#WEEPS INTO MY FUCKING HANDS
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anyone else feel the need to blow themwelves up badly. ha ha ga ha ha ab aba ga hahga ga ha ha ha
#HARUSONO SHOU WHEN I GET YOU#WHEN IIIIII GET YOU#head in my hands youve gotta be KIDDING ME#weeping crying throwing up blowing up#one billion explosions#what am i supposed to do eith myself#BY THE WAY THATS PREV PRES OFF TO THE SIDE#OFF FUCKING SCREEN#BECAUSE HARUSONO SHOU IS BOTH THE GOD AND THE DEVIL#gripping my head hard enough for blood to come out#sasaki to miyano#hanzawa masato#tashiro gonzaburou#prev pres#hanzawa to tashiro#<-I GUESS#hanzashiro#<- I GUEEESSSS#sighs heavily. what the hell man#sunnfish.txt#sunnfish.hzsr
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BOO
SKETCHY!!!??!?!
HELLO!?!?!?!?!?!??!!??!?!!?
THIS IS!?!?!?!?!? GORGEOUS!?!?!? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE TO DESERVE SUCH LOVELY ART!!!!!
IM SOBBING AND SLAMMING MY HANDS ON THE FUCKING TABLE I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO FORM WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE SHOT OF PURE DOPAMINE THAT JUST ROCKETED INTO MY BRAIN!!!!!!!! SKETCHY!!!!!!!! SKETCHY WHEN
WHEN
I
GET
YOU!!!!!!!!!
WHEN I FUCKIN GET YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#welcome home#welcome home oc#wally darling#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#dandy leon#ivy darling#others art#reblog#my art#sketches#IM LITERALLY GOING FERAL#AND SLAMMING MY HANDS#THE WAY I VIOLENTLY BEGAN TO HIT MY CHAIR WHEN I SAW THIS#ITS MY PHONE LOCKSCREEN#IM WEEPING#SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY#THIS IS EVERYTHING#I LOVE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH I JUST!!!!!! ARRUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#ARAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH#I GET TO JUST LOOK AT THIS AND HAVE THIS!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!!??! YOU MADE THIS FOR ME!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! IM FLABBERGASTED#IM JUJST#LOOK AT THEM#RESTING#RESTING AND HAPPY AND CALM AND NESTLED AND THE GRASS AND IVY AND WALLY AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#ARARJNAFJNKDSAFNDJSKFN JSNFJ KSDNFJKNFDJ KSDNFJK NJKJKF jnfjknfjk n jkn jkn . fdgfg#sketchy to sketchy communication
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HHHHHGHHHHGH OH MY GODDD serah having actual ptsd symptoms after everything that happened.... I'm gonna punch a hole through my wall brb
#the nightmares the detachment and isolation the anxiety UGHHHHH MY GIRL#fragments before is so fucking bittersweet so far#snow's words to her... what if i weep actually#when vanille recognized that look in serah's eyes as her own i had to just sit there and stare at the ceiling for a minute good lord#final fantasy xiii#serah farron#she's so paralyzed by her own fear and guilt#it's no wonder she couldn't muster up the strength to take life into her own hands until noel snapped her out of it#im going insane
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Constantly fighting between "children are so much smarter than we give them credit for, and if I have to read another fic where a five year old does goo goo ga ga speak I'm going to crush my skull with a comically large hammer" and "a five year old would not fucking say that. How are you all falling for this??"
#fires posts#ramblings#fire toddler talk#those fake “my child is so smart” quotes become SO EASY to spot when u work with kids lol#Like no Rebecca your two year old did not fucking say that#I just want to see a kid in media who behaves like a real kid *head in hands weeping*
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wait i just found out he knits and he-
AND-
i didn't NOTiCE??? until- I
#-head in hands-#i need a lucanis knit sweater omfg#how did this detail make me WEEP what the fuck#and my rook with the circulation issues it writes itself#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age veilguard#datv
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hi i found this in my pocket u can hav it
WAAUUGHHHHHHHHH WAAAUUAUGHHHH WHAT THE FUCKKKKK
#SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE BEEN DRAWING HER LATELUY....WHAT EVEN THE FUCK. ITS NOT EVEN JULY YETTTTTT COME ONNNNNNN#WAAUAAAUUGHHHHHHH#SHES SO. OHGHGHHH SHES OS ITTY BUITTY#TINY DESK QUASAR.............OOOHHHHHHH#I WANT TO HOLD HER IN MY HANDS AND AND#AUGH. WEEPING. SOBBING. BAWLING. LOOK WHAT U DID TO ME#HEAD IN MY HANDS. SHES SO SMALL. TERRIBLY SMALL. BUT I WILL FIND A WAY TO HUG HER#OHHHH THANK YOUU....THANK YOU FOR YOUR GIFT#NEXT ONE TO DRAW HER GETS their head caved in with a steel girder#oc ~ quasar
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THIS IS HUMANITIES 11TH HOUR I THINK KIAN WAS RIGHT. THERE WAS SO MUCH HE COULD HAVE DONE BETTER BUT HE DID IT FOR GREAT REASON. THEIR RELATIONSHIP MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL. EVEN THE ECHO OF SOMEONE IS IN LOVE WITH YOU, AND THE ECHO OF YOU LOVES THEM TOO. they COPIED A HUMAN DOWN TO THEIR BASIC CIRCUTRY AS A SURVIVAL INSTINCT AND THE VERY WIRES STILL LOVE YOU. ITS THE ATMOSPHERE. ITS THE DISCORDANT AND SAD YET YEARNING CORDS IN THE AIR AS THE SKY REDDENS. ITS A WISH FOR SOMETHING MORE, PRESSING AGAINST INEVITABLE GLASS, CLEARLY NO HOPE OF CONTINUING OR BLOSSOMING. A PAINTING OF A MEMORY THEY WANT TO BE MAKING WITH NO CONCLUSION.
#cw gore#cw blood#jrwi blood in the bayou#jrwi bitb spoilers#jrwi bitb#jrwi fanart#AAUAUGHGHUHHGHH SO IM RELISTENING TO THE THIRD EPISODE RIGHT. THATS WHAT THIS PAGE WAS DRAWN FROM.#AND IM AT THE PART WHERE. YKNOW. THEYRE ON THE SEXY MOTORCYCLE AND GOING TO THE TREE. THEY LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH. FUCK YOUUUU IM WEEPING#ALSO I MIGHT ASWELL SAY HERE. i remember listenign to the first episode at midnight. i was heading to sleep bc i had work in the morning#and i remember hearing rolan n im like awww hes such a babyyyy lil baby giiirrrl#and then i saw his official art the next day n i was like. no WAY thats rolan he looks way too cool and chill in that.#AND THEN. and tTHEEHHEHEEENNN HE GOES AND DOES. WELL. YKNOW. N IM LIKE DAAAAAMAMNNN HELLO SIR!!!! FUCK IT UP MAN!!!! YEAHAHAHA I LOVE HIM!!#OHHH and yknow what lemme say some shit about RAND!!!!!!!! 'i love you man' 'i promise i love you man' HE CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS SO FUCKIN#AAUUUHHHH RAAAANNNDDDD HE WAS SO READY TO DIE. HE WAS PLANING TO DIE. UGH.#ALSO I STILL LISTENING N I JUST GOT TO THE PART WITH KIANS SONG TO BECKY. SOBBING SOBBING WEEPING IM SO EMOTIONAL ABT THEM#RUN AWAAAYYYY OOUHHOOOOO JUST TAKE MY HAND AND RUNN AWAAYYYYY EHEEEM HEEM WILL BOY YOU SHOULD BE RUNNING!!! U SHOULD BE RUNNING!!!!#HEY hey cmere. cmere n listen. im workin ona lil music video. right. been chippin away at it for the last few months#its supposed to go along with tha song 'am i in heaven' by king gizzard n the lizard wizard#go find it. go listen to it. see my vision.#HEY HEY IF U REBLOG THIS. RAMBLE ABOUT BITB N SHIT IN THE TAGS PLEASE I NDEED TO HEAR OTHER THOUGHTS. GIVE ME UR BRAIN#ALSO JUST GOT TO THE KISS SCENE BTW. ITS SOO FUNNY TO HEAR BEBO FREAKING OUT LIKE NOOOOO NNOONONO N MAKING SOUNDS. HES RIGHT#'do you want me to take anything off?' DSHUT UUPP BECKY I LOVE YOU. WHATEVER.#OKAY okay im nirmal now (lying) imm gonna go cry. alot. hope u do too. pls enjoy myart
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wow. former tumblr user motherofbees' silm art is like GONE gone, huh
#chatter#i mean like it's floating around in reblogs and stuff but it is collected nowhere.#randomly remembered that lineup of the children of indis that she drew way back when#spent not even joking HOURS hunting for it yesterday. reduced to combing thru google search results. no dice.#not even gonna tell you the insane permutations of her username that i entered into the search bar. borderline gibberish.#like thank fuck i'd reblogged that one pic of the bros but...the fambly................#something something the impermanence of web-hosted fandom something something#but in more practical terms LITERALLY just dying for some nice art of aro where he doesn't look super fucking aryan yknow?#always on that mixed-race arafinwe grind ladies and gents. real tolkien revisionist casuals know.#mofb also did a few pieces of fingolfin with hair cut short in mourning and those i cannot lay hands on either#i mourn and i weep. RENDER unto me my fucking ELFSCES.
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I have so many varied and fun WIPs I could work on but my brain continues to scream “BE WEIRD ABOUT CHILDBIRTH! SURELY YOU WON’T WEIRD ANYONE OUT IF YOU KEEP WRITING ABOUT CHILDBIRTH!” and I’d like it to sTOP
#I HAVE TOKOPHOBIA CHILDBIRTH AND PREGNANCY IN GENERAL REPULSE ME#(not to be confused with ‘I find it repulsive’ — its natural and plenty of people find it beautiful and more power to ‘em! me personally…)#BUT I CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT MARIO RUSHING TO HIS WIFE’S BEDSIDE AND FRANTICALLY TRYING TO HELP HER RELAX#WHEN IN FACT SHE IS ALREADY RELAXED AND HE NEEDS BREATHING EXERCISES MORE THAN SHE DOES#AND THE MENTAL AND PHYSICAL EXHAUSTION THEY BOTH UNDERGO AS THE HOURS TICK BY AND THE PAIN GETS WORSE#PEACH HURTING AND ANXIOUS AND FRANKLY KINDA TERRIFIED BUT BLINDLY LEANING ON AND TRUSTING HER HUSBAND WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT#AND OF COURSE HE REFUSES TO LET HER DOWN BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH HE’S FRAZZLED HE’S NOT GOING TO LET HER GO THROUGH THIS ALONE#AND AND AND#PEACH TREMBLING AND WEEPING IN RELIEF WHEN SHE’S HANDED HER LITTLE GIRL AND FEELS HER TAKE HER FIRST BREATHS AND HEARS HER FIRST CRIES#MARIO PEPPERING HER FACE IN KISSES AND JUST REPEATING ‘brava! brava! brava!’ BECAUSE HIS WIFE IS SO STRONG AND SO INCREDIBLE#AND IT DOESN’T REALLY HIT HIM UNTIL THEIR BABY’S ALL CLEANED AND SWADDLED AND HE’S HOLDING HER FOR THE FIRST TIME AND HE JUST#STARTS FUCKING BAWLING#AND WHISPERING TO HER IN HIS NATIVE TONGUE ABOUT HOW MUCH HE LOVES HER AND HOW HE’S SO HAPPY TO MEET HER AND HE’S GONNA PROTECT HER#THE IMMEDIATE AFTERMATH! THE FIRST SLEEPLESS HOURS AND DAYS! NAVIGATING IT ALL TOGETHER AND IT BRINGS THEM EVEN CLOSER#WHY AM I LIKE THIS#I SEE PREGNANT BELLIES OR NEWBORN BABIES IRL AND I’M LIKE ‘🤢’#BUT WHEN IT’S MY OTPS I AM LITERALLY OBSESSED#WHY#MAKE IT MAKE SENSE 😭😭😭
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just had a couple mildly inconveniencing things happen so not a big deal but they were in such quick succession that it’s a miracle i didn’t immediately become the joker and kill everybody. Everybody please join hands and pray for me
#1. said a kind of stupid thing in a conversation and feel like a dummy#ok whatever#2. spf on face started feeling really uncomfortable and made me want to weep#ok whatever just wash ur face#3. went to wash my face but there was no hand soap left and all the face towels are used#and i hate washing my face w/o washing my hands first#Ok go smoke your final cigarette that you’ve been saving for months for a situation like this#4. FUCKING BROKE IT#Ok u need to quit anyway just listen to music and cry#5. HEADPHONES LOW BATTERY PLEASE RECHARGE#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 literally collapsed to the floor head in hands
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Pixalllllll i miss my wife Pixal………..
#Halcyonia#ninjago#weeping. forever#shes hands down the most competent person in the entire franchise#they would have all been fucked YEARS ago without her#she would be able to fix everything#come backkkkk i love youuuuu#guess I’m in my Zane era today
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Sighs and kicks dirt
Emeraldduo... Maybe qTechnoegg as a treat....... Maybe........
Phil remembers everything like it was yesterday. The cool air of the Antarctic Empire, hearing Pete and Techno laugh as they shared a beer, and Fit trying his best to not huddle into Phil for warmth.
But somedays it feels like he can feel that cold again. He knows Tallulah and Chayanne knows him. Phil's told more than enough stories.
It's even rarer for Phil to see Techno. Techno didn't appear as much, with Kristin apologizing almost every time he couldn't. Phil was fine and content with that.
This morning, Phil woke right as the sun rose. He decided to check on Chayanne and Tallulah and to let Missa sleep in longer... And right as he got to their room, he heard a familiar chuff. With a soft smile, Phil opened the door and stared at the figure before him.
Techno smiled back, sitting in the chair Phil usually sat in. "Hi, Phil."
Phil's eyes were a little wet. "Hey mate."
#silently weeps into my hands#qsmp#q!phil#q!philza#q!techno#yes im giving him a tag. fuck you#emerald duo#we wrote some more
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YALL...🥺
I'TS SEPHIZILIA!!!! SEPHIROTH AND TSIZILIA YALL-🖤
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
LOOK AT THEM
THIS IS... THE CUTEST SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN I MIGHT JUST START CRYING-
This picrew just made my life better HOLY ASSCHEEKS-
*crying noises* /pos
[Link to the picrew!]
YKW *updates profile picture again*
#🖤under my black wing...🪽#picrew#self shipping#self shipper#self ship#selfshipping community#selfship community#self shipping community#yumeship#yumedanshi#f/o x s/i#s/i x canon#s/i x f/o#f/o x oc#oc x f/o#oc x canon#*screaming crying throwing up*#*holds head in hands*#*wails*#*weeps*#I FUCKING. LOVE THEM.#I LOVE THEM.
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"Biden is the best choice and he's actually really empathetic and reasonable but also you can't wait for a candidate that won't do genocide and war crimes because to become a presidential candidate you have to be willing to do that" see what you fundamentally don't understand is I'm not waiting for a candidate that won't do war crimes, because I know that. I cannot morally stomach this system, it's a joke to claim its democratic, and AMERICA DELENDA EST. this country is a plague on this Earth
#cipher talk#It's baffling because okay so you know how fucked up this is but you're behaving in a way that clearly indicates you want that this shambli#Disgusting empire to cling to life until after you're dead because it'd make /you/ uncomfortable and inconvenienced#To live through its destruction (the wealthier classes and more privileged experience lesser material changes in state collapse so long as#They aren't too highly ranked/involved in politics. A Sri Lankan wrote an article specifically addressing Americans about this)#It's so dehumanizing! People's blood is so cheap to you! You've just accepted its inevitable that genocide will happen!#Because of how the US operates! You can see no other future! It hardly matters to you!#You say this like the death of Palestinians of Yemenis of Syrians is someone else's dropped ice cream cone#You understand why people hate this country and you understand we deserve it but it just. Hardly matters to you#It feels like madness to watch this. It's disgusting#I keep thinking- it'd be so easy for you to justify my people being killed if violence broke out and it was in your favor#It's unlikely because. Well. America loves 'the church of the martyrs'#But you'd do it if that was favorable. You wouldn't think twice. You might feel a twinge in your heart but that's all#Because we aren't people to you!#We aren't all that important! Not important enough for you do anything more than 'well let's vote a blue in and do some protests'#What's a protest worth if you perpetuate the system and can't see a way out and don't try for a way out?#That's killing a man then putting flowers on his casket. It's /perverse/.#You get used to the idea that Africans die that West Asians die and that's just the way of the world. My g-d do you understand anything??#I watch necrosis take hold my parts of my culture and I watch every good person I know be ground to dust under a military regime#I talk to my friend who got drafted and is trans and may never come out because if they do they can get arrested as a 'prostitute'#I watch the wild hope for the future I was introduced to over radio at 9 years old wither#I watch people risk it anyway because just past the fence they can see they know there are people there#I watch my neighbor to the south crumble and weep because our hands are bloody and it's in part because we bloodied them for the west#And you just think that's how things are.#Fascist white death cult mindset
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I've been so traumatized all through my life that when the revenge got attacked by Ned the only thing in my mind was "now Izzy will feel exposed and will never allow himself the luxury of being comfortable". I was waiting every second for somebody to make fun of him. And when he goes again and keeps singing after that. I cried.
#I was so proud of Izzy at that moment that honestly stede and ed fucking wasn't in my priority list#Every day I could weep just thinking about how ofmd is rewiring my brain#Ofmd#Our flag means death#Izzy#izzy hands#Our flag means death s2#ofmd s2
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When your ideas for the next part of a game turn out to be wrong, you still can still smile because you get to throw the new thing into the old idea soup
"HE MADE FUCKING ME WHITE?!"
"Yeah, but I didn't think I'd pissed him off enough that he created his own Baldr, and quite literally, spat on your memory. Sorry dude."
Remember, our Breiðablik is Baldr's home.
Why do we have when the Sun God of Justice exists?
Please I need our gun to be stolen and to still be proven its rightful wielder.
Loki's lil smirk means we're going to have fun.
Höðr is our defense attorney... maybe I can spin this a legit reincarnation like I did with Ymir (best ally for a walking corpse).
You know she's going to adopt the Baldr collective (each summoner gets their own (mine is a little shard) while Nyota is holding the black hole of the brightest dying light who is ready to go back to being a War God and NOT A PARTY GAME right now).
:D Yes, I'm happy.
#fire emblem heroes#my au keeps getting funnier#the I'm never coming back god immediately kicking down the door wanting to throw hands#i was sick last night so checking yt yielded the best Christmas gift#poor nyota his host is stunned into silence#Lori and the rest their crew are howling#and there's my summoner just shit i pissed off the walking corpse enough that he stated he can make a better baldr than the og Odin#og vagrant soul Odin summoner hasn't left his room#feh au#noon types#noon types in tag#depressed yet healing jaded shonen summoner is just the Baldr sleeping in my heart doesn't look like that#there has to be a summoner screaming that JESUS CHRIST WHY IS SHE OUTSIDE MY HEART#that poor baldr is weeping like that isn't me ;;#the repercussions of fist fighting a god means yes you get everyone away from body theft but immediately involved identity theft#i needed this#feh#fe#this baldr gets i was created as a fuck u to the narrator
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