#Why can't it be easy

[everythingdestroyingme]

That bi leaning aroace aesthetic and compatibility attraction hits hard sometimes.

I thought I'd never want to date another man after Him and I was only gazing at pretty alt women with dyed hair, fandom obsessions, and complete and total emotional unavailibilty. Then I met a guy with fluffy hair, round glasses and SUCH INSANE compatibility with me that I would COMMIT CRIMES for him.

Aro-bi panic is such a thing. I could be devoted to this dude, and the aesthetic on top of that....

This is so complex if you don't Get it... I want to feel something SO BAD. I don't feel anything for anyone but if I did, I'd want it to be this little guy who doubled my book recs list....

So yeah, cue intense obsession with making him love me and then immolating it back. (Futile)

[jinglejanglemornings]

why is change so unbelievably painful

[hornscorns]

it june 1st, why am i not gaying hard??

[skittlesking]

Trying to balance my interests of Undertale, Minecraft (both YouTubers as well as my own smp lore), and my OCs

[johnbly]

society if it didn't become a great debate within myself every time whether to take a sick day or half day

[seongwin]

I wish so desperately to be able to draw huge muscly men. And yet. I can not.

[airbornvisions]

Why can't I Smile? © 2023

Copic Marker on Sketchbook Paper

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[cocoabell]

A bitter reminder 🥀

[wrenoldthebirdothy]

I'm not sure if there's a way to describe the feeling of euphoria you get when an older man calls you son, followed by the crushing heartbreak of someone else calling you by the wrong name, the wrong gender, and the man who called you son looking over in confusion and disgust. It's almost like grief. Looking over what could've been just to be buried under the weight of what is. The soaring euphoria of being seen immediately followed by the claustrophobic sensation of being shoved back into old, ill-fitting clothes. I'm so tired, I've cried myself to sleep too often. I just want to stay in that limbo between waking and sleeping where nothing is quite real, and nothing matters except the blanket above and the sheets below. Why can't I just escape to that land of dust dancing on sunbeams and that feeling of warm lethargy in the air?

[hajihiko]

Unfortunately the healing process is a loop

[kyuutekyu]

My mistake for reading this page... But seriously FY!

Don't you dare try to put it on Messi.. WTF is if he wants to!! Like when he also wanted to leave your club in 21?

[andsewingishalfthebattle]

Novice sewing pattern: Cut out shapes. Line up the little triangles on the edges. Stitch edges together. We've also included step-by-step assembly instructions with illustrations.

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[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Tis but a flesh wound!

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[nuclearanomaly]

JK... Unless

[hahahalfwit]

im studying them like little bugs

[99thpercentile]

places where the audio distorts

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the audio distorts when people lie.

I imagine this knowledge will come in handy later.

[id: ALICE: This is not something you go poking around in. Not if you want to keep your job… or your neck. SAM: (a little amused) Okay, okay! I get it. Consider me scared straight. "Consider me scared straight" is highlighted. end id]

[id: LENA: Now, while I understand your concerns, you need to understand that Colin has held the IT Manager position for some time without incident, and although he is somewhat… frustrated with his current assignment, he can request help from the central IT team at any time. I am certain that should he find his responsibilities unmanageable, he will request assistance. Or resign, of course. Either way, the problem will resolve itself. "Or resign, of course" is highlighted. end id]

[id: CELIA: Is there any way to look up specific files? ALICE: Like what? CELIA: Oh, I don’t know. Every case about… being buried alive, or meat, or… whatever. ALICE: Well, there’s a search bar, but it doesn’t actually do anything. You’d have to dig through them all manually. (suspicious) – Why do you ask? CELIA: Just figuring it all out. Ah well, I guess I’ll need to find Bigfoot on my own time. "Just figuring it all out" is highlighted. end id]

[id: GERTRUDE: I see. Well, I’m sorry, but I don’t think Gerry can help you – GERRY: (casually) Yeah, I barely remember any of it. "I don’t think Gerry can help you" is highlighted. end id]

[id: GERRY: Oh yeah, but I was pretty young. I remember filling in a bunch of forms and questionnaires, then some old men asking me questions about what books I liked to read, who did I look up to, that kind of thing. And then I left. SAM: (disappointed) That’s all? GERRY: Yeah, afraid so. Other than just sitting around with a bunch of other kids in a room that smelled like old books. "Yeah, afraid so" is highlighted. end id]

[id: CELIA: I’m trying to look into… Weird physics stuff: time travel, other dimensions, teleportation, all that good stuff. Freddy doesn’t really do searches, so you could keep an eye out and let me know if any come up in your cases? SAM: Uh, sounds a bit sci-fi compared to our usuals. What’s this for? (amused breath) You’re not doing research for that podcast you were on, are you? CELIA: (surprised) You know about that? SAM: I might have given you a quick Google. CELIA: Then… yeah. I’m doing a favor for Georgie. "yeah. I’m doing a favor for Georgie" is highlighted. end id]