#a bit embarrassing but honestly?
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You know, i started reminiscing and i really miss my old Deltarune ask blog about Noelle Holiday, specifically Snowgrave Noelle.... We called her Snowelle. Missed her lots, so much so i ended up drawing this <3 Soooo, say hiii Snowellleeee!
#rennikorambles#astroarts#deltarune#noelle holiday#hadn't drawn my girl in a LONG TIME and oh how i missed her so#complete with her bandaged hand and returned watch#her heterochromia and on the nose sweater vest ...#man i just realized how 𝙨𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙮 and very very PlotHole-y my plot for Icetrancer was ..... damn#well anyway if you're curious about any of 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 feel free to check in my sideblogs list in my pinned!#a bit embarrassing but honestly?#one of the most pivotal times of my life.#thanks utdr askblog community#you changed my life for the better ♡
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Vanny gets her sleepy FNAF guys mixed up,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#security breach#mike schmidt#jeff fnaf#fnaf movie#into the pit#I can imagine Vanny for a moment mistaking Jeff for Mike#and feeling so embarrassed she clocked this random man#BUT ITS OKAY#Jeff is use to to being called names actually#he’s very prepared for it#IT DOESNT even phase him anymore#he works with greasy pizza course he’d be greasy too#he didn’t even care being called the wrong name#he just enjoyed being noticed at all honestly#been a bit since I’ve last drawn Vanny and Mike#maybe I’ll do a new comic of em soon 💜#this comic was also an excuse to draw Jeff once again#me and ALLL my homies love Jeff 🩵🩵
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What's more appropriate for this new crush than a kiss under the mistletoe? ☺️💖
Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @changeling-selfship @crushes-georg
@cherry-bomb-ships @rosieshipper @rejaytionships @in-true-blue-love @tropicalgothships @little-miss-selfships
@cupiidzbow @frozenhi-chews @limey-self-inserts @candyheartedchy @space-sweetheart @halsinkisser @clancykisser
#jane journals#self insert#self ship#self insert x canon#oc x canon#self ship art#arthur christmas#arthur claus#WAH I GUESS....NEW F/O ANNOUNCEMENT#im a wee bit embarrassed but im indulging myself cause i havent had self ship feelings in a long while!!!#i gotta take it where i can sjfkgkh#and i hope everyone will be niceys to me about f/o-ing a british guy from an honestly underrated christmas movie#ITS VERY DEEP AND WELL WRITTEN TO /ME!!!/#🎄 my christmas wish 🎄
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realised i haven't really posted a proper pic of my durge. so here's Tavis/Noon :} she fluctuates between being a menace of macabre whimsy and a menace with hubris burning like a thousand suns
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#durge#oc: tavis/noon#from the start of the game til the end of act 2 she's called tavis (given name) bc she forgot she'd used to go by noon#but then she picks it up again#(i haven't decided for 100% but for now i hc she finds some letter(s) ft. the name and recalls it was her)#i call her both bc honestly i'm not sure what she's gonna end up with and they're both her to me!#anyway she wants to be a god so bad fr. that will def not bring her or anyone else any further trouble ever#:)#i also love her so much it's a bit embarrassing
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(Please click for quality!)
This took an embarrassingly long time that I’m not willing to admit to
I just wanted to draw them In sweater vests lol, as inspired by @mr-jack-letterman it was never supposed to get this out of hand…
Anyway below the cut is a 28 hour timelapse condensed to 30 seconds for your viewing pleasure
Just ignore the first few seconds lol I initially drew this on a doodle page intending this piece to be just that… oops.
#It’s honestly so embarrassing to admit that I really did spend 28 hours on this… like why#I could have just left it as a quick doodle#BUT NO#I wanted to render it a little bit and then that little bit turned itnnto very much not a little bit#I do think the rendering looks pretty good though.#I’m especially proud of the rendering on Eelektross#It was like 3am the day I started rendering him and I felt like I got possessed by the rendering gods#before I knew it I had blacked out for 3 hours and he was rendered#crazy stuff#art#my art :D#submas#submas emmet#submas ingo#warden ingo#pokemon ingo#ingo and emmet#ingo#subway boss ingo#subway master ingo#pokemon emmet#subway master emmet#subway boss emmet#eelektross#chandelure#pokemon#pokémon
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someone mentioned the rose maple moth is spamton colours which naturally made me want to draw moth mini spamton, BUT THEN I remembered plot for soot boi
Long story short, soot sprite Ralsei is a the remnant of the dying Dark Fountain, being a soot sprite means he has the potential "spark" to re-ignite the Dark Fountain again. Some more plot happens and our little soot sprite (along with Kris) goes through trials and tribulations (7 to be exact) to obtain a 'soul' of his own; our little soot sprite becomes an ember. That spark to ignite the Dark Fountain anew!
There's a mysterious 'wizard' that looks after the Fountain, the one who created the walled-off city to protect it, and he's getting desperate to save the Fountain he had so lovingly cared for and powered, even utilizing the little soot sprites it seems to spit out! I can absolutely see him sending out a little special variant of spamton to confirm that Ralsei does indeed have the [LIGHT] and the key to save the Dark Fountain.
This is a long winded, convoluted way of saying Moth Spamton would LOVE Ralsei when he becomes an ember. He would cling to him like he's a heavenly angel :)
#am i trying to squeeze spamton into the plot because we had it planned out before chp 2 released? maybe#the story is plotted out and its like 100 chapters long LOL#but alas i am no writer#i only draw silly little guys#spamton#soot sprite ralsei#deltarune#honestly a bit embarrassed to explain some of the plot this way but you can also just see it as a cute moth spamton hugging ralsei too#but i also love reading other peoples stories so heres a bit of mine...?
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As much as i like writing the tempest duo (Garmadon and Morro) as two menaces to society filled with sarcasm,
(TW: mentions of death, large insecurities in ones self worth)
I also like to imagine Morro sobbing desperately as he finally breaks down after accepting he no longer has to try, wailing as he tries to contain it when he screams “Everyone lied to me.” As he stares up at a blank faced Garmadon.
I imagine him screeching from everything crashing down again, because he has been a teenager for far too long, that “they filled me with hope, Garmadon. Hope they shouldn’t give to someone who is hopeless.”
And as he keeps screeching in sorrow, from the snap that was long coming (and has not and will not be the last time), as he punches the immovable chest in front of him, as he yells and yells about how he just wanted to be worth it, about how he was told he could be someone important, when he was never important. About how he wishes he had simply died on the streets so he wouldn’t be plagued by the guilt and horrors he had faced and caused,
He feels arms tightly wrap around him as they trap him against the immovable chest, and he struggles and yells at the other, insults tumbling out.
And as Garmadon wraps his arms securely around the boy who had no one secure in his life, he refuses to let this damn teenager fall into the same despair of loneliness and misunderstanding as he did.
At one point, Garmadon used to ignore Morro’s ‘tantrums’. It took him time to truly listen, and understand the boy in front of him was nothing like Wu, and completely and utterly like Garmadon.
(Like how his own son was so much like Wu)
It terrified the man, knowing the cycle had continued. Wu and Garmadon, Lloyd and Morro. He can’t let go of Morro because then he would be letting go of the little oni and dragon hybrid destined for evil yet so tiny and innocent.
He won’t ever let go of Morro because he sees a little brown haired boy who fell down a path they never wished for, and he will never let go of that boy.
He will never let go of Morro, like how Wu never let go of Lloyd.
And as the teenager who has been so young for so long loses the fight against the immovable arms, the once four armed oni feels tears drench his shirt as sobs echo across the field.
Morro will never be a good person. He will never run away from his past.
But he doesn’t have to do it alone, and it would be too much effort to get rid of someone who gets it even better than he does.
Garmadon will never let go. He won’t ever let go of someone he loves (?) again when he can save them.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#the Morro amd Garmadon relationship is complicated#heavily so#i whole heartedly believe that whilst Morro doesnt express emotions often#he is not embarrassed from them#tho he does actively try to stop it#and so because of that when he cries he SOBS#garmadon did not care for Morro#instead i believe he actively was enemies with Morro but it slowly dwindled away#and as much as he was heartless the last time Morto cried he was honestly just afraid at how much he gets it#the sobbing child in front of him reminded him a tad bit too much of a sobving brown haired boy crying to his father too#GUYS GUYS I LOVE THEM THEYRE EMOTIONAL MENACES#i dont think i portrayed it as well as i was hoping too#sorry guys maybe ill make a fanfic based on it#should i?#idk#morro ninjago#morro wu#lego emo#ninjago morro#wu ninjago#lloyd ninjago#young garmadon#ninjago garmadon#garmadon ninjago#garmadon#lloyd garmadon#ninjago sensei wu#tempest duo
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Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors
Me: *Is super stressed over life.*
Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.
Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.
Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.
Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.
Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.
Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*
Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...
Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL
#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website#trichotillomania#dermatillomania#onychophagia#bfrb#body focused repetitive behavior#ocd#guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin#apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week#and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative'#because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers#so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!'#currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days#actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly.#i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it#but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that.#but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me.#and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh#anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling#sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.
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A gift from me to you! Our favorite band of losers (but like, not quite the literal one- just half of that lot.)
#sp comic#art#spto#spvtw#fanart#ooc#ramona flowers#kim pine#scott pilgrim#ship stuff#sckimona#kimona#sckim#scottmona#ramscott#scott pilgrim fanart#spto fanart#spvtw fanart#spto scott#spto ramona#spto kim#spvtw kim#spvtw ramona#spvtw scott#just kinda drew them in Whatever honestly. although Kim's hat is based on a gift i got from my dad!#Scott's been made to dress up like a reindeer. he is a little bit embarrassed but like. oh no. woe is he... being teased by hot girls....#truly a tragedy 🙄 an endless torment he must endure. if only i could so valiantly take his place--#okay that's enough jokes. i might try to do more doodles but i wouldn't hold out for it- wasn't planning on posting much new art til I +#+get my stylus in and can Fully Go Off again#anyhow. happy holidays! (also sorry i scuffed up Scott's face. i was afraid I'd fuck him up further if i tried to fix it 😔)
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anatomy of a heart // open up
cardiogram.carrd.co
#durarara#shizaya#a cheap imitation#i made a thing#chapter 48#you're supposed to go into the link yourself but i know most won't and for posterity here's a video archive of it#oh yea i also reached out to @glaciesdraco for suggestions on this so thanks to them for helping out#this is over a yeaaaar old#twitter post was oct 28 2023#did tweak it a bit though i was kinda struggling over that#mostly just the pink card near the end and some colours here and there#still feels kinda wack and not cohesive to me but it's been over a year so#gotta let this one go#finally unloading these last few things i made for the book club omg#i considered doing more sound design on this one too but#i just never did it so i'm making myself just leave it as this#i like the sentiment behind this one a lot but the execution is kindaaaa#if i'm feeling brave i'll also transcribe the little write up i made alongside this as an add-on or something#i shouuuld generally do that with the stuff i wrote on there#when i get the time#this is honestly kinda embarrassing to me but my brain dictates i put them up#(in chronological order)#before i move forward#and i neeeed to needto need to
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I'm back from the dead chat
This is kind of just a shitpost but I want to post something so
(also it's kind of stupid and the drawing I made isn't the best but like I said before I felt the need to post)
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#sfw interaction only#sfw tickle blog#sfw tickling#sfw tickling community#sfw twords#sfw#sfw tk community#sfw tk blog#fpe tickles#Heheh#Ri-lee-/hj#Implied ->#Lee!Riley#<- I love this chaotic creature please create more t-word content of her#This is very dumb and slightly cringe but honestly who cares#Also I know it's obvious but just in case anyone is confused “that's not fair!!” Is about the fact that her name can be shortened to “Lee”-#A bit embarrassed to post this but at the same time idgaf
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Gonna try this thing called, "Singing while trying not to get a noise complaint" and "recording myself on a shitty computer program and seeing if there's anything I can post for Art™ reasons."
#I may not end up with anything usable#but it's. been a bit. and I SHOULD try to sing more. and very importantly I should try to put my singing in front of other people more.#gotta get over that debilitating fear of being perceived!!#honestly now that I think about it I might just need to post something bad and embarrassing#face the fear directly. humiliate myself and get it out of the way. Idk if this is a good idea or not a;ldfksjal;sdfkas;dkf
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Made a small but stupid mistake at work
#It really isn’t a big deal but it was a stupid mistake and somebody witnessed it and it was embarrassing#it’s the same feeling of that autistic feeling of realising you have just seriously botched a social encounter#it’s not the end of the world but i’m having to take a moment to sit in my car to allow my brain to process the emotions#and this post is part of the process. honestly i’m feeling a little bit better already#a second ago i was ready to auto-defenestrate out of shame#work rambles#vent
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being in my little carefully curated fandom bubble makes me genuinely forget that some people still think that oc x canons or self-shipping or x reader fics or whatever are 'cringy' or 'embarassing'
#💌 personal#i mean. to be fair when i first started posting i was also SUPER embarassed to be posting oc x canon stuff#because honestly i havent really been into that before twst#that's exactly why i even made this blog in the first place#because i wanted to share my art and my writing and my ocs and my thoughts but i was WAY to embarassed to show any of that to my friends#and even in the beggining i kind of was like#haha yes i know im so silly and embarassing im totally not taking what i do seriously haha dont worry!#but people on here are genuinely SO nice and supportive#i was meet with nothing but constant encouragement#it really made me get over all my initial embarrassment and just kind of. fully embrace being earnest#and fully show off the pure joy that doing what i do on here makes me feel#AND IT TURNS OUT PEOPLE LIKE IT#literally there isnt a bigger confidence booster for me than people on here being enthusiastic about all the little thoughts and headcanons#i post#and then i take a little step outside of this space and it can be such a whiplash sometimes djgjdjfjdjfjf#ESPECIALLY on tiktok#like wow ppl on there REALLY dont have any whimsy huh#also i have to say#recently i got a bit better at showing my friends the art i post on here#honestly is kinda funny that i was SO scared and embarassed to show it to them because they truly are the MOST supportive and the sweetest#people on earth and encouraging eachother to talk more about our interests is our whole thing
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men are so disappointing in so many ways i know i shouldn't expect most of them to be dignified humans but it's crazy. i need to get over this guy he's making my sense of self crumble even faster than it usually does. like he's just so unlike my usual type and i'm pretty convinced he's stupid and slutty and not discerning whatsoever. not to mention boring like i know even if i did have a chance with him he wouldn't Get Me at all so it's a bigger waste of time that usual and i'm actually pretty tired of men in general and definitely tired of parasocial relationships because they drive me insane for months typically. thankfully it's only been like 2 weeks if that at this point. idk. sigh. i know literally virtually nothing abt him as a person and ofc liking any public figure who you know nothing about is only setting yourself for heartbreak and disappointment to begin with bc you already know nothing is gonna come from it but. in a way it's almost addictive to become obsessed with someone and not be looked at with the same level of scrutiny. i don't think anyone in real life would ever try to get to know me as much as i try to get to know people who i'll never even meet. lmao! but that's the thing... idk... i have a lot of love in my heart and it consumes me and i reject my pride usually when i'm into someone. i want to know more... like VORACIOUSLY consuming anything with information about them involved simply because i think knowing someone is a very deep form of love but of course you can never truly know anyone. not completely. and that scares me i think which is why it's always probably been easier for me to never really TRY to be with anyone or have anything real. idk. this turned into me psychoanalyzing myself real quick but SOMEONE needs to bc i need to understand what the fuck is wrong w me.
#like i'm not gonna lie and say i do this every time i'm even vaguely interested in someone. most of the time i'm just like 'ooo hottie'#and then save a bunch of pics before either the shame gets to me or i just stop caring and move on. happens quite a bit more than my#obsessive episodes. the worst one was absolutely the fact that i was obsessed with jeremy for basically 3 years and spent two hating him#simply because i thought i was owed anything. honestly i think i was just very very insanely depressed. that's probably why those#obsessive periods even happen to begin with because i have felt so so horrible like soul ripped out horrible the past few weeks lmao#and i think i'm just a grasp for any light in the dark type person like it doesn't even necessarily mean anything the person is just someon#i attach significance to them when i do this shit but i know deep down that i'm owed nothing and that i truly expect nothing#it's just nice to have a distraction from my life. and dgmw that doesn't make me any less schizo about certain details and happenings#like i'll still think that 'oh they're only doing that because i'm into them' or 'they only went here because it was related to something i#was thinking about earlier' and whatever else. i know what i am. i don't claim to be anything else. and i know it puts people off.#and that i'm not likely to get any better if i keep doing it. if it's even possible for me to get better. but idk. it's interesting bc i've#thought more about what my life means to me and the kind of person i am and how my brain works and how everything affects me#more in the past few weeks than i seem to have in the last 5 years. i think i'm really getting better at accepting hard truths.#time spent by yourself is still time spent with the world.... and the more i think... even if it's hurtful... i'm growing and changing all#the time. i don't think if this was 4 years ago i would've even acknowledged the fact that i can't write off on This Guy's zionism#and other things about him that give me the ick (hate that phrase but whtevr) like him playing that gay hogwarts game and being a nepo baby#like bro you have trans friends and supposedly always 'look out for the small guy'. he's also never dated a fat girl despite his mom being#kind of a trailblazer for fat women in the entertainment industry. there's always rumors of him dating literally ever costar he's ever#worked with i guess simply because he seems like that kind of guy. and to be fair he does LMAO#honestly i don't know if i believe he's a bad person but i won't sign off on a guy i like being boring and stupid. that's just me#i'm sure ppl reading this who also don't Get Me are wondering why any of this even matters and the point is that it kind of doesn't lmao#but it's my life and i typically choose to care about people who will never even know i exist. unpopular girl instinct i suppose. maybe i'm#destined to be unloved or something but for now i wear fantasies like a blanket. maybe one day i won't need them anymore. but i def#do not need to center my romantic ideals on a guy i would be embarrassed to tell people i'm dating if i were actually dating him. rough#now just give me a month to get over it and finish the 2nd season of a show i like that he's in and i'll be rid of it hopefully. we'll see
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New places, new faces, smells- everything-- it was an overwhelming concept for Peppermint Fudge. And it seems like everybody could tell. Which in turn causes many problems to the king and beast that are undercover...
#📗; my post#💚; art tag#r; 🪻#r; 🔷#⚔️; peppermint fudge#honestly i almost was gonna maintag this but i feel a bit embarrassed to since dark cacao & shadow milk are only in the bg
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