#Um… As for spending time together…?
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IT’S THE LITTLE THINGS
THEY THINK AND MOVE IN SYNC
HOW DID I NEVER NOTICE???
PROCESSING IN UNISON
TEAM BRAINIAC ARE ONE IN THE SAME
I CAN’T HELP IT
MOMENTS LIKE THESE BRING ME JOY
IT GOES WITHOUT SAYING BUT THEY ARE BROTHERS
#I’d claim twinsies but Leo has that with Raph so wygd#People always say “the big brothers never spend time with Donnie only Mikey does they’re so mean :(”#UM EXCUSE ME#I don’t think so!!?#these kind of mannerisms (self-hug#expression mimicking)#They rub off after years of close contact MKAY they spend time together because Behavioral Mimicking involves mutual BONDING#their subconscious’ act as one because they are on the same wavelength in more ways than one#They’re just !!!!!#Show Clips#tmnt 2012 donnie#donnie tmnt 2012#tmnt leo 2012#leo 2012#tmnt donnie 2012#donnie 2012#tmnt 2012 leo#tmnt 2012 leonardo#2012 leo#2012 donnie#2012 donatello#leo tmnt#donnie tmnt#donnie hamato#leo hamato
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sss day my favorite national holiday WOOOOHHHH
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#pokemon#trainer lyra#rival silver#soulsilvershipping#timeskip tag#bao beis#i had so much more planned. but alas. college.#ANYWAY. sss my everything. ohh. always thinking abt them.#this is very obviously lyra's room! all the pink! massive bed to fit all her pokemon! the champion paycheck gets you that much at least#and plants!!! no. 1 horticulturist in johto#she's living somewhere around the base of mt silver... decently close to the league and her hometown#so i like to imagine her with a huge greenhouse so she can take care of plants even in the harsher climate#meanwhile silver has one of those decrepit malelivingspace flats in viridian. he's making it work.#i can only see sss properly moving in together liiiike in their late 20s#after they get to enjoy young adult independence for a while#but before they permanently settle down they should go on silly adventures again... just once. or twice. or#as much as i like to entertain the thought of them being homebodies i think they'd rather spend their lives travelling haha#since silver never got to fully experience it as a kid on the run#being a wanted man and all#and lyra is itching for the getaway#they deserve to be in nature and responsibility-free and *frothing at the mouth*#BTW i put my whole wyvussy into that wall decor#lisia signed poster... rosa's resemblance as mei(!!!) in the totoro one... bell tower + whirl island pics //#pokemon constellations... and those gen 4 mail templates that no one actually used. probably from dawn. champion penpals :]#i debated doing a lance poster because celebrity idol funny but nah she'd bin that immediately after moving out#oh yeah the drawover was um. inspired by the nonebinary neochamp fit. so happy for my son.#i'm glad i managed to finish the big piece in time otherwise i would've just posted that LOL can you imagine#okey bye happy sss day
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I was mean to them, so now they can leave the pit of doom to just cuddle and have some sleep <3
#sketches#inquisitor lavellan#ankh#cullen rutherford#cullavellan#primula#ndo sta l'art tag#dorks being octopus spiders <3#the pit of doom was a bit intense this time lol#they deserve the love#also hugging a person who just bathed / showered is kind of uncomfortable even during summer 10/10 would not recommend#unless you bathed / showered as well so you're both wet#but like um hair is wet too and it's going on your face so maybe it's a no no as well#but yeah she doesn't care so it's cool#also I think it's in the requirements for cullavellan shippers the 'they spend a lot of time napping together'#and with 'a lot' I mean 'they just collapse after a 84 hs shift but they're together so it's cute'
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way too late to be articulating this thought but every time i loop hayloft and see the goofy utsuro!takasugi->oboro!takasugi noooo lil sibling dont kill sensei by killing sensei. kill sensei by killing ourselves. convolution. i am more and more fueled into getting as stupid as i can in my gntm postcanon lol. takasugi's eye has always been fine and he crawled out of that tower miraculously alive. so did oboro. separately. bc they. separately. uno reverse took over shouyou and utsuro's bodies respectively. all the other altana bodies in the terminal died for real tho so shouyoutsuro did as well. so whos that baby? why its my good friend shouyou(tsuro. theyre integrating.) the fourth :)
and the shouyou body takasugi took over just had a normal ass stab wound thats easy street hes fine now. but the utsuro body oboro took over was 1. largely metaphorical 2. also stabbed 3. more importantly underwent ego death something bad. so oboro's still on borrowed time he just gets enough to hang out with everyone until they get bored of him after a month and then he goes crawls in the woods and dies. one more time
#sopping wet gintoki posting#oboro gets to play peekaboo w baby shouyou and then get his ass kicked sparring w child shouyou#and they spend a lot of time playing. throws a dart at the wall. stardew valley together.#one must imagine a postcanon altana being that can function like um that one village in mushishi#that was just reincarnating every ancestor as a descendant. however that worked#shouyou baby 4 gets to live a full life and then die and then get reborn as a new guy. no more shouyou except by lineage of#being raised by descendants of the same takes-a-village that shouyou baby 4 did#so the Cycles continue but the suffering gets diluted a bit instead of concentrated into one insane guy#moths in sinks#<- I GUESS? im avoiding altana baby sugi there so that the tkgn wont be weird but is it less weird if sugi used to be shouyou.#i mean its LESS weird than a sugi who grew up renesmee fast to come be with his boyfriends again. but still weird.#handwaves. all the bodyswapping was negotiated and agreed to in the altana mind palace lobby. shouyou vacated the premises.#just gave him a blood transfusion basically. everything transplant. ship of theseus'd him.
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I give em funny new suits yeahg
#dsaf#dayshift at freddy's#Dsaf jack#Dsaf dave#Dsaf old sport#Dsaf jack kennedy#Dsaf dave miller#Dsaf william afton#Um chatting they chatting about whatever idk#Dave started the conversation and jack join in#Just spending time together
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ridi came to my pub's quiz and well she held our team up by their BACK ! they guessed everything in the picture round too they're so smart
#everyone was like wait .... so she's coming back next week n i said well she's my special kitten first of all so. um#no one else even knows her 😂#but yes she should because then we get to spend time together remembering fun facts ... and what else is better#maybe sitting in. a room alone staring at each other .. yeah#but anyway if you need anyone on a quiz team . well it's ridi .#laura says some things
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i think once emet fully processes how different hes become from who he used to be hes fine being alive again. like ofc hes always gonna long for the unsundered world but like thats how grief works. once he realises & accepts he himself has undergone massive changes (even if influenced by zodiark) he can deal with a second life in this very much changed world (a world he has also learnt to know & love whether he likes to acknowledge it or not) better. he gets to be normal now. at last. & even if it brings him distress at times bc no matter how much he claims to be over it & 'it doesnt matter anymore' its not like its easy to actually be over it hildes here to help him walk that mundane but happier path even with his wol duties. & i mean they do some less mundane shit together on occasion like killing hildegardes parents so its not like hes entirely out of his depth
#hildemet#its important to me that they both help each other in different areas its not all one of them caring for the other#for example emet also def has a sleep disorder of sorts i mean. hes still got his unsundered soul but hes not powered up#by zodiark anymore. & even back when he was i feel like his tendencies can hint toward that sort of thing#but like point is hilde accommodates for it best he can even if it means being emets pillow at any given time#if they spend the day together emet is probably resting his head on hilde at least once throughout the day#hes like a cat. a little. its cute.#& on the other hand emet is obviously very much on hildes case regarding um. everything#from his living space to how he does (or rather. doesnt do) self care#SOMEONE in this house has to hydrate his skin & scales..... & take care of the shedding proper...#domesticity my love
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this is the first time i've dated someone since college where i go on dates like more than once a week and now that we can't go out this weekend i'm just missing him so much
#i am so glad we've been able to spend so much of the week together and now i'm spoiled#i stil find the term boyfriend so jarring so i just have to stick with partner but like it's been good!#shooting your shot works and i'm glad i took the time to think about it and it's been good to spend more time offline doing stuff#also started going to therapy which is um working on it lol#i do have an art workshop today and want to walk around downtown so i'm just dramatic lol#personal
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ykw? even tho dangerous romance is not exactly going as i expected it'd go, i find myself enjoying this series immensely!! it brings me so much happiness and anticipation, specially after today's episode because we're slowly getting closer to The Drama. but what we saw today made me think real hard about why i like the show so much and i think it's because they're really taking their time to show us how good of a team sailom and kanghan are (or can be) :)
#like it's a romance because well. they like e/o. but i love the way they show us the time they spend together#and i like how it's done well :-) idk how to explain myself!!!!#but basically atp they remind me of some of the relationships that some of my friends have with their partners#in which they've become some sort of besties and are building it all on top of that and aaaa to me that's sailom and kanghan :')#and i like it because it's something that doesn't get portrayed this clearly that often basically#oh and also. we need the nawa and guy subplot NOW!!! because they were teammates omg they were teammates#and let's not forget the subplot in which they explain wtf is up with kang's dad....#sir do you have some kind of childhood trauma or something like that because um have you ever heard about trying to break the abuse circle.#i always end up rambling istg like girl get it together!!!!!!#dara.t#dangerous romance
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my best friend (no. 4, i'll start assigning emojis soon for lore followers) asked me about BPD and i told them i'd talk more about it in person because BPD is the exact overlap of my own lived experience (note: i am not diagnosed but have extensive history with BPD in a secret more confusing way) and my psychological interest. but like now i'm thinking about it and generally speaking i think anything that was a symptom towards BPD i experienced has either grown more mild now that i'm out of an active trauma situation, OR has just become part of what i consider my amorphous CPTSD thing,
but i do like. think about the efforts to avoid perceived/real abandonment. and maybe i've not gone to the lengths some folks might with this but to be honest the more i think back to my own personal history the more i realize that i do in fact repeatedly do insane shit to avoid abandonment 😭
#NEVER beating the abandonment issues allegations#haunted by the time someone tried to break up with me and i told them they could cheat on me with other people so long as they didn't leave#ALSO haunted by the idea of breaking up with my ex causing me so much anxiety i was physically sick and begging then like very soon after#i lost pretty much all interest in my ex 😭 ALSO thinking about getting into my first relationship so that person wouldn't leave#ALSO thinking about being unable to sleep at night knowing that if i don't get a job i will never see my dad again (NOBODY SAID THIS)#also almost ******* ****** because my friends were at an unknown location together so i was convinced they hated me#also feeling ******** at the thought of my favorite professor not liking me as a student. & spending my 1st r acting out so id see them#Um. anyway i don't have BPD but i'm never really beating the allegations for it anyway#mostly because BPD and CPTSD are so similar and you have to wonder if they'd be different diagnoses if we didn't have-#-such a carceral system that stigmatizes BPD and certain kinds of survivors and condemns them to never being treated like humans <-#who said that omg...#when i lay it out it doesn't even really sound like i have abandonment issues because these all seem kind of normal#but i think maybe that's insane. I don't know. kisses u with tongue#i'm able to have healthy friendships now sometimes but some people i am deep seededly convinced will leave and betray me#and i don't really know what distinguishes one person from another but it does kill me inside !#Shout out to best friend no. 2 & no. 5. i text one when i'm episodic so i can get her attention & the other i consistently like.#Will do literally anything for so that they don't leave me
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i am the talker. sorry. during movies and tv shows (not in a theater unless its empty in which case SORRY!) BUT I LOVE TO DISCUSS WHATNIM WATCHING I LOVE TO ASK QUESTIONS I KNOW THE MOVIE WILL ANSWRR I LOVE TO whats the word. like spectate but for ... its like prediction but its. like spectate .. but prediction. like when youre like Thinking about something and. theorize i guess? i feel it starts with an s. anyways i love to do whatever that shit is SPECULATE. SPECULATE I LOVE TO SPECULATE WHILE WATCHING!!! SRY!! I LOVETO MAKE JOKES AND LAUGH lock me up nd such.
#if u do not like ppl who talk during movies Kill me dead. sorry... im sorry#I TRY NOT TO DO IT if ik someone doesnt like it but i like talking im the talker#ik u guys know rhis bc lord do i shut up ive made like 18 posts in a row just Going. and im sorry abt that. but anyways like um. like um#ummm ive told u this before but i still type when my brains not doing the words bc i hatee to be still basically . and typing makes me think#bitsies bit better. bitsies is qnother one the words. you know it aoked abt the words Bitsies is huge. love you to bitsies and such. also#splitsies.. im always like We could go splitsies on this food Huge in connor world What. OH right im quiet irl basically but im not#I'm like. silent unless spoken to Except 4 family Usually Unless its a So Insanely Bad Day. but w lamp its preeeeetty much always safe#and my mom is usually safe and my dad is on occasion safe so yay. and the kids i can dalk to pretty easily but i usually get.#well ee dont have to get jnto it. i dissociate a bit and im bad at talking to annie sometimes bc we dont have a ton in common and we havent#spent a ton of time together. Fully my fault. and phoenix is Very. i worry abt him hes very lonely and i know thar and i wish i could spend#more time with him i feel so guilty. but we dont have to get into that. ok. lets change the SUBJECT#right so im quiet very very quiet irl but if were close i talk so much stream of consciousness much like. pointing at rhis podt. ^ the sky
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what’s your huge thoughts about those two sillays vittriel?
(STARTS SHAKING FROM HOW HAPPY I FEEL)
loooool anon i have no idea whaf youre talking aboutttttt whats vittoriel haha im perfectly normal about these two!!! i definitely do NOT feel my autism activating on command when i see either of them being even in the peripheral vision of thr other. i am completely normal about them!
#IMNOT UM GONNA CRU#ANON#RUNS AROUND IN CIRCLES FROTHS AT THE MOUTH TEARS MY CLOTHES APART LIKE THAT WEREWOLF IMAGE#VITTORIEEEEEL#theyre so horrible i hope they spend more time together#MME WHEM TWO OLD FRIENDS REUNITE AND GO BONKERS INSANE ABOUR IT#AND . AURHRGGRGRGRHRGRJRGRUGRRGHRGRRGRHTGRHT#(well. i dont think gabriel remembers hes horrible HELP)#THEYRE MY TWO YIPPIES#BUT YEAH SAFE TO SAY IMM PERFECTLY NOT NORMAL ABOUT THESE TWO <3#THANKYOU FOR THE ASKS ANON THEY MAKE MY DAY!!!!!#8:11#8:11 game#8:11 vittorino#gabriel giordano
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on my hands and knees begging u to say your words about xiaolumi… i want to hear them… i’ll pay you back in art i prommy—
WHY WOULD YOU ENABLE ME LIKE THIS no need for art i literally owe you my fucking Life just for that one piece like oh my god. ohhhh my god. the amount of times i have linked that to my friends and waxed poetic and maybe cried a little. ANYWAYS. i am about to be So Silly And So Disorganized
so here's the thing right?? it depends SO heavily on how you interpret lumine. the traveler definitely has their own personality and agenda ingame but there's still SO much wiggle room in terms of what you do with that. if i really wanted to i could probably make it a Lot More Accurate by focusing on the traveler in canon and going from there however i will in fact be completely ignoring that and focusing on my interpretation of lumi specifically light and love <3 <- thats my little disclaimer ANYWAYS
they are So Similar in a lot of ways. young adults who are also centuries old. stubborn bastards who would give their lives protecting those around them even if they got absolutely nothing in return. so quick to throw themselves into the line of fire for the sake of friends and strangers alike. such a strong instinct to protect. not mortal, not by a long shot, but not quite gods either, something uniquely inhuman and in between. a centuries worth of weight on their shoulders. reaching their breaking points and pushing further still, refusing to let themselves crumble. and, even with very close companions, i think they're very lonely. there's no one quite like xiao in teyvat, no one quite like lumine without aether there by her side- maybe no one quite like lumine at all, anymore.
i think its about sharing. i think they'd find it easy to talk with and be around one another, even though they're typically so slow and so careful with trust. i think fighting together comes as easily as breathing, that their urge to protect lines up perfectly with the others and leads to them doing so much for those around them as well as each other. they will not let the other fall. they share the weight on their shoulders, share the centuries of bloodshed and horrors seen and caused alike, share in the unique brand of loneliness that comes with knowing that where someone was once by your side there's no one like you left.
vulnerability does not come easily to any of them. they can always push themselves further, always be a little stronger, always run a little faster. but its exactly that, i think, the recognition of someone so like themselves that makes it easier for them to trust in one another. lumine can call xiao's name when she needs him, xiao can find lumine if he needs her. i think that for all they would shoulder the world on their own and know the other would do the same in a heartbeat, they trust one another to come to them when they need help. it would be so, so easy to ignore it, to press forward, to remain alone. but they made a promise, and they intend to keep it.
i like to imagine that lumine's presence has a purifying effect on xiao. something she could control and channel should she realize, but for now something small, just enough to ease that weight. just enough to make sure he won't succumb.
i think a big part of it is about learning how to live again. they both carry that weight, that stubborn mindset, but wanting to see the other happy helps. knowing the other understands helps. when it hurts they can breathe together, and the type of pain they feel may never truly go away but they dont have to experience it alone.
every snowflake, every sunrise, every flower is just a little bit different from the rest. xiao's favorite quiet places are nicer with her there. they live so very differently but lumine's teapot is always there and xiao is no longer bound by his contract, learning ever so slowly how to let himself go. they have spent so, so long surviving. now, though, they remember to taste the fresh air, learn to indulge in the smallest things. lumine experiments with recipes until her almond tofu is catered to xiao's tastes exactly, the perfect texture. at night in liyue xiao tells her stories of the constellations and she remembers every word, at night in the teapot lumine will lift a hand and the sky will match her memories, her turn to tell stories about stars he's never seen.
they are both so, so tired. and i think that they would trust the other enough to let themselves rest. you can put your strength down. im sitting here with you at the kitchen table. you dont need to say anything. <- that quote is so them for real its shared silences mutual understanding and comfort always having each other's backs its twin moons twin stars two beings caught in each other's orbit and choosing every day to stay. sitting side by side on the mountaintop, hands entwined, lumine's head on his shoulder. breathing. loving. living.
#feeling so normal right now#um. um. um.#yeah i have no excuse im just out of my fucking mind#currently being plagued with post-chasm thoughts where zhongli saving xiao lent him energy and that energy Fades#and xiao is fucking exhausted and still hurt and completely burnt out#and lumine is there and its the first time he enters the teapot because if she says theyll be safe there he trusts her#if lumine says no harm will come to them here he believes her#very 'you took care of me now let me take care of you'#washing the dirt and debris from their skin from their hair shielding his face with a hand so she doesnt get shampoo in his eyes#every movement gentle and careful and precise and purposeful. i love you on purpose i care about you on purpose that quote is so them too#making both of them food because neither of them need it but it helps with their energy regardless#making both of them sleep because they desperately need the rest#and its a little selfish of her to wrap her arm around him because she needs the reminder that hes there and safe and whole#but he doesnt stop her. and everyone has to be selfish at times#spending hours and hours laying there beneath the stars breathing deeply existing together remembering that theyre alive#idk. like i said. the quiet moments the unconditional trust#im so tempted to try and think of more but i am Stopping Myself finally. we're done we are DONE#one day i will be normal about them but until then.#aly.genshin#aly.writing
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it took me a long time to accept anger as an emotion I'm allowed to feel without being a bad person bc I associated anger with the abusive people in my life. like obviously my friends and other people could get angry occasionally and I would be like of course they're only human and tbh usually they're justified imo but if I got angry my brain was like no you're no better than your abusers. but then I was with my ex who was constantly angry and I was like see this person can be angry without being abusive. you are allowed to be angry. and then once we closed the distance and i was there for them to be angry at instead of other people it turned out they were abusive. so once again other people are allowed to remain good people in spite of getting angry but I am a bad person if I get angry. my brain works so good and I am soooo well adjusted ! when I lost access to all psych meds that was a good and smart thing to happen ! #affirmations or whatever
#tbc it wasnt them being angry in my vicinity that i saw as abusive it was like actual acts of abuse and manipulation brought on by it#that hadnt presented overtly until we were living together instead of spending maybe a couple weeks at a time together#like now i see the patterns and red flags from earlier in the relationship but at the time i was like#oh their anger is justified and wow theyre really in a situation where the people theyre near are all out to get them#which. in retrospect is itself a red flag yknow. but i digress!#i got annoyed for a second that my manager makes us actually call into work like over the phone if we're sick bc im deaf so like. fuck that#and im really not about to hop on the video phone in a cold sweat coughing every two fucking seconds#and then i was like oh no im a piece of shit for being annoyed by this! cue doom spiral#um actually im right to be annoyed about it bc if it happened to anyone else i would advocate for them#and it isnt different just because its me#except it is 🤪#anyway this is all brought to you by the feelings wheel i religiously studied from 2019-2021. thanks for giving me emotions. fuck you. etc
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just got so happy finally the manhwa im reading GAVE THE MAIN GIRL A BREAK this bitch just suffers it’s not even funny. i love her though. she’s my baby girl even if her entire life has been a nightmare …patting her softly on the head
#she’s literally perfect and i’m sooo glad they made her actually likeable unlike most romance manhwa girls#shesss my everything#she needs to get a new man though like i get why she liked him BEFORE but he’s tried to kill like every other chapter#and he Will Again the man is loosing it he spends all his povs hallucinating and suicidal#and honestly he has his reasons and with the information he has it is um. somewhat logical but jesus christ bro keep it together#everyone read this NOW#actually don’t#it’s so dark 💀#like worse than the ones webtoon publishes with the princes and the time travel tbh#because this girl got no one and she has no idea what’s going on 😭😭 home girl fr wants the sweet embrace of death#she’s spent the last twenty chapters slowly dying of poison she drank so the guy (she loves who hates her because her adoptive father#killed his entire family and the girl he loved Which is Also her but he doesn’t know that#because literally why would it’s been a decade and a half and her entire village was massacred#so like#it’s okay man i get it
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Man I gotta get like. Any of my plots going so I can rant abt the details of it.
#like mev all but helpless while she recovered bc doc was taking away her arms due to the violence? because Dari’s fucked up magic blood#hurts when it makes her body heal Far Too Fast?? and then when she’s got nothing else to lash out with she’s all snarls and snapping teeth??#cattra laying on her chest and her getting some half decent rest in??? very promptly getting so attached to her??? the wild panicked look in#her eyes when she’s still half asleep and realizes that doc is carting her off to clean her injuries again and that she’s never kind about#it when she does?? the walls of this stoic woman completely crumbling when there’s no other choice#and peipre hunched in a chair beside marrow as he rests and she’s gripping the armrests so hard her knuckles are white because she’s sure#this was her fault. he got hurt and she found him bleeding and half conscious after she stayed behind again and he almost died. and when dex#makes it into the room she pulls herself together and gives him the kindest rundown she can in the most professional way because it’s all#she’s got to hold herself together in the moment. and he’s just as worried as she is so she’s not going to worry him more with her whole#deal. and when she’s sure dex is going to stay she goes home and calls yarrow off work early and just lays in her lap for hours and refuses#to talk about it.#and sweets hardly resting for several weeks and outright refusing to get unplugged because he Has to be able to keep an eye on things she#Has to make sure that if something happens she can do something this time and he’s so much quieter than usual and when he finally does take#a weekend off again she sleeps so fucking hard with cattra and then feels bad for sleeping through so much of their time#and the whole. thing. that’s jouren’s got going on with mawris right now. they scare the hell out of him and he couldn’t tell you why. but.#if you asked. he would call them his friend. he couldn’t tell you why on that either. he spends so little time with them but there’s this#urge to return lately that. isn’t quite the call of whatever is going on with the mushrooms he’s pretty sure. he’s baking a lot about it.#um#character rambles#:P#I like rotating angst in my brain
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