#WHY AM I THIS WAY

[heph]

Watching your yaoi get progressively older. Go. Put those middle aged men in situations.

HELP MEEE 😭😭😭

[endlessmidnights]

I hate being so irritated that I’m holding back tears, and I hate that that’s the only time I cry

[slutforsilverfoxes]

Me, eating a brownie while reading absolute filth:

I’m so good at this whole self care thing

[xproskeith]

Sometimes I like to break from listening to Clancy on repeat for the past 3 months...

By listening to Ode To Sleep and some of Self Titled on repeat lmao

[strxnged]

i am actually so unwell over no longer human. to this day. you guys do not—CAN not—understand the impact this work had on me. i need to write. i need to GKJDLHVCGHDDSFFJSDASADJKDS

[miss-celestia13]

Writing smut means you walk around your house listening to your smut playlist at full volume, and yelling out shit like; “I’ve made up my mind! I’m doing anal!” At the top of your lungs. All my neighbours heard that and now I can never look them in the eye. I wish this was the first stupid thing they’ve seen from me, but there is a long history of me making an absolute cuntspangle of myself around them all. Whatever. I’ll shout something even more scandalous later and hope they forget this one.

[little-bumblebeeee]

cut a bitch off like the hash slinging slasher

[gravity-falls-fanatic89]

I would like to know why I go into this state, completely prepared to write the part of my story I've literally dreamed of, the story ive been thinking of for weeks, the kick in the pants I've wanted...

And I mentally just go:

NOPE.

Why??????????????

😭🙃😬😭🫣😑😳😵‍💫😫

[endlessmidnights]

I push people away as a challenge to see if they will stay no matter what

[dumspirovaniloquor]

Johnny Rotten and Steve Jones' pictures from Amsterdam in 1977 is something that can be so personal--

[theelderdaughter]

Is there a word for when we feel like we barely have the will to exist, and the people around us expect us to be there for them, but we don't know how to tell them that we barely have the motivation to be there for ourselves and that we don't hate them, we just simply need to pause everything for a while and pretend not to exist?

[xghostfaceboyx]

Living with chronic pain is the weirdest experience. My internal monologue today has been:

Chronic Pain: AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Me: Alright whats going on this time?

Chronic Pain: Don't know just AAHHHHHHHH

Me: Do we at least know what hurts?

Chronic Pain: EVERYTHINGAAHHHHHHHH

Me: Painkillers gonna help or?

Chronic Pain:

AAAAHHHHHHHH

Me: ... alright then

[michelleleewise]

Soooooooooooooo......

Long Live The King is gonna have an Epilogue.....

It was going to be one part......

It is now two......

And somehow angst got in there.....

What's wrong with me!?!?!?! Lol *whispers* sorry...

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

i feel guilty being so secretive . i hope the love nd appreciation i feel is obvious thru my posts even if i can’t be public about it

[aft-ons]

I'm her in a different body , is it just me?

[nyarlathotep-thecrawlingchaos]

Hi, omg, not the original anon who asked you for the cheating-thoughts comfort, but I ADORED IT. I super missed your writing and I'm so happy you're back and glad you're doing better (so sorry you feel ill, though!)

Also, just as comment I thought you may like

I was sitting here, reading, finished the little drabble, and my mind went "Remember that 'I want to eat you until your soul is bound to my tongue' that Nyarla correlated with Mihawk? Yeah that'd be his ' *BONK* Stop being stupid' to your self-sabotaging brain" anyhow I'm not foaming at the mouth brb imma run through the whole neighbourhood to chill

O u mean this 👀

I do intend to do more oneshots for the other characters in the original request.

Didn't really intend any of them to be more than fluffy SFW lil oneshots but, uhh now.......Oof.

That um. That would definitely be one way to reassure you. I. I mean.

I.

Imma go delulu off into the sunset now or something because I am not sure what else to do with myself 🫠