#This boy is repressed
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old art I did after reading dog petting heist by @/robnauts on ao3 // @plounce on tumblr
It’s so tender and fun and soft and intimate and somehow goofy and quiet 😭💕 help i love it so much
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27356893 (Teen rating)
#thanzag#fanart#hades supergiant#fanfic#fic#thanatos#zagreus#fanfiction#hades game#I swear this fic is SO GOOD. The writing is so pleasant. Thanatos’ pov is so good. It’s so sweet and funny.#This boy is repressed#And there’s an awkwardness and melancholy (of course cause. You know. Than.)#It’s so good.#got to read this gem again. So comforting.
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the fact that Edwin lived in the early 1900s is a fantastic source of comedic potential. he's just constantly saying things that he doesn't realise are completely batshit insane, and the others are just left utterly floored.
like they're all talking and Crystal mentions she's tried cocaine once on a wild night out, and Edwin, who used to get that shit medically prescribed at the drop of a hat is like ??? okay?? hope you felt better, it always used to help me when I had a cold too :) Charles why are you laughing?
#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#crystal palace#charles rowland#edwin x charles#Yes the repressed twink has done hard drugs he has the range darling#edwin: everybody's done cocaine bitch let's get you some fruit#dead boy detective agency
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leaked dialogue for sonic 3 surely
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#sonic movie#sonic movie 3#sonic wachowski#art#fan art#he's just a funny lil guy#a silly dude#who is also emotionally repressed#let my boy shed some healthy tears
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actually can we acknowledge “if you punish yourself, everywhere becomes hell” because GOD DAMN EDWIN that is. a very good line.
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Charles in 2019 : Jeez i don't know if Max is pretty 😧😥I'm a man I don't know 😰😰😰😰
Charles in 2024 : HOT! *SHOWS MAX PICTURE PROUDLY LIKE HES SMASHING THAT * 😍😘😘😘
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i think im having a stroke
#what is happening. what am i watching. where am i#anyway i am mostly incoherent but i have. a thought or two#this man is so repressed that he skipped right over the part where a guy can't handle any suggestion that he might be gay#instead our boy gregory is getting ahead of everyone (including and especially himself)#by joking about being gay and specifically about being in love with wilson#because hey! that must mean he couldn't possibly be repressed :)#he's just that secure in his straightness :)#...#...yeah#house md#hilson#house season 2#the mistake#op
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Fic where after realizing his feeling charles looks up edwardian courting tactics because he CANNOT chance edwin misunderstanding him after rejecting him the first time. he does his research and after countless books and internet dives, he's reached a solution: he will propose marriage
#vio.txt#yes there were many fun rules of social interaction that have been romanticized by historial dramas#but this is far funnier#and usually thats how a courtship began with upper class couples since much of the time marriage and courtship were a financial ritual#but i think charles would see this and go. my bestie is emotionally repressed. he is edwardian.#conclusion: all edwardians are emotionally repressed and require direct action. bit weird but ill do it for him <3#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda#payneland#edwin payne#charles rowland#'two blokes can get married nowadays. i can ask for your hand in marriage properly n all isnt that brill'
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Really fucked up that, when they’re young, Patrick and Art are SO tactile with each other, so comfortable sharing the same space. Art lets Patrick touch him and move him and physically overwhelm him and easily acquiesces to it, if not outright enjoys it.
Then in the present, they’ve been so far out of each other’s orbit for so long, held such animosity that when they have their moment alone in the sauna, Art physically recoils from Patrick’s close proximity! It’s so painful to watch because even as Patrick’s goading him, it’s so obvious he wants to be able to get back into Art’s space. But Art has erected all these walls around himself, he refuses to give Patrick an inch or even admit to missing how close they used to be!
AND THEN we see Art and Tashi later and he wants her to hold him, to be gentle with him, and just TOUCH him. Like, he does miss that kind of close physical contact! He either doesn’t know how to ask for it or is uncomfortable being that openly vulnerable. Worth noting that he pretty much always defers to Tashi in regard to initiating physical intimacy (with their first kiss, though he does state his desire, SHE has to be the one to make the first move). And it seems pretty obvious that Tashi herself isn’t comfortable providing that intimacy, whereas Patrick actively seeks to provide it (the hug/forehead kiss after their win together in the early years, dragging the stool closer to him).
Art has tried very hard to act like he doesn’t need physical affection and even though his discipline and devotion to Tashi has made him a stronger tennis player, it’s made him a hollow person, which, in turn, has kept him from becoming a GREAT tennis player.
All of this, of course, is why the ending hits so damn hard.
#challengers#challengers spoilers#art donaldson#unfortunately i have once again zeroed in on the most repressed character and made them my favorite#lol @ all the people saying he’s a manipulative snake: that’s part of what makes him great!#i think a fair amount of that manipulation or attempts at it come from a fear of loss and being alone#if he has to lose one to keep the other he’ll do it because it’s better than being left behind#hoo boy yet another character trait my fucked up faves have in common 😬#let’s not even get into how tashi AND patrick are trying to do right by him#tashi by making it so he can retire with a career to be proud of#patrick (who was pissed on art’s behalf wrt throwing the match) by laying all his cards on the table (court)#and giving art what he needed to play a great fucking game#there’s a whole other post to be written about how tashi and patrick handle art in similar ways#specifically that he submits to them so easily they take charge of him manipulate him the ways they want#good lord i need to see this movie again#or not might not be conducive to keeping my brain from melting out my ears lol
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edwin’s little gay panic film reel that plays in his head every time someone mentions the cat king is an entire mood
#truly the poster child for repressed gay boy in love with his best friend i love him#i do think getting railed by lukas gage would improve his psyche tho just saying#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#cat king
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my kink is a shy virgin boy automatically covering his face with his hands when I get him too flushed from arousal and I have to say "shhh, no hiding please, let mommy see" while gently prying the hands away from his face
#this happened to me once#I have a kink for blushing ig?#the hiding 👀#the shushing 👀#please bro where are the repressed ones#need me a catholic choir boy#maybe even a former boy scout#mommy k!nk#gentle domination#gentle fdom
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Kinda wild that Edwin realizes his love for Charles and confesses to him like, the day after. Bro is not losing time
#edwin realizes he likes charles one day and then the next day it's like#“if i do not confess to charles RIGHT NOW i will explode”#'charles is the lover' yeah sure but edwin learns he's in love with charles and immediately is like 'i have to tell charles'#edwin payne does not pine quietly he litteraly stops charles on their way to escape to tell him#this is why he had to be an edwardian repressed guy if he was out and proud since day 1 he and charles would be bf since the attic /hj#anyways live laugh love edwin#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#payneland#paynland
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What I do find low key funny is that in most shows/movies, when a character goes through their Traumatic Incident™️, they're almost always very tight lipped and secretive about what happened to them.
However if you speak to Edwin Payne for more than 20 minutes, not only will he tell you that he was in Hell, he'll give you a time scale and recommendations for restaurants there. He's leaving catty reviews on TripAdvisor. He's the Edwardian equivalent of a vlogger who had a bad time at a starbucks and has to make a 40+ minute call out video. Conceptually he should be Broody and Mysterious but he's fundamentally too much of a gay little bitch to keep shit to himself.
#Not a bad thing to be clear!!#He'd rather repress his sexuality than his years of torture and honestly king I get it#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dbda#edwin payne#charles: edwin baby can you do the dishes#edwin bitchily under his breath: when I was in Hell no one made me do the dishes 🙄😒
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PERCEPTION: Kim is kissing you! EMPATHY [Hard: Failure] - Seems like he's wanted to for a while, for some reason? LOGIC: You're enjoying this 'kissing Kim, who is a man' thing. ELECTROCHEMISTRY: You're enjoying it A LOT, bucko! LOGIC: You must be a member of the homo-sexual underground. LOGIC: But--wait. Something doesn't add up. You still like women. ENCYCLOPEDIA [Easy: Failure] - This is unprecedented. A homo-sexual who likes kissing women? COMPOSURE [Godly: Failure] - Holy shit. You are going to get a terrible score in homo-sexuality. DRAMA: You are the world's worst homo-sexual.
KIM KITSURAGI: ... Detective? Are you okay? 1. [Composure - Challenging 17] Keep it together. It's fine if you're bad at homo-sexuality. You're new at it. 2. Have a panic attack.
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I wonder if Charles likes Edwin's bitchiness so much because Edwin is never afraid to tell people exactly what he's thinking and doesn't give a fuck about consequences
For someone who spent a solid chunk of his life walking on eggshells around a violent father and still does his level best to make people think he's a walking ball of sunshine, that has to feel refreshing as fuck
#dead boy detectives#Charles Rowland#meta#charles rowland meta#dbda meta#my meta#I bet there's been many occasions where Charles was very happy Edwin bitched at a difficult client so he didn't have to repress it as much#10n#50n#100n#200n#300n#400n#500n#600n#700n#800n#900n#1kn
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Charles Rowland & Crystal Palace Dead Boy Detectives 1.03
meanwhile edwin in the bg:
#repressed edwardian twink vs. flirty bisexuals#(theyre so cute. help.) (charles has two hands)#dead boy detectives#dbd#charles rowland#crystal palace#charles x crystal#edwin payne#edwin paine#my gifs
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tsukishima kei x reader
warnings: afab! reader, mentions of unprotected sex, unclear relationship between reader and tsukki, kei is bad at feelings
you hear tsukishima shuffling in the bathroom as you lay on his bed.
looking up at his ceiling, you try to figure him out: is he the kind of guy who’ll kick a girl out after he sleeps with her? will he let you stay? should you get dressed and make a run for it while he’s busy?
instead, you stay where you are, only choosing to drape your arm over your face, the crook of your elbow resting over your eyes. you close them. you’ll leave it up to him to decide what he wants to do with you.
would he walk you home if he kicked you out?
eyes still closed, you hear him come back into the room. you brace yourself for rejection and the eventual walk of shame.
the bed dips as he kneels on it, inching closer to you.
you feel him tap the side of your naked thigh, “open your legs,” he says
you do so, choosing not to remove your arm from covering your face until you feel him clean the mess in between your thighs with a damp hand towel. you guess it’s the least he could do before kicking you out— given that most of the mess is his.
he sighs once he’s finished, discarding the rag, eyes still not meeting yours as he makes his way to the dresser across the room.
“you…” he drags the question out as he rummages through the top drawer.
“want a shirt?”
you hum, and he throws it over to you.
he’s pacing the room again, picking up the various clothing items you were each wearing before the night’s encounter.
you see him fold your pants, the shirt you were wearing, and your bra. he picks up your panties and finally, shyly, meets your gaze, cheeks coloring.
he throws these at you, too. you to put them on.
he’s back to his drawers, pulling out a clean pair of sweatpants for himself. the waistband rests low on his waist as he finally, finally, comes back to bed.
“umm,”
you take this as your cue to leave, sitting up and moving to the edge of the bed, searching his room for your phone, your keys, your wallet.
“i tend to run pretty cold at night,” he begins, clearing his throat, “do you want an extra blanket incase-
“are you leaving?”
he cuts himself off when he realizes you’re collecting your belongings, your pants already in hand, waiting for you to put them on.
you feel like a deer caught in headlights. your mouth falling open into a soundless oh.
“you want me to stay?” you ask him, unsure
immediately, tsukishima gets defensive, closing himself off, “i mean, no one’s forcing you to.”
he looks away, and you feel like hitting yourself with a hammer repeatedly.
“text me when you get home.” is all he says, still not meeting your eyes.
“tsukki-”
“what.” his tone is harsh. he’s furiously picking at the skin around his cuticles.
“i-i want to stay,” you tell him, nearing him where he is sitting on the edge of his bed. while he still pretends to be upset, he’s readily parting his legs for you to nestle in between them, burrowing his head in your stomach as you stand in front of him, your fingers immediately moving to scratch his scalp the way he likes. his hands gently cup your ass, bringing you closer.
tsukishima breathes in the scent of you and him mixed together through his shirt. you’re good to him. too good sometimes.
the truth is he wants you to stay in his bed (and his heart, and his life) forever.
“call me kei,” he tells you finally, softly, “s’the least you can do after asking me to cum inside you.”
“kei,” you say, smile on your lips, savoring the syllable, “can you get me an extra blanket?”
he huffs, pulling you down to lay beside him, “you won’t need one after i’m done with you.”
#it’s 1am#thinking about him#emotionally repressed tsukki is my fav#let me kiss the boy and show him what love is ‼️#LAST FIC OF 2023#tsukishima kei#tsukishima x reader#haikyuu tsukishima#hq tsukishima#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x you#jess writes!☆*:.。. o
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