#The Failure at God School
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Series: Kamisama Gakkou no Ochikobore Artist: Akagawara Modomu Publication: Hana to Yume Issue #1 (01/2024) Details: Hanayume Allstar Flower Party Calendar (November) Source: Scanned from my personal collection
#kamisama gakkou no ochikobore#神さま学校の落ちこぼれ#the failure at god school#akagawara modomu#modomu akagawara#hyuuga natsu#natsu hyuuga#scan: hotwaterandmilk#furoku#hana to yume#shoujo manga#shoujo#shojo manga#shojo#20s manga#fantasy manga#manga art#manga scan
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Yen Press' Announcements at Anime NYC 2024
Yen Press announced during its Anime NYC 2024 panel that it has licensed the following manga and light novels for release in February and March 2025: Title: I’ll Become a Villainess Who Goes Down in History novels Creators: Izumi Ōkido (story), Jyun Hayase (illustration) Summary: I’ve never been able to stand the typical heroine’s “goody-two-shoes” routine. Thankfully, all my dreams come true…
#Anime NYC#Did You Think My Yuri was a Sales Pitch#Helena and Mr. Big Bad Wolf#I&039;ll Become a Villainess Who Goes Down in History#If It&039;s You I Might Try Falling in Love#In the Heavenly Prison the Devil Enchants Me#Is It Wrong to Try to Pick Up Girls in a Dungeon?#It&039;s All Your Fault#Liar Liar#light novel#Maboroshi#manga#meth-e-meth#Miri Lives in the Cat&039;s Eyes#Nomi x Shiba#Recommendations for Bad Children#Sacrificial Princess & the King of Beasts#Super Ball Girls#Sword Art Online#The Anemone Feels the Heat#The Boy Who Ruled the Monsters#The Failure at God School#The Only Thing I&039;d Do in a No-Boys-Allowed Gaming World#Victoria of Many Faces#Whoever Steals This Book#Yen Press
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y'all does it get better
#im acknowledging this is the mental illness and i should trust nothing i feel rn but#in an undisclosed amount of time ill be a legal adult and like. i know it wont get better automatically im not stupid but like#is there an improvement at least#how bad are taxes#i dont know how ill ever be able to have and maintaina job#and like. god thats not even mentioning schooling and all the issues we're having there#chat i fear i may be a failure of a person idk#I'm not being suicidal or anything to be clear im just out of it rn ill be good tomorrow probably#aethers rants#personal posts and stuff idk#cw vent
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Did I absolutely love Chalice of the Gods? Of course!
Will I be ignore some things that were mentioned in it in favor of headcanons I spent the last nine years developing? Also yes.
#tbh this is basically only about Annabeth apparently being naturally good at school#you can pry the idea that Annabeth hates school#and only does well because she's a perfectionist who has an intense complex and trauma around the idea of being a failure#from my cold dead hands#this is an Annabeth hates school truther blog#also the last thing Annabeth would have been paying attention to during Lost Hero/Son of Neptune is school#she would have basically ignored the entire second half of junior year#there's no way this girl has enough credit to just be coasting by#but if she did she would be all for it#This does not apply to college#She will thrive in college#annabeth chase#percy jackson and the chalice of the gods#chalice of the gods#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#Please share your nine years worth of Percy Jackson headcanons in the comments or tags!#I would love to see them
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#so on my way home..#i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future#i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were#bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected#a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati#that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful#and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old#live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :)#you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :)#you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!!#you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u!#whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ���️#god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE#i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things#now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao#there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives#by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it.#or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me#only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die#bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything#for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!!#not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right#i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax#but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭#my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became#bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life
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#i don't really want to make a whole post about it because it was a very personal and very miserable time for me#but genuinely#the thing that got me wanting to move on again and LIVE after my life plans all fell apart last year#was sitting down and very seriously thinking about the kind of woman i want to be when i'm 70#i hit that thing that a lot of people in their mid-twenties are hitting right now#where it feels like we've already wasted everything and not only are we failures now but we will always BE failures until we die#but right now i'm still in my twenties#and when i thought about what a good lifespan looked like to me#70-ish seems about right#and what do i want to have when i'm 70#what skills will be useful and beyond that#what skills will be fun#i had gotten into a mindset of “too late too late”#learning to draw#or sing#or dance#or fix a car#or ride a motorcycle#they all felt like learning NOW would be pointless because *melodramatically* aLL my YoUtH HaS bEEn WaStEddd#but unless God has another plan i'm not going to die in my twenties#i'll likely live many more decades#my life probably isn't even half-way over yet#what do i want to be when i'm 70?#it doesn't matter that i don't know everything yet#i have more than four decades to work on it#that's more than the entirety of the life i've already lived#and yeah#i spent five years at a dead end job that finally drove me almost to a breakdown#but even that wasn't a waste#i saved enough to go to school and i learned a lot while i worked there
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#I wasn’t treated the way the franke kids were#but when I was locked in a room for a while on a regular basis that one school year#I hated it and it felt like I was such a problem to be contained and such a failure for needing them to resort to that#I already believed I was a liar and a failure and it was in the middle of my descent into believing that I really must#have fucked up enough that one of the times I exposed myself to the near occasion of sin I DID get a devil attached to me#etc etc#this is a lot to be trying to stuff back into the memories closet while work is so busy and my health has gotten rough again#shh katie#for it to be as hard as it was for me to consider running from a much tamer situation and while I was the healthiest athlete point of mylife#I am so. so amazed. more and more each day. that R Franke escaped that house TWICE#even when he believed he’d be put in JAIL#that took so much strength along with the desperation#what bravery he conjured to be able to risk the known consequences of being caught a second time#god.#tw: abuse
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The pattern is that people straight up do not read™. or they read a 3-5 tweet summary of what happened and treat it as if they did. or because shonen expectations based on "the classics" is bullshit and significantly rotted people's brains when deciding wether an ending is good or not.
Which could be nothing right
yeahhh. i will forever regret reading the last chapter through leaks because it was a dreadful experience, and watching everyone ever shit on it for like a week after genuinely made me want to just get off the internet forever or something because i felt like an idiot for liking the ending (all this is my fault for getting too invested in both tumblr and mha etc etc).
All the "it's rushed" and pacing complaints barely matter to me at this point because you just cannot feel the pacing of something correctly when you're reading it exclusively through leaks. you can't absorb info like that. And don't get me started on the number of complaints and criticisms I've seen of the last chapter that are just provably bullshit (I saw someone say Izuku didn't get a statue lmao. yes he did, you just read the fucking leaks and watched twitter drama unfold instead of reading the actual chapter i fear).
#i just. do not think it is as bad as some people want to make it seem. i know not to take people who make cashier peaked in high school deku#jokes but like some of yall are treating this as if it's a major failure of the manga ? ? ?#it's underwhelming if you want#it didn't touch on stuff you wanted it to touch on whatever#i personally think that it did okay with the constraints it clearly had#like even without going into shonen jump conspiracy theories horikoshi had been doing 15 pages chapters for a while now#I also think that a lot of disappointment comes from fanon interpretations becoming canon in people's minds especially regarding izuku#and like do not get me wrong i had mixed feelings when i read the chapters i still have mixed feelings on some aspects (hawks what r you#doing etc etc)#i dont blame people who didn't like the ending for not liking the ending#i am just very annoyed by some justifications for not liking the ending#i don't even bother arguing with anyone at this point bc i don't want to be that person (too often) and because it just straight up makes m#feel bad lmao#anywayssssss i probably wanted to say something else but i forgor#oh no yeah listen. maybe you think it's lazy and maybe it is lazy to do an 8 years timeskip and leave a lot of stuff up to the reader#i personally really like this choice. important points were addressed and the rest can be speculated upon by the fanbase and by god.#we are the mha fandom guys. we can speculate. we love to speculate. we have EIGHT YEARS#you can do literally whatever you want man#i already have my personal canon for what happened during the eight years and believe me it helps a lot with the mixed feelings lmao#again. horikoshi did Not have a lot of space the story clearly had a lot of plot changes halfway through. i really do think this is more#than okay. this ending is not the end of the world i promise.#anyways i originally started like citing bs criticism i saw and then i thought ok lets not. inside thoughts etc etc.#i am not a meta analyzer i regularly learn i've misunderstood something about something or misremembered a plot point i am Not the person#for actually good meta and a lot of very insightful stuff on how we are very much not the target audience and lack cultural context go see#pikahlua lmao#mha manga spoilers#mha 430#mad mha ramblings//#ask//#i almost want to say ask to tag lmao? i have the mha cri/tical tag blocked so if anyone needs the opposite for me being overly positive
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Hey fic writers where are all these classrooms of precocious 8-15 yr olds that always want to learn and are nice and just need someone nice for them to be perfectly behaved bc i would love to meet them
Relatedly - who is it that decides that characters that are withdrawn, snappy and have no patience are somehow perfect teachers bc like.... how much you know is actually wayyyyy less important than having strong nerves like at least make them bad teachers then!
#fic pet peeves#not to rain on anyone's parade but like#brought to you from the fact that teacher Jon is apparently popular#and he'd be absolutely terrible at it PLEASE PPL THINK#uni prof? sure - long standing tradition of uni profs being terrible at pedagogy#but high school or god forbid elementary school??#no#sure he'd accept you being trans but only so you can't blame his scathing feedback to transphobia#failure rate 80% every parent complains about him and he's fired in less than a year#sincerely: a teacher#jonathan sims
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Series: Kamisama Gakkou no Ochikobore Artist: Akagawara Modomu Publication: Hana to Yume Issue #1 (01/2022) Details: Hanayume Allstar Sweets Calendar (September) Source: Scanned from my personal collection
#kamisama gakkou no ochikobore#神さま学校の落ちこぼれ#the failure at god school#akagawara modomu#modomu akagawara#hyuuga natsu#natsu hyuuga#scan: hotwaterandmilk#furoku#hana to yume#shoujo manga#shoujo#shojo manga#shojo#20s manga#fantasy manga#manga art#manga scan#this doesn't come close to hyuuga's 'kusuriya no hitorigoto' for me#but akagawara has lovely art so i'm sure this will find new fans with its english release
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you know it's exam season because i'm questioning all my life choices
#you know i don't mind going to classes actually but studying and taking exams makes me feel like i'm a cog in a machine#as i got older i started caring less about school actually not because i don't think it's important#but because it makes me feel like a product of capitalism#why did i choose this major?#do i even still like it?#do i want to work in this field later?#like i think that no matter my feelings on my major i'm not gonna change it#bc 1 i already got this far 2 i don't know what else i would wanna do and 3 i couldn't live with the feeling of failure#i just have to make it through another 2 and a half years of uni at least#and right now i just have to make it through the next week and a half#god i want exams to be over#i don't have any motivation anymore and i don't care about the classes i have to study for that much#anyways can you tell that my last exam didn't go well ?#i should be nicer to myself bc it's weekend and i am never that productive for uni in weekend anyway#anyways thanks for coming to my rant#kj post
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i would try n romanticise academia but exams have actually killed me. its rlly not sustainable to do 6hrs worth of exams in a day
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Yesterday in my Engineering class, we were going over sig figs just as a refresher and one of the numbers put was 2027, which the teacher said was just a fun little thing, and I eventually realized that why is because the graduation year for the people in that class is supposed to be 2027
My graduation year was supposed to be 2026
#god I’m such a failure#I say I don’t want to be in Engineering anymore but that constantly changes#I don’t know what I want and I’ll be stuck in this limbo forever#and I’m stuck repeating the same Engineering classes because of my own laziness and ineptitude#*sigh*#sorry I’ve just been thinking about this since yesterday#real life stuff#school stuff
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#now my aunt is in remission...#a lot is happening and i feel the loneliest I've felt since high school#I've only been getting worse since my family denied what i went through and sat there and told me i wasn't probably remembering it correctly#i know what it was like growing up even if it comes back to me in spurts..#but they really have started to make me doubt myself and its the worse cause they never apologized for the neglect and abuse#and they all took their side and acted like i was mistaken and said “ i never saw it happened do it didn't happen#and now i dont even talk to the only two friends i had cause i dont feel the same#if i don't text them first they never ever message me first or even check on me#and im always the one being there for them and listening to them and im just tired lf it all#i dont want a future anymore and im slowly losing my grip ive held on do tight even at my loneliest and now i feel like im losing#i was never anyone's best friend and everyone of the people ive called friends were always closer to someone else#ive only always had myself but im losing hope for the future and i just feel so extremely empty again#i just want to end this feeling and the weed isnt working anymore and working out doesnt work... i need God ive been so far away from him..#Im just slowly losing it more and more im tired of being the friend everyone goes to for advice and laughs or enjoyment#im tired of it so much#the only time i feel joy is the bliss i feel when i sleep and even that joy is never truly felt cause i constantly fight my sleep#i only sleep when my body forced it self to cause i can't naturally just go to sleep st s set time anymore..#im so tired of being people's escape or advice person I'm probably only saying this for the overwhelming feeling#of being a colossal failure and disappointment even so i still try snd try and fail some more#why don't i quit I just dont know why its just something in me that has some glimmer of self hope ive only tried to kms once and failed#maybe ima bit glad i failed but apart of me laughs cause i even failed at kms and find it ironic cause i fail at so many things#im so incapable of salvaging some semblance of normality or consistency#Mr.inconsistent that i am and have been but i refuse to let myself end that way i have to fight for something even in this haze of mine..#i just want to be better why cant i get better and stay good.. maybe it hurts more than i let on finally speaking of what happened#and for them to deny it may have really affected me a lot snd i am just now seeing it manifest it self now ...#i just gotta live with it and just TRY to do better every single day snd in every single situation snd action i take...
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international bank transfer die
#kill yourself in front of me please#the currency exchange rate is bad enough#now u will take even more € from me . die#this school wants to give me scholarship soooooo bad because im trying so hard and doing so much#god. let's not think about inevitable failure of my life and try our best anyway#🗒
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Me? Crying over a 52% Science test grade? Yes, yes, I am
#science test#middle school#silas speaks#sobbing#oh my god im a failure#im never going to recover from this#what if my parents hate me#my dad is checking my grsdes today why did this have to happen today?#what if he yells at me#god i can't do this anymore#this is my first D this semester im gonna fail 8th grade and fail again and then im going graduate at 25 and never be a doctor i cant do thi#s#vent posts#vent tw#THIS IS ONE OF THE FEW TESTS I CANT RETAKE
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