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just rambling self discovery thoughts
I was at work mulling over things like i do.
And i was thinking back on like my relationships with people. How girls growing up were just so cruel to me and bullied me, how i was friends with guys but like dating was such a hassle.
Honestly, i know i am asexual. Its very obvious in hindsight. I do think i am demi romantic. And i might be pan? The reason i say that and why yhe demiromantic is important is that it definitely has to have some meaningful build up and trust. I did have a slight crush on a same sex friend. And i had and have a bunch of reasons why i could have entertained the idea of a relationship i knew it wouldnt work out. It was really more a daydream idea, but now 3 years later i still think about it and realize that it existed and that i am probably just stuffing these things down because well... im not in a living situation where i could ever explore it without lifelong backlash. I'm not in danger or anything, just that its not a need or drive to explore thats worth the potential backlash. Anyway, i guess i might be pan? But its definitely demiromantic asexual because no one clicks my trigger and really you gotta like earn the right for me to even develop the thought of living with someone or being in a relationship with them. Its so hard being ace. 😭 we really gotta work harder at figuring things out with partners.
#Im never leaving this closet#If my sister reads this and wants to dm me do it on insta lol#Anyway i wont be public about this except here because i still live at home#With conservative christians#And i am Christian but like not like that#Im affirming and more liberal leaning#Im not gonna reread this gonna just blind post and run#Please do not talk to me avout it#Unless you are my sister she can :)
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Hero of the Year 2025
I'm calling it early - I doubt anyone will beat The Right Reverend Mariann Edgar Budde
(I sure hope I've addressed her correctly)
For the most stunning act of bravery, class, integrity, and speaking truth to power that has graced the USA in far too long.

Not a single shake in her voice as she spoke directly to one of the most vengeful, spiteful, and (unfortunately) powerful people on the planet, while also receiving glares of hate and outrage from the despicable VP and his wife.
It's not the first time she's stood up for what is right in defiance of trump's actions, but while many may speak out on it, there have been scarcely any with the backbone to follow through on the opportunity to do it to his face, and especially on live television. She had her moment, and she didn't waste it.
May she be the inspiration we all take forward with us into the turbulent times ahead.
#trump#donald trump#fuck trump#jd vance#republicans#american politics#us politics#politics#religion#christianity#democrats#inspiration#heroism#conservatives#liberals#progressive politics#progressive christianity#progressive#deadset fucking legend
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Your first pride story was touching and all but you still married a man.
Yeah, bisexuals do that sometimes.
#thank god the first people i encountered in the queer community didn't have this shitty pov#because i spent 16 years feeling like an imposter in my ultra conservative christian community because i liked girls and boys#and if my first terrified forays into the queer community told me i was an imposter there as well#unless i performed my queerness to their specific liking I cant imagine how lost I would have felt#pro tip: if you're telling someone they can't be part of the family unless they deny a part of themselves#you are part of the problem#bisexual#lgbtq#queer#gatekeeping
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The nazis that you see in movies are as much a historical fantasy as vikings with horned helmets and samurai cutting people in half.
The nazis were not some vague evil that wanted to hurt people for the sake of hurting them. They had specific goals which furthered a far right agenda, and they wanted to do harm to very specific groups, (largely slavs, jews, Romani, queer people, communists/leftists, and disabled people.)
The nazis didn't use soldiers in creepy gas masks as their main imagery that they sold to the german people, they used blond haired blue eyed families. Nor did they stand up on podiums saying that would wage an endless and brutal war, they gave speeches about protecting white Christian society from degenerates just like how conservatives do today.
Nazis weren't atheists or pagans. They were deeply Christian and Christianity was part of their ideology just like it is for modern conservatives. They spoke at lengths about defending their Christian nation from godless leftism. The ones who hated the catholic church hated it for protestant reasons. Nazi occultism was fringe within the party and never expected to become mainstream, and those occultists were still Christian, none of them ever claimed to be Satanists or Asatru.
Nazis were also not queer or disabled. They killed those groups, before they had a chance to kill almost anyone else actually. Despite the amount of disabled nazis or queer/queer coded nazis you'll see in movies and on TV, in reality they were very cishet and very able bodied. There was one high ranking nazi early on who was gay and the other nazis killed him for that. Saying the nazis were gay or disabled makes about as much sense as saying they were Jewish.
The nazis weren't mentally ill. As previously mentioned they hated disabled people, and this unquestionably included anyone neurodivergent. When the surviving nazi war criminals were given psychological tests after the war, they were shown to be some of the most neurotypical people out there.
The nazis weren't socialists. Full stop. They hated socialists. They got elected on hating socialists. They killed socialists. Hating all forms of lefitsm was a big part of their ideology, and especially a big part of how they sold themselves.
The nazis were not the supervillians you see on screen, not because they didn't do horrible things in real life, they most certainly did, but because they weren't that vague apolitical evil that exists for white American action heros to fight. They did horrible things because they had a right wing authoritarian political ideology, an ideology that is fundamentally the same as what most of the modern right wing believes.
#196#my thougts#leftist#leftism#jewish#jumblr#actually mentally ill#mental illness#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#world war 2#world war ii#history#queer#gay#queer history#pagan#athiest#athiesm#disability rights#communist#communism#socialist#socialism#anti conservative#anti christianity#christanity#christianity#mad pride#madpunk
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exodus 32:1-35,,,,
#im not even that religious but i immediately went GOLDEN CALF and lost my mind#aren’t the conservatives supposed to be Christian…?#losing it over this. enjoy the plague i guess?#us politics
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#Republican evangelical assholes#republican assholes#maga morons#fake conservative Christians#republican hypocrisy
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#hellsing#alucard#integra hellsing#my art#you ever think about how alutegra is just the reversal of conservative christian male x big tiddy goth gf
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I hate it when xtians reduce my religious trauma to "a religious person said something mean to you once so now you're mad at religion".
Like, shut the fuck up. My trauma isn't just someone being a little rude to me once, it was systematic, deliberate manipulation with the threat of possible eternity of suffering in Hell if I didn't obey religious rules and "keep Christ in my heart". It was "Nonbelievers burn in a lake of eternal fire. Tell your friends to convert to our faith or they'll be damned for eternity".
I have suffered from anxiety, ocd and other mental health issues for several fucking years because of this shit. I've suppressed my sexuality and felt terrible guilt just for the 'sin' of having sexual thoughts. I've feared for my loved one's souls, genuinely believing they would go to Hell for simply not being xtians and that I'd never see them again in the afterlife.
These beliefs are sick and twisted. What I went through was sick and twisted.
I seriously don't know what to say to you if you still think telling anyone, let alone a child, that they're going to be damned for eternity if they disobey 'God's word' is totally fine and not abusive.
Know your fucking place and stop speaking over trauma survivors who have been hurt by your shitty religion.
#ex religious#religious trauma#fuck christianity#anti christianity#anti purity culture#ex christian#ex baptist#fuck conservatives#anti conservative#right wing nut jobs#conservative insanity#online drama#vent post#vent tag#tw hell mention#tw eternal damnation#hell tw
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Which one of you made this? 😆🤣
#evangelical#distracted boyfriend meme#christian evangelicals#conservatives#conservative christians#republicans#religion is poison#jesus christ#christianity#maga morons#anti trump#trump
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obviously I'm all for complementarianism and Biblical male headship and gleaning wisdom from history, but Alisa Childers was so correct when she said some on the Christian right are trying to bring back a type of patriarchy that never existed
#you can argue that certain individual men exerted X 'authority' over their wives#but you cannot argue that said exertions were ever a social norm#the things you're arguing *for* are the very feminist strawmen you're reacting *against*#this is why I've not joined any dating websites--even the Christian or Conservative ones#because a guy can say he believes all the right things on paper#until you find out his version of 'complementarian' means 'the wife obeys the husband when he tells her to only wear red'#I need to know what kind of a family he comes from. what kind of a community he lives in. I don't trust a resume.#x#respublica#Christianity#sexuality#if your version of male headship starts to sound eerily like Islam or pimpmanship maybe some self-reflection is in order#or rather some Scripture-reflection
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Feminism is full of lies: being a "boss babe" won't fulfill most of us, birth control harms your body and no, it doesn't heal you, it just cover the problem, like a band aid, children are not a burden, but a blessing, men aren't oppressing you, you can't find total equality for things that aren't equal.
Don't belive that man aren't needed. Man work jobs that most feminist don't want to work in: building, mines, military....
It is not backwards, oppressive or misogynistic to realize that all of these things are true.
Embrace your true essence




#conservative#tradition#homemaker#tradgirl#catholic#tradwife#50s#christian#mother#wife#anti feminism#birth control pill#birth control
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new golden idol just dropped let's gooo
#centricide#centricide memes#jreg#centricide ancap#centricide conservative#centricide christian conservative#ancap#christian conservative#luce mascot#my post
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In light of the executive orders establishing government definitions of sex and gender and banning gender-affirming care for youth:
I want people to realize how insane it is that an administration can just deny access to healthcare on ideological grounds.
Healthcare wasn't banned because of a successful lawsuit, or because research proved it harmful. Every major well-respected medical institution approves of the care guidelines for trans people, all the reputable research suggests improved mental health conditions as a result of access to care, regret rates are incredibly low.
It was banned because MAGA ideology disagrees with it, and for no other reason. They believe themselves to be the ultimate and sole arbiters of "biological truth". The moral authority on what the human body is for and how it is allowed to be used.
#politics#trans rights#queer#progressive#ex conservative#ex christian#trans#atheism#atheist#transgender#us politics#fuck trump#trump
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Red Wave
January 1st, 2025
Yo, so I started this Red Wave trial thing today. The docs said it’s supposed to, like, make your brain work better or something. Was told to track my thoughts in this journal thing. Honestly, I’m just here for the cash. I’m not buying into any of their science-y shit. Took the first pill this morning. Feel normal so far. Guess we’ll see if this stuff actually does anything.
Since I was told to describe myself a bit, I guess I might as well if I want that cash they promised. Name's Blake. I'm 26 and work at a local manufacturing company in the finance department. It's a pretty chill gig. Don't gotta wear a suit either which is good. Didn't even wear one to my graduation and I don't plan on starting now.
Anyway bro, I'm also a proud atheist. Never got into politics, but I guess I'm more liberal. I mean, just let people do what they want, right?
February 10th, 2025
Alright, not gonna lie, I’ve been feeling kinda sharp lately. Like, my head’s clearer, and I’m getting more stuff done at work. My boss Emily even said my presentation didn’t totally suck, which is rare. Oh, and I actually ironed my shirt today before work. Don’t know why—just felt like I should look decent. Weird, right? Maybe these pills aren’t total BS. I don't know why, but I've been thinking of wearing a tie to work...
March 12th, 2025
So get this, man: I bought a suit over the weekend. A whole grownup suit and a tie to go with it. I dunno know why, but I just felt like stepping up my game for my presentation at work today. And man did I look good. I got so many compliments on my fit. It honestly felt really good. My bros thought it was weird and so do I, but now that I have it I guess I'll use it at another presentation in the future.
April 15th, 2025
Something weird is going on. I heard some chick at work talking about her church today. Instead of scoffing and rolling my eyes, it made me, like, think a little. Like I got curious about it. I don't know what's going on, but I might have to check it out sometime.
Speaking of work, I've been wearing a tie more and more. It feels... right. People seem to notice too. I get so many compliments about them. I went back to the store and pick out a whole bunch of different colors. I may be the only guy in the department wearing one, but standing out isn't a bad thing I guess.
May 18th, 2025
Alright, so… I went to church today. Yeah, me. Blake, the proud atheist. Walked past St. Mark’s on the way to grab Starbuck's, and something just made me stop and go in. The music was kind of awesome, and the pastor’s talk about purpose hit me harder than I expected. I don’t even know what’s happening to me, but I’m starting to think there’s more to life than what I’ve been living. I might go back next week to see what I've been missing, but I'm not sure yet.
June 30th, 2025
This morning, I prayed. Like, actually prayed to God. I’m still trying to wrap my head around it, but it felt… good. I’ve also started reading bits of the Bible over the past week. There’s some deep stuff in there. Work’s going great, too. I’ve been mentoring one of the new guys, and Emily says she’s impressed with my leadership. Suits are now my everyday thing. Who knew dressing sharp could feel so right?
July 23rd, 2025
I’ve been pulling away from my old friends. Their whole sarcastic, edgy vibe just doesn’t sit right with me anymore. Instead, I’ve been hanging out with people from church who share my interest in self-improvement and faith. I’m even thinking about joining a volunteer group at the church. Life feels more meaningful now. My mind still feels so clear too. I don't know what this pill is doing to me, but it's working.
August 11th, 2025
I’ve been reflecting on some big ideas lately: responsibility, tradition, family values. They make so much sense now. I’ve also started watching a few commentators online who align with these views. Their logic is compelling. Honestly, I don’t know how I didn’t see it before. It’s like a veil has been lifted. Why should abortion be legal? Why should we violate the second amendment with gun control laws? Why do gays think thy can decide how the rest of us live our lives? So many questions I'm learning the answers to. I never paid much attention to politics, but maybe I should.
September 7th, 2025
Sunday service has become the cornerstone of my week. I’ve officially joined St. Mark’s and volunteered for their community outreach. Pastor Williams’s guidance has been invaluable. I’m entirely committed to this new path. My wardrobe, my habits, even my worldview have all transformed. I’m proud of the man I’ve become. I've said this a million times already, but it just feels right.
October 20th, 2025
Today is my birthday, and reflecting on this past year astounds me. My former self seems like a stranger. I’ve embraced faith, order, and purpose, and it just feels right. I got my hair cut to be a lot shorter than I once had it as a special birthday gift to myself. It feels more appropriate for my new image.
I had some friends from bible study over for a small party. I wore my best suit for the occasion. We played games, ate good food, and prayed of course. There was a riveting debate on the role of faith in politics. All in all, it was a good time. I can't believe how much my life has changed just in 10 months.
November 30th, 2025
Today was the final day of the trial. The scientist leading the study asked me all sorts of questions, from my conservative views to my faith in God and my new sense of style. I'm not sure what it all has to do with a mental focus pill, but I didn't feel like asking questions. I'm sure they know what they're doing. Anyways, I better get going. St. Mark's is having an event today to celebrate God and all of His glory. I wouldn't miss it for the world.
December 1st, 2025
The Red Wave trial has concluded with a 100% conversion rate among participants. Subjects exhibited profound and permanent shifts in personality, behavior, and worldview. Pre-trial skepticism and liberal inclinations were entirely replaced with conservative, faith-based identities. This case highlights the pill's efficacy in aligning individuals with structured, traditional conservative values. Further research will examine long-term societal impacts of widespread application. More subjects needed.
#lib to con#liberal to conservative#atheist to christian#transformation#male transformation#suit and tie#preppy tf
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Animals never sin 1/2
Pure being a worrywart and Brutal being....himself, really. For once his hands aren't covered in blood so good for him xD
This two-part minicomic is available on my charity Patreon, as always.
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#tf2#team fortress 2#freak fortress#christian brutal sniper#christian pure spy#sniperspy#sniper/spy#bloodysuit#knifeparty#comic#webcomic#charity#conservation#k90
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