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Ghost x Reader x Soap: Alien AU
You got abducted awhile ago, and has been trapped in a cell ever since. The only good thing so far is that the aliens all seem to be frightened of you.
Every single day since the first has practically been the same which is why when you hear a lot of noise coming you instinctively move to the back of your cell. Which seems to be the right move because just a few moments later the door is being opened, and a figure is being thrown inside. The door just as quickly is slammed shut once more.
This is the first time you meet Soap. He looks like what you assume a werewolf might look like. Once he sees you though it's not fear on his fear, but surprise; at least you would assume so it's hard to tell when dealing with an alien species. What surprises you though is when he say 'Hello' ... in English. You cried tears of joy for the first time in this cell upon hearing a single word.
The days that pass after that are filled with you and Soap learning how to communicate with one another. He can speak very minimal English, but that is enough for you to put some trust in him. After all another human must have taught him right?
Soap also seemed very interested in keeping you close to him anytime one of the other aliens visited your cell. Always keeping you behind him as he seemingly yelled at them. It's clear that they had planned for you to kill Soap. You know you had been aggressive towards them, but did they really think you would just kill him?
It's a few days of this before they take things into there own hands in getting rid of Soap. Two alien guards show up, and open the door to the cell and attempt to grab Soap. What they don't account for though is when he fight backs you do too. This might be your only chance out of here; you're not going to waste this.
Surprisingly, you two actually do mange to defeat them. Soap does do most of the work, but you still helped as much as you could. As soon as their down he's grabbing onto your hand, and dragging you out into the hall. He had to know more than you so you willingly followed.
It was good you did as well because after a few minutes alarms are blaring through the ship. That doesn't seem to affect Soap though as he continues to lead you around. Eventually you arrive at a door, and before you can even question what's happening Soap is pushing you inside.
Looking around you saw that this was some must be some kind of emergency pod. The first thing Soap does is help you with the straps to your seat before finally taking the drivers seat; starting up the pod up as fast as he can when someone starts banging on the door.
That doesn't seem to affect Soap though as you two very suddenly are taking off at speeds you've never experienced before. Once far enough away the speed slows to be more manageable to handle. He turns towards you, and says 'safe' and 'sleep'. And you do after all the day you've had all you want to do is sleep. You assume Soap knows what to do, and doesn't seem to want to ditch you anytime soon.
The next time you wake up it's because of a loud beeping sound filling the air. Looking out you see that you are actually entering another ship. Panic fills your veins as you look at Soap. He on the other looks to be the calmest you've ever seen him. Soap must know this ship, and hopefully trusting him won't turn out bad for you.
Seeing you're discomfort Soap puts a comforting hand on your shoulder before encouraging you out of the pod now that your fully landed inside. Everything seems to be calm as you step out, but that is before door leading farther in the ship opens up.
The first thing you notice about this new figure is that they have an eerily human look. What concerns you though is the mask that they're wearing; it's looks like a human skull. You instantly think that you've made a mistake trusting Soap.
The figure and Soap quickly move towards each other, and once in reach are pulling the other into an embrace. You watch as Soap whispers something into there ear, and in an instant there eyes are snapping towards were you stand still near the pod door.
Taking a hesitant step towards you they reach up to remove the mask. Underneath is a balaclava, but that's not what get your attention. What gets your attention is the distinct human eyes. The man in front of you is human.
He introduces himself as Ghost.
#This was meant to be a lot shorter#the words are flowing#should I actually write this?#it wasn't meant to be serious#but i love this#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#simon riley x reader#john soap mctavish x reader#ghost x reader x soap#alien au
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saying words meant little to sanemi would be an outright lie. they meant everything. he knew people said ‘actions speak louder than words,’ but somehow he found that they could be equally impactful. whether negative… given or taken, such as with genya, or positive… like with giyuu. giyuu. god, he loved giyuu so much. they had been together since even before muzan’s death. perhaps they hadn’t quite used the term ‘dating’ to their relationship, but they had been utterly and completely in love. at least, sanemi had been. he knew that.
giyuu wasn’t much for words, showing his affection through touches and gifts. it wasn’t hard to tell he didn’t talk that much. at least, not now. after all, that had been the very reason he’d stood out to sanemi. his infuriating habit of staying quiet, elaborating little to nothing. but now, he seemed to be making an effort to speak. especially to sanemi.
the first time he had said ‘i love you’ to him… needless to say, sanemi would not let him go. never. and, at least, he knew now that there wasn’t a constant threat of death lingering behind them. he would make use of the few years they had left.
the second time giyuu had said ‘i love you’ was lost in the wind. but the third, fourth, fifth,…sixteenth, seventeenth, eighteenth times followed quickly after. sanemi had turned, only catching on to one word. his hair flicked his face and giyuu laughed. sanemi’s scowl was just for show as he strode forward, taking giyuu into his arms and pulling him closer by the waist.
“what did you say?” he’d asked. they were closer now. the cool air struggled to squeeze between their bodies.
“i love you,” giyuu said, a smile accompanying the words. the wind batted his hair, making it fly erratically. he’d had urokodaki, his mentor as a child, help him cut it. it was short now—he’d lost the ponytail. he still looked completely and absolutely adorable.
“say it again,” sanemi breathed. he bent his head down, pressing his lips to giyuu’s neck. “please.”
“i love you.” giyuu allowed better access, turning his head to speak into sanemi’s ear. “i love you, sanemi.”
“again.”
“i love you.”
and again, and again, and again, and again. i love you. i love you, sanemi. i love you, giyuu. a kiss. lips to his jaw. his nose, his cheeks, his lips. i love you, i love you, i love you. godfuck, giyuu, i love you so much.
words meant everything to sanemi. especially when they came from giyuu. with that sweet, angelic voice. the smile that felt like a slice of heaven.
he loved him. giyuu loved him. giyuu loved sanemi.
“fuck. i love you, giyuu. i love you so goddamn much.”
he loved him too much.
#sanegiyuu#SANEGIYUUSANEGIYUUSANEGIYUUSANEGIYUUUUU#WAHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I.#this was so#i need this in my life tbh#pls#begs nicely#giyuu tomioka#sanemi shinazugawa#sanemi x giyuu#giyuu x sanemi#kny sanemi#kny giyuu#kny#demon slayer#gay#fluff#hashira#kimetsu no yaiba#YES I WROTE FLUFF 🙏#YES ILL DO IT AGAIN#YES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#ds#giyuusane#‘i love you’ is the most crucial phrase ever#it’s very essential#they love each other a lot#this was meant to be a bit shorter but#it’s ok <3 theyre in love its allowed /ref
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Vash and Wolfwood's infomations from an interview with Nightow (Trigun's author)
Vash's Profile Height: I haven't decided. But he's around 180 cm (5.9 ft) (5'11")
Name's origin : Stampede is a nickname/ street name. It means 'runaway cattle'.
Change in hair color: There is a reason. But I can't tell you yet.
Coat's weight: Not sure. It would be quite light so he can run and move in various ways.
Vision: Pretty good. His visual acuity is also good. Plus, his ability to make last-minute decisions in times of crisis and his reflexes to make the most out of close chances are what keep him alive. It's not like he has supernatural powers.
Living expenses: He also works as a bodyguard, etc... So I guess that's how he earns his daily money. It's stable and he doesn't use money wastefully.
How long it takes to get dressed: I haven't decided on that. Since he wears those clothes every day, wouldn't it be pretty fast?
Wolfwood's Profile
Height: Not sure. But he is a little taller than Vash. About 1 to 2 cm taller (about 1 inches).
Name's origin: It's a pun. Tortoise Matsumoto is the model, so the name came from Ulfuls. The D in his middle name stands for "ドコノクミノモン ジャワレスマキニシテシズメタロ カコラ"(Dokonokuminomon Jawaresu Makinishi Teshizu Metallo Kakora) (laughs) TL Note: I think what he meant is the "Wolf" in WW's name (ウルフウッド) came from Ulfuls (ウルフルズ) - a Japanese rock band (The aforementioned Tortoise Matsumoto is the vocalist of the band) as a reference. The middle name, D, is "Where (D)o you belong?" It is an abbreviation of "Dokono~" in English. Smoking amount per day: I don't know. Well, I was thinking he would smoke a lot. But cigarettes seem expensive, so he might be smoking with a toothpick/stick.
Clothing (light clothing): The reason for the simple clothes is because it's would be hard to draw him holding the cross otherwise. The cross alone can make him stand out.
Dialect (he speaks in the Kansai dialect in Japanese): Since they are in an English-speaking setting, he is not actually speaking the Kansai dialect. Please think of it as an accent expression.
Gun's name: Punisher. Are you punishing the enemy or yourself?
Gun's weight: I feel like it weighs over a hundred-something kgs (> 240lbs). He carries it well. He must have great balance to be able to wield/swing it.
The size of the gun: about 170 cm (5.6 ft) (5'7") on the long side?
How long it takes to rewrap the cloth after using the gun: Not sure. I guess he would have to pick up the cloth, rewrap it, and carefully fasten it with belts. In order to look cool, you have to work on the little things.
#I made some corrections#sorry for the confusion OTL I'm not really fluent#Thanks to the og fan who shared this on twitters#It's seems interesting so I tried my best to translate it#If there any mistake you can correct me#Trimax!Vash is shorter than 98!Vash confirmed?#About how nightow said Vash has no superpower#I think he meant to talk about Vash's skills in general. He's a good gunman because he has a cold head a good vision and he trained a lot#not because of *spoilers*#Trigun#trigun maximum#trigun manga#trimax#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#translations#vash#wolfwood#yasuhiro nightow#long post
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This is kind of a pointless post, but I've been watching Asian BLs for just over nine months, now, and it's just been so nice? And it's still so nice! I don't know. I've spent at least two decades seeking out whatever queer media I could find (I'm still kinda mad at myself that I never stumbled across these shows earlier) and it's been great and there are so many wonderful films and a handful of shows I've enjoyed but I was getting burnt out on not being able to find what I was looking for or of yet another wrong person, wrong place kind of romance. Which are nice! But sometimes I just wanted more fluff. And now I've stumbled into an abundance of it, along with so much more.
It's just... the variety and the accessibility and the sheer number of happy endings!! And they're shows so I can really sink into the stories, which is lovely. It's just... So nice, you know? I'm still having the time of my life and I'm so excited for everything I still haven't seen and all the shows yet to come!! I wanted to write a longer post, but I don't really have anything to say. Guess I just wanted to let everyone know it’s been nice! 😂
#asian bl series#Also I'm not saying there's no happy queer media from other continents/countries!#There's quite a lot once you step outside the mainstream!#But it's mostly film (so shorter) and largely inaccessible#(legally anyway and often by other means)#and there's more variety of subgenres mixed with rom coms which is cool!!#lazzarella watches tv#oh and when i say i couldn't find what i was looking for i meant in terms of it exists but i have no way of watching it >:(#my watchlist of queer films is SO LONG and so many of them are just not available to me
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HELLO THERE
My name is Emile, I'm a Proship selfshipper who loves drawing other people's Self Inserts above anything else and for this week and this week only I am opening $10 RUSH ORDER SKETCH COMMISSIONS!
Do you want a drawing of you and your F/O for cheap and don't mind it being a little rough? Consider DMing me and you could get something like This!
For the low low price of $10 a sketch!!!
And as a bonus!! If you end up liking your sketch and would like it lined, colored, or even fully rendered, you can DM me next week and I will happily slash the price of a full piece just for you!!!
From right this very second through Thursday night my DMs will be open to anyone interested! I only have Paypal to accept payment so please be aware of that!
Thankyou for your time!
#Emile's Arts#Proship Selfship#Proselfship#Selfship#self ship#self ship community#Commissions open#art commissions#TO PEOPLE WHO SEE ME TALK ABOUT COMMISSIONS WHEN I'M IN AN EMERGENCY DON'T WORRY#I'M FINE#I actually meant to make a post like this MUCH earlier this month#I'm getting a chance to go to my first ever In Person Pokemon event this weekend and I'd like to have some money to spend while there#But then me and my dad started going crazy renovating my brother's old room for when Zayne comes to visit next month#And it totally slipped my mind till we were buying the tickets tonight#SO#Rush order coms it is#Just sketches so I can get them done as fast as possible#Thankyou very much for reading and/or reblogging this post if you did it means a lot to me#Hopefully posting this at 3:30am isn't the worst decision I made but Eh#I'll just make another shorter post tomorrow if I must#Oh also second bonus;#When drawing a new character I tend to do warm-up personality and outfit sketches#They're mostly just for me but if you wanted to see those as well I'd post them with the commission sketch for an extra $5#but I feel silly advertising that because they really are For Me kinds of quickhand sketches so fkgjfkdg#If you read these tags and want those as well let me know!!#Thankyou very much again for reading!!!
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merry christmas @burntwaffle12‼️‼️ this beast is just for you for the @mlsecretsanta gift exchange<3<3
you can read the first chapter of your gift here
happy holidays and i will be back so soon with more<3<3
#ml#miraculous ladybug#ml fic#miraculous ladybug fic#adrien agreste#adrinette#UH. HI NICE TO MEET YOU IM AN INSANE PERSON . PLEASE BEAR WITH ME WHILE I FINISH YOUR GIFT THROUGH NEXT YEAR<3#i really wanted to try and finish it before the posting period ended (hence me posting on the literal last day) but of course that did not#happen! because more time thinking about the story meant i was thinking more about the plot which means there is one which means#for some reason i can’t write a scene shorter than five pages for it. so you know#ive got a good portion of the next chapter/scene written and i expect for their to be five in total#IT’LL BE SO FINE. IT’LL BE SO GOOD. LOOK ME INNMY EYES. TRUST ME. I LOVE YOU. WE’LL GET THROUGH IT TOGETHER#and with that i’ll likely be radio silent until next year (haha) ! love y’all lots i hope to be even more insane and online next year<3
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The ML fandom survey is officially closed! 🎉🎉🎉
Thank you all so much for participating, spreading the word around, and writing your hearts out in the answers!
I could never have imagined i'd have this many people answering my survey (974!!!! I was starting to get overwhelmed lol), so thank you all so much for giving me more than enough to use on my research!!
I'll try to share the results once the semester is done and this article is approved, but until then I think I'll stay a bit absent from here. Wish me luck!
And once more,
#miraculous ladybug#I didn't really name it “ML fandom survey” but you know what i meant#boy oh boy do i have a fuck ton of a lot to read#lmao#pray for my eyes#but thank you so much for giving me this much data#i am as thankful as i am fucked#and i'm fucked a lot#not because there's too many answers#but this semester is shorter so i don't have as much time#also i just got a huge s5 spoiler#like i knew it was coming don't get me wrong#i don't really mind#but boy i was not expecting to read /THAT/
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kicking my feet up n giggling n all that bc i wrote 2k last night we are so back baby
#yaaaay i feel really good today overall! have a really wild theory that stress might even contribute to writers block#isnt that crazy. huge if true etc etc#pov: your 5k pwp just hit 12k#<- i think pwp are meant to be shorter than 5k in the first place but you know im a purple prose bitch through and through#really funny that i get kind of burnt out at the same places when im working on two wips at a time#like i stagnated on bruise and siyt at the same place in a scene and now a similar thing for these two as well#but as always...we move<3#im really trying to take my time w one of these in particular so i can be more deliberate w the dynamic and the things i want to say with i#i like the works ive published a lot ofc but i know i have a tendency to rush it towards the end and it leaves me feeling a bit disappointe#bc i didnt polish or iron out certain parts to make them the best they could be yknow#and this wip is kind of different to stuff ive worked on before as well so i really want to handle it w care#not in a sensitive topic way just like. idk its just a different angle and i want to convey it well
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progress shorts of the butterfly for @kisforkarol
pattern by @cinimuffin
#cross stitch#pride#butterfly#waste fabric#first time using this kind of fabric#denim was too thick for a hoop#holes too small for double thread#using singe thread meant I needed to use much shorter lengths to avoid snapping/knotting#learned a lot I feel like
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Idk about other people but I’m always a slut for that old man and I think you got amazing taste so pls rec anything you like anywhere
I think you will find that my taste is actually kind of garbage but like, in a fun way that makes you go "wow really???" rather than being so embarrassed for me that you can never look at me again. of course that would be fine too haha you know, don't yuck my yum etc but I will try to put together my unfuckable old man rec list right here, right now, and we can all just live with that
(mostly because titling a post makes me cringe it's too much attention, and I'm a stereotype)
These come from a section of my actual Fic Rec List, which is massive (by my standards), lives in a googly doc, and is much more embarrassing. this list generally won't include any ship stuff and if it does, i will say so. mind any and all tags.
This section is titled: The Redemption Narrative (lol)
1. Empty Nester - egomaniac (THE WHOLE REASON I MADE A NEW LIST. BRO AND NANNA!!!!!!!!!!!! also bro/grandpa, aka “he fucks that old man”, but not the most important part to me, because as good and tragic and hurtful as their relationship is in this fic, it is dwarfed, to me, by the kindness shared between Nanna and Bro, which once again, to me, is the Crown Jewel of the whole story. PLEASE read this please if u have time A++ endorsement)
2. dualshock desertbloom (the whole fucking series. i hardly need to say why, you should just know by now. i call dd dirkfic, because it is The Dirkfic, u know??)- geometrician (🔶)
3. sun’s angle - dellaluce (they can orphan it all they want but i never forget. very old, but never GETS old, u feel)
4. Hexadyne Meetings - Saesama (the rarity of bro and nanna fics could absolutely destroy me but i really like the interactions between all of the guardians in this one)
5. Flop, Flutter - cthchewy (technicality, big nasty soulless bro yikes sorry)
6. The Estrangement Thing - NoBrandHero (there’s a theme here listen to me don’t be doubtful it’s worth the trouble, there is brojohn in there, which is not my thing at all, but it is NOT relevant to what i like about this fic, and i think if u read it, u will realize that immediately lol (*i am not including second best even though that fic is literally my favorite ds fic ever because it is NOT bro centric))
7. cold front off the pacific - drow_sy (i actually read this bc geometrician bookmarked it lol but it punches down on u and i like that)
8. insect clockwork - SORD (aka, if it was written pre-2013, i’ve read it)
9. Flashing Lights and Raisins - RadioMoth (the strider manpain tag exists for a reason)
10. Hide - Plajus (OG post-sburb type shit. we love to see it)
11. Blackout - lantadyme (bro strider sick fic. Wrow. old shit. I don’t even know how i have held onto these for this many years.)
Things that don't quite fit into the category necessarily but It's MY List Not Yours:
12. signs at sundown - geometrician (I don't need to say it, do I? I think we understand, I do think that. Imagine being canon together with you favorite author. Imagine it. Wow.)
13. No Homo - Laurasauras (bro/dennis. yes, dennis from gamebro. yes, it's good i've said it before i'll say it again. i'm into it, i think you should be too.)
14. flash - problemsloth (this shit is just. absolute chef's kiss to me. i don't know how else to explain it. young bro. he's perfect, and perfectly dreadful)
15. play ball! - spacepuck (this is a johndave fic but it has this very stressful atmosphere around bro and dave that kinda fucks me up and also, delights me beyond reason. it tastes like summer to me. sandlot lookin ass. an old favorite)
#this list is. shorter than it could be and longer than i meant it to be#this is by no means a Full List there's lots of other stuff out there#rabid raccoon rehab is for everyone obviously#and i am not a person who reads a ton of ship fic so if there are good fics that also have ships in them i probably just haven't read them#lol sorry about that#sloth has a brodad that's on my to-read which i think will probably be added to the actual doc but at this time i have not read it#i want to say i take recs but the truth is they will probably end up in the shameful pile of Marked For Later that grows taller and taller#every day that passes by#well anyway i just wanted to talk about empty nester like an insane person so#i want to say u can just like. plug in all the things i have excluded on ao3 for bro's tag and then sort by kudos and these will pop up#but the truth is that i have also been dragging some of these around with me for literal years and there is a Reason they are top kudos'd#to me#anyway yeah okay sure whatever sorry this is just. hells of embarrassing it's all homestuck it's all bro related sorry#for non bro centric fics consider begging on ur knees or it will never see the light of day#actually i think you'd have to pay me or weasel your way into my server. it's not happening is what i'm saying#ANYWAY OKAY FINALLY IT IS DONE
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the thing is that my job is genuinely like. fine. theres nothing really wrong with it i mean some of the people there are incompetent and i work long hours but my supervisor is genuinely really competent and pleasant and cares. and im actually kind of helping in a process that is Valuable. its important for people to know whats wrong with them medically.
but at the end of the day what is the point. what is the point of running myself into the ground when the money im being paid is barely enough to survive on and what i dont get of my paycheck goes to the government so they can keep sending weapons of mass destruction overseas so more innocent people can die. and even what im doing is tainted by the fact that i Know a Lot of the people seeing doctors and getting testing done are running their savings dry doing it. if the people getting medical procedures are emptying their bank accounts but IM not getting paid enough and the DOCTORS AND NURSES arent getting paid enough and the PHLEBOTOMISTS arent getting paid enough and the COURIERS arent getting paid enough then where is all the fucking money going.
#if our society wasnt built the way it is i would value my job a whole hell of a lot more.#my supervisor was like ‘yeah i can tell that somethings been kinda wrong for a while’ and im like oh yeah. has it .#is it the fact that my wick has never been shorter. and im always exhausted. and my voice is increasingly monotonous.#Is It The Lack Of Masking Is That It#i actually said that gidhfjsksk i was like ‘i dont have the energy to. uh. mask at work anymore’#and i think she actually Knew What That Meant ! based on her facial expression#very much seemed like a Oh. I Did Not Realize That But A Lot Of Things Make Sense In Retrospect kind of expression
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i hope i'm wrong but i think it's possible friendship test might be like 8 hours long...
#prologue + act 1 is like 1h 40min#act 2 cutscenes alone so far it's like 1h 10min and i still have to do the battles plus more cutscenes#act 3 is close to act 2 in lenght#acts 4 and 5 are shorter. but still like 40 min each? probably?#act 6 is meant to be the longest. maybe like 2 hours. but who knows#act 7 + epilogue is very cutscene focused so like it is shorter than the others. 1h 10min probably#anyway thats a lot lol#you are going to listen to the same 10 songs for 8 hours#friendshiptest
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Choi Ha-neul, or just Hana for short, starts her second year of undergrad in late 2019, alongside her lifelong best friend Ryn, and recent additions from freshman year; Aurora and Reese. These four hit up the library between classes a lot and there, frequently run into an incoming freshman who seems troubled and alone... so naturally, they friendopt her and make her join in on their group escapades.
They’re just starting to get closer as a group and become true, genuine friends when the spring 2020 semester rolls around, and with it.... well. You Know.
more Hana facts
really likes hydrangeas and kind of makes them her whole personality
is definitely the type to fantasize about owning a combination bakery and flower shop
has raised gerbils since she was young and will defend them to the death
likes celestial aesthetics when shes not going ham about florals
longs to have been born earlier so she could’ve had a cool flip phone w/ a ton of dangly charms to put on it
has a scar across her nose/forehead from a diving board incident as a kid
despite having lots of cool piercings and wanting more, she’s terrified of needles so for now she just Imagines
not the most socially adept member of the group, but the most socially confident... so she’s basically the diplomat
was the shortest of her friends before they all friendnapped Paz
#oc stuff#my art#Ha-neul Choi (OC; Modern Day Follies)#oooh okay okay so basically tghe pandemic kinda threw a wrench in my story plans bc it was meant to happen in realtime#and for soooo long i didnt know what to do about it#and i still dont not really#but at least for the time period of late 2019 onwards till at Least the pandemic i've found a solution#nothing has really fundamentally changed its just Shortened. crunch#the plotlines with hana ryn reese & aurora still happen#and so does the plotline with millie morgan & theo#its just. condensed to fit a shorter timeframe before the pandemic hits and everyone scatters#so MDF is like a speedrun of all of that and it purposefully leaves a few loose ends and doesnt feel entirely 'tied up'#on purpose to reflect how i personally felt about stuff like classes friends and people who i thought would always be around me#and how it all got cut off so suddenly and how i never saw a lot of people again or never got closure for that part of my life
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the only thing i know is loving you (but even if it kills me, i have to let you go)
"And if Cyno is not willing to listen, then, frankly, he's not worth your affections."
haino/cytham (ft. Lumine) drabble
A/N: angst, Cyno doesn’t actually appear here, alhaitham and lumine is meant to be platonic but ig it could be romantic?
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“I’ve said the things I needed to say, that I wanted to say, in all the ways I know how,” a brief look of frustration crosses Alhaitham’s face.
He sighs, leaning back into his chair.
The frustration is gone and is replaced by a rather forlorn look. “I’ve tried everything,” he continues quite heartbroken. “But Cyno just doesn’t listen.”
He runs a hand through his hair before letting it fall on the table.
“I want this, more than anything. I’ve worked hard to get things right, to contort myself into someone worth Cyno’s regard. I’ve changed myself in every possible way to get into his graces. I love him unwaveringly. And yet, nothing.”
Lumine feels his longing, his heartache, and reaches over to rest her smaller hand over his. She rubs her thumb along the back of his hand, trying desperately to provide some sort of comfort to her friend.
Alhaitham doesn’t reject it, so she counts it as a win.
“I think,” she begins after a few moments, “you have to ask yourself if this is even worth it anymore.”
Surprisingly, Alhaitham is quiet and doesn’t counter.
“I know you love him. But if he’s not willing to try, then maybe it’s time to let him go. So you can finally rest.”
She lets him mull over her words. It’s a heartbreaking thought, Alhaitham letting Cyno go. Loving Cyno is something Alhaitham expertly knows. Something he’s always known.
Lumine wonders how Cyno could easily dismiss the love, the utter adoration, this man holds for him.
She wonders how many times Alhaitham’s feelings have been thrown back in his face all because people think he and emotions simply don’t mix.
“Love hurts,” she concedes, “but it should never bring you down the way your love for Cyno has.” She grips his hand slightly as if that will make her point more clear. “And if Cyno isn’t willing to listen, then frankly he doesn’t deserve your affections.”
For a few moments, Alhaitham says nothing. Lumine’s grip on her friend’s hand doesn’t waiver.
Finally though, he intertwines their hands, and drawing in a shaky breath he nods.
He lets go.
#haino#cytham#alhaitham#cyno#lumine#cross posted on twitter#it's kinda meant to be ambiguous lol#i'm sorry if cyno comes across as an ass#alhaitham giving his all to love cyno and cyno just doesn't acknowledge it#it turned out a lot shorter than i thought it was going to be lol
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i get that becks is competitive, but she's kind of scaring me ngl. thought this was a romcom but the way she meticulously guards blake to the point that it makes me feel like she's not protecting a girlfriend but more of an object is kinda...
#ch 7#thoughts:#blake is the victim here#imagine assuming that ur bestfriend and new gf are getting along#surprise bitch theyre actually in a competition#ur the prize#anyway this is so messy someone tell me there's an option to end things where everyone except lino is single...#flc#first comes love#playchoices#pixelberry#i wish someone would talk to blake#that kid's too walled up#mc...rebecca...eve...lino#well the book wouldve been a lot shorter tho so#now adding ch 8 thoughts#blake is apparently only a victim of herself you dumb idiot#that “what is my type” diamond scene?????#girl i was doubting lino all along but u guys are really meant for each other#“yOu dEseRvE sOmEonE wHO”
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" la primera ." He greets the other despite the unease he felt , what was she here for this time around ? Surely not to just see him , no . That seemed out of the question at this point ( or to him , at least ) , his thoughts begin to race with endless possibilities , and then- he extends his hand forward , ignoring what was eating at him only seconds before " what brings you here ? " he questions , uncertain or not if she was here for business or for something else entirely ; And if she was here for business , it asked the question of whether or not it was league related or simply related to the gyms .
He tries to keep himself open to whatever possibility he may be faced with , no matter how difficult he may find it because after all , it wasn't as if the worst case scenario could happen . So he does his best to maintain a relatively positive attitude ( or as positive as he can get ) for his sake and hers . Because the last thing he would want is her actively knowing what he's thinking , especially in regards to their current conversation . The last thing he needed was someone pointing out his anxieties probably over nothing " you can sit , if you want ." He offers casually , it's the least he could do at this point .
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#in character.#lacampeona#i meant for this to be shorter but. hes trying i promise#i have a lot of thoughts abt this bc she makes him so anxious for no reason.#well there is reason but he just overthinks far too much and it ends up making him anxious#he knows shes not going to do anything bad. but he thinks it because yknow theres genuine reason for her to do so because he isnt a model#employee exactly ( complains about pay + his boss as well as some other things )#ANYWAYS.#if u want smthin else just lmk bc hes just doing his best
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