#YKNOW THAT VIBE that deal

[bcneheaded]

what if i simply kept adding side muses to this definitely single muse blog.....

[medi-bee]

isat pokemon au, my liege?

my rambling in tags

[some-creep]

i didnt post it on here but i talked about it on discord but au where ariane and elster do make it back from the penrose mission not for any of the reasons people usually want that but because i think by that point they'd be so dangerously codependent and weird they literally could not function in normal society and i think that's a fun idea

yknow stuff like ariane finds herself watching those same movies with elster that they did on the ship still because it's the only thing that feels familiar and safe anymore because oh wait the regular world has a LOT of stuff and now it's a sensory nightmare and i thought i wanted this but now its too much too fast and nothing makes sense now

ariane not responding when people other than elster talk to her and staring right through them because she'd gotten so used to hallucinating family members near the end she just assumes that's what's happening now so she doesn't even bother replying

elster doing everything for her and being unable to be separated from her for very long before she starts to freak out and worry something bad has happened to her. plus ariane being physically unable to care for herself at that point anyway from the frostbite she definitely has or whatever other injuries you want to give her.

neither one of them ever saying something like "were you talking to -me-?" it's always "were you talking to -us-?"

idk i just like to give them problems <3

[leviiackrman]

"I mostly think about killing and sex. Both apply to you, match stick - consider yourself lucky"

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[dizzybizz]

ok what if i

[avianii]

vaguely irritated every time I hear someone call my life depressing

[technicalknockout]

O SWEET RELEASE OF DEATH FREE ME FROM THIS ACCURSED FLESH PRISON THAT IS MY MORTAL BODY (has fallen victim to menstrual cramps and is slowly losing any trace of coherent thought)

[maretriarch]

if you see me drawing medieval/renaissance inspired fashion design and im mixing pieces from different centuries and regions dont worry. i know exactly what im doing. the AC is on, my favorite song is playing and im having a wonderful time

[fencecollapsed]

I think it's interesting and speaks to varied experiences that a lot of aromantic people talk about never having had crushes, or picking someone to have a crush on. I definitely got crushes and still do, my experience wasn't never crushing on people, it was that my friends all took crushes Way More Seriously than I did

[cheemken]

hi may I ask for Diantha and Sycamore headcanons?

Sure man, have some soft hcs abt them after all that shit w the villain au hahah

Anyways hahah

•Augustine is actually really good at battles

-like cmon, this man got through the gyms within a few days when he was younger

-being a trainer runs in their blood, his sister is the champion and is a battling prodigy, ofc he's gon be good too

-really strategic as well, learned a lot from Diantha

•the Carnet side of the family is actually full of pkmn trainers, the thing is, Mom Carnet deviated from that thinking it's barbaric and went on acting instead, and ofc Pa Sycamore never bothered w battling, just focused on his research more

-it was Diantha who really tapped into that potential, and tapped into Augustine's potential in battling too

-but hey, Augustine is more focused on his studies, Diantha still supported him w that

•w that tho my hc team for Augustine is Garchomp (can mega evolve), Gallade, Aegislash, Delphox, Chesnaught, Greninja

-ofc, the only active member of his team now is Garchomp, as it's his partner, the others are at his lab helping out the assistants or at home looking after it

•yknow that thing Augustine does when the players battle him in his lab and he loses?

This^

-yeah, he got that from Diantha

-back when he was just starting his journey, Diantha asked him to a battle to test his skills

-ofc, Dia didn't really use her full team so it'd be fair

-and she did that after losing to him, going "hahah you're too much! You're really something, aren't you?"

•the first time Augustine met Geeta he was really intimidated by her, like ofc imagine being 14, you and your sister is celebrating her 18th birthday, she said she's inviting someone and hey you're curious who it is

-then you see this tall imposing lady that you're so sure is a champion in disguise too, she has this aura that Augustine didn't want to challenge, thinking that if he so much as talks to her, she'd just roll her eyes and ignore him

-but it ended up alright bc Dia left the two of em to get the food she ordered and they had this lil talk w each other

-w Geeta telling Augustine that Diantha really is so proud of him, and no matter what he does she'll always love him

-and Augustine smiling at that saying that Dia really is the most special person in his life, w Geeta saying the same

-and just yknow Augustine making Geeta promise to always look out for Diantha too, bc if she won't then he'll really battle her and he's making sure she can never show her face anywhere anymore

-as much as she wanted to pretend to be intimidated by that too, she just laughed, telling herself that those two are so alike than they let on, she remembers Diantha saying smth similar to that to someone back in Paldea too

[anaalnathrakhs]

"people love you uwu people care about you" okay? not my problem. love me less. can we work out a reasonable level of care where it's obviously not cool if horrible things happen to me, a human being, and you won't do any horrible thing to me, but you don't feel obligated to fuss over anything out of the ordinary i do and i have to shut up about it and perform Normal Human Emotions lest i commit an awful social faux pas and hurt your feelings?

[oscargender]

to knowis to be loved and to be known is to b eloved. I want transgender friends who will know me and love me in a way that cis people usually do not

[blossomhcir]

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[zoekrystall]

Finished ghost trick have scrambled kinda tired thoughts

Def smth to start the game in the evening and finishing just short after 6am. Yes one sitting baby. Very often irl time lined up w where I was in the game. For better or for worse. Oh how I wish I could eat like lynne. I still prefer the og soundtrack but the new one isn't bad either. Appreciate games that let you switch between both. Bonus content my beloved I always eat bonus illustrations up esp concept art I really wish more games had this nowadays (next to art books maybe since not everyone can get them). I think in the past bonus content was more the norm but it seemed to get lost. Alas could be wrong I don't look at a lot of games I'm somewhat in my own bubble and I'm fine w that. Oh the ghost puzzles are slide ones I'm out I suck at those so bad they made me go from 0 to 100 when I played all layton games to the point I just immediately pulled a guide up. Someone get me when guides exist (wouldn't be suprised if they already do). Anyhow omg did I forget how much I adore every single char. Absolutely over my head but maybe I will make a board for all. At the very least all more major chars. Everyone has such good designs. Design wise cabanela ily but I think aside from like lynne, yomiel and missile is detective jowd my fav I always forget how sympathetic he is for me. Not enough to consider a comfort char but he does have a comforting presence. First time playing did I get deeper and deeper emotionally into other stuff so his whole oh I'm guilty I can't be forgiven I deserve execution talk for the first part was a tad ah oof yikes not a emotion mirror fan but now esp after already knowing the story was it just. Shaking You Snap Out. Also oh remembering my first reactions to things was funny. I think my feelings towards cabanela were such a rollercoaster. Also yomiel oh yomiel I am so glad death got avoided and a normal life was possible but I wish we also saw a bit of his new life and idk maybe it's just me but I find it sad how sissel wasn't his cat anymore. Oh how the story took me for a ride the first time but also oh how nice it is to replay smth and seeing the foreshadowing knowing the truth n all. One thing I completely forgot is how when the meteorite got avoided n then the bullet yomiel just gets pierced and hnnnnnn nnnnnot a fan of that stuff. Even if the game isn't graphic and he survives do I not like that. That could've happened when his body still immediately healed wounds and my body would still go ha no you will feel pain in the same spot for hours. Pierced through pain my absolute behated.

Sorry not sorry for how this post looks it's 7:30am over here and I almost fell asleep writing and will now pass out.

[obstinaterixatrix]

yknow what those tags are long enough I’m just gonna make another post for it. re: complex relationship desire, that's why I just ended up rotating that one single father bl in my head for so long. it grabbed me by the throat and shook me like a rattle

the love interest's whole thing is how he wants affection—basically in the form of a happy relationship—but has only gotten it through dysfunctional means because what he's wanted has always been dismissed or rejected or minimized. he was an orphan taken in by his maternal uncle, so there's always been resentment and punishment if he does better than the 'actual' son. the pattern starts from seeing his cousin happily dating someone, seeing affection between them, and going 'I want that'. he 'steals' his cousin’s girlfriend and then instantly becomes disinterested, because if that relationship so easily 'stolen' it's not *actually* the affection he actually wants. and since that pattern of ‘stealing’ partners continues outside of that context of. well, essentially revenge, it just continues into solely experiencing unfulfilling relationships. when the love interest recognizes his own interest in the main character, he's trying to continue his cycle of 'surely if I sleep with this person l'll lose interest' because the expectation of detachment—the certainty that vulnerability and desire will remain unattainable—has become familiar and therefore comforting. except *that's* the now self-delusion; he's found a person that he connects with and with whom he wants a genuine relationship and it's devastating to him!!!!! a functional and fundamental desire for connection can only be understood through the maladaptive patterns of the past because that’s essentially the only lens he knows!!!! and then he gets stabbed lol

[quitedisastrous]

bi/pan lesbian discourse is so fucking stupid. like a bunch of the people specifically against them using that label are ALSO queer. gamers we are in this shit together!!!! what the fuck!!!