#I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO TAG THIS

[chainmail-butch]

We (The Panthers) were out doing food distribution yesterday and there was a homeless trans woman with cerebral palsy.

And just. Fuck me, man. It was all we could do to get her some estrogen. We gave her some razors but like. Can she even use them?

It felt more personal. Here was one of my sisters at the lowest she could possibly be and there was nothing I could fucking do.

I haven't been able to get her out of my mind.

She couldn't speak. She was terrified of men. She was on the corner begging for cigarettes. There was a smear going down her cheek from where she had applied her lipstick. She started crying when she saw another black transwoman. When she held me I could feel her drowning.

Fuck.

[creekfiend]

I have been having a really weird experience this summer, which is that I fell in love for the first time. I'm 36, and if you'd asked me if I had ever been in love previously, I would have said "I don't know, maybe? I used to think so but now I'm not sure? What's it mean to be in love?? how would I know if I had or not???" I thought that because I had not experienced it myself, the people who were always saying "oh no, trust me, You Would Know" were all lying or otherwise mistaken. I DID NOT BELIEVE THEM. I was fully like "this is some sort of mass delusion, there's no way that's a thing"

Now that I know that this is something that Exists even if it doesn't always Look Like They Tell You, there's SO many things that make sense to me!!! Whenever I encountered Romance Stuff before, I had no desire to do any of it AND could not comprehend why anyone else would ever want to either. It was this really large experiential disconnect for me. Whether or not I want to do any of those things, I now understand why other people would, if they Were In Love. LIKE I GET IT NOW. IT MAKES SENSE TO ME. I still can't relate to things like people in movies falling in love instantly, but now it's like "oh right, that's a potential state of being that exists," rather than "pretty fucked up that hollywood made Being In Love up to sell more flowers or whatever."

I feel like I'm constantly 24/7 running a software update on my brain that's been overdue to be installed for years or perhaps decades. It's just like "OK YUP UPDATING ALL THESE PROGRAMS AND FOLDERS. THIS WILL TAKE SOME TIME AND DATA BYTES OR WHATEVER, BUCKLE UP!" Pretty sure there's actually one of those little rainbow spinning icons above my head the whole time I'm conscious, like I am some sort of very confused Sim.

This happened to me REALLY SLOWLY, too, so it was like a big blockage in a river, and more and more stuff was just piling up against it, and then the dam broke, and now I'm sitting in the shallows of a giant basin lake under a massive waterfall wringing my hat out and going "woah. they got never before seen types of fish in here"

Who else knew about this??? Unfortunately the answer is: a majority of human beings over a certain age DID in fact know about this, it's just that every time anyone said "this is a way people feel about each other sometimes," I said "hmm. sounds fake." In-cred-i-ble.

Turns out that being in love is just an experience that people can have!! It's just a thing that happens sometimes! Some people have had it happen to them a bunch and some people not at all. It's just A Thing That Can Happen To You. Wtf. WHAT WILL I DISCOVER NEXT????? IT COULD BE ANYTHING !!! WHAT WOULD BE THE FUNNIEST POSSIBLE NEXT THING FOR ME TO REALIZE EXISTS? ONLY TIME WILL TELL. (Can you fucking imagine having this happen to you when you are in your seventies or eighties rather than your mid thirties ????? THAT WOULD BE THE WORLD'S MOST DISORIENTING EXPERIENCE.) (I also thought that "having chemistry" was fake.) (Do not diagnose me, I PROMISE I already know)

[starscream-is-my-wife]

Stupid comic I made in class today

[neko-naruto]

fun thing abt having a dad whose also unwell abt naruto is that he literally just doesnt participate in any fandom areas at all and i get to hear all of his headcanons. he doesnt even know that headcanon is the word for his interpretations. father tell me again about how Kakashi has ties to the Inuzaka tribe over this long and grueling car ride while your wife silently begs you to stop. father dearest please go off about how Karin is Sarada's mother at the family gathering even though i'm the only one who gives a damn.

[soleil-read]

I just cannot take the anti-Penelope fans serious. Like you hate this complex female character who has been bullied by her own family and Cressida and invisible to everyone else. She sobs after writing about Marina, she cries and apologises to Eloise (more than once). But she's still the devil cuz she writes a gossip sheet which is described as only writing what the ton is saying. She's not even making shit up, she's just printing what the gossip is. But yup, how dare she!

And yet, yay Cressida! There's a reason she's a bully, she has a terrible home life and never knew how how to make friends. I love her redemption, I'm a Cressida fan now!! Like be so fr.

Um, pot calling kettle?

[ajitomiel]

ok now draw nikolai and jon making out

by allah, you people are dogs, i will go on as usual

[christeareads]

"Why would you ship _____?"

WHY.TF.NOT?!?!?!

Honestly, the acotar fandom confuses me so much cause I honestly believe more than half of these people haven't been in fandom ever before. Shipping has nothing to do with canon and it doesn't have to make sense to YOU. Let people ship tamlain, let them ship gwyn with tarquin WHAT'S YOUR ISSUE? How does it affect you?! Like ok you can say that you don't like it etc but is it EVER that serious?! No

Shipping is the fandom equivalent of making your dolls kiss. DON'T TELL OTHER PEOPLE WHAT TO DO WITH FICTIONAL CHARACTERS!

Look at the Harry Potter fandom. Draco was a little b*tch to Hermione in canon and look at that, they're super popular and one of the biggest fanfics EVER POSTED ONLINE is based on this ship that doesn't make sense in canon for some. AND THAT'S OK

Block the tags, don't interact and ffs don't ban people for creating something that YOU don't like.

Anyways, Tamberon SUPERMACY

[an-zastro]

So I just discovered there was a canceled Transformers comic

AND I AM FREAKING OUT OVER IT

I just came across the cover for it and lemme tell you I have never gasped out loud before but LOOK

I CANT EVEN CONTAIN MYSELF TO WRITE THIS

LOOK AT EVERYONE

LOOK AT WHAT WE COULD OF HAD

[dekustyx]

[onyxonline]

Hello Onyx!

I just wanted to bring this to your attention that someone is making smut of you and another Smiling Critters artist known as Nova. I already reported and blocked this person. I did hear that there was someone harassing Nova a few months before so I’m not sure if this is the same guy or a new person. Either way, I’m not sure if what this person is doing is going against you and Nova’s boundaries but I still wanted to bring this to your attention.

Down below is a screenshot of the account.

Thank you for your time!

thank you for letting me know, i'll block them right away

[kero17]

«You came back» «Never left»

OFMD x helluva boss 🏴‍☠️❤️

Listen, I know this crossover is very niche but I love these pathetic men SO much. if nobody got me i know tumblr got me, am i right or am i right?

🌻 post on ig: kero17.exe

[daily-ethoslab]

On Salem SMP (a server I'm on with friends) we did a secret Santa! you'll never guess what my gift was. ^^

[emotional-mess-in-distress]

Fire (orange drdtalt girl) annoying Ice (blue drdtalt guy)

The twins(?) !! Here ya go.

First time drawing drdtalt stuff! Ty for the request!

[paozudraws]

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS!

ALL OF THESE WILL BE FULLY COLORED

okay I know i talked about this thing before. But my sister, a single mother of 5 SMALL children, is in jail and she shouldn't be. I'm now left with the children, trying to figure out how we are going to get her out

I'm a disabled black Trans man with epilepsy and now the only guardian for this kids. I can't work, I Have to try to help her.

ICONS / HEADSHOTS : 10$,

BUSTS: 20$ + 5$ FOR ANY ADDITIONAL CHARACTERS

HALF-BODY: 25$ + 5$ FOR ANY ADDITIONAL CHARACTERS

examples:

[burquillos]

I have spoken😔

[padiduys]

The best $3 i've ever spent