#Then maybe I'll retire
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A Scene for a Scene: Kieta Hatsukoi Episode 1 (2021, Japan) ♥ My Love Mix-Up! Episode 1 (2024, Thailand)
#kieta hatsukoi#my love mix up#my love mix up th#mlmuedit#boyslovesource#asianlgbtqdramas#my gifs#my edits#mine: kieta hatsukoi#mine: my love mix up#mine: kh4mlmu#maybe by the time we all retire i'll have finished these#if ps would stop dying dramatically midway through the 500 fuckin frames per gif kh tries to make me do that'd be great#my heartfelt apologies to gemini in particular for the colouring on this.#you're a bit of a washed out tangerine here my love and i'm so fed up with ps crashing that i ent fixin it#anyway i maintain that anyone who thinks atom is Over The Top has never met aoki
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dressing radri up again <3
#already thinking abt how to repurpose the mage outfit bc i like it too much to let it be a one-off sfkjnsefkn#maybe i'll keep it for after she retires from adventuring & doesn't need to sneak around and sword fight anymore#sovo art#radri of candlekeep
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the amount of times that something overwhelming happens, and chiyo just goes " yeah, no, i don't wanna deal with that rn. burying it immediately. " like that's her reaction every single time. she might die? let's file that away to process later. she has a crush? she's squashing the thought beneath her shoe immediately. you cannot make chiyo confront any feelings that she doesn't want to confront until she's good and ready. unless, you know, you refuse to drop the matter. maybe do that actually :' )
#what a silly woman#anyway i'm vibrating but it's getting late... i might have to stop myself here#i'd really really like to write more but i felt awful earlier today and i'm not trying to feel that way again oof#we'll see if i can maybe write another ask or two perhaps? like from the inbox call? but if nothing's clicking right away i'll retire#i sit before flowers & hope they will train me in the art of opening up | headcanons
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thinking about the person i could have been if i tried a little harder to find my own way
#probably the thing i am resenting my parents for right now is how good they were at convincing me#not to pursue any career paths other than the ones they laid out#every time i was like hey this seems interesting should i check it out? they would be so quick with the#do you care enough about it to stake your livelihood on it? to do it for your whole working life?#and obviously 8 yo 12 yo 14 yo 17 yo 18 yo me would get terrified and go no sorry and just not look into anything further#supposedly this is the safe option but everything i do feels meaningless#all of the jobs in this field seem meaningless#the job market in this field right now is dog shit and I'm fighting like hell for positions that just make me sad to think about#but every time i think hey what if i tried another thing#now my brain shuts me down with the do you care enough about it to stake your livelihood on it#your whole life on it#and the answer is no and it's gonna be no for a long time i bet#don't know if I'll ever find my way out of it#told my roommate's boyfriend about my general dispassion for pretty much everything in life#he asked me if I'm even a person#which feels very true#i feel like this path I've followed if i keep following it#I'm not going to be a person i can be proud of#i know it's really early in my life to say but#idk if it's nature or nurture or my own damn fault but all the ambition has been weaned out of me and I've been getting just surviving#i just wish i got told more you can be whatever you want to be :)#instead of whatever you'll do you'll be good at so do what makes money and push your hobbies to the side you can do them after you retire#your mom likes this and you're good at it so you'll like it too it'll make you money this is the best thing#the other thing is harder and doesn't make as much money don't do that you won't like it that much i bet#when i was younger#maybe I'd be struggling more but I'd be really happy and fulfilled#or maybe this is genuinely the best timeline and eggs who tried to pursue art hates it now#maybe I'd be really stupid at all the other things i gave a passing glance at#eggsistential speaks#tag rant
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I can't believe my dad is retired. I feel too young for this. I feel he's too young for this. I feel like I'm still 15 sometimes. I feel surprised every time I go home and he looks older. I feel surprised when I finally FaceTime home instead of call and see he's grown a beard for the first time in my life. I feel like time should really just... freeze
#I will say that I really hope he woodworks more#I'm thinking about proposing a project to him when I go home in the summer... I wanna build a TV/media console w him#all the ones I like are either a gajillion dollars or look like they're made of plywood (...sometimes both)#so I think we can make something serviceable. only downside is I'll have to drive it back to me#OOOO maybe he can drive it back with me#o m g maybe he can come over for a hockey game next year.... yeah...#okay maybe there are upsides to retirement
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Clarissa comes jogging by in her old "holy knight" gear. Missing the soilder life after all, Clarissa??
#Driftwood MCC#maybe if roberte wants to retire i'll do a big switcharoo and put clarissa in charge. hmmmm#Driftwood - Year 1 - Autumn
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hmmm rip to riptide fans hey. I guess personally I gotta find something new to get invested in - well there's lots out there and a bunch of d20 campaigns i haven't finished. I think that for all stuff has clearly been going poorly behind the scenes, it still doesn't really excuse the lack of communication until now. Kinda sad. I haven't gotten invested in wonderlust much so for me it's just a :(( update. I kinda assumed we wouldn't be seeing riptide again in the near future but next year June is crazyyy. It's pretty disappointing and frustrating all round.
#guess I'll be re-downloading the dropout app lol#idk i feel very let down by the jrwi gang imma be so honest#and i know it's likely not entirely their fault but the feelings remain#i guess because I do feel so attached to the story#so to see it get put off and put off#sucks dude#the obvious solution would be to transition wonder lust#into being their patreon campaign#and then go back to riptide#but no.#i don't get it#well. see yall at my next fixation hahahaha and maybe at riptide when we're all in retirement#or we've given up and decided to write an ending ourselves lmaoooooo
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[ work kicked me to the ground today so no writing. i'll attempt some replies tmr. a little heads up, i'll be doing some blog cleaning ( drafts, asks, dynamics & ships ) bc i'm starting to feel overwhelmed with things as of late. i need to tidy things up so i can keep up and maybe get some new things going. hope everyone is having a good day / evening / night on your end ! ]
#.ooc#[ i'm so so tired from work#i also will be approaching some ppl abt retiring some ships as well#i had been thinking abt this for a while but there are some that i now struggle to write#and maybe a restart / do over might be needed#but i'll see as i go with the blog cleaning !#for now i'll toss myself to bed !! ]
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Brokebacknatural VI 🤎
#y'all didn't think I was done with these did you?? 😜#saiyan druid#destiel#deancas#spn#spn fanart#spn art#brokebacknatural#tombstone lovers#they retired to their cabin !!!#digital art#dean winchester#castiel#deanxcas#deancas art#supernatural#supernatural art#cowboys#getting back in the groove#maybe i'll actually do something different next lol
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lays on the floor do you guys ever think about how in ResF Bulma falls for Vegeta's fake-out with Freeza and both she and Yamcha are worried about Vegeta's villain fake-out strategy in Champa and Beerus' mini tournament and how it's only been a couple of years since the Buu saga and how Vegeta straight up stopped using that strategy after that tournament
#i do#do you think he noticed it upset her twice in a row and was like 'oh I haven't earned the trust back yet i'll retire this strat'#'it's fun to scare people but i do not like my wife being scared we can put this one up on the shelf for emergencies only'#because like bulma can consciously trust him and I'm sure she does but one can still have The Fear if you've seen your spouse relapse befor#And he probably thinks it's very amusing but it is also almost certainly very not funny for her no matter how much she trusts him#and the next arc is Trunks and she's so worried about the way he left she ignored the PDA rules and squished him when she saw him alive#Because Geets determination can be self destructive when it comes to Bulma and Trunks and he killed himself to protect them once before#and knowing how connected they've been for so long some part of her probably Knew he would opt to stay behind and die like he was going to#And I love the idea that between those two events and all of the things Trunks tells him about Bulma during the GB arc Geets has to really#really be confronted with how loved he is -- and it's not that he wasn't aware before but knowing she even missed him at his worst#and loved him maybe even before she was pregnant -- means the cruel part of his mind can't make excuses for why she stayed with him#I also like to think that being confronted with the idea that Bulma is still scared for him getting his worst wires tripped#wouldn't be offensive to him. Knowing he's still got work to do if his wife is worried about those things happening to him again#is just proof that she loves him with his flaws and was still thinking about it and supporting his recovery when he didn't#even notice he was recovering -- which has always been true of her -- and now he has the chance to support her recovery in return#and being in a place where he can still put that work in to make her feel secure in his priorities is a privilege and a gift#and man I just really like how casually comfortably close they are in Super's manga I love them a lot they worked so hard#to make each other feel safe and secure for the past decade+ that it's Easy for them both now and they're SUCH a confident couple#and I am once again shaking the anime by the shoulders WHY didn't you give us that they are SO the team's Mom and Dad in the manga#until Goku riles Vegeta up -- then Piccolo is the team Dad. Bc Piccolo is the team Grandpa aksjda The Z-Fighter's locker room judge#dbtag#vegebul#putting the whole essay in the tags again oops#happy pride i am gay for a whole married couple
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Elizaveta Tuktamysheva | Russian Nationals 2022/23
#figure skating#fskateedit#sportsedit#elizaveta tuktamysheva#liza tuktamysheva#i think this is the best program of her career#and of course in the year after the olympics#if by some chance she does get another go at the olympics she needs to bring this back#the thing i'll be sad about with the russia ban is if she ends up retiring earlier than she intended#and I know I'm talking about the only Russian woman who had a full career in the last decade#but she had more in her#and maybe still does?#she recently said she wants to skate in shows at least another ten years and still feels like she will return to competition#but she hasn't hidden that she's mostly interested in international competition and the ban is going on longer than she thought it would
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I think we should hunt price gougers for sport but maybe grocery prices wouldn't be such a compelling argument if it was... I dunno, easier to get a SNAP card? Just a thought.
#Me when I vote for the “no handouts” party and don't get a handout to Own The Libs: 🤪#SNAP card#Food stamps#election 2024#Don't come in my replies telling me why this is somehow a Bad Idea. I don't care#You know what else is a bad idea? Electing Dumbass Trout to fix it#We've gotten maybe $200 in the past 3 months and I'll be surprised if they even exist come next year#But at least a minimum wage worker and her retired grandma on a fixed income didn't game the system! Right guys?#A lot of folks are about to have their fantasy of being a someday rich person who doesn't need help shattered#And learn that it is much easier to become and stay poor than it is to ever become and stay rich#Maybe someday when my anger fades I'll find room in my heart to pity them
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Me, feeling like I haven't been writing enough lately, looking at my stats and realizing I've been keeping up an average of 1400 words a day (but also what the hell happened in March???)
#January artificially low because of broken laptop shenanigans#Also finally working on Heavy Weighs the Crown again#Just had to go on a 35k detour first apparently (Retirement Party - Lucky Bunny - Please Say Yes)#I've also still written like a thousand words today which is not really bad at all but it's less than I'd like#but quite frankly I do not feel great (off one of my meds) so I'll give myself a pass and go to bed early#Also look at all those wips... Someday I will finish them... Maybe...#cave writing#cave complains about writing and also about everything
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sorry for being so gay
it WILL happen again and i WILL get gayer
#if trends mean anything getting 2 more mg a day of estradiol will be like a gay multiplier#yeah :3c#skkddjjds i feel like my dash is SO gay then remember I'm spamming my art blog not main LMAOOO#maybe I'll be gay and brave enough on main that my side blog can b retired one day
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Winter wreaths with native prairie plants and some sunshine.
#little ghost on the prairie#art#nature#photography#if i can ever afford to retire maybe i'll open a flower shop or something someday
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Hello, it's me (again). I got inspired by @girlmadeofstarlight's holiday prompts so I wrote this bit while waiting for a late night work call (fun, I know).
Just some holiday cheer, I guess.
Enjoy! 🎄
“Hi, I’m looking for Lieutenant Casey.”
Matt turns, eyes zoning in on the truck’s missing thermal imaging camera. He’s about to give the person a piece of his mind but as he’s opening his mouth, she beats him to it.
“We’re really sorry about this, Lieutenant,” she tells him, sounding incredibly sincere that Matt didn’t have it in him to light her up.
He raises an eyebrow at the woman in front of him instead, meeting her eye finally. She had on a beanie, blonde hair tucked underneath. Her neck was wrapped in a thick, navy blue wool scarf and she wore the department issued winter coat, the cfD logo prominent on the left side of her chest.
She smiles at him tentatively , holding out the equipment like some sort of peace offering.
He takes in her uniform, concluding she wasn’t a firefighter but rather a paramedic.
“Your Truck sent a paramedic to return something they borrowed?” He asks, slightly amused.
She laughs, shaking her head, “I volunteered as tribute.”
He regards her dubiously, unsure of what to say next. Was she likening him to that evil guy in The Hunger Games? Before he can get a word in, her radio comes to life.
Brett, we have to go. We just got a call.
“That’s me,” she announces cheerfully, jogging over to Matt, smiling again before handing him the tool in her hands.
He barely has time to grab it before she plops a small jar on top of it.
“Merry Christmas, Lieutenant,” she beams.
Matt watches as she jogs back to the ambulance parked on the north apron. She pulls open the driver side door, sending him one more smile before hopping in and pulling out of the firehouse.
He looks down at the jar.
What the hell just happened?
#I'm trying to figure out if I can make it longer#but I keep hitting a wall#and life is still a bit hectic#who knows maybe I'll finish it and maybe I won't#brettsey#wip I guess#still semi retired just thought the holiday prompts were fun!
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