#WHY IS SHE SO CYNICAL
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SPEAKING OF Smashy Smashy Robot Dinosaur, this is my second playthrough and look, I really love it, its a lot of fun, but oh my god the characterisation has me pulling my hair out
#i have SO MANY QUESTIONS#I love Aloy but she feels like a modern person put into this weird scifi future world#not a person OF that world#WHY IS SHE SO CYNICAL#i can understand being :/ about the Nora and the Matriarchs because of their nonsense laws#but the rest just doesnt make sense!!#Rost seemed like a fairly devout bloke who believed in what the Nora believes so why is Aloy so cynical#immediately like 'lol no thats a door' HOW DO YOU KNOW#HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS#i do love reading her as a giant lesbian (or an ace lesbian) who is BAFFLED by all these men hitting on her tho
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A Biltmore Christmas may be the first Hallmark movie to drive me to fanfic.
#hallmark#a biltmore christmas#time travel#WHERE IS MY POST-CREDITS SCENE SHOWING HOW MARGARET REACTS???#she was one of the best parts of the movie!#you need at least five minutes of her screaming for joy!#also clearly there was a conspiracy of people in the past who knew about the time travel thing so how did that work?#what about that bearded guy on the crew who was CLEARLY another time traveler?#(there is no way that facial hair came from 1947)#also where does the relationship go from there?#how do you adjust?#does tour guide riker help out?#so many unanswered questions can fit into the last scenes of that film and i need answers#also just overall: thanks to people who said this one was worth seeking out because my goodness what a delight#that movie oozed charm#i think maybe my true core fictional love is classic '30s/'40s film because i was digging that vibe#the banter! the patter! the zingers! the perfect blend of cynicism and sentimentality#some of the background stuff was too modern but also some was spot on#that guy who played claude looks like he was born to be a classic Hollywood film star#the leading lady did not fit the vibe at all but she had great chemistry with the movie's leads so i can see why they cast her#the old-timey writer dude was charming#the main lady might be a new favorite hallmark actress (there's only one other on the list)#(watched part of a different film with her in it and she seems to put some of that classic hollywood sass into her roles)#i wasn't sold on the male lead at first but the writing came through for him#when he sits in the chair behind her! when he's trying to guess her personality traits?#charming and absolutely spot-on for the vibe#(the fact that they cast hallmark regulars in the remake is hilarious and also sad because it looks so much worse than the original)#anyway great time had a blast will definitely be rewatching
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[ID: An animatic of Stephanie Brown as Robin set to Tears over Beers by modern baseball. The images are paired with the lyrics. Stephanie as spoiler staring longingly at Bruce, Tim and Cass on a rooftop is paired with "he needed more than me". A compilation of sketches of Steph as robin go with "im friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty". Finally a redraw of Steph's firing as Robin is paired with "but he needed more than me". End ID]
been trying to finish a comic for. Weeks now (just been hitting a lot blocks) and quickly threw this together as a break from it! Do you guys ever think about Stephanie Brown…
#dc comics#stephanie brown#robin#batfamily#read the first issue of her run in the main robin book recently after mostly knowing it via her appearance as robin in the batgirl title#and via snippets of other issues#oughhh bill willingham when i fucking catch you#SHE WAS SO EAGER. THEY LEAVE IT UP TO THR AUDIENCE AS TO WHY BUT SHE WAS SO EAGER#ROBIN WAS JUST HER CONSOLATION PRIZE AND EVEN THEN IT WAS TAINTED BY BRUCES MISTRUST#WHICH ULTIMATELY LED TO HER DEATH#AUGH. THROWING UP EVERYWHERE#^ willingham gets not credit for that as far as im concerned they did not give a rats ass about steph in her robin arc#christ…it makes me wanna read early era timsteph or bg!era steph to just#heal for a minute. I mean those eras are complex in and of themselves w their own pros and cons (i mean i like both tho)#But they dont hurt as much as her robin era knowing whats to come…#sidenote i often see ppl praise the way stephs temper is portrayed in her robin era and while its nice to see her anger factor in#considering its like. A less consistent character trait in the modern era? Its there tho in bits and drabs#im just very cynical of it in her robin era knowing that they’re (partially) using it to set up why shes a doomed robin. Complex feelings#mine
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Cithis isn’t a great character bc she’s a fucking mommy dommy she’s a great character bc she sees how bullshit the power structures around her are and has resigned herself to accepting the bullshit and using it to her advantage but has never quite been able to rid herself of that awareness. She’s a cynic who nonetheless respects the people who still strive against the social current - but only if they prove themselves capable of actually resisting it.
#it’s why she’s so weird about Pattadol!!! Pattadol has one foot in delusion and denial and one foot in awareness#and a strong enough personality to maybe resist the norms but she doesn’t do that#cynics with a grudging respect for idealists are SUCH a fun character type!!!#and yet ppl throw that all in the trash for ‘ooh she loves to control people’#she’s so tired and bored by how easy it is to control people!!! it’s a novelty!
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Sometimes I think about if I make Anabel too femme
and then i think fuck that though, I do not care if people think i make her too femme, she can rock elegant suits and dresses and be cute and handsome. And maybe, just maybe, being opposed to "girly things" is just very dumb!!!!
#/anabel wears a dress once and suddenly boo hoo oh she's too femme now PTOOEY#/kISS MY ASS#/girly pop is wearing a cute little ribbon on her hair#/I do not get why people are so deeply cynical to feminine things like feminine stuff is not a sign of the patriarchy guys#/it's just... a style. it's just a style.
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listen, i appreciate that not every movie needs to be a romance and sometimes the story is better without one. but wish was supposed to be a tribute to classic disney, the very first disney feature film was a fairy tale with a romance, the disney renaissance period was (at least partly) built on fairytale romances and romance in general, and the last time WDAS wrote a romance that was a) actually important to the story and b) not a pre-established romance that would obviously remain in a sequel, was with kristoff and anna in frozen (2013). and i just wish disney would vary things a bit more in general! like we finally got a classic ruthless villain again, why can't we have a romance that's not just in the background again too? we went from the renaissance period where every movie had romance as a central part of the story, to now where for some reason none of them can, and idk why it has to be that way. also, just, the concept of a romance between asha, just a regular girl, not a princess and not even so much as the king's apprentice, and the literal star she wished on who came to her in the form of a human boy, sounds extremely interesting and sweet to me and would've worked as a sort of callback to peasant x royal stories like cinderella or beauty and the beast but with its own unique twist! i also personally think that whether he was actually intended to be a love interest or just a friend, star would've been a way cooler character as a shapeshifter in human form.
#sorry for the really silly rant lmao#i just miss classic disney romances like a lot#and it also bugs me how in movies like lightyear and encanto they make these stupid cynical quips about romance#in frozen it was important to highlight that anna was desperate for love and trying to rush into it#but these other movies are like. just poking fun at the idea of fairytale romances for no reason.#and even the aladdin remake removed jasmine's line about wanting to marry for love IF she did marry?? literally why take that out??#this is definitely part of why i loved elemental so much#because it absolutely wasn't JUST about the romance. but the romance was important and it was beautifully written
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PLEASE spill the Makoto cop tea. I'm always down to hear people's thoughts on that
Thanks anon! I do my best to keep this blog positive-vibes only, but since you asked I will answer. Warning: DO NOT read this post if you do not want to see any criticisms about Makoto Nijima from P5 + discussions of police. This is not hate towards the character or her fans. It's just criticism for the writing choices and their implications for her.
Makoto Nijima does NOT want to reform the police. There's a mandela effect in the fandom where everyone seems to think she does, but rewatch her rank 10. Reform isn't mentioned at all. I'm so serious. What she actually says is this:
Within her confidant, the context is the host that was preying on her friend Eiko. Wanting to stop situations like that is good and makes sense 👍 The writers framed her decision to become a cop as a response to the most clean-cut black-and-white situation ever.
But here's the thing though: what happens when the lawless and the victims are the same people? Because in the real world, crime tends to concentrate among the poor and marginalized. The real world is not black and white. And I try to separate my personal experiences with the law from the media/art I engage with, but that doesn't work here because the game at large doesn't portray society as black and white.
There are a number of people in this game that do wrong because they have been hurt or are marginalized or did not receive proper help. A lot of mementos requests are about 'lawless' people and yet many are portrayed as 'due to systemic issues' or a lack of support or developing mental illness. It's also not a coincidence that Akechi is the most marginalized of all the phantom thieves and he was the one who did the most crime. There is deliberate social commentary here. People do not become lawless out of nowhere. They are shaped by their circumstances. And the game itself sympathizes with these people, focusing on changing/ helping them. The game's conclusion is that providing support and rehabilitation is the solution. Rehabilitative justice > Punitive justice.
Police wouldn't achieve that. Police in the game are framed as corrupt and incompetent at their core. Our protagonist is one of their biggest victims to demonstrate how they are weaponized against the weak. Even Sae Nijima at the end of the story has shifted to become a defense attorney rather than attempting to reform it (best character arc btw) because she recognized that the system is broken. And you can't even blame it just on Shido controlling the police because we see that the problems persist beyond him. By the end of the story they remain useless or outright harmful. The police do not help or rehabilitate, they only punish.
So no, this isn't me projecting my personal issues with cops onto the story because within the game's own story, law enforcement is not the solution. If it were a question of reform, we could debate about whether police reform is possible, but again: Makoto doesn't care about reform. It never comes up. According to the writers, she wants to be a cop because she thinks not enough lawless people are being punished. You can argue that her wanting to 'head an organization' means she wants to be in a position of power where she can reform them, but remember that police only enforce the law. They do not make the law. If reform was her goal she would be a politician. (I honestly thought that's what she was set up to be, since she was student council president and all but I digress)
Also a small detail, but notice how she mentions destroying the lawless before she mentions helping victims? It's super minor but I think it's indicative of the cop mentality. There's greater priority on punishing than helping.
I also dislike this conclusion to her arc because it's net zero character growth. You're telling me the character that was rebelling against corrupt adults' orders is now becoming a cop, the biggest bootlicking profession of them all? She started the story being a well-intentioned pushover, and she's ending her story being a well-intentioned pushover. And it doesn't matter whether she as an individual is a good person or not. All cops comply to be active participants in a system that is designed to hurt the weak and prop up the powerful.
TLDR: You do not help victims by punishing the 'lawless'. You help victims by helping victims. Period. Makoto becoming a cop is a contradiction of this and her own character arc. Either the writers did her dirty by not thinking this through or this is meant to be who she really is, and both those possibilities upset me.
#my post#now WHY did this happen? probably because atlus doesnt have consistent politics or because they dont have a political backbone#i saw a sensible take on this somewhere#that atlus' overall thesis re: society is that they think its broken but theres nothing else you can do but grow up and join it#that helping people is the goal but overall systemic reform is not#and yeah maybe im cynical but i agree that thats the case. feels like they dont wanna commit to an actual stance#i havent played the other games yet but apparently characters becoming cops happens in almost all of them#and its portrayed as something good and fulfilling despite everything#and yeah i think thats worth criticism esp if it contradicts the game's own themes#if you like makoto as a person then im happy for you but personally i disliked her writing. in terms of conceptualization and execution#i only described my issues with her cop thing but there's other writing problems that i wont discuss here#which is so sad to me because she had a great intro to the team. i had high hopes and they were crushed by bad writing#why does atlus do the girls dirty like this#ANYWAY sorry for the negativity 🥲 i dont usually do critical analysis posts. i really hope this doesnt upset anyone#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5r makoto#p5r#p5r analysis#p5 analysis#p5 meta#p5r meta
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light/moderate spoilers for 3-MS but do you think jenny would have Done That if she and jeremy weren't on camera? because personally i don't
#not for broadcast#jeremy donaldson#jennifer hartley#not for broadcast timeloop spoilers#i think abt this a lot... i think abt this maybe Too much#i think jenny could have trained him to be a lot more obedient if she wanted to. i think he left a little cynicism in him on purpose#in the same way that their classic selves love to bicker back and forth with each other... its a game to her#any other worm could say something innocuous and get an electric shock#jeremy insults her *and* megan to their faces and just gets a verbal slap on the wrist for it#its a game to her i think. a game that jeremy just isn't enjoying anymore. unlike his mainverse counterpart.#it also really gets me how long jenny gives him to reconsider his monologue... she waits until he's gotten through the whole spiel#any other worm would have died. any other worm would have been disintegrated at 'wait'. but she hears him out.#i think her killing him was a matter of impressions. she COULDN'T leave him alive after everyone saw that.#but if they weren't live she wouldn't have killed him. maybe tortured him at worst. choked him out at best. but not killed him#as tumblr user mothbeasts wisely acknowledged: if she hates being called jenny so much why does her pet worm know her name?? 🤨??
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Monster High March, Day 10: Your OTP
I just think Frankie deserves a tall buff gf. You agree. Reblog.
#monster high#monster high march#monster high fanart#abbey bominable#frankie stein#Not to out myself on how long this has been in my files...#but i was drawing this before the Clankie episodes came out#I reeeeeeeeaaaaaally like g1 Frankie and Abbey's dynamic#in the webisodes (speedrun enemies to friend arc)#in the movies (fright on and why do ghouls fall in love specifically)#Frankie has so much enthusiasm and excitement and Hope for the world#but she's also a bit of an airhead and a tendency to overthink and get anxious#whereas Abbey is definitely more cynical about the world#but also more grounded and practical#and i can imagine her talking frankie down from their anxiety spirals#while also learning to be more hopeful through Frankie#they balance each other's strengths and weaknesses and i think thats beautiful#in conclusion: i just think theyre neat#solstrix draws
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1/2 follow up question: who does Luna have a grudge against??? And how does it manifest if/when she runs into them again?
this was mostly written on my commute so apologies if its vague or poorly worded/written LOLs
Alphonse: This one is i guess pretty self explanatory and obvious? but her grudge started a long time ago, when she was a kid. Luna was a shy kid growing up, but once those pre-teen years hit, her 'sense of justice' (if you can call it that?) also developed. She got into a lot of fights by defending herself or Amata, sometimes questioning the Vault's rules and structure (most of the time this was just done innocently out of curiosity) and obviously she questioned the reason why everyone else disliked her so much? The Overseer being the first. The way he treated her and James, and even Jonas, was something she never understood at first. Him being insanely disapproving of her friendship with Amata pissed Luna off beyond belief, and the thought "I wish he'd drop dead right there and then" has passed through her head countless of times, even as a kid. The day of the escape caused this grudge to grow obviously, so by the time Luna saw him again during Trouble in the Homefront , she had already thought about all the ways she could hurt him. She didn't hurt him like that, though, she couldn't. Since her Speech is one of her top skills, she was able to persuade him without the use of ... physical violence... but she did shut him up verbally. Very dry, very apathetic and cynical (almost cruel) towards him in particular. There's just no sympathy with him, and I like to think that part of the reason why Alphonse steps down as Overseer is cus Luna (aside from the actual canon dialog, yada yada) told him off as a bad father and a failure and hit him where it hurt most (girl told him to kill himself in an indirect and sophisticated way).
The most obvious would be Butch. I won't really talk much about this in complete full detail cus id love to actually talk about their relationship in depth soon but, she has a pretty deep grudge against him for a specific reason. While it was kept a secret from literally everyone else in the Vault, their relationship was rather solid (as solid as hormone-driven, sex repressed teenagers can be) until some shit happened, and Butch left her to deal with the shitshow(s) alone. She doesn't hold a grudge against him for choosing something over her, but more so for leaving her to deal with the aftermath of it all lol. Running into him in the Vault again was whatever. It was awkward, but she never thought they'd see each other again out in the Wasteland, so she actually treated him kindly then. It's only in Rivet City where all of her feelings towards him (both negative and positive) came rushing back, and her grudge resurfacing. She really does have a bad habit of holding things over people's heads, so she'd often times just snap at Butch and remind him how he's treated her and what he did (honestly deserved). There is way more to it, but thats all im saying for now!
Dr. Li: Ok hear me out. Luna's 'grudge' on Li is a bit weird, maybe a bit irrational? idk you be the judge. Luna didn't really have a grudge against Li at first, but she definitely did NOT vibe with her ever. I think her 'grudge' began once she found out Madison had a thing for James, (Luna tried pushing that aside considering she was helping with P.P., but...). However, after James' death, Luna completely shut herself off from everything, and everyone related to the project and James, and that obviously meant Madison (and the B.O.S, etc) for like, a looong time. Because of this, Madison would then treat Luna like shit, as cynical as she always is, and would go on about how she 'couldn't allow the same cause of its abandonment 19 years ago to be the reason it gets delayed more'. All of that upset Luna more aside from grieving James, so she clearly grew a dislike for Li, and whenever they interacted she would close herself off or be cold. Their personalities clashed, both grieving the same person in different ways and Luna knew this, but the way Li made her feel about many things was the cause for that small grudge.
#sorry i took so long </3#she hates all of them. well. except for butch#hes not in that loathe category...#hes in the i hate you so why the fuck do i like you category#theres more people she loathes. duh. but at least these r the grudges for ppl that are still... alive i guess?#cynical old lady vs depressed upset teen who will win the sass war!#dk if the dr li is out of character whatever i dont like her anyways shes mean to me. u go into the loathe entirely category!#lw: luna hayden#lone wanderer#lone wanderer fallout 3#fallout 3#fo3#fallout3#asks#answered#my oc#not rlly shes not that bad. but i know luna and madisons personality would crash severely.
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭#the louis clips were so not enough#ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add)#one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭#the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭#my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol#anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior#i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth#my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it#UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only?#but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼#anyw back to my review.#simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off#im from the future i Know things#<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart#i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭#it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol#they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭#they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd#i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think)#OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious#didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔#maybe... i am too much of a hater#i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔#the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭#<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/
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yall are gonna annoy me to death with your weird Catholic Laura Lee fixation.
Listen. As a New Jersey Catholic(TM) raised around other NJ Catholics, quite a few of them WAAAAY more pious than myself, Laura Lee is not our tribe. She never so much as makes the sign of the cross for fuck's sake. BUT
You know who is Catholic?
Mari.
#that girl is Very Filipino and thus Ver VERY Catholic#why she (aside from Van) is one of Lottie's most devoted acolytes#needs almost no convincing that Lottie is a prophet#that there are god(s) in the wilderness that Lottie can commune (intercede) with#Mari who INSISTS Lottie can perform miracles and earnestly participates in morning prayer#despite being one of the snarkiest and most cynical members of the team#HELLO. CATHOLICISM#that girl is a practicing- still has her communion dress in her closet. abuela insisted she pack a rosary 11am mass every Sunday CATH O LICK#thank u goodnight#Catholics don't do lakeside dunk your whole body in a lake baptisms like Laura Lee did with Lottie#first of all...laypeople don't administer Baptisms at all#BUT EVEN IF laura lee felt so compelled she would've dribbled some water over Lottie's forehead and called it a day#that full body wade in the water schtick? no. Catholics are way too mild mannered for that#We Don't Dunk#yellowjackets#laura lee yellowjackets#mari yellowjackets
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i don't quite remember why i stopped halfway through death in heaven while watching through doctor who so many years ago -- i've always thought at least part of it was the "president of the earth" bullshit, which i still kinda stand by. i don't love that.
but also. man. 12 is NEARLY IDENTICAL to a teacher i had back then. he was an asshole and he basically ran my life. i don't REMEMBER hating 12 because of that. but surely that must've factored into things? surely i must've gotten sick of him faster because of that?
#sb and l rambles#sb and l watches dw#the way he treats clara is. uncomfortably familiar in some ways#man i wish i could go back in time and ask my past self#like thank god i'm not the girl who was spending so much of my time around that guy's just bone-deep cynicism#but also. man. she was a major part of my life! why don't i know how she felt about this#i thought about tagging this as crit but apparently this is the point of 12 so i am not going to do that
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I don't care when people don't include me in stuff, I'm used to it but-----
my own family going on a trip w/o even asking me kinda felt
shit 🫠
#like i understand cuz they gave up on trying to talk to me butttttttt#why the fuck am i the villain in the story even like this 😭#its okay if u dont give a fuck abt me. but at least dont make me feel like i deserve it lol#like yes sorry but i have a reason for lowkey disliking all of you#and i know damn well all of you know why#yet they always say that it makes no sense i behave this way#behave this way means keeping my healthy distance and trying to move out asap#i dont spread hate and im not an asshole with them???#but me not acting all lovey dovey is a problem too#yes idk i always think i should cherish that they are still alive and i could better my relationship with them but#What to do when you can see your own dad literally hating you#like when he talks to me he always does so in a cynical and angry way#man im sorry i was born and shit its kind of your fault for not using a condom :/#lol okay i think imma delete this later but yes#yes i hate it that the only people i feel loved by are de*d ffsssssssssssssss#like all is well lately but i wish! love wouldn't only exist in my head man! im happy this way but when i realize the situation its kind of#pathetic and idk until how long#can i keep on staying sane like this lol#im kind of already insane if we think abt it but how long will it take me to lose my marbles completely 😭#yes this crisis was spiraled by just me not being included in a trip i wouldnt have gone to regardless if they asked me#but yes like. Idk they could have just told me at least😭 i called my sis in the morning and she responded like 10 hours later that they are#w dad and a womannn doing some funsies eating pancakes n shit 👻👻#i hate pancakes and i hate myself but 👻#im jealous of you guys frrrrr🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛ for being so normal n happy 🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛
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laura heard "when is a monster not a monster? oh when you love it" and took that a little too literally
#laura voice: ive seen beauty and the beast!!! he stops being a beast!!!!#godddd#head in HANDS#this fucking episode. this fucking season#'the story isnt just...............fall in love with a monster...................that'd be a stupid story#i dont wanna be a part of that stupid story'#shouldnt have fallen in love with the monster then babe#fuckin delicious mentally contrasting this with thasmin#like to be clear theyre entirely very different dynamics in every way#different characters different dynamic different issues#but thats why the comparing is fun#the only way theyre similar as ships i think is that the partners are very similar to each other#but even there; with thasmin thats part of the problem while with hollstein i think thats why it works#hollstein looks like a......idealist/cynic dynamic but it's not#oh my god carmilla's vampire ex routine is so fun shes so fun#tells laura she loves her while breaking up with her#immediately tries to balance out that insane vulnerability by leaning HARD into the apathetic detached vampire thing#'yea im not turning into prince charming creampuff. deal with it'#i love this defence mechanism. i love how soft she really is under it which we get to see in the first half of s2#i love how it makes it so obvious she was hiding behind this same shield all of s1#and by extension all of like the last couple of centuries#like yazs reaction to figuring out the doctor kinda sucks is to like. embrace it. live with it. learn to understand it.#enable it perhaps but theres an acceptance there. like she fell in love and then the rosecoloured glasses broke and then she decided#to love the doctor still.#thats my take on yaz anyway#but laura like. fell in love. and went. okay then my love must be Good#yaz went 'okay i'll join your lie'. laura tried to make carmilla join HER lie. or her misconception of the world.#it's less of an active self-deception it's more just naivety#i just. aaaaaaaaaaa. theyre the same age!#anyway. i want yazs diaries and carmilla's.....i dont think she does diaries. and she wouldnt talk to a camera. carmilla's book annotations
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finished reading the tenant of wildfell hall just shortly after christmas!! perfect december book ❄️
#reading tag#i like the color of the tabs i used since they match the cover!#anne brontë#the tenant of wildfell hall#and now i wonder: why is anne underrated??#spoilers under this i guess#gilbert being down horrendous for helen like brother sit tight ..#her life is in TURMOIL and you're thinking abt whether she has the hots for you???#nonetheless i still rooted for them in the end (that false alarm of a wedding got me stressed for a hot second)#oh helen... you've endured so so SO much you deserve a happy ending indeed#i like how it's not THAT cynical bc to be frank. i'd much rather finish a book without my heart sinking#this book feels greatly modern (compared to jane eyre which lets be real is both modern and dated at the same time.most of wildfell’s theme#are still highly relevant today)
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