#This cannot be my contribution to the world
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If your definition of a marginalized identity necessitates opression and suffering, then you are actively contributing to the continued mistreatment of of that group.
If the thing that makes me gay is the fact that I get called a faggot and not my attraction to men, then I am only gay as long as homophobes exist. Then my identity is one of victimhood, not of sexuality. If to be gay is definitionally to experience homophobia, then any celebration of gayness or is a celebration of homophobia.
We must all demand a better world, we must demand that there be less homophobia and other bigotry. If you tell a queer person or a disabled person or a Black person or any other person that society thinks it's OK to abuse that they cannot consider themselves a member of their own demographic because they have what we have been fighting for them to have, then you are as no better than the bigots we have sucessfully protected them from.
My identity does not belong to homophobes, it belongs to me and to other people with the same sexuality as me. You have no right to cede my identity and what defines to the bigots who want us all gone.
The goal MUST be a world with less hatred, less bigotry, less abuse. If you malign anyone whose life represents a tiny step closer to that goal, you are actively working against the goal. YOU are the one with no place in the queer community, not some gay kid who actually has what I've been fighting for.
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#i'm deeply embarrased abt this one#This cannot be my contribution to the world#Dazai w that Romeo & Cinderella Miku outfit#i was drunk when i sketch this i swear#bsd fanart#bsd#dazai osamu#i need to be sedated#ms paint#my art#unfinished#wip#dazai bsd
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No matter what you do, make sure you do it for him.
Enjoy. :)
#luigi#luigi nintendo#super mario#super mario bros#mario movie#super mario movie#super mario bros movie#the super mario bros movie#memes#mario memes#super mario meme#meme edit#do it for him#Not sure if anyone's done this for our favorite green boy so I will add my contribution to the meme#Luigi is the purest and most innocent thing in the world and you cannot change my mind#Like seriously look at the cute little green boy
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An eclectic little birthday haul (sponsored by my mom <3)
#bec posts#from Instagram#books#booklr#bookblr#book haul#book photography#Cahokia jazz#being heroes being villains#catelyn Winona#the bone harp#Victoria Goddard#braiding sweetgrass#84 charing cross road#Cahokia jazz is possibly my fave book I’ve read so far this year#yes it’s damaged I borrowed it long enough for pictures but it’s getting replaced#Catelyn is on tumblr as caffeine-witchcraft and you’ve absolutely read some of her contributions to the tumblr folklore genre#Victoria!!! I still have to read this and am excited to read something non-nine worlds#I had no idea until I unwrapped it if I was going to get the special oops-no spine title edition or not lol#I need to reread braiding sweetgrass and wanted a copy#you have NO idea how long I spent trying to figure out what edition of 84 charing cross I wanted lmao#I wanted one with a picture of the bookshop on the cover but I also wanted Duchess of Bloomsbury street and could cannot find a matching se#eventually figured out there’s some copies that stealthily have BOTH but don’t say so lol sob#did some sleuthing and settled on this one#book photo
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hmm
#i just feel like i cant connect to anyone#i dont feel safe with anyone. ppl are so cold and callous#and in fact most ppl support and contribute to abuse & rape culture#and knowing that just makes me not feel safe or comfortable with them#thus i cant trust them w my experiences. i cant trust them at all tbh#+ i have a deeper connection w animals & nature and most ppl.. are so disconnected from those#i just dont feel.. ok with anyone#also the fact that i constantly have to mask. every interaction w ppl feels like a performance#everyone already has decided what they think others should be. and i dont fit into that. im none of it#so i feel sm like no one could understand me. and in turn i dont understand anyone either :/#it's making me feel so so so so fucking lonely#my world views and experiences and everything are things i just cannot ignore#i simply cant shut it off and be w ppl regardless#and i know i cant expect to meet ppl EXACTLY like me. but i just want some that are kinda similar#sigh all of this is so hard to even put into words. it feels like im not explaining this properly#i just look around me sometimes and feel so extremely alone bc i cant connect w anyone. i just dont understand ppl at all.#and i just wanna feel safe and comfortable#maybe what im saying is that someone world views and morals etc are important to me#i cant connect with someone who denies a genocide for example#bc that is so fundamentally against who i am and what i believe in#but it is so fkn rare i cant even come up w an example of me coming across someone similar to mtyself#idk.. just dont wanna be alone
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it’s @aftg-mixtape posting season! my contribution for @desolatebee is live as of today, and if you like stupid banter and allison reynolds being a delightfully hot bitch you should give it a go
Allison’s eyebrows rose til her forehead had rows like a cotton field. “Okay, what crawled up your ass and died?”
“Your fuckin’ mom.”
“That old snake? Bet she slithered in no problem. How’s your colon feeling? Botoxed and venomed? She get a good little nip at your itty bitty balls on the way in?”
Seth breathed a slow breath and thanked whatever higher power saw fit to supply the banquet with wine, hissing a quiet, ‘leave my balls out of this,’ before taking a long, loud sip.
read the rest on ao3 (and then go trawl the rest of the collection because we got some BANGERS this year)
#aftg#all for the game#aftg fic#aftg mixtape#aftg mixtape exchange 2024#seth gordon#allison reynolds#my writing#eli.txt#we are such a talented fandom#I cannot wait to finally sink my teeth into the rest of the contributions now that my idiots are out in the world#exceptionally fun to write idiots it’s baffling that I’ve never attempted them before
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#I also keep seeing modern au aubrey-maturin art#that makes me wish I could draw and thereby contribute#unfortunately I can't even *write* modern aus generally. but I like transferring character dynamics from place to place in my brain#and I feel like I could do a university AU very nicely if I could do AUs at all#because I have had rowers in my class with as far as I could tell jack's exact personality#(unfortunately it has to be a US university AU because (a) that's what I know and (b) afaik nobody else does randomly assigned roommates)#(and I cannot pass up the opportunity for randomly assigned roommates.#OR RATHER#for 'you seem more or less human - quick let's request each other so we don't have to go into potluck'#I think that works best)#(but maybe they are both international students anyway. that works fine. & therefore extremely alarmed by potluck [can't say they're wrong]#sophie is a sorority girl. english major I think. and I can see her so clearly#(she's the part I want to draw)#she's not that into the high-octane social schedule her sorority expects her to have#but her pushy mother was a member and it is Unthinkable that sophie should not be#and a lot of the other girls are sweet :) so it's fine :) she says#feel like she has roommate issues (unlike her original self she is able to live away from mrs williams so this makes up for that)#so she's always over in jack and stephen's room. people who know her tangentially sometimes gossip about which one she's actually dating#(at that particular moment it is actually neither of them she's just hanging out with stephen)#diana freed from the shackles of 19th century womanhood creates even more and weirder drama than in canon#idk I just want to see the plot of post captain played out over text message#don't ask me HOW idk HOW i just want it#stephen is a biology major/pre-med obvs. if he can survive organic chemistry#jack is some kind of engineering major. I think he'd enjoy that with the math. diana has changed her major 7 times#(I don't know whether to put jack in rotc. I don't think it Actually actually fits - he's in the navy in canon because he's in the navy#not bc he's Inevitably Military In All Worlds. he would not want to do that if he didn't get to sail#but at the same time I find it hard to picture him not belonging to Discipline somehow.#it's more than a disinterested passion for cleanliness that drives him to wash stephen's mug for him that has had coffee and ramen in it#(and NOT in that order)#in the bathroom sink
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how is it only tuesday 😭😭
#GUYS i cannot do this five days a week until summer’s end what the fuck. this is just way too much time to spend in one place#personal#the engineering chronicles#<- leigh joins the corporate world edition!!#also i have yet to find an appropriate pair of shoes that fits me which is definitely contributing to how horrifically long the days#feel. going shoe shopping tmrw hopefully so maybe after that it will be okay </3#i somehow left all of my nice shoes that fit me at home apparently the only dressy shoes i have at my apartment are a pair of wedges that i#have affectionately dubbed my wood chipper shoes bc every time i wear them longer than an hour i want to throw them in a wood#chipper. obviously. anyway it turns out those aren’t allowed at my workplace bc only flat shoes are allowed. so then today my roommate#lent me a pair of her flats to wear instead but i think they are miraculously even worse than the wood chipper shoes. like the wood chipper#shoes Fit me technically it’s just the back of them are v stiff and never fail to tear up the back of my feet and also they’re raised#higher than is comfortable to wear for an hour let alone an entire day. but these just don’t fit at all my roommate told me they’re an 8 but#im 90% sure they’re actually a 7 based on a.) how swollen my toes are and b.) the WMS 7 that’s printed on the side of them. so. those#aren’t doing it for me either. idk what to wear tmrw 😭
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I decided to look through a book written by one of the founders of converstion therapy and
It's quite the comfort to know that, no matter what I do, I will never be as much of a failure as the person who wrote this book.
#sorenhoots#like i worry a lot about being good enough and doing good and all that. and then i read something like this and realize i have preposterous#standards for myself. if my every waking moment isnt dedicated to efficient betterment--that is actually fine! i am still a good person.#unlike this person who had such a laughable interpretation of the human psyche that i cannot make it one paragraph without giggling about#how fucking wrong he was about everything. i am also very angry about it but that emotion isnt very sustainable so i have set it down and#allowed myself to simply laugh at this fool. the only psychological improvement this person EVER contributed to the world is via the#“laughter is the best medicine” route as i read his thoughts and chortle over the miraculous depth to his foolishness.
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Idk hot take for a Saturday morning, but maybe people shouldn’t be SO quick to switch to a mentality of: “well I’m not voting at all” about American politics in regards to the Israeli/Palestinian conflict/genocide just bc America has had its dick in those affairs LONG BEFORE fucking Biden Presidecy and people are seemingly just NOW feeling publically vocally outraged about it bc it’s in the forefront news (as you should be), but maybe also let’s use our fucking brains for a moment if you are American:
we should, and can easily, also still focus on that which is in our own backyard, if you don’t vote fucking blue, because green/third parties are not actually viable in the deeply established two party system we have had for CENTURIES, we get fucking DeSantis or some other horrible Fascist Republican and then America is going to have its own genocide against LGBTQ+ people, fascism goes up, continued attacks against drag/immigrants/etc.
You also know damn well that any Republican, If one were president, would be doing the same fucking thing of providing aid to Israel, so I guess personally I’m just confused as to why everyone is surprised biden is doing the same.
You can and should support a free Palestine, and hold contempt for Israel and condemn their actions, AND also know that voting blue is Americas literal only chancE RIGHT CURRENTLY NOW this upcoming year, to remain somewhat of a democracy instead of a ChristoFascist regime, especially with Biden being one of the ONLY blue candidates like… our hands are TIED
Like YEAH it’s gonna fucking suck to vote for Biden but like you also gotta fucking Buck up sometimes and do things you don’t particularly WANT to do. It’s called duality and compromising in life and sometimes it’s fucking unavoidable.
But idk what the fuck do I know 🤪 I’m just a girl who thinks maybe you shouldn’t just fucking give up one of your only recognized rights in America just because some actions you can’t control from a crusty old moderate blue white man in a country whose affairs are more complicated than your messiest situationship is upsetting (rightfully so, I might add) you
#personal txt#I’m sorry that tragedies are like trends these days but I haven’t seen ANYRHING about any of the crises we had earlier in the year#like yeah ALL of it is important but also#you can’t NOTvote next year you will actively be contributing to a horrible fascist regime in America#please use your fucking eyes and brain: I did NOT say Americans shouldn’t support Palestine. they should#I’m saying maybe don’t base your gut reaction politics on things that have been out of the public’s hands for DECADES. US has always backed#Israel. it isn’t right and it’s corrupt and it’s awful yes. all those. but it won’t change#just like how the two party system is so ingrained that it nullifies 3rd parties#vote blue just so we don’t fucking die in America and then hope Biden kicks it or smth#Kamala takes over. elections come again. we hopefully have more democratic candidates#but like#we CANNOT not vote#I will literaally kill myself if Trump or DeSantis win all because you fuckstains#learned your politics from fucking tiktok and tumblr#come at me if my hot take (which isn’t even a hot take but PURE observation)#bothers you enough but idc#I’m seeing too many people being like WELL NOW IM NOT VOTING AT ALL#good job on giving up one of your only rights in this world you fucking Sheep#the amount of people goingIM NOT VOTING. IS CONCERNING TO ME#like y’all can’t do this right before fucking election year 🫠#republicans WANT you to not vote you stupid clods. why would you willingly give them what they want#Biden sucks so fucking much and I’d rather eat glass but I know in the big picture voting blue fucking matters#like MULTPLE things can be important at once#but imo it’s important to know what you do and don’t have immediate control over#can you control what’s happening in Gaza? not a fucjing chance. these people hate each other so much and for so long#and yes it’s terrible and horrible and Israel needs to just fuck off forever#but like I highly doubt they would listen to the opinion f outside affairs#also I don’t think majority of people even understand just HOW complicated the US relations with Israel is and I don’t either so I won’t#pretend like I do#you can more easily control the outcome of the US political landscape by FUCKING VOTING
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life would be so much better if i wasn’t so absolutely fucking depleted and exhausted all the time lol
#or afraid of getting covid#purrs#like life is passing me by i think. i am very small and i have nothing to say. i cannot sustain all the ways im being stretched. i am#not capable of deep thoughts or lifechanging insights or rocking chair conversations or warm eyes. i will not be getting my learners permit#when i said i would because im just too fucking tired. i will proceed to spend the week sleeping until 1pm and playing video games all day a#and barely moving at all and letting life live me instead of living it myself. i just do not have any energy at all ever. i don’t even have#spoons at this point i have like.. metal scraps. CONSTANTLY. the mortifying ordeal of knowing i am wasting my life and not living to the#fullest or making a meaningful contribution to the world or creating magic and love and change in relationships with other people and the mo#mortifying ordeal of no longer having the bandwith / strength / wherewithal to care much less do anything about it 😍😍😍#like omg. i have never gotten covid and god fucking willing i never will but the psychological damage this pandemic has had on meeeeee. the#fact that we haven’t taken like a solid week as a society to process it all. the fact that i am socially mentally emotionally stunted in#ways i will never recover from no matter how hard i try. gotta love it 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍#delete later#<- it’s not just bc of covid obviously bc everything at home and at work is in massive transition and i do not do well w instability. i#would like at least one area of my life to be stable please. i don’t think that’s such a big as#*ask lol#im just depressed bc im tired and this week has been insane and my dyshydr*sis is flaring up HORRIBLY rn but also the overwhelming excruciat#excruciating awareness that i am a nothing girl living a nothing life and i did that to myself as a survival mechanism except survijlving =#scraping myself along the ground in every fathomable area of my life. awesome
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it’s funny to think how I went from striving to embody ‘biblical femininity’ -> investigating & crafting a different model of biblical femininity that worked better for me -> pursuing Christlike personhood bc I realized my faith cannot be tied to my gender in order to give it significance and flavor. if I do that I’ll be miserable.
#like peace & love I cannot draw my faith or have it be influenced by my gender. like that is one of the least important things about me….#id rather be asking 1) what can I contribute to the world 2) how are my actions reflecting the image of God that I carry within me#3) am I treating others as if they ALSO carry the image of god.#im reading Jesus & John Wayne and its just funny to think about how my thoughts on this mess have changed so much#ely.txt
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the boondocks is so good. i dont know what black american archetypal character is missing from that show other than ahhh favorable portrayals of black queerness but 2005 (presumably) cishet man creation so you know how that goes.
#you even have MULTIPLE Whitest Black People. jaz being lightskin black working father stay at home mom (who is kind of crazy) is WAYYYYY too#relatable#her alienation from blackness due to her home life is !!! but she IS undeniably black. my nose is squishy my eyes are deep brown..#my skin dont burn easy and black hair products work better than others for me. i have my dads lips and his hair color.#and my familial experiences are very much shaped by my mixed race#etcetc i cannot fully claim whiteness in any way But my upbringing was super privileged (not bc my parents were upper middle class and#functional like jaz but bc i was taken out of my dads custody and eventually lived w my lower middle class grandparents (which. the#grandparent thing is relatable thru huey. my grandma grew up very poor so she is not from a place of privilege similarly)#but my other relative we lived with grew up upper middle class and ended up lower middle class after the 2008 recession so i was Privileged#due to the lifestyle she had cultivated and was used to#but yaknow i wasnt quite like jaz in the way she is spoiled#not spoiled but yk#its just interesting though bc i have always felt veryyyy alienated from any racial experience cause im 4/8 (half) white 3/8 black 1/8#cherokee (my dad is a quarter)#and i didnt have a years-long stable home life for a while when i was young#the boondocks showed me a LOT of what ive gone thru is Very Black#obv not just the boondocks and i think my social problems kind of contributes but i will say#my connections to whiteness were A LOT more apparent from a young age but i was confused as to why i didnt fit in exactly with White people#(though ofc socioeconomic situations were more relavant to that)#but yeah my experience is undeniably mixed i just had a lot of trouble reconciling i guess how much of my experiences are black#culturally speaking#sociologically speaking and stuff#unfortunately i have media autism so a lot of my understandings of myself and how i relate to the world have come to me through good stori#s#so im grateful for them#hopefully this doesnt make me look dumb
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y'know. i don't often hate the way my brain is and how difficult it makes certain things for me.
i do a little today though.
#i'm probably going to feel this way the rest of the week#got some Stressful Stuff on my plate - none of it is world ending no matter what my brain thinks#but it's stressful and needs to get done#we already took care of One of the big major things just today because i was having a breakdown about it#because peeks threw up on my favorite shirt after having thrown up all over my bed yesterday and i'm like#she does this when there's a lot of change and stress going on and we've just moved and also we're attempting peace negotiations between he#and Solaire and it's. y'know. hampered by the fact that she's poorly socialized and both of them are dumb as rocks#and so she's stressed out because of the myriad of changes happening to her#and i'm stressed out because she's stressed out PLUS all the other bureaucratic nonsense i have in my brain#AND there's external stress in my foundkin (we're workshopping ways i can integrate the Family Label to apply to folks who weren't terrible#to me when i was a child) and it's just like#i had a really good day yesterday#i've been having pretty good days in general and i knew the crash would come and i knew that i'd get stressed about these things to the max#and that's. like. I know the science and paths behind how we got here#but i also hate that i'm here in this mindset with these things and i also cannot do the laundry myself after all#first because stairs are not always conquerable (they are Exceptionally Not For Me as of yesterday to the point where i'm going to have to#limit myself to the bathroom that doesn't have 2 stairs down to it even if it's closer in the moment)#and second because i ABHOR the texture of tide pods but i cannot deny that they are useful and so much easier to use/keep tidy#than a jug of Cleaning Goo is#so like. i'm embarrassed that all my bedding needs washing and i'm embarrassed that my shirt needs washing#and i'm embarrassed that i make dirty clothes in general and i *am* getting over that#it's slow but the fact that physically laundry is not a task i can complete on the wet side of things#(i still really enjoy the process of folding and sorting though i don't get around to it quickly)#but like. this is one of the reasons why i get freaked out about the fact that i create laundry that needs doing#even if it's not actually my fault (i'm trying very hard to remember it's not my fault the cat threw up on my clothes#and them being put away would have meant she probably would have thrown up on something else that needed to be cleaned#like the bed for example - i cannot put my whole bed away so she doesn't throw up on it)#becuase i feel like i'm burdening someone else to do a whole bunch of work for *me* and i can't do anything in return#(as if i haven't been very deliberately trying to keep up with the dishes daily this whole week so i don't feel like i contribute nothing t#the household)
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I'm currently researching for my Bachelor's thesis, and I still need to narrow down the specific research gap, but I'm probably going to write on the spread of fake news on social media, and. Some of the stuff I'm reading is so fascinating?
The paper I'm reading right now mentions how ineffective it is to "debunk" fake news, because it doesn't really matter whether it's true or false. What matters is whether the person is familiar with the (mis)information. Thus, debunking can even increase the believability of fake news, because the affected person is getting more familiar with it.
I remember when people here on tumblr used to spread around "feminism 101" posts, or posts just explaining what microaggressions are, etc. Do we need to go back to that?? Was that actually more effective??? Are infographics on instagram really the future of digital activism???
#my posts#i mean. i hope the fuck not#also im generally more of a lurker on social media#but i really like educational content and i think i would like to one day have a blog or a yt channel#where i explain stuff#pertaining to whatever my current hyperfixation is#considering how my hyperfixations are often on things that cannot really be detached from politics#what can i even contribute to the conversation??#i dont want to see the world go to hell#without doing anything#once i move out and live a stable life with a job i'll probably join local politics#but also. 20% of germans would vote for the nazi party right now#which thrives bc it spreads bullshit#and people believe said bullshit#how do we get the conversation back??#joining local politics won't change that
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Help me get my life back, achieve my goal, and save the rest of my family
Education, which was young Tulin's passion, now seems like a distant memory, as there is no school, no home, and no safe place. The war has forced us to abandon our dreams and our work. Life as we knew it has stopped, swallowed up by a sea of uncertainty, loss and despair
• My daughter Tulane is a radiant ray of sunshine, bringing joy, warmth and boundless love to everyone she meets. She has been through many health ailments.
• My middle daughter, Wateen, who is five years old, suffered a broken leg as a result of escaping during the aggression against the area surrounding us. Wateen suffers from osteomalacia and poor growth. I hope that this incident will not be repeated and that I will not see anything bad about it
• This is our house, full of our memories and moments of joy and happiness, which has now turned into ruins. His destruction
broke our hearts
Despite the darkness that surrounds us, a ray of hope appears in our hearts - a longing to seek refuge in the embrace of safety, and to find solace in a land untouched by the scourges of war. Egypt beckons to us as a beacon of hope, promising safe haven and the opportunity to rebuild our shattered lives. However, the path to freedom is fraught with obstacles, and we are unable to afford the journey that might lead us to a new beginning.
My family and I are looking forward to evacuating to Egypt, but as you know, a lot of money is needed to pay for the coordination costs in order to cross the border, and we still need money to get the total amount required so that we can travel.
With each passing day, our burdens grow heavier, and our pleas for help become more urgent. We long for the warmth of a safe haven, an opportunity to regain what we have lost and forge a path to a brighter future
My family and I are about to embark on this journey of hope, but we cannot do it alone. Our situation is dire, and we need your support to rebuild our lives and provide a future for our children. Your kindness and generosity can make a big difference. Your contributions will help us provide safe shelter, access to medical care, and the basic necessities of life and we humbly appeal to you, kind souls, to extend your helping hand. Your generosity may pave the way for us to escape this nightmare, and give us a chance to start over
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Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your concern
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