#do you relate

[me-writes-prompts]

I have wrote many great books…in my head.

[theelderdaughter]

Is there a word for when we feel like we barely have the will to exist, and the people around us expect us to be there for them, but we don't know how to tell them that we barely have the motivation to be there for ourselves and that we don't hate them, we just simply need to pause everything for a while and pretend not to exist?

[starchilddante]

Being a writer is weird, because sometimes you can write something and be like, "Ew, no, god why did I write such trash" but then go you go back to it at a later time and you're like "wait a minute, since when I am the next Shakespeare like damnnnn" Or vise versa. There's honestly no in-between.

[greatwolfcloud]

I don't care how or when but i desperately need someone to grab my face and hold it so gently and scream in the most loving and anger filled voice as if they were afraid that tonight was my last just to say " ON PURPOSE I CHOSE YOU ON PURPOSE IT DID THIS AND YOU CAN NOT STOP ME!" "NOW BELIEVE ME PLEASE" Said in the hushed tones only used for the one who are dying spoken in between heart wrenching sob that should never be heard. Sobs that i don't think if they were heard they any would live for your heart would break so definitely that you would become a heartless thing so empty that you die.

[makemycitybreak]

My boyfriend told me that the theory of relativity in physics implies that everything that happens is pre decided and I bawled my eyes out for half an hour

[ghostgirl133769]

Sunsets like these bring out the witch in me🌞

[godoftoads]

i sure pushed myself so hard in high school (and also in college honestly) just to be mediocre as fuck. like i seriously busted my ass for all that absolutely mid shit, and what did i even gain from it?? i fucking killed myself over 3 points in IB bio, as if that mattered in my life at all. but no one tells you that none of that matters when you’re in it. when you’re in it that’s apparently the most important shit in the world. i hate the entire system honestly. fuck school, fuck all of it. that shit destroyed me and i don’t forgive them.

[nilowashere]

you know how ppl sh and stuff and they don’t want to show their body or look at their own

WHY IN TF ARE PEOPLE LIKE THIS

me: *did sh again*

Them: why do you do that,why do you still wear hoddie you did that to yourself you should keep the hoddie and stuff off.

So what…i could get bullied in school,so i can become more insecure then i was before, so i can get the DISGUSTING looks from you every time i walk by you..no thanks i’d rather stick to the hoodies

[me-writes-prompts]

Me: inflicts trauma on my ocs

Also me: *feels their pain way too deeply*

[kazieka]

so I started a new anxiety medication this past week and so far it’s been going very well except that I have extremely vivid dreams and apparently sleep texting. I seem to have sent this at 3am and i have no memory of it

but i am Right

[cryptid-is-sick]

Hey?

I guess this is like my digital journal, and everyone can see it, which makes me feel far less trapped in my own head.

So let's see, I'm nineteen years old, studying arts and languages on a course that will leave me with nothing but UCAS points (yay?), I have been scared away from a relationship by my last partner, I have multiple unresolved personal issues, interests my friends don't really understand and I keep forgetting to book a haircut.

I know if I went back on my ADHD medication I would be far more organised and probably have some semblance of a functioning man, but those pills leave me feeling so dead and honestly, I quite like not being a zombie. It's alright, I prefer working at 10PM from my bed anyway, I am such a night owl.

So, now you know, consider this a little introduction into my world, I hope I'll find its not so different from everyone else's.

-D.

[mynnthia]

was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.

to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:

kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him

[cosmiclove-heavenstruck]

TORI SPRING: SOLITAIRE

"I think you should know that I make up a lot of stuff in my head and then get sad about it." Tori Spring, played by Jenny Walser

[bastardlybonkers]

i feel like not enough ppl are factoring in the cultural clash between laios and shuro and the many micro agressions shuro faced while being in their group. literally the name 'shuro' in itself is one

his name is toshiro 😭 lets also not forget that he has his own communication issues, in the opposite way that laios does- thats literally a factor in their argument, that his envy for laios's ability to express himself sincerely manifested as part of his distaste for him.

ig all this to say like, was their fight heart wrenching, especially when reading laios as autistic? absolutely. anybody whos ever been in laios's position knows how much it hurts to realize someone you thought was your friend doesnt actually like having you around, especially when they didnt tell you and you had no way of knowing due to not understanding their cues. but im begging yall to step back and see the nuance of this situation cause im gonna be real a lot of you are kinda just brushing over it acting like everything is toshiros fault and that hes a terrible person when in reality hes an average guy who really, really clashed with laios and it led to a very long misunderstanding due to their supremely opposite methods of communication. even laios and toshiro, after letting everything out in their fight, were able to come to an understanding and start a foundation for an actual friendship built on better communication

ok yknow what Edit: i shouldve made it even more explicit at the end of this post, i hadnt thought i would need to since i started the post with this, but i think a few too many people are missing my point so i just wanna clarify. i shouldnt have said 'really clashed' and left it at that because yeah they did, but it wasnt just their opposite methods of communication, it is also very much that toshiro was experiencing microaggressions via laios. it may have been unintentional on laios's part, but it still happened and wore him down, made it harder for him to communicate on top of both the more subtle social cues that he was raised with and his own communication difficulties. i also want to say that the fandom reaction to toshiro and the complete ignorance of this point is also racist tbh or at the very least ignorant. i understand that the anime did not cover this panel, and neither did the manga, as this was an omake, but im gonna be real with you guys. there are enough context clues within the story to clue you into this. if you didnt pick up on it thats ok, but i think this is a good lesson in picking up subtext in the stories that youre watching and/or reading. kui shouldnt have to explicitly say 'by the way laios was racist to toshiro' for this point to be understood, and at the very least, when the author portrays a character in a sympathetic light (as kui clearly does) it should make you question Why they are doing so and what makes them sympathetic, rather than youre immediate and only reaction to be 'well i hated what this guy did/said so i hate them and they suck'. idk exactly how to finish this, just. idk. question your biases and gut reactions to things you see in media and stories, and think about whether or not theres subtext that youre missing.