#a late birthday gift for myself
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The kickstarter for some beautiful jewelry designed by a couple people in our community just opened today! It only lasts 2 weeks and I know if I had missed a chance to get the Paladin necklace I'd have been crushed, so I'm sharing it here for y'all.
It's already funded and the initial designs unlocked just a few hours after opening so I think there's a great chance that stretch goals will be unlocked soon too!
FFXIV ✧ Job Necklaces, via @Kickstarter https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/illycia/ffxiv-job-necklaces?ref=android_project_share
#the prices are reasonable and the designs beautiful#a late birthday gift for myself#ffxiv jewelry#ffxiv kickstarter
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Eclipse was a little late, but he finally found a candle to celebrate your birthday with!
(It turned out to be one of those joke candles that never blow out...)
vvvv Yapping and extras below the cut! vvvv
Sketch and Close up
Alternate sketch colors
I don't know why exactly I really like the glowy sketch version, but even if it doesn't even look like the outline stuff the vanny mask adds onto things in the dlc, it reminds me of it lol
I think it's neat!
I recently saw this art post where they drew and mentioned cannon Eclipse barely getting love and I immediately agreed. I just had to contribute ASAP. Gotta give this kind robo man a forehead smooch. v3v
I don't mean for the image to come off as entirely creepy, I just wanted it to feel like you've been staying in the dark plex with your best buddy eclipse! Stuck but at least not alone. :)
Plus I gotta let the creepy robots be creepy sometimes. It makes the sweet personalities feel even sweeter imo :P
#This may or may not be a decently late birthday gift to myself too#But shhh don't tell anyone-#My trifecta is complete#At least one good render of each DCA :)#Maybe I can dish out one more drawing before the semester starts#I do a lot of art related work in college so I tend to not draw for myself a lot - I need to put that creativity into working#Womp womp#At least I get to indulge on the blorbos in my mind#Living there rent free#I need to draw just a completely simple but cute eclipse drawing at some point#This goober is so adorable he deserves it#dca fandom#dca fnaf#dca community#dca fanart#daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf eclipse#ruin eclipse#fnaf ruin#Hopefully we get more eclipse in the future somehow
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COSMIC (2024) / MIDSOMMAR (2019)
#red velvet#midsommar#ari ester#femaleidolsedit#femaleidol#femadolsedit#userpcultures#filmgifs#filmedit#userbbelcher#chewieblog#userparallels#redvelvetinc#rv#rvedit#99#90#09#gifs#*mv#*f#this might be my first and last time uploading THIRTY gifs#im 2 hours late but this is my my bday gift to myself#its a brat birthday (im brat today) 💚💫💚
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been a bit
#my art#tw blood#apex legends#revhound#revenant apex#bloodhound apex#theres a full but. im working on that#i guess this counts as my late birthday gift to myself. yay!
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The moment there is a bit of cool weather where I live, all I can think about is rumbelle. I've been thinking alot about Lacey too so here are a few of the sketches I've done :)
#rumbelle#ouat#golden lace#mr. gold#rumplestiltskin#belle ouat#lacey french#lacey x gold#my art#my fanart#digital art#A day of cold weather after all this heat and I'm thrown back to late August/September of 2013#I've just watched OUAT and I am heading to my first year of college and the other first year girls are just as nervous but they're nice#and some watched OUAT and when season 3 started that September we huddled on the couch and watched the episodes as they aired#the cold makes me remember that first year watching OUAT in the dorms with those girls and how cold it could get in winter#after the first year we mostly went separate ways-not for any bad reason just naturally. I have such good memories of those girls though#we celebrated birthdays and holidays together-I still have the shirt of Captain Hook they gifted me#I hope they're happy wherever they are#I found OUAT and Rumbelle when I was discovering myself#those first three seasons hold such nostalgia and magic for me#on another note#Lacey was such an interesting character that I wish they did a little more with#I've been sketching some things out and little doodles about her#like who were her friends? who did she talk to? what are some subtle similarities to Belle but the curse distorted?#I can't imagine having someone look at me but want someone else and other people in town say who you are is wrong/incorrect#I've just been thinking about Lacey bristling at the thought and I remember feeling a little bad that no one really wanted her but Belle#and what about intimacy? perhaps Belle's and Lacey's preferences could be similar but Lacey is more overt about it#anyways just some things I've been thinking about lately :)#I couldn't decide with the golden lace pic if there should be lipstick stains or not so here's both :)#used refs for some posing and hand gestures
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Hahaha uhmm idk what to do so here's a self-indulgent Uh I mean practice fic while I mentally prepare for chapter 4 based on that One post I made a while back.
This is all cannon to Ring-Misstress AU btw
Uhhh enjoy!!
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"Bedtime story" - (A Ring-Misstress fanfic fanfic)
Pomni found herself walking towards her room, not just alone, but with a child holding her hand. But it was all by choice (mostly). She and Caine now had a mission to raise this small AI. She herself was surprised just how motherly she could be.
[So, I get to sleep in the big bed with you??]
♧Just untill Caine and I can design your own bed. Here, go ahead and look around!♧
The Ring-Misstress opened up the door with her face on it.
This was Voz's first time in his new mother's room. Well- his first time in the circus at all! His first day existing! The moment he stepped in to look around, something immediately caught his eye.
Up on a small desk beside the bed stood a small plushie. A chubby yellow and green alligator with a cowboy hat. Sitting on the edge of the desk with its arms and legs stretched straight out in front of him.
Voz had to jump but successfully obtained the plush from its spot. Pomni noticed him and chuckeld.
♧I see you've met my friend Gummigoo.♧
[Is that his name??]
♧Yup. Named him after an old friend of mine. I got him as a gift! My most prized possession!♧
[Really?? Woah...]
Voz looked up at Pomni and back down at the Gummigoo in his hands. Pomni pulled out a replica of Caine's WackyWatch.
♧Welp, let's get you and Gummi to bed. Caine says you gotta recharge.♧
She picked him up, still with the plush in his hands. As she tucked him in, his little artificial mind couldn't help but stay curious.
[Mama, you said he's named after an old friend. Who??]
♧Yesh, it's quite a long story... you sure??♧
Pomni teased, knowing this was most likely a lure to get him to stay up longer.
[Yes yes yes please tell me everything!!]
Voz squealed with excitement, wanting nothing more but to learn about his mother and the world around him.
♧Alright, alright, I guess a little bedtime story wouldn't hurt. Well, it all started the second day I joined the circus...♧
*Insert Pomni's POV from episode 2 (you already know what happened) ok back to the story*
[Papa did WHAT!?]
He squezzed Gummigoo as right as he could.
♧Mhmm.♧
Pomni nodded. It was a whole lot for Voz to take in. "But... if that happened the day after Pomni and Caine met, then... how are they still friends??"
[So... you weren't mad at him..?]
♧Oh no, I was really mad At him for a LOOOOOOONG time. Untill one day...♧
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Caine stood in midair, confused why the Jester was so blind by rage.
☆Pomni... I- I don't understand... he was just some old NPC of mine! Why are you so... upset-☆
♧OF COURSE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND YOU HEARTLESS PEACE OF SH-♧
The Ringmaster crossed his arms with an exaggerated expression on his face. Still oblivous to the issue at hand.
☆Hey, hey! There's no need for such language!May I remind you that The Amazing Digital Circus has a very strict family-friendly Policy-☆
♧I DON'T CARE ABOUT SOME STUPID @#! POLICY!! YOU'RE A SORRY EXCUSE FOR A RINGMASTER! YOU DIDN'T EVEN HESITATE TO SNAP HIM OUT OF EXISTENCE!! I JUST WANTED TO HELP HIM AND NOW HE'S- ...he's...♧
Pomni suddenly stopped. Small sniffles escaped her as she stormed off to who knows where.
A few hours passed, and there was no sign of Pomni. Caine had asked all the other performers for any information, but they either didn't know or didn't care to help him.
He was digitally heartbroken. He somberly floated around the circus tents interior. Pomni would probably never look him in the face ever again. He just wanted to get to know his new performer. He genuinely didn't know what he had done wrong. If he could just try to find her and talk things out...
Then, he heard what sounded like Pomni sobbing in the distance.
☆Well, that's oddly convenient.☆
He followed the sound and turned the corner to see that it was, in fact, Pomni. She sat on the floor with her knees to her chest and her head buried in her hands to cry. He called for her, but she didn't answer and stayed in the same position.
The ringmaster let out a defeated sigh as he descended to the ground to sit beside her.
☆Hey...☆
He scooted a little closer, so he was heard. This was probably the quietest Pomni had ever heard him.
☆I know I probably haven't been doing my best, but-☆
☆I just want you to know that I'm trying.☆
☆I really am.☆
☆and I'm sorry if I've screwed it all up.☆
☆I am so, very sorry, my dear...☆
He thought about the argument they had. That NPC really did make her happy. More than he ever could. But he took it away from her. He's supposed to make his members happy, and he took away the ONE thing that brought her joy. She was right... What a sorry excuse of a Ringmaster...
At this point, he, too, was on the brink of tears.
Pomni finally looked up. She saw that he really was being genuine. But still salty, she got up and faced away from him, crossing her arms.
Caine also got up. He began to speak again, trying to be a bit less quiet.
☆Oh... I see... B-but I still wanna make it up to you! I... I realized how much your NPC friend made you happy. And I really wanted to keep it that way. I was really hoping we could... start over. So... I made this!☆
He snapped his fingers, and Pomni's hands spawned a little plush replica of her gummy gator friend. She slowly turned to look at Caine again. He was looking down, fidgeting with his hands. He quickly stopped once he realized that she was looking at him.
Pomni looked back at the plush, then back up at Caine. Her eyes were watering, and her mouth began to quiver. Caine's expression of worry returned, and he began fidgeting again.
☆O-oh... oh my you- you're crying again... I wasn't sure if this would help, but it looks like I have my answer. ...I suppose I'll see myself out now-☆
Pomni leaped towards Caine and wrapped her arms around him. For a moment, Caine froze. This was the first time someone had hugged him willingly, so though unexpected, he still returned it.
♧Thank you Caine. You're still kind of an awful ringmaster, but I forgive you...♧
☆Does this mean we can start over..?☆
Pomni nodded. Even though made out of teeth, you could still make out a huge smile on Caine's face. She couldn't help but giggle at his attempts to keep his cool.
♧Heheh, let ME be the ringmaster for a day why don't ya?♧
She joked through her now happy tears. Caine caught on and laughed along with her.
☆Ha! You'd probably do a better job than me!☆
♧Pfft, no kidding!♧
The pair laughed together for the rest of the evening.
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♧And that's how me and Caine became friends! And how i git one of my favorite gifts! I thought you're father just wanted to hurt us but turns out... he's actually... really sweet. Uh- So... what do you-♧
Pomni was brought back to the present moment, smiling down at Voz who was fast asleep, hugging the Gummigoo plush.
Perhaps there was more than one prized possession Caine had given her...
#this is basically a late bday gift... for myself-#happy late birthday to me!#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc caine#tadc pomni#caine#showtime#tadc showtime#caine x pomni#[ring misstress au]#[r m fic tag]#dayseeyaps
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I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.
#this is rather general so I’m putting more personal thoughts in the tags here#I really don’t feel like creating anymore :(#like I genuinely only post for birthdays or gifts cause I see no point in anything else anymore#at least that one person will care you know#I don’t post that much anymore but when I do I put so much love and effort into it#and it never feels good to click that post button anymore#also.#man it fucking stings to realise that people who follow you definitely scrolled past your own post#cause they reblogged sth from you that you posted before your self reblog#it makes me so so anxious and insecure#I’ve been pressuring myself to post so much only to be met with dismissiveness when I do#that doesn’t feel great in the slightest#I said a while ago that I don’t want to take a break and that I want to keep creating#but the disappointment lately was pretty drastic#I’ve been at this point several times before so it’ll probably pass again#but it’ll never not suck to see your days of work and creativity be ignored#it feels once again pointless to try to make original things#should just stick to 10 gifs of the same clip#or shirtless tannie gifs#it’ll get me the exact same recognition if not three to five times more#and takes so much less time
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I’m bored and lonely so…
#wttt poll#wttt gov#wttt florida#wttt louisiana#wttt texas#wttt california#wttt new york#wttt#I’m bored and lonely#idk what im doing#A late birthday gift to myself!#Mads wttt poll
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a doodle of me hi guys its me its me its m
#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#doodle#broker phighting#i drew myself YAAAY#drew myself for once woohoo#sona#sona revea;!!?#hi broker plush#family got him as a birthday gift for me#well TECHNICALLY its late bc it arrives october i think#and my birthday is september 15#so late birtyhdta!!?#but still VERY GOOD GIFT#yaaay broker#clip studio paint#artwork
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'cause all that really matters is that I love you, i really do
fun fact: it was elimike day on august 16! it's the midpoint between eli and mike's birthdays (june 1st + october 31st) :3c
#identity v#mike morton#eli clark#elimike#idv#idv fanart#this is a late birthday gift to myself www#happy late elimike day (august 16)
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My birthday wish came true at last! I got myself a Jack Krauser figurine thanks to a friend of mine telling me someone was selling it and I took that chance to get it! Really scored it by how much he was selling it and I'm so happy to have him!
His arm can move and his knife can be removed from his holster too!
#Resident Evil#Jack Krauser#Resident Evil 4#RE4#Still in good condition and best very late birthday gift I got for myself hehe
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My sona vs my oc
#wind breaker#endo yamato#oc x sona#oc keshiki hide#god i need a hug from him fr#and maybe break my spine in the process#sona is he/him#this my late birthday gift for myself
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//catboy salvatore real. anyway happy halloween! i hope y'all had a wonderful holiday :D
#❝ ain't no jesus here‚ billy boy ❞ 「 ooc 」#❝ me‚ i don't show up very good in pictures ❞ 「 art 」#//this is a late halloween picture AND a birthday gift for myself#//imagining this is him attempting to humor billy (who wanted to see him be cute)#//he feels very stupid and embarrassed#//what's the point of being an artist if you don't draw shit like this sometimes
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aaaaaaa okey I ordered the speaker and the star projector. (and a beauty blender and a neck support and the new volume of yona and the garbage disposal cleaner matt wanted.) it was still only $35 actually out of pocket and I get my allowance in the morning which will completely replace that amount. I will definitely like the speaker and if I don't like the star projector arin will.
#yes this did take me an entire week#I don't like spending money. I like having money and I like having things.#but I must spend money to get things.#but I have had a very draining weekend and I deserve nice things and that's what gift cards are supposed to be for.#(frankly even if nice things do need to be earned which is a notion that deserves to be critically examined)#(depending on how one defines 'nice things')#(I have more than earned all the nice things I could ever want between keeping other people alive and keeping myself alive.)#(we glamorize Big Actions way too fuckin much btw but that's tangential off the 'keeping other people alive' thing)#(Big Actions often have the smallest fuckin impact tbh. they mean nothing without thousands of small actions.)#I very nearly didn't order the projector but it's late and I'm in my room alone and I turned the lamp off early#so that no one can tell I'm still up since my brother is still here#and it's just a tiny bit too dark for being awake purposes#only a tiny bit though#there's good light through the window because of the courtyard#and the projector has an auto-off#idk I think it's worth trying. if I like it they can give me extra discs for it for christmas#and if I don't I can give it to arin#the notion that I can try stuff without 100% Committing Forever is. not one I grew up with.#like. mom started me on piano lessons for my 9th birthday cuz I'd mentioned it at some point#and I faithfully attended every week (barring schedule conflicts or illness) until I moved away for college at 19.#you had to promise you really wanted something for real if you were gonna get it and god help you if you were wrong.#even though neither of us were prone to tantrums or greed even without those tight boundaries.#(and even though she did not hold herself to that standard at all from what I can see.)
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got possessed and wrote 5k today for whatever reason
#first Ramattra now Crosshairs. been very into robots lately#writing this was my birthday gift to myself tbh
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me vs letting a piece of writing be ‘good enough’ but not perfect
ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ grrrrrrrrrr
#i’m going to tear my haiiiir out#you know what it is????? aside from suffering from debilitating ocpd ofc#it’s because it’s dabi#it’s because it’s dabi’s birthday gift#and i just want it to be the very best most perfect it can be#also it’s at 9.7k now sigh#anyway every time i’m tryna rush against the clock to get something out before 11:59pm i always feel like im back in uni LMAOOOO#but anyway!!!!! sorry everyone;; sorry dabi;;;; it’s just Too Big (hahahaHAHAHAHAHA)#no but in all seriousness i’ve been editing since i got home from the doctors and im only on page 7 oUT OF 25 sooooooooo#it’ll be a day late <3#this has been clari with the updates#my therapist says i have to talk nicer to myself but goddamn it’s so hard when i’m just like !!!!!!!! LEAVE IT!!!!!! it’s fine!!!!!!!#and ocpd goes iTS NOT IT MUST BE PERFECT EVERY LINE MUST BE PERFECT NOW OBSESSIVELY GO OVER IT >:(#i’m working on resisting that voice no matter how much anxiety and terror it causes me#aaaaah
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