Heavy NFLD Fest 2024 kicks off in both Corner Brook and St. John’s! If you’re in Fogtown come on down to The Rockhouse for the first show of three: Friday, July 19th.
We’ve got a stacked lineup of locals featuring Bog Rot, Mantra, Sons of an Eastern Moon, Of the Black, Vertebraeker, and the return of THREE bands: The Tangerine Machine, Häg, AND The Birchmen to the stage!
You won’t want to miss this. Doors open at 8:30 PM and the show starts at 9:30 PM. Let’s get heavy!
PS: For those asking tickets are still available at the door.
its very fun to have a name you only use around other trans people u can be weird with it and other weird people will think youre cool. the other night at machine girl show i introduced myself as apricot and this cute girl said that ofc because i was a fruit it was very silly. downsides of this of course are that the normie trans name u chose circa 2015 that ur worksona uses becomes as weird to hear in casual context as ur birthname. actually weirder
@lemontart asked: ❛ why the hell are you out here by yourself? ❜
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tangerine had not asked for the necklace back.
he had not thought to change clothes, or wash away the blood. he had not done terribly more than pick the glass from his knuckles. and he had not bothered to argue— had not bothered with half a word to lemon, as they trudged back to their rented room, stinking of burnt metal and antiseptic. it was all fine, 'course it was. he ought to be fucking grateful.
❝ fuck off! ❞
the swift kick he delivers to the vending machine satisfies, somewhat. after the monumental shitshow this job turned out to be — it's the fucking fish crackers, of course — stuck in the vending machine spring. tangerine worries at the cig stub burning his fingers, pacing the sidewalk in front of the motel. the taste is cheap, acrid, stale — stuck to his teeth with the blood.
❛ why the hell are you out here by yourself? ❜ comes lemon's voice, almost too quiet to hear— against the ringing. all the fucking ringing— the shoddy stitching in his neck itches, the inside of his head burns, rings, fumes. but the machine? well, the machine chirps a perky little jingle, doesn’t it?
it should be easier, the shutting it all off— it should be easier, to look without seeing the tangle of bodies piled in the bathroom—
❝ … machine pilfered my fucking biscuits, ❞ tangerine sniffs, swipes at the dry blood under his nose; ❝ — pissed away my last ten-thousand yen, thanks to the dickhead in the paddington hat. cosmic fuckin' laugh, that is. 'f i see him again, lemon, i'm ripping out his fucking teeth. ❞ hope he thoroughly enjoyed his fucking fizzy water. christsake, when any of it, the briefcase, keeping all their fingers and arms, anything, mattered.
tangerine hunches over with a scowl; ❝ i’m meditatin’, if you must know. you're interrupting my quiet fuckin' contemplation. ❞ nothing quiet to it; his eyes sting, he feels like punctured paper, like something flimsy and utterly fallible.
❝ — that shrink you set me up with. miss brenda, innit? ❞ — belinda, or bernadette, or bridget? surely. ❝ —fuck’s sake, what’s the nice lady's name, lemon? ❞ he motions vaguely, like the thought is coming to him. bang, the abused machine shakes on its hinges again. ❝ — she said i ought to practice some 'mindful thinking' in this kind of situation. i don’t know what the fuck that’s supposed to help. ❞
he turns to lemon, and tangerine suddenly thinks, if he stops talking, he might be sick. he might find himself in that traincar again. ( the blood on his hands, it wasn't lemon's. lemon doesn't bleed. ) he ought to be grateful. he ought to be fucking grateful, but—
just like that. worse than bolivia. worse than fucking anything. like having his guts strewn out for everyone to see. just where was he meant to put all of it? was he meant to box it up, tie it in a pretty bow? there would be another god awful job to do tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after that. fine, it was all fucking fine. nothing else fucking mattered, and it was all absolutely fine.
tangerine sniffs, then barks a sort of bizarre, hysterical laugh; ❝ what the fuck, ❞ he echoes, ❝ —is mindful, ❞ heel slams the machine again, sends it tipping off-balance momentarily. ❝ fucking, ❞ bang! ❝ —thinking! fuck! ❞ crack. the glass splinters against his bare fist, the neon light flickers, and the sound distorts for but a moment. fingers, bloodied anew come up to curl and dig at his skull.
finally, tangerine goes quiet, loses sight of it, maybe. the rage, the white-hot touch of grief. ❝ … did you even fucking think — what the fuck was i meant to do without you? ❞
if it's one thing your girl is great at it's making a million different google docs full of lists full of resources, ideas, etc that will help future me when it comes to posting fics.
fic titles are literally one of the biggest lists i have and not even in a perfect world where i write ten fics a day would i ever be able to use all of these, and i don't like to see things go to waste, and i know there's people out there that struggle with titles as much as i do. so i hope this list comes in handy for someone!
i don't think i need to say this but just in case: no one owns fic titles, anyone can use these, a dozen people or one or none. these are literally just words and letters. no one owns them. sharing is caring, enjoy lovies!
Marvel One Two Three
Harry Potter One Two Three
Stranger Things One Two Three Four Five
Specific Characters Tangerine
Masterlist
Bad For Business (Series, Completed) by @upsidedownwithsteve (18+ Only)
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “An enemies to lovers AU. Join the team at the Upside Down Arcade, where the machines eat your quarters and the staff have some personal issues.”
hey. (Series, Completed) by @stevesharrlngtons
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “he was such a staple piece in your life, that as a child and young teen, you never saw your life without him. late night promises and pinky swears were made in blanket forts that you two would be friends until the day the sun burned out in the sky. it was just a given that’d he be there, that you never worried about the two of you drifting apart or being separated. he promised he’d always be there, and you had believed him. you now corrected yourself, foolishly believed him.”
Disappointed Revalations by @ahsokaismyqueen
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Henderson!Reader
Summary: “ After working on a school project together, you had actually started to believe that there was more to Steve Harrington than meets the eye. All of that changes after an interaction with Jonathan Byers.”
Indifferent by @stevesherdaddynowlover (18+ Only)
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “you and steve are coworkers and while you try (and fail) to act like he doesn’t exist, he’s a little obsessed with you and would do anything to have your attention ”
LIGHTS, CAMERA, ACCIÓN by @eddiesghxst (18+ Only)
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Pornstar!Reader
Summary: “eddie is short on rent this month and needs quick cash, luckily he stumbles upon an ad for casting in an adult film and finds himself shooting a porno with you”
Noisy Neighbors by @eddiesxangel (18+ Only)
Pairing: Eddie Munson x Reader’s Girlfriend x Reader
Summary: “Eddie has no idea what he’s getting into with the two new girls next door.”
Absolutly Smitten by @starryeyedstories
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “ There’s a new crew member at Scoops Ahoy and Steve might have a crush.”
the swindling of steve harrington’s heart by @stevebabey
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “you write for the advice column in the hawkins post, under the pen name gabby. you get a letter asking for advice about a first date and there’s no way it’s the same guy you’ve just landed a first date with, right? steve harrington doesn’t need help with his dates… right?”
That Guy by @appocalipse
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “After he's been to yet another failed date with yet another random pretty girl, Steve Harrington, your best friend, stops by at the diner your family owns for a late-night chat, same as he'd done a thousand times before. Steve is totally unaware of how much he's hurting you with his endless parade of dates, because after all — the two of you are only friends and nothing more, right? It's not like you have any secret feelings for him…”
Eyes Half Shut by @crappymixtape
Pairing: Steve Harrington x Reader
Summary: “hawkins high alumni always run the end of year carnival to help raise funds for the school and steve is always in charge of the alumni basketball game, but this year they’re trying out a kissing booth and who better to headline than steve harrington?”