#You have reached the Captain

[dykedvonte]

Curly's little blurb on his steam trading card just keeps reminding me he is a much more miserable person than people realize.

We don't get a lot of his thoughts, inner confliction that aren't bogged down by what Jimmy says or does. Even in the The Last One and Then Another, his dialogue is reflective, not the Curly before the crash but the result of everything. Parts of the him he was are there of course, but also disfigured and warped beyond recognition just like he is physically.

Curly really doesn't think much of himself and desires. He clearly chases fleeting moments of happiness. He doesn't really have prospects for himself, assumes in a similar way to Swansea, that if it should make it happy then he is happy. Though, he hasn't reached the point Swansea did to admit it doesn't. He neither sees the glass half full or empty, it's just water, something he needs and he'll take it from any perspective.

He wasn't running from anything but he's never really been going towards something either. He's listless. I've been using the term complacent to describe how he feels about his life and the closest people (really just Jimmy) in it, but now that word feels too neutral, too nice. Happier than Curly really was. There isn't just one word for it, he's unfulfilled, uncertain, uninspired. There are no active problems he faces and that's the issue, why should he be upset?

I believe he really is a person who doesn't know who he is or wants to be. He follows a structure. I don't think he's suicidal, but he clearly doesn't think about what makes him happy. He's numb. I suppose that is a better word than complacent, used to the feeling even if he hates it. It doesn't hurt so why stop it?

[watmalik]

what the fuck is this

[kaeyachi]

Kaeya had always been an efficient and hard-working individual (he had to be to support Diluc in the background as his brother rose thru the ranks after all).

He has so much free time because he completes all his work way ahead of schedule. And if he still has enough time, he adds more to the workload in secret.

And once all of that was done and over with, he makes time for everyone. He has to. He feels as if every moment has to be given to someone else.

No one knows how he does it. No one has to know.

Every mission has a dozen strategies in line, and every battle plan is made with efficiency in mind. His perfect record will not be tarnished. He can't risk it (even if it baffles others that he would willingly activate a ruin guard just to prevent a failed mission. Jean disagrees with his methods, but Kaeya can say that the results say otherwise)

He needs to be quick.

Efficient.

Perfect.

And so he comes and goes like the wind.

Kaeya values time because he knew every second counted. He can't just stand there as if he were frozen. Time could run out in an instant.

Kaeya had only been late once his entire life.

He'd rather he never be late ever again.

It took one day of being of being imperfect for everything to fall apart. On that tragic day...had he gotten there on time... then maybe...

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" Come on, let's get moving, traveler. We're not frozen in place after all. " Kaeya teasingly says. He stiffles a giggle at the traveler's exhasperated sigh.

"Yeah yeah, we've heard enough of you calling us a slacker. Can't you be a bit more patient?" Paimon whines at him.

Kaeya snorts, but acquiesces, hiding the shaking of his hands at the thought of being idle.

He imagines hearing a clock ticking.

Kaeya knows that that is his own problem. He tries his hardest to relax as he waits for the traveler to finish whatever they're making on the alchemy table because, seriously, it is supposed to be a relaxing day. There's nothing major going on, and his schedule is once again empty as intended. What's the hurry?

Kaeya taps his foot on the ground as he waits. He wishes he could take his own damn advice when he tells others to relax.

[youandthemountains]

it probably is insane how much I wish I could express the thing about spones. the vibes about spones. Like there's the joking fun fandom vibes and I love them, I love to play with them, of course of course. but the THING. the CORE to me. i wish i could capture it and share it.

[gr1evance]

(captain starburst is the pink superhero, teslacoil is the green/blue snake!)

i'm making this poll to see what people's first impressions of captain starburst and teslacoil together are, since i really think they could pass as.. anything, really LOL. please vote BEFORE you go looking for the actual answer, i just want to know people's first thought! i also know there's a lot more options i could've added but i wanted to keep it pretty simple. so the correct answer IS one of these four!

[rainbow-wolf120]

100 FOLLOWERS WHAT?!?!?

Well, you know what that mean........

DRAW THIS IN YOUR STYLE TIME YIPPEEE

Rayfrog edition because I know that 95% are in fact Rayfrog shippers and followed me for Rayfrog

El rules are El simple

No tracing

You could change the pose! Just make sure that Rayman is holding the cage and in love

Tag #Rayfrog100 in your post so I can see it! Tag me as well :D

There will be three winners

1st: Full body, fully shaded drawing of one/two characters

2nd: Full body, mostly shaded drawing of one character

3rd: Half body, flat color of one character

Everyone else will get a silly sketch :D

Deadline is February 29th

(Btw I'm hosting the same thing on my Insta, but there will be different winners don't worry)

The og image and me yapping will be under the cut:

Wow. 100 followers. That is stunning considering the fact that I started actively posting back in July.

(It normally takes me a whole year to get 50)

I like to say thank you all for like my silly art involving silly guys. You're likes and reblogs mean the world to me :D

So to celebrate, enjoy Rayfrog irl

Yes, I bought both of them for the sole reason to make them kiss. I have my priorities in check.

[starlightvld]

Always on Your Six - Chapter 5/7: Resolution

When Gaz knocked on the door of Soap's family home, a middle-aged woman with a tense expression and eyes too much like Soap's to be anyone but his mother answered the door and invited them inside. As they filed into the small living room of the cozy home in rural Scotland, Gaz took note of the overstuffed chairs and loveseats, throw blankets and pillows decorating the backs while a cheery fire crackled along the wall to the right. Sunlight streamed in through large south-facing windows, and a plush rug covered the wood floors.

Soap's mother crossed the rug to stand near a hallway leading toward the back of the house and crossed her arms, a smile that looked more like a grimace curving her lips. Beside her sat a similarly blue-eyed old woman in a tall-backed dining chair. In contrast to Soap's mother, the old woman's scowl enhanced the deep lines in her face, giving her a belligerent and strangely frightening aura despite her graying hair and thin, seemingly waifish body.

The atmosphere in the room was tense and... off, somehow, as if the emotions swirling around the group had taken on a physical, if invisible, presence. Considering everything that had happened during the past twenty-four hours, Gaz was surprised they hadn't already spontaneously combusted from the collective wretchedness shared between them.

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Read the rest on AO3:

Or start at the beginning: https://archiveofourown.org/works/58075078

[kayvsworld]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE

[wannabemylover]

I'm sorry, but Eddie was shot in broad daylight and thought, "this is it, this is the last moment of my life," and he reached for Buck. He thought he was dying, and all he could do was look at Buck and reach.

[hauntingblue]

Gear 5 luffy's laugh is so contagious I just hear the drums and go insane how does this work. What did he do to me

[dairine-bonnet]

Some time after visiting Commorragh

*Rogue Trader, Cassia and Jae are sitting in Rogue Trader's study, enjoying amasec and discussing casual things*

RT, very relaxed and slightly drunk *giving Cassia's some 'useful' advice*: ...and you can't let a random guy go into your bedroom. You know, someone unreliable. For security reasons, of course.

Jae *innocently*: Then why do you invite our Interrogator to your bedroom from time to time, shereen?

Rogue Trader *choking on amasec and somehow trying to sober up instantly*: In case someone else decides to sneak in there... someone truly unreliable, certainly!

[hylianane]

Breathing into a paperbag thinking about the possibility of Elbaf digging the conflict from Water 7 back up again and maybe exploring some long-term repercussions of Luffy and Usopp’s fight that not even they themselves were aware of and and and and and-

LISTEN. the Water 7 Saga absolutely rewired the way I understood the crew and how each member views themselves and the roles they play. And it’s been some time since the Strawhat’s exploration of the New World has allowed them to really take time and consider themselves and each other like that again.

And Elbaf just sounds (MUAH) like such a wonderful opportunity to do exactly that, it sounds perfect, primarily in the way it ties all the way back to the Strawhat’s early days on the Grand Line. And when you look at the presence of the Giant Pirates in Little Garden and Enies Lobby, what they share is that both times the Giants Served the purpose mirroring the conflicts between the crewmates and highlighting the importance of loyalty and comradery. Shit writes itself. Come on Elbaf don’t let me down. Come on Usopp I know you can hit us with another world shattering arc just take the stage love.

[graynide]

shout out to that one person liking and reblogging all captain underpants related posts on my blog rn because WOW my notifications are RUNNING LOUD

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

jsyk . if you ever get mad at traumatised people engaging with a completely sfw , non-k!nk / fe.tis.h related coping mechanism that sprouts from childhood abuse / neglect or just general stress, and label them a freak or bully them or anything along that lines, you're ableist, a complete cunt and i dont like you. this goes double for if you completely REFUSE to understand the concept of what the coping mech is and why its helpful. traumatised people dont owe you normalcy and we sure as fuck dont owe you an explanation 👍 and if you disagree w/ me you can piss off

[darewolfcreates]

Family fun!

[stardusthuntress]

Follower Celebration!!!

YOU GUYS!!! Thanks to you all, I’ve passed both the 99 and 104 followers marks before I got a chance to do anything!!! YOU DA BESTEST!!!!

How crazy is that???

Also sorry for vanishing for a while there, needed to take a break and focus on helping family during the holiday season. I love my family, but they do require an awful lot of effort these days, so I had to limit myself on here to just reading you guys’s stuff, but I’m back now!

SO, I thought that made it time for an update!!!

I’m working my way towards a big deadline at work in ~1 week, and then I’ve got a bunch of WIPs I want to finish up and post!!!

Also in the process of learning how to use AO3 so I can post stuff on there and support other fellow writers!!!

AND gonna attempt to make a form for my taglist!!!

And if you tagged me in something and I haven’t responded, I promise it’s up next on the stuff I wanna catch back up on!!!

And for a fun follower mile marker celebration I wanted to ask you guys for your thoughts on what you’d like to see finished soonest! I don’t get much chance to interact with you all on here since I don’t exactly take requests, but I do like to hear back from you guys about what you like to read the most!

Side note, this doesn’t guarantee I’ll be able to find the inspo to finish whatever wins the most votes/comments next, BUT knowing that’s what people want to read does help me find the motivation to sit down and finish up a current WIP instead of steering another new WIP…. Hehehe!

And, again, ALL of these will eventually be finished, just might take some time to do so. This is simply a quest to discover what you guys is most hungry for rn!!! So pick your fav, pls!!!

Taglist: @bambambunny @cw80831 @amorfista