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belit0 · 1 year

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Heyy!! I love your blog so much and i appreciate it so bad. I really don’t know what i would do without it. You became the only reason why i am still on tumblr😭 I wanted to ask for a request. For Madara, Tobirama and Indra with a very VERY shy lover. She is very shy about ANYTHING. But mostly when it comes to intimate moments (Sex or making out for example.) How would they deal with it? It’s okay if you ignore it. It’s a very dumb request because i can’t imagine Indra, Tobirama or Madara falling for such a shy person, but it isn’t impossible for them, isn’t it? Love your blog sososososo Muchhhhhhh‼️‼️🩷🩷

AAAAAA thank you very much!!! I love knowing that you enjoy my work! And it gives me a beautiful warm feeling in my soul to know that I have you hanging around my blog!!!!

On the contrary! I imagine Indra would be perfect for choosing someone like that because it spares him from having to fight for control or obedience. Madara would really enjoy teasing her, and Tobirama is the king of empathy. Let's dive into it!

Indra

- Shy or not, as long as she follows Indra's instructions and doesn't disobey, she's fine. Now, if he asks her to look him in the eyes while he fucks her and she doesn't, or hides her head on his chest after giving him a kiss, the Otsutsuki will get irritated, and end up grabbing her by the cheeks and forcing her face as he wishes. If she doesn't dare to moan or give him the reactions he is looking for when they have sex, he will do it so hard and brutal that (Y/N) will have no choice about her shyness. He will force her out of her shell, whether she likes it or not. Trauma generator, I like to call him.

Madara

- Cute. As I mentioned in some other writing, Madara is fascinated to know he has an intimidating effect on (Y/N). Maybe it's just her natural shy personality, but there's a feeling getting satisfied every time he sees her hiding inside herself because of him, refuses to look him in the eye, or has a hard time speaking her mind. He will take it slow, and not push her, but he will make her suffer. He enjoys making her nervous, invading her personal space and pushing her to her limit before leaving her alone. That sly grin he wears on his face every time he looks her in the eye is a delight.

Tobirama

- No problem, it's the same for him but he doesn't show it. Tobirama is the most awkward person when it comes to emotions, but if there is something he identifies well is shyness and introversion. Belonging to the same group, he allows (Y/N) space and doesn't pressure her, but eventually he is the one who takes the active steps to help them both break through that barrier. He will leave his comfort zone and expects her to do the same for him, helping each other to overcome shyness in the privacy of their relationship and strengthen the bond through respect and patience.

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logan-lieutenant · 1 month

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i didn't win the wheel: episode 6

would you believe me if i said i thought i was ready for how depressed doing this series was going to make me, but i was wrong? i am stupid. i am actually stupid.

Logan (in the most deadpan, empty, listless voice I have ever heard and I've worked with middle schoolers): "We will be playing a mini football– foosball– ah, game... and first to five– whoever wins–"

[he looks up at Alex, then points to the camera]

Logan the Game Show Host: "⭐⭐ Gets to spin that wheel ⭐⭐"

jesus christ, i remember starting this series, first rewatching it all, and realizing that i could literally watch everything drain out of logan episode by episode. i just.. legitimately forgot how quickly that happens. how few episodes there are. let me TRY to find something good... anyways, The Bit is back. at this point in the show logan is doing pretty much all the introductions, so alex has very much settled into his role of "can i play with this while you're talking? okay thanks :)". logan actually tries to direct his attention to the camera more than once as he's introducing it, because alex is just fidgeting away... but it's not restless or hyperactive or excited. it's like he's matching logan's energy. logan is dejected, lifeless, bored; alex is an absolute mirror right in the very introduction of the video which, um, not a good look if you're the editor. and then logan does his little thing and looks right at alex, even as he's moving away, and then *all of the sudden* there's this brilliant smile and he's actually laughing... and alex, who at first only laughs a little (because logan's dark cloud is raining on them both today) meets logan's eyes and hears the laugh and THEN his sunshine is back. look at how quickly he glances from logan back to the camera... it's like he's just unexpectedly been given his cue. oh! look at that! this is actually fun?? we're having fun?? listen to him i think we're having fun!

sorry to dash your hopes, alex. after the one glint of laughter, logan is immediately locked in, i mean look at him he's practically gritting his teeth. meanwhile alex isn't quite having fun– he's losing by a lot– but he's trying to sort of jumpstart some fun anyway. the whole time he's making his little noises like "aaaAAA!" or "oooOOoo" that don't really mean anything, but it's kind of like when you're trying to get your dog to do something it doesn't want to do... you put all the emphasis in your voice and pretend that the bath or whatever is actually THE BEST PLACE EVER and SUPER SUPER FUN just to get the task over with. to get participation. and logan is... well, he's participating in the game, but he's not participating in alex's game. and alex seems awkward and alone and like he's trying too hard, because he is. because he's expecting a little bit of banter, a little bit of anything from logan's side that he can sort of coax into something eventually, because if anyone can bring logan out of his shell it's alex. but right now he's left with nothing. logan's doing what he's told. he happens to be alongside alex. that's all alex is getting.

ugh, thank god that's over. we're warming up a little! only took the most painful game of foosball i've ever secondhand experienced. alex spent the whole time losing, but not only did he not really lock in, he also didn't stop talking for more than five seconds for, like, the whole game. "what team are you, by the way?" straight up asking useless questions just to get something. i said earlier that alex's exuberance comes out extra when he's around logan– subconsciously or consciously– but this is a very solid, definitive example of what it looks like when it's intentional. he's nearly embarrassing himself. he sounds like an absolute goofball because he's trying so hard to bring the energy up. because they've done this before, they've played together, they've connected, they've had fun, why can't it be like before? why can't they find their own little world away from all the shitshow around them just for three minutes like they used to? he's trying too hard and he doesn't really know how and it shows.

but look, we got that little win celebration. FINALLY. some emotion!! never mind the fact that there's literally no eye contact... hmm, wonder how alex will react to this?

[Logan is declared the winner, cute little transition graphic]

Alex: "Disgusting defeat..."

Logan: "5 - 1... I'll give it to you, I had a little practice trial before–"

Alex: "To be honest with you, I don't think it owuld have made a difference."

Logan: "A little..." (cuts himself off because he's laughing)

aaaaahhhhh that's refreshing. okay. you know what this reminds me of? episode two. "you're a lot better at golf than me, so i expect you to do well." neither of them approach these challenges with the arrogant, hyperbolic confidence of carlos and charles (which is always hilarious and adorable between those two but anyways) but they're generally pretty confident. competitive, like all drivers. i have yet to see a put down from one to the other stronger than the infamous wink of episode one but i can only count two instances where they're putting themselves down. logan did it first when alex was getting distracted by his own anxiety. and here alex does it. why? because he spent the whole damn game trying to break the ice and WHEN DID IT BREAK? at the win. at the hands-in-the-air, the cheering, the laughter. so now he's going to go after that feeling like he's cracked the case. he exaggerates not only his own defeat but also apparently his skill level? logan tries to sort of put them on an even plane and alex is like hell no i ain't messin with this self confidence moment. he's found some momentum, he's running with it, he's not going to drop it now. still fidgety but now turned almost all the way in to face logan. no eye contact, but not gazing all over the place either, he's listening. he's listening carefully. knowing the moves to make. and you know what?

Logan: "I mean you did score an oggie to lose, little own-goal.. but, uh–"

Alex (laughing): "Oggie..."

Logan: "Little oggie, oggie..."

(Alex is still laughing)

Logan: "But you know the deal. That means... I get to spin that wheel–"

(he and Alex immediately start laughing before he can completely round off the sentence)

it fucking works. it did take me a while to figure out what oggie meant because i'm culturally inept and even more so when it comes to anything to do with sport. anyway, it's a silly word, and alex has such a low threshold for what he finds funny (even LOWER if it's said by logan) that he can't help but laugh and repeat it to himself, and then because he's laughing logan goes ahead and repeats it again. looking over at him to catch the smile on his face. and of course alex can't even hold the eye contact because now he's flustered, because he wasn't ready for happy logan today and he doesn't know how to play it cool at the best of times... also standing that stiff with his hand on his hip so he can continue to face like 80% towards logan? is not playing it cool? logan smiles and alex remembers how head over heels he is. love to see it.

Logan: "So. Let's get into it."

Alex (frat boy Logan voice): "boom. spin that wheel babyyy"

(brief moment where he clearly has no idea what he just said)

Alex (normal voice): "What?"

(surprised and hysterical burst of laughter)

first of all, alex leaning into logan (while logan puts his own hand on his hip to make room) and putting his chin in his hand is fucking adorable. alex in general is adorable but can you imagine him acting this way with literally anybody else? even george? think about it the answer is no. moving on:

sometimes alex reaches the point of his silliness where nothing he says makes sense, even to his own ears. on team torque logan is obviously pretty used to the glittery moments of nonsense, but this is so random and so stupid that logan's laugh sounds like he was very much caught off guard, and then alex is laughing at himself and they're both cracking up and they have to visibly switch gears to focus on the wheel as it gets to a prize. because after all this they've finally gotten to ✨their space✨ and it's surprising because neither of them thought that was going to happen today! and it's a relief! but it's at the end of the activity. and we've gotten to a point where ✨their space✨ can only exist in little bubbles, little pre-designed staged moments when they're not in real life anymore they're just in a video. and then the video ends and real life is back and how are they supposed to keep pretending like the world isn't falling apart for one of them? how is that space sustainable in the real world?

so basically alex had to jump through eight and a half hoops to get to this point and it's over as soon as it's begun. because he doesn't get to have this part of logan in a way that he can keep. that part is off-limits to him, closed off by the neglect and the depression and the constant self-deprecation that is unspoken but visible from a mile away. logan's losing f1, he's losing his seat, he's losing his team, and alex isn't even comprehending that he's losing logan. he's not giving up his prompting or joking even when it gets awkward, even when logan might even consciously be shutting him out, because he's not willing to except that this is ending prematurely. "it ain't over til it's over" well alex fucking needs that. he needs every last second of logan he can get before they're torn apart and he doesn't want to spend those seconds looking at him between iron bars but that's what it feels like. because logan isn't allowed to have happiness and alex isn't allowed to have logan.

fucking hell

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mercillery · 3 months

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The Damnatio one was EVERYTHING oh my gosh I am so happy you took my request it's a drought for him ngl!! If you're down, could you write some headcanons for him with a super excitable social and friendly partner? And kinda how others would view them? I don't wanna overwhelm you with requests though so if you do it don't worry about how much or little you write I just love your writing so much for him and would love to see more!!

WARNINGS: GENDER NOT SPECIFIED + NOT PROOFREAD

NOTES: AAAAAA thank you so much anon <333 Don’t worry about overwhelming me, I usually have little to no requests lol. This one was a little short, but I hope it’s still to your liking as well 🙂‍↕️❤️

Absolutely no one had a clue that you and Damnatio were dating until your extroverted self decided to make the announcement. Your circle of friends and acquaintances were used to your lively, open nature, but the news left them in utter disbelief and maybe even horror. The idea of the stern, stoic Damnatio being in a relationship with someone as sunny and sociable as you was definitely not a believable one. Initially, most people thought you were joking or perhaps suffering from an intense crush that led you to concoct this wild story. They couldn’t wrap their heads around the contrast between your vibrant personality and Damnatio’s composed and intimidating demeanor. The mere suggestion of you two as a couple was met with scoffs and dismissive chuckles, thinking you just had a big fat crush on him. I assume that one day, the gossip and skepticism reached a peak one day when someone, out of sheer curiosity and a hint of disbelief, decided to approach Damnatio directly. With a mix of nervousness and curiosity, they asked him if he was actually dating you or not. To which Damnatio confirms he was in fact dating you.

Everyone in the room right now: 😮😯😦😧🫢

From that day on, you and Damnatio became the center of numerous conversations, much to his growing annoyance. It seemed like every social gathering and workplace chat had turned into a speculation fest about your relationship. Damnatio, who cherished his privacy, found the sudden attention and intrusive questions particularly irritating. He couldn’t fathom why everyone was making such a fuss over his personal life or why they felt entitled to pry into it. With that being said, the constant barrage of dramatic reactions and endless questions starts getting on his nerves—but he manages to keep it together. People approached him with an almost morbid curiosity, asking about every little detail of your relationship. It wasn’t just the questions themselves, but the persistent and invasive nature of them, that grated on his nerves. When he finally saw you again, his first concern was for your well-being. He first asks if people have been pestering you with questions, genuinely concerned about how you are handling the situation. As you sheepishly admitted that you were the one who had made the announcement, he couldn’t help but inwardly facepalm. He had suspected you as much, given your open and expressive nature. But he wasn’t angry with you or anything—just fed up with the sudden spotlight on him and you. Honestly, even if your actions sometimes leave him wondering how he would ever keep up with you, he knew he wouldn’t trade you for anything. <3

But anyway, onto the more general stuff in the relationship...

Whenever you and Damnatio take a stroll outside, your lively nature inevitably leads to spontaneous conversations with friends you bump into along the way. Each time, Damnatio stands there in silent exasperation, a stark contrast to your animated chatter. It's almost comical how he just stands there, awkward and out of place, like someone who’s been dragged into a social situation they’d rather avoid. Have you ever been friends with someone who is popular or just exceptionally talkative, and you find yourself tagging along? Then, suddenly, they strike up a conversation with someone else, leaving you to awkwardly stand by because you don’t know the other person? That’s precisely how Damnatio feels during these encounters. He stands quietly, not knowing the people you're chatting with—yet he endures it with resigned patience. Despite the slight awkwardness and his internal sighs of exasperation, he isn’t truly annoyed. It’s more of a mild exhaustion from trying to keep pace with your boundless energy and sociability. As you talk to your friend, completely oblivious to Damnatio’s predicament, your friend can’t help but notice the way Damnatio looks at you. Though his expression remains neutral, there's a softness in his eyes as he watches you—a look that speaks volumes. He listens intently to your every word, and his love for you is evident in the way he focuses on you, even in the midst of these impromptu social interactions. Your friend sees the subtle signs: the way Damnatio's eyes never leave you, the slight relaxation in his posture when he’s by your side—it’s truly an endearing sight—not that they’d ever call Damnatio out like that though.

Honestly? Damnatio might just be learning a thing or two from your happy-go-lucky nature. Your approachability, liveliness, and friendliness are traits he’s come to admire and, perhaps subconsciously, emulate when you’re around. While he’s naturally more reserved and stoic, he makes a conscious effort to be just a tiny bit less indifferent and more engaging in his interactions, at least when you’re by his side. It’s a subtle change, but it’s there. When he’s with you, he finds himself slightly softening, allowing your warmth to influence his usually composed demeanor. It's not that he transforms completely, but your presence gives him the courage to step just a little outside his comfort zone. The truth is, it’s only when you’re around that he genuinely feels a bit more relaxed and at ease. Your ability to effortlessly connect with others is something he deeply respects and tries to incorporate into his own behavior, even if it’s in small ways.

During dates, it's common for you to eagerly pick out where you'd like to go before Damnatio even gets a chance to suggest a place. These moments don't turn into arguments but rather small mini-debates that have become a ritual between you two. It's almost predictable how these debates unfold: despite your enthusiasm and creative suggestions, you often end up losing and going where he wants to go. After all, with his extensive experience in various courts and his participation in countless debates and arguments, he's hard to beat. However, the places Damnatio chooses are always worth the compromise. He prefers quiet, intimate spots with little to no people around, where the two of you can enjoy each other's company without any distractions. These serene settings, whether they are quiet cafes or hidden gardens, become the perfect backdrop for your dates. The peace and privacy allow for deeper conversations and a stronger connection, making every moment spent together feel special. Though, if I’m being completely honest, he often selects elegant, fancy restaurants for dates and reserves one of the tables outside. Under the serene light of the moon, with the night sky as your backdrop, these dinners become enchanting experiences. Despite his preference for planning, Damnatio always makes sure you get your turn in choosing the location as well. After he decides on a spot, he lets you pick the next one. This way, your dates become a balanced blend of his calm, secluded choices and your vibrant, lively ones.

Now, when it’s your turn to choose the location, things get pretty chaotic. In a good way. Maybe not so much in a good way for Damnatio, but he doesn’t have the heart to turn you down. Besides, it's your turn to pick, and he’s willing to give anything a shot if it means making you happy. This often means heading to places teeming with people and buzzing with energy, like carnivals, amusement parks, beaches, arcades, museums, and so much more. Your lively and energetic nature often leads you to choose the most exhilarating spots, and you have a particular fondness for roller coasters. Can you imagine it? Can you picture Damnatio, the epitome of stern and collected, navigating the chaos of an amusement park with you, his stoic expression unyielding even as he’s dragged from one thrill ride to the next? By the end of the day, he’s thoroughly exhausted from the countless roller coasters, the dizzying spins of the teacup rides, and the sugary overload of cotton candy you kept insisting he try. Which he did. But only because you may or may not have shoved it down his throat. Throughout these adventures, he likely keeps a straight face, his eyes only widening in surprise when the rides get particularly intense. It’s almost amusing how he maintains his calm demeanor amid the excitement and chaos you thrive in. He might be silently counting down the hours until the day ends, but he never complains. Your joy and enthusiasm are infectious, and he can’t help but be swept along in your wake. On the way home, despite being utterly drained, he glances over at you, your big smile radiating satisfaction from the day’s activities. That bright, contagious smile of yours makes everything worth it. Even though he’s tired, he knows it was all worthwhile to see you so happy. The outings might’ve left him hella drained, but they also left him with cherished memories and a deeper appreciation for the contrast you bring to his world.

So even if it means enduring a bit of chaos and exhaustion, Damnatio knows it’s a small price to pay for the happiness and love you bring into his life. ❤️❤️❤️

If you’re wondering how the tea cup rides look, they look like this:

I was giggling for a good few minutes imagining him on a teacup ride lolol😭

#damnatio kira x reader #damnatio x reader #damnatio kira #black clover x y/n #black clover x reader #black clover headcanons #I LOVE TROPES LIKE THIS SO MUCH #THIS WAS SO CUTE AND FUN TO WRITE AAAAA

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whentherewerebicycles · 7 months

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oh my god friends I just survived one of the most excruciatingly awkward experiences of my life… I went back to this salon I’ve gone to before but I booked with a different stylist because I haven’t really liked the haircuts I’ve gotten from this one lady. my appts with her have all been really late (like 7-7:30pm range) so I was like there’s no way she’ll be there at 8:30am right… I can avoid the awkwardness of being like oh I actually want to go to this other guy. except when I walk in OF COURSE the lady is there and she immediately greets me, takes my coat, and ushers me into her chair. I should have just SAID SOMETHING but I was way too mortified and she was so confident I was like maybe I got it wrong? like she knows her own schedule right? but then the guy was also there just puttering around looking like he was obviously waiting for someone and I was just like 🫠🫠🫠 well it’s too late to fix this I have to live with my choices 🫠🫠🫠 but then it occurred to me that she was expecting me because she must have had an 8:30am appointment which meant that at any second her actual client was going to come through the door and demand to know why I had taken her appt slot. so I spent the entire 40 min haircut in a state of suppressed panic like my heart was POUNDING watching every car pull in like it was going to be her real client and then I was going to have to fake being confused and then it would all come out MY WEB OF LIES & DECEIT UNRAVELING AROUND ME. except no one came in and I started thinking my god am I going to get away with it???? until at the VERY END when a woman came in and I was like oh my god here it is JUDGMENT DAY HAS COME AT LAST…. except she went over to the guy who was waiting around, plopped down in his chair, and was like ‘hey! let’s do the same cut and color as last time’ to which I was like ???? DID I GET IT WRONG DID I JUST THINK ABOUT BOOKING WITH A DIFF STYLIST BUT ACTUALLY WENT WITH THE NORMAL ONE????? WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME and then I just had a total silent meltdown in the chair and could barely manage to speak normally to the first stylist as I was checking out lmao and then I RAN to my car and HIGHTAILED it out of there like she was going to see my name on the credit card and run out after me to be like UMM you booked with a different stylist?????? oh my god my heart is still pounding aaaaaa. then I got home and checked and I did in fact have an appt scheduled with the guy stylist, not the lady who actually cut my hair, which I believe means I just paid for a haircut and then am going to be charged the full price of a second haircut since I’ll show up in his books as a no-show. and now I have to decide if I call the salon and play dumb about the charge or if I just accept the $46 bill as divine punishment for being the most awkward and non-confrontational human being alive

#I’m like physically shaking #what is wrong with me

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no-1bitch · 2 months

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Ok so. Friend of mine L. She told another friend that she likes me and has SINCE WE MET??? and that she would go out with me but thinks i would be awkward but wants to be my friend so doesnt mind either way. And i like her. And i rhink im like ok.i like her i can do this. Over text. But then we meet up in person and i dont think she actually likes me anymore. I just cant fathom hrr liking me. Yk. And shes leaving for like 3 weeks and she won't have her ohone and she said shed miss me. But then. She agreed to go to the debs with rhis other guy. As like a way to get her parents off her back. Bc she is gay i know that. But like. Why would she go wirh him? AAAAAA im freaking out. Ugh. I dont know whats she on about!!!!

I like her and i really want this to work out . But i dont know how to go about it. What am i supposed to do or say. What if i say it to her that. I like her and i think we should go out. And she doesnt want to and doesn't like me anymore

#please i need advice.

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silverasks · 3 months

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earthspark season 2 episode 4 thoughts spoilers ahead

swindle was unable to swindle, that feels wrong

oh my gods Schloder is working at a carnival like the clown he is

FUCKING SARDINES ON A FUNNEL CAKE IM SORRY I CANT WHAT THE FUXK WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY OH MY GODS NO WHY SARDINES: ALRIGHT FULLEL CAKE: DELICIOUS BUT NEVER TOGETHER NO NO NO NO NO WHY WHY WOULD TWO PEOPLE ORDER THAT AAAAAA WHY NO ONE SHOULD EAT THAT THAT IS NASTY NO

I am thé only one in my family who actually cares about flavour and seasoning so this! This feels like I don’t even know I just don’t like it at all

perfect sugary fishy ratio no it absolutely is not fish should only ever go near funnel cake when it’s in a taco and on a separate plate

dude why are you acting so awkward around her its weird, and that’s coming from me

oh gods why are they giving the child’s a love interest gross

I want to spray them and there ridiculous abomination of food with pepper spray

sir what is that face no NO No NONONONO

I don’t like this episode

hmm funnel cake it is no twitch please go scare her off

this may be the aro ace talking but I hate this

she has stronks ok Robbie nvm your the one not good enough for her

also most music in this show is alright but the one that plays whenever Robbie and whoever that is are onscreen together is just giving me the ick

ehhhhh and everyone else has to feel it, just noooooooooo

yes run get out of there grab your brother as you go

ROBBIE STOP CRUSHING OVER A GIRL AND SAVE YOUR SIBLINGS

YES YOU GO MOE

I don’t think that’s how physics work

AHHH WOT

ah, they are both in a vehicle now, the vehicle most likely being the combined form of twitch and thrash

is that cosmo

swear to the gods please don’t tell me cosmo had been imprisoned by that guy for the past who knows how long

ooh with the weapons engaged it looks kinda nice

oh my gods an autobot symbol it is cosmo

ah he’s dead

AH COSMO

cosmo is like a third the size of a titan

Izzy, Izzy you can do better

stop torturing your siblings with your emotions

normally not against romance but this episode was just a big no for me

#earthspark season 2 #earthspark spoilers

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saturn-sends-hugs · 1 year

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Just finished episode four of Good Omens and aaAAAA.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I’ve seen people saying this season is like taking a nice bubble bath only for a toaster to drop from the sky and i have to say…

i am very worried about that toaster

spoiler filled ramble below cut

bUT (once i got over the absolute pain of all that secondhand embarrassment) I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THIS EPISODE

First of all Shax DIRECTLY calling out that she thought Aziraphale and Crowley were an item????? screaming, and then later in the bookshop Aziraphale’s little “cause that’s what… friends 🥺… do,” scrEAMING. Crowleys little reaction right there and honestly just all throughout the episode, omg. His little look when Ziri does the coin trick; how he’s trying to be supportive while simultaneously being like “Oh my god, this man’s an idiot,” IM LITERALLY DYING HELP—

and of COURSE Aziraphale has a derringer in the bookshop, I wouldn’t even doubt that he’s had to use it (non-lethally ofc), and of course Crowley’s never even held a gun before!!! That big soft squishmallow of an angel we saw at the beginning would absolutely never, and that part of Crowley is 100% still in there.

The way his hands were shaking so bad onstage aaAAAAAA with all his confident facade i absolutely LOVE those moments when we can see just how much Crowley’s pretending.

but also, OW. i have to say, having to sit there and watch Aziraphale being all nervous in front of a ton of people and then the awkwardness doubling when Crowley steps up, the amount of secondhand embarrassment there was like my personal equivalent to when Crowley was walking through that church, just absolute uncomfortable pain the whole time. why do i do this to myself 🫠

(who am i kidding it’s literally the same reason as crowley’s there, i just want to see these boys falling in love 😭😭)

But anyway, for all the ominous doom looming over this episode, i seriously loved all the sweet little moments they packed into this one 🥹

Now it’s just on to whatever episode 5 has in store for me (i am terrified)

#good omens #good omens s2 #good omens spoilers #gos2 spoilers #also #loved that they brought mark gatiss back again lol #gay british love story?? count him in

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simplyender · 10 months

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Aaaaaa thank you @fellhellion for tagging me in a get to know u better meme!!! :D!!!!

Three ships: Oh gosh, I'm not much of a shipper, but when I do, I ship HARD.

Entrapdak (Entrapta/Hordak) - Where do I even begin? They're perfect for eachother, the truest sunshine/grumpy ship, evil scientists in love, Entrapta teaching Hordak to have his own identity and that imperfrction is beautiful!! Hordak being somebody Entrapta can really connect to, that understands what she's saying and wants to hear more!! They love being around eachother so much, no wonder Hordak committed fratricide/deicide/patricide for her! Also the height difference and him being a monster and she's a human and just aaaaaaa I KNOW imperfection is beautiful but DAMN is this ship just perfect!!!!

Huntlow (Hunter/Willow) - If I had a nickel for every time I somehow ended up shipping a het-passing ship between a pathetic, menacing-at-first but-really-just-an-angsty-dork clone with an abusive creator with a strong and intelligent woman that struggles with vulnerablity and being othered and has pigtails in a show where the main ship isn't het, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it's happened twice! Their dynamic makes me so happy!! I love their characters!! They're so cute together!!

Trobed (Troy/Abed) - Fuck it. Trobed time. Can be an OTP AND a BROTP!! I don't even know what to say these guys were made for eachother and I will forever be upset about them being separated. Community movie please just bring them back together again I'm begging. Troys got homing pigeon DNA now he must be compelled to come back PLEASE.

Honorable mention: Brett and Reagan, BROTP. The actual best platonic soulmates I've ever seen. I miss u Inside Job.

First Ever Ship: The furthest back I can remember is Maxie/Courtney (AKA AuthorityShipping) from Pokemon, lol.

Last Song: Blame It On The Goose from the Scott Pilgrim Takes Off soundtrack. It's unreasonably resonant. I love it. Gideon/Gordon doesn't deserve something so beautiful sounding but boy did he get it anyway.

Last Movie: X-men United. MAN was that a blast.

Currently Reading: To Kill a Mockingbird, Mallard: How The 'Blue Streak' Broke the World Steam Speed Record, and The Necromancer: The Secrets of the Immortal Nicholas Flamel (In Hebrew). I read multiple books at once bc my attention span is weak, which really does not mesh well with being very a slow reader.

Currently Watching: I'm not actually really...In the middle of any series right now? I just finished Scott Pilgrim Takes Off, and I still need to finish catching up on What We Do in the Shadows, as well as Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Haven't watched in forever tho hence why I don't feel they count?

Currently Consuming: I had chummus and shawarma for lunch not too long ago:)

Currently Craving: I am in a constant, endless state of craving a very good steak. Some day I will be able to afford one...Some day.

Tagging @abelle25125 @tangledbeast @spacemiddenzz

i feel really awkward tagging people in these haha, but either way, no pressure.

#game

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having-conniptions · 1 year

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KinnPorsche ep 5 Rewatch Rambles:

"What happened to me?" "You were drugged. But they didn't do anything to you." YEAH BUT YOU DID KINN

"Why are they targeting me?" To hurt Kinn, next question

Detective Kim at work lol

Kinn: "As a boss I had to take care of him" Korn: "As a boss you didn't have to fuck him" (I know that's not what he said but it's what he meant)

That Tankhun and Kim interaction tho lmao

"Are you fucking dumb, bro?" xD I don't like Ken but I love Perth

Porsche is having flashbacks of Kinn's boobies. Same, girl.

And the not-very-subtle "playing with fire" metaphor? Nnnnnice.

I also didn't notice before that he was crying while he's having those flashbacks. Investing in full hd sure payed off

At least Pete is just as clueless as Porsche usually is

But back to those flashbacks, you can't tell me Porsche didn't feel violated. As much as I love the series and the ship I still can't accept what happened and that it's just brushed off after Kinn apologizes for "crossing a line" by which he just means losing professionalism by sleeping with one of his subordinates (which is already very questionable in and of itself)

GUYS!! COMMUNICATE! Kinn is sad bc Porsche has been acting distant so he gives him the cold shoulder and calls up one of his boys and then Porsche isn't too happy about that ugh what a mess

Hahahah Porsche's like "I can do that too" and tries to get with a girl

But how poetic is it that they both can't stop thinking about each other and end up not going through with it

Ayyyy Vegas is back 🖤🔥 tbh I was kinda rooting for him the first time around

Ok the VegasPorsche motorbike ride with Why Don't You Stay in the background is actually so cute

Even though Vegas' intentions were questionable at best, he did manage to take Porsche's mind off things and make him feel better. I feel like they could have been such great friends without the whole manipulation and boyfriend-snatching

Gahhh Vegas is so cute in this, really close to Bible just being himself

THE HUG Vegas is smiling even when Porsche can't see his face VEGAS JUST WANTS TO BE LOVED

"What took you so long?" Kinn calm down he's not your husband (yet)

"Are you saying that I've hurt you?" "And have you not?" TELL HIM PORSCHE

"I can do whatever I want" KINN WHY DO YOU ALWAYS SAY THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY

*almost kisses Porsche* "Starting tomorrow, Ken will be my head bodyguard" KINN NO USE YOUR WORDS. THE CORRECT ONES.

KimChay being cute I can't I can't do this again I can't take this heartbreak again I just can't

Detective Kim analyzing whether Chay is lying about Porsche he is really in his own separate detective movie huh

Omg the pics in Porchay's phone are so wholesome, just Chay with his loved ones, food, and cats. In mine Kim would find the same mirror selfie from 10 slightly different angles or with slightly different poses and then the same thing but from the day before and maybe the occasional random pic of something interesting I saw

Chay winning Kim over with his cuteness and talent AWWWWW

Pete is so hilarious

And such a good friend aaaaaa I love him

Porsche having dinner with his friends is just so wholesome awwww (why did Kinn have to show up and make it awkward)

I know I'm sounding more and more anti Kinn but I swear I'm not

"It's kinda cool to have a henchman. But he seems dull" ahahahah I fucking can't

"I'm taking you home" I REFUSE TO INTERPRET THAT AS ANYTHING OTHER THAN DOMESTIC AS FUCK

This is kinda where Kinn finally starts showing a bit more of his dorky side that we love so much

"If I don't care about you, why am I sitting here then?" <3<3<3<3<3

Aaaaand the handcuffed arc begins 👀

Daaaamn Chan really got that guy with one clean shot

Handcuffed in the forest arc here we gooooo

#kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche rewatch #kinnporsche ep 5

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cantsaythetword · 1 year

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tickle ask #25? :))

25. Would you rather be tickled face up or face down? Why?

aaaaaa fuck this is a hard one cause I love both. Imma list the pros and cons and y'all can decide which I like more lmao.

Face up is great cause it exposes more bad spots for light twords (e.g. stomach, collarbones, hips, thighs, etc) plus if my hands are free I can hug whoever is wrecking me which I do quite a lot lmao. And it's also the much MUCH more flustering version (especially when they're sitting a little higher up and just smirking down and you can't move DJSHSKAJHASL).

But if I'm not tied/pinned I feel a little awkward with my hands? and if I am pinned/tied I can't hide my face and I get kind of self conscious about how much I smile and visibly obviously look like I'm enjoying it? especially with the lighter twords.

Face down is great cause BACK TWORDS! But also it's a much more pinned state? Like if I'm getting my sides or hips wrecked I am STUCK and that's a fun time. AND having my arms pinned/tied above my head face down just hits DIFFERENT. Plus it's easier to hide my face which means I can relax a bit and just enjoy the ride? It's also a fun one for feet twords cause you kinda have to just lie there and squirm (vs face up where you can sit up and stuff like that).

Buuuuuut again it's harder to get light twords on the spots that are restricted by the floor/couch/bed/lower surface.

Based on that maybe I lean more towards face down? Idk both are super super good

Thank U so very much anon!

#ask #anon #ask game answer #ask game #perhaps someone should try both with me and we can compare notes 👀👀

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disastersteps · 1 year

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more anita thoughts- because its hitting me that by the end of this month (june 28- i checked the first time i ever drew their first design)

and looking back, i really thought anita is soft, was a constant in yearning, and depression is their name. longing and heartbroken because they cannot exist in the same world as others, in the same space as julia ortega.

now? anita is.

burying their yearning, their wanting, their desires and happiness into the dirt. dug with their fingers and put them to their grave. anita don't think they deserve any of these. they don't fucking deserve any of it.

they're frustrated, pissed, and just so so mad at the Farm, at themself, at their ability to unable to retain that life they missed.

Yet, they're still sad and soft and yearning. Yet, they still feel sad and bitter at the simple thought of unable to achieve the normal life, and all they have is. a fight. against the very people that took them back. the very people that ruin not just them but others.

they were soft, a little shit, and a bit of cocky but a bit of awkwardness in their name, they were snarky and full of wits. love tinkering with tech, and always have a bad posture when working on their laptop as sidestep.

and as harbinger, they're withdrawn, quiet and frustrated. calculating and thoughtful than they expected to be. always on the move, need to keep moving, need to kill it before it kills them. they still joke, they still chuckle, they still talk but it was always always underneath of 'don't look at me just because i'm broken. (i am. i am broken. pleasedon'tlookatme.)

and despite it, they're still soft under the thick layer, between the tattoos, they're so soft it hurts.

and it all started in a little quiet cafe, having hot creamy coffee that nearly burn their tongue at the sound of their old name, and a face they desparetly try to burn it out. to kill it.

to kill the very yearning- the longing, the wanting--

julia ortega throwing a wrench into the gears they worked so hard to build up. and spend the last two years avoiding her til now.

and this is why i love mcsqueezing anita and also. honestly sidestep in general because i want to bite them (affectionate AND AAAAAA at once)

#sidestep: anita lee #long post #SORRY DSJKGSKJGSDG #theres no arts but me and my little guy i want to ramble aboutttt

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nerice · 2 years

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5, 14, 19? :D

aaaaaa hello hello!! omg taking this moment to say i love ur blog & ocs & i love reading ur rental car posts even tho im too awkward to interact much a. <333333 ty for going out of ur way to send me some numbers :3c anwy HERE'S ANSWERS

[cw: implied bad family dynamics/manipulation]

a song for a badass scene

my name (wearing me out) / shinedown + (lyrics)

one of the quintessential liars game songs!! for context, platinum road (tag) is an alternate timeline spin-off from how things usually go in canon & what kills me worst fr that setting is that. crucially sky never chooses a name for herself nd is effectively nameless during it (unless you count. well. unfortunate titles given to her which she does not want) ENTER THIS SONG & IT'S NAMING CYCLE EMPHASIS >>>>

until (2:30) ...........

CUE the climax of liars game i.e. after being manipulated into killing faye & sparking angel mode, turning on the person who has been pulling her strings & BOY does the fucker get put in a gravity bone breaking cage for this. :D

i also think despite wildly varying circumstances, at the end of it all she'd still pick 'sky' as her name. bc she does kind of level the entire palace into dust during the climax so there's. lots of clear blue overhead to linger on as she makes that decision >:3 first actual decision / action of her own volition too, etc. ;w;

the most recent song added

well, yesterday i finally caved and added bmth's and the snake start to sing (lyrics) to the main ocverse playlist; however due to eliada lore drip marketing i cannot go into detail as to the (very many!!) reasons it is his character song now, so all i'll say is. this line >:)

just a guy going to university, don't worry abt it. :))

villain arc song

ok i cannot resist going back to platinum road!sky for this one. oc least deserving of a villain arc but in this house we are mean 2 rabbits & watching her lay waste with all that unlimited strength curse is always fun (ignore the anguish and mental torment. f) so if you ever wondered why the sky/gray angle in this setting is named 'liar's game' here's the answer: the game / disturbed ft. choice lyrics. ;)

^central conceit. + other fun sentiments:

i am going 2 create a f*mily that is so normal and functional. :)

BOOM CHEERS thank u for asking and sorry that i ended up in one of my most unhinged oc corners for this one gbhfbgghhh TWAS FUN

#TODAY ON ELIA REFUSES TO USE THE READMORE FUNCTION #askbox #oc asks #albatris #i realize again that im extremely shy when i have 2 answer these in a way that introduces ocs n concepts to new people asdbhsdbh #i absolutely went off the rails but pls know that these just happened to slot me into fav oc central which i am never coherent abt h #in that vein #still not calm abt sky plot 2k22 #happy nine years of using this fkcin tag. lol

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