#WHY AM I LIKE THISSSSSSS

[donde-el-diablo-parquea-la-moto]

Can't stop thinking about Leo, scared out of her mind pretending to be asleep, listening to everyone having fun on the ceiling.

[heich0e]

i'm answering asks from a month ago i am so so sorry

[shoveitevil]

[wandering-wlw]

Do you ever just feel like the worst person alive?

[sk3l3t0n444]

ok nope too much of a pussy to do it

ok here we go im gonna be so brave

[x-i-l-verify]

Me: Please, please, I already have 3 Linked Universe story ideas and I'm working on 2 simultaneously as we speak, I do not need another!

Also me: Okay, but consider. AU set in a world where Cia, a powerful witch, magically created 2/3 of the Chain in a desperate bid to recreate First, who she was madly in love with, while the other 1/3 are also magical homunculi created by Hylia, First's widow, to find her and her late husband's son, who disappeared under mysterious circumstances.

*30+ pages of notes, worldbuilding, outlines, and prose later*

Me: ...I've made a horrible mistake.

[analoghorrorisyummy]

me. Literally.

Me staring at my phone while my friends text but I don’t know how respond without thinking I ruined the mood-

LEJEBEJJEHE

uhhh

[michaels-two-dads]

Only the normalest of behavior from you my dear friend

HDMDNDMDN mhm mhm I’m so fucking normal mhm <- not remotely normal

[faisty]

maybe have locked myself in the bathroom at work because overstimulated trying to avoid meltdown but now there are people outside and i can’t leave lmao

[suqqubus]

crazy version of reality im living in rn..........

[kimmkitsuragi]

dangling "you can play bg3 tonight if you finish your application" over my head but also not doing anything the whole day

[mychemikuromance]

i see any sort of horror image and my brain just latches onto that shit huh

[abyssforphantoms]

Idk guys...

THEY SEEM KINDA EAR-IE

I meant EERIE

Crap

I am… the Hearer

[mtshrike]

Alright my ass has to get off Tumblr and get on with reading The Crucible I'm 65 out of 130 pages in and have 38 questions left to answer while reading and a test on it and a paragraph assignment about it to do before the morning. And then two more assignments in the same class f'fucksakeeeeeee

[peiivnao]

BICTHHH U WON'T FUCKING BELIEVE MEEEEE IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO CRASH AN BOLL MY EYES OUT cuz tell me whyyy my bum ass older sisters FUCKING CATT comes in my damn room an mind u my phone fell when I was sleep ok but anyway way did my this ugly ass cat come in my room an TOOK A SHIT ON MY FUCKING PHONEEE. AN TELL ME WYYYYYYY I PICKED IT UPP AN FUCKING SPELLED IT CUZ I THOUGHT IT WA SODA OR SOMETHING IT WAS ON MY HANDDDDD NOOOOOO 😭���️

Like I just woke up I can'tttttt Physically do thisssssss😭😭🤮 FU*K this cat mann like, Why meee omgggg like I am not OK

[makoodles]

I’m back with more angst

Tsu’tey was a strong man. And he knew that. He knew that he was one of the strongest warriors the Omatikaya had, alongside Jake Sully.

Yet his strong heart would always melt around you. It wouldn’t take more than a simple touch, a gentle caress to his face.

It didn’t take him more than that to start purring and leaning into your small pale little human hands.

He liked laying beside you, with his tail wrapped around some part of your body. He liked how cold you could feel sometimes, your hands like the River. He always felt as if it was his duty to keep your perfect little self warm, fed, and taken care of. Mans was a service kinda guy.

It certainly surprised him when he had adopted the small human child called Spider with his little mate. And what was even more surprising to him was just how small it was.

With time, Spider grew. Tsu’tey found it odd how you didn’t.

But he paid little mind to it, all he wanted was to kiss you and hold you and keep you close. And all he wanted was to keep his little Spider safe, strong and healthy.

Despite all that he ignored, you kept getting older. And so did Spider.

Soon, Spider didn’t have that small odd squeaky voice, but a deep and strong voice.

And you? You’re hands were shaky and weak, your smooth face riddled with wrinkles. Your once strong taught body started to grow weaker, and your skin seemed to hang, as if it was heavy.

Now, Tsu’tey was around ninety.

And so we’re you.

He did not like how his heart felt when he felt you go cold in his sleep.

He did not like that your body did not move anymore.

He did not like how your eyes would not open in the morning.

Perhaps you were just very tired, he thought.

So he let you sleep. He went about his duties all day, thinking to himself that you were still sleeping. All you needed was some time to wake up.

He helped his now older son with his duties. Spider was getting wrinkly and weak too.

When he had come home that night to see you still sleeping, he grit his teeth and seeked out Jake.

Jake used to be a human, perhaps he would know why you slept for so long.

“Tsu’tey, brother…” Said Jake, and he felt Neytiris hand grab his shoulder. In what? He thought. Sympathy?

“She is gone.” He heard the gentle voice of Neytiri speak, and he could do nothing but shake his head. You were sleeping, not dead. You were very tired and that is all.

He thought he would be fine. He knew he was strong, and his heart would be okay.

That is until he brushed your cold hand and he swore he heard his own heart break.

He did nothing but cry in the arms of both Jake and Neytiri for hours.

After many years his heart healed. He visited your grave every day, talked with you, ate with you; despite knowing you would not reply.

He was not ready to hear about Spider.

He cried and screamed for days, he had lost his son, his last bit of family.

He held the cold body of Spider all day, hoping that he was just sleeping.

After years, he still visit both your graves, talking and eating, until one day, he fell into a deep sleep.

He did not wake.

TONOWARI WHAT IS THISSSSSSS

this is why i don't do angst bro omg i am a MESS rn wtf that last line really punched me right in the face