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Hey! Hope everything is alright, we lost power lol- but uhh... Race head cannons? (I am sososo normal 😚) Good morning/day/night! 💜
hi, katz! thankfully the dorms still have power so i'm grateful to be bored out of my mind with internet access loll
race headcanons, let's do it!
his name is edward anthony higgins (which is partially real life canon and partially a nod to fanon) and he despises being called ed or any version of his first name (father's name). he's okay with tony or anthony, though.
i base my race off of livesies and 92sies (with a bit of uksies). his looks lean more towards ben cook and his personality is a mix of mostly max casella and a bit of josh barnett. sarcastic. fast-talking. impish little prankster. sorta mean and rough around the edges. big joker. ugh i just adore tough guy race and will always write him as such.
strong. (you've all seen ben cook's incredible biceps, need i explain?)
i adore the smart race headcanon. dk where it came from but i lovingly adopted it in both canon and modern
albert's his best friend in every universe
he and crutchie and jack are thick as thieves in every universe, caught somewhere between brothers and best friends
specifically canon era
got his nickname from selling out at the tracks in brooklyn, which i think is just plain canon but you can never be sure in this fandom
part irish (father) part english (mother), but he's born on u.s soil.
father is almost definitely 100% involved in gangs like the dead rabbits and the whyos
mother is dead oops
four older half-siblings (oops i think dad got around), two brothers two sisters, doesn't keep in touch with most of them but contacts occasionally as a last resort
manhattan's official second in command, takes over in jack's place when jack ages out. probably is not the next president of the newsboy union, but the next treasurer
related to the last one, the boy is excellent with numbers. very smart but just never had the opportunity to develop those skills. when davey starts school again, he offers to give race arithmetic lessons. when he realizes that race is better at arithmetic than he is, it turns into race helping davey do math homework.
two years younger than jack
became a newsie when he was around ten
misses his mom
knows he's smarter than most of these schmucks, so he's constantly running and winning card games/poker games/betting rings to trick people out of money. it's how he gets his mental stimulation, much to jack's annoyance (how else is he supposed to get extra cash for his expensive habits, jack?)
tobacco addiction oops
specifically modern era
got his nickname from being good at running, unironically. either he did track and field or he picked up the nickname from foster home shenanigans-- i pick my poison based on the au
absolute vape demon to the chagrin of all his friends.
foster system kid! mother is still dead and father was definitely involved in seedy criminal activities, currently in prison
still has all of those older half-siblings but... they do not get along, so his lil ass ended up in foster care at ten years old
misses his mom
still a certified genius when it comes to math and science, but he could care less about whatever else there is. he and davey make great study buddies because they excel where the other falters. they also make good tutors for jack, who needs a little assistance in all subjects that don't involve art or pe
i love making him a dancer in universes where that is financially possible, because here you've got this fast-talking witty tough guy that can whip out ten pirouettes in a row and flip across the room and still get up in your face-- then he still says 'and what about it?' and will beat your ass if you answer wrong
biggest case of gifted kid burnout you ever saw
could compete for valedictorian if he wanted to but he only tries in the subjects he has fun learning about
chronic procrastinator
because of the above, addicted to energy drinks as well. will probably need a kidney stone removed at some point in his life.
chews on the silver part of his pencils like the goblin he is
when someone (probably davey) tries to put him onto mechanical pencils, he snaps off the little plastic pocket clip and chews on that instead
augh thank you so much for the ask! i had so much fun answering <3
#newsies#headcanons#my headcanons#racetrack higgins#livesies#92sies#uksies#canon era#modern era#asks#answered asks#no twinkified racetrack in this house#this is a badass race household#this was literally so much fun to answer#SEND ME MORE#i could yap for days
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the marauders are always written as cool and that’s fair but i think each of them is a little off. and especially sirius. i think we really don’t leverage his weird fucking family
#i like the idea of sirius unlearning his biases during his time at hogwarts#but he still HAD them#ALSO FORGOT the most loser thing they do … the nicknames ….#why am i’m making like 2 different posts and pretending they are one subject#anyway i think sirius had a not normal upbringing and not just like .. abuse or whatever i think they just did odd shit!#i think he didn’t understand a lot of things his first year#i forgot my point here i’m just gonna post
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So this might seem like a weird question, and this IS going anonymously because of it BUT
How many characters in New Age would be able to describe the taste of human flesh.
I feel like with the provided backstory, Killer could be a candidate for it, and I wouldn't be surprised if Nim had some sort of whim at some point even though I'm pretty sure you said they were vegetarian but I could have hallucinated that or smth
You can very much ignore this if you feel uncomfortable with it, btw. I just find this interesting
Hi anon, this ask is unhinged abd I love it SO dearly, please feel free to send more if you get the urge 💖 this is actually something exciting I hadn't even thought about! So... let's see who all I can list off for this idea...
-> Killer. Like u said Anon, I think he IS the most likely candidate! I don't think that it's a meal he'd have eaten often, nor would he openly joke about it, but I think that somewhere like the Temple where he was raised, or on the streets after he left Chara (the Black Market wasn't picky-) would be where it happened.
-> Nim. Oh. Yeah. She would've, I'm sure. (Also tbf I have no idea if I said that or not, my memory is SO bad, I'd probably have to check w/ Ancha lol- but for this let's imagine she's not.) I don't think anyone would be able to convince her if she knew what it was up-front (she thinks humans are lesser, but kinda in the way ppl don't usually think of brown bears as a food source?) But she's definitely had it before. 'Exotic cuts' that she never bothered to fact check lmao. Fancy and expensive, so she bought them!
-> Dust. Now, this one is a little weird, but I have good reason! Dust has a reputation to uphold when he's a crime lord, and has to get along with leaders of other crime branches to keep his power AND keep the lines running. One of the other kingdoms (which I'm establishing is basically full of shape-shifters which eat human flesh) was a prime source of income for Dust because they had a LOT of animal meat they weren't harvesting. In meetings, well, sometimes the meal involved the dishes of that kingdom, so human flesh! (He will NOT admit it didn't taste bad.)
-> Fresh. And no, not for the reason he'd normally know lmao. I think that Fresh's connection with the beasts (which I now realize are kinda stand-ins for his furby collection-) leads some of then to bring him gifts! And he lives usually out in the wilderness so a hunt is a hunt, y'know? Monsters are off-limits but like. If the beast brings him *just* the meat? He takes his chances abd hopes it's not People. (Some of it is, and he knows it, he could definitely identify it if given to him 🙏)
-> Reaper. He's not proud of it anymore, but back in the day when he was the general? Bringer of Death? Yeah, he ate a guy once. Used it as a fear tactic against their enemies, which in his defense DID work. But he wouldn't do it again. He would recognize the taste tho!
Soooo..... 5 of the New Age characters would be able to describe the taste of human flesh! (At least for the main cast lol-)
I do have honorary mentions though.
-> Ink: Has bitten people enough to *probably* have an idea of the taste.
-> Geno: Tried to do it "for science" when he was in the academy working on decay magic. (He reversed the decay enough that the flesh was fresh, he was curious!) He was told that if he did they'd suspend him, so he missed his opportunity :(
-> Cross: Can't tell you about the taste of flesh, but human blood used to get into his mouth all the time when he worked in his old kingdom, so he could tell you about that instead!
#new age au#thank you so much for this ask this was genuinely so fun to think about!!!!#tags for more thoughts:#Horror may have been starving but his family are an extremely peaceful community and weren't anywhere close to wanting to resort to violence#characters like Dream + Blue are off the table (Dream probably suggested it once but Blue shut it down lol-) thanks to morals#Nightmare's squeamish and VERY particular about his food and Ccino turns away all suspiscious meat immediately#(and in childhood the twins ate different from their mother)#Error is a lot like Night abd is picky about his food#but he ALSO needs to eat a lot less often than normal monsters so the reason never arose#Ccino... had it rough. but if Human Meat was Nim's delicacy and Ccino barely ate as it was? he was NOT subjected to that horror lmao#i think that covers everyone I didn't mention in the post?#but snth I gotta highlight is that Geno is unhinged and Fresh picked that up from him. Geno is willing to do just about anything to prove#his proficiency in magic or learn smth new#and Fresh has been expected by his beasts to eat random berries and dead birds and junk for years and. he does. so if he has#plausible denianility with the flesh then whatever. not on him. lmao-#Killer isn't proud at all of his eating it because frankly he didn't want to do it. and Dust is the kinda guy to mention it in passing#and then not bring it up again lmao-#then ofc Reaper was a wild teen/young adult. because he aged slower his roaring twenties lasted half a century and eating people was the#more tame side of things. did it very eloquently tho lmao. very mindful. very chill. love him <3#okay I'll stop rambling now! this one was fun!!!!
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“Under the light of the moon...” “We shall...” “Destroy you!!”
Call me crazy, but RoB's opening gives me the same beat as Sailor Moon's-- it’s probably the key and end note. Well that's 90's anime for you (as is our darling little 90′s anime vampire hunters)... This is the same vampire-hunting anime we're talking about, right?
. . . Because I'm not talking about Knock Turn, I don't like that thing.
Deviantart Upload Here
#Hello. I'm reuploading this because I kept getting-- uhh-- unwanted attention from certain fans of a certain show.#I normally don't do this but I reeeeally didn't like that#yeah I like the anime for this series-- the one with this boy with the sweet smiling face who's fighting evil by moonlight#that's the one right? yeah :)#please don't ever associate any of my art of those two with that other flexing-net thing thank you I am not interested#back on the subject: RoB has G o o d M u s i c#and you can say I'm reaching or whatever but I think it's a cute comparison with the music (it's just... ~90's anime~)#Mew's Art#akumajou dracula#anti netflixvania
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ok im just gonna post this now because im not getting this done anytime soon i dont think … it’s supposed to be slime mold by the end of it ^^ i think it still looks cool even unfinished
#my rambles#me#for some reason my camera made this photo SUUUPER dark and i uad to edit it to look semi normal#the patch with the mushroom cloud says the future is bright#and the pill one i stole from my other jacket it#‘s the design akira wears on his jackst#havent seen the movie but my bro gave it to me so i wear ot because i love him^_^#also just all around a really cool design#i got a cool patch a while ago but realized it was from a tv show so i never ended up wearing it#bc i didnt know anything abt the show#i dont wear stuff if idk what it’s from#cos like What if someone gets excited. i have to break the news that all i have in my pocket on that specific subject is a ball of lint#happened to me with my godzilla shirt food thief dude camw up to me the other day like CHECK IT OUT because he was wearing a kaiju shirt#and i didnt recognize it!!!!#BUT the godzilla shirt is from my bro he gets the pass. whatever he gives me i wear
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#oc#haven#rex#monochrome#contents: a little raunchy for tumblr#doodle#really high effort one but it's about the shapes more than anything else lol#meme redraw#comic#i may color this. the original plan was to color it. however i spent all my energy for coloring on drawing an aftermath coda#im fond of this one. there's a lot happening in it#haven and rex are both dressed "up'' to annoy the other's plus-one minor enemy#<- specific au element#rex is wearing a weezer shirt because haven knows that'll piss off taran. haven is dressed up like rex's best attempt at a mid-00s surfer#because he knows felyx cant fucking stand haven and is also into buff masc dudes dressed in jeans with rhinestones and thinks it'll be funn#to put felyx in the Lustful Colander#(he is right)#haven's house is not actually a cool neat influencer home or whatever there's no like open floorplan white walls light bamboo floor bullshi#going on here. it's all like green and red granite tile and shit. the man has been around for a very long time he knows what kind of decor#he's fond of. those ARE fish tanks in the walls though. and a spiral staircase#the man has been around for a very long time. he does not give a shit if what he likes is 'tacky'#also when the one speechbubble he says gets weird it is because he is using a magic power and forcing rex to put his cigarette out. rex is#naturally kind of annoyed about this. it used to make haven wince when he put his cigs out on his hands so he keeps doing it every time thi#happens but he has not yet cottoned on to the fact that haven has fully stopped wincing and now just thinks it's a normal habit he has#and has no idea that it's specifically aimed in his direction#also haven has no issue with giving head but rex isn't aware of that. they don't communicate well#and what Rex is actually aware of mostly consists of 'asking him to bottom turned into a giant argument and then a physical actual fight#and he broke my jaw in like four places over it and it was awesome but i didnt get what i wanted' and kind of gave up on the subject#he couldve been getting his d!ck sucked this whole time and he didnt know it. so sad#lineart
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Exactly this! They are bad for each other, yet no one could possibly fill the shoes of how they make each other feel. Mainly on Fords end. Even when Ford is post the reveal that Bill sucks and 'hates' Bill all he can think about is him. His every action for the three plus decades has been intertwined with Bill, a testament to an obsession that refuses to wane. Even though Bill pretends not to care at all, and he may be a bit distracted, he counts on Ford coming back and offers him a spot by his side repeatedly. Bill is only so confidently uncaring and condescending because Ford is obsessed with him, I firmly believe that if Ford were to genuinely withdraw his interest, Bill would react immaturely; as he does when he reacts to anything that doesn't go his way.
The power dynamics between them are starkly unequal. Ford's fixation feeds into Bill's ego, who relishes in Ford obsession and worship. Even if Ford's feelings turn hostile, it only adds to the allure for Bill. Something/someone who is undyingly obsessed and involved with him no matter what? Yes please! Even if it turns into Ford wanting to kill Bill its still incredibly tantalizing to him. To Ford, Bill embodies a deity-like figure or an abstract concept of either knowledge or evil. Regardless of the context, Ford grants Bill significant power over his perceptions simply because he is Bill.
Ford is Bill's favorite toy, this is glaringly evident.
Bill doesn't even believe in love! He probably finds all the hate that poor old man holds towards him ten times more endearing than any sort of one dimensional praise and devotion to him. Bill is obviously immoral, evil, apathetic, etc... However, I don't believe he inherently acts with the intent of just being terrible. I don't think he cares if he is terrible, that's just not his inherent goal. He's a hedonist, he does things that feel good for him. His goals and actions are based off of things that would feel good for him, not really interested in the people around him. He's selfish and acts on solely selfish desires; one of these happen to be keeping Ford around. I don't know think about it. And Ford? I could do suuuccchhh a long post just on the psychology of Ford and his brother, honestly I plan to. He has an ego, he knows he's gifted and skilled, he worked himself to the bone to be where he is now. But he's also incredibly insecure. He knows he's great but he also only knows he is great if there is someone there to tell him he is grand. He often looks down on others, even those he relies on this validation for, I don't even think it's intentional more than half of the time he does it. He displays himself as this incredibly secure yet detached person, he makes it seem like he doesn't need people but in reality he is deeply afraid of connection, or more-so the trials and tribulations that come with close connections. He NEEDS to envelope himself in his work, because his work makes him worthy, and his work wouldn't sabotage his future dreams at the most incredible college and life offer he has ever gotten. Honestly both Stanley and Stanford have an issue with validation and praise, despite also seemingly being so detached from people in general. I mostly believe this to be due to how their parents both fared and treated them and how they acted in society as a whole. Especially after the two got split there was an incredible change in both of their ways of life. Read the rest of my post here because Tumblr won't let me post everything I have to say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
True love, or something (It's not true love at all!)
#billford#bill cipher#ford pines#Writing this made me realize how bad I am at putting my thoughts into words#I'm going to have to make at least 15 more posts like this before I'm happy with my wording#I am not normal#Whatever!! Normal is subjective no one is normal#As someone who is aroace myself I'm not super interested in romantic billford#Well at least them in the past#I like the idea of something coming out of it after Bill has been humbled and Ford has been jaded#We love trauma bonding!
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house md and saw crossover where lawrence and wilson make out to see if they're into men (spoiler: they super are)
#house md#saw#james wilson#lawrence gordon#they're not really into each other they're just each others' closest male friend aside from >#whatever they each have with house and adam (who are the actual subjects of attention that spurred the event on)#it's one of those secrets they keep amazingly well bc they're both soooo good at pretending to be normal
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@dooplissss
meet ayumu nakagawa(中川歩夢, nakagawa ayumu), the second year art history teacher at ua and pro hero dreamer!
quirk: dreamwalk
dreamer can enter the dreams of others and interact with both the elements of the dream and the person dreaming themselves. with training in lucid dreaming, dreamer can summon some objects but is limited outside of his own dreams. any injuries inflicted on either party while the quirk is active will reflect on their physical bodies once they wake up.
the quirk active radius can vary, but average strength is around 25-30 meters.
dreamer typically works at night and works in finding missing persons and otherwise locating and/or apprehending hard to find villains. one of his students has expressed interest in joining his agency should he expand operations.
dreamer has a soft voice and appears to be rather tired some days, but tries his best to keep the class engaged anyway. he has been teaching at ua for about 4 years.
(submit a number from 1-30 to see one of my bnha ocs!)
here’s the one other time i drew him! (2021)
#gari draws#gari’s ocs#bnha#mha#mha oc#bnha oc#oc: ayumu nakagawa#nakagawa is trans :^)#i wrote his quirk in japanese as being 夢散歩 which is literally just the kanji for dream and then walk together. idr if i used jisho#to specifically make sure it means dreamwalk but yeah#we know very little about the curriculum for second and third years at ua so i made a new cast of teachers for the second years#it’s possible that they only have art history for one year anf then something else. but whatever subject is closest to art he would teach i#i also can’t visualize distances well. 30 meters sounds far but i don’t want him to have to sleep so close to the target#maybe he can push the radius further in exchange for less power inside the dream#also since he isn’t actively sleeping he isn’t as refreshed as he would be going to bed normally but he can recover some energy#i was so excited to draw him#and the sort of goatee stubble whatever tf it is was very spur of the moment#bc he is like 29 but has a case of the babyface#may do some minor tweaks regarding that but it is almost 4am 🤡#i dont have a set voiceclaim for him yet but maybe muichirou’s seiyuu from kny?
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genuinely always so shocked to see mirei hate. like literally god forbid women do anything.
#contra.txt#y5 haters in general... does playable haruka mean nothing to you...#DOES SHINADA TATSUO MEAN NOTHING TO YOU...#for legal reasons this is a joke people are allowed to feel however they want about whatever it's just viddy games#and i fully acknowledge y5 and its litany of flaws#of which there are certainly enough for any given individual to justifiably dislike/hate its entirety but I AM A Y5 LOVER THRU AND THRU#saejima's arc is just an arguably less interesting rehash of the one he had in 4?#(jail; jailbreak; betrayed by his lil buddy guy#but now we're sans the interesting character stuff of his feelings regarding the hit. & also i miss his hair.#& that's not even to say i think saejima is boring in y5 i think there's some interesting subtext to take away from his character#unique to this entry but it's pretty hard to deny how much is literally just y4 again but now he's bald)#BUT WHO GAFS he got buffed to hell gameplay-wise and punches bears now#and also baba's a great character and he doesn't have to do a whole chase minigame if a cop sees him anymore#bloated/unfocused feeling in general to the game?#WELL THAT'S JUST MORE CONTENT BABY!!! only a real issue if you're a completionist imo#+ are u telling me you don't wanna drive a taxi? u don't wanna play a video game in which the goal is to drive as normally as possible?#and i loveeeee multiple protagonists yay <3 y0 y4 and y5 are my favs so far lol (up to y6)#kiryu's inclusion in y5 also feels way more justified than in y4. he was so tacked on there i'm trying to remember what he even really did#other than tiger dropping as a boss fight before instantly forgetting how to tiger drop the second he became playable#and losing track of yasuko and getting tag-teamed by akiyama and tanimura (cough) and beating up daigo#but in exchange akiyama becomes the protag that feels kinda tacked on in y5. way less so than kiryu in y4 tho for sure#anyway. weird/strangely justified plot beats? WELL THAT'S JUST EVERY YAKUZA GAME#an arguably strange/poor writing choice for majima especially given how he ended up being written in y0?#well honestly other than the age thing i think it makes him more interesting... he's kinda fucked up!#but i do get why people are /really/ not a fan of it. ik i just said i think it makes him more interesting but if it gets retconned#or even just never mentioned again i wouldn't be surprised tbh#but additionally he's not even a major character in y5 so it feels like it's not really a significant complaint imo#anyway anyone can do this ('this' being acknowledging the flaws of a thing and then letting how much they otherwise enjoy#said thing determine how much they let said flaws influence their overall opinion) ...such is the beauty of subjectivity... i love you.#yakuza
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yo how the FUCK do people make actual long term close friends in this day and age
#i don't drink and i'm not into clubs#also i don't have like normal “group activity” interests like dnd or board games or whatever#idk how to make friends#it's one thing i miss about college#it was easy to make friends because you were usually both in a class because you were interested in the subject#so you automatically had something slightly more depthful to talk about#ugh#squash rambles
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Soulmates AU in which when your soulmate is in a situation that can result in their death you get to see through their eyes. Like, I don't know how to explain this- it kind of flashes between what you see and what your soulmate sees. You know those edits where there's a scene going on and there's another one faded in the background happening at the same time? Similar to that. The idea is that you get to see what your soulmate sees too, on top of what you're seeing.
Now, this AU but JeanMarco. With Marco asking the others where's Jean, just for him to start seeing a corpse right in front of his eyes not even a second after asking. Seeing through Jean's eyes as he's trying to get hold of that gear and stuff. And once Jean's safe, once it clicks that you know his best friend is his soulmate Marco can't wait for them to graduate so he can you know tell him that.
Then, you know. That happens. And Jean is so fucking confused because he keeps seeing Annie crying, looking down on him. Only when Annie starts getting off the gear, when his soulmate starts moving around trying to get away he starts panicking, starts moving around faster than before. And maybe he's too late. Or maybe he shows up in time and kills the titan. I don't know. That's not where I'm trying to get, but to the second option AKA Marco pulling an UNO reverse on Annie because he's a smart sneaky bastard like that and being like 'Hey you can't kill me, my soulmate will know it was you' which makes her stop trying to take off his gear. Reiner keeps telling her to do it, Bertholdt keeps yelling about that titan coming closer, but Annie... she has seen things, at some point. Flashes of moments that weren't hers, happening right in Trost- right in that moment. And she didn't give them too much thought until that moment, until it got confirmed that it has nothing to do with her titan powers.
'What do you mean by that?' she asks, because she needs to know more. Because she wants to know more. And Marco starts explaining how it works. Tells them that he has found his soulmate, that they will put all the blame on them for his death. Reiner doesn't believe him, keeps insisting that he's playing them around - he, and anyone born and raised on Marley, has never heard of something like that before, it doesn't exist - but Annie tells him to shut up and to let Marco go. Cue to the plot of any fic in which Marco doesn't straight up die after finding up their secret.
Anyway I don't know man, just,,, We need more soulmate aus for JeanMarco. That's an order.
#When I wrote this my mind was to Mina x Annie like straight up I was like 'Yeah Mina's Annie's soulmate and she saw her dying' but my brain#liked to remind me that you know Armin has a nerd death experience too. So it can go either way guys the idea is that Annie's soulmate l#either died in Trost or was close to dying#Some little things I daydreamed about while waiting to get home to finish this post (more like little details for the au than anything#else) : Only Eldians can have a soulmate aka only subjects of Ymir. Marley being the racist motherfucker they are aren't aware of the whole#soulmate thing. That's why Reiner Berthold and Annie has no clue something like that exists they didn't get taught about that. Meanwhile#everyone on Paradis knows about soulmates kind of hard not to when many SC die on a basic lol. Is something normalized for them#Also another little detail would be that a Titan Shifter can't see during their shift. Aka Eren didn't see through Mikasa's eyes during#Trost despite her being near death at some point(s) (I'm thinking about when Titan Eren punched that Titan coming for Mikasa but honestly?#She was in danger when Eren lost control too). So yeah that's all I have for now#I think it also make sense a little for some soulmate thing to occur on top of the titan powers given the whole 'love story' between Ymir#and King Friz (or whatever his name fuck that guy- in a nonsexual way). So yeah we should totally play around with the concept of soulmates#more#This post is a mess but I started it at like 11 pm and finished it at 6 pm let me be man. My sleep deprived mind came out with this one#I make no promises to actually write something with this - I'll have to re-watch the first two season and kind of update as I watch the#other seasons so yk. Low chances. But feel free to use this as you please haha. Go wild guys. It doesn't even need to be JeanMarco yk#Like Annie seeing Mina die with her own eyes??? And her thoughts process for the whole time once she finds out she was her soulmate#Or ykyk Historia Witnessing Ymir's death??? Nicolo losing his shit over seeing that little girl shoot his soulmate??? LEVI SEEING FLASHES#OF BIG ASS STONES THROWN AROUND#Man actually you can play around with Levi so much like we have Petra too and Hange and-#Regardless#aot jean#aot marco#aot#jeanmarco#Aot JeanMarco#jean kirstein#jean kirschstein#marco bodt#marco bott
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I can only really draw on an iPad right now because of the vision problems, but let me be entirely clear: I hate everything I draw on it and loathe the entire process of doing so. this is a device whose intended audience is people who build their existence around looking minimalist on instagram and I can feel it in every single line. the art I make on it isn't mine; it's a commodity at best. I miss it.
#my art#it feels so fucking wretched to be grieving so much loss and to have the only way of processing it be this defanged sanitized garbage#there has been an angry hunger building in me for years and all i can do is bear it alone 💖#with little income and even less in person support. whatever amount of money you think i have it's definitely less lmao#having a normal one 💖✨♥️#anyways i hate this fucking ipad i was lucky enough to get one cheap used but oh my god from the second i pick it up#i want to snap it over my fucking leg because the jagged edges of a break would be more authentic#than any art i can make by drawing on it properly#and no its not a screen texture issue that is not my problem with it do not advise me on this subject. i hate what it stands for#and i hate every component of its construction thank you
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Why. Are y’all adding that you’re white in that big popular rap post. Just shut the fuck up stop making disclaimers like you’re afraid of black tumblr users just fucking talking. Like instead of saying “wow my fellow white people we have to try harder” or “I mean im white but I love rap!” or variations of those like. Either don’t say anything or don’t disclaim it makes you look like you’re actively trying not to sound racist which makes you sound like a little baby OR it makes you sound like you’re taking this chance to flagellate about how sorry you are like. Just fucking change your behavior without expecting a pat on the back
#meows#I’m begging you to just be normal#and the people trying to say they hate rap as a monolith bc they’re autistic#idk man I’m embarrassed for you it’s putting me in pain to read your tags#sometimes it’s better to say nothing and take an internal note.#rather than waiting for black people to congratulate you for listening to one rap song#or if you don’t like it bc you’re autistic or whatever like. just don’t talk#ik im white lmao I’m not making this rebloggable or anything I’m venting#(not the same bc I’m doing it on my own post and not on a big popular post on the subject. it’s so easy)
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picking a course makes me want to cry and throw up so bad
#this will set up the rest of my life im afraid#there are 2 viable courses. the others are too complex and will not benefit me in the long run#the two viable choices. one I have experience in bec its somewhat art related#and it has real jobs. but its real rare and kind of underappreciated here where i live#might be hard to apply for#and the other one. i have vague interest in#not much experience however it has great jobs and opportunities everywhere#overall i will learn More and gain more from it probably. its not the most annoying subject in the world#sorry i dont have any figures that i can ask in my life about it hahaha all they say is 'which one would you enjoy more'#ive been in a self aware depressive state for years now i have no real passion for anything#i just do the things i know i can do#i would enjoy either the same normal amount#one where i can hone and expand on an existing skill#and one where i can take up new opportunities and expand my brain . my tool belt if u will#and i would really like either#i will gnaw wood#sorry for oversharing on main this is an actual cry for help heehoo maybe someone out there is going thru the same thing or whatever#it's just a lot of irreversible wasted time and effort and money
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What a stellar event ☀️ (Patreon)
#Doodles#Only *checks calendar* two and a half weeks late to the reaction party lol#It's fine I'm nothing if not constantly fashionably late#Is that what I'm calling it now sure lol#As you can see I was away from my usual tools! I straight up Forgot to bring them while Definitely still being subject to Inspiration Brain#And also the eclipse but really that was secondary#Lol no - the eclipse was amazing! :D I genuinely am so glad and grateful that I got to experience it firsthand :D#I actually - smol and I were apart so we experienced it separately - but she apparently read the safety warning on the sides of the glasses#I did not lol I was not particularly careful about how long I spent staring through them haha#It was just too cool to take my eyes off of! And I didn't end up with any spots or dots in my vision so it's fine probably >.>#I did hurt my throat from I guess compressing it from looking up while standing lol?? Good job evolutionary body design#I guess we're not made to stare at the sun normally but hmph I wanted to look!#It was very cool <3 If you're ever in the path of totality 10/10 experience would recommend to anyone :D#Also speaking of smol and my experience lol I'm usually the data person between the two of us and she isn't#But she kept very detailed notes! Like hour-by-hour and then eventually like minute-to-minute :D Really really cool!#This was the extent of my note-taking lol#As for the last one lol I was also like lightly annoyed that day pfft - just irl Kaiein nonsense#It was funny but also like - I don't trust them even now that they've explained ugh whatever lol it doesn't matter#The eclipse mattered and it was extremely cool <3
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