#We love the suffering and trauma
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"The damage is already done."
#art tag#gravity falls#oc art#melanie blake#Pre-Show Melanie#We love the suffering and trauma#it builds character#Teehee#Partially to celebrate BoB#Love that for her#We love Melanie waking up after possession and seeing just how DAMAGED she was.#the trauma guys.
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Sucker for pain
That's for all the writers who look at jiang cheng and decide to put him through other unimaginable woes. <3 As if his life wasn't rough enough lol.
#Like. Most of wwx fic I have read were like:' everyone should be sorry for wwx and acknowledge his grief to the point of being ooc'#'We just want people to love and protect awu innocent xianxian'#And then there are jc fics where authors are like: ohhhhhhh. The stages of grief are five???? Good. jc is going to expiriece 12 stages#of grief!!!!#You blink and the jc is put through non-con. calamities. deaths. tortures. trauma. rough times. in particular wwx-related-rough-time#authors are like: 'he didn't suffer enough: we'll make him experience every pain and woes known to humankind'#And at the end of the fic jc is almost always like: 'time to get up from this puddle of my own blood and see how jl is doing'#It's wild tbh. I've few theories why this happens lmao#If it wasn't clear: keep it up you all!#*mgifs#*stp#jiang cheng
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ONE: ok guys here’s an arc about mob, in his growth as a person, being confronted with an ideology he’s unfamiliar with, and he has to learn from it but also understand why it’s unhealthy and bad to properly grow from it and choose kindness in the end, albeit in a more nuanced way than before, and this will make mob more able to confront later problems in the season that can’t be solved with mere kindness and require a deep understanding of loneliness and solitude, something he hasn’t had much room to speak on until now. To express mob being shown this villain’s ideology we have a sequence where we see how mogami views the world and by extension how he sees mob, by putting mob in the kind of sad fucked up world he thinks exists, but mob will overcome it with the knowledge that in the real world he has people he cares about and that even the people who make the world bad sometimes can change and nobody is a static evil and kindness and courage when you’re going through hardship goes a long way. despite the darkness this is ultimately a very uplifting experience for him and a show that life is always more than its darkest moments, and also how picking yourself up instead of wallowing in your own suffering and trauma is hard but a very courageous act and what makes mob stronger than mogami
mp100 fans with tunnel vision: Oh so mob was tortured for six months and is sad? He’s literally so sad and traumatized and nobody is talking about this?
#babbles#mp100#decided to nab an old discord message for Post Purposes#BC i love mogami arc but god the Fandom Mogami Arc™️ where it’s all just#Evil Mogami Sad Mob Whump Look How Sad Why Aren’t We Talking About This!!!#makes me SEE RED. MY GOD#fandoms when characters experience trauma and get takeaways from it that aren’t looking into the camera to go#Wow That Was So Sad I Am Traumatized And Sad Now#I Am So Sad And Must Acknowledge My Trauma By Suffering And Never Growing#and of course coming back to one of my biggest fandom pet peeves which is viewing characters exclusively as People#like mob is so so so dear to me he’s one of my top ccs i care about him so so much#but he’s not a real child being bullied who needs like. counseling. his trauma served a purpose in the story and#dwelling on it was not that purpose!
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i'm really here...i'm alive
#ava silva#warrior nun#avatrice#warriornunedit#alba baptista#avatriceedit#avasilvaedit#i did a whole thread on twitter about ava and how she deserved more compassion#because her childhood was so unbelievably fucked up#and somehow through all of it#she still held on to her hope#and this moment right here was her getting that freedom#for the first time#and just reveling in it#i have so much love for ava#and i do wish the show had given her trauma and her pain a little more respect#hopefully in season 3 we get that#because the poor girl suffered greatly#if anyone deserved to be a little selfish#it's her#myedits
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#i can't reblog this but it came across my dash#and having just watched 4.9/4.10 again last night I NEED to yell about it#so i'm doing this#because YES#Silver does NOT fail to Get why Flint and Madi are pursuing the war because he has not suffered like they have#it's actually the opposite#we see him go through more real brutal direct pain and trauma on screen than either of them#even totally discounting the implied Unending Horrors (tm) of his past#maybe less grief but absolutely more trauma#for him the suffering this war will lead to is not theoretical#and the good it could possibly bring about very much is#and he is SCARED and trying to protect the people he loves#not to say anything about whether his choices are justified or not#but it is very clear WHY he is making them#and it's interesting how suffering in this show pushes characters in different directions#black sails#john silver
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havent seen this take in a while thankfully but it popped up in my head and i wanna post this anyways. i think everyone who talks about how siffrin “got off too easy” at the end of isat and his friends should have abandoned him should go read warrior cats if they want an example of a character using their trauma as their god-given jailbreak card to treat their family and peers (a good amount of whom who were completely innocent) like dogshit, and who faces zero consequences from the narrative for it (and in fact bends over to blame their peers). like read all the shit jayfeather does while the narrative sobs over how tragic but awesome and quirky he is and then look me in the eye and tell me siffrin’s ending was poorly written.
#or look at titania from reborn. what who said that#at least siffrin’s trauma is actually developed and taken deadly seriously by the narrative and clearly isnt being used to excuse his behav#behavior#siffrin does some shitty things in the story but theyre very obviously in a horrible state mentally and physically thats been breaking them#down little by little by little until theyve exploded and broken down. and his family still holds him accountable for what he did#but they stay with him anyways because they love and respect and care about him and are horrified to learn his situation#meanwhile ivypool goes through trauma yeah but shes not really written like a realistic trauma victim#and when she hurts her sister over and over and over and over and over again its always her sister who has to make it up at the end#and we all gotta sob and coo over ivy because shes the fan favoriteand if you criticize her then you hate trauma victims#(ignoring dovewing’s trauma from the situation as well i might add)#while ivy never gets to grow or acknowledge how her attitude is hurtful to herself and others#its just ‘’well dovewing had it better so she better shut the fuck up and deal with the constant emotional abuse ivy throws at her’’#imagine if isat ended with siffrin going ‘’actually im not sorry bc you all havent suffered as much as me’’#and the party didnt object to that at all and they were like ‘’yes we do have it better so youre justified in hurting us#and also you are the most tragic character ever so you cant face emotional consequences ever’’#(and before anyone goes ‘’well dovewing left the clan and ivypool feels bad about that’’ the story doesnt position it as a consequence of#her behavior to her sister. canonically shes leaving to be with her baby daddy and SHES framed as the one hurting her sister#and shes the one whos gotta mend that rift. while the narrative doesnt acknowledge that that situation was partly her sisters fault at all#)#ok sorry for wc on main jumpscare. i wouldve posted over on the blog but i dont think people over there have played isat#echoed voice#isat spoilers
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What if I was obsessed about stories about trauma preventing us from accessing our authentic selves. What then?
#Want. What do you want Jon? What do you WANT?#To want is to allow room for the self#And the thing about the kind of the kind of trauma Jon has been through is just how removed it is from the self#The question is not “What do I want?”#it's “what can I do so that I am not punished? So that I do not suffer?"#Martin is right.#Jon Doesn't Want to blind himself or kill himself#Jon wants love and affection and connection and safety and comfort#Hence the “we” and “together” and “you and me” phrasing#This Is A Love Confession.#“Run Away With Me!”#What if I was weeping#Tma#tma podcast#jonathan sims#magnuspod#magnus archives#the magnus archives#Jmart#What a stupid ship name I hate it#New Listener please no spoilers
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Every description about Nico (especially the canon ones) describing him as “cold” can personally fight me. Nico is jaded, yes, and often closed-off and sometimes stand-offish and defensive but he is not "cold”. He cares SO SO SO MUCH about EVERYONE. He loves and cares with his entire heart constantly and that is a core part of his character. He doesn’t often make public shows of his affection but he takes care to be kind when it matters and doesn’t hide that he does care (usually, the only exception really being him being in the closet, but even then he only hid his crush specifically and not the fact that Percy is important to him). He fine with hugging his friends in front of a crowd and will sit with strangers at a campfire just so they’re not alone. I mean, heck, he’s an extrovert! We know this! He actively seeks out people and gets lonely very quickly and easily! If he can’t talk to living people he will chat with the dead! That’s how much he thrives on being social!
The only time Nico has ever been actively “cold” was the couple of months between TTC and BoTL when he was actively mourning Bianca. Nico is not “cold.” He loves so much and he does show it, just in his own way.
#pjo#riordanverse#nico di angelo#analysis#brought to you by: I saw a blurb for TSATS that said something like ''Will melted through Nico's icy heart/cold exterior''#and it made me want to tear something apart with my teeth because of how Blatantly Incorrect that is#like that is a disservice to both their characters.#a.) Will did not ''fix'' Nico or ''change'' him or anything. He is just a source of joy in Nico's life#TOA even explicitly acknowledges that them dating did not ''fix'' Nico and that Nico is actively getting outside help for his trauma/etc#and b.) Nico is not cold!!! He has never been a cold person!!! there's a reason ''emo'' is short for ''emotional!''#Nico's character is ENTIRELY DRIVEN BY LOVE AND CARE FOR OTHER PEOPLE#yes he's jaded but he's only jaded in a way of being afraid of letting people into his life because he's afraid to lose them#not that it stops him because it sure does keep happening anyways because SURPRISE. HE LOVES TOO MUCH.#HE LITERALLY CANNOT HELP HIMSELF HE LOVES PEOPLE SO STRONGLY AND SO DEEPLY HE CANNOT STAY JADED ABOUT IT#he just keeps going ''Okay *THIS* time I won't let this person into my life to risk heartbreak- AW FUCK I'VE DONE IT AGAIN''#SO MUCH of his character is entirely driven by ''I care about people. I dont want them to suffer what i have suffered or suffer at all''#like really the only times we ever see Nico being actively angry/snappy at people#is like a.) He is either actively being majorly hurt or has just recently been majorly hurt (Bianca's death. Being outed. etc)#b.) Someone is hurting others is going to bring harm to others (Calling out his dad in TLO. Killing Bryce)#or c.) Someone is doubting or calling into question his lived experiences (Basically any scene where people say he's pushing people away)#other than that Nico actually tends to give people way more lenience than necessary. he will put up with a LOT#and he won't even call people out on it or hold a grudge about it (i see you alleged Nico's fatal flaw. you're wrong)#unless it's like. something A Lot Of People Do Often (ex: push him away/exclude him/etc)#at which point he might be like. mildly upset about it but not much more then that. which is just a normal measured response.#anyways Nico's not cold he's just autistic
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tragic heroes
he sees it in the way you look at him, at the way you see passed all his bravado, all his helpless insecurities, hidden behind a firm exterior, or an easy smile, or a wink and a kiss to the cameras.
the first time you ask if he’s tired, he almost breaks down.
“exhausted,” he says, finally admitting it to himself, letting the height of his body curl in on itself till he’s sure he could fit comfortably in your arms and stay there.
“shh…” you tell him, “it’s okay…”
“everyone gets tired sometimes, even superheros like you,” you say, reaching for him, pulling him into you, into your chest, holding him like a breath, carrying him in your arms as though that’s where he’s always belonged.
“i’m not a superhero,” he says, his voice small and tight and terribly different from the way it usually is.
“of course you are,” you say, pulling back to look at him, to cup his cheeks between your hands like water in a stand storm, like something beautiful, something precious and perfect — something made so by it’s mere existence.
and when he tries to shake his head, to open his mouth and tell you how wrong you are, you shut him up with a kiss. you kiss him so hard and so deep that for a moment, he can’t remember a time when he wasn’t kissing you. you kiss him hard enough to bruise, hard enough to forget.
when you finally pull away, he looks down to find you smiling and he leans down to kiss you back like acceptance, like pain and knowing and remembering.
“you’ll always be my hero.”
ATSUMU, bokuto, hoshiumi, HINATA, midoriya, oikawa, MIRIO
#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#boku no academia#atsumu miya#hinata shouyou#oikawa tooru#mirio toogata#midoriya izuku#bokuto koutarou#hoshiumi kourai#we could be heroes#angst mcgee#haiCUTIES#okay so i will admit i was in…. somewhat of a HeadSpace today but… i love me a tragic hero —#and maybe not even tragic in the traditional way that people might see them (altho mirio is LITERALLY the def of tragic hero)#but just like the tragedies heros have to suffer through to BECOME who they are know#i’m just… thinking about that a lot. like…. a LOT a lot.#just how much trauma and fear and isolation and whatever else they had to fight and conquer to become the ‘heroes’ they are
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how to live a happy and fulfilling life when everyone around you is obsessed with shame and guilt and suffering
#i DO already know how - i’m just complaining#if one more person apologizes to me unnecessarily i think i will explode in a mass of blood and viscera#like. i’m legit gonna have trauma about this it makes me so mad lmaoooo#ALSO i’m FINALLY getting the ball rolling for my mom and mom-mom re: getting a home care person to help out#and she’s like ‘whoa… maybe i could go back to work…’#and it’s like. dude. HOW did you not seriously consider this until now????#you haven’t taken a vacation in three years because you think that to love is to suffer dude!!!!!!!#get help!!!!!!!!#or a home care aide at the very least…#never thought that applied statistics would be my escapism activity but here we are…#despite how shitty my high school years were i think 2024 is probably objectively gonna go down as the worst year of my life so far#but a lot of good has happened and is happening also#and i’m much stronger now than i was then#so you know…#we move forward
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I went into the new Night Vale episode honestly thinking they were going to pull another "what do you mean the previous episode ended on a cliffhanger no no nothing happened" and we wouldn't hear of Kevin or the Boy in at least two years.
And then the episode was titled "He is still holding a knife" XD
#welcome to night vale#welcome to night vale spoilers#night vale#night vale spoilers#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#kevin r free#kevin from desert bluffs#I CALLED IT I CALLED IT#as soon as the boy said 'i need to put it inside a body'#i knew where this was going to go#that or outright killing the smiling god#which i still think is a reasonable outcome to expect out of this whole situation#honestly? good for him.#if killing his future self is the only way for him to be free then i support him 100%. i am sad bc i love kevin but i support him.#go ahead kevin stab that trauma. i love you.#feels aside the boy mysteriously producing more and more knives was pretty hilarious#he is living my dream life#also CAN WE TALK ABOUT CECIL BEING KIND TO THE BOY AND GIVING HIM SNACKS even though the boy is very clearly threatening him?#cecil and kevin both grew up in abusive families (not to mention the rest of the abuse kevin is still suffering)#cecil is being nice to kevin's child self as much as to his own child self#he's showing him the kindness neither of them received#also 'she is trying to get him to resolve his issues WITHOUT stabbing' sjdkljsklfjkls#also i stimmed so fucking hard when carlos showed up <3 love to see cecil being a dork about his husband
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☆ we dance to the pull of our frayed strings upon our graves
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You were going to be a knight. Ever since you were a child, you had swore you'd become a legend amongst men, sword in hand as you defended the land that provided for you. That day you'd promised your family you'd return safely, make them proud to call you their child. What a fool you were - young and naive.
You never did make it back home. You wonder if you would find a grave there with your name on it - but who would want to remember the naive child who swore to come back a knight, only to never return at all?
Hands tug at tangled strands, a brush pulling at your hair painfully a she hums. You try to bite down the urge to flinch, but it only takes one failure for her to pause, the sudden silence like a heavy weight upon your shoulders. Fear swells in your chest, suffocating you as you tremble, growing lightheaded and dizzy the longer the silence stretches on.
You do not realize you are crying, tears rolling down your cheeks as you stare at yourself numbly in the mirror, until warm hands wipe them away. Her voice is nothing but soothing and warm, but to you it is like a blade against your throat.
"Oh, darling..did I hurt you?"
She coos at you like a cornered, frightened animal, cupping your cheek as she steps around to your side, the soft click of the brush against the table making you flinch. She tilts your head to the side, kissing your cheeks and forehead, ignoring the way you tremble beneath her, unable to look into her eyes. She is so soft, so gentle with you, that you almost forget.
But you can't. It haunts you, even now - watching your fellow knights in training drowning in flame, the smell of burning flesh filling your lungs, and the sound of their screams intermingled with her voice ringing in your ears. You can never forget the way she looked at you - lips pulled back into a smile as she stepped over burning corpses to cup your face between bloody, searing palms.
You could not forget the name of another on her tongue as she called to you.
"There we are. No need to cry any longer, my heart."
You sink into her touch, too weak to find the will to resist her - her hands are like brands upon your skin, but you still lean into her, eyes closed as she kisses your brow. You do not know anything else but the searing heat of her palms and the softness in her voice reserved for someone you are not.
How naive you had been, when you had once thought that maybe, maybe, once you became a knight you'd be honored with a gift from the Gods - a vision that burned against your hip, lighting the way forward as you protected the nation you had once adored.
Now you cannot help but think it only served to reveal to you the rats hiding in the darkest corners of Mondstadt, sealing your fate amongst the bitter cold of Snezhnaya.
What a cruel joke, the God's have played on you.
You hum along to a song you do not know, sheltered in a cage of fire - a songbird who sings, despite the smoke that fills its lungs.
Till death do us part.
#genshin yandere#genshin impact yandere#yandere la signora#yandere signora#la signora#signora#fic tag#so. um. yan!signora w a reader she thinks is rostams reincarnation am i right...........#IM NORMAL I PROMISE. IM SO NORMAL#everyone look away i wrote this in a moment of weakness /j#i just think we need more actually fucked up unhinged yan women okay :(#I JUST THINK. THE ANGST. THE DRAMA. ITS SO GOOD.#i love making my favs suffer by never healing from their trauma#platonic!yan!ei + reader who she thinks is makoto's reincarnation is also good food :)#re-traumatize them for flavor!!!!!!!#(i am a normal well functioning member of society)
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also i'm sure knife trio would be the type of parents that if they're called to the director Office bc their kid start a fight the first thing c!punz and c!dream would Say to her after ask if She's okay will be "did You win?!" And Sam it's just bewteen worry and wanting to laught his ass off
oh absolutely. Drunz without question believe that if their child thought there was Reason to start a fight, then the only thing that matters was if she was able to finish it. Sam is fussing and stressing over any cuts or bruises his child have sustained, but she informs them of her victory and he is snuggling her.
#ckau children#ask boxed#Dream also very quietly stresses as soon as theyre out of view of other people#cuddles his child on the couch and reassures himself that it was just a small fight between children and that's not uncommon#just. after everything. he doesn't want the people he loves to suffer like he did#all his trauma has softened and healed into something gently livable. but we always have those demons no matter how old we get
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Actually I think so much about how in Creeping Shadow Lockwood and Lucy walked through death together and it brought them closer to each other and further away from the others, but then in Empty Grave they ALL walked through death together and yet that familiarity and love stayed but without the idea that it was forced upon them by shared indescribable experiences. Their comfort in each other isn't purely built on being the only two people to suffer in the same way! And we have the proof because they've all seen that suffering now!
#lockwood and co#lockwood and co spoilers#idk I love how at the beginning of empty grave it's like 'we've trauma bonded! and we spend so much time together! and we're the only#people who Get It!'#and then the end is like no actually this isn't just a familiarity born of trauma and suffering together#it means a lot? idk
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who up praying for downfalls 🤨
#mine#yandere#yancore#yandere vent#oh my god have i got some things to say. ooohhuuoouugh buddy#its not even my own situation this isnt even related to me. but im being a nice upstanding young man and venting abt it instead of invoking#the curse of ra. wishing someone dies is such a good coping mechanism fr because instead of thinking about it forever i can move on with#my life. and its great! but oouuuh theres something wrong with that huh. and oh my god. this issue is so fucked but i cant explain it in#a heartfelt and meaningful way. so imagine someone is religiously devoted to a guy and their mental anguish stems from jealousy or fear#of abandonment. and they are internally tormented about that forever. and just because they dont fit your definition of whats right#youre all like Hey you know that guy that means everything to them. how about we take him for ourselves solely bc this person#this suffering person whose life depends on him- who acts like that BECAUSE they are suffering- you think they deserved to be punished for#their traumas? their guilt and pain and anguish? you are no better than whatever you think they are.#i dont think this even makes sense cause im vague on purpose. this sounds like a situation from the bible i think#idk i didnt read it. anyways im skipping and frolicking in my cradle of hatred that fills me with warmth and delight#its not required that people are nice or respectful when their lives have been wretched thanks to people like YOU#but i hope their devotion never wavers due to people who hate their happiness. its not like those people matter anyway#if youre meant to be with your Guy and you love him enough then nothing else matters at that point. its all a test#die a martyr for your own romantic ideologies or whatever satou matsuzaka said#this is literally the equivalent of like. a mother cat adopts a kitten that isnt hers bc her own kin are all dead. she protects this kitten#with her entire life. and her whole being. and hisses growls bites at anyone that comes close to it. and some human teens are like#we should take that kitten solely because the mother cat loves it so much that shes willing to get violent for it.#because its not very niceys of her to harass those who want to take away the only thing she has left! oh noes!!#like shut the fuck up dawg. if that cat mauls someone for getting too close to her baby then mind your own goddamn business#clearly they did not grow up italian 💀#clearly they did not grow up with nothing being their own. nothing being sacred. no desire to protect anything#anyways yanderes i love you. you are fr so easy to be around and you should never change for anyone. i mean maybe take some therapist#advice here and there in case your devotion makes you suffer but OTHERWISE!!! dont feel bad about being a hater!!! protect what is yours#and i will respect it so hard i swear to god. its not that difficult to treat your devotion with the kindness it deserves.#if a disrespectful teen tries to steal your kitten then ill help you beat them to death with a shovel idc
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If people start hating on Cassandra on that post I'll personally be throwing hands
#also not the point i was making on whether rapunzel suffered physical abuse or not#its that they dont acknowledge she has trauma from gothel and growing up isolated in a tower#there's other things not related to her hair that arent as easy to screenshot to get the point across#like HOW rapunzel deals with things#or her reaction to returning to the tower#nuance etc.#one thing i love in tts is how much they say without saying it#i just wish we got a littttlllee more to chew on for this because her reactions are so loaded#tangled the series
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