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Ok hear me out: Narilamb but they're both aroace and in a qpr.
I've been rolling around in my head for like a long long time this idea that Narinder and Lambert could both be aroace and (after like. A couple of centuries or so) end up in this like very comfortable very close relationship that neither of them define as anything specific other than calling it a "companionship". But on the other hand most of the cult thinks that they're dating in secret or something despite the fact that both of them have said they don't take lovers, because they are clearly very tight but maybe not super openly so, so maybe the cultists thing they're being secretive and hiding something or something like that. Idk but my aroace brain loves thinking about extremely close (mostly) platonic relationships and for some reason my brain decided hmm. I'm going to take this and throw it at Narilamb and see how I like it.
So then I decided to make a ridiculous joke comic about Narinder asking Lambert's hand in marriage specifically because he wants to get out of paying taxes. Because like, I know that spouse followers do actually still have to pay taxes in the actual game but. Hey Narinder and Lambert have presumably never married so they probably don't know that...? Honestly the only reason I made this was because the concept tickled me and I spent too much time on this for no one to see it, so. This comic and all it's absolute ridiculousness be upon ye.
While there's a tiny part of me that's been thinking about making this into an AU (which I'd probably call something like the "Strictly Platonic AU" or something), I know for a fact that I would blatantly not do anything legitimate with it so. It's an unofficial AU I guess?? But. Anyways. I thought this would be funny. Enjoy my ramblings and I hope you enjoy this thing that I spent. Actual time on. Lol
#cotl#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl narilamb#narilamb#(not sure if this counts as full on narilamb but hey for the folks who don't wanna see it it's properly tagged)#tbh there's a part of me that doesn't know why I'm posting this cuz. it's so ridiculous and silly and self indulgent and like#it probably only appeals to me specifically but hey. I thought it was funny and maybe someone else will too#also new lambert face!! which i'm super happy with they look really good i think in comparison to my other drawings of them so far#anyways that's enough tag rambles. if you've read this far into the tags then uh. hello!! I hope you recieved good news today :D
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god the chapter where alyosha overhears pavel playing the guitar on a date is actually so fucking good because we get to see one of the very scarce times that pavel isnt putting on his usual act around his brothers/father but instead him in The Wild where he takes a girl out to the garden to play guitar for her and alyosha just eavesdrops. to pavel playing guitar and singing and then immediately insulting the girl hes trying to flirt with and then talking about how much he wants to die. hes a karamazov just like the rest of them god bless
#not to mention the hilarity of alyosha sneezing giving him away#andthe image to pavel and his date of seeing alyosha still in his cossack just. emerge from the bushes like ''uh hello“#AND SHE WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM LOL#amory rambles#the brothers karamazov#tbk#brothers karamazov#alyosha karamazov#pavel fyodorovich smerdyakov#pavel smerdyakov#I NEED MORE PAVEL GRRRRRR#HES SO SILLY#if only him and ivan actually got along theyd be hilarious AND unstoppable#but sigh. ofc ivan has to project all of his self hatred and issues onto pavel#sigh.#anyways#dostoevsky
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Yeah having infinite alternative universes where the same two people love each other no matter the world no matter the time is nice but have you considered dedicating your entire existence to find the only universe where your loved one is happy, even if they're going to hate you in that universe, even if you yourself have to die in that universe, because their happiness always came before everything else? Because you never mattered as long as they were happy? Have you considered it??????
#I'm having feelings over Beast odazai like what the hell. seriously what the hell.#Like Dazai‚ literally‚ unarguably the most selfish character in the entire thing‚ gives up //everything// for one person?? Uh??????#Dazai who never found meaning in living dedicated his whole existence to make the world beautiful to one person?#Found his meaning in making that person happy‚ and found it agreeable to die once that was accomplished??#“But I do have one regret: I’ll never be able to read that novel you complete one day” GIRL???????????#Bro I love everyone and I can't for the life of me get truly invested in a Dazai ship for self-explanatory reasons-#but man that might really be the most romantic ship of them all.#what the hell. what the hell. hello#osamu dazai#odazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd beast#mine#q.#21/01/23
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Michael Barrier as Lieutenant DeSalle
S2E7: Catspaw ⋆.˚ ✧ · ˚⊹ ·
#okay but uh#hello#he was fiiiiine#this is a self indulgent post#desalle#michael barrier#sci fi#science fiction#star trek tos#star trek the original series#star trek#1960s#lustful thoughts
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#hejdjejfjfjd#MY HEART IS#the snatcher ahit#the snatcher#snatcher x self ship#sketches#a continuation#um kissy uh huh uhm I uh#👀👉👈#also hello there mister mailman
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{HEYO THERE!!}
Gonna redo this soon ough
My name is Marly/Scrunkly, and this is a self-ship and f/o based acc! You can find some f/o question games here, f/o imagines, and more! This is a safe space for self-shippers, those in the lgbtq+ community, those of any gender identity, any ethnicity, ect!
Feel free to gush all about your f/os in the ask box!! Tell me all about them, I'd love to hear all about you and your f/o!!
{DNI}
~ Homophobes, transphobes
~Racist people
~ NSFW Blogs/stuff
~ Proship
~ Problematic stuff in general
{ABOUT ME}
I'm Marly/Scrunkly! I go by she/her (they/them works as well), and I'm an artist, musician, and writer! I love making self inserts and getting into new fandoms! Huzza!!
{MY F/OS}
~ Mordecai Heller (Lackadaisy)
Monkey King (2023 Netflix movie)
Viktor (Arcane)
#selfship promo#welcome post#hi there#self shipping#hello#deez nuts#hi guys uh i have no clue what im doing#huzza#yippee#what
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i think i just thought of another fic idea with wonwoo WHY BRAIN
#no cuz when i tell u the wonu brainrot#still has me in a chokehold#BUT LIKE THE IDEA IS SO CUTE N FLUFFY????#its prob gonna be another self indulgent introverted mess again but uh#CAN U BLAME ME#ots cute esp if its with someone like wonu hELLO#also idk if its gonna be long or short#rania rambles
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All he wanted was just even one more day to live.
He regrets getting that wish.
A very personal (and cathartic) fic I wrote out in three days because I'm currently suffering from Pikmin brainrot lol. It's really, really bleak though, so be careful with this one if you give it a read.
(Warnings here are Species Dysphoria, Suicidal Thoughts, and some minor Body Horror. It's a bad end fic, and boy do I write it like one.)
#shameless shills of self promotion#Maiden writes for other things too! (non-Len'en writing)#pikmin#pikmin fanfiction#pikmin 1#bad ending#tw species dysphoria#tw suicidal thoughts#cw body horror#this is easily one of the bleakest things I've ever written#at least for a full oneshot that is#(don't worry I'm perfectly alright if any of you were worried)#this is just me taking a bleak idea and running with it#also for the regular Pikmin fans out there...#uh hello there#I'm a former long-time lurker fan who came back for a little bit#nothing much here#this is mainly a Len'en blog lol#here's an uber darkfic if that's your thing#it's nice to meet all of you (even if just this once)#to be (one with the garden)
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I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)
I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏
#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that#wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it#so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always#i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone#tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying;#'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc'#and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know#and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone#let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to#i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao)#i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself#but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice#makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude#so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol)#((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did))#i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry#i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody#i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them#everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share#this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this#tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :)#not rb#hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime)#i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one
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what is love! baby don't hurt me. don't hurt me. no more.
#sloth log#just aroace things#idk i've just been thinking about the concept of love. what does it mean. what do i want from it. or something.#i'm locked in my own head and i don't know what other people experience when they say they're in love. do i want to know?#do i love the people around me? or is it just that they make me happy and that's why i want them to be happy and safe?#is there a meaningful difference between the two? (do i really love my friends?)#words making things complicated again. i know what i want and what i feel but when i try to put it into words they feel flat.#like i need to add footnotes and disclaimers. maybe some examples and various cases and conditions. and even then i'll forget something.#and by the time i have some functional definition i've forgotten about the real people in my life. maybe that's part of it.#(yes i need to touch grass.)#alexander avila's video essay about autism and self-diagnoses had a cool segment about how we use labels to find support and community#i guess i'll do that then!#uh. hello!#aplatonic#hi guys i think i'm apl-spec! grayplatonic is what i'm thinkin' so far
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So was anyone gonna tell me that too much caffeine can worsen depression or was I supposed to figure that out for myself after sipping too much 'self-loathing bastard' juice?
#personal#ive been deep in my feels the last few days#and ive been sitting here like where the fuck is this even coming from i cut out all the stressors hello#am i just predisposed to hate myself forever???#no#ive been having too much cold brew#and i know this because i wake up today with an obnoxious ass headache as if im having caffeine withdrawals#even though i had a latte yesterday just not the cold brew#the cold brew thats got waaaaaaaay more caffeine per serving than the latte (and i usually end up having about two servings in one go)#and you know what? the self-loathing bastard energy just aint slapping today somehow#just the damn headache and some vague queasiness#(and annoyance at how my new curtains for my room are doing a piss poor job of staving off the evil hate orb but that's a different thing)#and its like okay i know caffeine can worsen anxiety and it can have the opposite expected effect for folks with adhd#is there a link with depression too?#studies say...yeah there might be a link especially if youre already predisposed to it#so uh#yeah today i learned i guess#i need to take that snide self-deprecating remark off my sideblog too...whoops
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i really hate the plotline where sophie was like i need space so nate gave her space and the narrative was like look at this fucking idiot
#jack facts#if i needed space from someone and they didn't give it to me because it was more ~romantic~ to chase me or whatever#AND i could disappear whenever i wanted?? neither they nor anyone they ever knew would ever see or hear from me again#and on the other end! if someone told me they needed space and then got upset that i didn't chase them.#uh sorry actually i have self respect and i don't do tricks. say what you mean cuz you're gonna get what you say :)#leverage#reading process#(also he literally did chase her he just didn't pressure(/beg) her to come back)#(AND it wasn't about having to wait for him anymore either because he was good to go before she left#and THEN she decided to leave to get HER shit together. HE'S waiting for HER now and yet the onus is still apparently on him. hello.)
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magical john drag king is exactly what alan moore meant about the ideaspace this absolutely existed in our collective consciousness as a human species
#or i guess the human species? who’s to say#ok i actually need to stop i don’t know what i’m thinking anymore#i can like vividly imagine magical john on a stage and real and i’m afraid#also yeah no this post probably doesn’t make sense to anyone else#ezra’s real life rambles#silly hours posting#<- hello my old friend i feel this is justified (ancients of mu mu?????) here#why am i being abnormal about the fucking klf book. what why how this isn’t good this isn’t a cool one to talk to people about#‘hey so you heard of this satire religion called discordianism? oh no you’re not? fair enough#surely you’re aware of self-referential reality tunnels though right? oh no you’re not. hm well how about the illuminatus! trilogy?#huh. ok. well to cut to the chase there was this band called the klf and they had like many hit singles#you’ll know some of them most likely. but uh ultimately they burned 1 million pounds in cash!! like straight up!! and it was filmed#some time afterwards (i think like 23 years?) they went around on an unusal tour showing off the footage#but at this point they weren’t making music anymore you see. so it wouldn’t even make sense as some publicity stunt#but yeah on this tour they go around and ask people why they (the klf) burned 1 million pounds#was it art? was it rock and roll? and most people go ‘it was stupid and selfish you entitled pricks’#they both (drummond and cauty (the klf)) have a family yknow#like they both have wives and kids. one of them had like four children i think?#anyway the money burning happened on the 23rd of august 1994 in the island of jura’#you can’t just say all of that to someone no one cares#ok for real i’m gonna go now and eventually sleep
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kinda snoozy
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#animation#oc#blue space#was listening to In Search of Splintered Memories by Ibrahim and i have no self-control so--#//anyway HELLO#i've been stuck in the car aaaaall day and not even for anything interesting#ma wanted to drive two hours out to get a coffee#is that ridiculous or What#//also is the beginning of this janky? yes#is the end kinda janky? also yes#in my defense#uh#well i have no defense but if i did just know it would be Really good#:)#//Man and then i've drawn two pages of this story#but here's the funny thing okay?#i think i'm gonna redraw those anyway bc i. idk i just#hhghhhhh ykno?#//ough i have some other things i keep forgetting to do lol i needa get on those#ok!! [drops into the Hole]#//it's been two hours since i wrote these tags anD THE GIF UPLOADED INSTANTLY WAHOOOOOO YIPPEE :DDDD
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"i'm just being dramatic, in fact, i'm only at it again as an addict with a pen who's addicted to the wind..."
independent & selective oc multimuse , failed by beth .
featuring elijah holmes .
#ooc.#promo.#self promo.#oc roleplay#oc rp#bbc sherlock rp#scopophobia tw#eye contact tw#addiction tw#i have no idea how i even tag this#just uh?? hi hello love my kids??#did i make one of these for all of them because i'm extra yes#it's a little gift for me... a little treat...#source is in the fifth link#the rest should all link back to the proper pages#the lyric is from ad.di.ct with a p.e.n#elijah holmes [muse.]#elijah holmes [self.]#elijah holmes [aesthetic.]#elijah holmes [about.]
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when everyone on letterboxd loves a movie i hated i feel like jesus on the cross. you’re telling me you liked this movie. what are you an incel? christ alive
#i didn’t like 22 jump street.#i’ve said this ten times but i seriously mean it. justice for eric.#like i don’t see how you could watch the eric scenes and not be weirded out and instead think that’s funny. um hi hello is there anyone wit#brain cells out here…. anyone. furthermore the whole thing was too self referential to be funny#and then of course the obvious criticism is that they’re cops and therefore inherently this is a male power fantasy movie.#and like. lord and miller are fully capable of making a movie that’s funny. they’ve done it many times. but this isn’t very funny#and i’m so serious the homophobia/transphobia REALLY bugged me i can’t get past it#and literally can we get some fucking justice for eric. what did he do that was really so bad.#yes he sold really dangerous drugs. ok he was blackmailed that’s literally stated in the movie he was blackmailed into that#what else did he do. he made fun of the main characters? he had an age appropriate casual girlfriend?#he played guitar really badly? no seriously what did he do.#ohhhhh wait no sorry sorry i get it i know what he did that was so awful i know i got it don’t worry.#he uh *checks notes* participated in ~woke~ ~PC~ culture and was also well liked. got it!#sorry i’m going so hard for eric. what else do you expect from me that’s my buddy jack wilder.#beth.txt
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