#Yes I am still on my bullshit
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WoT book 2 babeey
#Yes I am still on my bullshit#wheel of time#WoT#The Great Hunt#shitty edits#memes#ah fuck I have to tag all of them#rand al'thor#matt cauthon#perrin aybara#nynaeve al'meara#egwene al'vere#moiraine damodred#lan al’mandragoran#bayle doman#sweatie what were you even in this book for
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#hermes lore olympus#thetis lore olympus#thermes#couple goals#yes I am still on my bullshit#Rping them is so fun and they are soooo good together#they have a pet raccoon
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wwhag if a lawful evil abnd a chaotic good. fell in love 🥺
#yes i am still on my bullshit#please someone ask me about my oc and his favorite gnomish hellknight. blease#listen. listen to me. regill x flair means so much to me.#not fair that it exists only in my head. they should have their own fanbase i think#pathfinder wotr
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they could have been such haters together
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#dungeon meshi#mirumisu#mithrun of the house of kerensil#milsiril of the house of tol#dungeon meshi spoilers#mithrun dungeon meshi#milsiril dungeon meshi#doodles#mine#the filename is xoxogossipgirl#yes im still on my mirumisu missed connections yuri bullshit. they could have been their worst selves ever........ TOGETHER#it's fine tho bc now they can be their less worse selves..... together <3 and deal untold psychic damage to kabru#having sooo much trouble w the other big dm piece im doing so i meant this to be a quick mental refresh and um. took too long to be casual#unclear if i am refreshed or if the farcille kiss will take me out of commission again. that's the beauty of life <3#save me mirumisu..... mirumisu save me.....
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heads up that i will be using chapter 10.2 to promote my mike and mitchell best friends forever agenda thanks
#WE ARE SOOOO BACK#they’re special to me okay.#after lucas obviously. no one can be lucas sinclair#but i am putting my little thinking cap on and going goddamn. poor mitchell#<- a character we made up for the sole purpose of people being put in situations#anyways hi yes i am writing no acswy is not abandoned yes 10.2 will be up at some still undetermined time in the future#had a quick exes fic moment but i’m back on my bullshit#ginormous shoutout to thea for clearing out our inbox this week so i would stop fainting w panic every time i saw how many ch10 asks we had#feeling more normal now. that is to say extremely abnormal#<- has also been on her zelda bullshit so bad this week#anyways. we are so fucking back
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It's really interesting that Wynne actually has quite a measured, bordering on downright sympathetic response to hearing what Jowan did in the prologue -- if the mage Warden says "I still can't believe Jowan was that stupid", her answer is something like a thoughtful "Stupid, or desperate, or merely curious?". She seems to think of Jowan as a kid who got in over his head, rather than any less charitable interpretation. I do believe she genuinely is as against blood magic as she publicly expresses and as the Circle party line demands, but as a private person she clearly has a more nuanced and potentially kinder understanding of the reasons why someone might resort to it, at the very least.
(related: when she says that part about Irving telling her what happened, there's no dialogue option in the first stage of the conversation (except choosing the 'leaving the conversation' one) that doesn't net you +2 approval! no matter how the warden feels about it, she is ready to recieve it. I think that says something sweet about how Wynne conceptualizes younger mages and the honest real affection she has for them. if you didn't snitch on jowan and say you stand by that decision, though? +3 approval, apparently! what Wynne says and what Wynne thinks is not always the same thing indeed, her idea of where personal loyalty and integrity stands vis-a-vis a mage's responsibility to the circle may be more flexible than she'd have people believe, you'll be surprised to learn lol)
I have always liked wynne and found her interesting, in all her hypocrisies and her earnest care, but with slightly older eyes she's extra fascinating to me in the same ways that Iron Bull is -- seeing someone whose mind has had hollows carved out in it by the need for double-think and compartmentalization imposed by the oppressive systems and ideologies they live under, and the quiet fight of the self to still preserve vital parts of itself that the system deems unacceptable in the hidden backstage areas of the soul, as it were. (and for both of them part of that self is love and protectiveness of specific other people, beyond what their 'role' dictates is acceptable for them.) I think Wynne has managed to sneak more of her internal self through the meatgrinder relatively intact than Bull overall, but it's the same logic underlying it, for me, and it makes me feel such intense affection and compassion for them both to see how hard they try
#dragon age#dragon age origins#wynne#iron bull#my warden and wynne actually have quite similar feelings and views about the circle so it's really interesting#conflicted love is one hell of a tradition to pass down and boy do they do that lmao look the circle really is a family!#it has intricacies of intergenerational trauma being inherited and everything#I think sophia reaches the 'ok. alright. I'm going to stop being polite pretend centrist about this' stages earlier#but her being more open about it is mostly about her being uniquely protected by her role in the wardens#(and being the king's if-not-for-the-laws-of-this-land-and-the-finer-points-of-political-marriage wife lmao)#and knows it; she has less to be responsible for in the circle itself now. I think she and wynne Understand each other by then#asunder is a book of. many parts! let's say lol but wynne's characterization in it is so good#she was about to go absolutely nutso mode after stuff started to go south and I love that for her#her gloves have been on her whole life but oh she is aware of that and would have taken them off and then some in that moment#the older you get the funnier wynne actually being like 50 gets tho. oh no. at death's door. ancient. aged. she has outlived the ages#how the fuck old is irving btw since he's alive and kicking during the ending of asunder (<3 love you dad)#also. yes. yes I am still on my iron bull bullshit I may never truly be off it he makes me so impossibly sad and so insane
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me: *just chilling 40 minutes in killing blue Drakes in Walley of the Drakes for their scales*
@val-of-the-north: Kat! You do NOT need Dragon covenant things for Platinum! Kat the drop rate is ABYSMAL!! Kat it isn't even a gameplay improvement!! KAAAAAT!!!
me, picking up scales: Instructions unclear, I want to be a dragon!
#gameplay log#shitposting#yes I am still on my completionist bullshit 🙄#I don't know why I am like this fghghfhgc
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Obviously the actual, Doylist explanation is that Anis Cheurfa is shorter than Boxleitner, but the much better, funnier Watsonian explanation is that when he ported him over to the new grid, Flynn went out of his way to make Tron shorter
#it just seems like the petty kinda shit he would do tbh#hi yes hello i am in fact still on my tron bullshit#tronblr#pspspsps#i just cant stop thinking about it everytime i watch legacy#rinzler's just a little guy!!! tiny baby murder man!!! lookit him go!!!
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I promise you can speak about and denounce undesirable behaviour without attributing it to some in-born, immutable, unchanging trait that you must "civilize" away.
In this specific instance that inspired this, you really don't need to attribute bad behaviour that's done by a man with unchanging character traits. This isn't even solely about men, because doing this affects everyone, men included.
"Men needed to be civilized out of behaving this way!" Who are you expecting to be doing the civilizing and why? This is just defending the idea that women are responsible for training up men - the millenia-old idea that a man's failings are actually a woman's fault, not his.
As a man, I am responsible for my actions. You don't need to dehumanize me in order to preserve your misogyny and your need to hate a group of men. Don't get me wrong, this rhetoric absolutely is not good for men to face. It especially targets men who have experiences with marginalized identities. If you're on my page, you know that this is something I deal with personally, have personal stakes in that affect my life daily. I just also think we really need to remember that this issue exists in a context where women and other folks will inevitably be punished as a direct result of these ideas as well.
I need to make that last part emphatically clear: even if this rhetoric (somehow) only hurt men, it would still be wrong. It would still be wrong! I want to - as a man - remind people (especially those who already have decided to dehumanize entire groups of people) that nobody is safe from being exempt from punishment due to this rhetoric.
#feminism#politics#when you attribute behaviour to in-born traits you remove a person's agency and ability to make choices#and yes it is dehumanizing. the whole point of being a person is AUTONOMY#i fail to see how this wouldn't also just give shitty people an 'out' for their poor behaviour#you have given everyone a built-in excuse and punishing innocent people who may be affected by those poor decisions#so no i don't accept the In Their Nature argument as a valid or a praxis-led theory#you will ONLY hurt the people you claim to defend. you must start seeing behaviour as a CHOICE if you want to change this#as a man i recognize that i am a human. i MAKE choices. *I* affect the people around me#ME. not this bullshit idea that i must be trained out of in-born unchanging traits that fuel every tiny 'decision' i make#i do NOT need excuses or punishment because i am a 'threat' by being a man. i don't need that patronizing misogynistic bullshit#not to sound too passionate but the women i love in my life do NOT have a responsibility to 'train me'#i love and respect the women in my life too much to degrade them by expecting that from them#and in this case it WOULD be degrading because it relies on Woman As Eternal Caretaker and FORCES them to Train Men Up#because of the character limit in tags this is pretty restrictive but i am not JUST thinking about women in this case#but because this is kind of a tangent i want this to be optional#oddly enough the 'read more' tab is so annoying (i think) on mobile. it's so clunky and i hate using it if i don't NEED to#i'm just so deeply frustrated because i still see this so much and it scares me for many reasons#much of that fear is knowing that other people in my life will also be targeted by this despite Not being men...#but they are nonetheless fully intended to be targets of this rhetoric. they are not collateral damage they are INTENDED to also be affected
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there we go, some quick sketches so there is something in my art folder for this month
#my art#oc: JS Antyllus#the equiv of me yelling into the void 'yes I am still alive'#no tags for Arcade into the void go the shitty sketches#in my defense - I wrote and over-formatted a 4000 word oc about doc the weekend before last for docs DA verse#and last weekend i devote all time to replaying Inquisition SO I mean I have been up to something#I ought to go through and do the same bullshit formatting for his fallout doc as well but I gotta wait till I go on a roll again#look - either I will work on something for hours and hours no break or nothing at all for days at a time
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them: is this the hill you want to die on?
me: no, but it’s where I’ll leave your corpse
#back on my bullshit#anyways#almost sliced part of my finger off with a knife today#it must run in the family#bc my grandfather once got his finger chopped off by a chainsaw#they never found the finger btw#also it was his ring finger? we aren’t entirely sure how he did that without getting any other fingers#I am actively crying#I think I’m in shock#I do not handle blood well#OH YES#I fainted#that is very much also a thing that happened#lol#delete later#this is how I handle inconveniences now I guess#straightupchaos#more like straight up LOSING MY MIND#but everything is fine. triple antiseptics. if it’s still a problem tomorrow superglue fixes all#yeah this family vacation is going GREAT#seriously: I am having a good time despite the injury#does this count as a life update?#I think it does#no promises what fics are getting done LMAO
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Has anyone done a Nocturne rewatch for the sole purpose of analyzing in which scenes/contexts Olrox's earring is glowing vs not glowing? Or am I gonna have to do that myself?
#like it has to mean SOMETHING right???#olrox#castlevania nocturne#yes I'm still on my 'he must have some kind of immunity or connection to the sun' bullshit#I am a dedicated scholar of canon#lmao
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Katsuki wants to hold Izuku's hand real bad and he has no idea how to ask
#they're silly they're so silly <3 <3 <3 can they just be silly little teenagers in love instead of. child soldiers.#aaa drawing them always makes me so happy!!!#and yes. i am still on my bullshit about hands.#mha#bnha#mha fanart#bnha fanart#my hero academia#bakugou#midoriya#izuku midoriya#katsuki bakugou#deku#kacchan#bkdk#bakudeku#bkdk fanart#lostfanboyart
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Of my 2% capacity to be attracted to anyone, my type is like 90% women, 5% pretty men and 5% men you would swear are super fucking manly, and never questioned being straight and cis, but are now suddenly *stressed* that they can't figure out why their attraction to me [fully socially interpreted as a woman and labelled that way up until relatively recently] feels incredibly fucking gay
#you are a straight man correct? Yes. Attracted to someone you view as a woman correct? Yes... But you are afraid that makes you gay?#Afraid is a strong word but also stop asking stupid questions#The end result is I tend to date a lot of men who either then realize they are women or bi or gay and I am there when they are taking out#the messiest parts of that on whoever they are with at the time#and on one hand it means I created a space that made them feel safe enough to self examine#but on the other hand I'm their last stop when the fallout hits#OR they just realize they find the expectations put on them for masculinity to be really oppressive even negligent or abusive#I would say I need to adjust my strategy and stop trying to 'woo' men the same way I don't actually -flirt- with women#but I have already solved this problem by refusing to date ever again#The retrospective is funny though#The problem is I am attracted to men in a gay way and to women in a gay way but no one tells you the consequence of that and looking#like a pretty butch is that it really confuses the straight guys#Like why is this guy who's usually hmmm... as dom and masc as you would imagine suddenly in my lap and red and having entire feelings#about the way I am holding his hip? He doesn't knoww either and he's really pressed about it#And that thing messy lesbians do where they act jealous of you and also like they want to fuck you at the same time that looks like a red#flag from hell? Imagine dragging that out of unsuspecting straight guys -menTM-#They don't know why they are acting like that around me either but it's going to go one of two ways#either it will seem overtly threatening and aggressive to everyone involved including themselves or they'll have enough social sense#and tact to be playful about it but still not be sure if they are flirting or whether they like me at all#I have patience for one of those and unfortunately[?] it's the guy who's in my lap looks like he's being tortured and can't find his footin#not the guy telling me how much he's going to beat my ass at some game and I am going to like it or some macho bullshit#And I will be oblivious for the first 50% of it#because if there are gods they are cruel#He never realized he's actually the little spoon be nice and give him a minute#He can't tell me he likes me if he doesn't know he likes me but I opened a jar for him and asked him about his feelings and now he's warm#I actually ended up never dating many women at all because of weird lesbian mixed signals and things#At least not while they were women#I don't flirt or make friends I just decide that people are mine and start taking care of them [while respecting their autonomy and shit]#and I am starting to think this is how I make problems for myself#yes I am playing 5-d chess with gender and am now a he/they but it is not what it is cracked up to be
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I’d be more convinced that the monologue from the end of “Tribe” was a throwaway line if it weren’t for the fact that we got the weeping maya tree right before Omega left Pabu, and if the batchers on Pabu weren’t left in the present day sequences with a group of force kids whose families need to be found and who will probably need somewhere safe to be once they are.
#the bad batch#so anyway#back on my bullshit#about the story being told in the bad batch just not being done yet#yes I think that once it is done being told that at least some of the batchers are going to be working with a branch of the Path#hell maybe Pabu is a path endpoint#maybe Havoc Outpost is connected to it too#Tribe is an incredibly overlooked episode#and I am still waiting for ‘and when they return the trees sing’#and ‘in time we may all find a new path’#which would be hilariously literal if they end up working with the path#or naming the path#let’s be real that’s what these guys would call it#‘It will be a path to safety for clones and force sensitives’#‘we’ll call it…the path’#exactly what you’d expect from a group of people who named their gonk droid ‘Gonky’#pleeeaaaaaase let this be a thing#listen I can’t imagine them decomposing under a tree for fifteen to twenty years
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okay FINE I'll aDMIT IT. I've been sold on it. I'm a foreteen shipper. I don't ship them as endgame (that's what Choreman's for babey. Plus I could write a huge meta on why they work in s5 but wouldn't work postcanon) but them in season five?? their breakup arc in season six??? I swear they put crack cocaine in every one of those scenes and I cannot get enough of it
#anya shush#foreteen#yes i still am on my platonic foreteen post breakup bullshit too but. theyre just so good. in every iteration
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