#Whatever i dont csre

[hairydykecunt]

once my friend said that sometimes it seems like i don’t want a girlfriend and just want to be some girls pet and like. yeah okay sure, but is that really all people see in me. is that what they think i’m only capable of? i want to give so much, i want to fill them with so much love and make them feel safe and loved and adored. i Do want to do more than just be a pet, i want to be a Provider, i want to take care.

[thewickerking]

I dont tjink ill ever havs a healthy romantic relationship and thsts not tbe end of tje world i guess but like I dont think ill eber be capable of it. And theres a lor of reasons for that, namely that I dont think I experience the type of attraction that suits a relationship but its not that i dont want a relstionship. I just dont think I can. I want something where i can lovs someone and theyll love me and we kiss and whatever and i can feel happy with that but almost everytime ive actually dated i just lose all interest and eventually become disgusted by them and the thing is! I dont want that to happen! I love those people! Thsy wetre my friends first and i csre about my friends!! but i cant stop it, datinf someone is just a ticking time bomb until i blow up and hate everything and i hate it and i dont want to put anyone through that so ive given up but god. Fuxk. I want something sweet so bad. I want a relationship and all the little tgings and like. Yeah i can technically do indivisual things like cuddle and hsng out wkth friends or whatever but its not the same i want someone whos mine and not just mine obv theyre their own lerson but i wanna be a match. I wanna be the dwfault. i want so.eones everything and give my everytbjng in return but i literally phsyically cant maintain feelinfs for people long enough ti get there and knowing that i cant do it makes me never want to try bc i dont want to hurt anyone else

[diomedrian]

Not to be a bitch but my sister not talking to me for two days and then only talking to me on third cos she wants McDonald's and on fourth BC her show's new season was released....FUCKING DICK. And like not to be petty but like. You can't fight with me and call me names and then go watch your show on Netflix that I pay for. And I know I shouldn't play the I pay for it card but god she's been a real pain in the arse for the last few days and I can't even. I can't deal with this shit.

[trauma-bunnies]

Diiiiiiiiiizzy

[vampfucker666]

in slow damage i cant figure out why sometimes locations are highlighted green?? its only ever one or maybe 2 and there will be nothing to do there. one segment i did try to click on it and it wouldnt let me go there. i wonder if i like missed something in the tutorial infodump

[othercrossee]

I'm tired of gay discourse, just mind your business

[seraphimsinful]

Is it so hard to just blacklist tag me for things I've told you makes me upset ot triggers me can't you just put seraph dont look on posts with that stupid characters name I don't get why you can't do that it's not even like you both don't know and it just makes me feel like you don't even thjnk of me at all idk

[fictofaggot]

music genrws for the homestucks

hey

John: he would tell you he doesnt listen to music and it would be true. whatever comes on the radio i guess (i firmly believe he;s a listen to music from the radio in your dads car on the way to school and never otherwise type of kid)

Jade: literally everything like every single genre is contained in her massive fucking 40000 song playlist she has NO preference

Rose: blackened hnw to abm to goth rock all that kinds of stuff. she doesnt listen to music often and her choice of genre would make her feel good about herself for fitting into The Look ( you know what look) she wouldnt really csre all that much though

Dave: all kinds of shitty rap music from like eminem to the absolute worst most underground soundcloud rappers youve never heard of. Ironically

Jane: horrible manufactured pop. like the shit thats gets popular specifically created to have one part go viral on tiktok there is no heart or soul to it. i think shes a radio gal also

Jake: um. dont worry about it

Dirk: pisscore. i think hed go on huge deep dives hunting and scrounging about for music and the sheer amount of stuff he would listen to would be actualy utterly insane and too much to stick to one specific genre but pisscore strikes me as his favorite... he would listen to pretty much exclusively super underground stuff because he genuinely enjoys it but also it fits into his whole thing and makes him feel better than eeryone else so like thats a bonus for him

Roxy: these like pop ballads and one direction/5sos and pop punk and p!atd and fallout boy etc etc.. as much as it pains me to say i think shed even like stuff like mgk and yungblood and even fucking um. what were they called The tramp stamps

[lofi-daydream]

first things first, you guys know the drill

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ch1re or anti any agere community

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people who don’t respect dni or tag systems will be blocked automatically. this is not against anybody, it’s for the safety of me and anybody who i reblog from or who reblogs from me. they deserve to feel safe, as do i

interaction is welcome if:

cglre / carereg / nsre / csre / agedre

pet regressors / dreamers

systems / syskids

non k!nk littles 

trauma blogs (as long as you aren’t any of the above)

about this blog (and me)

any nickname is fine really (for this blog my talking tag is rain patter ) i am a noncom sfw age regressor and caregiver/big sib or whatever you like

i regress due to csa and mental illness ! i love to help anybody who needs it ! i naturally like to take care of ppl (mostly its to my friends :> i cant help but to make sure they’re eating properly and giving them food and taking care of themselves) if you have anything (like triggers) you need tagged please let me know! i am happy to accommodate !

i don’t have a cg or a regressor ; if anybody needs a babysitter (or anything of that nature) i can do my best to help !

feel free to dm / send asks or just to chat in general ! tell me abt ur day ! ask for discord ‘v’

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i have depression and very low energy levels. im tired a lot since it manifests as fatigue. i lov lo-fi and dark colors as well (bright colors for too long hurt my eyes) 

you know the feeling of when it’s nighttime and you can hear the gentle patter of the rain on ur roof and its slightly cool and the world just seems so quiet or the drive home from a long road trip and the lamp lights flow past

that’s a similar vibe i get from lo-fi. its so calming to me and i wanted to try to keep that vibe here!!

here you will find darker colors and things around quietcore / dreamycore / nightxwave and all the like. i’ll be using the tag [#loficore] for the things i think fit the vibe! as long as you aren’t on my dni you are welcome to use it as well! (any questions, please feel free to ask!)

there will be no discourse here, i wont post anything bad unless i think it is extremely important (i.e. p3d0 blocklists). posts that are a little light will be tagged as [#brighter] if you have sensitive eyes <3

turn on dark mode and i hope you enjoy your stay 💫

[dysphoria-sucks]

Ok so i recently came out to my mother...she didnt take it badlu but she didnt take it all too good either. She’s the kind of person who doesn’t like to read or even research something unless it benefits her. She cares about me veing non-binary but im fairly sure she doesnt care about my pronouns or my name.

I mean she sure as hell didnt care about my sexuality when i explained what i could and she didnt even csre to look up or research it and asked a gay friend of hers or something. Im pretty sure bo gay person would be friends with her like ever but whatever.

But yeah, I also tried to explain dysphoria without saying the word dysphoria cause she wouldnt care about it. Because i love myself, i do, but at the same time i would rather my moral body evaporate and i can be stardust rather than in this disgusting body with chesticles. But i cant explain it to her the feeling. Because being non-binary is different for everyone. For me its being as masculine as physically possible to try and subect out that feminine part until i get on t and chest surgery when i can freely dress without worry and wont worry about it.

But she already said that doing surgies like that is ‘hurting yourself’ and im just roling my eyes because i feel like id rather fukin die than like in a body i hate more than i need to but whatever.

And the thing is talking about it and thinking about it is stsrting to make me feel worse. Cause usually its a manageable feeling but when i took a shower i had to turn off the lights close my eyes or something but lemme tell you talking about how i have a female body does not fukin help me. And now i also have hair that is considered masculine and now its also not feeling fun but i hate shaving cause its stupid and i also dont like shaving because it feels like im conforming into female stereotypes even tho im jot a female and its very confusing and upset and i really want to be stardust rn cause shes making me focus on a lot of stuff i am starting to not like that is completely fine and doesnt matter because she is uncomfy i have hair on my legs and under my arms even tho guys have that same shit (tho i must admit when i saw a guy and another non-binary person with under arm hair i was shocked because ive never seen that shit before and i have literally all sisters, so i can positivity say i was astonished because it was just so natural for me to see people with it shaved)

[shyheartfawn]

so do you allow csre?

I dont really know what that is, honestly! if it involves l.ittlespace tags then i can’t for my own comfort (nothing against anyone in whatever community that is tho) but if it isnt involved with l.ittlespace or any terms shared by k.ink groups or allows that, then it should be ok

edit: i wanna add to this that i dont have anything against the term caregiver; i have actually acted as & worked as a caregiver for disabled family members throughout my life. it is not a term rooted in k.ink, it has roots in actual real life dynamics and careers & as someone who has mental illnesses myself & has been a caregiver/caretaker i will not contribute to that term being appropriated & s.exuallized by associating it with k.ink !

[dirt-str1der]

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[sadisticmystical]

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