#I hope you understand what I mean

[briebysabs]

I’d like to ask without spoilers what are the Hannibal fandom’s feelings about Jack Crawford? I just finished ep 10 and I have opinions. To be fair, I can’t fully dislike Jack because he’s always stuck between a rock and a hard place. He’s seen that in this job somebody has to be the asshole. But what makes him frustrating is that he keeps flip-flopping on whether he wants what is best for Will or the FBI.

And character development isn’t always a straight line. Sometimes it’s a zigzag, other times it’s a spiral. The problem for me is that he switches so fucking frequently that it’s every other scene or even every other line. Literally in ep 10 Jack is saying Will is his responsibility, saying he’s concerned and if something happens that is his burden to bear. Then 30 seconds later he’s berating Will saying he had chance to quit and since Will has been doing this long enough it should be his stability by now.

I just want to shake Jack and scream WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?

Jack’s acting like Will shouldn’t be hesitant to talk to him. But in episode 5, before his psychosis got this far Will TOLD him. Will said what he’s seeing is bad for his mental health, the thinking is shutting down and he is slowly losing it. Jack basically guilt tripped him into staying, ending the conversation with “if you wanna quit then quit”. Knowing damn well Will the empath won’t quit after telling him if he leaves he’d be dooming future lives.

Jack’s here upset that Will is pretending to be fine but when Will told him what was wrong he didn’t wanna fucking hear it. And even now when Will is clearly holding his sanity by a thread he’s still sending mixed signals. He’s frustrated at Will that Will seeing and absorbing fucked up things…surprise! Fucked Will up.

I went on a whole rant. I think a lot of this reminds me of my relationship with my dad. And it gets me so heated when I think on it too long. Will’s a grown adult and he makes his own decisions. But you can be in a toxic relationship no matter what age you are, you can’t just leave. Jack thinks bringing Will into this world might’ve been a possible mistake if Will goes mad.

But no. What drove Will to the brink was Jack insisting he stays in it. To the point where Will thinks he has to stay in it too.

[hyperzilla]

It really is strange to be a fan of musicians that don’t really have a social-ready fandom (as in, moderate success, mostly interacts w online fans via indieheads AMAs and speaks earnestly if not a bit awkwardly when interfacing with fans) as opposed to social-ready fandoms (active tags and a multitude of stan accounts, Bustling subreddits and deep dive posts, etc you know). Because now it’s like you’re just a fan of some guy

[everythingdestroyingme]

That bi leaning aroace aesthetic and compatibility attraction hits hard sometimes.

I thought I'd never want to date another man after Him and I was only gazing at pretty alt women with dyed hair, fandom obsessions, and complete and total emotional unavailibilty. Then I met a guy with fluffy hair, round glasses and SUCH INSANE compatibility with me that I would COMMIT CRIMES for him.

Aro-bi panic is such a thing. I could be devoted to this dude, and the aesthetic on top of that....

This is so complex if you don't Get it... I want to feel something SO BAD. I don't feel anything for anyone but if I did, I'd want it to be this little guy who doubled my book recs list....

So yeah, cue intense obsession with making him love me and then immolating it back. (Futile)

[tuchu]

hi, i really like your blog, but could you pleeeeaaaase add sources to the images? i don't like to rb anything without sources bc for example it could be something made by a person (like food or art), or it could be from somebody's blog and they could have one more reader if you link to it, or it could be just so someone from tumblr can find the item if they are looking for it online.

sure, a big corporation won't suffer if you don't add sources, but again there are people who make things, take photos, write blog entries and not linking to them is kind of unfair.

have a nice day!

okay i dont want to sound rude or anything but i source the things that i can actually source, such as the art and of people (referring to Hirai Hikaru, one of my more recent posts with a person in it), animals (referring to my shiba posts) or crafts people have made, such as fursuits, and also, everything (about 99%) that i post is from my own searching my own research and whatnot, and not everything has an actual source. example, this just happened to me yesterday, i can find some cute stickers from japan and i will click the link from which the image is from, and it will take me to a 404 page or a website with an organization/company talking about something completely different/with absolutely nothing to do with what i was looking at. to me there’s no need to source everything, of course unless i know it is from someone’s blog or internet diary, then of course i’d make sure to source it because i know these things mean a lot to those people who take the time to share their lives and in those cases i do source them, but again not every image has a source. reuploading things is apart of the internet, a reupload of a reupload won’t always have a direct source either, every image on the internet doesn’t always have a secure source or something leading back to it’s origin. many blogs here reupload things, not knowing where they came from, they take things from other blogs and reupload it, that’s kind of how the internet, how most upload applications/websites works.

sorry anon, i just don’t find the need to source everything. but have a good day too, i hope my explanation is suffice..

[afreakingmilkshake]

ever drawn a drawing so good that you get so excited that you need to catch your breath or dance every time you draw a line so good

[watchyourbuck]

No because wait. Give me a minute of your time.

This is so indicative of something. Buck's always saying shit that sounds weird or that people look at him weird for, but the fact that is EDDIE who feels the need to explain is very... interesting. Because Buck clearly isn't uncomfortable being who he is, he is not apologetic about these comments he makes that people don't understand.

It's almost as if Eddie was in charge of Buck, but it definitely isn't as a son, or as someone he takes care of, because is Buck who's usually taking care of him & Chris. So it's not that dynamic.

The more you watch the show and analyze it, the more you realize Buck's always inside his own head. Something's always happening in that little nogging of his (hence, the fact that he couldn't really wait for his leg to heal before trying to go back to work, because he couldn't see the big picture, only the direct info his brain was being fed), while Eddie is grounded.

Eddie is grounded mostly because he has to. The PTSD doesn't allow for a hell lot of daydreaming that don't involve the risk of getting triggered (my aunt has PTSD, so I speak from her own words). So the only possible explanation within canon compliant is that Eddie is Buck's link to the real world.

Buck is always in some cloud, while Eddie is (metaphorically) holding his hand. "He's harmless" he told Marjan, because Buck didn't notice he was being rude while staring.

"That's not how he remembers it" he told Buck himself, trying to make him understand neither Chris or him hated him. He had given everything to save his son.

And then there's the scenes from the gif set. Buck is, once again, saying something related to his current hyperfixation (which is mostly connected to either a recent trauma or the infinite love he has for his chosen family), and Eddie realizes he's the only one who understands what he's saying, and feels the need to connect Buck with the rest of the world. Make people understand just HOW smart he is, because it's a little hard to make his case when the man constantly comments out of place.

(And by the way, the fact that they ALL spend a lot of time together but it's usually ONLY Eddie who knows what Buck is talking about also says a lot).

And that behavior is... not particularly friendship-coded. Yes, it could be, but it isnt necessarily. Eddie could chose not to say anything, laugh with Buck but not explain, or even ask out loud when he himself doesn't know or understand something (the green juice gif or the 'software upgrade' to Buck 3.0).

Yet he says something. Every single time. He watches him shine within his own walls and then translates for the rest of the group, and I can assure you, as a simple viewer... that it is NOT to make himself feel better or to avoid some kind of embarrassment (because we KNOW that the group associates Buck with Eddie - i mean, Bobby's always pairing them off together, and when Eddie went missing underground no one would let Buck go down, 'so we can have two cut off ropes?' said Hen-, so maybe Eddie doesn't want people to think he's the weird one, but NO).

It's because he loves him. He loves him, he understands him. It is not pity or shame or embarrassment, or annoyance. It's love.

And the love I think it is isn't friendship.

#married behavior

[milkamel]

I don't think this guy is good at handling any kind of affection let's be real 🙏

[spotforme]

people on the internet talk about love like it's a thing only achieved in specific circumstances, like when in a relationship or... well that's it. when in reality that is so far from the truth i can't even comprehend where the idea came from.

for example children who from the bottom of their heart love everyone who teaches them games, girls in love with girls who once gifted them seashells without asking for anything in return, tired people who love enjoying a beautiful tune together, boat captains falling in love with grandmothers who decided to dissapear on a whim,

believe me there is so much more love in reality than what i've seen on the internet, but because i don't see anything except relationships talked about i'm starting to get conserned that people don't actually know how to feel the others. i hope i'm just imagining it, that kind of world seems very grim to me, i hope i'm wrong.

[atropinenightshade]

Does anyone else see images in the walls and on wooden/laminated floors?

[alliumdykes]

Me, scribbling with a red crayon over cannon: And they are SO happy and SO loved and nothing bad EVER happens to them again

[a-scary-lack-of-common-sense]

I cannot wait for this Stan to reconnect with his Ford.

I still haven't figured out HOW exactly they'll meet yet, but I do think that Ford would ATTACH himself to Stanley and talk his ears off forever when they eventually get comfortable :] and Stanley would listen because HOLY SHIT, THAT'S HIS BRO HE HASN'T SEEN FOR 40-ISH YEARS, HE MISSED HIS VOICE. Nonstop certified Yapper & Listener relationship <3

Stanley looks dead faced because of his ingrained poker face, but he's thouroughly enjoying it, even if sometimes he has no idea what the fuck Ford is saying. He never interrupts him though, since he knows people usually ignore or interrupt him mid-talk already. So sometimes Stan gets stuck in awkward situations where he has to leave or do stuff, but also doesn't have it in his heart to stop Ford and extract himself out of a (one-sided) conversation.

[jiraisupportgroup]

I’ve seen a lot of comparing of trauma in the community lately

If you get a cut on your finger you still need to clean and bandage it. You wouldn’t sit there looking at it and say “well it isn’t a gunshot wound so I can just ignore it”.

Maybe you do ignore it and it goes away on its own after a while, but it takes much longer to heal. Maybe you do ignore it and it gets infected and begins to cause other issues.

Sure, it’s not a gunshot wound and it won’t need surgery like a gunshot wound would, but it still needs to be cleaned and bandaged, and it will still leave a scar.

Even if it’s not as bad as it could be, it’s still not good; it’s still going to affect your life, and it still deserves to be acknowledged and taken seriously.

[spidehpig]

my fever induced thoughts about bird is horny & ovulating x mean bastard ghost

mostly just rambling, didn’t check for coherency or grammar. i’ve been plagued by these thoughts and just had to get them out sorry.

ghost x reader

mean bastard ghost with a bird who’s been so needy and clingy all day long. he’s not really sure what’s got her panting and gagging for his cock like a whore, must be a cycle thing. either way he doesn’t mind, in fact he finds it amusing. he’s so used to just indulging himself, parting her thighs with his meaty hands and swiping his tongue along her folds as her little squeals and protests fall on deaf ears.

it’s not everyday that he’s the one to wake up to her trying to take what she needs from him. her pretty moans shaking away the last tendrils of sleep from him as the wet cotton of her panties rut against his thigh and her other hand gropes at his cock straining against his boxers. he has half a mind to push the greedy brat onto her belly and just mount her right there. but this unashamed desperation radiating from his bird is a rarity he’ll indulge in.

he feels a little sick satisfaction when her sweet moans break off into a frustrated little cries as his fist clamps around her waist, halting the desperate little grind of her hips. ignores her begging and pleading as he slips from the sheets. leaves her aching and wanting as she trails into the shower after him with a cute little pout.

keeps his face stoic as he pinches and flicks at her swollen nipples, his other hand pawing at her ass. working her up into a frenzy again, makes sure she can feel his heavy cock throb against her thigh as he cups her dripping cunt. thick fingers bullying their way between her lips under the guise of washing her clean. likes the way she shivers and bucks against him when his knuckle brushes across her clit. he quickly twists the rusty shower handle when she reaches for his cock again and huffs out a raspy laugh when she squawks at him as the shower water turns to ice. doesn’t look back as he steps out and tosses a towel at her.

maybe he shouldn’t punish his little bird’s confidence and needy demands. it’s not every day he wakes up to her wet and willing, so eager to milk his cock. but he has the time and patience today. maybe it’s boredom from such a long leave or maybe he’s just a bastard he thinks as he pulls her onto his lap later as he watches the game. fingers sneaking under the fabric of her tank top to pinch and twist at her nipples until she’s squirming in his lap searching for the friction of his hard cock. waits until she’s panting and whining again before pushing her off his lap a grunting at her to go fix dinner. gives his cock a couple of lazy tugs as she shoots him a dirty look and stumbles into the kitchen on unsteady legs.

later ducks his head under the kitchen doorframe to corner her against the counter to paw and grope at her pretty hips, feels the soft skin of her inner thighs are still slick. pulls back the second she sighs and arches back against him. he ignores the way she glares at him across the table as he shovels the dinner she made him into his mouth. and just to be a prick, finishes his game after dinner while she angrily slams the dirty dishes around in the kitchen.

waits until she’s finished until he prowls off into the bedroom and lights a cigarette as he settles against the pillows. sprawled out across the center of the bed, he finally shoves the waistband of his sweats under his balls to let his heavy cock spring free. precum already leaking onto his thigh as he barks at his bird to come take care of this.

can’t help but smirk as she hesitates in the doorway. unsure if this is just another one of his cruel tricks after he had spent all day teasing her. fists his cock and tells her to come take what she needs. almost barks out a laugh as her eyes widen and she quickly wiggles out of her panties and scrambles up onto the bed. licks his lips when he gets a glimpse of her already glistening cunt as she crawls up over his hulking body. has half a mind to stub his smoke out and sit her over his hungry mouth. instead he takes another drag as her thighs stretch wide on either side of his thick waist to hump her slick cunt along the underside of his cock.

he makes no move to touch her as she ruts and humps against his cock, the bed already creaking with her frantic movements. only pausing to grit his teeth as the tip of his cock catches on her warm hole as she rocks backwards again. lights up another smoke as she leans back onto her haunches to bury two fingers into her cunt when it becomes apparent he won’t be doing anything to help satiate her needs. pupils blown as he watches her sloppy cunt swallow her little fingers. not at all enough to prep her for his cock.

she doesn’t seem to care as she lurches forward and her nails dig into the fat of his chest as she rises up onto her knees, reaching back as she pathetically tries to line his leaking cock up with her cunt. her little grunts of frustration are music to his ears as she struggles to catch the tip on her hole again. movements faltering and sputtering a little when he blows smoke in her face. sweat glistening along her brow when she glares at him and finally manages to sink down a few inches.

his eyes roll back with how tight she is, half expects her to stop and beg him to finger her open. instead she grunts in pain and tries to bounce and wiggle her way down onto his prick. barely any leverage with the way she’s already risen so far up onto her knees just to straddle his thick waist, the cushioned mattress does nothing to ease her struggle. and fuck, watching her buck and bounce just to bully his fat cock into her greedy cunt is tearing at the remains of his control.

it’s not until her walls finally relax and she sinks down onto his cock with a yowl that he finally acknowledges her. cooing and taunting her for being such a needy slag, drooling over his cock all day long. watches the way a sob wracks through her body as her hands grip at the fat of his stomach trying to get some leverage to push herself up on his cock. barely manages to rise up a few inches before she’s letting out a frustrated sob and instead just grinds back and forth on his lap with his cock buried in her cunt, so pathetic.

she yelps when he slaps her tit and growls at her to ride him proper. sniveling after his cock all day long and she can’t even take it right? he decides he’ll let her whine and mewl and beg him to just take her as she grinds on top him. she can’t even take what she needs. maybe when she finally collapses from exhaustion will he flip her over and breed her pretty cunt. seems like he’s the only one that can give her what she needs after all.

[ajwalkerartblog]

them!!! they!!!!!

[i-want-it-thaaat-way]

Okay here’s something I noticed about Crosshair and Omega’s relationship, and why I think it was so easy for Crosshair to grow attached to her.

Basically- he says that loyalty is something that means a lot to him, and Omega is the ONE person who never EVER gave up on him.

All the way back in the very first episode even- they’re sitting in a containment cell and Omega says to him: “I know what you’re going to do, but please don’t.” His response is simply, “what do you know?” To which she says, “I know it’s not your fault.” The others were quick to wonder why he would turn on them, Omega knew he didn’t have a choice.

During Kamino Lost- after Crosshair doesn’t take their offer, Omega’s the only one who turns back to him. “You’re still their brother, Crosshair. You’re my brother too.”

And on Tantiss- he would dismiss her, tell her not to bother talking to him, but she doesn’t stop. She refuses to escape without him, no matter what he tells her to do or says to dissuade her, she won’t leave him behind.

The rest of the batch gave him a chance- they wanted him back- but they left him behind, even if it was Crosshair’s choice to stay. Omega wouldn’t give up on him, no matter what, even at the risk of her own safety and only chance to escape.

She never gave up on him. Even when he felt like he wasn’t worth it.

[that1notetaker]

HEY SNAPE REMEMBER THAT ONE TIME WHEN

A scene inspired by @wixenforever’s NottPott fic, The Burning of The Library. Its great, I love it, and I love the scenes Snape happens to be in and how he reacts to Harry and Theo’s friendship. Its like he forgot he had a best friend once huh? Hence this was born.

@jundsthoughts @wixenforever :))) I love Snape. He’s a right bastard and I would read all books from his Pov. Theo called Snape out once and it has not left him alone since. Let it simmer, he will get it…eventually. In his own, dark, miserable, Severus way.