#Woah there's is just so many potential there.
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I can't do this anymore, Stuart. I miss him. I miss Granpuff.
"To be honest, at that time... I also want to be comforted. To be told everything would be okay.
But I knew one of us had to be brave, and I was the one who took that role."
Probably you: "Hey, Naura. WHY THE FUCK would you draw this???"
Listening to Kuyamu To Kaite Mirai is why I did this đ
Btw, reference:
Project Sekai Nightcord at 25:00 event story
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#Yes this is Falcon and Stuart in their time as Peel Godred's Aluminium Works worker#Kinda intrigued about their life there. I saw many people headcannoning that place as the hell that those two went through.#There's also just something about an arrogant(?) character curled up into a ball of sadness. Really a vulnerable moment đ#And since Peter Sam character is always potrayed as cheerful eventhough he also went through the same path with Sir Handel;#I kinda think maybe it's because he need to look brave so Sir Handel didn't need to worry about him#Woah there's is just so many potential there.#ttte humanized#ttte sir handel#ttte peter sam#ttte falcon#ttte stuart#SweetaruArtwork#You could tell i watch Nightcord at 25:00 event story again.#Ah Kuyamu To Kaite Mirai... what a relatable song (and the song is about wanting to die) đ#Kinda funny I gave my humanized Sir Handel same eyes as Mafuyu; Looking like dead fish eyes
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guys what if i went to miraculous world. no no i know my years long hyperfocus ended in like 2020 but⌠like what if. no no i wont. maybe.
#this is directly bc of that one post i reblogged if you saw it#i didnt realize how many thoughts i have about this show#i never even finished season 4 what am i thinking#it makes me mad how it had so much potential i just dooontt like the way its going#but i miss them#ugh#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#fun fact this show was one of my first like MAJOR hyperfocusses#like when i started watching other cartoons my friend was like âwoah what the heck is happening who are youâ LOL#it was BAD
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Disclaimer: THIS is a personal opinion of mine so attack me all you want, Iâm just going to block you anyways so try it đ
So like yesterday I was talking to a friend about the current state of fanfics online and we fell down a rabbit hole that basically led to one conclusion: YALL HAVE PORN ADDICTIONS!!! Now woah, woah hold your horses before you point your pitchforks at me, hear me out. Reading smut every single day isnât normal, like Iâm so sorry to be the one to tell yall this but itâs not normal, like I donât know. Itâs the same way with watching porn every single day, itâs not normal. People tend to think itâs okay because theyâre reading it, but that doesnât make it any better. I know some of yall get off to it and look thatâs okay but like when it becomes a daily thingâŚ. I donât knowâŚ. Me personally I donât get off to smut, I mean I appreciate a smut here and there specifically with an actual plot in the fanfic, but yeah Iâm not getting off to it everyday or at all for that matter.
He put his cock in her, he slammed into her, he spat in her mouth, blah, blah, blah itâs all the same thinggg. Even when they like change the au into an office setting, college setting or whatever, itâs still SOO BORINGGG. Some people donât even do that they just jump right to the sex like damn girl, what happened to hello? How are you?
Now am I shaming you all for liking smutâŚ.no, but I am pointing out the fact that many of you potentially probably have porn addictions. Now do I care that many of you may have porn addictions ehh, no but at the same time yeah because I wish yall would write something else other than Gojo, Geto, Eren, Nanami, Toji or whoever the fuck dicking Y/n down on a random ass Saturday night. I really do miss the golden era of fanfics back when Wattpad didnât have ads. We used to be so greatâŚ..đ
Also Iâm just salty I canât find fanfics that I like, woe is me
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THE NEXT EPISODE || thanos
pairing: Thanos/Choi Su-bong x f!reader
summary: You and Su-bong reunite after his stay at rehab. No debt/no games AU.
word count: 3.2k
warnings: rehab, drinking, drugs, addiction, depression
A/N:Â i've been working on this for like two weeks and i still feel like i could work on it more. i love this mini series i made and i'm excited to see how other people like it :) if you find any mistakes no you didn't <3
Part 1: Wake Up Call
Today is the big day. The day Su-bong has been working towards for the past six months.
Today he gets out of rehab.
He originally tried to quit on his own, but after multiple relapses, he decided he needed help. Due to his multiple addictions and how long he's been addicted for, the doctors at the facility suggested a longer stay for him, to which he agreed.
Before he left, he gave you the keys to his apartment, putting you in charge of managing the place while he's away. You also promised to get rid of anything in his apartment that could potentially be abused.
Rehab had actually not been bad. It certainly wasn't easy, but Su-bong felt better about it knowing there were so many other people there going through the same thing as him. He had ended up making some really good friends there, friends that he was excited to see again once they all got out. A few of them had made plans to meet up at a coffee house soon, about a week after Su-bong is released.
The thing Su-bong has been looking forward to the most while in rehab is seeing you again. The only visitors that were allowed were family members, so he had to settle for just talking to you on the phone.
"Can I see you soon?" Su-bong asks into the phone.
"I have to work today, but I'm off tomorrow if you want to come by?" you say. "Oh, and I left something for you on your counter."
Su-bong smiles into the phone. "You didn't have to do that."
"Don't get too excited, it's not much," you laugh. "But I just wanted to give you something to congratulate you."
"I'll be happy with anything you give me," he says.
"Cheesy," you groan, making him laugh. A small gasp comes from Su-bong's phone. "Shoot, my boss just texted me I have to go in early. I'm sorry, I gotta go. Text me when you get home, okay?"
"All good," Su-bong says. "Yeah, I'll text you. Let me know when you get to the club and back home safe."
"I will," he can hear the smile in your voice. "I'll see you tomorrow."
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Su-bong walks into his apartment. A chill washes over him. It's been so long since he was here, and he's changed so much. He puts his things down, walking into his kitchen.
A feeling of dread fills him. Was six months enough? Is he really able to do this?
A glint catches his eye, and he sees a small chain sitting on his counter. Attached to it is a dog tag. He picks it up, examining it. When he notices a clasp on the side of the dog tag, he opens it, revealing a small note in your handwriting.
'I'm proud of you <3'
A comfortable warmth fills his body as he smiles at your note. He closes the tag, immediately putting the chain around his neck.
He looks around his place. It holds way too many memories of his time before rehab. Waking up with a headache so bad he's worried his head might implode, turning over to see some random girl in his bed who's name he can't remember. That's not how he wants to live anymore.
He takes a water bottle from the fridge, which you must have put in there for him, and sits on his couch, looking up listings for available apartments. Preferably one close to you.
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Su-bong feels his heart race as he stands in front of your apartment door. He's been waiting for this moment for six months. With a deep breath, he knocks on the door.
Footsteps are heard from the other side of the door. Something makes a loud bang and he hears you curse, making his lips twitch upwards.
The door opens and there you are. He swears you've only gotten more beautiful since he last saw you.
"Woah, I almost didn't recognize you," you smile.
He smiles, sheepishly scratching the back of his head. He hadn't dyed his hair since before rehab, leaving it at its natural dark brown. "Yeah, I've been getting that a lot."
"I like it," you say. "You look much more like Su-bong."
He feels his face heat up, muttering a shy 'thank you'.
You step to the side, opening the door wider. "Come in! I'll go grab a snack."
Su-bong walks into your apartment, a smile playing on his face at the familiar set up. You move to the kitchen and he sits on your couch. He chuckles at the new blanket laying next to him, clearly having been used recently.
He looks up as you walk back into the room, placing a bowl of pretzels and a bottle of blue Gatorade on the coffee table in front of him. You remembered.
He gestures toward the blanket. "That new?"
You put a pretzel in your mouth and smile at him, nodding enthusiastically. "My mom got it for me. You have to feel it, it's so soft." He chuckles as you cover your mouth with your hand, too excited to tell him about the blanket to wait until you've swallowed your food.
He reaches out to the blanket, eyes widening when his fingers graze the fabric. "Holy shit."
"Right?!" you laugh, picking up the blanket and sitting down. You toss it over both of your legs. You take a moment to study his face. "You look really good, Su-bong."
He feels himself blush, turning away in embarrassment. "Yeah, my pupils are finally the correct size."
You laugh at the comment. "Yes, that. But you also just look much healthier. Much happier."
He nods. "I feel happier. I thought I was happy all those nights at the club, drinking away my life. But now I know that wasn't real happiness." He looks at you, looking deep into your eyes. "This is real happiness."
Now it's your turn to look away, feeling heat rush to your face. "I'm glad. You deserve happiness."
He smiles.
"Even though you once tried to pay me to take off my shirt."
Su-bong cringes, bringing his hand to his face as you laugh. "Can you please stop bringing that up?"
You shake your head. "No way. This is the punishment you get for that. Me making fun of you. I think it's a fair exchange."
He laughs. "Fair enough."
You continue talking for the next hour or so, telling each other about everything and nothing. Su-bong's heart soars every time he is able to make you laugh. He's made music his entire life, but no song could ever compare to the sweet tune of your laughter.
"On Sunday I'm gonna meet up with a few friends from rehab at that new coffee place around the corner," he says. "Do you want to come?"
You shake your head. "Thank you for the invitation but I don't want to intrude."
"You wouldn't be intruding," he assures. "I, uh, talked about you a lot and they really want to meet you."
Your face heats up at his admission, nodding. "In that case, I'd love to go."
He smiles. "Good."
You put on a movie to watch, saying you saw one while he was away and couldn't wait to show it to him. Throughout the movie, Su-bong sneaks glances at you. He's wanted you ever since he first laid his eyes on you. You were the hot bartender with a fiery personality.
Now, though, as he watches you chew your lip in concentration, he sees just how amazing you truly are. You're the beautiful girl who changed his life for the better. The amazing girl who gave him a reason to become a better person. The kind girl who talked on the phone with him every day while he was in rehab.
You're his best friend. And he's deeply in love with you.
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Su-bong opens the door to the coffee house, letting you walk inside first before entering as well.
"Hey, Su-bong!" a voice yells, getting his attention. He smiles when he sees his friends, waving at them. He motions for you to follow him as you head over to the table.
"Hey guys," he greets, giving each of them a small hug. It feels nice to see them on the outside. They all accomplished the same thing, and they'll forever be close for doing it together.
He looks to you. "Oh right. This is Jung-su, Shin-il, and Ji-hae."
Each of them wave and smile at you as he says their names. Once he introduces you, they all seem to get a similar look on their faces.
"Oh, so you're the girl he keeps talking about," Shin-il smirks. Su-bong lightly smacks his arm, making the boy laugh.
"Shin-il, be quiet!" Ji-hae rolls her eyes. She turns to you. "He told us about how you helped him get sober. We're glad he had someone so supportive helping him."
You smile. "I just wanted to help any way I could. He's the one who ultimately chose to get help." You smile at him and he feels his heart melt. "And I'm glad he was able to make some great friends in there, from what he's told me."
"Aw, you talked about us?" Jung-su flashes Su-bong with puppy eyes, making the ladder roll his own.
"Plus, now he doesn't call me 'SeĂąorita' anymore, so really I got something out of it too," you say.
The table bursts out in laughter and Su-bong hides his face behind his hands. "Maybe it was a mistake bringing you here, I didn't realize you were all going to gang up on me."
You laugh, rubbing his arm. "I'm just kidding. Come on, let's go get something to drink."
You move to stand but he puts a hand on your shoulder. "I got it. What do you want?"
You tell him your order, thanking him as he walks to the counter.
Ji-hae leans across the table to you. "He really likes you, you know," she smiles. "Talked about you all the time."
You smile. "He's a really great guy. I wish I could've talked to him sooner, maybe he would've gotten help sooner. He's my best friend now."
"You should go out with him," she says. "Based on how he talked about you, he'd treat you right."
You turn to look at Su-bong, smiling as he rocks back and forth on his feet while waiting in line.
"I do like him," you say, turning back to Ji-hae. "I just want to give him some time first. He just got out of rehab, I feel like he should have some time to figure out what he really wants and adjust to sobriety, if that makes sense."
"Totally," Jung-su says, nodding his head. "I've been out two months now and I still feel like this is all new."
"Just please be there for him," Shin-il asks.
You nod. "I'm not going anywhere."
On the other side of the coffee house, while waiting for your drinks, Su-bong feels a hand grasp his shoulder.
"Holy shit man," a familiar voice says behind him. "You dropped off the face of the earth!"
Su-bong turns to see the smiling face of Nam-gyu.
"Where have you been, dude?"
Su-bong opens his mouth to answer but is cut off when Nam-gyu continues.
"You know what, it doesn't matter." He pulls a small bag out of his jacket pocket. "I just got some new shit. It's fucking insane, man. You gotta try it."
He stares at the pills. This is the first time that drugs have been so accessible to him since before rehab. A cold sweat breaks out and his breath gets quicker. It would be so easy. All he'd have to do is pop one little pill.
He turns back to look at the table. You're sitting there, laughing with Jung-su. The sound flows to his ears and a soft smile graces his face. The sweat stops and his breathing goes back to normal.
He doesn't need pills anymore. He has you. And you make him so much happier than pills ever have or ever will.
He turns back to Nam-gyu, straightening his posture. "No, I don't do that stuff anymore."
Nam-gyu gives him a look. "Are you kidding, dude? You can't get this shit anywhere, and you're turning it down? What the fuck happened to you, Thanos?"
"It's Su-bong, actually," he says.
"No more Thanos!? What's going on?"
Su-bong opens his mouth to respond, but is beaten by another voice.
"Nam-gyu, leave him alone, please," you say, putting a hand on Su-bong's shoulder as you step beside him.
Nam-gyu looks between the two of you before a knowing smile spreads on his face.
"Oh, I see," he says. "So this is the guy you've been calling all the time." The barista calls out his name and he takes his cup. "Knew it was only a matter of time before you two got together, I should've bet on it." He turns, walking toward the door. "I'll see you at work!"
You wave to him as he leaves, turning to Su-bong. "Are you okay? He didn't give you anything, did he?"
He shakes his head. "He offered, but I said no. I was expecting him to be a lot less understanding."
"I've been talking to him the past few months at work, turns out he's not bad when he's not constantly sticking his nose up someone else's ass," you say, making Su-bong laugh. His name is called and you take the cups from the barista, thanking them before handing Su-bong's drink to him, taking his hand and leading him back to the table.
"Welcome back, SeĂąorita," Shin-il smirks.
The table bursts out in laughter again and Su-bong stands from the table, waving goodbye to everyone. You grab his wrist before he can get too far, laughing along with him as he sits back down next to you.
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It's been about five months since Su-bong got out of rehab. He's been doing very good, resisting every time he feels even the slightest temptation.
He's gotten back into music and is working on his next album, which is going to be the first he's releasing that's not under the name "Thanos", instead rebranding as Choi Su-bong. You're of course his biggest supporter and he plays you all of his songs to get your opinion. You've even helped on a few songs, and he plans on crediting you as a co-writer.
Remembering what you told him nearly a year ago, he surprised you one day with your own guitar, taking the time to teach you how to play. You're still learning, but he loves everything you play, nearly as much as he loves your laugh whenever you play the wrong note.
You've been dancing around each other for the past few months, both aware of your feelings, but liking what you have going on between you for now. As time passes, though, Su-bong can feel himself getting closer to the edge, ready to take the leap.
One day you're both sitting in Su-bong's new apartment when he turns to you.
"Hey," Su-bong says. You look up from your phone at him. "I uh, I want to play something for you, if that's okay."
You smile, locking your phone and putting it face-down on the couch. "Yeah, I'd love that."
He stands up and reaches his hand out towards you. You take it, standing as he leads you to his piano. He sits on the bench, making room for you to sit beside him.
"I actually wrote this for you," he says, shyly looking at you. You smile at him, giving him a nod of encouragement. With a deep breath, he begins playing the notes before singing.
"I text a postcard sent to you Did it go through? Sending all my love to you You are the moonlight of my life every night Giving all my love to you."
You feel your eyes start to water as you listen to the words. His words reflect exactly how you feel, put in a way that makes it more beautiful than anything you could say to him.
You've heard him sing more ties than you can count. But sitting here next to him, listening as he pours his heart out to you, you don't think any song will ever compare.
"With every breath that I am worth Here on Earth I'm sending all my love to you So if you dare to second guess You can rest Assured that all my love's for you."
Su-bong puts his entire heart into the song. He had started writing it on the piano they had at the rehabilitation center. He had written a few songs while he was there, but this one was specifically inspired by you. The lyrics were from notes he would write down while talking to you, things that came to his head as your sweet voice drifted through the speaker of his phone.
"My beating heart belongs to you I walked for miles till I found you I'm here to honor you If I lose everything in the fire I'm sending all my love to you."
He stops playing, bringing his arms to his sides. He slowly looks up at you. "You've done so much for me. I don't think I can ever pay you back, but I'll spend the rest of my life trying if you'll let me."
A tear escapes your eye. You sniffle, nodding your head.
Su-bong reaches out to cup your cheek, wiping away the tear with his thumb. He looks down to your lips before looking back up to your eyes. "Can I kiss you?"
"Please."
He leans forward, closing his eyes as his lips make contact with yours. Su-bong has kissed girls before, more than he'd like to admit, but he feels like a teenager kissing their crush for the first time.
This is a moment nearly a year in the making. All of his longing for you, his adoration of you is put into the kiss.
He pulls back, regaining his breath as he looks over your face. Your kiss-swollen lips are just begging to be kissed again, but there's something that needs to be done first.
"I love you," he says. "I've loved you for a long time. You're the most amazing person I've ever met and there's nothing I want more than to be with you."
You smile at him, and he feels starstruck by how beautiful you are. "I love you too, Su-bong," you say. "I'm forever grateful that you showed me the real you that day in my apartment. Because I love the real you. So much."
Su-bong's face lights up in a smile, leaning forward to capture your lips again in an awkward kiss that makes you both laugh.
All his hard work is paying off. He is finally worthy of happiness. He is finally worthy of you. And he's going to spend every day making sure he stays worthy.
Song: Last Night on Earth by Green Day
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I have been having a really weird experience this summer, which is that I fell in love for the first time. I'm 36, and if you'd asked me if I had ever been in love previously, I would have said "I don't know, maybe? I used to think so but now I'm not sure? What's it mean to be in love?? how would I know if I had or not???" I thought that because I had not experienced it myself, the people who were always saying "oh no, trust me, You Would Know" were all lying or otherwise mistaken. I DID NOT BELIEVE THEM. I was fully like "this is some sort of mass delusion, there's no way that's a thing"
Now that I know that this is something that Exists even if it doesn't always Look Like They Tell You, there's SO many things that make sense to me!!! Whenever I encountered Romance Stuff before, I had no desire to do any of it AND could not comprehend why anyone else would ever want to either. It was this really large experiential disconnect for me. Whether or not I want to do any of those things, I now understand why other people would, if they Were In Love. LIKE I GET IT NOW. IT MAKES SENSE TO ME. I still can't relate to things like people in movies falling in love instantly, but now it's like "oh right, that's a potential state of being that exists," rather than "pretty fucked up that hollywood made Being In Love up to sell more flowers or whatever."
I feel like I'm constantly 24/7 running a software update on my brain that's been overdue to be installed for years or perhaps decades. It's just like "OK YUP UPDATING ALL THESE PROGRAMS AND FOLDERS. THIS WILL TAKE SOME TIME AND DATA BYTES OR WHATEVER, BUCKLE UP!" Pretty sure there's actually one of those little rainbow spinning icons above my head the whole time I'm conscious, like I am some sort of very confused Sim.
This happened to me REALLY SLOWLY, too, so it was like a big blockage in a river, and more and more stuff was just piling up against it, and then the dam broke, and now I'm sitting in the shallows of a giant basin lake under a massive waterfall wringing my hat out and going "woah. they got never before seen types of fish in here"
Who else knew about this??? Unfortunately the answer is: a majority of human beings over a certain age DID in fact know about this, it's just that every time anyone said "this is a way people feel about each other sometimes," I said "hmm. sounds fake." In-cred-i-ble.
Turns out that being in love is just an experience that people can have!! It's just a thing that happens sometimes! Some people have had it happen to them a bunch and some people not at all. It's just A Thing That Can Happen To You. Wtf. WHAT WILL I DISCOVER NEXT????? IT COULD BE ANYTHING !!! WHAT WOULD BE THE FUNNIEST POSSIBLE NEXT THING FOR ME TO REALIZE EXISTS? ONLY TIME WILL TELL. (Can you fucking imagine having this happen to you when you are in your seventies or eighties rather than your mid thirties ????? THAT WOULD BE THE WORLD'S MOST DISORIENTING EXPERIENCE.) (I also thought that "having chemistry" was fake.) (Do not diagnose me, I PROMISE I already know)
#anyway if im weird lately this is probably why. because it's weird in here (taps head)#I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TAG THIS#calling in gay to work#who can reblog this? absolutely no one. can you IMAGINE#this has got to happen to other people though right like it cant be THAT unusual#man who knows.#WEIRDER THINGS HAPPEN AT SEA I AM SURE.
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Unspoken Truths
Summery: You and Wanda have been friends for years, but never once has she showed up at your doorstep in this state. Pregnant, alone, and hurt. You take her in and you both dive into the difficulties of pregnancy, and hiding feelings.
Warnings: Pregnancy, Dickhead Vision, Friends to lovers, Attempts at comedy, Reader being a sweetheart like always, Mutual Pinning, Faint talks of Abortion, talks of nausea and vomiting.
Words: 4k
There was a knock at the door. Which was weird since it was- what time was it?Â
Your arm reached for your phone resting on the bedside table. 2:04 am. Your brows furrowed in confusion, feeling discomfort. Who would be knocking at your door at 2 in the morning? Wiping your eyes you rose to your feet, questioning if this was really worth getting up for.Â
Slowly you found your courage, and a baseball bat in your hands. You stumbled through the hallway, trying to wake yourself up to face the potential threat at your door. You felt like you were walking right into a classic horror scene, was it Ghostface maybe? Nah heâd call, you think.Â
Through the peephole you saw the last person youâd ever expect at this ungodly hour.
âWanda?â You yawned, hand still on the door. âItâs 2 in the morn- Woah.â You grunted in surprise as her arms wrapped around your waist, instinctively you wrapped your arms around her too. Your surprise quickly shifted into concern at her small sniffles, the brunette tightly gripping at your shirt. âWanda? Whatâs wrong?â
The girl in your arms said nothing, merely shaking her head against your shirt. You took that as your cue to close the door behind you, leading Wanda inside. Not once did you separate from her, allowing her to cling onto you. Despite the circumstances you couldnât help the blush from rising.Â
Unfortunately you donât dwell on how nice it feels to be hugging Wanda, not now, not when sheâs still crying. Removing an arm around her, you place it on the small of her back. âWhy donât we go sit on the couch?âÂ
Itâs then that Wanda realizes her current position, she takes a shuddering breath, agreeing with a nod of her head. You ignore the flutter in your chest from the way her grip tightened on your forearm as you lead the way.Â
When you sit on the couch Wanda follows suit, sitting a safe distance away from you. You figure sheâs composing her thoughts from the way she plays with the rings on her fingers.Â
Without thinking you reach for her hand, missing the way her breath hitches from the contact. âWhatâs wrong Wanda? You can tell me.âÂ
The brunette looks up at you through tearful eyes, she only feels herself tear up further by the look you give her. An adoring look, a soft comforting smile. It hurts to look at, it hurts even more when your eyebrows furrow.Â
âYou donât have to talk about it if itâs bothering you so muchâŚâ You add, sheâs quick to wipe her eyes and take a deep breath.
âY/n, Iâm pregnant.â She sighs out, feeling some relief. She cringes at the way your eyes widen in surprise. Now you were certainly awake.
Out of all the things Wanda would say, that was certainly not one you wouldâve predicted. Pregnant. Of course you could see Wanda being a mom but you recalled her mentioning how sheâd like to finish college first.
ClearlyâŚthat didnât happen.
âI just found out.â Wanda let out one of many sighs to come, rubbing her swollen eyes with her hoodie sleeves. She leaned back on the couch, giving you a forced smile.
You remained flabbergasted. Pregnant.
Wanda was pregnant. And came to you. For comfort? Advice? A secret revelation that your love for her was strong enough to get her pregnant? That last one was still part of your sleepy brain talking.Â
You had many questions, the most important one was where was the father? You assumed Vision was the father, at least. Even if part of you didnât like that idea so much.Â
Taking in consideration how the brunette arrived at your house, with red bloodshot eyes, and tear stains on her cheeks from crying so much. You worded your next question carefully. âIâm assuming itâs bad?â
A watery laugh escapes her lips, she shakes her head in disbelief. âBad is an understatement.â And although sheâs laughing, her eyes continue to water until sheâs tired of pretending everythingâs going okay. Her crying turns to sobs, leaning against you for support again. This time you donât disconnect, letting her rest her weight on you.
You stare up at the ceiling, Wanda laying on your chest having fallen fast asleep. The couch is comfortable enough to make you feel better, but not enough to silence your worries for the woman on top of you. Unsure of what to think you simply conclude itâs best if you donât, not right now.Â
Letting out a deep breath, you close your eyes, tightening your arms around the girl.
Tomorrow, tomorrow you could talk about it.
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It was tomorrow, and you were dreading talking about it. Itâs not even yours, chill out, you reminded yourself. First thing you woke up to was an empty couch, with just you laying on it. Where was Wanda? Rubbing your eyes to wake up fully you noticed the small sticky note on your arm.Â
Turning it around revealed Wandaâs whereabouts.
I wanted to make you breakfast, so I went to the market. Your pantry sucks âĽď¸Â
Okay, breakfast. You loved Wandaâs meals, you figured the least you could do was clean up the kitchen for her. Forcing yourself to get up you threw your arms over your head, letting your back pop. Looking towards the kitchen in all honesty it didnât look too bad.Â
Just some pots that needed to be cleaned, remove the grease. A bag of flour on the counterâŚyou didnât quite remember why and how that was there. And a sock on the stovetop, you held it up in disgust. When did that get there?Â
Feeling embarrassed for yourself, you got to work. Quickly. Socks were placed in the hamper. Flour, back in the pantry in its designated compartment. Then you dropped some flour, falling all over yourself and the items around you.
âGreatâŚâ you muttered, eying all the powder on the floor.Â
Sweeping it is.Â
Aside from the mess, and making more of a mess things went quite smoothly. You were satisfied with your work, the kitchen looked like a kitchen again. However pots still remained, making quick work of them you rinsed them off.Â
Not noticing how the front door opened and a certain brunette looked your way. She smiled fondly at the small cusses you let out, shaking your hand from the hot water. Carefully she placed down all the grocery bags, a little louder than she intended.
âOh shit!â You gasped, dropping the pot. âWanda! You scared me.â You chuckled, turning off the tap, you could finish washing that later.
âYou bought a lotâŚâ You pointed out, drying your hands. Six paper bags were on the table, you were very glad you took time to clean it.Â
Wanda snorted, unloading the frozen products from one bag. âY/n you didnât even have tomatoes. Absolutely no produce.âÂ
You rolled your eyes. You never cooked much, tomatoes wouldâve gone bad under your care. Wanda on the other hand lived for cooking. A perfect balance in your opinion, she could cook, and you could taste. You walked over, taking the frozen foods from her hands to put them away, ignoring the pointed look.
She muttered something about your organizational skillsâlack of. Probably a complaint.
âHow much was it?â You asked from the freezer.
Does cheese go in there?
âItâs on me.â She shrugged, opening the onions and placing them in the basket. Her nose crinkled watching you attempt to be useful, gently her fingers wrapped around your wrist, taking the cheese away and putting it in the fridge.Â
You let out a shaky exhale from the contact, watching her walk away. Shaking off the feeling you remember her words, scrunching your face. âNo Wanda, how much?â Pulling out your wallet you handed her $120 âHere.â
Wanda laughed, pushing your hand away âNo. Itâs on me. For last night.â
âSeriously?â You scoffed not believing it, waving the money at her. If she wouldnât take it you knew youâd have to put it in her purse when she wasnât looking. Like usual. âWell at least let me cook if youâre not gonna take it.â
âI said I was making breakfast!â She whined. Cute.
You pouted at your friend, stuffing your hands in your pockets. âYeah but I want to do somethingâŚâ
Wanda smiled, placing a hand on your forearm. âYouâve done enough for me.â She said, leaning up to place a small peck on your cheek. âThank you Y/n.â
Your breath caught in your throat, knowing you didnât win this battle. Of course not, she cheated, but she didnât know that. Sheâs with Vision, having no clue of the effects she has on you. You still felt hot on the inside, and were probably blushing on the outside too.
Damnit Y/n pull it together, sheâs pregnant and needs your support. Not your gayness.
Once everything was put away, mainly Wanda doing the work and correcting whatever you did wrong. She pushed you down on the chair, telling you to sit while she cooked. Then you could talk, talk.
Right, the talk.
Fuck.Â
You wondered why you were still so nervous. Around Wanda? Well that one was given. But a pregnant Wanda? That feltâŚodd. Nevertheless you gave her, her space not wanting to overwhelm the pregnant person.Â
She didnât look pregnantâŚobviously. She just found outâŚhasn't even been a month. God was it hot in this room? Or were you just sweating? Nervous.Â
âIt is Visions.â You turned your head to look at Wanda. She spoke calmly with a tense figure. She flipped the bacon, turning her eyes to you. âAnd- You know I didnât wantâŚkids right now but things happen. Weâve talked about it before and Vision said heâd love that.â
You tilted your head, knowing there was more to it.
She let out a shaky breath âAfter college, he's still building his business a-and he said he doesnât have time to raise a family. He wants nothing to do with them but I-â
âAbortion isnâtâŚ?â
âNo.â She said firmly, turning off the stove, using her sleeves to wipe her blurred eyes. âYour bacon might be a little salty by the way.â She smiled sadly, handing you a plate with two pancakes.
Seeing past the smile, you squeezed her arm in understanding, grabbing the plate from her hands. She sat down across from you, eating from her own plate giving you the opportunity to do the same.Â
âThese are great Wands.â You mumbled after swallowing your food, wiping your mouth. âYouâd be a good mom.â Digging your fork into the pancakes for more. They were truly delicious, you donât think youâd ever get used to how spectacular she made them.Â
Wanda gave you a scrunched look, a sheepish smile on her lips. âYouâre just saying that.â She shrugged it off, ignoring the way it made her feel.
âI'm not though. Youâre kind, patient, compassionate, giving, and understanding. Aren't those motherly qualities?â You teased, though your tone remained reassuring.Â
Still Wanda remained in disbelief, shaking her head lightly letting out a breathy laugh âIâm just not sure where to go from here. Iâm keeping them.â She stared at you, seriously, as if you would try to change her mind.Â
âBut thatâs all I know.â She rubbed her head with her hands, feeling frustrated. She had no plan.
You reached over for Wandaâs hand, rubbing soft circles with your thumb. âItâs okay, we can figure it out together.â
Her mouth curved into a smile, looking at both of your hands. Together, that was a nice word. Then she took in what you said, her head tilting to the side. âWe?â
Wandaâs smile turned into a teasing one, as you stammered over your words, tensing your hand from their ministrations. âWell yeah I mean since Vision isnât really in the picture and you shared the apartment with him Iâm assuming- offering if you wanted to stay with me.â You bit the inside of your cheek.
Smooth. Â
âIt was just a thought I hadâŚâ You finished, feeling intimidated by her gaze. Your heart pounded against your chest, waiting for her answer. You had basically just proposed she move in with you, with a kid. Like couples do. With a kid.Â
The more you thought about it the more you wanted her to say yes. You wanted to care for her, god knows she needed it. An idea came into your head about rearranging the guest bedroom into Wandaâs, only if she said yes- god weâre getting ahead of ourselves what if she says n-
âYes.â She blurted, squeezing your hand in excitement, a little harder than intended.Â
âWait- yes?â
âYes! Oh my god yes,â She practically squealed, standing up from her seat to pace. âI mean I was also thinking about where Iâd goâŚIâm not ready to tell my parents, you know how they feel about pregnancy before marriage, and Pietro already knows but heâs barely thriving.â She gestured with her hands, clasping them together and looking at you expectantly.
You nodded, growing even more excited with her. âThen itâs settled, youâll stay here.â You beamed up at the brunette. She was quick to pull you out of your chair with a toothy grin, pulling you into a hug.Â
You both sighed at the contact, holding each other tighter.Â
âThank you, again.â She mumbled, nuzzling further into your neck. You could only smile, what else could you do? This girl was amazing, you squeezed her back in response.Â
âItâs no problem, Iâd love having you here. And the kid, or kids? Wouldnât it be crazy if you had twins- worse triplets.â You mumbled to yourself, Wanda giggled.
Maybe Wanda would need help moving in. Getting her stuff, avoiding Vision. You thought to yourself about skipping work for the day- maybe a week. The guest bedroom had the essentials, but not anything baby relatedâŚ
As you continued rambling on about the move, Wanda sighed, tugging you closer with a loving smile on her face. Then it dawned on her, was she in love with her best friend? Her eyes widened at the realization, trying to bury her panic and listen to your voice instead.Â
You raised a hand to your chin, not noticing how tense she had become. âI think I could skip work today and go to the hardware store. We might need a crib, the guest bedroom is yours but the baby gosh it needs its space too-âÂ
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The move had gone smoothly, a little too smoothly. Wanda insisted you stay outside the door to Visions apartment while she took care of things. Reluctantly you agreed standing outside waiting, only coming in when Wanda signaled for you to come in.Â
His apartment was quite nice, you could see why Wanda liked it so much. Unsurprisingly his home was decorated with small luxuries, perks of being a Stark.
Boxes after boxes went by packed, you insisted Wanda do the lighter loads, not wanting her to hurt her back. And before noon all of Wandaâs stuff was ready to go, no Vision in sight. He mustâve been busy today, Wanda only muttering something about his Chess club.Â
Not wanting to stay any longer you packed up the truck, heading to your place. So in short, yes, everything was going great. Wanda made herself an even more important figure in your life, you didnât think that was possible. Although she had a way of proving you wrong.
She fell quickly into your daily routine, and so easily too. Every morning sheâd make you coffee for work, and when she was feeling sick you made her breakfast in return. Wanda had been getting sick a lot more than usual, you assumed it was morning sickness. If only you had realized sooner how bad it had gotten.Â
Wanda could not sleep.
There were days when sheâd have nightmares as a kid that prevented her from sleeping, often nightmares of a bomb being dropped on her house. Nights waiting up for Vision where she couldnât sleep in hopes heâd return soon. Many times in her life Wanda found it difficult to sleep, this time the horrors of pregnancy guiding her to insomnia.
Until she felt that familiar feeling again, nausea. Quickly she threw the covers off herself, booking it towards the bathroom. Wanda was so grateful your guest bedroom had a bathroom connected to it, it had given her more privacy and spared her the embarrassment.
Her fingertips barely grazed on the door to close it before she was kneeling on the floor by the toilet, emptying the compartments in her stomach.
Hunched over on the toilet she didnât realize how much time had passed, time passed slowly for her during this part. All she remembered was the door creaking a little and her hair being collected into a ponytail.
Wanda swore she could hear your voice, she preferred to focus on how nice your hand felt rubbing on her back, how soothing it felt. Your touch brought her back, wiping the side of her lips she turned to meet your concerned eyes.Â
Only turning more concerned by the look of exhaustion Wanda held. Words werenât necessary to communicate where Wanda would be staying that night, or any other nights. Really, as Wanda was pulled up to her feet, and guided to your bedroom she found herself unwilling to care. You kissed her forehead so tenderly whispering goodnight that made Wanda realize it wasnât so bad.
Sleeping in your arms was worth a little sickness.Â
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âTwins.â You heard Wanda mutter from beside, laying on the bed. You couldnât quite decipher her tone, but her squeeze on your hand made you feel uneasy. Not wanting to overwhelm her, you decided to keep silent, biting the inside of your cheek.Â
Weeks had flown by pretty fast, Wanda being on her 15th. Poor girl was already feeling the pain of carrying not one but two kids in her stomach. Sheâd often ask you to hold her stomach which you easily complied too.Â
The doctor turned in his chair, away from the monitor looking at you both with a grin. âYep! Looks like two healthy babies, would you like to know the gender?â He asked.
Your eyes glanced at Wanda, her face indifferent. Thankfully you caught the slight quiver of her lips letting you know all you needed to.Â
âUh no. Thank you Doctor Stephen but I thinkâ She squeezed your hand again. ââŚweâre fine for now.â You mustered up a polite smile.Â
He nodded his head, mirroring the same smile âOf course! Iâll just go put this in your file and clean things up then youâre good to go.â He tossed his gloves in the bin, finally leaving you two alone.Â
You sucked your teeth, hearing the door click shut. Knowing Wanda, she was never used to change even though throughout her childhood all the brunette did was suffer through it. She liked to be in control, prepared for what to expect.
Now it seemed you were expecting two.Â
You let out a small noise as your back hit the chair next to her side. Deciding to break the silence, you spoke calmly, âSo twins, I guess that means we might need another crib.â
Her eyes only twitched in response, barely acknowledging the way you tried to subtly cheer her up. Make her feel this wasnât a sudden change she wasnât prepared for. The thought of another kid shook Wanda, it made her feel nervous. She fidgeted from her place, picking at the bedsheets.
Wanda shook her head, letting out a sigh. She took her hand off yours, using them to rub her temple. âGod I- this wasnât supposed to happen. Y/n I-â Her throat closed up, she hated the way her immediate response was to cry, tears starting to prickle at her eyes. She hated even more how your face softened, âI can barely fathom one kid, now Iâm supposed to mother two.âÂ
Her head hung lowly as small tears started to stream down her cheeks. Not wanting you to see her that way she tried her best to turn away only for you to grab her cheeks with both hands, thumbs rubbing soft circles against her skin. Wanda let out a choked sob, staring at you so hopelessly. The sight broke your heart.
âWanda hey, itâs okay.â You whispered.
âNo Y/n I just-Â two. Thatâs two new people coming into your home, and me included- I canât do this to you. You donât deserve it.â She croaked out, sniffling between words.
You scrunch your face in protest, giving her a stern shake of your head. âWanda youâve always been welcome in my home, pregnant or not and itâs not just mine now itâs yours too. I want to help you.â You affirmed, moving your hands to wipe at her tears before coming down to hold her own.
âWhy?â She asked.
âBecause I care about you, and I love you.â You confessed, the words coming out with more meaning than you intended. Wanda stared up at you in adoration, her eyes crinkling, and a small blush dusting her cheeks. It was then you noticed how close you were, how close Wanda's face was to your own. Feeling overwhelmed by her stare, you looked away, taking a couple steps back. âAnd I love them too, whatever they areâŚâ
Missing the disappointed look on her face.
Leaning back into the bed, Wanda turns her head to look at you, and if you were looking back you wouldâve seen the loving look on her face âI really donât deserve a friend like you.â She said softly, her voice so fragile.
Then you turned back this time, meeting her gaze, her words registering in your head. Quickly your face turned into a frown, âDonât say that.â
Ignoring your words Wanda took a hold of your hand. A gesture that came so naturally now, both of you latching onto each other, wanting to feel one another. âI love you too, so much detka.âÂ
More than you realize.
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âY/n.â Wanda murmured hurriedly, shaking at your arm. âDetka, wake up.â
Letting out a snort, you woke up with a cough, turning away to cover yourself. Your eyes fluttered wide open, wrestling with the sheets in a panic, âHuh? Yeah- Wands? What's wrong, are they here?â
A small smile crept up her lips at the mention of the twins, âNo silly, I'm justâŚhungry again.â She whispered, turning away from your gaze in embarrassment.
âAgain?â You clarified.
âYeahâŚsorry.â She chuckled awkwardly.
Leaning on your elbows for support you lifted yourself up, sitting up. Scratching the back of your head you turned to look at your clock. Naturally it was 2 am, usually the time when Wanda would get hungry.Â
âNo, no, that's fine.â You muttered hoarsely, clearing your throat. âI donât mind, what are you craving?âÂ
âSteves burgersâŚâ She beamed.
âSteves? Okay Iâll get you some, with onions or without?â You said as you walked towards the closet, shrugging on your jacket.Â
âWith, and grilled please.â
âOkay, yeah.â You hummed, slipping on your shoes. âIâll uh be back try to get some sleep yeah? It's pretty late.â Kneeling up from the floor you reached for your wallet, stuffing it in your pockets.Â
Wanda made a disagreeing grunt but pulled the sheets back on herself anyway. âI guess.â
You nodded, giving her a sheepish smile. Grabbing your keys from the nightstand you made your way to the door, a small tug on your jacket stopping you. Curiously you turned around to meet Wanda, tilting your head in question. Her hand traveled up your forearm, pulling you down to press a lingering kiss on your cheek. Â
âStay safe, and put on your glasses when you drive. Your astigmatism gets bad at this hour.â She husked out, letting you go.Â
Your breath catches in your throat, not trusting your words you nod again. Stumbling through a few items you rush towards the door, leaving with a small goodbye unsure why Wanda was teasing you. What was that?
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âHey.â You said, a surprised look on your face as you closed the door behind you. Wanda gave a small smile that didnât quite reach her eyes from the dimly lit dining room. She was sitting comfortably in the chair, wearing one of your hoodies.
âHi.â
âWhat are you doing out of bed? You should be resting, itâs really late.â Checking at the clock once again you confirmed your suspicions, you assumed perhaps sheâd enjoy her burger in bed like she always does. This time however Wanda had different plans, fiddling with her sleeves.
âYou know I canât sleep without you.â She retorted, gazing into your eyes âI like it when youâre here.â She confesses profoundly.
You give her a sheepish smile, unsure what to say. The look in her eyes does nothing but make you even more nervous, what was going on with her? âI like it when youâre here too. Is everything okay?âÂ
Wanda lets out a sigh, you choose to ignore it thinking sheâs probably starving by now. You place the plastic bag on the table, taking out the bags and giving Wanda her burger. A number 2 with grilled onions, two pickles, and no cheese. âAnd I got you these.â You slide the container to her.
Wanda gives you a questioning look before opening it, she lets out a gasp when she does. Animal style fries. The annoyed quirk of her eyebrows long gone. Closing the lid she gives you a thankful pout, her eyes glossing. âThank youâŚâ
âI got you a strawberry milkshake too since I know you like dipping them with the animal fries.â You chuckled, putting the glass on the table.Â
Thatâs when Wanda wanted to cry, cry pathetically into her perfect burger brought by your perfect, kind, compassionate self. Instead she tossed the burger aside and pulled you in for a passionate kiss. Your eyes widened in surprise, but pressed back with the same intensity, quickly melting into the kiss.Â
Wanda sighing against your lips easily became your new favorite sound, eager to get her to make more, your hands coming up to cup her face. Eventually you realize that this isnât just any girl, but your best friend. Your best friend who youâd have been crushing on for years, your best friend who just kissed you.
She kissed you.
And you almost break the kiss by how much youâre smiling but Wanda beats you to it, leaving lingering kisses on your lips, slowing the pace until her forehead is against yours. âIâm in love with you Y/n.â
Your breath hitches âM-Me too.â
Wanda shakes her head, moving to nuzzle against your collarbone. âNo detka, as in more than just a friend.â She says, reminded of your previous statements on what friends do. Fuck being friends, you wanted Wanda. Wanted to show her how good of a partner you could be.
âSo you like me?â You asked shyly, still processing the revelation.
Wanda picked up her head from your shoulder, correcting you with a mischievous glint in her eyes. âLove you.â
You swallowed dryly, feeling your heart race. âThat's great- thats- I.â
âJust kiss me already.â She orders breathlessly, barely giving you time to mutter âokayâ before your lips are on hers again.Â
It's not until the morning when you both come downstairs, lovesick smiles on your faces, that you realize the mess you left behind. Both burgers remain uneaten, but as your eyes glance down to yours and Wanda's intertwined fingers, you could care less.Â
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Seeing Stars 3
Warnings: non/dubcon and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.
My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.
Character:Â Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes
Summary:Â You struggle to be star struck by the worldâs most famous super soldiers. (grumpy!short!reader)
Note:Â Guess this is happening.
As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. Iâm happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging â¤ď¸
"I can't believe you won," Bonita chimes.Â
"Uh, yeah, I told you to just claim the prize," you mutter.Â
"And I told you," she pulls you off the subway, "it has to be the ticket holder."Â
"Right. You could say you're me."Â
"Didn't you read the email?" She huffs as you drag your feet behind her. You hate Manhattan.Â
"I skimmed."Â
"They have to check ID at the door. As your plus one, I had to submit a bunch of stuff. Didn't you?" She hooks her arm through yours as she urges you through the New York rush.Â
You grumble. It's like the universe is laughing in your face. Or hers. It should've been her prize. She's the one who likes all that stuff. As much as you don't want to spit in her face, you're not very happy to spend a rare day off somewhere you don't want to be.Â
You're a good friend. That's why you're doing this. That's it. You'll get through it for her. In spite of her.Â
You find her waiting where she promised. She's taking selfies right outside the doors of Stark Tower, unbothered by those passing by. You nudge her and hiss, "you're in the way."Â
"About time. You're almost late." She lowers her phone and bats her fake eye lashes at her. Oh, she went all out. You thought the sweater and jeans was a fine choice.Â
"Almost, but I'm not," you chirp.Â
"Lighten up! This is going to be the greatest days of our lives," she squeals and claps, sending her phone to the ground. You let a sigh out quietly. She's so happy. You'll keep the snide remarks to yourself.Â
You bend to pick up her phone and hand it over. She snatches it and giggles, "I wonder if I could livestream the tour."Â
"Just... enjoy it," you utter. You don't need her holding up her phone like a tourist. No shame, you swear.Â
"Woah, hey," you stumble as someone clamours into you. "Sorry, I didn't see you there. Guess I should've looked down."Â
The man's hands cling to your arms as he keeps you on your feet. You pull away and spin to face him. Bonita makes an inhuman noise.Â
It's him. Steve Rogers. Again.Â
"You guys lost?" He asks.Â
You look at Bonita. She vibrates with excitement, "um, we won! Er. Oh! We're here because we won the tour and you're supposed to be there and all the others and--"Â
"Ha, yes, I am running behind." He says, âuh, I guess you can come in with me.âÂ
âOh wow,â Bonita exclaims. âThanks so much, Captain. I mean Mr. Rogers. No. Er...âÂ
âSteveâs fine,â he chuckles. âSo, you two were at the convention?âÂ
âYes, we got a photo,â she affirms.Â
He opens the door and waves you ahead of him. You wait for Bonita to take the lead. You reluctantly follow as Steve tails you.Â
âI thought you were familiar.âÂ
âOh, no, you must meet so many people,â Bonita slows so that he can catch up and you sidle around them, happy enough to take the rear.Â
âEh, yeah, it can get a bit much.âÂ
âSounds miserable,â you mutter, then cringe as you remember his super hearing. Oops.Â
âIâm sure the rest are waiting,â he stops at a door and puts in a number on the keypad. It flashes red and buzzes. âUgh, I always forget.â Instead, he moves to look into the dark lens higher up. An ultraviolet flare runs over his eye and the door unlocks. âI can doing that.âÂ
He opens the door again, a gentleman straight out of the 40s. Once more, you are stuck between the two of them. He points you down the hall to a private elevator. You get on.Â
You bob impatiently as Bonita inserts herself between you and Steve. You stare at the reflective doors and let your vision blur.Â
âSo, um, is the shield here?â She asks. âNot to be lame or anything.âÂ
âOh, sure, maybe you could see some of the prototype suits? I think thereâs still a few hanging around,â Steve answers.Â
âThatâs so cool,â she chimes.Â
You struggle not to roll your eyes. Instead, you focus and find another pair observing you in the mirrored surface before you. You quickly glance away from Steveâs gaze.Â
Finally, your floor comes. You assume since the doors ding and Steve steps ahead of you. You follow him out into a spacious room. You can tell by the windows alone that itâs the very top of tower.Â
âThere you are, Capsicle,â someone calls over.Â
You turn in the direction of the voice as Bonita grabs your arm and points at the dark-haired man. You know who he is. Heâs on too many magazine covers and blogs not to. Tony Stark. He stands amid the group of his fellow avengers.Â
âI found our lucky winners,â Steve says.Â
âBonita, and er, well, she won,â she pokes you as she introduces you. âErm, weâre super excited.âÂ
You stare dully. You want to lie, for her. You do your best; a nod.Â
âI remember you two,â Buckyâs voice surprises you. Itâs only then you notice him sitting away from the rest of them, lazily flipping a knife. âYou had a photo.âÂ
âYes, thatâs us!â Bonita blusters.Â
âWell, ladies, welcome to the tower, these are the big boys... and girls.â Stark steps in front of the rest, âyouâve met Steverino here, and apparently his sidekick, The Raven.â Bucky scoffs as he stands and sheaths the knife. âNot to be cocky but I assume you know the rest of us.âÂ
âI do!â Bonita declares, âbut er...â she looks at you. You half-nod and half-shrug. âItâs Tony Stark!âÂ
âI know that.âÂ
âWho doesnât?â He winks.Â
You grumble and his chin tilts slightly in affront.Â
âThatâs Thor! And Black Widow and Scarlet Witch, and Vision, and Hawkeye, and Hulk...â she goes down the list as you lose track and a little bit of interest. Itâs your turn in Scrabble, you feel the notification buzz in your pocket.Â
âWhat? Were you caught in the ice with this one?â Stark jabs Steve with a snicker. âYou donât know the worldâs greatest heroes?âÂ
You stare back at him. âNice tower, I guess.âÂ
âIce cold,â he whistles, âIâll leave this one to you, Vis. Sheâs about your speed,â he turns and struts away.Â
âItâs your tour,â the woman with the short red bob says; the widow?Â
âContractual obligation but far from my idea,â he counters. âHey, Banner, how about you take the lead. PhD or whatnot, Iâm sure you give a hell of a lecture.âÂ
âWe can go.â You offer and Bonita elbows you.Â
âDonât listen to him,â Steve insists, âweâre all going on the tour. Right, Tony?âÂ
âHm, let me grab a whiskey first.âÂ
#steve rogers#bucky barnes#dark steve rogers#dark bucky barnes#dark!steve rogers#dark!bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#steve rogers x reader#series#drabble#seeing stars#au#marvel#mcu#avengers#captain america#winter soldier
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âIâm not always bad.â
Eddie Munson x female reader
summary: eddie finds you crying. why does he care?
warnings: bully eddie, bad boy, awkward and meanie eddie, language, crying, upset reader, talk of cancer, readers dad has cancer. a potential series if you want it, let me know!
gif is not mine!
update! part two has been posted and is located on my masterlist!
He supposed maybe over time it wouldnât be absolutely crazy to have some sort of care for you, after all, he had known you since the both of you were in diapers in preschool together, and ever since, heâd treated you like dirt beneath his leather boots.
He was an absolute prick to you, and you couldnât remember one memory of him being nice to you. Maybe it was because you came from a âwhite picket fenceâ home, had good grades, an honor student, actually. Maybe it was because you were pretty? Maybe he liked you? No. You had long since disregarded that idea many years ago. He wouldnât be this mean.
You walked as quickly as you could to the gymnasium, pink heels clicking with every step and turn. Your eyes blurred with tears and you hiccuped a breath. You pushed open the door, relieved no one was in there, at least, not to your knowledge, and plopped down on the closet set of bleachers to your right. You put your head in your hands and cried like a baby pathetically.
Eddie was closing up a deal when youâd come busting in dramatically. He quickly hid his stash, thinking it was a teacher as his customer quickly left the scene, muttering a thank you as he did so. When he say it was you, he cursed under his breath and put away his things.
He adjusted his jacket, putting away his weed and wallet as he watched you. He squinted his eyes. Were you crying? Heâd seen you cry before, that wasnât anything new, but you looked upset. He walked across the gym floor, adjusting his junk like a typical male specimen.
âWhy the long face, L/n?â His demeaning voice boomed and echoed.
You jumped, revealing your tear stricken face. You groaned. âFuck! I- I didnât know anyone was in here. Sorry.â You went up to leave.
âWoah, woah,â He held up his hands. âYouâre on my turf, L/n. Crying and trespassing on my property are not to go unpunished.â He tried to ignore the fact you were visibly upset, thinking maybe you got a bad grade or tripped over your own feet and embarrassed yourself. Thatâs usually what it was, anyways.
Today, however, you couldnât deal with his dramatics. Your face crumbled into tears and you sobbed, slowly sinking back down to your seat and hunched back over. Eddie, despite his antics, couldnât help but furrow his brow. He watched you for a moment, looking to see if anyone else was around he could pass you off to. He looked back at you, and when you pushed out a particular harsh sob, he knew that this time was different. Something was wrong.
Unbeknownst to him, he frowned, pursing his lips and climbed up to bleachers to sit beside you. He looked at you like you were from another planet, eyes wide and alert like you were playing a joke on him. He didnât like this said joke.
âHey, uh,â He cleared his throat, looking for the quickest way out. âStop crying.â Way to cheer her up, buddy.
âI canât.â You sobbed into your hands. âMy lifeâs falling apart!â
That broke him out of his shocked state and he rolled his eyes at your dramatics, leaning back into his seat. âWhat happened now?â
âJust leave me alone, Eddie!â You snapped angrily, jerking your head toward him so hard he thought it was fly clean off and roll onto the floor with the rest of the disregarded basketballs. âDo you have to be such a jerk everyday of my life? Canât you let me cry in peace just for once?â You stared at Eddie, who was startled and wide eyed, looking at you like youâd gone made.
He sighed heavily, a mask of irritation and annoyance falling over his hooded eyes. âFine.â
He got up to leave, obeying your wish for once. You watched him get up and leave, and for some odd reason, your heart seemed to sink even further. Once again, you sank back into yourself, listening as his footsteps got further and further away.
He cursed when he got to the gymnasium door, turning back to look at your weeping figure. âFuck.â He clenched his fist and brought it up to his teeth angrily. Why? Why did he suddenly seem to care about your distress?
He was back beside you, sighing loudly like he didnât care. âAlright, L/n, whatâs going on?â
You gave him a sharp glare, shooting him daggers. âWhy do you care?â
âI donât.â He fired back. âBut I donât need you busting in during my deals, so you might as well get whatever it is off your chest and wipe your damn tears.â He lifted himself off the seat briefly, reaching back and grabbing his black bandana and handing it to you. You didnât grab it, so he placed it on your lap with a huff.
It was your turn to look him strangely, like he was from another planet, a strange land youâd yet to be aware of. âYouâre being weird.â
âShut up.â He retorted. âYouâve got snot all over your face.â
You purposely rubbed your nose with his bandana, making sure to clean your face of mucus and tears. He recoiled, grossed out at the action. âYeah, you can keep that.â He said.
He gave you a minute. Nobody said anything as you calmed down, sniffling to yourself here and there. His concern grew when he noticed the shaking of your hands. âHey,â He said, voice deep and gruff. âWhatâs the matter with you?â
You looked at him sadly, shaking your head. âMy dad has cancer.â
He couldnât help it then. His whole face dropped. His jaw fell slack and his eyes widened.
âI just found out yesterday.â Your voice was full and thick with tears. âI was in math class and just had to get out before I had a public fucking breaking down like Iâm doing now!â You said, angry with yourself.
âIt doesnât even make sense!â You continued. âMy dad is a good man! Heâs done nothing to deserve this! I donât understand!â You cried, rambling to him at this point. He didnât mind, he didnât know what to say anyways.
âMy whole family is justâŚnumb. Dadâs pretending heâs not bothered by it. Heâs doing everything he normally does. Mowing the grass, helping mom with the flower bed.â
You kept talking and Eddie listened, and in that moment, he felt pure sorrow and remorse, compassion and empathy for you. He listened to your words and felt his stomach sink. And you were beautiful, a random thought jostled in the middle somewhere between sorrow and empathy.
You cried to him for almost an hour. You talked about your family falling apart, but continuing on despite the downfall. The number of months the doctors had given your father to live. You talked about not being walked by him down the aisle, him not seeing his grandchildren. It was all here and there, but Eddie listened and said nothing, and after awhile, you forgot he was there and that it was Eddie.
When two oâclock rolled around, you breathed heavily and looked at your watch, then him. âYou didnât need to stay.â You were completely exhausted, mentally and physically.
âItâs alright.â It was the first thing heâd said in an entire hour. âYou needed someone to talk to. Iâm just being a good samaritan.â
âStill,â Your eyes were red and raw. âWhy?â
He shrugged his shoulders. âIâm not always bad.â
You managed to smile. He didnât.
âWell, thanks.â You said softly. âMy friends donât know yet. Nobody does. Please donât tell?â You looked at him with round eyes that were always so full of innocence.
âI wonât say anything.â He shook his head.
You sniffled once more and nodding, standing up and fixing your white skirt. âWell, I better get back to class. Thanks for listening.â
He let you walk all the way across the room and to the door before he spoke. âIâm sorry.â
You didnât look at him and he didnât look at you, but both of your hearts seemed to lighten. The door clicked open loudly and shut, leaving him to himself.
#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#bully eddie#stranger things#stranger things season four#joseph quinn#eddie munson imagines#eddie munson headcanons#eddie munson blurb#eddie munson x female character
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IMAGINE IF ALIENS ARE ALL ASEXUAL AND THEY'RE SO WEIRDED OUT BY THE NUMBER OF SEXUAL ORIENTATIONS HUMANS CAN HAVE!?
Alien: HeyâŚ.Woah-woah- woah! walks in on 2 humans kissing Human 1: Oh shit- sorry man. Human 2: pulls away Alien: What- what were you two doing!? Human 1: Ummm, kissing? Alien: By rubbing your digestive tract openings together???? Human 2: That's a weird way of putting it⌠after a while of lecturing Alien: So that's why there are two different types of humans in your planet? Human 1: Kind of? I mean, some people like the same gender so⌠Alien: So you DON'T touch to reproduce? Human 2: No, we touch each other for many reasonsâŚmainly for love though Alien: RightâŚso two people of any gender may touch each other regardless of potential for reproduction just for the showcase of thisâŚabstract concept of 'love'? Human 1: RightâŚsometimes it's more than two peopleâŚpolysexuality is a thing⌠Alien: groans is there ANY human in your planet who prefers not toâŚtake part in such activities? Human 2: Asexual and aromantic people? Alien: Oh, so they are special and can split into duplicates of themselves to reproduce? Human 2: UmâŚnoâŚI don't think-
#writer#writeblr#writing#creative writing#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#tropes#writing is hard#humans are space orcs#humans are weird#sexuality#LGBTQIA#queers#them queers#aliens#humans#asexuality#yay!! rainbowwww
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My thoughts on the Naruto ending
So I had said I was gonna post about my feelings and thoughts regarding the Naruto finale that might contain a few hot takes for some people, so here it is.
THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG POST.
The Naruto ending is universally disliked, there's not doubt in that. Veteran SNS shippers don't like it because Naruto and Sasuke end up with women they don't love and aren't attracted to, and believe Naruto and Sasuke could've end up "single" with no ships confirmed; younger SNS shippers that weren't there when Naruto was still coming out believe they should've ended up together even though that could have not been plausible due to the manga industry quite conservative practices. Het!shippers on the other hand, believe the ending is bad for two different reasons: the first being that some believe that Narusaku and Sasukarin would've made more sense than SS and NH (some say just Narusaku and Sasuke should've stayed single); the second being that although they like SS and NH and the potential they believe these ships have "but wasn't explored further", Kishimoto can't write romance so he messed up both ships, making them bland and barely romantic.
Another reason why the ending is disliked for non-shipping reasons and mostly by Sasuke stans, is that even though in the couple chapters before the 700th one Naruto and Sasuke talk about changing the shinobi system, we see in Boruto that the system has not been changed at all and instead Naruto and Sasuke are reinforcing it despite all the oppression and suffering they were put through it in its name. We even see Itachi, the man who committed genocide being lauded as a hero for his actions and zero reflection on Konoha as a genocidal State. Oh and the Hyuga clan still practices slavery.
So here I come to say the following: Naruto's ending makes sense.
Now before y'all tear me to pieces let me explain myself. The first time I read the finale I thought it was stupid, one reason being that the ships make no sense no matter the angle you try to look at them and the other reason being that Sasuke was now working for the same State that murdered his clan with Naruto now as the head of that same State and making no changes to the Shinobi system (not a very good look on him, right?), so I thought for many years that the ending sucked.
Then The Last, Boruto and Sasuke Retsuden came out and all I could think was "woah this is all really shit from the butt".
But then one day when I was thinking about the manga as a whole, mostly because I was starting to realize that Kishimoto was being intentional in his writing of Naruto and Sasuke's romantic bond and it wasn't accidental like most of the fandom thinks, I just started connecting dots and trying to make sense of the whole story and seeing how the ending fitted into that. I'm someone that whenever it comes to literary analysis and criticism always tries to think about what was the author intention before I label something as bad because it wasn't my personal preference how something was written.
And that's how I realized what there was theme to the Naruto ending is. It's all about conformity.
Now, don't get me wrong the Naruto ending still has flaws, two big ones in my opinion, which I'll point out further down the post, but what I want to do is show you the forest because I feel the fandom is mostly focused on a couple of trees when it comes to the finale. I want you to see the thread of events Kishimoto created and how he was trying to keep it as in character as possible.
So first things first. If you've read Kishimoto interviews over the years then you would know what was the ending he had envisioned: chapter 698. He talks about how he wanted Naruto and Sasuke to have their final fight, make ammends and change the shinobi system together. He achieved two out those three things he intended.
In a quite controversial interview that most of the fandom likes to ignore, Kishimoto stated that he had no emotional attachement to Naruto and Hinata as a couple and it was Studio Pierrot who had pitched the whole thing about The Last movie. He also states that he decided to make NH endgame after Shippuden had started and he had also considered Narusaku as well, but then in another interview that came later he started saying he had intended to make NH canon since the very beginning. He was constantly contradicting himself in these interviews over the years. Kishimoto has also expressed his distate for SS and Sakura's character in general in different interviews.
So what I personally believe is that Kishimoto's editorial, Shueisha, made him change his statements because saying he had no plans for NH and it was Studio Pierrot idea was quite damaging to the franchise (no wonder the interview got kinda buried too, lol).
I think the biggest challenge for Kishimoto was giving the editorial, the studio and most of the fandom the het!ships they wanted without compromising as much the characters the story of his manga revolves around, Naruto and Sasuke.
So we get to ch. 699 where I believe Kishimoto is laying the ground for the finale we ended up getting.
In ch. 698 it seemed like Naruto and Sasuke had been able to resolve their issues and been able to talk about their feelings for each other. Something Sasuke repeats in ch. 699, a chapter entirely narrated by him. However right at the end of ch. 699 we get what seems to be a regression of what we had seen in the previous chapter.
It is implied that Naruto and Sasuke had an argument off-screen hence why Sasuke thought Naruto would not come to see him and bid him farewell before his atonement journey. What was the argument about is never really explained, some fans speculate Naruto was upset about Sasuke going on an atonement journey considering Naruto had pleaded for Sasuke to not be imprisoned and saw no reason for Sasuke to go on a redemption trip. I personally believe it had something to do with Naruto failing to come to terms with his feelings for Sasuke because, as we see right away, Naruto gives Sasuke back his headband and Sasuke says he'll keep it until they have their real fight which is interesting, to say the least, because didn't we just see their real fight the literal prior chapter? basically, we're being told Naruto and Sasuke haven't been able to truly talk about their feelings and put into words what their relationship really is about hence why Sasuke keeps the headband. As long as Sasuke has the headband, it will mean Naruto hasn't been able to truly accept what he feels for Sasuke. In essence, ch. 699 is Kishimoto retconning ch. 698 to give way to what comes later.
After chapter 700 came out we started getting so much content, both filler and canon, that tries to explain how we got there. Let's start with The Last, the movie that tries to explain how the heck Naruto ended up with Hinata.
The Last is sort of a hybrid, it's written for the most part by Studio Pierrot employees who had the idea in the first place and Kishimoto corrected a few things here and there and is also what for me, makes the ending flawed for one big reason: Naruto's character assassination.
Naruto is a shonen manga that's more focused and concerned on it's emotional battles and communicates it to the audience through it's physical battles rather than the powerscaling stuff Naruto dudebros would have you thinking the manga is actually about. So this means that Naruto, its main character, spends the entire manga learning about his feelings and putting them into words. That's what his story is mainly about; learning to love and to be loved.
The Last undoes this in the stupidest way possible. To give Naruto an excuse on why he always ignored Hinata they intend to make the audience believe it's because "Naruto doesn't know what love is" by writing Naruto not being able to differentiate between loving someone and liking ramen. This is absolute nuts. We know that Naruto understands what is love, what is not love and that love doesn't come out of nowhere, we see that when Sakura fake confesses to Naruto, he's able to spot right away she's not being genuine because he understands those three things. So this is the first flaw of the Naruto ending for me.
The second flaw is the dismissal of Kurama and Naruto's status as a Jinchuuriki. I find the most embarrasing thing about The Last to be that they had to put Naruto through a genjutsu so he could hallucinate "memories of Hinata being there for him but he was too dumb to notice" but it's even worse once you remember that Naruto canonically should not be able to be put through a genjutsu in the first place. Studio Pierrot had to break rules of Kishimoto's universe in order to give NH some mediocre development and to me this will always be the worst part of the finale. If you can't make a ship work within the universe rules, then why make it a thing at all?
Some people didn't like that Hinata is totally useless in the movie, but for me this is not a flaw, as it is entirely in character with who she is in the manga. Making her a mary sue out of nowhere on the other hand, would be a flaw of the story.
Now that I've talked about what I think are the flaws of the Naruto ending, let's talk about the things that work in The Last (and I believe is where Kishimoto put his input) to make the finale make sense. The first one being that Sakura is the one that pushes Naruto to be with Hinata. In the manga we see several times Sakura is insecure about Naruto and Sasuke's bond and being jealous of Naruto's spot in Sasuke's heart. Even Hinata is baffled by Sakura wanting to help her and asks her why she's doing all that because she knows they're not friends. We then see Sakura think about Sasuke (who's also conviniently excluded from the movie) and simply say "we, girls, should support each other", she wants Naruto out of the picture so she can have Sasuke for herself and she succeeded. It's also important to note that once Sakura got what she wanted she no longer pretended to be a friend of Hinata, she didn't even kept close contact with Naruto either as we see in Naruto Gaiden, Sarada and Naruto don't know each other like that at all, if Sakura was being a genuine friend to Hinata and Naruto, she would've kept her family close to Naruto's but she didn't.
One more thing that I find works about The Last is that Naruto doesn't passionately fall in love with Hinata, but instead is constantly guilt-tripped into liking her, which is more true to his character. You have a man already struggling to accept his sexuality, who also has his deceased mother's expectation of marrying a girl and on top of that is a pathological people pleaser, of course he's gonna marry the first girl that tells him she loves him. It makes sense this all happened while Sasuke was not in the village. Naruto panicked about his sexual identity and rushed to marry an "acceptable woman" in the eyes of the people whose approval he craves, as we see in the special chapter Kishimoto wrote that came out after The Last: the villagers fawning over Konoha's hero dating the Hyuga heiress.
Likewise, Sasuke not attending Naruto's wedding helps the ending not be as contrived or out of character of them. Kishimoto never wrote anything on why Sasuke skipped the wedding as far as I can recall, but in the episodes that Studio Pierrot made dedicated to Naruto's wedding we see a Sasuke completely absent and detached from the event, something Naruto dudebros use to dunk on him because that made him a terrible friend from their perspective, but as usual they're not paying attention to the full narrative Kishimoto is creating here.
Making Sasuke be happy for Naruto and attend his wedding and give him a gift and all that crap, would've made het!shippers and Naruto dudebros happy but it would be at the expense of his character and the story Kishimoto was writing. Remember, Sasuke had kept the headband all these time until he could have his real fight with Naruto, meaning he was waiting for Naruto to be honest about his feelings for him, so him not attending Naruto's wedding is a way to communicate to the audience (at least the part that's paying attention) that Sasuke is heartbroken by the news.
I believe this is why Kishimoto designed adult Sasuke the way he did and makes him dress the way he does as an adult. All black and depressing. I also believe that Sasuke will stop dressing that way the minute he and Naruto have their real fight, if they ever have it, that is.
Additionally, Kishimoto nailed making NH canon before SS would be canon. Naruto, as I stated before, is the one that struggles with his identity and feelings for Sasuke and the one that has the expectations to marry a woman so it makes sense that he would be the one to marry a woman first. SS becoming canon first wouldn't make sense because not only is Sasuke more outspoken about his contempt for Sakura, whereas Naruto remains polite and neutral to Hinata's feelings, but Sasuke also has no reason to be with Sakura if Naruto is still available, in fact, Kishimoto making Sakura be the one to chase Sasuke after Naruto's wedding because Sasuke never came back, as we see it stated in Naruto Gaiden ch. 10, is also in character for both Sasuke and Sakura, instead of writing it the other way around like SS shippers wished, y'know their whole thing about Sasuke coming back to the village for Sakura and apologizing to her because he didn't realize how much he actually loved her because he was trapped in the darkness blah blah blah (I think this is what happens in filler novel Sasuke shinden lol).
If Naruto is not available, then Sasuke is in a very emotionally vulnerable position and Sakura took advantage of that. You see the narrative Kishimoto is creating here? There's a thread to follow on why stuff happened they way it did.
Now, I mentioned before that the theme of the Naruto finale was conformity. Here's where I explain how:
The first thing is Naruto's physical appearance. Kishimoto liked to draw a young Naruto all punk and grunge. He even had already made a design of adult Naruto where Naruto looks, well, cool and HOT.
Yet, for the actual finale he gave us an ugly Naruto, but also a Naruto that looks tired and exhausted. How does this tie with the conformity theme? when Naruto was young he used to go against the rules, defy expectations people had of him, tell authorities to fuck off. Like, when he was told to give up on Sasuke when he was 12, Naruto responded "If giving up on Sasuke makes me wise, I'd rather be fool my entire life", this man was a rebel. But as an adult we see him become the head of State that continues to reproduce the status quo that had once oppressed him. Naruto turned apathetic, his appearance reflects his attitude.
And this is consistent with the narrative Kishimoto's been crafting. Just in the same way Naruto conformed to society's expectation when he married a woman he doesn't love and barely knows, he also conformed and succumbed to the shinobi world status quo. It would *make zero sense* for Naruto to revolutionize the shinobi world while married to princess slaver Hinata Hyuga, that'd be an oxymoron, completely contradictory narrative wise. Certainly, Naruto always struggled to find an ideology, to put it in some way, when it came to Konoha and its ninjas practices and had a messed up perception of its villagers (see: the whole Dark Naruto mini plot) but he still wanted to change the shinobi world WITH SASUKE by his side, once the story established they don't end up together and Sasuke isn't by his side, Naruto doesn't care anymore.
This is why I don't find strange that Kishimoto wrote Naruto oversleeping in the eve of his name day as Hokage, a day Naruto had once dreamt about when he was a child. The spark is gone.
But the spark isn't just gone for Naruto, it's also gone for Kishimoto. Naruto didn't even attend his name day because he was knocked out by Himawari. This is Kishimoto being petty. He spent 15 years writing a story where the goal was to see Naruto become Hokage and he knew how anticipated this moment was and he still went and ruined it for the fans anyway. Naruto dudebros were furious about this, but not once did they stop to wonder about the implications of this, what it said about Kishimoto's relationship with his work if it had gotten to the point he went and "fucked it up".
Naruto cared about the state of the world before he became indifferent to it. This is why when Sasuke stans complain about Naruto not actually caring about Sasuke's trauma but can never really explain why Naruto is like that as an adult. They try to pretend Naruto never cared but this is a lie, kid and teenage Naruto was compassionate to Sasuke's trauma and pain even if he didn't always managed it in the best way possible. So, I always feel like they're missing this particular piece of the puzzle: if Naruto can't be his true self then he cannot change the world and neither can Sasuke.
Because the same thing occurs to Sasuke. One blog once posted that Sasuke not caring about his child is out of character, but Sasuke not caring about Sakura's child is very much in character and I feel that sums up Kishimoto's writing of both adult Sasuke and Naruto. This passiveness you wouldn't imagine from their younger selves, takes a hold of them once they become adults and gradually "get in line" to be a part of the real world. Sasuke doesn't care about his child because he had her with a woman he doesn't even like or respect. Sasuke is stuck in time still holding onto that headband, hoping he and Naruto will one day have their real battle.
Sasuke uses the forehead poke, a gesture he always hated, on his wife and child because he, just like his brother to him, wants to distance himself from them. Sasuke now serves the same village that plotted the mass murder of his clan and family because why not? his brother is lauded as a hero for killing his entire clan after all. Sasuke too, has conformed.
I actually wonder if this is in some way linked to modern Japanese culture. Japanese culture and society are deeply conformist with everybody is always trying to fulfill roles imposed in them, always trying to achieve what is expected of them. It could also be about how adulthood sucks the passion and hopes out of the youth (Kishimoto started writing Naruto when he was 24 and finished when he was in his forties). And of course, the closeting of queer people leading miserable lives as pretenders.
If Sasuke is meant to end up with Sakura and Naruto is meant to end up with Hinata then Kishimoto cannot make them happy marriages and give them happy families, he also cannot keep Naruto and Sasuke as revolutionary outcasts that stand up against the status quo, that fanservice would be out of character and out of theme.
This is what I mean when I say the ending makes sense, once you see the finale is all about conformity the thread of events becomes understandable and more heartbreaking too. You don't have to like it, but I do think we have to understand where is Kishimoto coming from when he wrote it the way he did.
The Naruto fandom wanted black and grey from Kishimoto and that's exactly what Kishimoto gave them, black and grey.
EDIT: I've written more on how the conformity theme starts to become present in the series as far back as in Neji's death, check it out HERE
#my thoughts on this fuckass ending#narusasu#sasunaru#anti sasusaku#anti naruhina#anti naruto ending#I guess#sns meta
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actor!satoru headcanons
ft. gojo satoru x reader
content warnings: fluff, slightly suggestive, implied gojo satoru x reader
wc: 573
jjk actor au masterlist
as an actor:
when he became a rising actor, many people found out that his parents' names were also big in the acting industryÂ
people immediately assumed that he's just a nepo baby with no talent and only got to where he is due to his parents' wealth and fame
but boy did he prove them WRONG
he's actually so good at his craft that his acting captivated many people
people are also shocked that he studied and actually has a bachelor's degree in fine arts
so yeah, this man is EDUCATEDÂ
a fun fact that many didn't believe is that he wasn't actually even supposed to be an actor and only wanted to help produce and even create his own films
but when he helped producing a film, the director thought he would be a good eye candy on screen and encouraged him to try acting
he first landed some minor roles until more and more people paid attention to him, which helped him unleash his full potential as an actor
if you think he's goofy and silly in jjk, you best believe he is even MORE silly and goofy irl đ
but he's literally the sunshine of the set so his goofiness really helps in easing the stress of his co-stars and the filming crew
if nanami's the one bringing drinks to the set, he's the one who brings TOO MANY sweets, specifically mochis
it's also ones that are really expensive too likeÂ
doesn't drink coffee because he hates the bitter taste of it, maybe he'll drink one if it's sweet enough (aka doesn't taste like coffee at all), so nanami only buys him fruit teas and frappes LOL
he's also a detail-oriented man so his acting is really GOD TIER and is really keen on nailing every subtle detail whenever he is on screen
definitely very active on ig LOL acts like it's a dump account and is very interactive with his fans in the comment section
his ig composed of various selfies, photo dumps, promotions, his s/o, and definitely a lot of foods
i'd like to think that he also has his youtube channel as well
he posts vlogs and some behind the scenes when he's shooting a drama or magazine shootsÂ
tries, keyword: tries, not to show spoilers
pls save the directors from him for almost having heart attacks
as a boyfriend:
he really likes to tease you by making you help him practice his lines that needs him to use his hottest voice like bae, FOCUSÂ
he also practices the fight scenes with you btwÂ
but he's REALLY annoying about it please
remember that jogo scene? no, the one in shibuya
yeah, he made you feel his entire length like WOAH THERE DUDE? that ain't on the script for sure đ
also comes home really late but makes up by cuddling you extra longer in the mornings
borrows your lip glosses and takes them to the set because he refuses to buy one and that "it makes your bond as a couple grow stronger" istg
now you know why his lips always look like that on screen LOL
puts them on right before going to the shoot so he can kiss you good with his glossy lips
#gojo fluff#jjk actor au#gojo x reader#gojo satoru fluff#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo satoru x yn#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader
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â Advent Calendar 2024 đ
It's the most wonderful time of the yearđś
It's here, the giving season! And while I love advent calendars and already have one for coffee and one for chocolate, I thought what about one for fics? Though I won't be writing, no - I'll be reviewing and recommending wonderful treats! You'll get juicy suggestions, and our lovely writers will get some love for Christmas! And at the end? I will post a bitey gift :p
How does it work?
Every day, I'll reblog this post and add a card with the fic of the day - I'll give some details, a quote, and a fleeting thought. The selection is based on what I've read this year that got my attention, 1 author a day, multiple AUs and tropes! (check the warnings for the fics individually!)
I hope you check them, and if you do, don't forget to show them some love â¨đ
đHere we have it, folks! You'll find every suggestion in the list below:đ
The Demon Is In The Details by @colormepurplex2
Demon!Jimin x f.Reader / Crossroads AU / angst, smut
"Youâre now mine forever, little mouse."
⢠So absolutely delicious how one mistake changes everything, not just for some silly humans, but also for a demon who thought nothing could surprise him anymore! [my review]
âââ¨Bonus! Beware The Thornsâ¨
Yoongi x Jungkook x Jimin x f.Reader / Mafia, Step-Sibling AU / Taboo, angst, smut
"There is only one thing left standing in our way, angel."
⢠I have no excuses - this is potentially the most indulging, deviant, steaming hot fic I've ever read! It lives in my mind rent-free, thanks Leah! [my review]
Sweet by @oddinary4bts
idol!Seokjin x f.Reader / Idol post Military AU / angsty, smut
It feels like, maybe, you were his all this time too.
⢠There are so many sweet things about this story: the way that Jin thinks and feels, that he apologizes and expresses regret, that OC is believable and well-rounded, that they both take a chance, and make a decision, not because of a momentary lapse of judgement, but out of genuineness... It's a little treasure! [my review]
â¨Bonus! To Give a Helping Handâ¨
Idol!Jungkook x f.Reader / Idol AU / smut
Heâd be feral with you â heâs feral just thinking about you.
⢠I don't think this fic needs introductions, and I have reblogged it before, but still, couldn't keep myself from mentioning it again! [my review]
Effet Mer by @spideyjimin
Jungkook x f.Reader / Healing AU / angsty, smut
Hot sex with Jungkook in NazarĂŠ is a combo you never thought you needed.
⢠There. Is it a spoiler? Potentially. Do you all need to read about what goes down? Absolutely! [my review]
The Price by @daechwitatamic
Yoongi x Hunter!f.Reader / Snow White AU / angst, smut
Maybe you do love him. You just canât forget - not for a second - how little it matters.
⢠Unhappy ending? Nonsense! It hurts just a little - just right - just perfect. [my review]
â¨Bonus! Of Ruinâ¨
Prince!Taehyung x f.Reader / Supernatural AU / mystery, fantasy, smut
"Even when I think Iâve seen the true measure of you - you surprise me again and again."
⢠This is one of the best stories I've ever set my eyes on. It's compelling, rattles you to your bones, and you'll be thinking about it for eons! READ IT! [my review]
The Taste of Sin by @shadowkoo
Taehyung x f.reader / Warlock/Witch AU / angst, smut
This is exactly why they say to never mix business with pleasure. It makes such a mess of things.
⢠Woah, this was intense! The warnings and things made me approach this with so much caution, only to be swept off my feet! [my review]
Spin Cycle by @miscelunaaa
Jungkook x f.Reader / Uni AU / slow burn, strangers to lovers, smut
Heâs never going to complain about a girl having sweater paws while wearing his hoodie.
⢠I read this by the pool side with a glass of wine and couldn't put it down. It's such an easy, good read! Also, confession: I forgot it had smut! And it's good too! I guess the story just really is that good! [my review]
Lifeline by @downbad4yoongi
Namjoon x f.Reader / First responder AU / brother's bf, smut
I wonât breakâŚbut it never hurts to try.
⢠Wait, hold up, time out - can we just talk about how hot this fic is? But first, let's address how the propelling event of this story is the bane of every woman's existence. [my review]
Protecting the Bloodline by @kth1
Prince!Hoseok x Human!f.Reader / Vampire AU / angst, smut, royal
Little dove⌠In a world full of twisted beings, how have you turned into such a kind woman?
It's so hard to find words to describe this story... It's both incredibly beautiful and so full of pain, that I just... I'll start by recommending it. [my review]
Vigilant(e) by @yoongihan
Lawyer!Yoongi x Prosecutor!f.Reader / Law AU / angst, smut, secrets
We canât be casual.
When I started reading this, I had no idea where it was going, but it turned out to be a perfect light read to swoon over Min Yoongi. [my review]
Of Crowns and Daggers by @mrsparkjimin18
Prince!Jiminx Princess!f.Reader / Arranged marriage AU / royal, angst, smut
Weâre not so different, you and I.
⢠I really like royal AUs, but add a sprinkle of plotting, inner conflict, and romance, and the combination is an absolute delight. [my review]
Bewitching by @taegularities
Prince!Jungkook x Human!f.Reader / Vampire AU / angst, smut
I think⌠falling in love with you wasâ was inevitable anyway. But the fearâŚ
I blush every time I read this. It's such a perfect blend of deep, maddening love and fear... of overpowering longing... It's achingly gorgeous. [my review]
Jealousy by @mikrokosmoslove
Namjoon x f.Reader / FWB AU / f2l, fwb, angst, smut
Yeah, but that also means it ends when one of us starts dating!
I didn't expect this entry, but when I read it, it automatically clicked for meâfwb is a sweet downward spiral. We all know how it ends and still fall for it every time. [my review]
Timeless Rhythm by @bratzkoo
time lord! hoseok x archaeologist! reader / Adventure AU / mystery, romance, fluff
The rest, as they say, was history. Or perhaps, in your case, it was the future.
Woah, this was so different and refreshing! Going on such adventures always risks the timeline, but we wouldn't have it any other way! [my review]
Wicked As They Come by @caelesjjk
vampire!yoongi x reporter! f reader / Fake dating AU / romance, smut
Donât forget who youâre talking to with that smart fucking mouth, little monster.
I'm here to discredit this author - this is not just mostly porn - this is mostly awesome porn with a sprinkle of feelings - and our asshole vampire Yoongi doesn't do feelings đ [my review]
Safe Haven by @kth1fics
Werewolf!Jimin x Princess!f.Reader / Supernatural AU / royal, shifters, angst, smut
He does the things he does because he loves you.
This story is absolutely endearing, with a perfect sprinkle of sacrifice, lifelong love, and perfectly timed confessions đ [my review]
Angel by @sailoryooons
Mafia!Yoongi x Sex worker! F. reader / Mafia AU / Semi-established relationship, smut, fluff
I need you to do whatever it is you need to do to protect yourself.
As far as Mafia AUs are concerned, this fic is the standard. If I had to choose a top, this would be in the top three, at least. If I had to choose a perfect Yoongi, you know itâthis one would be it. [my review]
Fists and a Smart Mouth by @pars-ley
Namjoon x (f)reader / Cowboy au / E2L, angst, smut
I can assure you, I'm more of a 'violence is the answer' type person, in case that wasn't obvious already.
Ouf, this was a hard pick (because all Ley's stories are great), but it was also super easy. Of course, IÂ didn't choose it because it features Namjoon. I chose it because the mystery takes its time to unravel, revealing a gripping plot until the end. [my review]
âââ¨Bonus! Red thread of fateâ¨
Vampire!Seokjin x human!(f)reader / Soulmates au / Angst, fluff, smut
Does listening to my heart not make you thirsty?
It's not often that a vampire fic delves not only into themes of fate but also into selfless, boundless love, and this story is one of those with an interesting catch within it. [my review]
Alpha by @borathae
Alpha Dom!Jungkook x f. Omega sub!Reader / ABO au / E2L, angst, smut
We really shouldnât be doing this, fuck, this shouldnât happen.
Step aside while I shamelessly drool all over this piece of indulgent heaven. [my review]
âââ¨Bonus! Bondedâ¨
Alpha Dom!Jungkook x f. Omega sub!Reader / Arranged Marriage au / E2L, angst, smut
I just needed to know that this wouldnât be lost forever.
The way I consumed this sequel. When I finished reading Alpha, I didn't know what could happen next, and this direction surprised me. [my review]
The Surface by @moni-logues
prince merman!Hoseok x sea witch!reader / The Little Mermaid AU / angst, smut
You could bend reality, but that didnât mean you always saw it clearly. The heart had tricks of its own.
Can you imagine how excited I was when I saw a Little Mermaid retelling? And then realized I'd be the sea witch? Fuck yeah! [my review]
Saudade by @chateautae
idol!taehyung x choreographer!reader / Secret relationship AU / angst, smut
I was doing it for you! The reason was all for you, for us!
It's always interesting for me when authors use words native to me to describe feelings that are not translatable - like saudade. So yes, I had to read what Taehyung was up to, and I was not disappointed [my review]
The Creamed Pie by @moccahobi
Succubi!Seokjin x human!reader / Demon AU / slow burn, angst, fluff
If you're trying to live like a human, you're failing.
This story is such a spark of fun! Everything, from the lore to the characters, the relationships, the name of the shop, the quips and the way it doesn't take itself seriously -- until it does. [my review]
âââ¨Bonus! Amor Erraturâ¨
Yoongi x reader / Dystopian AU / angst
Oh how he would love to be married to her.Â
This story is set in a dystopian world, and it is so out of the ordinary and unique not just because of the world-building but because of Yoongi. [my review]
Seven Days by @hisunshiine
nurse!jungkook x teacher!reader / FWB AU / age gap, angst, smut
Every hour, every minute, every second, heâs in love with you.
As soon as I read the summary, not only did I think it was a clever idea for a series and someone had to do it, but I also knew I'd end up feeling very personally about it. [my review]
Oath in the Moonlight by @jamaisjoons
crown prince!namjoon x cursed maiden!reader / Soulmates AU / fantasy, angst, smut
Because I no longer want just one night. Not if itâs with you.
This is such a rich, fulfilling story, with captivating worldbuilding, dramatic twists, and lots of love. [my review]
Christmas Fix by @yoonia
Taehyung x (f)Reader / Secret Baby!au / S2L, angst, smut, Christmas fic
I suppose this is what people call a Christmas miracle.
I had to leave the most Christmassy fic I've read for the end. Leave it to none other than the Queen to make a new classic filled with drama and plot twists.[my review]
Down Bad by me đ
Vampire!Jimin x human(f)reader / Soulmate AU / angst, smut
Kissing you was not on the agenda, and it threw him off. How the fuck was he supposed to let go of you now?
I can't review my own fic, but this is my gift to you đĽ°đâ¨
#bts fanfic#advent calendar#bts#bts x reader#bts fic recs#bts fic recommendations#bts fluff#bts angst#bts smut#fanfiction recommendation#ff recs#ff recommendations#recommendations masterlist#recommendation đ#jungkook recs#jimin recs#taehyung recs#hoseok recs#namjoon recs#yoongi recs#jin recs#fic advent calendar 2024
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Ough charlie xcx,,,Iâve been listening to some of her music lately thatâd be so cool!! Also yeah the attention span curse..
You have no idea how many times I just. watch edits of characters and imagine my guys over them ajdgsk theyâre so sillyy-Iâm not watching them for that random white man celebrity Iâm imaging jadele over it/lh
I think podcasts wouldnât work as a format for them just for the story but I think an animated show or comic would work the best!! I have thought about a live-action show but idk if Iâd be able to find people who fit my vision for the characters ajdhsk (omg fake cast for my ocs,,)
do you ever wish you could make your stories into media with a click of your fingers (hello its oc thoughts hours lmaoo i wish i could make my story into an animated show/comic)
god you donât even know how often I wish this. Do you know how crazy it would be if I could animate my gay heist people to charli xcx songs Iâd actually be unstoppable but sadly my attention span does not allow for drawing the same thing over and over. ALSO JADELE COMIC/SHOW WOULD MAKE ME LOSE MY MINDDDDDDâŚ.being able to kick my feet and giggle and make fancams of themâŚâŚwhat do you think would be the ideal format for them? Like comic/show/podcast/etc?
#Iâm trying to work on comics rn and everytime im Like why do i have to draw all this can you guys not see my visions#I should learn how to animate for the fun amv potential but also. Iâm unmotivated to do that.#but waigghhhh if Iâm not jealous of people who can animate their characters doing thingsâŚâŚ#<-prev tags#exactly why canât I just beam my story into your mind#i want to make so many amvâs for these guysâŚchappell roan save me ough#everytime I see an animation meme/animatic#Iâm like woah so cool but also. I wanna do that so bad
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animation for THE NEON VOIDD BABYYYY
this post is for @sugarpasteltmnt
âźď¸âźď¸MEGA YAPPING AHEAD PLEASE BEWAREâźď¸âźď¸
this might end up being really long and rambly and sappy but maybe not who knows.( it was) (and also featuring numerous spelling errors i am way too tired to fix and i am not re reading what i just wrote) SO. yknow how when chap idek..25(?) came out and i was all like âyeah so i made this animation for TNV and ill drop it when the fic endsâ in your ask box? so. I FINISHED IT RAHHH. technically it has been finished since i sent that ask but ohhh my goodness did it need polishing. i havenât animated in 4 years before that and omg it felt so good getting back into it but IDFK SOMETHING IS STILL NOT UP TO MY STANDARDS. i feel like i could have done so much more with it and i deffo wanted to but as soon as i told myself âoh yeah this is basically doneâ art block literally sucker punched me in the gut out of NOWHERE. I COULD NOT PICK UP MY I PAD. I COULD NOT DRAW. I WOULD STARE AT THE WIP ANIMATION AND BE UPSET BC I DDINT WANNA WORK ON IT AHH. that goes with saying. i kept having this thought in the back of my head âyou need to finish it. you have a wip sitting. finish it. go do it. what are you doing are you STARTING ANOTHER PROJECT??? anddd yeah i got super distracted with other stuff and other projects and then i started spending my free time rewatching 2012 turtles and omg this summer has been a mess. i have all the free time in the world and i choose to be the least productive as possible with it even though i have a job that lets me literally sit on my phone and do whatever i want if no one is there. (iâve brought my switch to work numerous times â ď¸) what i was trying to get at is the fact that TNV has inspired a lot of the old me to come back and i lowk missed her. i really missed the point in all those words up there but im here now so whatever. BUT. TNV made me make a tumblr account, i got back in to animation AND digital art in general, got back into longfics that are ongoing, AND it also helped kickstart ideas for writing. iâve got so many stories now!! you are such an inspirational person pastels i just- every time i read a new chapter of yours it made me wanna go get up and do something. i wanted to create something. because at the end of each chapter, i would think- âwoah. a person out there just wrote this. they just sat down one day and committed. i wanna do thatâ so i did that. just huge thank you and shoutout to you pastel. like damn. idk no words from me here. just a bunch of platonic hugs and kisses and thankyouthankyouthsnkuou for this lovely heart wrenching but also sweet story. i love this fandom (tmnt) so SO much and i think itâs so awesome how interactive you are with your own personal NV fans. crazy how weâre all here because of a bunch of turtles.Â
STUFF ABOUT THE ANIMATION:
okay i really like to talk and if you let me, i will run my mouth. this is the internet so im gonna do just that. so more words for you to read đ. AHEM. so like i stated before in the genuinely scary mess of words up there, i havenât touched animation in a while, like, 4 years a while. yes iâve done digital art here and there along the years, i havenât been doing it nearly as much as i need to to use some programs to their full potential. layers are still confusing, and donât even get me started on multiply and all that jazz. shading never comes out right on digital for me, i gotta work that one out. so, for this animation, i decided to go with a very rough style. nothing needed to be perfect, i just wanted to live my little life of trying to experiment with a bunch of different things all at once in one short animatic. I wanted to do that little ball bounce thing all animation artists start with (i kinda included that with the key). i also wanted to have a go at lip sync (no hate it was my first time) and also timing the animation with the music. i wanted to see how smoothly i could move a figure in and out of and out of the screen as well, which honestly, i think that part might be my favorite. i think i did a good job, and thats what matters. the animation itself lost a bunch of quality on importing it- no clue how it happened but now the ending is grainy af. ignore that pls lol- but it was sitting in my flipaclip for god, i dont even know, 3 months now? i kept going back and forth on if i wanted to share it or not, so im throwing it to the wolves and i guess whatrver happrns happens and im good with that. yay. im actually rrwlly tired now sooo *leaves this absolute pile of words with a video attached at your feet and stumbles away quickly*
also iâve genuinely never posted anything so iâm learning how to use tumblr too â ď¸
#rottmnt leo#rottmnt fanfiction#the neon void#neon void#rottmnt#animation#literally sos what are tags#is this like ao3 or something brother what do i do#PLEASR HELP#rise leo#fanimation#little goober guy#digital art#??? idk
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weird girl!kook
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weird girl!kook is a social outcast amongst her fellow kooks; they didnât her strange and offputting for her macabre paintings
she loves people watching; it helps her gain inspiration for new paintings, and itâs fun. it gives her an insight on the lives of kildareâs âeliteâ
her parents are both artists, so she loves to joke that she never stood a chance. one of her mothers works with charcoal and the other is a sculptor so she was surrounded by the limitless potential of expression through art since before she could talk
has two ferrets named âasukaâ and âshinjiâ and theyâre her babies. if theyâre not rolling around on her bed theyâre fighting and sheâs constantly having to break them up
she does not have many non artist friends and even her non artist friends are a little artsy in their own way (ie; kiara)
knew of jj before officially meeting at midsummers. she was intrigued by the party animal front he puts up in front of everyone that barely masks his cruelty
wanted to drop out of kildare private academy and focus on her art but her parents convinced her to stay and graduate so she could at least her her high school diploma and when that didnât work, access to their art supplies
smokes like a fucking chimney. not weed mind you, though she does get her stash from the mainland, cigarettes. she says it helps her think and that itâs good for stress but really she just likes the smell
weird girl!kook finds herself inexplicably drawn to jj after their midsummers meeting. she wants to get to know him but doesnât want to seem desperate or like a school girl with a crush but her asking around about him isnât helping
when he corners her asks her about it, she says itâs purely artistic curiosity, he has a good face and she would like to paint him. this inflates his ego to the gods so of course she has to humble him every so often
their painting sessions are something they both end up looking forward to though admittedly they had a rocky start
âwhy are you naked?â
he smirks at her blatant disgust, âarenât you gonna draw me like one of your french girls?â
she rolls her eyes and begins packing up her materials. he frowns. âwoah what are you doing?â
âif youâre not gonna take this seriously you can go. i can find someone else.â
he picks up his shirt from the floor and covers his lower half. heâs in front of her in mere seconds when she turns back from pack.
he grabs her arm, âhey hey hey okay wait thereâs no need for that. iâm sorry.â she looks at him, trying to gage if heâs genuine. she looks down at his hand on her arm, he lets go.
âsorry.â he scratches his head awkwardly, she takes note of this too.
âyou said that already.â
his cheeks flush at her bluntness, âyeah um sorry. sorry.â his face somehow grows pinker.
âyouâre good.â she unpacks her paints and looks back at him, âwell get dressed weâve got work to do.â
he grins, âyes maâam.â
she looks down at the arm he grabbed. goosebumps
often home alone because he mothers go to the mainland to sell their art as a kid she hated it but now sheâs thankful she doesnât have to explain why the infamous jackson genrette is sneaking out her room at 8 am
surprisingly not a lightweight, jj finds out the hard way when he tries to challenge her to a drinking game. she knew he was trying to get her drunk to fuck her so of course she hustled him, pretending not to know the rules and struggle in the first round only to kick his ass in the second, third, and fourth round. she ends up carrying him back to hers
her colorful outfits and makeup makes her stand out more than anything but she refuses to change it despite the drawbacks (being perceived) itâs how she expresses herself outside of her art
she hates being the center of attention but loves receiving praise for her art, this double edged sword always strikes when she offers to paint sets and props for school plays. she ends up the talk of the school for a month before she happily goes back to being the outcast
weird!girl!kook doesnât realize she likes jj until he pulls up to her house in his motorcycle on one of their non-meeting days. he tells her to get dressed cause he just wanted to see her. he convinces her to take him up to the roof so they can look at the stars. he points out every constellation he can find and tells her about his mom teaching him all about them. itâs the softest and most genuine sheâs ever seen him
thinks rafe is weird and sketchy but understands why him and jj are friends. rafe thinks sheâs weird and sketchy but knows sheâs exactly jjâs type. they get along for his sake
has jj saved as âmy museâ in her phone. jj has her saved as âsexy da vinciâ before he gets serious about her and âeye of the beholderâ after they start dating
no one understands how or why theyâre together because theyâre so different and they donât seem to like each other, at least thatâs what it looks like to outsiders. they still havenât gotten over that time she called him a dirty dog after he asked her to put her cigarette out on him while he was drunk (she did)
weird!girl!kook who hopes to leave outer banks share her art with the rest of the world and secretly hopes jj will come along
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this took me a minute cause it was not planned but as always tell me what you thought, positive or negative just keep it classy. <3
(i wonder if anyone will catch the iwtv inspo)
#weird girl!kook#jj maybank x black reader#obx black oc#weird!girl!kook#jj maybank x black!reader#outer banks moodboard
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Black hair and blue clothes? You must be my type || Bi-Han x gn reader x Kitana || Mk1 intros
In this, you have the role of Liu Kang's assistant/secretary. You help him carry out whatever he needs and accompany him on any business related things. Pt.2 here
Ooc characters, hinted past romance between you and Bi-Han, hinted mutual pinning between you and Kitana, no use of y/n
Bi-Han vs you
Bi-Han: Why settle for being in Liu Kang's shadow when you can join my side and be greater? You: I appreciate the offer, Bi-Han but I am content with my role under Liu Kang.
Bi-Han: Join me and we shall seize power together. You: Bi-Han, I don't want power nor do I need it.
You: Bi-Han, please stop being so stubborn and see reason. Your brothers miss you. I miss you. Bi-Han: I have no brothers. If you really missed me you would have joined me.
Bi-Han: I don't like seeing you with Kitana. You: She's a good friend to me. I won't give her up just because it upsets you.
Bi-Han: I've heard about the princess of Outworld taking an interest in you. You: We just have a lot in common. Bi-Han: Is that so?
You: I wonder if your touch is as cold as I remember. Bi-Han: Allow me to remind you.
Bi-Han: What makes the princess better than a Grandmaster? You: Bi-Han, it's not like that. Bi-Han: To you.
You: Bi-Han, what you said to Tomas was unacceptable! Bi-Han: It was the truth and it needed to be said.
You: Bi-Han, I miss spending time with you. Can we please just talk? Bi-Han: We have nothing to talk about. You: We both know that's a lie.
You: Kitana doesn't trust you near me. Bi-Han: I could care less about her opinion.
Kitana vs you
Kitana: I've never met someone as interesting as you before. You: I'm flattered, your highness.
Kitana: I don't know if I trust Bi-Han around you. You: He wouldn't hurt me that badly. And if he tried to, I can take him. Kitana: That's not the only reason why.
You: Mileena seems wary of me, especially when we're together. Kitana: She's just cautious. Pay her no mind.
Kitana: I've heard of how close you and Bi-Han used to be. You: I enjoyed his company, but no longer do so.
Kitana: Johnny told me of this Earthrealm activity we could do, it's called a "movie date". You: I've never been on many of those before, but I wouldn't mind doing one with you.
You: Raiden seems to like you, do you reciprocate his feelings? Kitana: Unfortunately for him, my attention has been on someone else for a while.
You: Bi-Han doesn't like seeing you near me. Kitana: The feeling is mutual.
Kitana: As the Princess of Ourworld, I'm expecting to marry someone eventually. You: Would you like me to help you choose a suitor? Kitana: I already have someone in mind. I'm looking right at them.
You: I wonder how sharp your fans are. Kitana: Would you like me to show you?
Johnny Cage vs Bi-Han
Johnny: I've seen the way you look at them. Admit it! You love them. Bi-Han: I hope you fall down the stairs and break your neck.
Johnny: I've noticed something you and Kitana have in common. Bi-Han: Which is? Johnny: Blue clothes, long black hair and liking the same person.
Johnny: So I've been thinking about taking your ex on a date. Bi-Han: They are not my ex, and if you even go near them I'll break both your legs.
Bi-Han: Stay away from them, Cage. Johnny: Or what? Bi-Han: I'll bring your severed head to them on a silver platter.
Johnny: You like-like them. Everyone can see it! Bi-Han: I will drown you in a pool of your own blood.
Bi-Han: If you touch them, I will rip off both your arms and beat you to death with them. Johnny: Woah there! Possessive much?
Liu Kang vs Bi-Han
Bi-Han: You've done nothing but hold them back from reaching their true potential! Liu Kang: They have never shown signs of unhappiness under my guidance.
Liu Kang: They seemed to have moved on from you. Bi-Han: Impossible. Once that princess is gone, I shall be all they think of.
Bi-Han: Release your hold over them! Liu Kang: They have chosen to serve me of their own free will.
Johnny Cage vs Kitana
Johnny: I've seen the way you look at them, princess. Kitana: I have no obligation to tell you about my private affairs, Cage.
Kitana: The movie date went well. If I had known you knew so many courting rituals, I would have approached you sooner. Johnny: Y'know, if you want to make a move on them, I can help with that too.
Johnny: I think they must have a type. Kitana: What do you mean by that, Cage? Johnny: Blue clothes, long black hair and has siblings. Coincidence? I think not!
Johnny: If you ever thought about going on a date, consider letting me film it for ratings. Kitana: I would prefer for my personal life to stay personal.
Kitana: Do you have any Earthrealm rituals to keep any courting rivals away? Johnny: Bi-Han's chilling near them again, huh?
Liu Kang vs you
You: Lord Liu Kang, may I asked how you courted Kitana's counter-part? Liu Kang: I think that is something you should find out on your own.
Liu Kang: I hope Bi-Han and Kitana don't distract you from your duties. You: I would never let anything get in the way of serving you my lord.
You: Bi-Han refuses to see reason. Liu Kang: There is nothing we can do but hope he realises his wrong doings.
You: Kitana seems to be interested in negotiating with me more often now. Liu Kang: Is that what you think she's doing?
Johnny Cage vs you
Johnny: Pulling not one but two? Man, you must be something special! You: Pull what? Cage, is this another Earthrealm slang I'm too old to understand?
You: Thanks for letting Kitana know what a movie night is, I enjoyed our hangout. Johnny: Always happy to play cupid.
Johnny: I have no idea why you like Grandmaster bossy-pants. He has no chill. You: He wasn't always like this. Not with me at least.
Johnny: You have a type, don't you? Blue clothes, long black hair and in positions of power. You: What do you mean by that?
Johnny: I heard Kitana's looking for a suitor. You: Raiden will be pleased to hear that. Johnny: Not what I was trying to hint at, but okay.
Johnny: Can't say I blame Kitana and Bi-Han. You: What?
Bi-Han vs Kitana
Bi-Han: They will never love you. Kitana: What makes you think they'll like you either?
Bi-Han: I will take pleasure in presenting your severed head to them. Kitana: The fact that they once enjoyed your presence bewilders me.
Kitana: I will not let you harm them! Bi-Han: Harm them? I'm going to reclaim them.
Kitana: I don't trust your presence around them. Bi-Han: The feeling is mutual.
Bi-Han: You are not worthy of them. Kitana: And you think you are?
KItana: We've known each other for decades. Bi-Han: I've known them in ways not even Liu Kang is aware of.
Bi-Han: They once told me that I was the first who ever made them consider stepping down from Liu Kang's side. Kitana: I shall be the second and last to do so then.
A/n: I don't know if I'm writing these characters accurately or making them Ooc. I'll probably write a part two or fanfic with a plot revolving around this, but I'm not sure how it should go yet. Reblog/comment if you have any feedback, want to be tagged in the next part or simply want to share your thoughts. I always appreciate them
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