#a bit embarrassing but honestly?
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You know, i started reminiscing and i really miss my old Deltarune ask blog about Noelle Holiday, specifically Snowgrave Noelle.... We called her Snowelle. Missed her lots, so much so i ended up drawing this <3 Soooo, say hiii Snowellleeee!
#rennikorambles#astroarts#deltarune#noelle holiday#hadn't drawn my girl in a LONG TIME and oh how i missed her so#complete with her bandaged hand and returned watch#her heterochromia and on the nose sweater vest ...#man i just realized how 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙮 and very very PlotHole-y my plot for Icetrancer was ..... damn#well anyway if you're curious about any of 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 feel free to check in my sideblogs list in my pinned!#a bit embarrassing but honestly?#one of the most pivotal times of my life.#thanks utdr askblog community#you changed my life for the better ♡
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Vanny gets her sleepy FNAF guys mixed up,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#security breach#mike schmidt#jeff fnaf#fnaf movie#into the pit#I can imagine Vanny for a moment mistaking Jeff for Mike#and feeling so embarrassed she clocked this random man#BUT ITS OKAY#Jeff is use to to being called names actually#he’s very prepared for it#IT DOESNT even phase him anymore#he works with greasy pizza course he’d be greasy too#he didn’t even care being called the wrong name#he just enjoyed being noticed at all honestly#been a bit since I’ve last drawn Vanny and Mike#maybe I’ll do a new comic of em soon 💜#this comic was also an excuse to draw Jeff once again#me and ALLL my homies love Jeff 🩵🩵
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realised i haven't really posted a proper pic of my durge. so here's Tavis/Noon :} she fluctuates between being a menace of macabre whimsy and a menace with hubris burning like a thousand suns
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#durge#oc: tavis/noon#from the start of the game til the end of act 2 she's called tavis (given name) bc she forgot she'd used to go by noon#but then she picks it up again#(i haven't decided for 100% but for now i hc she finds some letter(s) ft. the name and recalls it was her)#i call her both bc honestly i'm not sure what she's gonna end up with and they're both her to me!#anyway she wants to be a god so bad fr. that will def not bring her or anyone else any further trouble ever#:)#i also love her so much it's a bit embarrassing
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i think the reason i love eighth doctor stuff so much is that because doctor who didn’t really exist for a lot of it basically every installment is radically different in vibe tone story philosophy interpretation of the show etc etc. every single writer seemed to disagree on what the point of c’rizz was or how much of a dick the doctor should be or in the edas literally what actual colour a real man’s eyes were. but absolutely all of them were united by the belief that paul mcgann was kinda hot and they should torture the doctor about it
#dw#doctor who#yeh i love sprawling universes where the philosophical assumptions of the world become clear under the tension between different#authorial interpretations#also i think its really funny that they put him through just so much shit for basically no reason#across multiple different canons#whenever they don’t know what to do in a big finish audio — idk make him cry??#and this is like. it would be one thing but its doctor who#the vibe shift is so extreme i genuinely can’t explain it to you unless you’ve listened to an audio#that’s honestly made you a bit embarrassed with all the screaming#but like. that’s doctor who. the bbc will put that on their sounds homepage#ykwim?
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(Please click for quality!)
This took an embarrassingly long time that I’m not willing to admit to
I just wanted to draw them In sweater vests lol, as inspired by @mr-jack-letterman it was never supposed to get this out of hand…
Anyway below the cut is a 28 hour timelapse condensed to 30 seconds for your viewing pleasure
Just ignore the first few seconds lol I initially drew this on a doodle page intending this piece to be just that… oops.
#It’s honestly so embarrassing to admit that I really did spend 28 hours on this… like why#I could have just left it as a quick doodle#BUT NO#I wanted to render it a little bit and then that little bit turned itnnto very much not a little bit#I do think the rendering looks pretty good though.#I’m especially proud of the rendering on Eelektross#It was like 3am the day I started rendering him and I felt like I got possessed by the rendering gods#before I knew it I had blacked out for 3 hours and he was rendered#crazy stuff#art#my art :D#submas#submas emmet#submas ingo#warden ingo#pokemon ingo#ingo and emmet#ingo#subway boss ingo#subway master ingo#pokemon emmet#subway master emmet#subway boss emmet#eelektross#chandelure#pokemon#pokémon
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someone mentioned the rose maple moth is spamton colours which naturally made me want to draw moth mini spamton, BUT THEN I remembered plot for soot boi
Long story short, soot sprite Ralsei is a the remnant of the dying Dark Fountain, being a soot sprite means he has the potential "spark" to re-ignite the Dark Fountain again. Some more plot happens and our little soot sprite (along with Kris) goes through trials and tribulations (7 to be exact) to obtain a 'soul' of his own; our little soot sprite becomes an ember. That spark to ignite the Dark Fountain anew!
There's a mysterious 'wizard' that looks after the Fountain, the one who created the walled-off city to protect it, and he's getting desperate to save the Fountain he had so lovingly cared for and powered, even utilizing the little soot sprites it seems to spit out! I can absolutely see him sending out a little special variant of spamton to confirm that Ralsei does indeed have the [LIGHT] and the key to save the Dark Fountain.
This is a long winded, convoluted way of saying Moth Spamton would LOVE Ralsei when he becomes an ember. He would cling to him like he's a heavenly angel :)
#am i trying to squeeze spamton into the plot because we had it planned out before chp 2 released? maybe#the story is plotted out and its like 100 chapters long LOL#but alas i am no writer#i only draw silly little guys#spamton#soot sprite ralsei#deltarune#honestly a bit embarrassed to explain some of the plot this way but you can also just see it as a cute moth spamton hugging ralsei too#but i also love reading other peoples stories so heres a bit of mine...?
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As much as i like writing the tempest duo (Garmadon and Morro) as two menaces to society filled with sarcasm,
(TW: mentions of death, large insecurities in ones self worth)
I also like to imagine Morro sobbing desperately as he finally breaks down after accepting he no longer has to try, wailing as he tries to contain it when he screams “Everyone lied to me.” As he stares up at a blank faced Garmadon.
I imagine him screeching from everything crashing down again, because he has been a teenager for far too long, that “they filled me with hope, Garmadon. Hope they shouldn’t give to someone who is hopeless.”
And as he keeps screeching in sorrow, from the snap that was long coming (and has not and will not be the last time), as he punches the immovable chest in front of him, as he yells and yells about how he just wanted to be worth it, about how he was told he could be someone important, when he was never important. About how he wishes he had simply died on the streets so he wouldn’t be plagued by the guilt and horrors he had faced and caused,
He feels arms tightly wrap around him as they trap him against the immovable chest, and he struggles and yells at the other, insults tumbling out.
And as Garmadon wraps his arms securely around the boy who had no one secure in his life, he refuses to let this damn teenager fall into the same despair of loneliness and misunderstanding as he did.
At one point, Garmadon used to ignore Morro’s ‘tantrums’. It took him time to truly listen, and understand the boy in front of him was nothing like Wu, and completely and utterly like Garmadon.
(Like how his own son was so much like Wu)
It terrified the man, knowing the cycle had continued. Wu and Garmadon, Lloyd and Morro. He can’t let go of Morro because then he would be letting go of the little oni and dragon hybrid destined for evil yet so tiny and innocent.
He won’t ever let go of Morro because he sees a little brown haired boy who fell down a path they never wished for, and he will never let go of that boy.
He will never let go of Morro, like how Wu never let go of Lloyd.
And as the teenager who has been so young for so long loses the fight against the immovable arms, the once four armed oni feels tears drench his shirt as sobs echo across the field.
Morro will never be a good person. He will never run away from his past.
But he doesn’t have to do it alone, and it would be too much effort to get rid of someone who gets it even better than he does.
Garmadon will never let go. He won’t ever let go of someone he loves (?) again when he can save them.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#the Morro amd Garmadon relationship is complicated#heavily so#i whole heartedly believe that whilst Morro doesnt express emotions often#he is not embarrassed from them#tho he does actively try to stop it#and so because of that when he cries he SOBS#garmadon did not care for Morro#instead i believe he actively was enemies with Morro but it slowly dwindled away#and as much as he was heartless the last time Morto cried he was honestly just afraid at how much he gets it#the sobbing child in front of him reminded him a tad bit too much of a sobving brown haired boy crying to his father too#GUYS GUYS I LOVE THEM THEYRE EMOTIONAL MENACES#i dont think i portrayed it as well as i was hoping too#sorry guys maybe ill make a fanfic based on it#should i?#idk#morro ninjago#morro wu#lego emo#ninjago morro#wu ninjago#lloyd ninjago#young garmadon#ninjago garmadon#garmadon ninjago#garmadon#lloyd garmadon#ninjago sensei wu#tempest duo
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Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors
Me: *Is super stressed over life.*
Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.
Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.
Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.
Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.
Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.
Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*
Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...
Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL
#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website#trichotillomania#dermatillomania#onychophagia#bfrb#body focused repetitive behavior#ocd#guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin#apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week#and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative'#because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers#so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!'#currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days#actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly.#i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it#but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that.#but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me.#and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh#anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling#sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.
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Made a small but stupid mistake at work
#It really isn’t a big deal but it was a stupid mistake and somebody witnessed it and it was embarrassing#it’s the same feeling of that autistic feeling of realising you have just seriously botched a social encounter#it’s not the end of the world but i’m having to take a moment to sit in my car to allow my brain to process the emotions#and this post is part of the process. honestly i’m feeling a little bit better already#a second ago i was ready to auto-defenestrate out of shame#work rambles#vent
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New places, new faces, smells- everything-- it was an overwhelming concept for Peppermint Fudge. And it seems like everybody could tell. Which in turn causes many problems to the king and beast that are undercover...
#📗; my post#💚; art tag#r; 🪻#r; 🔷#⚔️; peppermint fudge#honestly i almost was gonna maintag this but i feel a bit embarrassed to since dark cacao & shadow milk are only in the bg
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hello i just wanted to put out a little post reminder saying if you like my content i do here, you can donate to my paypal or my kofi and it would make me very happy, but it's only if you want to and can comfortably afford to!! there is literally no obligation 💕💕 also there should be a new audio, a photoshoot in my velma costume, and potentially a video tease coming out soonish, so look out for those!! i work hard on my content for tumblr and i want to be able to keep doing it, so any amount you want to (again, comfortably) give means the world to me, even if it's just a dollar. thanks for reading guys 💕
#j thoughts#there is absolutely no obligation to donate!!#honestly only reason i'm asking is bc the vid i did with b didn't sell like i thought it would#so my ego has taken a bit of a hit hahahha#i thought i'd get like 20 sales on it#but i underestimated how many of the like purely foot accounts (not friends or regular community members) would buy#which like now i know#but i'm like damn that's embarrassing lmao#but yeah just been having a rough week
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My face! 😱
I was the only one of my class that brought something to Halloween, no one was with any costume 🥲
#I'm a bit embarrassed to post it honestly#Maybe I'll delete it later :>#I really didn't take my mask out of my backpack at school 'cause I was so embarrassed being the only one who brought somethin 😭#My sister's mirror is so dirty damn. Mine isn't any better lol#My phone's camera is a bit shitty to take selfies also :“)#A cat mask would be cooler honestly
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More sketchy employee profile images. Mostly made to be able to replace the picrew I had in the template I made since I can draw. I did end up just putting it as back and white though but the color is just nice to have. I'm STILL trying to tweak the template since it is very finicky and there is an example of what it looks down below if you're interested. It is a lot. It will happen. I am just not the quickest
There are typos and inconsistencies I missed but in general it should be fine...
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp agent#lobotomy corp oc#I ALMOST POSTED THIS WITH NO TAGS dude. dude. that or they got eaten which is also a high possibility#a bit lengthy with a lot of text qs well if it is decided to be looked upon. as said before it full of maybe inconsistencies and typos#the reason i keep stalling making it public is because its in GOOGLE DOCS. GOOGLE DOCS!!! and unoptimized for phone viewing so ahh... eh...#there was going to be a later part for notes but it would be around the later days so... cant reallt happen#mostly after cheseds core suppression due to ryn and him having contradictory views up to that point. ryn putting way too much effort into#their job while at that point chesed kind of gave up in a way. not going to ramble too muhc abt that its oc things but the dynamic of that#was something i wanted to talk about a bit.. that and the death of angelina but that happens LATE and near the final days#and communication is down with the rest#i wanted to make more boxes and categories but also for the ease of use i limited it. that and attempting to fit them into pages seemed lik#hell. honestly. eekk!! not up for that. included both for the sake of showcasing. i didnt finish the last ones which was going to be a#showing of an employee with not as many permissions due to ryn and angelina actually both being captains. will do that when i do showcase#and give out the actual template along with other things like images for 'transfer' like another branch#'dismissed' 'resigned' 'deceased' 'mia' which would be for things like backwards clock and wellcheers#there was so much math needed.... it was just adding and checking numbers for a timeline but still..... ew..... that and employee team shit#tried to have it somewhat believable a bit. kind of semi believable to go yeah this could be smthn that is in the corp#employee numbers were based off red shoes entry!! it had been different before but i read it in game since i got it and was like. OHH wait#.... i feel rather embarrassed to post this actually. excited but also embarrassed. likely the idea of showing something i ended up#putting hours into . its probably that. plus the fact its for original creations.... i hope itll be of use some day
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I would post sketches, wips, process stuff, more nsfw art... probably hold monthly polls and sketch request events since I love doing those. Commission discount and priority. it would be like a $2 tier and a $5 tier i think?? Maybe even add a $10 tier for the madlads. Ahhh don't worry if the answer is no lmao I'm just curious how many people would actually say yes!! And feel free to give feedback on the matter in the notes and asks obv. love u
#im in my goofy era#i always though myself below standard for having a patreon but honestly every bit would help and also motivate me to do more art...#im clicking post before i get too embarrassed. BYE
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you know WHAT? When a classic novel has a proposal scene and it adopts a weird approach to physical attraction/adoration. Actually I hate to see it.
#just read the north and south proposal and honestly a little bit yikes#I don’t want to hear about how even though he was so angry he wanted to kiss the hem of her garment#actually I don’t want that!!! I find it embarrassing
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guys call me crazy but i think if i really really really really tried i could pull woonhak
#yuya brainrot ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁#YEAH I AM VRAXT#stop bc let me live#him in that elle photoshoot a while ago made me start tweaking#honestly IF I TRIED HARD ENOUGH I COULD#A SMALL PART OF ME BELIEVES SO.#LIKE I COULD FR IF I PUT SOME EFFORT INTO LOOKING GOOD#let me be delusional PLEASE#ok but no.#i could if i really wanted to#like if i knew the man irl i COULD#if i TRIED#like we’re basically the same age so he’s js another guy so he’s legit like js my classmate and i could frl js date him if i wanted to#this is me coping bc i actually have zero game it’s embarrassing#i cant even ask out cute guys irl i don’t have the balls to ask out kim woonhak#OK BUT#IF IT WAS WOONHAK MAYBE I COULD GROW THE BALLS TO DO SO#guys i might just be tweaking WHO KNOWS.#let me have a little bit of happiness in my life#woonhak wants me trust 😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
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