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realitytvsb · 6 months ago

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IMO Maria really fucked up with the pizza party pick

#survivor #survivor 46 #survivor 46 maria #survivor 46 spoilers #survivor spoilers #q literally just ate!!!#he even thinks that’s wild #oof #oof oof #not good #there isn’t a way to make everyone happy with that choice #YEAH NO DUH BUT U MADE LIKE EVERYONE MAD???#YOU DONT HAVE TO PISS EVERYONE OFF??#THAT WAS JUST #IDK DUMB???

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dailyloopdeloop · 5 months ago

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DAY 71: shy

#codacheetah #isat #loop isat #isabeau isat #isat spoilers #i'll never get over loop being described as 'shy'. what a wonderful image #top one casual remarks from isabeau that cleaves loop's facade #like loop's personality is just a targeted missile to piss siffrin off. they're not at all confident and snarky #they're doing like the physical manifestation of winning an argument against yourself in the shower #second they see the party though Oopsies we're in scary territory. That's your family and they dont know it's you Oops #ok anyways ever since i saw that post i was like damn. this is just how i view loop in party postcanon #for as much as I think they SHOULD go explore around and be their own person for a while i think realistically they would not do that.#theyre going to go be a weird freak hovering around the party and refusing to socialize with anyone but siffrin and theyre gonna feel awful #(read: they're going to antagonize siffrin and it fails tremendously bc now The Rumor Come Out and siffrin knows what loop is doing.)#like loop as much as they can barely stand to even look at isabeau (for instance) i think their claws are sunk far too deep in.#onehats maybe the circumstances are different because there is a gap in understanding. there's no point forcing siffrin to confront the #obvious conclusion that loop is them (and thus siffrin's happy ending nails loop's coffin)#(THIS IS IGNORING TWOHATS PREREQS GOTTEN ONEHATS. BC THATS ITS OWN CAN OF WORMS)#but twohats. idk. for as much as it lets loop release some of their rage and process their feelings a bit. i think it might also be the pus #that makes loop consider their own existence as a person a bit more. theyre not a sponsor->corpse theyre just loop #theyre just somebody who wants desperately. they want to stay with them #theyre still siffrin. if also loop.#i think loop would force themself to reconnect with the party in the same vein as siffrin forcing himself to communicate more.#but of course having conviction and living an experience are not the same thing. so siffrin's going to flounder the emotional honesty thing #tremendously and loop's going to be. blair witching it in the corner.#hey i might have forgotten which post i was writing the tags under. oopsies #idk if these tags are comprehensible at all. i just really want to see loop fail upwards into friendship with everyone

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welcometogrouchland · 5 months ago

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Batman #149 by chip zdarsky is mostly unremarkable, but I'm really fascinated by how it makes a great case for 'good' endings not saving 'bad' stories*. Because there's a lot of interesting concepts in this issue (bruce having to deal with his rapidly aging and decaying clone making him think about his own life, re-establishing a 'nest' so to speak for his family after pushing them away, etc) but bc of the OOC slog that came before it, almost every moment w/ the batfamily comes off as unearned and disingenuous imo.

Like, everything with Damian is the perfect example in this. Because in isolation it's...fine. admittedly it's a missed opportunity to not go deeper into how Damian would feel about a clone of his dad who tried to kill considering Damian's relationships with clones of himself (the heretic rejects and respawn) or with former enemies who wanted him dead but who were manipulated and/or brainwashed (like suren and maya).

Zdarsky doesn't go into any of this but you could maybe excuse it as the issue not being about Damian. However, coupled with the previous bizarre characterizations of Damian in 147 and 148, it ends up not being fine- instead it starts to feel...icky how Damian (who, despite often being drawn and written as white, will never have his connection to the non-white al ghuls forgotten and will always be effected by racism even when not portrayed as a poc) is constantly written as overly violent, uncaring and narrow minded in this run. Coupled w/ trying to recanonize the morrison origin for Damian it's like. OH this is badly written and laden with subtle bigotry, sick**

That's me going into detail on it with Damian but it's applicable to other things in this issue- the way Cass, Steph and Duke have all been ignored or turned into jobbers makes their inclusion in the 'family' here feel hollow instead of satisfying. Bruce proclaiming that Zur was still a part of him and he needs to accept responsibility for his actions (when it means taking in clone son) wrings hollow when just last issue zdarsky was bending over backwards to separate Bruce and Zur bc otherwise the Jason thing would get really awkward. Ends are achieved through means that feel hollow or strange. I'm at my destination but damn why'd the bus have to do all that???

I only really have opinions on this latest arc of zdarskys Batman bc it's the one I've read the closest (bc I'm a hater, masochist and avid follower of even the bad damian storylines) but it's not saying great things.

Bc zdarsky can do one thing good in this book, and it's write Bruce and Tim. And yet this entire story, whether of his own volition or editorial mandate, includes other characters who aren't Bruce and Tim, the fabric starts to unravel in very telling ways.

(p.s, I think pennyworth manor is an interesting idea but I feel like in execution it's just gonna be 'bruce living in a house haunted by the memory of the people he couldn't save' but with a different dead guy this time. Illusion of change and whatnot)

*whether or not the ending is good is up to you ofc, as is your opinion on the proceeding arc! I saw some ppl complain that the ending was too "WFA" for them, which I get even if I dont think it'll literally be the same premise. If anything it's probably a lead into the new tec run. Likewise many ppl who aren't in the weeds of Damian and Jason characterization liked the previous arc! But I have my opinions and rest my case before the bench

**disclaimer, I'm white and portrayals of bigotry in comics are complicated and subjective, but I am basing my point here off what other poc comic fans on socmed have been saying about 149. Also the "sick" is sarcasm incase that wasn't obvious

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc comics #dc #damian wayne #bruce wayne #uhhh. not gonna tag the others i dont have time #batman #idk if the zdarsky series has its own tag #anyway yeah. i saw some interesting discussions surrounding 149 and it got me thinking #the experience of reading the issue is inoffensive until i remember how we got here and then all of a sudden i start to feel downright evil #the bruce/zur separation thing pisses me off so bad. MOTHERFUCKER YOU WERE JUST SAYING LAST ISSUE THAT NONE OF IT WAS HIM #and maybe we were meant to agree w Bruce and not Jason in that issue but if that's the case. piss poor job demonstrating it #Bruce never really faces like. interpersonal consequences from the family that last beyond an issue #which is WILD considering the shit he pulled back before they knew he was having a menty b (mental breakdown for those who dont know)#the damian thing is just like. its such clear author bias in ways both lowkey funny and also. not funny. at all #i know a lot of ppl on here didnt vibe w/ batman and robin by joshua williamson but like #i cannot stress enough how he was one of the ONLY ppl in damians corner and now hes leaving that series #he says he approves of the new creative teams assigned but also they're his coworkers. so i dont trust SHIT until its in my hands #anyway one day I'll give a more good faith reading of zdarskys Batman and i do wanna read his daredevil some day #but as it stands he suffers from terminal ''has seemingly never read a comic not abt my special white boys and refuses to try''#which means everyone is going to have to suffer through my haterism #also sorry for no images. i really want to but i just don't have the wherewithal to do alt text rn

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imavikingo · 2 months ago

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I was thinking on when Steve lost Bucky for the 3rd time (1st when he was drafted, 2nd when he was told he was MIA, 3rd when he fell) he tried to get drunk to forget, right? If he did that then...

What did he do when he lost him for the 6th time? (4th when he escaped, 5th when Bucky was in cryo, 6th the snap)

I mean technically Bucky died twice, but Steve lost him six times already.

And of he tried to get blind drunk once of those times- did he self-harm in other ways too?

To dull the pain? He can't get drunk, he heals quickly, he can't die easily either, so what did he do?

He wouldn't want to die when he knows for a fact that Bucky is alive ofc, but I can't see him acting normally or without a little bit of reckless energy.

To dull the pain and disappoinment (he can't feel like that, that's Bucky's choice -Cryo-. But how it hurts him tho).

(unrelated to this line of thought but it is relevant to the idea regardless)

That's why I can't fathom the idea of Steve abandoning Bucky in endgame.

He lost him 6 six (6) times already and he just... Went away? To a woman he only kissed once? After all he did for him, the pain and loss?

Even if you don't ship them, you have to think that to be really ooc on Steve's part. Everything in his character arc in the MCU is related to Bucky (and loss). Yes he liked Peggy, but he didn't suffer nor mourn her the same way he mourned Bucky (She was alive, but had dementia and was also very old, and had her own life).

His feelings for Peggy were more a "what if" and lost possibilities than anything.

She was an idea, a fantasy (that's why Wanda used that when fighting with him, right?). Not something real.

He wanted to be with her, but he didn't really knew her or love her (at least I don't think so).

She was the first woman that saw him for him after all. Before everything. But that's it.

He liked her for that (and her strong personality too) but did he love her? He didn't try to get on dates after he was defrosted because he knew people would only see Captain America, not Steve Rogers. He needed to represent an ideal and knew no one would understand (the pain, loss) and have the patience to be with him. That’s why he also highlighted the shared life experience thing.

So she was comforting, reassuring in a toxic and unhealthy kind of way (memories and fantasy aren't healthy when used like that). But still a what if and lost opportunity. He had to let her go at one point. And he did(!) But they had to fuck it up…

I mean... it's the same thing when you're still hung up on an ex. You want to think of the possibilities, the what ifs, the "what could have been" But when you go back to them nothing is like you remembered, nothing is like you wanted and you are dissatisfied and disappointed.

(Because all of that was in your head, it wasn't real).

And besides, he knew she had a life of her own (a fulfilling one at that) so what, he was selfish enough to fuck that up too? Without helping HIM? Without saving HIM? Abandoning HIM? After just being brought to life? After grieving him for another five years? Bucky was his best friend, his companion, his best pal…

He wouldn't do that to him. He would die before hurting Bucky (as they already stablished for most of the fucking movies) He even was like “You don’t understand” when Peggy talked to him in the bars ruins.

I think in canon (not ooc/EG)Steve would entertain the idea, but would decide to just keep it as that: An idea, a fantasy. And move on like he already did before.

Also the idea that it was a Peggy from an alternative universe is flawed because he abandoned HIS Bucky, even if in the other universe he helped or whatever.

In HIS UNIVERSE he abandoned his best friend? Not believable. And the logic of “oh it didn’t change their timeline because it was another one” is also stupid.

They already fucked up with Steve fighting 2012!Steve and also telling him about Bucky (creating another universe more than likely). And they were supposed to be undetected. Not create new universes. Thats also why I’m so keen on the idea of Steve being in a prison or something. He already fucked up once, twice if you think he went to the past to stay.

How can he be free while fucking up the timelines? Yeah, nah.

Also… they implied Steve can’t age in a movie if I remember correctly…. How did he become old?

And the idea that he went to Peggy because “Tony told him to have a life outside of captain america” is fucked up. So what? He relates his Bucky’s existence with work? FUCK OFF. Endgame Steve is fucked up and the worst character assassination I’ve ever seen.

They were just too annoyed with the fans because we ship Stucky (even tho they used that to promote the movies in panels and stuff, hypocrites -I remember clearly the producers? of the movie talk about gay characters and the actors talk about Stucky in those panels for then…be one of the russos in like 1 second and have that shit ass, fuck ass ending for Steve and Bucky. That shit was vile-).

im also annoyed with some people that now shit on Steve when umh… did you see the movies? The other movies? Not only Endgame? (Btw the only one that got a “good ending” was Tony because he died as a hero in front of everyone -even tho he didn’t want to help at first because he had a good life, the ONLY ONE OF THEM might I add-, everyone else got worse, is dead or they’re neglected and treated as haha funny character or haha funny moment)

Im all for ships and ideas and headcanons (even when I hate them with passion, you do you) but don’t try and use this character assassination as an excuse to shit on Steve. If you NEED to shit on a character for your ship to work, then you’re not doing a good job at it or your ship sucks. Idk what to tell you.

#steve rogers #im rambling about Captain America and the stupidity of Endgame #anti endgame #mcu #marvel mcu #ramblings #im rambling bc Im pissed off #i wrote this on twt originally #but I expanded it on here #stucky #endgame isnt canon in this house #Tbh im also mad at the idea of Tnoy being selfless or a hero for dying #he didn’t want to help bc HIS life was good #and of course he had to get the only good ending out of everyone lmao #even Natasha was neglected #endgame is so fucked up man #I fucking hate the ending so bad #you dont understand #also I dislike Tony because they always always try to make him more likeble by omitting info (like in the accords)#or putting a kid in front of him and saying see he’s doing it for the kids benefit!#like no the accords would have fucked up with Peters life too #and Morgan was only there to make them not go back in time bc the fucker abandoned his kid anyway #by dying but you know #he needed to die a hero #gimme a break and now RDJ is back in the mcu #idk Im really not a hater of Tony but I dislike when they try too hard to make him likeble #hes an asshole deal with it #dislexia hates me rlly bad and im not going to correct the tags but you get the idea #i had to edit this bc I realized that Steve actually lost bucky 6 times #i mean technically

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unforth · 11 months ago

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Ngl as a small business owner who puts out something extremely pirate-able and who has never earned enough to make a pay check, this...

...is extremely upsetting.

Do y'all realize that most small business are maybe a handful of people? Do y'all realize that company's like LLCs exist to protect owners from legal and financial repercussions if the company falls apart? I'm not a company because I have stockholders, I'm a company so that if the business goes bankrupt the banks can't seize my fucking house. It's not evil to use existing legal structures to protect my family's assets. It's not unreasonable to ask people not to steal from businesses like mine.

It's like on Tumblr when it's One Artist or One Author Doing The Thing Themself you guys are all about it but the minute anyone tries to collectivize to do better we go from One Person Against The World to The Embodiment of Capitistic Evil with no in between, which is especially insane coming from the website that claims to think individualism has turned toxic and we should do more with community organization. The minute lots of people are involved in a business, there HAS to be legal structures like contracts and shit to protect the people involved. The Lone Creator Forging a Path is great for that one person. What about everyone else?

And so... some of us try to make a company to lift up a group.

And then I see shit takes like this.

Maybe. Maybe DONT fucking pirate from literally anyone just cause they've got the word "company" I'm the name?

Maybe remember that for small businesses, yes even when they're a company, there's a single person, or a family, or a group of friends, who are working their asses off to build something, and actually? Stealing from them makes you a FUCKING DICK.

Like. You realize we're just people right? Other regular people trying to survive the dystopian hellscape that is the now?

Maybe stop acting like you're automatically entitled to the labor and creations of others solely because you've decided that there is an entire huge category of people it's okay to steal from.

Like honestly. What the fuck.

#unforth rambles #i get that a general post isnt about me specifically #but yall realize that in the same way that saying certain things about appearance causes splash damage to everyone who shares that appearan #saying shit like this does splash damage to people like me #well i didnt MEAN a small place like yours i meant disney #well thats not at all what op said and i am definitely included in what op said #i know how hard i work and the people like me work #and i guarantee that even if some people reblogging this mean big places plenty dont and they feel validated by this #idk if our stuff has been pirated i refuse to check #but i intentionally dont use drm because fuck thwt noise so its certainly possible #and considering i work 50 hours plus a week and have never gotten paid while trying to build this into something sustainable #i think maybe you can appreciate why this shit pisses me off so bad #i am the splash damage on your piracy is cool oh but i didnt mean from you hun kinds of posts #if there are truly times you dont think piracy is okay maybe stop reblogging posts that say its always okay #also apologies to the mutuals who reblogged rhe above #i know you dont mean me but tbh that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt

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rapidhighway · 11 months ago

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"oh my old art was so cringe it looks so bad" SHUT UP ALL youre doing with that self deprecating talk is telling artists who aren't as far into their art journey and whose art may look similarly that they suck. When if you had never drawn the way you're criticizing now, you wouldn't be where you are now. The art you consider shit is also part of the way

#and its usually just- normal art #are people make when they start making art #everyone needs to shut up so bad #like im not proud of all my drawings i made when i was younger or when i was getting serious about art #but i know i was proud of them at the moment and if someone had discouraged me then maybe i wouldnt be drawing the stuff i can draw today #also again the stuff people call cringe is just normal stuff it pisses me off so much #i fucking hate the word cringe you should all purge it from your brains #also i have no idea what happening with the grammar in this post whatever lmao #sorry i got pissed offffffffff #like if someone put my old ass art in front of me id probably feel a bit embarrassed but like DONT DEVALUE IT

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dailykugisaki · 3 months ago

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Day 278 | id in alt

At least one of the students is a horrid menace to both curses and curse users. I was beginning to lose hope.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #i imagine she straight up sometimes seeks out random curse users to throw hands with #she's probably still pissed about letting her guard down that one time #now its everyones issue that Kugisaki is ticked the fuck off #cant point fingers if you just think a curse got to em because of how horrifying one user can mutilate sumn #Kugisaki Nobara im fucking looking at you girl #yeah theres also mahito so it just kinda y'know but all curses have the capability to make something look heinous #people really dont like remember that normal ass people can die easily to random curses #they'd rather yap about yaoi and or gojo and its honestly irritating now #ALSO like special grade idiot with the curse let out an entire stampede of curses from kenjaku's corpse out so like THANKS #theres other shit happening other than the damn fight and im actually low-key tired of people not noticing it like #what happened with the soldiers #the even more rampant curses uhhh #the fact theres like a large handful of civiliants or whatever yknow whatever whatever #gege show me the shit you bumbling fool

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aibouart · 5 months ago

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compilation of my other fav palette challenges from the years past... i should do them again sometime......

chara #9 belongs to @askbookwormflareon

#granted theres a glaring issue in one of them #i am not pointing it out lest you end up noticing it when you wouldnt normally~#my art #art q #digital painting #oc #mew #pokemon #purrloin #also i put in my request for availability change #apparently they can reject it...#i just cited second job as reason as to why i need mondays off now #my manager is gonna be super pissed tho cuz they always get mad at everyone who changes their availability #but like i mentally cant keep up with the randomised schedule #esp when i could find out the day before my day off that its my only day i can do comms #i dont have enough time to work my schedule for that w chores and having to go buy food or cat food etc etc #it will come into effect start of next month if they accept it #if they dont then ill just keep resubmitting until they write me upfor it lol idk #i was even nice and specifically asked other higher up staff what the best day to ask off was so it didnt hurt them too bad #but i ranted in stream the other day how like im not responsible for if the store gets fucked just cuz i took one day off my schedule yanno #its not my job to keep that from happening #also im part time and if i was full time id still have 2 guaranteed days off so like ??? idk #scared abt getting the cold shoulder and whatnot the next few weeks from the manager tho #also i stayed up till 4am by accident #and got up at 8am anyways #wish my ass luck

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onlyasimp4nobody · 1 month ago

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WHY WONT TUMBLR LET ME WRITE LONGER COMMENTS ?? Tumblr hates loudmouths let me scream about the fucking fic in peace my GOD!

#why do I have to write like 3 comments to fully express how badly I want to eat the fic.. like omg tumblr why are you doing this to me #“just write shorter comments” BUT I DONT WANT TO! I'M A LOUD MOUTH!#how does one write longer comments on tumblr like how shits pissing me off so bad what do I do #cause if they have an AO3 I might drop there instead to read & send my comment but not everyone uses AO3 SO THEN WHAT HUH

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newbiealliance · 8 months ago

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dare i say its extremely fucking weird for people to shit on object shows for being "childish" when the majority of people who make/enjoy them are autistic

#disarming voice #does anyone else think its odd how quick people are to aggressively hate on a piece of media that has a predominantly neurodivergent fanbase #everyone ive seen who hates object shows are so unnecessarily cruel and aggressive about it #for no real reason #some of the most hateful vitriol ive seen has been from these people #over...flash animations about talking objects. i dont think its that serious #you have bigger problems to worry about if it pisses you off THAT much

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toytulini · 1 month ago

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victorian style haunted house that has dysphoria about not being an open concept minimalist hellhole, before we even have those, so it doesnt know why it just feels sooo miserable and has to lash out at everyone inside it, so its wretched and haunted the whole time, until its finally bought by a house flipper in the 2020s who knows JUST how to fix it

#toy txt post #it lives right next door to the victorian house thats violently resisting the open concept minimalism for itself #actually WAIT. i have a still unnamed witch oc that lives in an open concept modern minimalist house bc i like the contrast with her whole #vibe. what if. thats her house. that would actually be soo funny #she has this wretched awful house that hates everything and puts up with it and then she gets fed up and redecorates and the house suddenly #actually chills out #id say the house next door is birdies. as a joke. except birdie is not renovating. birdie shoved a couple modern appliances into the #kitchen. she hasnt updated the electricity since it was installed when they first invented installing electricity #for anyone else it would be a fire hazard but for her it simply Knows Better #her house is a nightmare #electricians are not allowed inside #its inexplicably Fine #anyway. everyone reads this and starts Booing #cos you dislike The Aesthetic and even i often dislike the aesthetic but you could do some fun transgender shit is all im saying #you mean to tell me this house is miserable and mean bc it hates its form and it cant even conceptualize the changes that would bring it #joy. and then the changes happen and it feels so much better even tho it pisses off the people who think its being mutilated and destroyin #destroying its inherent natural beauty? what next. are you gonna tell it it should at least have kids first? omg nooooo #dont get rid of your gas stove why are you mutilating yourselfffff #anyway this doesnt even have to be the only direction to do transition allegories with. shit is ripe. house designed to be #stodgy and rigid experiences joy in the new dwelling of a relaxex eclectic artist #etc #i say house flipper in the post but i do agree thats inherently soulless. i thinj the point of it is that it does need to be. like #the passion of someone making a home their own. the LOVE of someone finally having a space to be theirself in.

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hearts401 · 20 hours ago

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We need to start treating bad writing like bad art and im not kidding

#now theres a lot more nuance to this #because “bad writing” is SUPER general #so i have to add a disclaimer #i dont mean propoganda. i dont mean biased and biggoted #i mean writing decisions u dont like!#ppl are very quick to just sit there and shit on writers #its okay to not like an ending. its okay to not like how a character was treated #and its okay to be mad about it if u like them very dearly #but at the same time sometimes we're a little too mean.#and sometimes they deserve it #but sometimes it's a little mean #this is. in truth. because of the lumine ending #on webtoon #its pissing me off how ppl are getting super upset and being rude to kabu #even tho so many ppl are explaining its because she grew out of the story. she didnt have passion for it anymore #she gave us an ending! you dont have to like it but stop acting like just because she COULD write more that she HAS to write more #art is tiring. sometimes you lose passion for it. sometimes you dont do it perfectly #sometimes your idea of good isnt the same as someone else's #i dont like romance for example. several tropes will turn me off it #but some ppl do #sometimes you make a pretty shitty plot or make plot holes #and yeah those arent super great to read!!! but a story is an art. its all different #its not all good and its not all bad #its made from a persons head therefore it'll reflect a person in a way #i just think its important to remember that writers are not machines #artists and writers aren't actually as different as everyone treats them #we're all making art. we're all making mistakes. i just think we should be a little nicer about it #its okay to criticize. but can we be nice about it #also i dont like the “professional author” argument #picasso was a famous artist his paintings are in meuseums and there's still people who don't like his art. i dont think its fair to go

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bondagebimbo · 12 days ago

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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.

and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠

I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.

I’m just. I give up.

this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭

#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive #half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass #NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone #but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her #all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed #just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one #like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no #leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate #of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it #like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for #oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow #and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks #towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else #I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey #and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense #I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too #I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted #to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest #and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long #fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest #for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days

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naturenaruto · 4 months ago

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#killer bee sweepppp sndnsj #anyways killer bee bc hes so fuckin irritating i dont even want his tailed beast i would just kill him #jiraiya bc he mughtve once been funny but in his old age he let himself go. just an old creep now pip pip #kushina bc her rage and resentment over failed dreams is understandable but her abusiveness is not #fugaku bc those two lines under his mouth piss me tf off and hes the reason itachi had to do that. also he was mean to bb saske insta-die #those two elders are fuckinng everyone else over to satiate their need to conquer their own trauma. like is it enough. could it ever be #danzo idk his pissy litle voice and the fact that he tries so hard to be cool but hes just not. obviously hes living thru his little boytoy #hiruzen he just pisses me off. like in general. like ur not the hero and u had ur son murdered bc ur obsessed with a little boy. so #sakura dont get me wrong shes the epitamy of complicated mostly shes just annoying bc she wants to be different but then it doesnt happen #gai i like gai dont get me wrong but he does get annoying sometimes and i have issues with him and tenten idk #obito is literly incel annoying like he used rin as his sunshine power a complete lack of self awareness and hes that type that like uses #girls as like little cheerleaders like theyre just supporting characters for His Life and not actusl people #rin is so annoying too tho like damn girl i Understand the torment of having to hype up a mid guy that cheesed on you. like that was legit #probly harder for u than the exams but shes annoying bc she then used that role and idk something grody about her manipulating them but ma #naruto

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ehatnow · 1 month ago

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i am revoking any hate statements i have said against ororon and chasca. while i still think their designs are kinda ass, the fandom hating them and not giving the CHARACTER a chance has pissed me off.

i genuinely like chasca. she has a good personality and an interesting backstory from what we know. and ororon was supposedly threatened into working with the fatui. i like seeing a playable character betray their nation, its very refreshing.

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banghwa · 2 months ago

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abuse does not occur in a vaccum. sexual violence is not limited to specific people too "evil" to act otherwise. the reason these things happen is because the world around us not only allows it but encourages it and justifies it. people don't abuse because they are evil or have a "secret personality". its an access to power and control. its a reproduction of social scripts around how to access that power and control. its a reflection of how men are taught to observe women and the "lesser" people around them. ANYONE is capable of it, harming others is not under anyone if that is what we are implicitely taught others deserve. the more we pathologize perpetrators of sexual violence as secretly evil or irreparable deviant fiends, the more we place the onus on victims not to be capable of harm as well, and the more we justify harm against people who "deserved it" for "falling for" people who "seemed too good" to do it.

#sa ment //#so much 'we dont know these men' even if we did it wouldnt change anything. thats whats pissing me off i think #the idea the knowing someone tells you anything. like you can tell who can or cant abuse. it doesnt work like that.#its like youre blaming people for 'falling for it.#sry im fcking. tired. of everyone coming out of the woodwork to talk abt this like its a fking true crime podcast #taeil or seungri or wtv do not have a secret evil side hidden from everyone. them consciously harming young people with intent is #not because they couldnt help themselves and are uniquely bad. its bcs socially they are taught that they can. theyre allowed to.#they learnt that they can get away with it #wtv. im talking to myself. bye.#dl

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