#Very different relationship there haha
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“randomly assigned freshmen year college roommates” is an underrated relationship origin imo. I had never met you before in my life and then we lived together in the same small room for nine months and also we were both 18 and didn’t know who we were yet while that was happening. Tbh I don’t even mean in a shippy way I just think it’s fun to assign characters this origin story especially if they are wildly different people and have been out of college for 20 years and they are still in each other’s lives
#Thinking about Jack Fenton and Vlad Masters specifically#They have ‘were freshmen roommates’ energy#This is also the backstory I assign to Ratthi and Gurathin Murderbotdiaries because it amuses me#Very different relationship there haha
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Fresh Start || Part 1 || Part 2
#happy spiritshipping week guys#i bring food for the spiritshippers too#haha! im a multishipper!!!#EVERYONE IS JUDAI'S BOYFRIEND!#YES ASUKA TOO!#anyway#judai yuki#johan andersen#spiritshipping#comic#my art#ygo gx#spiritshipping is like its own unique flavour of doomed#like its a very different doomed than hero#a lot of Judai ships have their own unique flavour of doomed#except like rivalshipping#if nobody got me manjoume got me amen#anyway i need to stop rambling in tags#i could explore the nature of doomed judai relationships at a later date and maybe breakdown my opinions#on spiritshipping particularly#part 2 soon-ish#dumbass fucking octopus#tw blood#tw violence
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#The Atypical Family#I haven’t enjoyed/ been so moved by a drama in a very long time ❤️#just finished it I cried so much & SO hard haha#I was completely immersed and engaged from beginning to end which is rare (12 eps is a good length too)#I didn’t expect it to have so much depth and be so touching going into it I just wanted something different#mental illnesses complex interesting characters complicated -toxic- family relationships fantasy fated lovers found family...#well written and WONDERFULLY acted!!#the whole cast was amazing but the two leads were just outstanding wow#never saw either of them in big roles and now I’m a huge fan of both#Chun Woo Hee I’m so in love with you#I’m usually more touched by the female lead (actress/character) but the male lead actor was acting his ass off and made me SOB many times#his scenes with his daughter Ina oh I was a MESS and of course the lead couple scenes together <3#I also haven’t been that impressed by romance lately in shows but theirs was truly beautiful (and again: really well acted)#I could relate to parts of most characters: Dahae Donghee Gwiju Ina..#a poetic emotional rollercoaster and my favorite drama this year so far (by far)#now I want to carry on watching Queen of Tears (mainly for my Queen Kim Jiwon I’m her number one fan) and watch Lovely Runner too#but it will be hard to beat this one and I highly recommend it!!#deserved more love & attention#my mom loved it too it standed out to her and she watches ALL the kdramas lol#forgot to mention the magical OST I see you by the oh so great Lee Sora and her bewitching voice <3#I also haven’t been so moved by an ost in a long time it added so much to the atmosphere of the drama & really transported me into its worl#korean drama#2024#shots#cinematography#jang ki yong#cheon wo hee#Claudia Kim#park soyi
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just going about my day idly contemplating how some of the ways hawke can interact with a romanced anders are not at all unlike how they interact with leandra (and a bit of carver too, especially with a purple hawke), and then thought about my hawke in the timeline where he romances anders and was hit straight in the face with 'was he ever actually in love, or was he just desperately trying to renegotiate with his mother's ghost in any way he could' and now i need to lie down. this is the power of dragon age 2
#'you don't know my mother' haunting me through the years#dragon age#dragon age 2#hawke#On second thought let's not go to Kirkwall; it is a silly place#there are of course as many ways to do/read that relationship as there are players to interact with it haha and all valid!#but my personal version of handers is sooo fucked up and bad times for everyone involved and I love it haha.#this is a relationship neither of them should have been in and that made everything worse and everyone unhappy in the end#locked tomb levels of the horrors of love. i ship it but in the way that I want to make it sadder and more gutwrenching each time#to be clear this is a very mutual two-way kind of fucked up but I think varric in his loyalty and love would downplay hawke's side of it#for huge swathes of their relationship anders is not in a mental place to be a good partner and the emotional blackmail is Not Okay#(but it's just like how mother used to make it! hawke's soul cries sadly as it reaches for it hungrily)#which is in some ways fair enough no one could accuse him of not warning you ahead of time fjskda#but hawke is messy about it in a way only available to a covert people pleaser who has never had a millisecond of therapy#with some added stuff that my hawke is always acespec in some form and when he gets together with anders...#is the sex something he doesn't particularly care to have or not have but it 'makes anders happy'/he longs to feel wanted *and* needed#and also a way he gets out of ever being *actually* vulnerable (which I think he'd had to be with varric for example if he Went There )#'you want the hawke who's in your head so badly and I kind of wish I were that hawke too. so let's be collaborateurs with that fantasy'#(and then maybe if I do it right every time you'll finally be happy hawke says in his heart looking at this leandra-anders phantom form)#(and echoing stuff in varric's relationship to hawke but I think the important distinction there is that varric -- is a craftsman haha#he KNOWS when he's lying/making up a story he KNOWS the difference between what is and what he wishes the world was#(I think there's some deep longing there to not know; for it to blend together or have the power to change things. but he always knows)#which ironically leaves him in a better position to actually see and understand hawke the person#even as he is creating hawke the literary figure. almost to protect him in some ways? god da2 is so full of STUFF!!! I adore it)#and of course anders gets so disillusioned with hawke's inertia and lack of action (you all but married this man anders!#you should know this about him he's already carrying the whole family and city on his shoulders if you add a gram more he'll collapse!)#and hawke feels so desperately hurt that the promise anders seemed to make that he'd be enough -- that he could fix things for him --#('I'm the one bright light in kirkwall and that apparently doesn't count for shit so I'm just slowly turning to ash for you')#turned out to be untrue. anyway. sad now. imagine them meeting like twenty years on what the fuck could you even say to each other then#(I can't imagine Hawke ever physically hurting anyone he loves so he just tells Anders to leave at the end of DA2. they COULD meet again
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Haha, this Winterkov stuff is fun- where did all these other feelings come from (Patreon)
#Doodles#And to think it's still all Winter's fault lol#I would not be feeling even a fraction of what I'm feeling if not for still being Very about him even with Petrigrof so at the forefront#He inspired a lot! How rude lol#He can't be blamed for All of it of course - the Petrigrof dynamic is extremely cute discounting him entirely lol#Throwing it into relief against Winterkov makes for some very interesting thoughts tho lol#The dynamics are different! As expected when substituting one character for another lol#But even the Winterkov dynamic can be looked at through a Petrigrof lense - of how much Simon was shaped by Betty#Of how much of him is human - how much is effected by Magic/Madness/Sadness - how they slot together and grow into themselves!#It's all interesting! They're very interesting! And in love! And cute!#Big love always gets me real bad haha ♪ I just love love - especially so when it's got some meat to it hehe#Betty and Simon are/were very good for each other and it's extremely sad that they never got to grow together into marriage et al#And/but they were also very flawed people! That would've come up at some point in their relationship even if they were overall happy#And what Simon has brought with him through the gift that Betty gave him I just jdklsafhdsf#I do really love them they have such good chemistry and fun motivations and what they end up doing in relation to each other!#Fun to dissect#Adventure Time#Simon Petrikov#Betty Grof#Petrigrof
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ok but like WHAT DID APOLLO MEAN BY THIS???? SAVED HIS NECK WHEN?!?????
The only time I can think of is Pheonix interjecting in the first trial of aa4 bc Apollo hadn't put it together yet/didn't have the confidence to accept the truth yet, but other than that??????? When tf has Pheonix ever saved him??????
#ace attorney#apollo justice#spirit of justice#one thing i really dont like abt the later ace attorney games is that they do shit like this and im just like. What.. are you talking abt 😭#that Didn't Happen. he would not sau that..#Like. idk#They act like Pheonix has always been this righteous heroic mentor to Apollo when that is VERY MUCH not the case ansbsjbdjshd#to me Apollo might forgive but he will never ever ever forget so like.... sjdvsjbd#he might not /hate/ him anymore but he certainly doesn't respect him the way Athena does#and he doesnt like him the way former witnesses etc. might. He's one of the few people in the cast that DON'T see Pheonix as their savior#or someone they 'owe one' to. AND hes on the protagonists side. His standout perspective on the world and the way his relationships with#everyone in his cast differ from Pheonix is why hes my fav AA protag#so like. I Don't Like This it bothers me A LOT haha
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I've always liked this line of dialogue from SQX, because it does feel like at the end of the day, no matter how much SQX says he can't stand PM, he does still have a decent grasp of his character.
And on the other side of this, these words are just especially pointed towards Pei Xiu, who does have a good relationship with his boss/ancestor, and also going off his backstory, Pei Ming may well have been the first person in his life to acknowledge him and his talents.
So the whole thing just feels extra sad.
#that said it does bug me that px never seems to feel guilt over his own actions only how those actions affect banyue and pei ming#get it together you sopping wet cat of a man!#i've always wanted to write this but don't have the skills necessary#but i think a lot about if pm's faith in px does feel uncomfortable - is he acknowledging him because he sees his worth#or because he's a pei (something that has never helped px in any way in life)#everyone calls px a nepo baby but no no he's a hard worker and earned what he has#if anything i feel like being pei ming's descendant is still dragging him down because he's the only upper court official we know of#who's playing subordinate to someone else instead of managing his own domain#(fandom always thinks he's middle court but no its stated several times that he ascended properly lol)#(and i just find that beautifully tragic and fitting in his own way)#(px: always the understudy never the lead)#aaaanyway this all contrasts in a fun way with sqx who is the actual nepo baby#is also worshiped in conjunction with someone else BUT never reduced to just that relationship#idk just as pei ming's relationship with both shiblings is important to me#i find sqx's relationship with both peis very fascinating and wish sqx + px could be explored more#and also I want to see where swd + px fit into all of this because there's also so much potential there!#(incidentally the thing that started all of this is i was skimming the russian tl for something the other day)#(and noticed this line was translated as 'pei ming would never behave in such a way')#(and just thought that sqx calling him 'pm' here instead 'your general pei' gives the line a different vibe haha)#(it's sounds both more intimate and pointed if that makes sense?)#(anyway can you tell i am very starved for peixuan content? both peixuans)#tgcf#random tgcf thoughts#shi qingxuan#pei ming#pei xiu
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I see a lot of people I knew from school posting pictures on their social medias with all their friends doing various fun things together. Meanwhile, I'm sitting at home wishing I could take a group photo with all my Tumblr mutuals to post so I can brag about having the best friends.
#too much of my social life is based on Tumblr but i really don't get out much since I don't have a job and i made like 1 friend in school#so i don't really know anyone to hangout with other than my siblings and my one friend#and i don't go out much exept for occasionally to the library or the store so i don't get the chance to meet new people#i used to have all 5 of my sisters at home and that was all the company i needed#but now they've all moved out except for my younger sister and im realizing that im very deeply lonely#i need to get a social life! but how!#Also i think this is part of the reason I jumped into things too quickly with my ex gf now my best friend#like I was so excited that i had found someone who was just as interested in being friends with me as i was with her#that i misstook my feelings for her as romantic ones cuz i was so lonely and she was such a good friend#and i was so scared to tell her cuz I didn't want to ruin our relationship. it didn't. we're still besties.#but i think im so lonely idk if I'll be able to know the difference between platonic and romantic feelings#and part of that definitely comes from being ace as well#anyways there's my tangent for the night about why I need a better social life and maybe a bit of therapy too#haha that got super personal oops 😬#might delete these tags later
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late night insane post i rlly think birdrick appeals to me partly bc of the alien nature of their relationship… and specifically in how bp kind of bridges the gap between them but in many other ways theyre completely different
#smth smth queer…. smth smth gender… idk#often thinking abt simple anatomical differences in alien relationships#and like haha the obvious stuff. but moreso even simple stuff like. ears. feathers. organs.#this is also just me persoanlly finding it fun to wonder abt bps anatomy like … how much is bird vs human#(my personal hc is he is Mosttlyyy bird. the human appearance is just superficial and like. a coincidence ig)#LIKEEEE. how they r each fascinated by each other for the most simple things. like despite their bodies both being considered unconventional#the separation from the others culture allows them to see past it and just see each other as. wonderful#WHATEVER MAN. my brain is in a crazy weird place rn#being able to be within urself and ur body completely free from ur usual societal expectations… WHATEVER!!!!#ummmmm Anyway! if rick gave bp a piercing where do u reckon it wld be#oh oops dropped a hc. in my mind bp is considered very plain and bland looking by bird culture. which also makes it more sweet for rick to b#be so enthralled by him#ok goodnighytttttt. going to um. idk. keep trying to stay sane
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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”
#Whywithaquestionmark#Car Seat Headrest#trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before#I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting#in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation#because it gave me an eating disorder#this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better#that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful#so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading#I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed#that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food#I still consider myself a monster for eating#I still lie about how much or how often I eat#and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit#my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back#and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened#and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit#Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death#anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home#and I thought it was a little ironic haha#and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha#because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it#I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't#because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao#I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about#But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think#Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this#back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging#that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess#whoever wins we lose haha whatever
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nanowrimo day thirty: i fucking hate nanowrimo numbers but here we go! wrote ~700 words of sad gay dialogue and met my own little goal of 10k. overall, I used the word "you" 286 times, "and" - 275 times, AND "the" - 266 times. 29/30 days because fuck that one day, I have no idea where it went. anyway. I think my relationship with this wip is kind of healthy now! (watch me return to the madness the following day, as usual)
#i hate nanowrimo numbers but I think these are nice numbers#anyway I'm very proud of myself#rip scrivener free trial you will be missed#till next year#when I say “unhealthy relationship” I fucking mean it#everytime I see someone talking about their story I'm like wow!! you aren't completely consumed by it??#you can tell the difference between your feelings and your MC's feelings????#you don't feel like you share a body with another person?????#and you actually feel like you see yourself when you look at the mirror#and you're not scared that people will notice that you're a depressed 27yo english lit major living in a body of a 22yo english major#that's just a MAJOR flex I think#good for you! good for you#in today's episode of casey is oversharing in the tags#there's more haha#anyway#nanowrimo#nanowrimo 2023
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☎️🎲 🤼♂️ ✈️🚪 ➡️ 🫀🎮⌛️
Is This Love by Whitesnake
previous ⏪︎ now playing ⏩ next back to playlist
#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#mike wheeler#mike's pov#'i need you by my side to tell me it's alright 'cause i dont think i can take anymore'#very van scene coded like haha pardon me#'is this love?'#will takes mike's breath away like 4 different times in this scene#'is this the love that i've been searching for?'#all while mike is at his lowest#feeling that his relationship with el is crumbling and knowing that him refusing to face the truth played a big part in where they ended up#here will is right in front of him making him realize that romantic love is possible#not even because of what he does/doesn't understand about what will is saying here#just the mere fact that will saying these things makes mike feel things#like at the very least mike is probably most definitely having some#“i'm down bad” thoughts in this scene#4x08#gif
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Bill: being over excited to talk to Red and meet his pokemon (he's a pokemon researcher and a dork in blood bank), he won't shut up and Red is very much like, i hate this so much
Daisy walks in, stunned silent, he didn't know they were meeting with a goddess
Green is like yeah that isn't going to work on her buddy, Daisy giggles and blushes,
#this reads really poorly#but it is better written in the fic lol#also shout out to whatever is going on with gold and silver at the same time haha cause we aren't seeing them for a few chapters#which is why blood money exists#plus i get to compare the relationships#which is fun cause gold has always belonged to silver#whereas its very different with red and green
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First name basis (Patreon)
#Doodles#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Inspired by Dexter's visit with ZEX - Dexter's syntax was something I was extremely looking forward to!#Since we're in his head in Defeated (and the very end of Helix) I was very curious how a different player would write him :3c#I was so focused on ''sir'' that ''Mr. Vyer'' instead of ''Max'' completely blindsided me lol ♪#He switches to Max fairly early on but it killed me every time hahaha ♪#When would he have called him that! Before they got comfortable with each other maybe? :3 It got me thinking ♫#And thus the classic ''So and so was my father'' bit haha - Max acting so~ charming hehe#Set very early on of course - even Max calling him ''Dexter'' instead of ''Dex'' - they're really quite comfortable with each other in Helix#That little implication of distance before they settle into their eventual relationship ah <3 Little signifiers my beloved ♪#The timeline's still a bit loose in my mind but they would've known each other for 6+ years by the time ZEX comes in so that's a while!#Although Max was already calling him Dex by the time he was 18ish so there's that haha#Have I mentioned lately that timelines are some of my favourites pfft#It's been a while since I've worked on one <3 It's still so fun!!#I do love Dexter's professionalism haha ♥ He refers to Max as Max in his head in Defeated of course!#Mirrors DAX referring to ZEX by his name in his head but calling him sir or Admiral out of his mouth <3 <3 <3#Although DAX also refers to him as the Admiral in his head too it's all cute! I enjoy all of it so much ♪♫
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has this been done part 2
#twizzly gummy cookie#string gummy cookie#cookie run fanart#my art#god put us in different games because he knew we'd be unaware of our relationship if we were together#meanwhile tk: Haha String Gummy You Are Related To A Criminal ! very sillay of you :^)
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I really want the VEPPer and Winter Tri-Angels to meet
Are they rivals? Were they active at the same time? Did one inspire the other? xD
#boueibu#fairy ranmaru#a star themed musical duo? I think it’s perfect#their music styles are also very similar haha#given Fairy Ran’s timeline though (weird as it is) Winter Tri Angels were likely active decades earlier#so I would like to think their universal popularity inspired Dadacha to model the VEPPer after them#or maybe the twins themselves were fans#(though they were probably too young so… maybe their dad was a fan and had tapes/cds)#(so since they were in a different galaxy and space music is very different)#(Winter Tri Angels was their only real example of popular Earth Music)#(and something something kids grow up listening to the things their parents like)#(something something they wanted their dad to notice them)#(something something I made it sad)#(but I do wonder what the Beppus relationship with their dad is like in the present day)#(given that they don’t mention him were very quick to stay on earth and were generally very screwed up psychologically in season 2)#(I would say it’s probably abysmal :))
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