#WHY DO I RELATE TO THIS SONG SO MUCH???????????
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Oh, goddess, this is so surprising and exciting! Thank you for the questions, @oneandocey 🩵
1. Night 🌙
2. I did! It's a black cockapoo dog called Pecky Jules Celian. It's in my closet unfortunately. I also have a owlbear named Ollie, she's recent though.
3. Writing? In general. In specific, I don't have favorites.
4. A dragon, definitely. But also a fox. And a string ray.
5. Things happen the way they're supposed to happen, don't stress too much in details and let them unfold.
6. My mom was for a long period of my life. Now is my partner. And the members of my coven, I love those girls way too much.
7. Blue. My real name is blue related. My fictional name is blue related. I was named due to the sky. I love the sky and the ocean and blue things. Blue is my peace.
8. A few days ago I went on a walk with my partner and we crossed paths with a kitten that was looking to be pet, so we pet them unless they got satisfied and continued their path (I have lots of cats at home, so that's usual).
9. Savoury, sweetly sweetly savoury 😋
10. I do believe in fate, red strings, but I believe it's more like the way of the universe.
Those were fun questions! Thank you 🩵
My turn! ✨
1. Moon or Sun?
2. What's the best thing that happened in your life?
3. What would you say to the mini you?
4. Which error would you avoid making again?
5. What was the last song you heard?
6. Is there a book you highly recommend?
7. If someone were to write about you, which were the qualities you would like to see highlighted? (And why?)
8. How would you title this era of your life?
9. What's something you believe everyone should do at least once?
10. Come hell or high water? 😉
Not many mutuals, but
@rexxles @cilly-the-writer @aziz-reads
(if someone else wants to answer my questions, please do so and tag me! I would love to read the answers 🩵)
Ten questions to ask a mutual
Instructions: prev asks ten questions and you answer them, then ask ten new ones and tag ten people to keep the chain going! I’ll go first
What is the weirdest thing you’ve eaten? (For me it’s the time I accidentally drank ants)
do you like purple or green more? (For me it’s a 50/50 I love them both)
what is your favorite two color color combo? (For me it’s purple and gold)
are you a cat or dog person? (Dogs 100%)
what is your favorite painting (Miranda by John William Waterhouse)
Mountains or beaches? (Mountains)
what’s your favorite dessert? (Lemon bars)
are you right or left handed? (Right but I used to be left handed)
salty or sweet? (Sweet)
summer or winter? (Winter)
I’m tagging 11 people but it’s whatever
@wra1th-k1ng
@bladevoyager
@tragedyanddust
@kindred-spirit-93
@urfavgreekmythnerd
@sickneurotic
@ry-diggity
@we-are-but-dead-stars
@thestarryfalls
@tamaruaart
@hermesmoly
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The first half of episode 2 deserves more attention.
Warning! Yapping ahead!
(Also sorry for any potential english errors, it's not my first language)
He brings that up so casually. Honestly I don't blame him, because who would believe you if you said you have some sort of special ability? Only other people who know that superpowers actually exist. It's was kinda smart of Liu Xiao if you think about it. Dropping the word superpower and then watching people's reaction to it.
Now that's interesting. Because Liu Min is our villain from season 1. You know, that guy:
If you remember season 1 and begging of season 2, you know that Liu Min had a difficult relationship with his father (Liu Jing) who wished he "had half the ability of his younger brother" - younger brother being Liu Xiao. Does Liu Jing know that his younger son has superpower or was he just talking about his intelligence?
Also how on earth Xiang had met Liu Min when LM was a kid? Was he babysitting or something? Why does he mention Liu Min when Liu Xiao says "You know boss Liu (Jing)?". You know, his DAD.
Superpower user spotted?
I still don't know how to interpret this moment. Just an artistic representation of deduction/prediction? But the eye... the eye color change... Are they doing this on purpose? Are they trolling us? Powers related to the future finally appear? Am I reaching? Will we learn more about Xiang? I hope so, since he knows about Cheng Xiaoshi's dad.
Ok ok I know that this moment roughed some feathers and almost no one is buying that Liu Xiao's power is just hearing other people's heartbeat. I'm not sure what to think either. I mean his song is literally called "Manipulator" I wouldn't be surprised if that was a lie.
But let's say he is telling the truth. You may ask why would he revealed his power to someone who clearly doesn't like him and could use this info against him? I think that this isn't a stupid move. His power is simple and not as powerful like time travel through photos for example but... you can't really do anything about it. Like what are you going to do, stop your heartbeat? We don't know the exact rules and limits of this power yet. Is there a distance limit? Does it work through phone calls? Does it work on recordings?
After thinking about it, personally, in my humble opinion, I think it's good for the show that we have someone with less spectacular power. Because:
It shows how diverse powers can be.
It forces writers to be more creative about how Liu Xiao deals with the obstacles.
There is certain charm to a character who is "weaker" on paper but is going toe to toe with someone who has a powerful ability. Sometimes it's not about pure power, it's about creativity.
I am genuinely curious how this man looked at his power [hearing heartbeats] and thought "yes, I will be the one to merge all the parallel lines".
Besides, we already had a power not related to photos - Li Tianchen can possess people he touches - so I don't think it's doing much harm to the series.
And now we go back to CXS's dad. There are so many questions. Why is he so important to Liu Xiao? What's his connection to Xiang? Is he still in Bridon? IS HE STILL ALIVE?
Xiang was terrified when Liu Xiao mentioned him so maybe he had/has a powerful ability? I think Xiang had something to do with Cheng Weimin disappearing. My current theory is that someone dangerous was after Cheng Weimin and his family (maybe the superpower police?) and Xiang helped him in some way but that's just a gut feeling. It's just as likely to be true as a version when Xiang helped people who wanted to get rid of him (or maybe capture him and use him? so many questions, not so many answers).
And to end this post that is already way too long...
WHAT DOES THIS BEETLE THING MEAN? P.H.? DO WE KNOW SOMEONE WITH P.H. INITIALS? If it was H. P. I would pull out my lovecraftian hat but it's not (unfortunately).
Paris Hilton is that you???
#*insert that one gif from supernatural where dean says “do i look like paris hilton?”*#link click#link click bridon arc#link click yingdu#link click spoilers#liu xiao#i love our hat man™ so much
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Pure Imagination: sitting on top of his amp
Pairing: Eddie Munson x female!Reader
Practice makes perfect. That’s what people say. Eddie thinks practice makes thinks automatic. Boring. He kinda likes the thrill of not being sure if he has what it takes to make it right- he’s used to feeling uncomfortable, on the brink of being not enough.
The rest of Corroded Coffin, on the other hand, enjoy knowing that their next performance will always be the best. And Eddie may think it’s boring to play the same song twenty times in one afternoon, but he loves his friends too much to bail on them.
Besides, now that he can play all the songs even while asleep, he can put his attention somewhere else. To hell with Jeff’s cue. His hands will do what they have to do, right on beat. Meanwhile, his head can focus on more stimulating thoughts.
Like you.
Eddie loves a good audience. And there is no better audience than you. He’d know. You were there once, at the talent show.
He was far less experienced than now. He loved playing the guitar just as much, though. You were in the third or fourth row, not that far from him. Eddie was nervous. You were laughing with your friend, but not at him. When he stepped on stage, you stopped talking and started paying attention. The smile was most likely the remnants of whatever had made you laugh earlier, but Eddie likes to lie to himself and believe it was for him.
When he started playing, you didn’t look away from him once. He supposes it would’ve defeated the purpose of a show, but still. His fingers felt your eyes. His arm. His neck, his cheeks. Eddie hoped you’d think the blush was because of the heat from the lights and not because of you. To this day, he’s a little ashamed you saw him with the buzz cut.
He doesn’t regret it, though, because you made him feel important.
Eddie wants to return the favor. That’s why he plays looking at the amp. It’s easy to picture you there. Back in high school, he noticed you like to sit on furniture. The art class tables, the kitchen counter at someone’s house party… And his amp, hopefully.
He starts playing and the beat paints you there. You’re sitting crisscross, hands on your knees. Eddie improvises a little and your fingers follow, little taps that echo his heartbeat. He shakes his hair and you laugh, and he’s happy. Truly, really happy. Who cares if he’s trapped in a dark garage. Who cares if no one will really appreciate his art when they play at the Hideout. Eddie, for once, doesn’t give a crap.
He can still pretend you’ll catch his guitar pick. He can convince himself you’ll keep it in your wallet for good luck, or that you’ll make it into a necklace. Eddie can convince himself you’ll keep a piece of his music hanging next to your heart. It’s easy to believe a part of him will always be warm, on top of your skin, under your t-shirt in a space that is exclusively yours.
It feels natural to be exclusively yours. His music is. His inspiration, too.
If Gareth wants to play another million times the same song they already perfected, great. Amazing. Eddie will happily take any chance to play for you.
A/N: me?? Posting Pure Imagination again?? Who is this diva?! Sabrina said "short and sweet" so that's what I did. I won't let this series die- instead I'll drag the suffering for as long as possible (that is to say it's taking longer than expected to finish). Anyway, hope you like it! If you want me to add you to the taglist, just comment or send an ask.
Btw, I used dividers for the first time to introduce a new series (The Heartbreak Chronicles, in case you want to check it out), and I was thinking maybe I should find a divider for this one too. Maybe something Alice in Wonderland related? Or just Eddie in general? Pls let me know if you have any suggestions.
Masterlist here
Taglist: @whataboutbibi , @hellfirenacht , @daisyridleyss
#fanfiction#lennadanvers#eddie munson#stranger things#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you#eddie x reader#pure imagination#stranger things fic#stranger things x reader#eddie stranger things#eddie x you#corroded coffin#music#i'm back#bet you didn't expect this one huh#happy new year i guess
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Until I found you ✦ Chapter 1
Spencer Reid x female!reader
summary: you became best friends when both of you needed it the most. life circumstances separeted you, but once again, destiny reunites you.
genre: fluff, angst, comfort.
word count: 1698
warnings: NOT TOTALLY PROOF READ. at the very beginning the characters are underage. besides that, i think there aren’t other warnings. please let me know if i'm missing one :)
note: hi! i'm @evanpetersmybf but different haha. i've been wanting to write for my spence and i finally had the chance to. i love him. i'm trying my best to keep him on character! also, sorry if there are any mistakes, english isn't my first language. i hope you enjoy it!
1998.
A tiny spark of sunshine peeked through the clouds. It was winter, and even though the sun was out, the air was cold as expected. Every exhale left a white trail dissolving in the icy breeze. Because of this, the park didn’t have many visitors, only some couples, a few families, and Spencer.
He loved the weather and the atmosphere. The peace of the calm environment felt comforting. Being surrounded by nature was simply beautiful; the way the leaves swayed, the sensation of the wind hitting his face and reddening his nose, the feeling of having a moment for himself was wonderful. His hands were shoved in his pants pockets as he walked down the pavement. The boy was probably freezing, but he didn’t care—it was such a nice day and he wanted to spend some time alone.
He clearly needed a break. For a long time, he had been taking care of his mother. He deeply loved her, without question. Much of what he knew, he owed to her, but being her caregiver from a young age had taken its toll, more than he would like to admit.
After walking for about ten minutes, he sat on a wooden bench in front of a frozen lake. Just when he was about to relax, someone took a seat next to him.
“Such a pretty noon, right?”
Spencer was startled by the way you broke the ice. He never expected that someone would sit right next to him out of nowhere, especially a complete stranger. He pressed her lips together and looked around. Perhaps you were talking to someone else, although when he saw no one nearby, his eyes landed on you. Torn between deciding whether to respond or not, he finally muttered a reply.
“Sure. it’s mesmerizing”.
Seconds passed as you pulled out a small notebook and a pencil. You began sketching the landscape while you hummed a song: Man in the Mirror by Michael Jackson.
The man’s face showed an expression of doubt and curiosity. Why did you seem so comfortable sitting with a random person?
“I’m not trying to be rude, but do I know you?” As he spoke those words, his fingers were fidgeting with the sleeves of his sweater. He was nervous. What if you were a bully? Or even worse, a thief?
“Nope, we don’t know each other. But you seemed cool… And this is the best view of the lake. I needed it for my drawing”. You put down the pencil and faced Reid, giving him the sweetest grin you could. “Don’t worry, I’m almost done. And I’m sorry if I made ya’ uncomfortable”.
Spencer shook his head and his lips formed a small yet sincere smile. “It’s okay”.
Later, when you finished your art, you turned the page and sighed. “Can I draw you?”
Once again, he was flabbergasted by something related to you. It was weird for him to experience kindness or attention like this. After years of bullying, he wasn’t used to spending time with people his age. His Adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed nervously. Eventually, he nodded.
You wasted no time and soon you made an accurate Spencer’s portrait. When you were done, you handed it to him. “I’m Y/N, by the way. Nice to meet you! You’re a great model”.
Reluctantly, Spencer took the paper with his slender fingers, his eyes fixed on the precious gift. He couldn’t believe someone had been friendly towards him. Usually, people mocked him for his appearance, his lack of social skills, and other quirks he had.
“Did you know paper was created in ancient China in 105 A.C.?” He was going to continue rambling, but quickly stopped, raising his hand as if to halt himself. “I… I’m sorry, sometimes I ramble. I’m Spencer. Thank you… For the drawing. It’s amazing”.
“Why are you apologizing? It’s always great to learn something new!”
The way you sounded so cheerful, so gentile, warmed his heart. People usually rolled their eyes and asked him to stop when he rambled, but you didn’t. This was new. So new that he didn’t even know how to react.
Nevertheless, you kept talking, and he kept listening, replying when you asked and when he had anything to say, and including some curious facts when he had the chance. Hours went by and you shared more about each other. You discovered that you were both seventeen, that he loved classical music and soap operas, that he graduated high school at twelve, and that he adored Doctor Who, Star Wars, and Star Trek. And that was the beginning of a beautiful friendship—a bond neither of you expected but both desperately needed.
To Spencer, you were an angel, an oasis in the desert, a warm blanket in winter and a refreshing lemonade in summer. He knew that he could count on you and made sure you knew you could count on him as well.
1999.
After four months of knowing each other, sometimes, he went to your place when he felt more lonely than usual; when it happened, he’d spend the night at your house as if it were a sleepover, or at least that’s how you used to call it.
Your sleepovers consisted of listening to music: The Beatles, Michael Jackson, ABBA, Queen, The Cardigans, Bonnie Tyler, Kate Bush, The Police, among others. It also included reading a book or tackling school topics you struggled with—Spencer was your human encyclopedia.
During one of those spring nights, you and Spencer were on the sofa watching Sabrina the Teenage Witch, your pick for the evening.
“Oww, Salem is so cute. I wish I had a cat”. You said wistfully.
“Did you know that if a cat owner were to die at home and the body remained undiscovered, the cat could begin to eat the owner’s remains within a few days? Studies suggest that this behavior isn’t due to malice but rather survival instincts kicking in once the food supply runs out. It’s fascinating—” Spencer blurted out in his usual rapid speech, but stopped info dumping when he saw your jaw drop and the look of shock on your face.
“I didn’t know that. Now I don’t want cats, thank you very much”. You replied, half-laughing, half-horrified.
The genius smirked and let out a small laugh. It was fun to tease you that way—it was common for him to say unsettling facts about random stuff to annoy you.
Afterward, you decided it was time for your regular music ritual. Your playlist included songs like: Boys Don’t Cry, Cheri Cheri Lady, Take on Me, Running Up That Hill, Lovefool, Creep, Forever Young, and so on.
“Why are we friends, Y/N? People normally dislike me… Why not you? I’m strange, I’m a weirdo. I don’t understand”. Spencer mumbled while Fade Into You by Mazzy Star played softly in the background. He was anxious to hear your answer. Deep down, he theorized you felt pity for him and that was the unique reason why you accepted him in your life.
“You’re special, Spence. You’re charming and lovely. It’s rare to know people like you, y’know? So smart and with so much to offer. And why would you say you’re strange? You’re Spencer Reid. You’re you. You’re an amazing person. And if being ‘strange’ is part of that, then I like it. I like you just the way you are. And you should like yourself too, Einstein”. You smiled and grabbed his left hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. “Sometimes I wish you could see yourself the way I do. I hate it when you talk poorly about yourself”.
You didn’t need to look at him to know he was blushing furiously. His brain stopped working when he listened to your enchanting reply. You were the friend he was waiting for since the day he was born. And he wasn’t planning to let you go.
When you finally got tired and sleepy, you drifted off on Spencer’s shoulder and he did the same, resting his head on yours. The music kept playing, and by the time you were peacefully asleep, Every Breath You Take was filling the room.
The scene was endearing; Spencer and you looked adorable and cozy like that, and that’s why your mother decided to take a Polaroid of both of you and made sure to hide it, so you’d never know the existence of that picture.
Months went on. The dynamic between both of you remained the same.
You were there for him when he decided to place Diana, his mom, in a mental institution. That was one of the hardest choices Spencer ever made. He would often feel guilty, that’s why he started to send her letters everyday, and also because he couldn’t visit her frequently. As a result, the now eighteen-year-old began to spend entire days at your home. He even spent the next Christmases and New Years with you and your family, until he turned twenty-one and he moved to Washington.
For a year, you stayed in touch via phone calls and letters, until one day he stopped writing to you and stopped taking your calls.
2003.
The last thing you knew about him is that he was admitted into the FBI as a profiler, and since then, he completely vanished from your life.
His sudden ghosting hurt you like a hundred stabs would. You persisted in trying to reach him, but after countless failed attempts, you gave up. Years ago, you both swore you were soulmates, that nothing would separate you. Now, it seemed like an empty promise.
Spencer’s reasons for disappearing were unclear to you, and at some point, you stopped wanting to know. In reality, he had done it to protect you. He was conscious of the dangers of his new job and didn’t want to risk your safety nor make you worry about him. He knew you very well and knew you would always be concerned about his well-being. He didn’t want to be a burden. Maybe he didn’t make the best decision, but if he had spoken to you one more time, he would’ve never been able to let you go.
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Hello!! Do u have any childhood Jimcurly hcs?
OOOO YESSS YES! I have a couple- these aren't as fleshed out as I'd like though.
First Meet. Curly remembers the day they met like it was yesterday. There was a rumor going around their elementary school that Jimmy had given the class lice. Curly knew from a young age that kids were unnecessarily cruel, so he decided to befriend him and start sitting with him every day at lunch. Funny enough, Jimmy never had lice to begin with. Curly was the one that started the lice epidemic. Jimmy got lice FROM Curly.
Childhood Antics. Curly's parents used to take the boys to the McDonald's PlayPlace for lunch every Sunday after church (Curly grew up Methodist but never connected to the religion- Jimmy came because he was at Curly's house more often than not). Jimmy would monopolize one of the circular corner pods for him and Curly so they could eat the chicken nuggets they snuck in. And yes, Curly was that kid that threw up in the tubes.
Jimmy bullied Curly into "marrying him" on the playground. Curly cried because he didn't want to be the wife.
Jimmy was a very perceptive child, but he could never figure Curly out. He was well liked by most of the class but he still spent most of his time sitting at the edge of the playground ripping up piles of grass and collecting stray cigarette butts with Jimmy. Curly always seemed his happiest at Jimmy's side.
Parents. Curly's parents were originally worried about him and Jimmy's friendship because Jimmy was... an off-putting child, but when they reached out to Jimmy's parents to try and befriend them they quickly understood why the boys never went to Jimmy's house.
Curly's mom would always pack Curly extra food incase Jimmy needed it (he was a really skinny kid), and Curly's dad even went on to take Jimmy under his wing and teach him some base knowledge about cars.
Physical Touch. Curly wasn't very clingy or touchy as a kid, but Jimmy constantly needed physical grounding (this rounds back to my headcanon that Jimmy's mother wasn't very maternal, so he didn't get much nurturing or affection as a child). Curly learned when Jimmy grabbed the hem of his shirt that he should offer his arm to squeeze. Every so often they would link pinkies to be a little more discreet.
Curly quickly learned all of Jimmy's tells. The way his eyebrow twitched when he's growing irritated, how his jaw tensed when he was about to start yelling, even how he sucked in his top lip to stop himself from crying. At first it would piss Jimmy off that Curly always knew how he was feeling, but eventually he came to appreciate that Curly seemed to always know what he needed. However, as they grow Jimmy is able to use Curly's grasp on his historic behavior to his advantage. (I'm working on a master post about how this relates to canon thanks to @13nn0x and their sexy little brain)
Emotional. Jimmy has a very low social battery, and when he gets overwhelmed he gets mean. It surprised him to realize that he could be around Curly for long periods of time without getting emotionally exhausted.
Curly was actually pretty hot-headed in middle school, which Jimmy found incredibly uncharacteristic but loved every second of it.
Highschool. Jimmy got a car first and drove him and Curly to school every day. It was an act of love to let Curly be in charge of the music, because he found a decent amount of it unlistenable, but he liked watching a very tired Curly sing his favorite songs.
#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing jimmy#mouthwashing curly#jimcurly#mouthwashing headcanons#i hope this is good cries
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Moonlight Song: Chapter 1
“Hurry, henchman! I’m hungry!”
Yuichi sighs, readjusting his grip on his bag. Grim is tugging at his clothes, impatient as always, and honestly he just wants to skip dinner and go take a nap. Not that his silly dorm companion would ever allow something as heinous as skipping a meal. Maybe he can convince Grim to go by himself…?
Unlikely.
“I’m coming, just hold on a minute.” He says, Grim rushing ahead of him. He attempts to hurry after his dorm mate, but instead collides near instantly with someone coming around the corner. Both Yuichi and whoever he slammed into hit the floor, and Grim immediately appears near them.
“Hey! Watch where you’re—MWAH?! IT’S THE POMEFIORE LEECH TWIN!” Grim instantly cuts his scolding off the minute he sees the guy on the floor glaring at the two of them, and ducks behind Yuichi.
“Don’t compare me to the Leeches, we look nothing alike.” Arlo immediately scolds. “And we’re not related at all, this is why you’re failing your tests, isn’t it?”
“Wha… how does he know that…”
Yuichi deigns not to reveal to Grim that it’s probably just a reasonable guess.
Instead, he decides to defuse the oncoming fight, considering the Pomefiore second year has seemed to recover from his fall but is now looking more and more annoyed. He brushes off his clothes, standing back up. “Sorry for knocking you over, I wasn’t looking where I was going.” He says.
Arlo looks him over, and then nods, seeming to find him genuine. “Sure. I wasn’t paying attention, either. Keep your… cat under control, though.”
“I’m not a cat!” Grim immediately yells, indignant.
“What are you, then? I see a cat.”
“Get your eyes checked!”
“Oh?” The mer tilts his head, tone lowering threateningly. “Do you think something is truly wrong with my vision? I’m not in the mood, so spit it out if you do.” His tone makes it very, very apparent that Grim should stop talking, so Yuichi, once again, is on damage control.
He scoops the cat back up into his arms, “He really doesn’t—sorry again.”
Arlo’s glare doesn’t fade. Instead, he just crosses his arms, staring at them with a piercing look and not saying anything.
“Uh…. We’ll get going, then?” Yuu says, attempting to leave before anything else happens.
“Do either of you sing?” The mer asks suddenly.
“What?! Why’re ya asking something like that, all of a sudden?” Grim questions, receiving another tilt of the head from the mer.
“I suppose it doesn’t matter… You’re not doing anything right now, are you? Great.” The shorter guy then darts forward, grabbing Yuichi by the arm and pulling him along down the hallway.
“No, no! Henchman, fight back! I want dinner!” Grim protests, struggling in his arms. A glare from the mer quickly stops the squirming, but not the complaining.
It’s not like Yuichi could pull away even if he wanted to. The guy is much stronger than he looks, and honestly kind of scary. He’d much rather just get whatever he wants over with and then return to his dorm.
Hopefully there’s food, wherever they’re going. He can’t put up with Grim’s whining for that long.
Arlo pulls them along all the way to the courtyard, and then over to a bench where, to Yuichi’s surprise, the Pomefiore housewarden is sitting. He’s scrolling on his phone, but looks up as they approach, raising an eyebrow.
“I found more people.” Arlo says, and the expression on Vil’s face sours.
“Grim and Yuu are not good candidates for a singing competition, Arlo. Go find someone else.” He tells his lowerclassman flatly.
“For a what?” Yuichi asks with mild panic. He’s ignored.
Arlo crosses his arms, tapping his foot impatiently. “I don’t need people to be good at it, I just need them to be distracting.”
“Then why did you ask me, exactly?”
“You’d get upset if I didn’t invite you!“
“Wait, wait, hold on!” Yuichi interrupts, finally getting a word in between the two boy’s arguing, although he regrets it a bit when two duel glares turn onto him. “What’s going on? Singing competition?”
Vil turns back to his dorm member. “You need to stop dragging people around with no explanation.”
Arlo shrugs. “It’s fine. They’re not busy.”
“Did you ask?”
He doesn’t respond, instead turning to Yuichi. “There’s a festival going on in my hometown, and I got signed up for a competition. I don’t want to participate, so I’m taking other people along with me. You’ll help out, right?” The question is less a question and more of a threat, from the low way he says it.
“…Can’t you just, uh, drop out?”
Arlo gets a pinched, complicated expression on his face. “I could, but then my siblings would call me a coward. Do I look like a coward to you?”
“…er, no?” Yuichi answers hesitantly.
“Exactly. But now I need more people… three or four, maybe…” He muses to himself, and then grimaces. “I don’t want to ask anyone else.”
“I, myself, would like to find good singers.” Vil tells him, offering no room for argument. “You might be content with this, but I’m not. You shouldn’t have told me about it if you weren’t intending to do your best. Frankly, I’m considering teaching you a lesson.”
“Who says I won’t do my best? I’m not worried about myself, but how other people perform isn’t my business.”
“As your housewarden, I don’t appreciate your attitude.”
“I’d love for you to attempt to teach me manners, then—“
“OKAY! Okay. Let’s just…” Yuichi raises a palm to his head, sighing. Why, why, is he always the one playing mediator? He’s not good at that! How did this happen to him?! “So, from what I’m hearing, we need a few more people, and they should at least be decent singers, and should have time to leave campus last minute…?”
Vil nods. “Correct.”
“How are we going to get anyone like that?” He asks, already committed to helping. Not like he would be able to get out of this now, anyways.
“Why, I think I can help with that!” A deep voice says from behind them.
#feel free to replace yuichi with your yuu if you want!!!#chapters for this will probably be short 😭#twisted wonderland#disney twst#twst oc#twst original character#arlo wake oc#yuichi yuu oc#twst fan event#twst fanfic#twst yuu#twst vil#vil schoenheit
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OH MY FUCKING GOD
THIS SONG IS KILLING ME
"I ain't proud of all the punches that I've thrown
In the name of someone I no longer know
For the shame of being young, drunk, and alone
Traffic lights and a transmitter radio
I don't like that when they threw me in the car
I gave your name as my emergency phone call
Honey, it rang and rang, even the cops thought you were wrong for hangin' up
I dial drunk, I'll die a drunk, I'll die for you"
NOAH KAHAN YOU ARE THE MAN
WHY DO I RELATE TO THIS SONG SO MUCH???????????
#OMFG#AM I SOBBING ON THE FLOOR IN THE MIDDLE OF MY LIVING ROOM ALL ALONE? YES YES I AM#I AM NOT OKAY#noah kahan#dial drunk#jesus christ i am not okay#WHY DO I RELATE TO THIS SONG SO MUCH???????????#Spotify
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i think it's close enough to christmas to post the virgin greg again
#personal crap#steven universe#su amethyst#su pearl#su greg#su steven#su garnet#yeah i just rewatched three gems and a baby#i still think it's one of the most underrated episodes and christmas is a nice excuse to watch it#like. i could never be ready is such a pretty song greg not knowing how to look after a baby is really relatable and funny#and it's so interesting how the gems all kinda look at steven from their own perspectives and have to realise he's not just like any of the#plus doing this ep quite a way into the show shows how much they've all grown#not to mention the retroactive explanation for why steven never knew about ruby and sapphire and the white diamond foreshadowing#it's just... *chef's kiss*
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「いかないで」
arataka reigen/reader angst and fluff
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You're leaving again.
'It's just a short trip,' you'd assured him. 'I'll be back in a week.' 'I'll be back before you know it.' 'I'll be safe.' 'I won't die.'
He knows you'll be alright. He knows you'll be safe. He knows you'll be back in a week. He knows you won't die, but he can't— he can't get those horrible, horrible thoughts of you dying in unimaginably terrible ways out of his head. He knows you'll be okay, but he can't stop thinking about why, how, you might not be.
The two of you sit on those cold airport chairs, the metal chilling his skin. He holds your hand in a bruising grip, his knuckles white. He breathes hard, struggling to keep himself from crying. He shouldn't cry. He shouldn't cry.
Your suitcase sits in front of you as you scroll mindlessly on your phone, not paying attention to him. It's so cold. The steel of the chair is so cold. The air-conditioning is so cold. Why are you so cold to him right now?
Your hand is warm. Your thumb caressing the back of his hand is nice. You're nice. You're warm. You shouldn't leave. Why do you need to leave? Don't go.
He hears the words of the airport attendant over the speaker, announcing that the last flight of the day was prepared to be boarded. He panics, a tremor coming to his hands, his eyes growing wet and glassy with tears. He blinks them away before you can see.
You switch off your phone. You get up and off the chair, taking your luggage in a hand and beginning to walk off. His hand slips from yours, and he scrambles to follow.
He's too slow. He's too slow to follow you.
He stares at you as you walk. He stares as that god forsaken bag rolls across the smooth marble floors, making a sound so grating and horrid it makes him want to rip his ears from his head.
He shouldn't cry. He wants to stop you. He wants you to stay. He wants to say those words, he really, really wants to say those words.
'Don't go.'
As the doors slide shut, hiding you from view, he can't hold it in anymore.
He falls to his knees, burying his head in his hands. He cries, he sobs, he begs you to stay, knowing that you aren't here anymore, knowing you can't hear him.
He knows you'll be back. He knows you'll be fine. He knows you won't die. He knows you'll be safe. He knows you'll be fine when you come back. He knows when you'll come back.
Do you not like him? Do you hate him? Why do you have to leave?
He knows why. He can't come along. He wishes, he begs to whatever god is merciful, but none of them listen.
You're leaving again.
He knows he shouldn't cry. He really, really shouldn't cry, but he still, so selfishly, wants to say those words to you.
'Don't go.'
It's so cold. Why is it so cold? Why is the airport so empty? Why is it so dark?
Why can't you stay?
He dries his eyes, leaving the airport. The night is cold, silent, as if judging him. He's being so childish, crying and worrying over a week-long separation. He shouldn't cry.
The floor seems to swim and shift underneath his feet, as if trying to knock him to the ground. The night is falling apart. His vision is blurry. His head hurts. His hands shake. His knees tremble.
He boards the bus, sitting down on the cold plastic seats. He shouldn't cry. He shouldn't cry.
He checks his messages excessively, looking at your empty chat for hours, staring at the illuminated words on the bright screen.
'I'll be back soon!'
He imagines watching you lying down in a hospital bed. He imagines watching you pass on. He imagines your funeral. He imagines your gravestone. He imagines feeling the rough stone underneath his fingertips as he caresses it. He imagines bringing flowers to your grave. He imagines bringing your favourite food to your grave. He imagines crying at your grave. He imagines his tears wetting the soil. He imagines how lonely he'll be without you.
That night, he cries himself to sleep.
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You look so happy in those pictures you send him.
You're smiling. You're laughing. You're grinning.
You're so much more attractive than usual. You're so much more pretty than usual. Your eyes sparkle so much more than usual. Your hair is so much more shiny than usual. Your smile is so much more radiant than usual.
He stares at the pictures for hours.
He dreads the cold nights. He dreads the lonely mornings. He misses you.
He doesn't go to work all week. He stays at home, sitting in his cold, cold room, the blankets and coats and sweaters and scarves doing nothing. He's so cold without you. Why did you have to leave? You're so warm, and he's so cold. Why did you have to leave?
He doesn't eat, he barely sleeps, just staring at those pictures you sent him. Staring at your happy face, staring at your beaming smile. Staring at you.
Why are you so happy without him? Why don't you seem to miss him? What did he do wrong? Do you not love him? Why do you hate him?
He misses you. He loves you so, so much. He wants you to come back.
He counts the minutes. He counts the hours. He counts every minute you don't message him, and he counts every minute that you do. He counts every minute you call him, and he counts every minute you don't.
Seven more days. Six more days.
He misses you.
Five more days. Four more days.
He misses you.
Three more days. Two more days.
He misses you.
One more day.
He misses you.
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It's the last day. He's ecstatic, a wide, dopey grin plastered on his face as he quickly showers the first time that week and changes into something presentable. It's all for you.
He runs to the bus when you message that you're reaching soon. He sprints, almost falling over, scrambling up the bus's stairs and settling, shaking, into a cold plastic seat. He's still so, so cold without you. You're so warm, and he's going to be able to feel your heat again.
He stumbles out of the bus, almost falling over as he runs as fast as he can into the cold airport, almost slipping on the cold, smooth marble floors. He sits in the cold metal chair, waiting impatiently. He checks his messages obsessively, watching that live location thing you'd sent him. He watches as your little icon glides slowly across the path. It feels like it goes on forever.
You finally arrive.
He scrambles out of his seat, sprinting towards the doors as they slide open and you slip through. He runs into you, wrapping his arms around you and squeezing, squeezing so hard it pushes the air out of your lungs and leaves purple bruises on your skin.
He holds the back of your head in a tight, crushing hand, running his fingers through your hair. He buries his face in your hair, breathing in your shampoo. He's breathing heavily, and his breathing quickens further when you give a tight hug in return, burying your face into the crook of his neck.
He's shaking, you notice. His grip is tight, crushing, bruising, and he doesn't let go for a long, long time.
When he finally does, though, he lets out a long, slow sigh, his grip loosening a little as he puts some distance in between the two of you, just enough for him to look at your face. He cradles your cheek, his expression calm, calmer than you've ever seen it before.
"I missed you," he says simply, brushing his thumb over your cheekbone. You wrap your fingers around his wrist, pressing his palm to your face as you smile at him. "I missed you too."
Those words make him feel good, make him feel better than he's ever felt. You missed him. You missed him even though you were having so much fun. You still love him.
Your eyes light up.
"I got you a gift," you say excitedly, rummaging through your bag. You pull out a small box, about the size of your palm. He takes it from you almost immediately, ripping the cover off.
It's a bracelet. A small, silver one, elegant chain wrapping around winding branches. Gemstones line the sparkling metal. He struggles to get it on, his fingers shaky and his movements fast, almost frantic.
You laugh in amusement. "You like it?"
He envelops you in a crushing hug again, muttering and mumbling as his grip tightens around you. "I love it," you hear, barely intelligible. "I love you. Oh, I love you..."
He releases you from the suffocating hug, his hands on the small of your back.
"Can we go for ramen now?" He asks, almost begs. He's starving, not having eaten a proper meal for a week. "Please? Anata?"
Your heart flutters at the sound of him using that pet name for you. It's so, so rare to hear him calling you anything other than your name. You don't mind it, of course, but this is a... Pleasant surprise.
You smile. "Of course."
His dopey grin widens as he takes your hand in a bruising grip, leading you out of the airport and to his favourite ramen shop.
He's warm.
#vent#Spotify#im gonna vent in the tags <3 really feeling this one boys#ive never related to a song this much. i havent even experienced romantic attraction before#it feels so stupid. i feel so stupid#theres so many things going on in my life and i cant#i cant keep track of any of them.#i get plenty of love. i have good friends. i have a good mum and a cool dad.#why cant i accept their love?#its so perfect. its so perfect. my life is perfect; flawless. why cant i see that?#why do i want to die?#...#it really breaks me how simple that sentence is.#「いかないで。」#no kanji. no fancy pronouns. nothing.#like a child.#reigen arataka#arataka reigen#angst#reigen x reader#arataka reigen x reader#reigen arataka x reader#did anyone leave? no. im just lonely
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oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh
so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.
why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.
and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.
so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.
it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.
like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!
and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)
(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)
#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony#anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate#skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant#instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady#then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change#and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again#make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello#i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔#so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl#anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows.#riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us#bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath#whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage.#why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself#funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that)#anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch#aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck#WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH??????#i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed#rambles#genshin#childe#childeposting#narwhalposting
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Round 8
Round: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
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#detective conan#music#polls#detco posting#my stuff#it's criminal how there is not a truly decent version of this opening around#CRIMINAL I SAY this is so very- VERY-!!!#JUST SO AMAZING YOU KNOW!!! my heart always full of EMOTIONS AT THIS SONG#i'm just so emotional about this one but in a different way#*shares it* i have to do everything around here!!! if i get banned you know why#(it must be partly bc of the piano and guitar huh. just. so. SO. SO GOOD DAMMIT *CLENCHES FIST*)#i'm just way too attached to this opening you have no idea#this gets a whole different response out of me#but nazo is such a big original banger too#not to mention KIMI TO KOI BC THAT IS SUCH AN ULTIMATE SHINRAN SONG#kanashii is so good too damn ZARD is so so so good you know?#also can i say how much i love how heavily heiji related movies have more traditionally japanese music?#HATTORI HEIJI DETECTIVE OF THE WEST truly represents the eastern culture in a way#anyways this is a hard round... again. what a surprise.#pls remind me if i ever decide to do any music related poll in the future not to let shuffle decide things
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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I CANNOT stop thinking about Fig’s conversation with her mom… specifically when Fig talked about how she didn’t like to be asked about herself or have attention focused on herself and that’s why she often becomes other people
#I just can relate to that idea so much#like even in a low stakes setting of playing a game with friends or family#I am at all times like please dear GOD do not look at me while this is happening#anxiety#social anxiety#although I am obviously not as cool as Fig in my ability to become someone else#I do wonder if this is why I don’t necessarily feel the same kind of anxiousness when I’m acting#dimension 20#d20#fig faeth#figeroth faeth#actor#it’s like that fan song from sobpmkre year#sandra lynn faeth#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high spoilers#emily axford#brennan lee mulligan#fhjy ep 11#a very merry moonar yulenear#a very merry moonar yulenear spoilers
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last spoti wrapped post but this was the evolution from last year to this year when i realized i could just convert all my fav tracks on spotify to mp3s on my fav offline app…get ready for next year when i’ve downloaded every song i can think of and no longer need that stupid ass app unless it’s to discover new songs!!
#also this is a reminder that i am criminally insane about music#if i was talented enough i’d probably be in a band rn#my entire life’s dream but im currently too broke to buy an instrument and also probably too old to learn how to play one#but like…i was meant to do something music related with my life this is proof#ughhhh like i want it more than anything but alas…not sure if it’s meant to be#also it’s always morally correct to 🏴☠️music on the spot app#why would I want to sit through five ads when I can listen to music uninterrupted for free??#i had like 5000 songs on the app before i learnt I could just convert the spot tracks so now I gotta replace them all slowly#like the spotify users and the apple music users should come together and find a way to mp3 their tracks#maybe then the companies would make their free apps better#also you heard none of this from me#I did not teach you to 🏴☠️ the spotify tracks you learnt that on your own#plus wrapped this year sucked major ass that’s why i’ve barely posted mines#motley crue on top three of my top artists was a major surprise tbh even though I’ve been listening to them quite a bit this year and last#but like…who really cares tbh. sorry for yapping this much#like wtf am i on about lmaooo
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BURIED ALIVE INSIDE MY DREAMS BUT IT WAS ALL A FAKE OUT, FAKE OUT
#...why did my music stop when i finished typing this.#anyway. so much for stardust is so full of very relatable songs#'do you laugh about me whenever i leave'#not to mention. flu game. ow.#OH HELL YEAH 27 IS PLSYING NOE#folie a duex is my favourite fall out boy album#god i love fall out boy so much
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I am not the sunshine, I am not the moon at night
I'm no one if I'm nowhere in between
#beep boop you want fries with that#cw scopophobia#kingdom hearts#re:kh#riku#HAPPY SPOOKY MONTH#tHATS THE ONLY REASON WHY I DREW THIS. its not actually related to my rewrite besides the dream eater riku design#the design is the only reason its tagged re:kh!!! yep!!#uhm but. ive had so much weird feelings on how to go about drawing dark mode because i always thought putting abs on a kid was weird#so ive tried simplifying it to look less.. ab-y? still looked strange#so this time i leaned more into looking like the muscle tissue was torn and there was blue underneath. morbid but this suit is supposed to#look organic and unnerving. which i love. anything organic looking when it comes to darkness or heartless is so fucking cool to me.#also for once i draw dark mode riku and not repliku . thats funny.#might be the first time i do that.#also YES caption is dr sunshine is dead by will wood#why is it lowkey a riku song <- IT MAY JUST BE GOING CRAZY.
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