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#Yoosung Kim x Reader
pochipop · 1 year
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#MYSTIC MESSENGER !! ♡ — BEING VULNERABLE WITH YOU.
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#. synopsis! — how they show their trust .
#. characters! — jumin, zen (hyun), yoosung, saeyoung (707), saeran (ray), jihyun (v) .
#. warnings! — slight angst.
#. others! — navigation & masterlist .
#. a/n! — come join my discord server? it's newly opened with a fantasy bakery theme! we have emojis from genshin impact, honkai star rail, sanrio, overwatch, pokemon, mystic messenger, and more! a collection of funny stickers, channels to promote yourself, meet new friends, share your writing/art, + lots more! plus, our staff is very chill and friendly! we'd love to see you there! <;33
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# JUMIN !! ♡
Jumin, who never really thought himself to be the romantic type, but loses himself so easily in his relationship with you that he’d do anything imaginable just to see you smile for him. This sophisticated, pressed-suit wearing, stone-faced man who just crumbles when it comes to you, —who once thought love was some sick ruse made to rope people in and keep them hostage to their feelings, suddenly realizing that this rush is marvelous, and he can’t quite clearly remember a time before his heart seemed to beat for you. This man who swore he’d never love someone enough to put aside everything else on his mind and just live in the moment who sheds that dry cleaned business attire at the end of every workday and lets himself come undone for you. His walls come down and he welcomes you inside, and for once, he’s not scared of what will happen when you see the parts of him that perhaps aren’t as pretty as others. He lets you see the beautiful mess he’s made of himself over the years, and it’s then that he begins to pick up all these tattered pieces, finally preparing to put himself back together again. And recognizing you’ll help him do so is the sweetest comfort he’s ever known.
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# HYUN (ZEN) !! ♡
Hyun, who stops pretending to be perfect over time and lets you see him in all the stages of healing. This man who often shields himself from the world, hiding behind a mask of narcissistic confidence, who finally lets his imperfections seep through to the surface and breathes another sigh of relief every single time you stay in the aftermath. He lets you in on the insecurities that lap at his ankles much more often than he'd ever had liked to have admitted before. He lets you hold him when he shatters instead of pushing you away, —dulls all his rigid edges to feel your warmth surround him, as if lowering all his defenses for the very first time. The world can be a cruel place to those that have made mistakes, but Hyun feels like he's finally found someone who can look at him for more than just the pretty, well-kempt face he maintains for the public. There's no sense of shame he feels the need to drown in when you let him fall apart in your arms. There's no crushing feeling of disappointment or suffocating feeling of disdain. He's more human than he fears he's ever been when your thumbs wipe the tears from beneath his eyes and you whisper to him that everything will be okay.
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# YOOSUNG !! ♡
Yoosung, who learns over time how to not let things fester until they’ve built up so much he can’t keep them in any longer. For all he is and might not ever be, he’s come to realize that it’s okay to express his emotions before they reach a boiling point. He comes to you at the onset of upsetedness, —allows himself to feel frustrated without stuffing it down and pretending the problem doesn’t exist until it explodes. He finds that it’s so much easier to be earnest when you never talk down to him or make him feel like he’s any less of a person in your eyes because of it. Sometimes he needs advice, and other times, he just needs someone to talk to. No matter the case, he seeks you out before anyone else, knowing that you care enough about him to value his thoughts and opinions without qualifiers or regulations. He holds grudges sometimes that aren’t good for his own sake, and being shut down when he tries to address them only adds fuel to the fire. Having someone who truly listens and tells him that it’s okay to feel the way he does goes such a long way, —perhaps longer than you’ll ever know.
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# SAEYOUNG (707) !! ♡
Saeyoung, who lets himself be honest eventually, —who lets himself chip away and then lets you smooth him over. He’s done a lot of things he’s not proud of, and he doesn’t need anyone to tell him that it wasn’t his fault. Whether it was or wasn’t doesn’t matter as much as what he knows he has to do going forward, and the last thing he really wants is to be coddled out of pity. He just wants to be heard, no sympathy necessary, no fawning over the way he sheds the skin he used to wear when he felt like happiness was millions of miles away. He just wants to be listened to. To Saeyoung, it’s the ultimate show of trust to admit to all the things he regrets, let them spill out like word vomit and not have to worry about the consequences. He doesn’t need you to understand, and knows you likely can’t given the specifics of his life’s course thus far, but knowing that you’re keen on carrying the burden with him is such an insurmountable feeling of relief. Finally, someone knows every grimy little corner of his soul and they still love him, still hold him, still want him. . . There’s nothing quite like it.
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# SAERAN (RAY) !! ♡
Saeran, who lets little things slip as time goes on, —stares a little longer when he passes twin popsicles in grocery stores because he knows you won’t ask why. As much as he likes to pretend that he can fix things by pretending they never hurt him in the first place, there are always scars that linger just below the surface, ready to burst at the first sight of mint-colored liquids or at the first sound of deceptively sweet voices offering commands from the shadows. He carries a lot around with him wherever he goes, and just loving him until the sun dies isn’t a cure-all. You can’t turn back time and shield him from all the things in his life that have left him feeling like a shattered stain glass window. All the love in the world can’t fix the past. But there’s nothing that means more to him than knowing he can lean on you, —even if he doesn’t always do it. There’s such a sweet comfort in knowing he can turn to you when he feels like he’s drowning. And if sometimes that manifests only in letting himself shed a few tears while he eats an ice cream cone outside next to you in the sunshine, then so be it.
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# JIHYUN (V) !! ♡
Jihyun, who talks about it all a little at a time, —about the good and the bad, the ugly and the beautiful; because it wasn’t always bad. There were times before you came in which he’d been so in love that he’d have done anything to stay exactly where he was, to freeze those moments up and keep them in a capsule that could never be shaken. And it’s important for Jihyun to tell you about those things every now and again, to let you in and reminisce on the way he’d once been so sure of it all, so ready to settle down and stay exactly where he was. But it’s equally as important for him to bare the remnants of the betrayal for you to kiss, and hold, and make peace with. He likes to think you understand him better in the wake of it, —that you’ve seen him in a new light every time he sits with you and tells you of the loss, the desire, the yearning, and all the ways he wishes things could have been different for everyone. In the end, he’s here, and there’s nowhere else he’d rather be.
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springnote · 2 years
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If you are still taking asks for the Thanksgiving event, could we get some just general NSFW hcs for Jaehee, Yoosung & Saeran? Please n thank u! :3
ofc! I went ahead and included some others too, hope I did ok ^^
NSFW Headcanons
includes: Yoosung, Zen, Jaehee, 707, Jumin, Saeran, and V
warnings: nsfw minors dni, gn!reader with pussy, oral ( m and f receiving), anal, exhibitionism, degradation, edging, roleplay, dirty talk, cockwarming, breeding kink, spanking, predator/prey, daddy kink (most are just mentioned without lots of detail)
Yoosung:
• Honestly, he’s pretty submissive, and he prefers you to take the lead simply because he gets so flustered around you
• He likes having you suck him off under the table while he games too, the idea of trying to hide his whimpers and focus drives him wild
• He also enjoys being fingered in the ass, yeah he likes pegging and such too, but something about sticking his ass in the air while you tease and finger him does him in
• Does that mean he doesn’t like trying to take charge? Not at all, he just turns into a blubbering mess if he tries. Praise goes a long way too, a few compliments will have him rutting into your warmth
• Some days he comes home from school so worn out and needy, he’ll ask to eat you out or have you stroke him until he begs
• He’s honestly just a needy sweetheart and he’ll ask to use your chest or ass like a pillow frequently when he’s tired or take a bath together. Just give him love and he’ll do his best to make you feel good too
Zen/Hyun:
• He loves to fluster you, and he really, really likes to give and receive praise, it’s like breathing to him
• Sometimes he likes being told what to do, especially in roleplay, he likes having you tie his wrists and suck him off, he’ll whine and cum hard
• He also loves to sext and have phone sex, especially when he’s away for work, plus he knows his voice is nice and he loves teasing you with it, and sending naughty pics? That’s his jam
• He loves giving orders and he’s a boobs guy. You might find him telling you to touch your chest til you’re dripping while he praises you
• He works out plenty, so he likes taking you against the wall while wrapping your legs around him, or using his strength to lift you up and down on his cock
• A dom most of the time, but he’s a soft dom and loves just making you feel good. He loves eating you out and pampering you all night long
Jaehee:
• She loves being in charge, but specifically she loves just being able to come home and tell you what she needs or what she wants to do to you without any work or silly errands in the way
• 69 is a favorite position of hers, both of you laying on your sides in bed while she eats you up. But sitting in a chair while you get between her legs is also a favorite, it gives her a chance to grab your hair.
• She likes degradation, but she prefers to give it than receive. Edging and using nipple clamps on you also is something she loves, but she’s merciful about it.
• She has a double ended strap that she really loves, but she only uses that when she has lots of time and energy because it takes a lot out of her from all the stimulation. But it’s safe to say she likes toys
• She also has a fantasy of having sex in her office, maybe even turning her phone off so she’d miss calls and ignore her duties ( to her that’s very very naughty), but she’s shy to admit it
• Queen of aftercare. She’s researched what to do and has experience from her own self care rituals when she comes home from work. Expect to be pampered, but also be prepared to be told to eat, drink, and wash up after sex.
707/Saeyoung:
• Experimentalist is the best word for him. He’ll try almost anything, and he loves to look up new ideas to try.
• Sex is about fun and bonding to him, so if you want to have a really really intimate and serious, just let him know, he’ll take some time to get into serious mode™️
• He’s a switch because he loves trying stuff on you as much as he loves having stuff tried on him, but he prefers being in charge because it’s hard for him to tell you he has a new idea when he’s under you and spluttering
• He loves using toys on you, in the privacy of his home but also out in public if he can get away with it, the thrill of possibly getting caught turns him on so much he frequently asks for you to send him pics when you’re both working or going without underwear
• To be honest, he’s got a whole list hidden on a file somewhere of things he wants to try, but he wants to make sure you build up to them, especially if you find something you really like
• He also adores roleplaying, and trying different positions any chance possible, basically his sex life is a rollercoaster of unpredictability
Jumin:
• A dom through and through. It’s just who he is, and it feels most comfortable to him. He’s versatile with what kind of dom he is, but he doesn’t like the idea of subbing. He might try it if you really really want him to, but it will take a lot of convincing.
• He loves cockwarming, especially when he’s had a long day. He just loves being in you and filling you up. He’s also got a bit of a breeding kink
• He’s an ass man, he loves squeezing your ass and rubbing his bulge against it. Spanking is also something he enjoys, and if you slap his ass, he’ll pounce on you
• Lingerie kink for sure. Especially if it’s delicate and shows off your ass. He loves tearing the fabric or watching you striptease
• He says filthy things, always growling dirty thoughts into your ear during sex. But he’ll also whisper sweetly about how much he wants you when you’re out
• What really gets him going is when you just call him Jumin. He rarely hears someone say his first name so sweetly, and it nearly makes him tear up if you call him that and say you love him during intimacy
Saeran:
• He loves both of you just laying naked on the bed, letting him run his hands over your body and hold you close. He’s touched starved and this is already a lot to take in at once.
• Once he’s feeling bolder, he likes to leave bites all over you, especially on your chest. And he’d love to get you a choker to wear to cover any neck bites he leaves, but have it just small enough that someone might see
• He likes to finger you with leather gloves on, and then have you lick them clean. He’s not sure why but he just loves it. He’d also like to see you in some leather lingerie, but only if he can peel it off you.
• He likes degradation, but he’s very picky about it. He won’t call you dumb or pathetic, even if its something you want, he’s worried he’ll hurt your feelings.
• If you’re up to it, he’d kind of be into a bit of predator/prey. Something like him chasing or following you and then taking you to his room to claim, but he wants to make sure you’re well into your relationship by then
• Sleepy sex is also something he loves, before bed or after waking up. Of course he asks permission first and is very gentle as he’s pretty cuddly when tired, but he always makes sure to satisfy you
V/Jihyun:
• He’s not into anything really rough, especially at first because he still has a hard time with intimacy, but if he gets really going, he might go a little fast and rough but that’s it, unless you both talk it through and plan it
• He doesn’t like the idea of possibly getting caught like some of the others, but he does like the idea of having sex in nature, like a secluded field or beach. Just somewhere soft and picturesque
• Breeding kink full stop. He loves children and wants to raise some with you if you’d like, but just the idea of breeding you sets something off in him. He’ll get a bit rougher when you ask him to breed you, but then he’ll be sweeter than honey during aftercare
• He loves oral, especially if it results in you making a mess on his face or pulling his hair. He’ll melt into mush from pleasure
• He has a bit of a daddy kink and authority kink, but it embarrasses him so he gets a bit shy and flustered unless he’s really yearning. Either way his reactions are perfect
• He gets emotional and doesn’t always like talking about it, so he’ll seek physical intimacy to relax. He likes lazy sex, and cockwarming, and shower sex while you wash each other. Just be there for him and he’ll be sure to do the same
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ariseur · 2 months
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ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི₊ ⊹ DOTTIE’S FIVE HUNDRED FOLLOWER EVENT 𓂃 ! [ AUGUST 2 - AUGUST 27 ]
#dottie’s 500 ᝰ.ᐟ꩜
it’s been about four months since i first created this blog to which i have grown a small but really loving following, i see you guys in my reblogs and in my replies spewing kind words. all those comments and tags are so fun to read lol i love you guys
but — now that we’re here, it’s time for the main event we’ve come for and this is my 500 follower event (≧◡≦) ♡!!— info linked below and more under the cut !!
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[ ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ top contenders - ]
jujutsu kaisen ; satoru gojo | suguru geto | kento nanami | yuuji itadori | yuuta okkotsu | megumi fushiguro | toji fushiguro | shiu kong | choso kamo | takuma ino
ffvii ; cloud | zack | sephiroth
ffxv ; noctis | prompto | ignis | gladiolus
mystic messenger ; zen | yoosung | jumin | 707
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🍡 ( dango ) — prompt list !! ~ send in a character and a prompt of your choice.
dialogue.
✧˖° - “can i kiss you?”
✧˖° - “wanna practice?”
✧˖° - “are you wearing flavored chapstick?”
✧˖° - “was that okay?”
✧˖° - “one more kiss? please?”
✧˖° - “can we do that again?”
✧˖° - “teach me.”
✧˖° - “i think i deserve a kiss for that.”
✧˖° - “count to five, then you can speak.” (shutting you up with kisses).
✧˖° - “this is my partner, aren’t they beautiful?”
✧˖° - “stay with me ‘til i fall asleep.”
✧˖° - “your hands are shaking.” — “oh.”
✧˖° - “i do miss you, you know.”
✧˖° - “where do you see yourself in a few years?” — “with you.”
actions.
✧˖° - hand kisses
✧˖° - neck kisses
✧˖° - cheek kisses
✧˖° - small quick pecks that you run away after doing
✧˖° - thigh kisses
✧˖° - wrapping your arms around their neck
✧˖° - feeling their smile in a kiss
✧˖° - messy half asleep kisses
✧˖° - reward kisses
✧˖° - lazy make out sesh
✧˖° - grocery shopping with them
✧˖° - them / you trying to make food and it comes out horrendous
✧˖° - kissing to shut them up during sex
✧˖° - goodbye kiss
✧˖° - putting together ikea furniture
✧˖° - seeing them play with a small animal they swore they hated
✧˖° - fake dating ends up for them falling for you
✧˖° - their attitude immediately uplifts when you’re around
✧˖° - taking a ( bad ) photo when the other’s asleep
✧˖° - childhood friends ( love this sm )
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🍰 ( strawberry shortcake ) — time check !! ~ this might be a little more niche but basically what i’m talking about is you can request a character and put “🍰 - time check!! [character]?” and based on what time it is right now, i’ll tell you what i imagine them to be doing. so for example, “🍰 - time check on toji fushiguro” and if it’s 3pm for me then i’ll write a little blurb on it, like lazing on the couch while little megumi wriggles his way in between you two.
if you’re wanting a specific time set like, “time check on hidden inventory arc gojo,” — “time check on pre-nibelheim sephiroth,” — “time check on 707 pre-ending.” you know?? i can write that too :)
i might be on a different time zone though so it might be a little weird if it’s 3am for you but 8pm for me lol, keep that in mind !! ^.^
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🩰 ( ballet ) — tropes !!
send in a trope you like with a character and i’ll write a blurb on it!! like, for example, “🩰 - one bed trope with noctis!!” or “🩰 - opposites attract with yuuta :)”. i will not do any au’s ( as also stated in my rules, please look at those before you request too lol ) and i will also not do any like.. billionaire or weird dark romance tropes like that. i will do slight nsfw drabbles and stuff but nothing weird or too hardcore!!
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cloudcountry · 8 months
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EVENT TIME???? c. can i. can i um. so hear me out rfa party but theres mistletoe and um. yoosung. is this a cliche prompt yes but i DONT CARE
also apologies if i read the dates wrong !! i am blind and if im sending this too early then i apologize <333
SUMMARY: You can tell the RFA planned something for you and Yoosung. You're just waiting for him to make a move.
WARNINGS : none!! :D
COMMENTS: mistletoe kisses will ALWAYS be so cute DONT EVEN WORRY
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Something is off.
You’re happy the preparations for the RFA party are going well, especially since it’s the last one of the year. A banquet of winter-themed desserts and savory snacks had been set out to the side, along with festival centerpieces on each table.
There had even been mistletoe hung around the room, much to Jaehee’s chagrin—she believed it was too unprofessional, and you were inclined to agree with her. But in this world, majority rules, and with Zen, Yoosung, and Saeyoung wanting to keep the mistletoe up and Jumin abstaining, they stayed.
But that wasn’t the part that was bothering you.
What was bothering you were the probing looks both Zen and Saeyoung had been sending you the whole party, and how Yoosung had been avoiding you entirely.
You weren’t dense. You had a feeling it had something to do with the mistletoe and the crush you’d long suspected he’d harbored for you, but he was still mourning Rika and you didn’t want to seem arrogant by asking him something as bold as that.
And so, you kept it to yourself.
Soon enough, Jaehee goes to get the guests and Jumin follows her. Zen goes to talk to the press, and Saeyoung leaves to go meet the Long Cat meme he asked you to invite. Before you know it, you’re left alone with Yoosung, and you’d be lying if you said you didn’t find some twisted enjoyment in watching him squirm.
“Hey, uh...would you like to head over and grab some drinks?” Yoosung asks, pink dusting his cheeks as he jabs his thumb towards the banquet table.
Giving him your best winning smile, you nod.
“Sure, Yoosung.” you say, linking your arm with his and allowing him to guide you over.
Once again, you aren’t dense. You can clearly see the mistletoe hanging above the end of the banquet table that has all the drinks, and you don’t miss the shake in Yoosung’s arm either. He shakes even after you’re both standing directly under it, even after he's poured you a drink, and even after you’ve poured his (both of you had insisted—if any of the other members were around you, you’re certain they would have teased Yoosung.)
But you know him. And you know his confession is imminent, and that he will tell you how he feels when he’s ready.
Patience is key.
And that patience pays off when he whispers your name.
Suddenly, it's like the rest of the party disappears, because Yoosung has set down his drink and you’ve set down yours because you know, and he’s slowly taking your hands in his and staring at your intertwined fingers because he can’t look at you.
“Would you like to kiss under the mistletoe?” he asks, eyes finally meeting yours, and on his face you see his bashful, boyish smile.
“Of course. I thought you’d never ask.” you beam, and before he can allow the shock of you reciprocating to get to him, you kiss him right on the mouth, guiding his clumsy lips as they fumble over yours.
Yoosung doesn’t know how to kiss. But he can learn, and he will, because you’ll kiss him every day from now on.
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hunn1e-bunn1e · 4 months
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Kim Yoosung - "Coffee, Sugar, Instant Love!"
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In which during one of his Coffee Club meets, a certain faux blonde meets a cute senior member who has been away for a while. Or; In which Kim Yoosung finds himself falling for his ambitious club member.
Reader is referred to as tall and pretty, so if you're a short or average height king who doesn't like being referred to as pretty then I'm sorry. —Benny🐰
                                                                                                   
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"Good morning everyone, I'm sorry for being away for so long, family stuff, ya'know."  
A sweet and gentle voice sounded from the club room's doorway; pulling a certain faux blonde's attention away from choosing a bag of coffee beans.
Yoosung glanced over his shoulder in curiosity; he didn't remember meeting anyone who sounded like that, but then again this person had said that they were away for a long time. The stranger, who he had just now really looked at, was... really pretty. Tall, shiny hair, soft looking skin, long and thick lashes that hung over sparkling eyes; and to top it all off a cute frilly apron hung loosely from their neck.
The faux blonde felt the apple's of his cheeks and the tips of his ears flush. Wow, he hadn't seen someone so pretty since... since... well there was that actor from that movie he saw last week, but they felt average in comparison now.
"Oh, [Name], you're back. How was your trip?"  
One of the other club members, a girl named Cho if Yoosung remembered correctly, asked the now named stranger; Cho's friend, Song-Mim or something, follows behind her and greets the man with a shy wave while twirling a lock of her black hair around her index finger.
[Name] turns to them after hanging his coat on one of the free wall hooks and offers a sweet smile. He reached behind himself and tied up the two long strips of fabric behind his back into a bow.
"Hello Cho, my trip was alright and my family are doing great as well. Hello to you too, Seong-Min. How has everyone been while I was gone; getting along I hope?"  
The tall man greeted them playfully as he walked around them and to one of the free counter spaces, which coincidentally was right next to the space Yoosung was working at.
The faux blonde shook his head, forcing himself to focus back on his own actions. He quickly grabbed a bag of Libera beans, one's he hadn't gotten around to using quite yet, making sure to grab the continental roast as that was one that he favored. Reaching for the shelf below, he grabbed a manual coffee grinder, an old Fox Run Classic that guaranteed a course and choppy grind, one of his favorite, before going back to his counter space.
"Oh? No one told me that we got newbies while I was gone. Why didn't you two say anything? What if he thinks I've been ignoring him?"  
Yoosung heard the tall man beside him loudly whisper to the two girls; glancing [Name]'s way quickly before focusing back on pouring his beans into the small metal bowl on top of the grinder.
The metallic clinks of the roasted beans on the bowl filled his mind and allowed the violet-eyed boy to tune out the conversation next to him. Resting one hand on the wood on top of the grinder, just under the bean bowl, to keep it steady and grabbed the knobbed handle with his other hand. He turned the handle at a moderate pace, making sure to keep an eye on the bowl's edges just incase any beans were to fall out and onto the counter. 
A warm hand on his shoulder pulled Yoosung's attention from the grinder and to his right where he was met with the kindly smiling [Name]. 
"Hello there, my name is [Surname] [Name], it's lovely to meet you."  
The tall man chirped as he took his hand off of the faux blonde's shoulder and held it out to him.
"Um... I'm, uh, Kim Yoosung"  
The violet eyed boy shyly mutters as he shook the man's hand and gave him a small bow; face reddening deeply as he observed the other from much closer up.
"Kim Yoosung, huh? How are you liking the Coffee Club so far? Everyones been treating you well I hope?"  
[Name] questioned; leaning his weight on his forearms and holding himself up on the countertop.
Yoosung nodded; turning his gaze back to his grinder and resuming turning the handle in an attempt to try and gather his scrambled thoughts caused by the gorgeous man leaning beside him.
"That's good, well I'll leave you to it; I've got to get my own brewing in."  
The pretty man remarked before he patted the faux blonde's back and walked over to the storage shelves across the room.
Taking his hands off his grinder once more, Yoosung lightly slapped his cherry red cheeks and squeezed his eyes shut. Holy crap, he never knew a person could be so pretty. Now that the violet-eyed boy thought about it... could it be that he liked boys as well?
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mystic-headcanons · 1 year
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the rfa at the eras tour
this is entirely self indulgent LMAO but here's how the characters would be @ the eras tour.
zen would love the concert. while he may not listen to all of her music, he very much enjoyed the entire set and especially loved how happy you were to be there. probably wouldn't join in on any of the chants or trade any bracelets, but instead looks at you with a smile every time you do. definitely takes a lot of pictures of you, and taylor, and then the both of you because your matching outfits are just the cutest. his favorite era would either be lover-- he can't help but look at you throughout the entirety of lover-- or 1989, because the visuals and the sound just completely enrapture him.
yoosung would just be happy to be there! knows her earlier stuff, but doesn't really know anything beyond 1989. goes feral over the fearless era, and screams almost as loud as you along to love story. if there's a proposal at your concert, you can bet he'd be crying while witnessing it-- and also a little jealous that he didn't think of the same idea. poor boy almost dies during vigilante shit-- his face is redder than a tomato and he chokes on his spit as he tries to look anywhere but the stage. you take many photos of this.
saeyoung is almost as excited as you are. he lives for anything that lets him dress up. he sat there making hundreds of friendship bracelets for you, spent hours shopping both online and in person for the perfect matching outfits, learned every chant and every song so he could fully enjoy the experience with you. and he did! however, any video anyone within five feet of him took would be unusable because he'd he screaming at the top of his lungs. holds you close during the lover and speak now era and definitely cries at one point during the show. fills up the entirety of his phone storage with only pictures and videos of you and him or just you.
jumin is. not having a good time. LMAO this man doesn't like huge crowds like that, and doesn't know most of the songs and craves the quiet comfort of his home. however, one look at you has him relaxing and a small, soft smile taking over his tense features. this was entirely for you, of course, and seeing you so happy and excited was enough to quiet any discomfort he might've felt. doesn't take any photos or videos, but he'll let you pull him down for selfies. the only video he has from that night is the one you sent to him of him kissing the crown of your head during lover.
jaehee is just excited to be there with you! she's a casual fan of taylor swift-- she doesn't really fangirl over anyone that's not zen-- so she probably won't know any of the chants, and definitely won't trade any bracelets, but she'll happily dress up with you. sings along under her breath to the songs that she knows, and just nods along to the ones that she doesn't. really likes the midnights era- and especially vigilante shit. blushes whenever you hold her hand or kiss her cheek or sing to her during the love songs. she takes one or two photos.
saeran absolutely refuses to go with you at first. attending a three and a half hour concert with thousands of people attending sounds like his own personal hell, but when you go to ask saeyoung to accompany you, saeran finally relents. "fine!" he'll grumble, "no need to ask my idiot brother. i'll go with you." you...hadn't suggested that to make him change his mind, but. a win is a win! he doesn't do any of the chants or any of the bracelets, and doesn't dress up. (or, at least, he doesn't wear anything he wouldn't usually wear, but. it's looks pretty reputation era, so you're happy.) despite his grumbling and his anxiety, saeran really did love seeing you so happy and carefree. is surprised by how much he enjoyed the reputation era, and ignores your smug look as he adds the songs to his playlist later on. refuses to take any pictures or videos, and will only be in a few for you.
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stormflypirateskin · 2 years
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hello! so I've definitely been binge reading your writing pieces and I have come yet again to request something for yoosung and saeyoung!
could I request sitting with them and just having an honest chat about how much they appreciate MC?
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Yoosung and Saeyoung sitting with the reader while they say how much they appreciate them!
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I hope this was okay, haha! Thank you so much for requesting! Tell me if there is something you want me to change!^^
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Being snuggled up to Yoosung on the couch watching movies was something you two always enjoyed. It could be a lazy day, busy day, but at the end of it, you always cuddled together.
It was one of your favorite moments to spend time with him. Not worrying about anything else as you stay in his arms and just enjoyed the current moment.
The same could be said for Yoosung, as well. He was always happy to be holding you as he got lost in anything you two were watching. Occasionally nuzzling into you like a little puppy as he wore that cheerful smile.
"Hehe, I feel so happy whenever you are beside me." He laughed softly as he left a kiss at the side of your head. "I'm so lucky that you are in my life, you know.. I'm so happy every day just being here with you." Yoosung's hand held yours tightly.
"You changed my life for the better and I'm so thankful for it." He had started to whisper by now, making you feel flustered under your lover. "I want to make you happy for the rest of my life." Yoosung hugged you tighter and exhaled happily.
"I love you, Y/N. Always and forever. I will make sure to have you smiling for me every single day." He giggled as he leaned in closer to capture your lips on his. "So cute.. I'm so glad I'm the only one who gets to see you like this, hehe!"
His smile was enough to make your heart race and your face more warm as you gazed at him.
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Stargazing was definitely one of the best activities you did together with Saeyoung. It was so relaxing and staring at the so so many stars in the sky would always leave you two in awe as you were on his embrace.
He always had this expression on his face and whenever he squeezed you lovingly in his arms, it made you feel so safe being with him like this. Nothing else mattered in the moment as you two felt like you were in a special place while staying side by side.
Of course, that didn't mean that you could escape Saeyoung's affection. He would often shower you with so much affection and he sometimes did it aggressively. You were so cute while you were cuddling with him, after all! So many kisses, nuzzles and rarely some biting was happening.
"I often stared up at the sky back then.. but doing it together with you makes me feel so.. relaxed, so nice.." He let out a chuckle as he stared up at the stars, holding you even tighter. It didn't matter if it was cold, he felt so warm and comfortable this close with you. "Makes you wanna stay here forever.. right?" He laughed softly as he looked at you with love in his eyes.
"You are so beautiful.. how did I get so lucky..? I feel like.. every single day I'm falling more and more in love with you.." He said softly as he booped your nose with the most gentle smile. "You are my angel, huh? Haha.." He nuzzled your nose with his own as he reached down to hold both of your hands.
"I don't think you know how much I love you.. my dear Y/N. I love you, I will love you forever and I want to spend the rest of my life loving and being by your side through anything. Hah.. so adorable.." He then took a deep breath before leaning in to kiss you. Holding it for as long as he could before pulling away. "That's impossible.. you're even more cuter while you are flustered.. makes me wanna kiss you again, haha.."
You felt like you were the only two people in existence as he gazed at you with so much love in his eyes.
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syxilla · 26 days
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TAHNK YOUU 🗣🗣🙏
u can search his name up (yoosung kim from mystic messenger) n itll show his looks
i was hoping if u could make y/n drag him away from the game that he always plays (LOLOL) so he could lay on her lap and play with his hair
i'm pasting how he is off google bc for the life of me i can't write
"Tries the best to be caring and supportive to others, he hides his sadness and stress, by playing video games and texting, although he still likes the hobbies..... It's a habit and may stay up all night because of it.The naive boy loves to put smiles on others faces because it makes him feel accomplished and that he's doing something good with his life."
he's like this total sweetheart but he won't get off that damn game ‼️
i hope this is enough im so bad w my words 😭 sorry !
authors note: sorry about not responding for like a month, i stopped writing for a bit cause its not really a main hobby of mine, BUT DW IM GONNA CONTINUE. anyways i dont play this game, so it might not be completely accurate but i hope i works! also a little short cause i didnt really know how this could work out-
cw: g/n reader, yoosung x reader, fluff, not proof read, might be ooc
(ps: if u simp for him u have bad taste, he looks like a beanstalk and his hair looks like french fries)
-yoosung was hooked to his game. he might as well marry his console! he never gave anyone else attention except for the cursed thing anyways. the thought of you hiding all his games in the closet has crossed your mind to many times to count. and one day, you had enough.
"yoosung kim." you said sternly, standing infront of his monitor. "y/n! i cant see!" he whined, trying to move his head to each side to see where hed have more luck in staring. "no. you are going to stop playing that game and cuddle with me!" you said, stepping closer to him. "after this round, i pinky promise!" he said, his eyes not exiting the monitor even once.
"thats it." you say, grabbing his controller and turning off the monitor (you saved his progress of course). "y/nnn!!!! how could you no! i said ill do it later!" yoosung complained, getting up to try and steal the controller back. "no!" you say beggining to run with it in hand. and he chases after you.
-after a good 40 minutes of running and convincing, yoosung finally settled down, laying his head on your chest and wrapping his arms around you, still grumbling nonsense about his game.
"i want my consoles back..." he mumbled into your chest, kicking his feet back and forth while your hands were tangled in his hair, combing through it gently. "youll get it back once i get my me time." you smiled, kissing his forehead softly.
-despite his initial reluctance, he found himself falling asleep on you, slightly drooling on your shirt. not that you minded, atleast he wasnt bothering you about the game anymore, right?
that is until he woke up at 2 am energized and played the game until morning.
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writefulclown · 2 years
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a list of things that remind you how possessive yoosung really is
yoosung x gn reader established relationship, u live together lol
yoosung seems like a puppy in human form, which makes it so so easy to forget what's truly behind those innocent, twinkling eyes of his. but in certain moments he does something that reminds you of what seven said. "he kind of tends to be a yandere."
whenever you're around other people he always has to be touching you. whether it be holding your hand, having his hand on your knee or sitting close enough for your legs to be touching, there always has to be contact.
it's worse in public. he grips your hand like you've just fallen off a cliff and he's trying to pull you back up. his arm wraps around your waist, holding you so close you feel like you might get absorbed into him.
when you're standing on the street, waiting for a bus, train, whatever, he's clinging onto you with a hug, almost completely encompassing your body with his own. if the weather is cold enough, he'll go a step further and wrap his jacket around you with him still wearing it.
you often see him staring down anyone who looks at you, or worse, approaches you. the more interested they seem, the more threatening his glare is. it doesn't matter if they're a complete stranger, old acquaintance, friend or RFA member.
you'll catch him staring at your phone screen over your shoulder. over time he starts losing himself in reading your conversations, forgetting to be as sneaky as he once was. who could you be talking to? what about? why would you rather text someone than spend time with him?
if he feels like you're on your phone for too long he'll get upset. you have about 5 seconds after his first huff before he's whining for your attention. he'll pout at you, staring incessantly as he tosses around, impatient and dramatic. sometimes he'll skip this step entirely and go straight to prying your phone away, sticking his face in yours, expecting immediate affection after being deprived for seemingly long enough to die.
when you sleep together he holds you tight. it would be so endearing, but when he's asleep and you need to go to the bathroom, or just want to get into a more comfortable position, it's rendered impossible by the grasp he has on you. the only thing you can do is slightly turn your head. even your hands are stuck, so you can't tap his arm to wake him.
when you're away from him he calls you a lot more than would be considered normal. if he stays home while you go for a quick little grocery run he'll find excuses to call you at least 3 times. did you make it to the store safely? we remembered to add eggs to the shopping list, right? when will you be back and do you need help carrying anything?
if he could have it his way neither of you would ever leave the house. all your time would be spent with each other. cuddling, cooking, kissing, talking, sleeping, doesn't matter what you do as long as you're together with no one else interrupting in any capacity.
it's not that he doesn't trust you. he's not paranoid that you'll leave him for someone else. he just wants you to only be with him. only talk to him. only think of him. he does, so why wouldn't you?
you know what he's thinking. you know what he truly wants. he's told you all of it. but the way he always greets you with the biggest smile, offering you his warmest hug, any memory of his darker side is immediately wiped from your brain. how could he ever have a single sinister thought? look at him, how shy he gets around you, how softly he kisses your head when you're falling asleep, how he packs lunches for you every day. don't mind the way he threatens even his closest friends if they happen to get too friendly with you, just let him shower you with all the love in the world. don't worry about a thing.
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onlinekitsune · 2 years
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winter dates! mysmes edition! ʕ⁎̯͡⁎ʔ༄
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i already did this with the obey me boys, but wanted to give something to my mysmes lovers (me) i hope you enjoy!! including saeran bc i don’t wanna leave him out
JAEHEE ; she’d definitely close the cafe just to spend the entire day with you, she’d even make sure her phones put aside just so you’d have her whole attention, she’d make you the best coffee you’d ever had (not surprising since she’s such a good barista), you two would end up cuddled up on the couch bingeing movies (ofc some staring zen himself), she’d lovingly rant about the production while you gazed at how bright she was when she talked about it
JUMIN ; him ditching work just to be with you? absolutely, sorry but he’s definitely feeling under the weather and the cure is decorating the penthouse, he’d pick you up just so you were able to put decorations as high as you wanted, decorating the tree was absolutely chaos with elizabeth, she’d steal and toss all the ornaments (cat safe ones), before the day was over jumin surprised you with a little gift of his own, he booked a winter photoshoot with you and elizabeth, you took silly cheesy photos for your holiday cards
SAERAN ; he never had a good holiday, actually he never really celebrated one, you decided to change that and over a course of a week show him various winter activities and such, you made snowmen, you looked at christmas lights together, you even decorated your own tree with him, he was a little timid about it all but warmed up, one night while you were in his arms he’d tell you how much he appreciated you remaking memories with him
SAEYOUNG ; winter made the excuse of being a homebody with you way more excusable, driving in snow was dangerous, and he’d rather spend the day with you anyways, you’d use this as an excuse for being little lazy and just lounging around, looking at silly cat videos with saeyoung on the couch, you’d also make cookies with him, which ends with a little chaos, he’d throw a little bit of flour on you and you’d chase him around the counter
YOOSUNG ; he loved christmas, but spending christmas with you?? absolutely perfect, he’d want to do all the cutesy couple things, take seasonal pictures, watch the christmas lights together, he’d also plan very hard to make sure he’d got you the perfect gift, he struggled with keeping it a secret from you because he’s just so excited to make you happy, on christmas day he’d make breakfast in bed before handing you your present right away
ZEN ; zen was absoutely determinded to make this holiday one you wouldn’t forget, it wasn’t enough to just spend it casually, he had to be the best holiday date you’ve had, and when he saw the ice rink he couldn’t think of anything more romantic, you on the other hand... were a little nervous to say the least, but you trusted him, he was very athletic and probably tried out for a ice skating role once before, to no one’s surprise he was really good, he’d confidently show you his talents before dragging you onto the ice, catching everyones attention from how good he was, to your surprise it was oddly romantic, he made sure you were alright and catched you a couple times, a stray paparazzi actually caught the moment he did, but respected your privacy thankfully
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whats-it-mean · 10 months
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Daddy issues comfort with a side of unresolved feelings, served by Yoosung Kim  ☆
Yoosung Kim x Reader daddy issues comfort
A/N - yeah thats right i have daddy issues. who would have guessed. crazy right. wild stuff !!! anyways Yoosung is a simp but its ok we love that about him <333 also reader is implied to have a deadname but no specific pronouns are used ^^
TW - Having a loser of a dad
─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ─── 
You didn’t have any roommates at the moment, just an apartment all on your own. At first glance, it seems nice- a bigger space, some time alone, but the lack of roommates was something your father took as an invitation to drop in whenever he wanted, with absolutely no prior warning. At least once a week he had made a habit of just showing up without asking first, explaining that it was ‘in his right to visit his lovely child whenever he pleased’, and each time he visited he wouldn't leave without commenting on the fact that you were using your chosen name on your dorm room entryway.
You were currently sitting on your couch, staring dejectedly at the door. He had just left, after making a visit simply to remind you to improve your grades- which crushed you, since up until then, you had been feeling particularly confident in your studies.
You closed your eyes as you let yourself slowly sink further into the plush of your couch, finding slight comfort in the way the cushions felt under you, but you were snapped out of your temporary calm when you heard the doorbell ring.
Oh god. Did he come back? Did he forget something? You didn’t want to have to face your dad for the second time that day, not when you worked so hard to be able to move out, all just to get away from him. You could feel your spirits sinking as you stepped towards the door, your arms feeling heavy as you reached out for the doorknob.
You creaked open the door, accepting defeat as you stared at the ground, assuming your father had returned- only to hear a confused little ‘eh-?’ from a voice you knew very well to be Yoosung’s. You glanced upwards, suspicions confirmed when you met eyes with Yoosung’s purple ones, him smiling down at you.
“Yoosung-..? What are you doing here-....?” You said, confused, although you couldn’t deny your excitement that it was Yoosung, and not your dad.
Yoosung gave you a nervous grin. “I wanted to come ask you if you were free.” He explained. “But I saw your father walking out when I got here. You.. Don’t get along with him well, right? I remember you complaining about him once or twice before…. So I thought I should ask if you were alright.”
You blinked at him for a moment, struggling to form words to properly express just how much that meant to you, especially coming from him- but all you could really do was step awkwardly off to the side of the door to give him room to enter. “Wanna come in-...?” You offered, holding your breath in hopes of him accepting your offer.
The boy nodded sheepishly, stepping in with a slightly rushed pace, before glancing around your apartment. You two stood there in a moment of painful, awkward silence before Yoosung walked over to you and leaned a bit closer, so that you could properly view his concerned expression.
“Please let me do something for you.”
Well, you can’t exactly say no to that, now, can you?
Moments later, you found yourself entwined with said boy, the two of you sprawled comfortably on the couch. It was surprisingly comfortable, and despite both of you being an awkward mess, you were ten times calmer now. You leaned into Yoosung’s touch, nuzzling into him slightly as his arms tightened around you. You could see that he was bright red with blush tinting his cheeks, ears, and neck, but he was smiling softly at you as you let your eyes close. It was nice, being able to lay there without worries, just.. cuddling with him. You knew that later you would probably scream into a pillow in embarrassment and then have to actually confront your feelings for Yoosung- but that could wait for later. Right now, your mind was completely empty as you sunk further into his embrace, a smile adorning your face as you felt yourself start to fall asleep…
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ameribell · 4 months
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I wanna write some, but don’t expect daily things!
Anyways, here are my rules:
Things I will not write:
Character x character
Character x oc
Incest/stepcest
Pedophelia
Smut (I’m not too good at it lol)
Things I will write:
Fluff
Romantic
Angst
Platonic
Headcanons
AU’s
Any gender reader (I don’t mind writing male, but keep in mind I’m not too good at it)
Fandoms I write for:
Percy Jackson
Fairy Tail
Avatar the Last Airbender
The Legend of Korra
Mystic Messenger
Tears of Themis (I will not be writing for Vyn, I’m sorry lolol)
The OC
(Open for more, just ask and poke around a bit)
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sociogalaxy · 7 months
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Yoosung with an MC who disappears mysteriously
💚Yoosung
*Everything was fine, it was going fine. He didn't know, he didn't know he did something wrong. You would've said so, right?
*Maybe he mentioned Rika too much, or maybe he played LOLOL too much. Hell maybe he went to school too much!
*His heart just broke into a billion pieces when he couldn't find you after a multitude of hours. He called every RFA member, maybe they knew where you were, but no. You even left your phone, so it's not like Seven could track you.
*Somehow despite his panic he thought clearly enough to call Seven. Maybe there was some way he could track you without your phone.
*But it was no use, Seven had nothing to go off of. He couldn't track you down. You were gone. For good.
*Why though? No note, no signs, no nothing. Was it him? Did someone make you leave? Did he not notice you needed help? His brain and mental state was a complete wreck. He was spiraling, searching for answers.
*You were just here one minute and now you were gone...He waited days, weeks, months, and with months came years. You never came back. He never heard anything from you or about you.
*That was it. You were gone. No trace. It wasn't until years later did he finally see you. Just not where he hoped. He saw your death records. He thought he could be at peace finally finding you, but it only led to more heartbreak.
*He couldn't move on. How could he? He always had hope you'd come back to him, it hurt like hell knowing he led himself into a pit of false hope. You were never coming back. He needed to wake up and face reality.
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postlover · 1 year
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speaking of fics here’s a little blurb i wrote for this very niche character idk if you heard of him his name is yoosung Kim from mystic messenger???
a love letter to the stars
contents include: roses and star shaped chocolates.
a letter stands atop the table, with the name “yoosung” written in perfect calligraphy. you, a blonde haired man happened to be named yoosung, pick it up.
care to read?
dear Star boy,
on that day, my tears were blocking my vision. i could hardly insert the numbers into the pin-pad; that’s how bad i was crying, sobbing even. regardless, once i entered that apartment—
my entire life changed.
you, and your cheerful texts always made me wake up with a stupid smile across my face. i felt as if the entire night sky was at my disposal, something i can consume everyday without fail.
you, and your never ending support. i always wondered if you or the sun shined brighter— it was always you.
that day when you protected me, i broke down in tears all over again. i could not stand the sight of you in pain, for it ached me to the core.
that’s how i knew the love was real.
i could never truly understand how, or why these feelings arose in such intensity. for everything considered, you deem yourself an ordinary college boy. someone who plays video games all day, and chats with his friends like everyone else.
and you are. i could never deny it, but i suppose you underestimate everything you truly are. the stars that shine in the dead of night, or the sunshine that rays down upon me during a rainy day.
i speak in metaphors and analogies— because i cannot express my words in any other way. comparing you to the stars that glow above our bedroom is the only possible way i can describe this feeling of love.
pure, unbridled love.
suppose i sound too cheesy for even the most hopeless of romantics. perhaps you will cringe, but i know you won’t. i know you’ll find this letter just as endearing as i wrote it.
i adore everything and anything about you. the kindness, the smiles, the crying or the sadness. everything that makes you the star that you are.
i don’t think you’ll ever really understand this pure affection i hold for you. and that’s okay, because i know you hold a love for me that i will never comprehend.
you keep my heart beating, my breath alive. there isn’t a day i don’t think about your well-being.
read this letter anytime you feel down, or upset, or insecure. because now,
you know how much i truly love you, yoosung.
sincerely,
_____.
tears fall upon the paper, smearing the ink.
you quickly fold up the letter, placing it back in the position it once was.
you hiccup once, and twice.
“i can’t wait to see you again.”
fin
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simp-is-here · 1 year
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More “Imagine This Fic While I Procrastinate Instead Of Writing”
If you end up using this ideas then please @ me, I really wanna know what you guys come up with
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I’m going a bit different here, imagine a couple different anime scenarios
(Possible spoilers)
Obey Me: Lucifer x reader, mention of either Mammon, Solomon, or Diavolo x reader
Rejecting either Mammon, Solomon, or Diavolo for Lucifer, then after Lucifer loses his memories and doesn’t remember your relationship you’re talking to either Asmo, Simeon, or Barbatos about Lucifer forgetting everything and the person who once asked to stay by your side: and you have this conversation
Attack on Titan: person x reader, mention of Armin x reader
You’re lover died in the final battle, now that everything is starting to calm down a bit you’re talking to one of your friends (whoever you want), confiding in them about how you’re so lonely, and are hoping for another marriage proposal from your best friend Armin, not wanting to hear them say that it wouldn’t be fair to Armin if you settle
Mystic Messenger: character x reader, mention of either Yoosung, 707, or Zen x reader
After a bad breakup with whichever love interest you want, you’re talking with Jaehee about how (I imagine Yoosung, 707, or Zen) said they would love you forever, hoping so badly that they’d stay true to their word, even if you didn’t feel the same
Bungou Stray Dogs: past Dazai x reader, mention of Chuuya x reader
After Dazai left the Port Mafia you struggled with losing a valuable coworker, friend, and lover. While having a drink with Kouyou, you tell her that you’re hoping Chuuya will tell you once again that he loves you. And hopefully you won’t be alone anymore if he does
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mystic-headcanons · 11 months
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Yoosung with MC who feels guilty about him getting hurt and going blind in one eye "for her" how do you think he'd deal with the situation and make her feel better
i love yoosung sm :(
you've been pulling away for yoosung for a few weeks now. it started with declining one or two of his calls and lying about being busy, but it progressively got worse. you weren't speaking to him as much, and you rarely saw him outside of chatrooms. (it got to the point of other members noticing and asking you if everything was alright between you and yoosung. you always lied and said yes because how could you explain the sheer amount of guilt that you felt? about how every time you saw him or spoke to him, you're reminded of the fact that you caused him to lose an eye? no, it was better to avoid him. better to pretend everything was fine.) there was also a part of you that was just scared. scared that he hated you, or that he’d grow to regret ever meeting you and you just…could not handle that.
it all came to a head when you pressed ignore on his fourth call. it’d been a long day and there was no way you could hide your emotions if you spoke to him. yoosung had this way of seeing through you, of picking up on your emotions no matter how hard you tried to hide them. whether it was because he knew you down to your bones, or because he was generally a very empathetic person, you weren’t sure. but you were sure that you couldn’t afford to speak about the guilt. if he affirmed it, if he told you it was, in fact, your fault, you don’t know what you’d do.
half an hour after you ignored yoosung’s last call, there was a knocking at your door. “it’s eight p.m.” you muttered to yourself, frowning. you were cautious as you approached the door, and with a mug in your raised hand, you flung open the door to yoosung with red rimmed eyes. he froze for a moment and looked between you and your hand with a raised eyebrow. “what? it’s late. i wasn’t expecting anyone.” you stepped aside and set the mug down as he walked in. you watched as he turned to face you; the circles under his eyes were noticeably darker and his hair was greasier than usual. the guilt began to eat away at your insides the longer you stared at him. was he not taking care of himself?
“can we…can we talk?” yoosung asked, and upon hearing the desperation in his voice, you had no choice but to nod. there was a moment of silence and you could tell that yoosung was forcing himself to gather the courage to speak. his mouth opened and closed a few times before he finally groaned in frustration. “are you trying to break up with me? you ignore almost all of my calls and barely talk to me in the messenger, but you’ll answer everyone else the second they text you. did i— did i do something?”
“no! yoosung, you did nothing. i didn’t. god, i didn’t even think how this would look to you.” you muttered the last part to yourself, but yoosung heard you. “yoosung, i promise you i’m not trying to break up or anything like that. i love you.” you averted your gaze from his and looked down before you spoke again, not wanting to see his reaction. “you lost your eye because of me, yoosung. i just. i feel so guilty every time i talk to you.” there was silence after you spoke, and a few seconds later you felt him gently grab your hand. “hey, no. the hacker is the one who did this, not you.” “but—“ “you’re not responsible for anyone else’s choices, my love.” yoosung interrupted you, and gently cupped your cheek. he gave a small smile as you looked up at him. “his actions are his own, just like how my actions are mine and yours are yours. i chose to go there with seven, fully knowing the risks. for you and for him and for the rfa.”
“…i’m sorry.” you said, reaching forward to hug him. “i was just scared that maybe you would’ve thought the same thing. that you blamed me too and wouldn’t want to be with me anymore.” you dropped your forehead to his shoulder as he held you, and the longer you were in his embrace the more you felt all the stress and worry and guilt melt away. “so talk to me about it next time. don’t just ignore me and ice me out like this. i love you, and i’m here to help you talk through these things.”
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