#When will this be over
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Covert antagonism is more mentally exhausting than people can imagine. It’s a subtle, relentless stress that can wear you down over time and people truly won’t ever know this until they put themselves in this kind of situation. The never ending trauma response and survival mode catches up with you too. Your cortisol levels are at a high and you’ve reached the point of feeling like a zombie because of the lack of sleep, the lack of rest, the constant feeling of being on alert. I wouldn’t wish this on anybody.
#personal#life#mental health#emotional abuse#narcissistic abuse#trauma#stress#just truly exhausted#when will this be over#when do i get to be happy#when do I get my fucking freedom
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Institution!Q & Future!Eliot Update #2(?)
Officially passing 20k. Have...four-ish/five-ish scenes to finish up. Angst really knows how to keep things going, doesn't it? Can Eliot just let me get to his happy ending with Quentin already?
#wolf howl#my writing#wips#my wips#the magicians#queliot#quentin coldwater#eliot waugh#why must these boys break me#instead of letting me fix them#god fucking dammit#when will this be over
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It’s their greatest invention as of yet
#the idea came to me when I looked over at my shelf and saw my little Hexbug#and yes it is a reference to the Jinx and Isha scene thanks for noticing#the glorious infestation#my art#arcane#jayvik#art#viktor arcane#jayce talis
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glorious evolution
#arcane#jayvik#arcane s2#jayce talis#viktor arcane#fanart#based on the vitruvian man#shout out to my friend for encouraging me to post this#you know who you are. love you#my favorite part in arcane was when viktor said its evolution time and then evolved all over the place#jayce fuck your hammer#not literally#unless#still dont know how to tag properly#hell yeah
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Randomly remembered how as a kid my mom would always fast forward through the beginning of 'Finding Nemo' because she thought Coral's death was too violent, so for years I never knew why Nemo was raised by a single father and assumed Nemo's parents had gotten fish divorced and Marlin had won custody of Nemo. My dad's biological parents divorced when my dad was young, so I always knew what divorce was and I knew my Grandma had gotten primary custody of my dad, so I just assumed that's what happened with Nemo. It wasn't until years later when I watched Finding Nemo with my grandparents without my mom and they didn't know to fast forward through the beginning that I finally knew what happened to Coral and I was *devastated*.
#looking back the concept of fish divorce is so funny to me#kid me legitimately thought that's what happened#finding nemo#this is what happens when you over-shelter your kids lol#personal#childhood
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i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues
#oh the experience of being 13 years old and seeing all my friends talking about wanting to have sex and obsessing over it#and being like 'we are all literally WAY too young to be having sex what the actual fuck are you talking about#why are you even considering it when we have much more important things to worry about. like how much middle school sucks'#you know what though. i still stand by this. that was an entirely reasonable thought to have and i WAS being normal about it#anyway#mine#asexuality
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The justice league sees Batman periodically updating a database of his, at the oddest of times, and naturally they think it's got something to do with his contingency plans or a dataset about the Gotham rogues, but in reality it's just him keeping record of his many children's changing tastes
Superman: Woah, he's writing down with such concentration, wonder what could be in there, maybe a new villain in Gotham?
Bruce, writing: "Dick has refused his favourite Pb&J five mornings in a row. Delete from favourites. Ask for new favourite food."
"Jason didn't seem as Eager to read the new book by his favourite author, put it in neutral category."
"Tim chose a green shirt instead of a red one at the mall today. More research needed."
"Cass listened to arctic monkeys on repeat this week. Update to favourites."
"Duke expressed an interest in slam poetry and called band practice lame. Put poetry in favourites and band in neutral."
"Damian watched Bluey for a total of 50 hours this week. Update to favourites."
#he's aware it's a bit stalkerish. but.#batdad is way more fun when he carries over the incessant paranoia from his batman gig over to his father gig#it makes it all so delicious#dick grayson#jason todd#batfam#bruce wayne#tim drake#damian wayne#batman#cassandra cain#duke thomas#nightwing#red hood#red robin#robin#batgirl#dc headcanon#batfamily headcanons#orphan dc#batfamily#batfam headcanons#batfam hcs#dc#dc comics#batfam shenanigans#incorrect batfamily quotes#incorrect batfam#incorrect batman quotes#clark kent
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Jayce's Journal - A Hidden Entry
#one evening viktor reads through jayce's journal to be up to date on his partner's new findings#when he suddenly comes across an entry he didn't quite expect#he's not going to tell jayce about it#but the next day when they're sitting next to each other in the lab#he smiles a bit brighter every time he looks over to his partner#jayvik#jayvik fanart#jayvik comic#jayce talis#viktor#jayce and viktor#arcane#arcane fanart#my art#digital art#fanart#comic
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And just for a moment they both recognized their sister
#these sisters are going to destroy me this season#I can’t get over there faces when they finally recognize each other#also I love how when jinx recognizes vi it’s right after vi and Caitlyn don’t recognize each other#arcane#league of lesbians#vi arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane vi#vi league of legends#league of legends arcane#league of legends vi#jinx and vi#vi#arcane jinx#vi and jinx#arcane league of lesbians#jinx league of legends#arcane season two#season 2 arcane#arcane 2#jinx arcane#jinx
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Bruce used Awkward Flirtation. It's a Critical Hit!
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#dreamer doodles#superbat#bruce wayne#clark kent#dick grayson#I have this dumb headcanon where Clark is so used to Bruce's#Brucie persona that his over the top flirting just doesn't register as sincere to Clark#and when Bruce isn't being an obnoxious flirt he's just incredibly awkward and struggles to express his interest#so Clark still doesn't get it#Idk I'm weak for pining idiots#also look at how pretty I drew Dick! :D
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[image id: a four-page comic. it is titled "immortality” after the poem by clare harner (more popularly known as “do not stand at my grave and weep”). the first page shows paleontologists digging up fossils at a dig. it reads, “do not stand at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep.” page two features several prehistoric creatures living in the wild. not featured but notable, each have modern descendants: horses, cetaceans, horsetail plants, and crocodilians. it reads, “i am a thousand winds that blow. i am the diamond glints on snow. i am the sunlight on ripened grain. i am the gentle autumn rain.” the third page shows archaeopteryx in the treetops and the skies, then a modern museum-goer reading the placard on a fossil display. it reads, “when you awaken in the morning’s hush, i am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. i am the soft stars that shine at night. do not stand at my grave and cry.” the fourth page shows a chicken in a field. it reads, “i am not there. i did not die” / end id]
a comic i made in about 15 hours for my school’s comic anthology. the theme was “evolution”
#dinosaur#evolution#comic#prehistoric#animal#wildlife#paleontology#biology#poetry#comics#original#my art#archaeopteryx has no direct living descendants i know#but i wanted something aerial and the dinosaur to bird connection is classic and well known anyway#also the chicken over any other bird is very on purpose#its the mix of truth and comedy and genuineness and the fantastic in the mundane#its me asking you to see something so wonderful in something taken so un-seriously#and to love it both ways#also the jurassic park thing#where someone saw the reconstructed gait of a dino#and said. hey hang on. i know that walk.#and pulled up footage of a chicken walking#which jumpstarted the entire study into the link between dinosaurs and birds#in the end take whatever you want from it i just thought id provide some insight#i always like it when other artists do#the point is that i enjoy when people laugh at the end and when they dont#and i like it when they cry. i like it best when they both laugh and cry. eeaao intent#anyway mourn your losses but to live is to change#also hi guys i finally figured out tipping after 5 months so no more annoying ko-fi link#the antidote to despair is awe
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Translated with permission!!
Here's the author's Twitter (achu_0u0) and the original post!
Note from author: Wouldn't it be hard for half-foots to go to the movie theater?
#i messed up the lining and text size a bit but shh#i plan on translating all of their dungeon meshi fancomics... sometime#first time translating anything ahhhh!#don't ask why fler is asking mei for the popcorn when puck has it#sibling thing#this took me like 6 hours btw#mostly stressing over the typesetting#i made it on a tablet with an “add text” app that doesn't let you align the text or anything#it was driving me crazy#anyways check out the author they have amazing chilchuck fanart and fancomics!#in korean though#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#chilchuck tims#puckpatti chils#flertom chils#meijack chils#katrina posts#translations#achu_0u0
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the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself
#lucinda.txt#when i was 20 my theater teacher died and i thought i was also going to die#when i was 23 my childhood cat died and it was awful#all my grandparents are dead. liam payne from one direction has died.#it's like... okay. and you still have to wake up and go to work!#& i guess the idea is one day you'll get better at losing things#one day you just won't CARE that your childhood is over#i guess. but i doubt it.#1k#2k#5k
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Startibg to think my life does not involve nearly enough blood drinking
#maybe i do have an iron deficiency#that or im just a freak#seriously guys please give me like#a shot of blood#it would fix me#worst craving of my life holy shit leave me alone#when will this be over
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Annabeth: I, a child, had to earn Thalia’s love, that’s how the world works! I have to earn my moms love. Love is transactional, you gotta be worthy of it first silly :)
Percy, listening to this on the train
#STOP TRAUMATIZING THIS CHILD PLEASE#this is what it’s like when you were raised in a loving home and you find out your friend wasn’t#but they don’t know they weren’t#so you’re like um hey that’s fucked up and sometimes a crime?#you tell them parents are supposed to love you as is without earning it and they don’t believe you#you can hear the therapy bill racking up#annabeth chase#Percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#pjo series#pjo tv show#mine#adding on to my tags because some people are debating if that’s how love works#love is meant to be a mutual exchange and something that grows over time between two people as their bond grows#whereas how Annabeth says it#in my opinion at least#she had to do XY and Z to be worthy of thalias love before receiving it#like with her mother#she has to be amazing before Athena is proud of her#vs Athena being proud of her just for being her daughter#that being said I’m not hating on a traumatized child having potentially negative and toxic patterns#more pointing out the comedy of the scene from Percy’s perspective who has a good grasp on healthy vs unhealthy relationships
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