lol. so that's good. that's normal behavior!#I think he sprained his tail or something idk. otherwise he IS ok. I'm just trying to stay calm#my brother kinda had to talk me down earlier cause I was like. sobbing. he was like felix come on ur gonna kill ur mother#he is doing good with the stairs too. he jumped up on my bed earlier which was like !!!!!!!!!!#but now he's back to wanting to use the stairs so.... at least I have them#I'm gonna try to stay occupied while I watch him. cleaning. writing. on here. playing games. just anything to not sit and worry#if I have tasks I won't be literally insane so 🤷♀️#erin explains it all
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Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby
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#🐇#yellowjackets#truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me#the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part#love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™️#Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death#the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now#like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers#like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude#I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow#idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions#I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna#I will help you girl I will drive the get away car#I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was#and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder?#I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods#I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk#my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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