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heph · 5 months ago

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Watching your yaoi get progressively older. Go. Put those middle aged men in situations.

HELP MEEE 😭😭😭

#heph answered #ITS SO BAD #WHY AM I THIS WAY #i came into house md not expecting any of this #i didnt think id fall so hard for these old men but i did #the whole cast for that matter #i love everyone

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endlessmidnights · 3 months ago

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I hate being so irritated that I’m holding back tears, and I hate that that’s the only time I cry

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slutforsilverfoxes · 1 year ago

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Me, eating a brownie while reading absolute filth:

I’m so good at this whole self care thing

#hotch smut #all in a days work #self care #get you a roomie who can bake #it was still warm if anyone’s curious #it’s kinda like cannabalism bc I too am a brownie #sometimes i think i'm funny #sf2 thots #why am i this way

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moyokeansimblr · 3 days ago

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didn't I just like re-re-re-redo my clothing defaults in january?

yes

am i redoing them again now?

yes

do i have any real good reason to be?

no

the only difference, this time, is that for the first time ever if I don't like anything off the default database I'm not just replacing for the sake of it. Idk if I'm just so tired after doing my own default hair project or what but all of a sudden I don't care about being consistent (and no, I will not be doing my own default clothes project any time soon)

so... yay?

#moyokean #maybe delete later #why am i this way

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xproskeith · 3 months ago

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Sometimes I like to break from listening to Clancy on repeat for the past 3 months...

By listening to Ode To Sleep and some of Self Titled on repeat lmao

#twenty one pilots #Why am I this way #Lmao

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strxnged · 3 months ago

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i am actually so unwell over no longer human. to this day. you guys do not—CAN not—understand the impact this work had on me. i need to write. i need to GKJDLHVCGHDDSFFJSDASADJKDS

#june shines #like i wrote that tighnari fic in july but that feels like it was ages ago and i have so many emotions in my body #i should write something original because i don't want to write for genshin these days but i want to WRITTTEEEEE #however.#however. i do not have the concrete ideas for stories at this time. only a desire to have them #perhaps i should brainstorm #i started writing another cinematic album. got half the first song of like 9 done #why am i this way #i would like to finish a creative project before i die

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miss-celestia13 · 1 year ago

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Writing smut means you walk around your house listening to your smut playlist at full volume, and yelling out shit like; “I’ve made up my mind! I’m doing anal!” At the top of your lungs. All my neighbours heard that and now I can never look them in the eye. I wish this was the first stupid thing they’ve seen from me, but there is a long history of me making an absolute cuntspangle of myself around them all. Whatever. I’ll shout something even more scandalous later and hope they forget this one.

#writing smut #shameless smut #writing life #fanfiction #writers things #smut is art #smut is life #fanfic #duskwood fanfiction #smut and fluff #writer life #writer problems #why am i this way #i am a mess #the smuttier the better #female writers #women writers #woman writers #writers of tumblr

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little-bumblebeeee · 7 months ago

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cut a bitch off like the hash slinging slasher

#I drew him as a clown #My Noodle boy #my cat #noodle gorillaz #< whom he’s named after #CUT A BITCH OFF LIKE THE HASH SLINGING SLASHER #KAREN PISSED OFF CAUSE A SQUID WOULDNT SMASH HER #why am i this way #glorb

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endlessmidnights · 1 year ago

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I push people away as a challenge to see if they will stay no matter what

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gravity-falls-fanatic89 · 11 months ago

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I would like to know why I go into this state, completely prepared to write the part of my story I've literally dreamed of, the story ive been thinking of for weeks, the kick in the pants I've wanted...

And I mentally just go:

NOPE.

Why??????????????

😭🙃😬😭🫣😑😳😵‍💫😫

#this is some bullshit #bah #why am i panicking #why am i sweaty #why am i this way #feels like angry sock puppet dipper

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dumspirovaniloquor · 2 years ago

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Johnny Rotten and Steve Jones' pictures from Amsterdam in 1977 is something that can be so personal--

#why am i this way #pistol #pistol fx #pistol 2022 #sex pistols #the sex pistols #johnny rotten #john lydon #steve jones

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theelderdaughter · 1 year ago

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Is there a word for when we feel like we barely have the will to exist, and the people around us expect us to be there for them, but we don't know how to tell them that we barely have the motivation to be there for ourselves and that we don't hate them, we just simply need to pause everything for a while and pretend not to exist?

#random #questions #going crazy #mental health #tired #why am i this way #apathy #feeling numb #do you relate #is it just me

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xghostfaceboyx · 1 year ago

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Living with chronic pain is the weirdest experience. My internal monologue today has been:

Chronic Pain: AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Me: Alright whats going on this time?

Chronic Pain: Don't know just AAHHHHHHHH

Me: Do we at least know what hurts?

Chronic Pain: EVERYTHINGAAHHHHHHHH

Me: Painkillers gonna help or?

Chronic Pain: