#What is New ?

[everlastingdream]

Part 1 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5

Kara felt Alex staring at her, but she couldn't tear her eyes from the screen. She distantly heard woman - no, Lena - talking excitedly to her, absolutely ecstatic at learning her name. She reminded Kara of little kid bubbling away about something new in their life.

But Kara wasn't able to feel happy for her. Because her new ghost friend wasn't just Lena. She was Lena Luthor.

"Kara, are you not happy for me?" Lena pouted which was adorable but didn't go with her image of business woman. Lena flickered a bit and reappeared beside Kara, looking progressively more worried.

Kara couldn't help but flinch.

"Kara?" Lena reached out her hand tentatively, and even if Kara knew she won't be able to touch her, she still moved out of reach.

"Sorry! Sorry, I need to talk with my sister a bit! We'll be back!" Kara stammered and swooped Alex to the next room, trying not to think about Lena's hurt eyes.

Alex almost fell off the chair where Kara settled her before starting passing before her with the speed where she left traces on the floor.

"Kara! Calm down!" Her sister huffed, when her eyes wasn't able to trace Supergirl anymore.

"How can I calm down?! I'm seeing the ghost of Lena Luthor of all people and she knows my secret! Why are you so calm?!" Kara hissed, glancing at the door.

"Oh, believe me, I'm freaking out too, but panicking won't help us. We need to think, not freak out!" She was already texting J'onn, who definitely will nag them about leaving them alone for the weekend.

"Text Winn too. We... we will need to confirm that she's a ghost and not some trap Lex laid out for us". It felt wrong to accuse Lena like that. But Kara wasn't going to risk her family and friends for the vague feeling of someone being the good person.

"Already. He says he's excited to become a ghost hunter but I'm sure he's shaking right now." Alex chuckled and it somehow calmed Kara a little.

"Okay, let's return. I will talk with her. Maybe we will learn something"

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When they went back into the room, Lena was sitting in front of screen, reading her file again and again. But she was flickering constantly, coming in and out of her transparent form.

When sisters returned to her, Lena looked at them almost afraid, disappearing for almost three second, before returning in the corner of the room. She looked ashamed and didn't raise her head at all.

"I- I swear, I wasn't snooping around!" She started before Kara could open her mouth. "I was just reading what happened to me. I didn't touch anything else..."

She looked at the verge of tears despite her eyes being completely dry. And seeing cheerful woman, who just yesterday boldly called herself a ghost and then gave her a lecture on the fashion, behaving like that made Kara's protective instincts kick in.

"Lena, what happened? Of course, you can read your own file! It's okay!"

Lena just stayed silent before taking deep breath.

"I was someone bad, wasn't I?" She sounded small and unsure, glancing at the screen and never at Kara.

It would be helpful if kryptonians can use telepathy because Alex was looking at the questioningly but couldn't bring herself to repeat everything Lena said.

"Lena..."

"No, don't tell me actually. I think I'm better not knowing", Lena smiled weakly and her face slowly morphed into professional mask of indifference, which Kara was yet to see on her. But it somehow hurted. "What if I remember and become bad again?"

"Kara, what is she saying?" Alex whispered but it sounded loud in the almost empty room.

"I will get out of your hair then", Lena gave curt nod, her voice now steady and devoid of emotions. "You promised to help me learn my name and you did it. And I will took your secret to the grave", a humorless chuckle, "Thank you. I won't bother you anymore".

And then Lena vanished before Kara's very eyes.

[ilovespidermansomuch]

why is everyone in cute mlm relationships and I'm not😭😭

just want a summer loveee

[tai-janai]

tss quotes work too well with them

[theodoradevlin]

*Meech nearly trips on some feet sticking out from under a flower bush. He nudges his new founding with his shoe and clears his throat.*

Hello? Miss? Are you alright?

*stretches lazily, waking up from quite a lovely nap under the flower bush and pops out suddenly with no warning. A multitude of flowers are tossed at her friend.*

No need to kick me Meech ....looks like you found my secret nap spot.

[sierradeaton]

do you ever just think about how pets are these precious innocent creatures that we choose to bring into our lives that are dependent on us and look to us to take care of them and trust us with their lives and we're responsible for them and in return they love us and give us affection and keep us company and we literally hold their little lives in our hands and they're so loyal to us and good and pure 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[queerdiazs]

fuck it friday 🫧

hi friends, mwah

i was tagged by @jesuisici33, @exhuastedpigeon, @callmenewbie, @fortheloveofbuddie, @wikiangela, @giddyupbuck, @thewolvesof1998, and @daffi-990 i adore all of you sm

please enjoy a lil piece of my new bad things fic that i hope to have finished by monday? ♥️

“You’re helpless,” he says, but it’s affectionate, dripping with honey-like adoration that makes the blood in his veins all sticky. “You know that?”  “Yeah.” Buck grins, big and goofy and a little buck-toothed. “That’s what I have you for.”  “And what if I’m not there?”  Buck reaches out, tugs on a loop in Eddie’s pants, and says, “I’m not letting you get that far away from me, cowboy,” and if they weren’t in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by poison ivy and an elusive black bear cub and the rest of their team, Eddie thinks he might kiss him right there.  Except, well. They’re not together, not really, and as much Eddie wants it, as much as he thinks Buck wants it, too, and that he’ll welcome a kiss, any kind, he’s not in the game of gambling his heart right now.  Eddie chuckles. “You’re silly,” he says, fond like the sky is blue and the grass is green and he can breathe without thinking about it, kind of like how he can love Buck without thought, easy as that, simple as anything, and finishes adjusting Buck’s vest. “Purrito.”  “Woof,” Buck whispers, cackling, and Eddie snorts, shoves him away because he can’t very well pull him close.

tagging @callaplums, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @eddiediaztho, @honestlydarkprincess, @try-set-me-on-fire, @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy, and whoever else wants to share something!

[ephemeralzenith]

do you ever think about how altan trengsin must have felt?

do you think he ever loved shiro? do you think he ever wanted shiro to love him? do you think he was disappointed when the only other adult in his life didn't really want him because of who he was, but because of some festishisation of his race? do you ever think he felt so lonely at irjah's? do you think he ever hated his race? do you think he ever blamed the fact that he was speerly for everything that transpired? do you think he wanted to be popular when he first got to sinegard? do you think he wanted people to like him? do you think he ever cried about any of this? do you think he felt awkward in the dorms because everyone around him were friendly enough, and he was there in the corner? do you think he ever wished he was tobi, or kureel, or anyone else? do you think he wanted jiang to like him so much because it was actually an adult that cared about HIM? do you think he ever felt rejected by jiang? do you think that's why he resented jiang - because he thinks he did something wrong and jiang was punishing him? do you think jiang ever explained to altan why? do you think that he ever felt loved by chaghan? do you think that he wanted the cike to like him? do you think the duality of how he was fetishised for his race and then was hated for his race must have affected him? do you think he ever spent hours in those fucking training rooms so he wouldn't lose the one thing people kept him around for - his fire and his ability to fight? do you think he ever struggled in social situations because he was never taught how to talk to people? do you think he ever regretted keeping people close? do you think he ever regretted pushing everyone away? do you think he was happy when he died? do you think he ever missed anyone? do you think he ever loved anyone? god, altan trengsin

[flyhighisco]

conceding from set pieces we are sooo back

[someonetooksendnoodles]

helped my family set up disney+ on a new tv…

disney if you’re going to pull content from your services than you should update your SIGN UP screen to not falsely advertise content that’s no longer available :)

[declanscunt]

i need to know how nonkenstewys see every interaction btwn them because TO ME it is DEEPLY CHEMICALLY SEXUALLY CHARGED LIKE EXPLOSIVE LIKE MIND MELTINGLY SACCHARINE LIKE NASTY LIKE WAUGHHHHHHHSHSH OUGH OUGJSKALSKWKSHSH PUKE SCREAM PUKE SCREAMMMMMMM but are they just like. cool.

[ajamlessbaby]

32, 10, 94 and 6 for the unusual ask game!

first of all hi hi hi thank you for sending me one ✨

32. 3 favorite girl names

Easily Elena and Rayna (mostly from my Balkan heritage and culture) and Leia (I will forever hold Leia Organa as a badass warrior in my heart)

10. how would you describe your style

Let me paint you a picture - dystopian apocalyptic comfort meets attempts at a cozy librarian on a low budget (ft. “I’ll stop wearing black when they make a darker colour” 🌈)

94. favourite lyrics right now

Couldn’t settle on one but

Florence+The Machine’s Just a Girl - I’m just a girl in the world, that’s all you’ll let me be / Oh, I’m just a girl, my apologies, what I’ve become is so burdensome *chefs kiss*

And Fall Out Boy’s Love from the Other Side - Every lover’s got a little dagger in their hand

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less

Curious, sarcastic, socially-awkward (we count this as one word shhhhhh)

[makishinichi]

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mitsui is the most "normal" person in shohoku according to inoue and honestly it makes so much sense... his whole sense of worth used to be "middle school mvp" but he got annoyed when he was tied down to that title, he wanted to be something more than that in high school. he thought his "true" self would be the player who would single handedly bring shohoku to the national championship and repay anzai-sensei for his kindness. but when akagi started matching up with him, his entire self worth of being the "ace" started tearing down and he destroyed himself in the process of trying to become the person he thought he was.

after he got injured, he was completely lost. if his "true self" wasnt the "ace", then who would it be? he ran away from his old self in an attempt to try and find a new self, he surrounded himself in cruelty and anger to avoid the reality that he was without his life's purpose, which was to be shohoku's special one... in the tfsd resource book, inoue says that miyagi and mitsui fight it out because they're not their true selves and are unable to fulfill their wishes. but ultimately, even when he returned to shohoku and tried to be the ace again, he realised in the sannoh game that the "ace" wasnt even the true mitsui either. the true mitsui was just someone who loves playing basketball, the one who challenged miyagi back in middle school, the one who needs people around him to improve instead of doing it all on his own...

"a main character cant do it without the supporting characters" thats what mitsui had thought before. but in truth mitsui himself was a supporting character. the main character was shohoku and the members were supposed to be the supporting act, all of them helping each other like cogs in a machine to bring shohoku to victory. but ironically thats when mitsui shines the most, when he's just normal... i've always considered mitsui's mindset change in sannoh a "development", but it was more than that, it was a "self discovery"....

and at the end of the day, it always comes down to anzai-sensei's words. in the beginning, he told his takechuu teammates that he was their superstar, but when he lost the ball, he was about to lose everything. but anzai-sensei gave him hope. "if you give up, the game is over". he clung to those words and it brought him to mvp status. even after losing to akagi, even after getting injured, even after losing himself, even after returning to basketball and finding out he was never supposed to be the ace, he only has those words to cling to. "i'm not special, but i'm bad at giving up." my heart aches....

[eggmeralda]

i'm ngl i've been listening to all my favourite songs since september 2013 in chronological order for like the past 3 hours (someone pls drag me out of this abyss before it's too late) and i'm currently in march 2021 which was when i first started thinking about swag and i pretty much haven't stopped thinking about him since so uh. yeah. currently thinking about swag

[everoutoftouch]

If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.

[bookwyrminspiration]

I can behave normally around books