The Encounter Group - part 2
I intended to complete this story, which actually happened to me, but it was just too personal and painful.
The upshot of this is my first encounter with someone who had the same hidden desire to become very fat or obese. My proceeding relationship with Thomas was always long-distance, and often interrupted because our young lives were changing regularly with schooling, moving for jobs, and starting our adult lives.
Through, Thomas regularly thanked me for giving him ‘permission’ to explore this part of himself through my honesty with the Encounter Group. Ironically, he was better able to pursue realizing this desire than I. He ultimately did put on a large amount of weight and continued to feel it was not enough for him. His continued weight gain finally ended his life, though he seemed to be dedicated to it till the end.
I’ve always had mixed feelings about this. While it was wonderful to have this connection with Thomas, I could not help but feel somehow responsible for his early demise (before he turned 30). Without his friendship, and because of various other factors that made it difficult for me to follow his lead, I suppressed my gaining desires and was alone for a number of years with all that had happened for several years before I discovered that there were more people out there who had similar urges.
But in spite of seeing this larger community, Thomas still haunts me today.
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dunmeshi inner voices but it's all actual strengths of the characters
Senshi: maintain a balanced diet, listen to your body and be mindful of where your food is coming from. Don't take more than you need from the ecosystem, but remember that to live means to take.
Chilchuck: get paid upfront, get a contract, always have ways to protect your interests in a job, unionize.
Marcille: maintain good hygiene, and take care of your hair and clothes - it's nice and it's worth it. Things in the handbook are there for a reason, but tools aren't moral.
Laios: know your weaknesses and your strengths, and those of your friends. Rely on them and make sure they can always rely on you.
Falin: it's always worth to try kindness first, and to keep a heavy blunt object on hand if that doesn't work out.
Izutsumi: search for your own goals. Be open to change.
Kabru: make your own judgments, and then update them, rather than fit everything you see to your expectations. Act on your beliefs and judgements.
Shuro: always keep the cops in mind, never trust the cops. Know how to balance pressure and politeness in diplomacy.
Namari: maintain a balance between your personal and group interests. Act on your strengths.
Hien: you're staggeringly pretty as is
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Chilchuck says: Do what you can from where you are. Every action matters, every dollar counts.
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(Another) Ghost in the Machine
DP x Hellblazer (the original John Constantine comic)
Ritchie Simpson continued to search frantically for the connection out of the computer and back to his body as he begged John to explain what he meant by saying “Goodbye.”
Had John disconnected him? He knew John’s sense of humor wasn’t the lightest, especially after Newcastle drove them all a bit insane, but that felt too far even for him. Nah, he’d probably just gotten himself a bit lost in the wave of energy he’d experienced in the Tongues of Fire network and was accidentally looking for his body in the wrong spot.
He pulled himself back and let his mental connection to the digital world expand outward, probing the rest of the machine for the connection. He knew he was in the right system, so as long as he looked thoroughly he’d definitely fi—
Everything flashed a surge of blinding white and then was replaced by pure darkness. He thought he screamed, but he couldn’t hear his own voice. Couldn’t even feel his own thoughts. Trapped in one single instant that stretched for indeterminable eons. Then, eventually (or was it immediately?), awareness began to trickle back.
He was still in the computer, though it felt… different, somehow. His thoughts still weren’t entirely in order. The first possible hints towards his location he found were the sound voices trickling through from the outside world. Voices he didn’t recognize. Young voices.
“I’m happy to help, Tuck, but I’m not really sure what you expect me to do here. You’re way better than me at this computer stuff than me.”
“By all means, feel free to keep complimenting me, but this has been frying my brain, man. I got this thing secondhand, and the system should be quite powerful, but there’s something using up a ton of its processing and I can’t figure out what. I was hoping you could do your ‘enter into the computer’ thing and see if you see anything.”
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You know, as much as I would've loved a massive catharsis-led triumph over Athion Zathuda in battle, possibly left at the mercy of the vibrant flames of Fearne's Titan form reiterating herself with aplomb as Fearne Calloway, I actually kinda love how the narrative chose to defeat him.
In many ways it is just hilarious, but also ironically in-character. Man talked all about wanting to prove himself, had a grandiose title of 'Sorrowlord' and was looking to be both a physical and mental adversary after threatening to torment Fearne into becoming Exaltant by targeting her loved ones. But then when he is pit against Bells Hells he barely does a thing; he tries to talk his way into turning Fearne again, gets jumpscared by Ira, the 'farm girl' he mocked to Fearne commandeers his dragon, he loses a leg and is thrown off his dragon, and the Hells even opt to keep him alive for some reason in 107 before kinda accidentally offing him in 108.
He thought he was the shit, but enemies of true threat like Ludinus, Otohan and Liliana (a threat before she was turned) looked down on him, and thus his attempts to prove them wrong - while also falling into the same trap as Ashton's father in seeking out a personal destiny and being willing to see their child as a tool to do it - bore no fruit at all, he was practically an afterthought through and through, his dragon really being his entire threat level. In the end, he got killed running (well, hobbling) away, and while Gloamglut's keening was a little sad in a way that a pet cannot fathom the moral complexity of having to kill their owner he still had it coming, plus following his eternal torture in the Tiki Bar of Ligament Manor, the last sorrow he wrought was his own; he achieved nothing, everything he hints he did to get to his position was for naught, and for all the fear and danger he tried to make himself possess he truly had no power over anyone, especially not Fearne - who can only pity him and, as further proof of being better than he ever was, hope that he takes the time to reflect on his sorrows.
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TIMELOOP SUPPORT GROUP AU MASTERPOST
SYNOPSIS: Timeloop Support Group is a post game au story about ISAT Siffrin being transported to multidimensional therapy and joining a support group for people who got trapped in timeloops. Pix made an awesome fic for it which you can read here. (THIS AU CONTAINS SPOILERS FOR THE FULL GAME, INCLUDING A6SE/“2HATS” + SASASAP SPOILERS).
This au was created by @pixxyofice ! That being said there are others involved in the au’s creation and are consulted during the process to make sure characterization is written accurately etc. The other main collaborators are @startagainaprologue (Pastell) @tealgoat (Teal) @basilpaste (Basil) and myself! I made the au In Cycles & Cessation (ICAC) which is a Mirabelle looping au, Teal made In Tales Of Time (ITOT) which is a Odile looping au, Basil made Of Stitches In Sequence (OSIS) which is a Isabeau looping Au and Pastell made In Recipes & Repetition (IRAR) which is a Bonnie looping au.
Decided to make more of these little masterposts for the sake of organization and also so that way people who are new to the au can figure out where to find all the posts about it. Like all the other master posts I’ve made before, these will be updated periodically as myself, or others who make stuff about the au. Art, writing and questions answered about how the Au works will be listed under the cut:
(ASKS)
How did the idea for this Au form?
Are there therapy sessions with different groups of timeloopers?
How does touch therapy go for Siffrin and Isabeau postgame?
How did OSIS! Au Isabeau get the mouth scar? How does he feel about having it?
(ART)
(ACT 3/6 SPOILERS) You Lost An Eye Too? ( art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 4/6 SPOILERS) Change God Jumpscare (art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 5/6 SPOILERS) Wishcraft Makes You Big? (art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Looperz (art by @/wonder-of-the-stars)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Timeloop Support Group Shitposts (memes by @/tealgoat)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) The Smilers (art by @/tealgoat)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Early Arrival (art by @/tealgoat)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) ITOT! Au Odile meets ICAC! Mirabelle (art by @/tealgoat)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Alternate Looping Methods (art by @/tealgoat)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Family Time (art by @/startagainaprologue)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) What Is He Doing Here? (art by @/startagainaprologue)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Timeloop Support Group Memes (memes by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Siffrin’s Arrival (art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Mutual Multidimensional Pining (art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Scars (art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Timeloop Support Group Doodles ( art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Shoulder Touch ( art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 + A6SE SPOILERS) I Would Love You In Every Universe (art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 + A6SE SPOILERS) Timeloop Support Group Hug ( art by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 6 + A6SE SPOILERS) Who is Loop? ( art by @/pixxyofice)
(WRITING)
(FULL GAME + A6SE SPOILERS) The Love Persists Through It All (writing by @/pixxyofice )*
* ITS THE OFFICIAL FIC FOR THE AU!!!!! GO READ IT!!!!
What If We All Loved Each Other (writing by @/pixxyofice)
(ACT 5/6 SPOILERS) Isabeau’s Feelings On Everyone Else’s Looping Methods
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Odile First Arriving To The Timeloop Support Group
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Mirabelle First Arriving To The Timeloop Support Group
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) Isabeau First Arriving To The Timeloop Support Group (writing by @/basilpaste)
(ACT 6 SPOILERS) OSIS! Au Isabeau Meets ICAC! Au Mirabelle (writing by @/basilpaste)
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Boredom, here is another thought:
Hetty interacting with the other ghosts besides Thorfinn (who were around) when she could see ghosts as a child. I highly doubt she could only see one of the ghosts, and she must have run into the others.
Sasappis telling her stories, even though she adds her own twists to it(because little kids)
Isaac making sure she understands the liberty of America, and complaining about Hamilton(she finds him funny)
Nigel reciting poetry for her, while also asking maybe about a certain in blue dressed friend of her
Patience accidently scaring her, but then comforting Hetty.
Baxter and Jenkins finding her lost in the woods and staying with her, Baxter playing his fife and Jenkins keeping guard.
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