#ToMyFamily

[i-am-a-little-daisy]

I still wanna fight

Maybe it's because I'm young.

Maybe it's because I have time.

Maybe it's because my blood is boiling.

Maybe it's because you all are here next to me.(in my heart)

Maybe it's because I lost some things on the way here

Maybe it's because I lost some people

Maybe it's because I found new things

Maybe it's because I found my people

Maybe it's because I learned many new things

Maybe it's because I understood some things from the past

Maybe it's because I grew up

And maybe it's because I started valuing my life more than before

Maybe it's because someone once saved me

Maybe it's because once I saved somebody

Maybe it's because I saw future

Maybe it's because I lived through my past

I don't know.

But what I know is

It's because I am a daisy.

Always blooming in the spring even after the coldest winters.

-Daisy

[jsydbrantley]

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#theworldstops For you the world stops, a moment frozen in time, and everyone else moves on... It seems as if no one has noticed The ticking has stopped for this one life. And for you a pause, a comma, that has no phrase to come, Because there are no words to equal the life and love of this one. * * * #sorrow #grief #loss #lovedones #jsydspoetry #jsydsquotes #rememberingyou #forthosewevelost #forthosewhohavelost #wepause #webreath #teacup13 #illustrans #poetryportal #poetpardy #illustrans #tomyfriends #tomyfamily

[ahmedsobhytv]

#photooftheday #healthyliving #streetphotography #jacketstyle #loveyourself #tomydaughter #tomyfamily (at Doha) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7BAkrdnajJ/?igshid=kxeh7ea3rbek

[rickisrude]

To my friends and family, thank you for always reaching out to me and checking to see if I’m okay and would like to come hang out. Even in small gestures, I’m thankful that you even thought to invite me. I know I have not been the warmest or closest friend/family member, it’s not out of spite or anything like that. I can honestly say I’ve been living as a depressed person does, just barely. Since my dad passed away and the complications with my house, I’ve just been hiding here dealing with this on my own and denying the chance for others to help. I know I should accept the help, but me being the stubborn person that I am, I’ve chosen to deal with this on my own. Just know that I’m not in a dark place hypothetically speaking. I’m not in the position to want to end it all or anything like that. In my head, it’s just a dark tunnel with a light at the end that I’m slowly creeping towards. I want to live and I want to get better, I just need to go at my pace. With that I just really want to apologize to the family members whose invited me this past week. I’ve missed a lot of the next generation’s graduations/birthdays/milestones and would only seem to be a stranger to them if I did show up. I will be a better family member once I get out of this situation. #tomyfamily #imsorry #illdobetter #illmakeitup https://www.instagram.com/p/ByJSWjygQHR/?igshid=1lu6yzjlyd7pq

[djluv1-blog]

TO ALL MY FRIENDS MOMS MY TEAM #LEANBROTHERSFAMILY AND TO MY FANS GREAT FRINDS , HAPPY MOMMY DAY , TO ALL MY MOMS I SAY MOMS TO , HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !! #TOMYFAMILY HAPPY MOTHERS DAY 👩

[gtrejo1]

This Christmas was a challenge i must say that fact that we moved in the month of December was no help we had to dish out a lot of money so it left my family tapped out for Christmas but this year i was able to give them a Good xmas i know its not about material things but i felt good buying them a Christmas Tree 🎄 for Laila and to be able to give my mom 👵 money 💵 to buy her grandchildren gifts 🎁 and pay bills plus pay for xmas dinner 🍲 and buy everyone in our New house a gift or two or three ie* #LailaBug so it may not be Thanksgiving 🍗 but i am so thankful that the Lord Blessed me 🙏 so that i could provide for my Family see the empty tree its about to be filled with gifts for my Family and my Babies and even if not one gift is for me i am More Happy then i could Ever be to be able to do this for my Family i am in the Christmas Spirit of Giving thanks be to God #TrejoFamily #Blessed #ThankTheSweetBabyJesus #HappyBirthdayMyLord #ItsNotAboutGifts #ItsAboutMeBeingAbleToGive #ToMyFamily #IWishICouldDoMore #ForTheWorld #ButIDoWishYouAllTheBest #SeasonsGreetings #HappyHolidays #ThansBeToTheAlmightyGod

[ladisugarkain]

Banana pudding..... To go!!! #fromscratch #yummy #dessert #photooftheday #thatgoodgood #shoutout #tomyfamily #supportsmallbusiness

[sam-smoke-a-blunt-fea]

Ah when #life is #fun #az #family #samoan #grandma hope you rest up and feel better! #allmylove #tomyfamily #lovetomyspecies #lovetomyearth #lovetomyuniverse #lovetoall #love

[felicioussweets-blog]

To my family, 30 years ago today, we were on a plane, all 9 of us, destined for our new home in Melbourne, Australia. I would like to market the occasion with a #helluva #slice #tomyfamily #raw #vegan #halva #frommetoyou #30years #icanthelpthat #itmakesmefeelold #arentwelucky #thanksmumanddad #loveyouguys #felicioussweets (at Felicious Sweets)

[nicholassechaud]

#ready #togo #Thankyou #Somuch #MyLovely #brother❤ #for #whatyoudo #for #Mommy❤ #TomyFamily #Closefriends #Everyone #You❤#AllofYou and #somuchLove #THANKYou 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 #instayou #instafamily #instalife (at Terminal 4 - John F. Kennedy International Airport)

[handthegift]

Back home to my fridge...yup inner beauty and healthy body is a must. #Morinda #Nonioriginal #Max #whyboth? #whynot #handthegift #tomyself #tomyfamily http://ift.tt/2mfAZRs

[fmonta-blog]

#award #awards #team #proud #art #ceremony #prize #happy #work #grateful #contest #competition #photography #friends #challenge #iuav #architecture #venice #italy #architecturecontest #architectureprize #thaks #tomyfamily #architettura #iuavvenezia #architect #tesi #tesidilaurea #premio (presso Università Iuav di Venezia)

[djluv1-blog]

TO ALL MY FRIENDS MOMS MY TEAM #LEANBROTHERSFAMILY AND TO MY FANS GREAT FRIENDS LADIES , HAPPY MOMMY DAY , TO ALL MY MOMS I SAY MOMS TO , HAPPY MOTHERS DAY !! #TOMYFAMILY HAPPY MOTHERS DAY 👩

[livingisneverapersonalthing-blog]

To the man waiting for me down the road.

I”m not the easiest person to love, I never have been and I never will be. I don;t know about you but I have been living my life pretty much independently for this past few years that I am so used to it and I have already forgotten how it is to rely on someone. Well, it was never my best suit after all.

I have fallen in love once before. I have given everything, and didn’t even bother sparing a single piece of my heart for myself. I trusted with all of my being only to have all that I have given slapped back on my face. So...it will most likely be a lot harder for you to get a hold of what remains of my heart.

It’s now on its most fragile and vulnerable state that I have built up bricks upon bricks of thick walls around it for protection. You  might even find it impossible to get in. But believe me...it isn’t. It’ll be hard, but not impossible. 

You may give all you’ve got to prove yourself to me, but I might still find it hard to believe in you. You may find it unfair for me to be suspicious of your motives just because my past turned out to be the exact opposite of “Happily Ever After”. 

I am sorry. I can’t help it. Both my heart and my mind already refused to believe in the promises of love. 

Over the years of being by myself. I have already learned to rely on myself for everything. That no matter how much you try to reach out a helping hand...I might just slap your hand away. 

This is my world...variations of different kinds of walls in every turn. A never ending maze where you will loose yourself in trying to find a way in. 

You can give up. I won’t hold it against you. I’m already used in people giving up on me that even though it hurts like hell, I’d still choose it over relying on someone who might not be around for long. 

You see? Even before I give myself a chance to believe in you, I have already doubted you.

But...

If by some miraculous and fortunate twist of fate that you decided to stick around. That you decided to push your way in no matter how I pull away...I will make all your efforts worth it. 

If in case you have proven yourself worthy of all the heartaches I may encounter once I have given you my heart..I will show you how much love it can still provide despite the many cracks. 

I will let you into my world and I will come into yours. And together we will forge them into one making it the one place we can call a home. 

I cannot promise you everything, but the one thing I can give you without any regrets whatsoever is my fragile hearty, trusting that you will not break it any more than it already is. 

I cannot promise you the best kind of love in the world but I will give you the best version of me that no one has ever came so close to see. I will dedicate myself to you. Love those you love. Walk along with you on every troubled road. I will not let go of your hand and I will take care of your heart the same way I know you will take care of mine. I will be with you through out our lives, and promise to hold on to you specially on your darkest days. 

I cannot promise you a smooth sailing travel ahead of us. But if you love me and our family-to-be I will do what I can to make our journey theg  greatest adventure of our lives, until we reach the end of the road. Together we will face our creator, leaving our children with the love they so deserve from us...their father and mother-to-be.

Artwork By Leonid Afremov

[rachelpostsstuff-blog]

I will get by, I will survive. #touchofgrey #gratefuldead #RIP #jerrygarcia #tomyfamily (at Bethel Woods Center for the Arts)

[bittercarat]

i know its a late post but i want to say thank you to everyone who said happy birthday to me yesterday it really meant alot. thanks my dudes. 💖🎉✨ #ShoutoutToElviaForComingThruWithCake #ToMyFamily #STEPYOURGAMEUP lol