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Just watched “Every Day” 2018 film. My goodness I’m obsessed. I’ve never seen a film so effortlessly and carefree show comfort in gender fluidity with the main character not having a gender, changing genders, and not conforming to anything except themselves even when they are actively somone else. Plus the love story shows no hesitantion between male vs female partners. The love interest, Rhiannon, while not having any lables or outward history of LGBTQ interests, knows that she loves A, regardless of the body they inhabit.

Gorgeous, flawless, highly recommend

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The 12th doctor is the best doctor. I love him. He’s everything. He and Bill are why I watch Doctor Who.

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Cred to thoscheism on ig

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Im getting my liscense renewed today. It’s my full adult one so it has to last me for 10 years. Im only 21 so this pic will represent me until I’m 31. Who is my 31 year old self? How do I represent her? The pressure is on. How do I know how she does her hair or her makeup.

Who is she?

She’s getting pink sparkly eye Shadow. I hope she still likes it.

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I’m holding out forever. I will never loose hope. There will be some sort of continuation for supernatural. They will get to be together in some way. I don’t need a kiss, I don’t need a date, I need them to be happy. Happy together. In love together and able to say it. I need an “I love you too, Cas”

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There was only fatigue that wrapped around the body with every gust of sea wind.

- no rest for us, huh?

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Season 4: Enemies to friends to enemies to friends

Season 5: Friends to lovers to estranged

Season 6: Estranged to friends to lovers to enemies

Season 7: Enemies to mutual pining

Season 8: Mutual pining to love triangle to lovers to grieving boyfriend to one-sided pining

Season 9: One-sided pining to mutual pining to grieving boyfriend to lovers to estranged

Season 10: Estranged to mutual pining to married to emotional infidelity

Season 11: Emotional infidelity to married to one-sided pining to married to grieving husband

Season 12: Grieving husband to married to separated to married to separated to grieving husband

Season 13: Grieving husband to married (with a son) to grieving husband

Season 14: Grieving husband to married to grieving husband to married to separated

Season 15: Separated to divorced to married to grieving husband to dead

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tired: mermaids are all women

wired: much like elves, merfolk are mistaken by sailors for being all women because they have long hair and are very pretty

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What are some chronic illnesses that can only occur in a fantasy setting?

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me: i gotta be careful i don't want to get TOO into spn and destiel and then lose all sense of reality like some weirdos.

misha collins: castiel has appeared to me in my carpeting.

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This is totally how the Dean and Cas reunion convo would look like

Jensen's face is sending me so baddddd. Whatever he was going for I dig it.😂

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We know Castiel is based on Cassiel the archangel but my favorite little headcanon is that he was the archangel Cassiel.

He was created as the angel of Saturday, patron of the vulernable and the overlooked, the angel of tears, angel of temperance.

But that was it, wasn't it? Castiel lacked temperance -- He could never be like the other angels, God hadn't created him to be a warrior like his brothers; Cassiel was a gift to humans, the angel of strife and duality, something so fundamental to humanity. The only angel who could really understand them. The angel who sat and watched, waiting to be called upon to deliver peace. Cassiel was God's love for humanity. How could God not know Cassiel would get too close, too involved with humankind? Maybe he did, but he could never know his own love would ever defy him. Maybe he could never know that whatever he burned with his divine love was also scorched with his divine wrath, enough of it to break ranks when he finally tired of watching Heaven play with the Earth.

So God punished him, bent him into the shape of a solider and named him the shield of God as a reminder of what his role had always been. But Cassiel was special, he would always be special, so he disguised Cas, protecting him from the persecution of the other angels. Maybe he even wipes it all from Cas' mind, gets rid of the memory of rebellion before Cas can hurt himself with it again.

And Castiel does it right this time. He stays just as detached as he needs to be, he protects only who he needs to protect, he does only what he is told to do. So God gives him another chance, another opportunity to prove himself with something big, the perfect task for his angel of the vulnerable.

Go fetch Dean Winchester.

What could go wrong?

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Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

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Castiel was really just one of a kind. They tried to get rid of him, yet they couldn't. They tried to make him straight, yet they couldn't. They tried to keep him away from Dean, yet they couldn't. They tried to erase him from the surface of the show, yet they couldn't. They tried to make him irrelevant, yet they couldn't. He's become Supernatural's legacy. King shit.

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That’s it

I’m writing in Misha

Misha Collins for President 2024!!!!

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on friends, who maybe want to be a little more than that

@fuckitloveu @mothicalspoken

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THERE IS. a website. that takes 3D models with seams and pulls it apart to make a plushie pattern and informs you where things need to be edited or darts added for the best effect. and then it lets you scale it and print off your pattern. and I want to lose my MIND because I've lost steam halfway through so many plushie patterns in the mind numbing in betweens of unwrapping, copying all of the meshes down as pieces, transferring those, testing them, then finding obvious tweaks... like... this would eradicate 99% of my trial and error workflow for 3D models to plushies & MAYBE ILL FINALLY FINISH SCREAMTAIL...