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shitpostingkats · 1 month ago

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I swear, nothing makes me go bonkers fucking yonkers quite like comparing Athena and Apollos' introductions to the WAA.

When Phoenix asked Athena to come work for the agency, he reached out overseas to get in contact and offer her a job. When Phoenix asked Apollo to come work for the agency, he didn't even mention what the business was called or what they actually did.

On Athena's first day in court, Phoenix showed up and took over for her when she started to break down. On Apollo's first day in court, Phoenix made him an accomplice in crime and almost ruined his career.

When Athena introduces her childhood best friend to the WAA, they get her cleared of murder charges and save a friendgroup. When Apollo tries to introduce his childhood best friend to the agency, he dies before that can even happen.

When Athena returns to the space center, she is greeted by the robots with open arms. When Apollo returns to the space center, he is greeted by the name of a dead man.

When Phoenix sought out Athena as a protégé, it was because he realized how much she was hurting. When Phoenix sought out Apollo as a protégé, its because he realized how much he could be used to hurt others.

#something something you are everything I wish my life could have been.#you did not steal those opportunities from me because they were never even mine to begin with.#it feels like you were afforded so much more than I ever was but I look at you and I don't see someone at peace and happy #and the ways they use this to parallel him to AURA. someone who also feels like Athena 'stole' all the attention and love #and none of this in Athena's fault she didn't ASK for these things #she spends the whole game suffering from the fact that someone threw their life away just to preserve hers #but its happening and she cant stop it and apollo knows its not her fault but still. it still hurts #thinking about how protege comes from the french word 'to protect'#aa #ace attorney #ace attorney dual destinies #dual destinies #aa dual destinies #aa5 #aa5 spoilers #athena cykes #apollo justice #phoenix wright #clay terran #juniper woods #spk plays dual destinies

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bondagebimbo · 1 month ago

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my current favorite perfume, the jeans I want, the thigh highs I want, the tank tops I want, the sneakers I want, the sexiest sports bra I’ve ever found, and the flannel fleece lined jacket I want are all on sale rn and I’m 😭😭😭

#I wish I could afford them all I’m so sad

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dipnpipappreciator · 11 days ago

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I love seeing everyone talking about bringing bracelets to trade for tit and creating crafts and drawings and art and phan works to share and it just brings me such unadulterated joy to be part of such a creative, lovely and enthusiastic fandom. even though I've only been a phan for a year, and had tumblr for a couple of months, you are all so lovely and I'm glad to be a part of such a wonderful community

#I wish I could afford to go to tit just so I could meet people and see all the creativity in person #this fandom just comes across so well #and it's been great to be a part of the october chaos and #nbsii #and everything else #sorry for the continued tag rant but I have so many feelings about this rn #phan #dan and phil #dnp #dan howell #daniel howell #phil lester #amazingphil #d&p #phandom

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challengers · 24 days ago

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started from the bottom -> now we here

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kuzcoskingdom · 2 months ago

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All Emperor's New Groove cards from Disney Lorcana: Into the Inklands & Shimmering Skies

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squisheebugdoodles · 4 months ago

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Okay Here Is The Problem: everything costs money and yet money is something that i just literally never have. solution? kill the idea of money so that nothing costs anything Please. i'm so tired

#despite making more money w/ my commissions than ever before this year #i am still. not able to save up literally even one (1) single penny of it bc of bills #i have to make like 600 every month just to break even at like 5 dollars in my acct #please i am so fucking tired #i want to get myself things and do shit #i want to buy things for archie and jack's dog and for the house so that things are better for all of us #i want to be able to afford snacks more than once every three months like if i maybe want a bag of chips #instead of saving up for three months and going 'yeah okay 5 dollars for a normal sized bag of chips is finally worth it' ?????????????????#why the fuck are chips so expensive that is potatoes and spices and like all of it is automated hello?? what are we fucking paying for?????#ANYWAYS.#i am just fucking. Tired #due to recent events I was like #'okay how much are dog treadmills.... oh. i see. i will never be able to afford that even after three years saving. got it'#there are five hundred fundraisers on my dash (BARELY hyperbole) every single day and everybody needs help #so i COMPLETELY get people not having a ton of disposable funds this isn't me complaining about that i'm just.#i wish that i sometimes had money so that i could MAYBE save anything up or y'know. have ANYTHING to show for it #bc right now i am working full time at this job (commission/freelance artist and adopt maker etc) and making like maybe 4 dollars an hour #which is great bc when i started i was only getting about $0.11 an hour but like. that's still not. Good. For all the time i put into it #but due to circumstances and situations this is about all i'm physically and mentally able to do here and i LIKE doing commission but it's #not really. getting me anywhere and i just want to afford things finally.#i'm 27 and everything i own fits in one room and almost all of it was gifted to me for free bc i couldn't afford to get it on my own #delete later i'm just so tired man

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cheekblush · 4 months ago

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took myself on a little shopping trip yesterday in the city where i used to study in hopes of lifting my spirits but by the end of the day i felt so disheartened. wandering the same streets 10 years later and not much has changed. i’m still the same lonely unlovable girl.

#i just wanted to have a good time and not rot in bed for once on my work free weekend but of course my brain can’t let that happen #it was such a lovely day actually the weather was sunny and windy it wasn’t too hot or cold ideal weather to stroll through the city #i had delicious food and found some comfortable clothes but at the end of the day i just felt so empty and worn out #seeing all these couples and friend groups and families and i’m still all by myself after so many years #tbh i’m even lonelier now than i was 10 years ago back then i at least had a few friends #idk what i’m doing with my life tbh.. i just want to be happy but even when i take myself on a cute little date i end up feeling miserable #bc it just hits me how truly lonely i am #i fear i’m incapable of forming any genuine relationships anymore bc i had so many bad experiences that i just stopped trying to connect..#with anyone.. even though i crave community friendship companionship and love i completely shut myself off from the world #i’m not even sure what i’m trying to say with all this.. i wish i knew how to be a person in this world #i wish i could be happy #tbh ever since i got back from my italy vacation i’ve been feeling depressed bc life could be so beautiful if i didn’t have to sacrifice..#almost all of my time for work #the post vacation depression is too real…#realizing you can only spend a very limited time traveling and enjoying yourself bc you have to work most of the time just to afford living #let me stop.. i keep rambling and my thoughts are falling like a waterfall #idk what’s wrong with me… i should have breakfast and put my phone away #sorry to anyone who actually reads all this word vomit #☁️

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kamboree · 2 years ago

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would someone lend me $800 USD so I can buy the OG lagoona and Clawdeen dolls

#Monster High #Lagoona Blue #Clawdeen Wolf #digital art #drawing #my art #sketch #art #i folded and drew monster high <\3 #these girls were my first ever dolls as a kid #my most favourite ladies in the world.... sigh i wish i could afford the dolls in all seriousness. i think i would be complete #i already have an abbey (my 3rd fave) and shes my treasure #but oh my goodness if i could have them...my heart would be set free.#if anyone wants to buy me one :3 ill be in your art dept forever and youll never have to pay for a commission <3 #jk #or am i

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ikurko · 2 years ago

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#hlage #wrtv #rtvs #look at all these abbreviations #this finale rules so much afford so much funny and scary and heartbreakings in it #good lore too #a true masterpiece #excellent job crew #I wish I could draw every moment because all of them so great #spoilers

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fitzrove · 24 days ago

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The situation I posted about is mostly funny but I do think it makes me feel alienated from some people (largely certain women because it's my main reference group) dkkdld. Like oh you guys truly have never had to contemplate your gender/enforced gender norms/gendered choices and gendered benefits/punishments, you truly think that all of your choices and actions are simply personal and not societally steered and socially rewarded/punished 😅 like y'all are comfortable with your conformity to an extent where you don't even notice how little freedom there is sometimes dkkdksks

#i also have complicated feelings because i don't believe in abolishing gender or anything :/ but like dkskldkd #is there a word for when you're a cis woman but you're viscerally uncomfortable with certain expected social roles and gender performances #its not gender nonconforming i conform in a lot of if not most ways. but i'm uncomfortable a lot skkssk #i think its also a special kind of uncomfortable when you know you're not trans (nonbinary or otherwise). like huh there really is no way #out of the force fem panopticon that everyone pretends is normal and even feminist JSKDKDKDK #and especially with the recent 'internalised misogyny' discourse where you have to bootlick choice feminism JSKSKDK #(= trip over yourself validating people for conforming to gendered expectations and telling them its ok for women to be feminine etc shit)#i wish i could just dress the way i want and look the way i do and be a woman but everyone just decides to give me all of the privileges #and prioritisations that are societally afforded to straight cis men of an otherwise similar position to me in society #but that i'd still be a girl and people would refer to me as such jdkdld. just without the misogyny #also i hate makeup and 'feminine grooming' and rituals related to appearance/expectations of participating in those. and policing #what an acceptable female body looks like and medicalising anything out of the norm #(i've ranted abt this before but if i was born 20ish years earlier i would have been given GROWTH STUNTING PILLS. TO MAKE SURE I STAY SHORT #AND CAN STILL GET CISHET MARRIED TO A MAN. as you know women's main purpose is to look attractive to a husband. if youre tall youre an uggo #sorry this all makes me so mad dkkdkdkd #thank god i have more bodily autonomy than i would have had earlier but 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 things are still depressing in so many ways #i think i should just have been lesbian crown prince rudolf

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scary-monsters · 5 months ago

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i wanna quit my job so bad :((( im so tired of living like a husk. can’t even call it ‘living’ tbh. ive never been so burnt out and miserable in my life. im only happy when im creating something and i rarely get to do that anymore. im trapped in a cycle that i genuinely don’t know how to get out of and im scared i never will bc i’ve spent over a year of feeling like this atp.

#can’t afford a social life at all bc my batteries are so drained that im not even fun to talk to anymore #why am i wasting my life exhausting all my energy for a company that doesn’t care abt me lol #don’t even get me started on the state of the world rn. shit is so bleak I don’t even know what future im working for anymore #i wish I could just live in an isolated cabin somewhere and create things #I’d rather slam my head through a wall rn than have to go to work

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mayomkun · 11 months ago

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I want to read comics in physical copy but like...... I have very little time at home and most of my reading time are during public transport or lunch time so an ebook would be much more sensible. But still, reading comic on paper would be so satisfying plus the pretty cover.

#I'll have to go with ebook eventually but stillllllll moaning because it made me so sad Y-Y #I can't afford both versions plus ebook is much cheaper #I wish I could work from home so I can have more time reading #delete later #also why are comics panels and texts sooo so small I have to zoom in all the time

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doubledyke · 5 months ago

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does anyone else feel like.... extremely frazzled when they get home from the store or similar places??

#the best way i can describe it is feeling like theres like a scribble animation in my head if that makes sense lol #im not really one to have social anxiety but for about a year now if i go out esp during the day i feel like this afterwards #while im at the store i have my headphones on of course and im dissociating so hard that i barely remember being there #then when i get home it's like i cant focus but i also have tunnel vision and i kinda zone out for like an hour #i have pretty bad dpdr symptoms all the time but this is like x10 #those grocery store lights do a number on me #idk im probably just overstimulated or something but its weird and uncomfortable and i wanna know WHY #i wish i could afford to get an updated psych eval now that im sober #they'd probably take one look at me and set up the euthanization appt

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bunnihearted · 5 months ago

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