#The Day Emma Cried
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fullscoreshenanigans · 1 month ago
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Yes, hello, I love your blog, you're my only window into what the fandom is doing and I could always completely skip the manga and just stick to reading here. So, about your poll of popular theories, I saw something about the demon world being underwater, would you mind elaborating, please? It's for research. For a fanfic 👀
[The poll in question]
I'm always going to advocate for reading the manga, not just because of what happened with S2, but also to see all the gorgeous detailing Demizu puts into her work that's lost in the transition to TV animation, along with her playing with perspectives/proportions in relationship to power dynamics.
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(Chapter 1 | S1 Episode 1)
But thank you! <3
My understanding was the theory of the demon world being underwater was introduced by @couldnt-think-of-a-better-name, who was mainly active during the series' heyday (February 2019-July 2019, between the releases of chapters 123-142 during the King of Paradise and Seven Walls arcs and when S1 premiered in Japanese and English).
• Main post about the theory • Secondary post about Lambda-7214 being a coordinate • Neat edit of chapter 7's, chapter 16's, and chapter 2's cover art • Volume 13 Special Edition mini-artbook art hinting at the trajectory of the series
I think it's interesting in how the Seven Walls search party traverses what we're presented with as the entire demon world to find clues about Cuvitidala and the Seven Walls, yet the largest body of water we see anyone interact with is a pond. Nothing close to an ocean that would present them with difficulties such as building or buying a boat from demons.
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(Chapter 60 | Volume 8 Title Page | Chapter 99 | Chapter 100 | Chapter 102)
Shirai also confirmed the elevator at Goldy Pond takes one to "a certain forest in Australia" (out of 458 forest communities).
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(Mystic Code Book Chapter 3 Q&A)
While the stairs under Grace Field headquarters seem to land one somewhere on the east coast of the former United States of America.
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(Chapter 178 | Chapter 179)
There's the imagery of the Statue of Liberty, leading me to believe the North American headquarters for the Ratri clan are located in (former?) New York City, but I don't know if I would necessarily say they wash up on the city's shores since Mike takes a jet out to meet them and the children aren't freezing in the November weather there. There's also the impracticality of after coming back from the demon world to transport goods or just traverse between the worlds you conspicuously land out in the open on the beach, so I believe it was the demon god's meddling that sent them to this beach, and the proper exit in one specific, singular location like the Goldy Pond one is somewhere else in the area. Two specific locations located in opposite hemispheres in our world, yet in the demon world you could potentially travel between the two passageways on foot in approximately a week based on the time it took the kids to reach the shelter at B06-32 (one day of initially wandering through the forest, five days traveling with Sonju and Mujika, and one day walking through the wasteland) and how long it took Yuugo, Emma, and Ray to reach Goldy Pond (four days) if it was a straight shot.
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(Chapter 49 | Chapter 60)
It all leaves me very curious about how large the demon world is compared to the human world and how the demon god decided to split the two worlds up.
It's also interesting how despite all the water imagery in the series, we don't see any rain in the manga outside of the chapter 28 cover art (mentioned in the fourth post of that list):
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But the anime chose to have a very light rain overlay during the second episode while not animating the ground or characters getting wet:
It rains in the light novels.
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(TPN Light Novel 1: A Letter from Norman [June 2018] - "The Day Emma Cried")
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(TPN Light Novel 4: Films of Memories [December 2020] - "Operation Stormy Night," originally published in Minerva Confidential Report Report Volume 1 that was packaged with the first volume of the Japanese S1 blu-ray in March 2019)
And we see the children playing in the snow in the past.
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(Chapter 10 Bonus Scene)
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fullscoreshenanigans · 8 months ago
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#I mean. she's an emotional child and should be allowed to cry #no need for shaming tears (via @officersnickers)
One of my favorite things about the series is how it doesn't shame any of the characters for crying, regardless of gender.
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(Chapter 55)
So I think Silent's ire is rooted in the simplification and sanding down of her character in order to more easily facilitate stock narratives/scenarios rather than the act of Emma crying at all, especially when it's such a significant moment of "The Day Emma Cried" short story from the first light novel (released back in 2018) that it's the focus of the title and it's laid out plainly in the text itself as something that both Norman and Ray recognize.
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Norman notes it again years later during chapter 4/S1 episode 2.
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It's why his reunion with Emma in chapter 118/chapter 119 is such a striking moment with how her tears initially seem to flow without any preamble, only wordless disbelief as the magnitude of everything happening rapidly registered in her brain and a figurative switch has been flipped.
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It's not that she doesn't experience those emotions, but that it's not how she generally regulates and expresses them.
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(Chapter 3 | Chapter 49 | Chapter 109 | Chapter 110)
I'm assuming the fanfics in mind weren't having her cry as part of a character study examining the ramifications of how being thrust into a leadership role at such a young age and internalizing so much trauma while maintaining a front for the sake of others and leaned into being more tropey, which is something that people are free to write as an exercise in flexing their creative muscles, but it's not something I'm keen on reading either.
Alright, so something tha really bugs me in the tpn fandom, particularly in fanfics, is how they characterize Emma. There's a lot of fic I've read that make her a crybaby. Now there isn't anything wrong with a character being a crybaby but it isn't accurate for Emma. Yes she's emotional and sensitive and open about it, but you need to remember that she's canonly only ever cried 3 or 4 times in the span of 15 years.
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alittlechaotics-blog · 11 months ago
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Just finished One Day and my chest hurts, I have a headache and my eyes are so thick from crying I can barely see properly. 10/10 show... No notes... I don't think I've ever loved something so completely the way I loved this show from beginning to end. Wow... Just wow.
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embersofhope-if · 1 year ago
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THE SECOND TBOSAS TRAILER DROPPED!!!!!
I KNOW
ive been going feral over it on twitter🤭
^^here it is for anyone who hasnt seen it yet😋😋
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fullscoreshenanigans · 2 years ago
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This is a very good question because on the one hand most of them aren't expected to live past puberty, tied up with how Grace Field has this underlying oppressive air to it alongside rigid routines that can be applied to the clothing they wear like Kei Toda puts forth in chapter three of her book (one that I know you don't favor but for the sake of discussion):
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And Grace Field might potentially be limited in what books it offers on the subject, either explicitly discussed in nonfiction texts or as an aspect of fictional stories.
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(TPN Light Novel 1: A Letter from Norman - “The Day Emma Cried”)
But on the other hand, it couldn't hurt?
One of the main policies of Grace Field is the children living healthy lives and experiencing rich emotions, so to explicitly curtail and punish exploration of gender seems unnecessarily antagonistic and counterproductive. While Moms might not actively direct attention to it with how the farm system prioritizes their biological capabilities (obligatory "gross"), if a child brings it up on their own, it seems more beneficial to let the them explore how they feel during their blissful time at Grace Field than to tell them to squash it down and bottle it up.
So I have a headcanon that Christy is transfem. It literally started from a joke because I've seen "Chris" and "Christy" both. But it grew on me. I imagine her playing a lot with Yvette and other young girls and eventually realize she likes Christy better than Chris. (Though I eventually call her Cherise). She doesn't understand what it means until reaching the human world. It's so cute.
I LOVE THAT WHAT. christy is absolutely one of my favorite (s)he is just s o utterly precious to me, i cant even put it into words oml😭😭😭😭😭
that would be such a fun thing to explore tho. like. would any of them even know that concept exists? how would she realize what she was feeling was dysphoria? and most importantly- what Adorable ass outfits would anna and gilda (and nat) dress her in😭😭😭💗💗💗
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free-will-is-stressful · 2 years ago
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César Aréchiga, 45 Days in Jarbar, 2019
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leaving-fragments · 2 years ago
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unreal unearth is still a gem btw
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fic-dumpster · 3 months ago
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immiscible
Pairing: Cat hybrid!Sanzu x Hamster hybrid!Reader
Summary: You were not meant to be. Everything pointed to a disastrous outcome, but Haruchiyo Sanzu refused to let something as dumb as biology dictate his life. He wanted you and that was final.
CW: Hybrid AU, dubcon, PiV, oral (female receiving), mean Sanzu, possessiveness, typical cat behavior. Idk… lmk if I missed anything. Not edited and no beta.
Word count: 2.2K+
A.N: funny how this was inspired by Hamtaro and the pink panther. A very… unexpected crossover.
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“Haru, stop bothering her!” Mikey’s voice boomed through the room for the third time.
You were hiding, again, under Mikey’s covers, attempting to stay as far away as possible from Sanzu who hadn’t been as welcoming as you were promised. You were told a good time awaited, but your current situation was not your definition of a good time.
Emma, Mikey’s sister and your owner, had to leave for a trip with her boyfriend and they left you under her brother’s care. You were against the idea, adamant about it. You cried and begged to be left alone or any other person available would do. But alas, nobody seemed to be able to besides Mikey.
Knowing the pink cat hybrid living under Mikey’s care was an ass, you knew It was a terrible idea. You were a rodent for crying out loud. A hamster hybrid. It was like trying to mix water and oil… an impossible task, and they expected you to share a living space with them for who knows how long.
Yes, you have been in Mikey’s place for less than four days and your life has been in danger more times than you can count.
Sanzu, the feline menace of this house, seemed to find joy in your little squeaks and chubby cheeks puffing even more every time he pawed at you; sending you back and forth to his entertainment. He was just doing that a second ago until you managed to escape and made a run for Mikey’s bed.
“Haru, let her go.” Mikey warned him with a stern voice, “she doesn’t like your games.”
Little did he know those weren’t just games for Sanzu. While you thought he wanted nothing more than to make a snack out of you, he had a whole other plan in mind.
Your small and round face peeked from under the covers and you instantly regretted your decision. Right there, looking straight at you with a wicked grin, was Sanzu. His green emerald eyes shined with mischief as he saw the scared look on your face.
“Ple-please, Haru… I-I do-don’t wanna play…” you stammered. Your heart beating wildly as you scurried deeper into the bed and away from the border where a crazed hybrid stood.
Have you ever tried to make a cat let go of his prey? Hardest thing to accomplish. Mikey knew that, but he also believed in his pet. Overall, Sanzu was harmless, according to Mikey. So when the only human in the room heard his pet hybrid promise to be civil. Well, Mikey believed him.
“I won’t do that again, I promise.”
To his credit, Sanzu didn’t chase you around anymore. There was no reason to run after something that was under his paw.
The first week passed by in a flash and you learned a few things. One of them was how Sanzu loved to see your attempts of scrambling away from him, whining every time he pulled your short puffy tail or yanked your whiskers. You saw the gratification on his face.
He would not leave you alone. So much so that he even gathered your things from the guest room and moved them to his. Mikey allowed such idea; believing in Sanzu’s excuse about hybrid bonding time or something.
Before bed, the cat hybrid would yank you against his warm body, wrap himself around you and nibble on your round ears; every time before bed it was the same, almost like a night routine. You would tremble under his arms, scared of becoming dinner if you made a wrong move.
Things got heated in the third week. Almost a month in and you had your fair share of questions about Sanzu’s behavior. He began to pin you down more often; growling and rubbing himself all over you. Grooming your neck and cheeks, for then to stay in that position for a while. Inhaling your scent and humming and purring in contempt.
Mikey just thought you two were finally getting along well and ignored whenever Sanzu dragged you into his room.
“Yeah, Emma. She’s doing fine. Haru is good company.” Mikey would always speak with reassuring words to his sister. Not lying, just telling his truth. “No need to take her to Takashi’s.”
As the phone conversation went on, in a different room your silent whines told a different story. The spiked tongue of Sanzu’s kept licking your skin, leaving it tender afterward.
“Heard that? You’re not going anywhere,” Sanzu rasped against your twitching ears.
The cat hybrid was ecstatic when he first heard the news from Mikey. You, the fragile little rodent, were going to stay with him? His prayers had been answered.
Sanzu couldn’t help himself, you were just too pretty for your own good. All shy and sweet with everyone else but him. You were a trembling mess whenever he prowled around you, his tail swiftly moving around your hips and legs got you squirming in place. He loved the special treatment you gave him.
The pink menace had begun to behave even weirder lately. Headbutts here and there, making biscuits on your tummy and chest which left you all hot and bothered, but he didn’t seem to mind one bit. All smiles and hugs as your mind went from zero to a hundred in seconds. It all left you confused and dizzy at the end of the day.
For things to make sense something had to happen, right? Because such… affectionate behavior wasn’t normal. Well, a few days later when Mikey left to hang out with some friends; it did happen.
You heard a strange sound coming from Sanzu’s room. It was a very loud meowing, almost raw and it seemed painful; and as afraid of him as you were, you couldn’t just leave your only housemate alone if he was in pain.
With shaky steps, ears tuned in to the yowling, you made your way to his room. Stopping at the door, you saw your things still scattered around, but now a bunch of pillows and blankets also shared the space. As your eyes roamed through the room you finally spotted Sanzu. He was a sweating mess—pink hair sticking to his face, wild eyes unblinking and his face contorted in pain.
“Ha-haru? Are you ok—” But before you could say one more word, a strong scent invaded your nostrils.
It hit you with so much force that your eyes watered instantly. The smell was sweet; earthy and cinnamon-like but oh, so suffocating. You gagged and coughed at the burning sensation in your throat.
Suddenly, everything began to spin, but before your knees could hit the ground, you were swept off your feet. The sickly sweet smell surrounding you in waves—enveloping you whole. “S-stop! I ca-can’t brea-breath!”
“I knew you would come,” cooed Sanzu, completely ignoring your pleas.
He had you in his arms, carrying you towards the improvised nest made of blankets. Your body shivered, rejecting the aroma of a different hybrid. It was clear—compatibility? Null. Even your body’s biology refused to accept the idea of it.
Before you could gather your thoughts, you were being dropped on a soft surface and still, the potent scent kept mingling all your senses. Just as fast, he was on top of you; holding your hands above your head and leaning forward with his whole weight pressing down on you.
“You look so pretty… underneath me,” Sanzu sharply whispered against your temple. Nose caressing the border of your face as it traveled to your lips.
Nudging your legs apart with his knees, he nestled himself between them. Slowly but steadily grinding his hips against your clothed core. “You did this, you know? You made me go into heat, you little minx.”
“No! I didn’t know– didn’t mean to!” You whimpered—lips to lips, sharing the same air.
A whirlwind of thoughts passed through your mind. Guilt, fear, anger and… surprisingly lust. The more he rubbed himself against you, the more your body reacted. Your legs fastening around his waist, pulling Sanzu even closer which made the feline purr louder as your little squeaks mixed in between.
You felt the weight of his body—of his clothed cock constantly pressing on your entrance, humping, just rutting in place. Wetness had begun to creep in between your clothes
“We can’t do this, Ha-Haru…”
“You want me to stop?” Sanzu asked with clenched teeth but you shaked your head in denial, “Good, because I don’t think I would be able to…”
The feline eagerly pawed your clothes off, feeling a surge of giddiness born in his stomach. He was so close to you, he was finally touching every single part of you. Sanzu could practically taste the air charged with your arousal.
“You need me here,” he purred, lithe fingers dancing around your gushing entrance. “I’ll have a quick taste and you’re gonna be good and let me.”
Not soon had you felt his hands let go, ignoring his previous words, you tried to scramble away. On your hands and knees, you made a big mistake. Sanzu felt your cotton-like tail hit him in the face and it just made him latch onto you even harder. His hands grabbed your thighs, pulling you back and at the same time wrangling you back into your last position just to directly smash his face against your cunt.
A hollow scream erupted from your raw throat once you felt his tongue practically forcing its way in. His fingers digging into your skin, the force of his sucking lips and never had his tongue stopped moving inside you. You were ashamed to admit he felt too good, your bucking hips constantly hitting him but Sanzu didn't even notice. Too focused, too drunk on your hypnotic flavor.
A straight lick later and a moan of satisfaction from the pink feline had you in almost tears. “You were already wet enough, but I couldn't help myself. You’ve made me… a voracious beast.”
You felt his fingers open your lower lips, heat radiating from your center smearing his digits. You don't know when or how he discarded his own clothes but as your eyes refocused, you saw his skin almost glowing, radiating scorching warmth on top of you. Unhurriedly, Sanzu guided his cock inside, stretching your opening to mold him, to take him. You were so soft, so warm that it almost hurt with how sensitive his tip was.
“I promise to—fuck… aah— mount you properly next time,” he growled at the thought of having you—ass up squeaking for him again, “but I need to see your cute face right now.”
Sanzu hissed at the contact and gave a final push of his hips; entering you with force. In return, your face contorted at the intrusion, you were a squealing mess under him. The sudden action wasn’t as pleasant as the previous activity. Your insides burned as your walls tried to push the foreign object out. But Sanzu persisted, holding you in place as he slowly retracted and moved back in. Inch by inch of his cock with no hurry.
He repeated this action until he felt almost no restraint on your part. Your cute little cunt had finally gotten used to him. He went in and out smoothly and your sounds had changed to mewls and puffs of air—full of need. Your hands traveled from his chest to his shoulders, no longer trying to stop him. On the contrary, you were pulling him in, scraping his neck with a sudden need to have him closer.
The feline purred loudly as he absorbed the change in your demeanor. Your half-lidded eyes were calling to him. His words failed him, he couldn’t even tell you how good you felt. All that left his lips were groans and beastly sounds.
“Fa-faster, Haru!” You moaned out without shame. Gone was the timid little rodent.
His chest reverberated once again, an instant answer to your plea. His tail moving wildly behind him, his ear twitching at the sound of your voice. All his body automatically responded to your calling.
His hips hitting you with abandon. Your pussy lips are swollen from the constant friction.
“M-mine.” He heaved with furrowed brows; fingers gripping tightly at your soft and plush skin.
Sanzu wasn’t even sure he was speaking out loud, too lost in the overwhelming feeling of finally being buried deep in your heat. Nothing could take him away from you.
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“Get your furry fiend away from her!” Emma was a red from rage, “Manjiro Sano! I am serious!
“He doesn't wanna let go!” Mikey looked over at his friend, Emma’s boyfriend, for help, “Ken-Chin, tell her!”
Meanwhile, Sanzu with flattened ears and a swatting tail had you under his body; hissing menacingly at the three humans trying to take away his mate.
Of course, you had tried to explain but your meek voice wasn't heard in the middle of all the shouting.
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hemmingsleclerc · 1 year ago
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Interview┃Charles Leclerc
summary: Where Charles doesn't realize his little daughter is being interviewed
Reaction pt2
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It was a hot weekend at the iconic Monaco Grand Prix and Charles had a special companion this time: his adorable daughter, Emma Jules, and the rest of his family.
Charles, focused on his pre-race routine, was preparing in the Ferrari garage. Emma, a cheerful six-year-old with an infectious smile, was exploring the garage with wide eyes. As her father put on his racing suit and helmet, she walked over and reached out with her little hand to touch the sleek red car.
Unbeknownst to Charles, an inconspicuous figure with camera equipment was making his way through the paddock. He was none other than the cameraman for Netflix's "Drive to Survive", capturing behind-the-scenes moments from the world of F1 for the iconic series. Emma, with her innocent curiosity, caught the cameraman's attention.
"Hey there, little leclerc! Are you excited for the race?" the cameraman asked with a friendly smile.
Emma's eyes lit up, and she nodded enthusiastically. "Yes! Daddy is going to win because he's the best."
The cameraman, taking the opportunity for an adorable interview, handed Emma a small microphone and turned on the camera. "Tell us more about your dad. What is he like off the track?"
With the innocence of a child, Emma began to spill the beans. "My daddy is the best here. Sometimes he sings very loud in the car or in the shower. But you know what? He's not very good at it!" She giggled, her laughter echoing through the paddock.
"He likes to dance while he's cooking with mommy," Emma continued, twirling around to demonstrate. "And he snores really loud when he's asleep. It's funny!"
''He also cries a lot at Disney or animal movies, or is more interested in playing with my toys than I am. Sometimes we tell mommy that we are going to grand-mére's house but in reality he takes me to buy new dolls or ice cream. He also likes to help me make friendship bracelets for my friend and also lets me do his hair and makeup with my princess makeup set that santa gave me for Christmas, he always says that he looks very cute.''
As Emma shared these lovely details, the camaraman captured every moment while letting out a few laughs at the things the little girl was saying. Charles, completely absorbed in his pre-race preparations, was unaware of the impromptu interview taking place just a few feet away.
Emma's charming revelations about her father's quirks added a charming touch to his coverage.
Charles may not have known it that day, but he was sure that when the new season of the series came out, that moment would be the most popular.
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fullscoreshenanigans · 1 year ago
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In the novel where Norman is very very sick when he was little, Ray is afraid that Isabella may be forced to send Norman to the QG, right? But Norman wouldn't be killed and eaten then: he's too smart, they would want to keep him alive as long than possible so his brain would be at his best. He would probably be kept asleep until he was healed, and would be send back to the orphenage after that, right? It's just Ray who thinks it means obligatory death? or it 100% means death?
Krone's story in the second light novel touches upon the protocol for when a child is seriously ill:
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So it's difficult but not impossible to send them back to the plants. And with Norman being the first child in Grace Field's recorded history to excel by the metrics they measure from his very first test at age four, it seems highly unlikely they would kill him prematurely even if Peter hadn't taken a special interest in him. They might have sedated him enough so his time at headquarters was like a fever haze where he wouldn't be sure what was real and what was fake, or they might have kept him there until he turned twelve, but killing him early seems foolish with the sunk cost put into him and his potential.
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(TPN Light Novel 1: A Letter from Norman - “The Day Emma Cried”)
Ray's working with limited information, though, and the fear of losing Norman is very real to him, even if it isn't necessarily to imminent death.
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borathae · 22 days ago
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Birthday Boy | JHS x f.Reader
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��It is Hoseok’s birthday tomorrow and you have the very brilliant idea to help him spend his birthday midnight by having an orgasm.”
Pairing: Vampire!Hoseok x Witch!Reader
Genre: best friends with benefits!AU, polyamory!AU, Smut, Domestic Fluff
Warnings: some very cute cuddles <3, which gets them horny of course, sub!Hobi, service Domme!Reader, sex magic, orgasm denial & control through magic, mutual stripping, nipple sucking & licking for both, body worship, licking & biting of his abs and thighs, oral sex (m.receiving), blowjob, rimjob, anal fingering (m.receiving), use of a buttplug, he gets so desperate, begging, she rides him cowgirl style, gentle choking (m.receiving), she also like steps on his throat once :), dirty talk, praise, he calls her baby, he screams & cries in pleasure, he fucks her so rough once she lifts the spell <3, creampies, squirting, multiple orgasms, cuddly aftercare, this is so horny
Wordcount: 7k
a/n: do not be fooled by the cute header, this story is horny. this is actually the horniest hobi story i ever wrote JFADJ but also! look at the cute header! ah! i love it and i love him :( also, if you're not into the whole poly stuff, this story is still enjoyable because it is only hinted very briefly and this is basically a Hobi Bobi story 💗 happy birthday Hobi i love you 💜 ps: i feel so sad that i couldn’t finish it in time but life was very overwhelming for me. but it's here now and i'm very happy <3
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It is the night before his birthday party. Taehyung is the official party planner, with Seokjin and Emma as his seconds in command. Yoongi is in charge of the food, with Jungkook as his sous chef. Meredith and her coven travelled for the party and even some of Hoseok’s Paris friends have announced themselves. 
It will be a great event, hosted at the estate and with plans of lasting long into the next day. 
But this is all part of tomorrow. Tonight, Hoseok is at the town house, having no idea how big the party is actually going to be.
He knows that there will be something going on tomorrow because Yoongi invited him to a birthday dinner (which is just an excuse to get Hoseok to the estate for the party). You all hope that Hoseok will love the surprise.
Tonight however, he is alone and you don’t like that. You want him to spend his birthday night feeling loved and appreciated. Because that’s what he is. 
Loved.
So deeply loved. 
The others know of your plans and support you fully. 
Hoseok opens a few seconds after you rang the door bell. The masculine scent of his shower gel instantly meets your nose. Judging by his comfortable pyjamas, he is already getting ready for bed.
“___? What are you doing here? Is everything alright?” he asks, entirely baffled by your unexpected visit.
“Everything is alright. Did I ring you out of bed?”
“No, not at all. I’m watching telly. Come in, it’s freezing out here”, he says, letting you inside.
“Thanks, yeah it’s pretty chilly. I hope it’s okay where I parked.”
You parked your car behind Hoseok’s green VW beetle in his driveway.
“Yeah, it’s good. I’m not going anywhere tonight. Let me get your coat.”
“Thanks.” 
He hangs it and offers you a pair of wool loafers to wear, which you very gladly accept because floors in old houses are always chilly. 
“Can I get you something? Water? Tea? Warm milk with honey?” he offers 
“Seriously, you don’t have to work for me.”
“Tea? Sleepy tea? Are you staying the night? I don’t know what kind of situation this is.”
“It’s a your birthday-day starts on midnight and I want to celebrate it with you situation.”
“Are you serious?” he sounds completely in disbelief.
You nod your head, “very serious. If you’re down.”
“Of course I’m down. Wow, I didn’t even. I just. I don’t know what to say. This is, like, really nice of you.”
You smile at him, which Hoseok giddily retorts. 
“So uhm, sleepy tea?” he asks.
“Sounds lovely. Wanna make a sleepover out of it?”
“You just wanna hog my warm water for a shower, don’t you?” 
“Hey, untrue. I also wanna hog your PJs and your skincare.”
He laughs and points upstairs.
“Feel at home. You know where everything is.”
“I’ll be back. I promise.”
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Hoseok is in the living room, playing on his phone when you come back. He sits up, eyes lighting up at the view of you in his pyjamas.
“Hey”, he whispers and clears his throat, “hey, you’re back. How was it?” 
“Very nice. I feel very snuggly.”
“Yeah? That’s good. I put wood in the chimney”, he say and rolls off the couch to hurry to his fireplace. He pokes the flames a few times then slips on a pair of heat resistant gloves to get the kettle from the kettle hook.
He pours the boiling water into two mugs with teabags, storing the kettle back on the flames.
“Thanks, this will warm me in no time.”
“I’ve got more. I put the electric heating on too, so give it some time. I always forget when I’m alone because I don’t get cold, you know”, he explains as he hurries through the room to get blankets and pillows.
“I get it. If I didn’t freeze, I’d forget about it too.”
“Yeah totally. Here, blankets. Socks? Do you want socks? I’ve got socks.”
You can’t protest and then he is already out of the room. Hoseok is a very good host. Perhaps a little overbearing, but you like it. You are a very overbearing host yourself and being completely pampered at Hoseok’s always feels especially cozy.
“I’ve got options. Cotton, wool, cashmere, none of that artificial shit though ‘cause it’s awful. Just pick”, he returns with a few socks in his hands.
“Wool would be lovely, thank you.”
“Wool it is. They got lady bugs on them.”
“So cute. Oh? And really soft for wool.”
“Right? I made them myself.”
“You did? That’s so funky.”
“Thanks.”
“Now get on here and relax. What are you watching?”
“I just started Howl’s Moving Castle. Don’t judge me but this movie still slaps.”
“I’m not judging you for having great taste. It’s an awesome movie. Wanna cuddle and watch it?”
“Totally, what the hell”, he says.
And so it happens that you and he share the blankets while the house warms up. He is against the backrest, lying sideways and with his left arm under your head. He uses pillows for his head, keeping his right arm over your waist.
“Is this good for you?”
“Yes, it’s totally good. You?”
“It’s very good. If you’re suddenly feeling something poking you, that’s just my gun that I keep in my pants.”
You laugh, “okay horndog, I’ll remember it.”
He chuckles and pulls you closer, giving the shell of your ear a gentle bite. Which is totally surprising to get from him but it’s also nice.
You and Hoseok, well, you and Hoseok aren’t officially lovers. You are best friends who just so happen to have slept together. A few times. Two times to be more exact. The first time happened after you had to take shelter from the rain at his place. It was a good night. Very fun. The second time was at his place too. It is still unbelievable because you and he did it together with Yoongi.
If you are being honest, you wouldn’t be opposed if tonight went down the sexy route as well.
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You and he are talking after the movie. The clock shows ten and you each had two cups of tea.
You are mindlessly playing with his hand, inspecting every single inch of it. He has the most beautiful hands and nails. They are so delicate and just slightly veiny. His nails are very well groomed and his nail beds are moisturised. His palms are so soft because he takes his hand care very seriously.
You massage along his tendons gently, following the paths of your fingers with your eyes.
“Hm, that’s nice”, he purrs quietly, smiling to himself. His eyes barely want to stay open because of how cozy you make him feel.
“You’ve got such beautiful hands.”
“Thanks.” His breath hitches as you guide his hand to your lips to kiss his knuckles. He snickers, snuggling closer, “what was that for?”
“I like your hands”, you state matter of factly, “hey, Hobi?”
“Yes, ___?”
“What would you say to taking this upstairs?”
“For bed cuddles or for more?”
“If you’re down, more. If not, then bed cuddles.”
“Yeah. Yeah sure”, he instinctively pulls you closer, nuzzling his nose into the crook of your neck, “I’d be very down actually. As you can probably feel.”
You snicker, “mhm for a while.”
He laughs, “sorry, I got excited.”
“It’s fine. Can I tell you what I’m imagining?”
“Totally. Tell me.”
“So I was thinking, maybe I could be a little more dominant tonight. And I have something I want to suggest.”
“Tell me. The dom part already sounds nice to me. You can take the lead, I’m down.”
“So okay. Maybe someone already told you that I can magically control orgasms.”
“Kook might have dropped something of that sort. Why? Wanna do it on me?”
“Yeah basically. My goal is to keep you magically edged until it’s midnight so you can enter into your birthday-day having an orgasm.”
His dick twitches very aggressively.
“Yo. That was strong as fuck”, you gasp.
“You felt that? You felt what this just did to me?”
“I did.” You look at him. His eyes are gleaming in excitement. “So you’re down?”
“I’m so down. I feel like you gotta tie me up though. I feel I’ll be too wiggly.”
You snicker, “don’t worry, I’ll make sure that you’re behaving.”
“As if.” He is teasing.
“Don’t give me a challenge, I’ll prove you wrong.”
He laughs breathily, eyes flitting to your lips.
“So like”, he begins, tracing your waist, “how kinky are we talking? Are you also gonna grow a dick and fuck me with it?”
“You know about that too?”
“Yeah, Kook told me, who got it from Tae. Which by the way, you really gotta do it with Kook soon. He was genuinely so jealous as he talked about it.”
You laugh, “wow okay, good to know.”
“Hah, yeah”, Hoseok lets out, eyes practically yearning for you.
“You really wanna know what I’ll do to you?”
“Yeah, tell me. Wanna watch your lips move as you do.”
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Hoseok’s answer was yes to every single thing you suggested. He practically started panting the longer you talked.
Now you find yourself under him, nestled in his comfortable bed and with his knee against your pussy. He puts on some music – slow RnB – and dimmed his lights. You and he share moans and sighs, kissing passionately. He is so noisy. It turns you on so much.
“I’m so obsessed with you”, he breaks the kiss just to praise you and adore your neck.
“Mhm Hobi…what’s the time?”
He takes your phone to check.
“Ten fourty. Geez, we’ve been making out for fourty minutes? No wonder my cock hurts.”
You laugh and use his moment of distraction to flip your positions. You use a little bit of magic for it, resulting in Hoseok to gawk at you in complete shock.
“How did you just do that? I’m supposed to be stronger.”
“Magic. Yoongi showed me how to lift people with it.”
“Don’t take this the wrong way. You’ve always been hot but, fuck, you’re so hot ever since you’ve become a witch.”
You chuckle, running your fingers through his hair and pecking his jawline. He has the perfect jawline.
“Thank you. What a sweetie you are.”
“Mhhhhm you’re a tease. Just let me be closer”, he whines, shuddering.
“How much closer?”
“Skin against skin closer.”
You sit up and roll out of bed. Hoseok sits up, draping his legs over the edge. His eyes are focused on you, pupils dilating at the view of you sensually undressing.
It doesn’t take long because you are only wearing pyjamas and nothing underneath.
You throw your shirt to the side, shifting your eyes to him when Hoseok reacts audibly.
“You’re fucking beautiful”, he says, gazing at your chest.
“Thanks.” He makes your heart flutter. “How unsexy would I be if I kept the socks on?”
He chuckles, eyes sparkling.
“Still sexy. They’re cute on you.”
“Then they stay on”, you say, making him laugh one of his very rare deep laughs. It’s so sexy. “Your turn.”
Hoseok stands up while you sit down to watch. It doesn’t take him long either because he also only wears PJs and nothing else. He abandons them on the ground, joining you back on bed. While you are kneeling, he is sitting by the edge.
You can’t stop looking at each other. You only have his dimmed LEDs on. They’re red and really bring out how fucking gorgeous he is. No wonder people love to watch him fuck. He is made to be adored and gazed upon.
You cup his face and kiss him. Hoseok moans softly, climbing on bed to chase the kiss. He is on all fours, tingling like crazy when you feel him up. It is insane how far away from reality he currently feels. In the best way possible. It is as if you and he are trapped in the most wonderful bubble. It’s been a very long time since sex made him feel this good. And it’s only been foreplay up until now.
“Fuck. You’re, like, amazing”, he sighs and closes the distance to pulls you on his lap. He wraps his left arm around your waist, pressing your stomach against his’. His right hand runs up to your breasts, massaging one of them, while his mouth worships the other.
“Oh wow”, you let out, not having expected the attention. It makes you shiver and arch your back.
Hoseok gets to his knees, carrying you with ease. Honestly, the way you writhe in his arms gets him desperate. One night he will dedicate everything to fucking you in this position. He is making a mental note of it. It has to happen. Him on his knees, while he makes your body dance on his cock and your back arch in fucking ecstasy.
But tonight is not the night. You haven’t given him permission yet to slip it in and he is so curious to feel the magic working.
With his eager tongue licking your nipple, he lies you down in the sheets. He keeps his left arm around your waist, but uses his right hand to explore your inner thighs.
“Hoseok…” you sigh, tingling like crazy.
“It’s insane how pretty you are. Shit, it’s insane”, he lulls, changing sides. He lingers on your neck as he does, which only makes you shiver more. By the time he takes in your other nipple to suck on it, you actually have to moan.
Hoseok purrs, circling your sensitive bud with his tongue. Your heart is racing like crazy.
“Hoseok, ah”, your voice quivers a little as you sigh his name. You run your hands up the nape of his neck until you can bury them deep in his incredibly soft hair. They’re a little longer in the back and feel so good between your fingers.
You aren’t tugging, but Hoseok still lifts his head. He comes eye to eye with you, cups your face and pulls you into a needy kiss. It happens that the position changes again. You and he on your knees, then you on his lap again. Closer than before. Skin against skin. As if your bodies are dancing together.
Naturally, you have to grind on him, finally twisting his hair to deepen the connection.
Hoseok likes it, feeding you his deep purr just as he feeds you his tongue. You are so close like this that your slickened nipples rub against his chest and his cock gets stimulated between your stomachs. It fucking turns him on to the point his skin feels sensitive. Everything about you turns him on. So much that he actually feels desperate.
He breaks the kiss, hand restless on your back and ass and cock leaking on your tummy. Just as your pussy leaks on his thighs. Seriously, this moment is spiritual.
“Just sit on my cock, mhm?” he offers.
“Don’t tempt me”, you feel breathless and starved for him. Sitting on him would give you so much relief.
“It’s almost midnight anyway. Just sit on me already. Please, baby?”
You check the phone clock, “Hobi, it’s only two past eleven.”
“Fuck, you weren’t supposed to check the time.” He kneads your butt. “Please baby, just sit on me.”
He is sexy when he is desperate. You crave to ravish him, but control yourself for the sake of your plan.
“Not yet.”
You push him down into the pillow, knocking a moan and a chuckle out of him. He writhes to get comfortable, caressing your thighs.
“That was so hot.”
“You’re hot”, you throw back and connect your lips with his neck.
“Mhhhhm, this is nice”, he sighs, exposing his neck sensually.
You are lying next to him, propping yourself up on your elbow and grinding your body against his’. You use your free hand to explore his body, dancing it all over his perfect curves. All while Hoseok lies beneath you, shivering and tingling. Your touch is electric and magical, and you aren’t even using your powers yet. It’s just you. Your presence, your warmth, your scent and the feelings you awake in his chest. It’s all you who feels fucking magical to him.
You continue your path to his chest once his neck is sensitive. Hoseok chases your kiss with a small arch of his back. If he still had a pulse, it would be going crazy by now. You have him feeling so giddy and turned on.
“Your body is perfect, Hobi”, you whisper, swirling your tongue over his pecs before you reach his nipple.
You want to repay the favour and give his nipples the attention they deserve. He groans softly, rubbing his feet over the sheets because his legs just can’t stay still.
“Do you like this?”
“Yeah…it’s good. You’re incredible”, Hoseok praises, caressing the nape of your neck. He isn’t lying. This feels fucking amazing. His nipples are the most sensitive. He needs to be turned on in order to love getting them played with. He is so turned on that each lick and touch shoots electric pleasure through his veins.
You purr happily, changing sides to make it even. You play with his swollen nipple as you suck the other, giving him some extra love by running your nails over his pecs whenever you can.
“You have me shivering, fuck”, he confesses in a chuckle, shuddering.
“Mhhhm that’s sexy”, you purr and continue your explorations.
Hoseok often hides behind baggy clothes, which rarely let people know just how perfect his body actually is. Lean and strong. It is definitely the body of someone who uses it to dance and who really treasures his appearance. His waist fits perfectly between your fingers and his stomach is toned. His skin is soft and hairless and, fuck, it smells so good. It makes you want to eat him.
“Ah”, he gasps, abs twitching. He chuckles and pets your hair, “fuck, you little biter.”
“Sorry, couldn’t resist. You smell so good.”
“I liked it.”
You do it again, taking his soft skin between your teeth to tug gently. Hoseok moans softly, rolling his hips up. A third time’s a charm. Just a little harder.
“Fuck, this is insane”, he gets out, caressing your cheek. “This feels so good.”
“It does. Your body’s insane”, you rasp and bite him above his hip bone.
He writhes and giggles in embarrassment. Compliments fluster him a lot.
“I could go mad”, you add and continue your path. You make him believe that you will take him inside only to swerve in the last moment and kiss his thighs instead.
He opens them, cursing under his breath. He’s already so hard. Your teases ache. He needs to be touched or he will burst.
“Take a taste, baby.”
“Mhm I am”, you coo, licking his thighs.
“Fuck, you’re driving me…ahm…just take it inside please.”
“You’re so needy.”
He whines and covers his own eyes with his hands, flexing his arms naturally.
“Fuck, you’re awful.”
“Mhhm, you like it”, you tease and surprise him by wrapping your lips around his cock.
His hips buck up, he sits up and groans your name.
One hand on his chest and he is down again, now cursing.
You purr, sucking on his leaky tip. So sweet. He tastes like heaven. And he keeps throbbing so perfectly.
“Seriously, baby. Fuck”, Hoseok tries to sit up again.
Push.
“Shit, you’re bossy tonight.”
“Mh-hm”, you purr, nodding your head.
“Just let me look.”
Push.
“Ah. hah. ___ holy fuck.”
You chuckle and slip him deeper. Hoseok whines, writhing in the sheets.
“This is crazy. Baby…let me look…”
He tries one last time only to get pushed down again and earn your foot on his throat. You use his body to balance so you aren’t actually applying pressure on his delicate throat. Hoseok groans, gripping your ankle. He gulps so much, gasping whenever he doesn’t.
“What the fuck. What the fuck. What the actual fuck”, he switches into Korean because of how hard you get him. “What the fuck. This is crazy. Ah sweetheart. Baby…”
You understand enough Korean these days that you know what he is currently chanting as you suck the soul out of his pretty cock. It motivates you to truly ruin him. You concentrate all your loving on his tip, sucking and licking it sloppily. They’re all most sensitive there. Men, you mean. They’re all just little sensitive babies. You’ve got enough dick in your mouth to have learned this fact. They all like to act tough with their cute deep throating attempts, but what really gets them needy is sloppy attention to their tips. They’re all so easy.
Hoseok isn’t any different, he is whining and mewling, panting heavily because you steal his air just by treating his flushed cockhead like a lollipop.
It’s what he deserves. He is such a perfect best friend and a crucial part of this little found family. He deserves to have his mind blown (pun intended).
“You’re actually making me cum”, he oh so very soon confesses, fingers trembling around your ankle, “this is so hot, I’m close.”
You could use your magic already, but don’t want to. Edge him normally once then get him desperate. That’s the plan.
“Slow. Wait. Fuck. Slow”, he tries to warn you, taking deep breaths in between to stop the inevitable. One more lick and he’ll burst in your warm mouth. “Baby slow.”
One last suck. The pleasure swirls up his cock. Hoseok groans, arching his back. It’s going to happen.
You slip off.
“Urgh” he growls, dropping and writhing in agony, “ohoho this was fucking cruel.”
You snicker, and sit up. You pull your leg back so you can kneel next to him. You take his hands to put them above his head. You let your tits tangle in his vision, enjoying the hungry gawking he is doing.
“You didn’t think that I could actually handle you, did you?” You grin. “Or that I’ll let you cum that easily?”
“Shit”, he chuckles, staring at you completely star struck, “I’m so into you right now. Fuck”, he squeezes your hands…and arches his back as you steal a kiss. It lasts way too short for him, leaving him to crave the addicting taste of you.
“The feeling’s mutual”, you whisper sweetly and connect your lips with his neck so you can kiss your way down to his cock.
“Fuck, ___ aaah…”
You stay by his side, lying down on your stomach. You drape your arm over his lap, using it as your support so you can take him back inside easily. Your other hand you put around his throat, squeezing down just enough that you can feel his needy moan as you swirl your tongue around his leaky cock.
“What’s happening to me? I feel…fuck, I feel so good”, he croaks out, head pounding and chest tingling. He feels as if he is floating. The connection is so deep. The pleasure is so intense.
Hoseok swears that he won’t be the same after tonight. And that he won’t ever get you out of his head again. You have him dancing on clouds.
“Can I have more? Please”, he soon pleads with you and you answer him right away.
You change positions so you are still by his side but on your knees. You abandon his neck to massage his base, using your other hand to play with his balls. Like this, you take in more of him, keeping your lips relaxed so they move around him as you fuck your mouth slowly. You let the drool dribble down his throbbing shaft, playing with it as you jerk whatever you can’t fit. The rhythm is sensual and really deepens the connection.
“Like this. Just like this. What the fuck, ___. Genuinely, what the fuck”, he chants, legs feeling like jello and head turning.
Hoseok got a lot of head in his long life. He got amazing head too. And yet this right now feels like the best head he ever got because it’s done by you. And he is high on you. Every single fucking molecule of you.
“___ baby…”
Hoseok sits up, running his hand along your waist and kissing your shoulder. He moans softly, resting his lips against your shoulder after the kiss. He pulls you closer by your waist, rolling his hips up to meet your warm mouth.
“You feel so good…”
You suck him harder because the gesture really turns you on.
Hoseok’s curses, following it up with tender kisses along your shoulder.
“___ baby, you feel so good. I’m dizzy…”
He uses his tongue to lick your shoulder and the small part of your spine he can reach. All while his left hand plays with your tits and his right hand disappears between your legs to play with your soaked pussy.
“No baby.” You slip off his cock and straighten up. “No touch, just let me take care of you”, you order in a whisper, claiming his lips in a kiss. Your hands are around his cock. Hoseok instantly kisses you back, using his tongue for it to taste himself. He cradles your face with his left hand while his right hand dances along your pussy. Like a feather-light tickle. It feels so good.
“You don’t want me making you feel good too?” he begs, letting the words tickle your lips.
“Soon, baby”, you sigh.
Hoseok answers you in a shaky moan, letting you push him back into the pillow and climb his lap. Sadly he has to stop fondling for it, missing it the second it leaves him. You sit down on his thigh right below his cock. It drives him insane that you do.
What drives him even more insane however is that you break the kiss and straighten up. Your hands are still dancing over his cock, moving slow enough that it is teasing him more than it satisfies him. Fucking hell, Hoseok is genuinely obsessed with you.
“We’ve got thirty minutes left”, you say.
“Shit, that’s too long.”
“No no it’s perfect. Means you’ll be desperate”, you say and bend down to kiss a path from his neck down to his inner thighs, hands now tickling his sides gently.
“I’m already desperate”, he whines and laughs at the same time, “fuck baby, again?”
“Of course. Tonight’s about you.”
“I’m not gonna survive tonight”, Hoseok sighs, opening his legs willingly. He raises them a second later when you come dangerously close to his ass.
“Mhhm so eager”, you purr, swirling your tongue on his thigh.
“Hm yeah”, he gets out, rolling his hips in desperation.
“I like it”, you say, connecting your tongue with his rim. So soft.
Hoseok lets out the first loud moan of the evening, arching his back. His hand instantly rests on the back of your neck. Not to push, but to be close to you. And also to caress you as best as possible.
“___ holy fuck.”
You agree in a moan, flicking your tongue as quickly as possible while your fingers tilt his hips to make it easier to reach him. He’s waxed and so soft. You can’t get enough.
Hoseok gasps and tenses his stomach, vision blurry as he stares at the canopy ceiling with slightly crossed eyes. You will never ever leave his head again. It’s impossible. You are in there. Forever. And it makes his entire body feel as if he is high on the best drug ever.
“So sweet. Mhm fuck”, you lull as you explore his hole deeper. You jerk him off at the same time, grabbing his dainty waist with your other hand. It tenses and twitches under your fingertips. Hoseok is moaning so much, clenching on your tongue as you open him eagerly.
“You gotta stop being so good. Ah. A-ah. Ahm. Mhm. Ah.”
He is so going to regret saying this. You will show him how much better you can be.
You break away with a purr and pick up the lube you laid out to slather your fingers with it. You lower your mouth to his cock while you let your fingers slip into his hole. Two of them.
“Fuck, ah. I shouldn’t have said that”, he keens, curling his toes. His mouth opens and stays open. His eyes are widened in shock as the sensation sinks in. Just as you sink in. Literally. He actually has your fingers in his ass. Holy fuck.
“Is this good?”
“It’s fucking good. What the fuck are you doing to me? I can’t stop – ah – moaning.”
“Good. Keep making your pretty noises for me.”
You pump your fingers slowly, curling them each time you pass his prostate. He is supposed to get worked up. He is so tight and soft. It’s so addicting.
“Holy fuck ah. Holy fuck. Ah. A-ah. Hah.”
Hoseok is so, so noisy. And it’s heaven. You spit on your fingers so you can slip them deeper and wiggle. And as Hoseok mewls and clenches around because you hit his prostate precisely, you take his cock inside your mouth to suck it vigorously.
“You’re gonna make me cum”, he confesses, twisting his own hair. “I, I can’t do this for long. ___ just- Ah. A-a-ah.”
How perfect it is to get a man so fucking desperate. Especially if that man is your amazing best friend. Although what you are currently doing to him blurs the line between friendship and passion. It’s addicting. To be stuck in this fuzzy moment and ride the waves together. Also to feel his insides clench around you. He is so warm and tight. And so soft. Oh so soft.
You curl your fingers with more strength, causing him to yelp and leak precum down your throat.
He wants to tell you that he is going to climax, but can’t form a coherent sentence. Doesn’t matter to you. You understand.
You open your eyes and finally do what you are supposed to do in such a situation. You think of the spell, enchanting him with it through your fingers against his prostate.
“Now!” He has no idea what is happening, but finds out a second later when he gets there without getting there. “What is happening? Why can’t I cum? Urgh. Ah! What the fuck? ___ what are you- ah.”
You slip off his cock but keep your fingers inside, torturing his poor edged prostate as you stare deeply into his droopy eyes and jerk him off quickly.
“What’s the matter, Hoseok baby? Can’t cum?”
“Oh my god, what the fuck?” He slaps the mattress and twists the sheets. “Did you enchant me?” he growls the question because you have him tensing up.
“Mhm I did. With those two fingers, right there”, you say and curl them so fucking good that Hoseok’s eyes roll back and his hands shoot up just to twist the edge of the pillow. His cock throbs and leaks precum on his abs. Said abs ripple as he tries to get himself there.
“Please, this is torture. I wanna cum.”
“You’ve got ten minutes to get through. Can you do this?”
“You’re still doing this? Urgh, fuck stop curling your fing-ah a-ah. Oh god this is so awful”, he moans and wiggles hips trying oh so hard to get there as he fucks his eager ass on your fingers.
“Awful? Your leaking cock says otherwise”, you coo, squeezing droplets of his pleasure out of his cock by pressing down on his prostate.
Hoseok growls, throws his hand over his eyes and squeaks out a helpless sob.
“Just say the word and I’ll stop this”, you offer him.
“Don’t stop. More. Fuck, more.”
He begs as sweetly as he shakes. You curl your fingers deeper and twist your hand around his swollen cock. Hoseok mewls, rolling his head from side to side because he just can’t stay still.
“You’re so nice to watch, Hobi. Is this what your viewers get to see mhm?”
“Seriously don’t talk like this. It’s making it worse.”
You chuckle.
“You’re so cute.”
You slip out despite his complaints and reach for your phone.
“What are you doing? Come back. Don’t look at your bloody phone now.”
“I’m setting a timer.”
“Forget about timers, just sit on me.”
“You’re cute when you’re needy”, you say and climb between his legs. You pick up the buttplug he chose, getting it ready for him.
He stares hungrily.
“You know what comes after that?” you taunt.
“Hurry up and let’s get to it.”
He makes you laugh, “you’re so needy.”
The plug slips inside easily, making him curse because it feels so good to be filled.
“All in. Took it so easily.”
“Don’t make me beg.”
“No, no. Beg. Go on.”
“Please. Fuck me”, he whines.
“That’s what I like to hear.”
You climb his lap, running your hands up his torso until you can intertwine fingers with him. “Ready?”
“Just be with me already. I just wanna- oh”, he sits up and grasps your waist, moaning into your mouth.
Yes, you just sat down on him. His reaction will forever be burned into your mind.
“___”, he breathes, voice barely wanting to work.
“Hoseok”, you get out breathily, rubbing your nose against his’.
“Baby”, he sighs, cradling your head as if all he ever wanted to do was hold you. “Are you comfortable?” he asks in a shaky whisper.
“So comfortable. You?” You begin dancing your hips on his cock, using the sensual rhythm of the music to guide you.
Hoseok mewls, tilting his head until he can kiss you. With tongue. So needily, it feels as if he was starving. You pick up speed, pressing yourself close so your clit is rubbing against his stomach. His skin is so smooth and soft. The sensation is so, so nice against your clit.
It doesn’t take Hoseok long to break the kiss. He gawks at you, eyes glowing ruby and pupils blown out. Seriously if they could be heart shaped, they would be.
“Is this healthy? Am I supposed to feel like this?”
“You are. Just look at me, Hoseok baby, just a few more minutes”, you coo and let your eyes glow purple.
“___”, he mewls, pulling a face of agony. He tugs you closer, resting his forehead against yours. Your visions are blurry but you still keep looking at each other.
“That’s it, baby. Look at me. You’re so good, feeling like heaven.”
“I just wanna cum”, he whines, following it up with a barely there “please.”
Please.
What a pretty little word.
So short and yet so powerful.
You push him down and keep him pinned with your right hand on his throat and your left hand around his wrist.
Hoseok is disoriented for a second and completely loses his grip on reality when a second later you pick up a punishing pace, bouncing on him as if he had a debt to pay.
Hoseok doesn’t scream during sex, neither does he whimper. No matter how good it feels, those two sounds won’t leave him.
Until right now as you make him break the second rule.
He whimpers. He whimpers oh so loudly because he couldn’t handle it any other way.
And he begs. Oh he begs so much, only making you bounce harder and fuck him faster.
Hoseok’s toes curl because of you. His vision goes blurry and a little darker. All he can think about are orgasms. How good it would feel, how edging never ached as much, how you literally have him feeling small and needy.
“Please. Please. Please.”
“Just keeping begging. You’ve still got some time left.”
“Please. Please ___ please.”
Hoseok sobs, face contorting in agony and hands grasping your wrist.
“Please”, he pleads, “please slow down or something. Please.”
“You’re just so perfect, baby. You’ve got the best cock.”
“Please, my head hurts. Please.”
“You know which word to use to stop this.”
He shakes his head because he doesn’t want to Stop it, he just wants to stop aching in denial.
“Just let me cum. Please.”
“Soon. So soon.”
Hoseok whimpers and sobs, arching his back and curling his tongue back in his open mouth.
So this is how it feels. Hoseok never felt so helpless before. One must know that this is genuinely intense. He is constantly – constantly – one second away from climaxing. And this might sound like a dream at first, but it is agony. To desperately want to get there, to actually taste the relief and yet never actually get to savour it. Hoseok finally knows true desperation and it literally makes him cry. He cries real tears, voice quivering as he begs.
“Please, I’m sorry. Please.”
He has no idea that he is twenty seconds away from paradise. You tense around him, fucking him as if he needs punishing.
“Please. I’ll do anything.” Even Korean won’t get him there. He is at your mercy.
“You’re so cute, Hobi.”
“Please. PLEASE.”
The alarm goes off. He is finally one year older.
You lean down and kiss your birthday boy’s forehead, lifting the spell with it.
“Happy birthday”, you bring him over the edge like this.
And Hoseok screams. Just by being you, you make him break his first rule.
Hoseok screams, grasping your ass to keep you down as he drills his cock into you. It makes you squeal with him, eyes rolled back and body building up to a high. He can’t stop himself. He feels like a fucking animal and he needs to fuck like one before you take it away again. He can’t lose it. He needs to pound you stupid so you can’t steal his orgasms again.
He hits all the best spots and his cum is never ending. This is your personal heaven.
“I can’t stop. I can’t. Ah ___”, he sobs desperately, filling you with his high over and over again. “I can’t stop cumming, what the fuck baby. Ah!”
“Hobi, I’m cumming too.”
He moans your name as if you were his goddess, following you because, god, you have him worked up. He fucks harder for it, spreading your ass because he grips you with such neediness. It’s perfect because it gives your pussy enough space to squirt all over his cock and thighs.
“Kiss me. Fucking hell, kiss me as you squirt.”
You sloppily fulfill his wish, convulsing so much harder because of his needy tongue kisses.
You and he ride on your ecstatic highs like this. Tongue kissing, moaning and sobbing and getting messy.
You have no idea who comes down first, but you know that it takes a while.
Hoseok isn’t a Ripper, but he is still frozen after the high. You wrestle yourself up as best as your weakened body allows it, studying him. His eyes are closed, his brows furrowed and messy hair sticks to his sweaty forehead. His cheeks and lashes are soaked in his tears. His lips are puffy and red because of the kisses. He is so handsome.
You brush his hair back. Hoseok opens his eyes, spilling tears which couldn’t escape yet. You wipe them, following it up with a kiss to his forehead.
“Happy birthday.”
“I don’t know what to say”, he croaks.
“Say nothing”, you whisper and kiss his cheeks. They’re so soft.
“It was fucking amazing. I can’t believe this happened to me. I screamed.”
“You did.”
“I never scream.”
“So I guess you liked it?”
“Liked? I loved it, what the fuck”, he sits up and cups your face, staring at you as if you were his everything, “I don’t know what to do with the memory of you this night created. You just changed me. I-I’m, like, enchanted by you.”
You snicker, resting your forehead against his’.
“Same.” You melt. “I feel done. You made me squirt really hard.”
“I know. Fuck, come here you”, he lifts you so he can change positions. Sadly his softening cock slips out like this, but his thigh against your pussy stops you from leaking. 
He has you on your side, kissing you slowly and touching you gently.
“Thank you. Thank you. Thank you”, he murmurs between kisses, which really makes this so much more special.
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Soon the kiss has to break for the sake of cleaning up. You and he even change the sheets together and get some water to drink.
Now you are facing each other, sharing silence and nothing but the shine of his bedside lamp. You are dressed again, bodies covered under his fluffy duvet. He traces your features gently. His lips are curled into a faint smile.
“You seem happy”, you whisper, barely wanting to keep your eyes open. He makes you feel so relaxed and sleepy.
“I am. I’m so happy.”
“Happiness looks so pretty on you.”
He smiles, eyes softening.
“You are pretty”, he whispers and kisses your forehead.
You close your eyes and can’t open them again. Even when he pulls back and continues to trace your face.
“I genuinely think that this was the best birthday ever.”
“It hasn’t even been an hour yet. Just you wait until you taste Yoongi’s birthday dinner. There’s even cake.”
He chuckles, “fuck, I can’t believe you made me go into my birthday by having an orgasm.”
“Mh-hm, the kind which made you scream.”
He nudges you, “shut up.”
You smile.
Hoseok draws close, holding you in his arms and closing his eyes.
“You’re crazy and I love it.”
You snicker, melting into him, “thank you.”
“No. Thank you. So much.”
“Don’t. You deserved it. You deserve the world.”
“Shit, ___. You’re the one who deserves it”, he whispers and squeezes you gently.
“Just take it, Hobi.”
He chuckles, snuggling.
“Fine, whatever you say.”
“Mhm, good.”
You and he fall asleep like this. And it is needless to say that Hoseok is thoroughly and very happily surprised by the party. He deserves it. Because he deserves everything.
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woso-dreamzzz · 8 months ago
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Flag III
Frida Maanum x Emma Lennartsson x Baby!Reader
Summary: When Emma and Frida found you
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Frida is leaving for England.
Arsenal have been interested in her since the season began so it was only natural that she went off there to develop her career further.
But, still, Emma doesn't want to see Frida leave.
Frida occupies a space in Emma's heart that she can't put into words. Frida is everything to her, the air, the ground, the sky and the stars.
But Emma would never discourage Frida from finding her place in a league abroad.
Frida deserves everything in life, even if it's half a world away from where Emma is looking after their home in Sweden.
It will be different in the beginning, Emma knows this, but together there isn't much they can't overcome.
But, still, she'll miss the way Frida's body feels against hers. Even now, as they sneak around the back of the training centre to kiss.
It's not the most professional they've ever been but she just can't help herself when it comes to Frida.
"E-Emma," Frida says in a hushed tone, pushing Emma's roaming lips from her neck," Did you hear that?"
"Hear what?"
Emma pulls away, glancing around for whatever errant sound Frida has heard.
"I..."
There's nothing but the breeze in the wind, the rustle of leafless branches in the height of winter.
It's absolutely freezing. It's predicted that this is to be the coldest day of the year.
"Nothing," Frida says," I must have imagined it."
Emma's lips go back to her neck, leaving dainty kisses all over her skin. Each one a labour of love, red hot in a way that feels beautiful as the snow falls around them.
Emma stops though, pulling away again.
"No," She says," Wait. I think I can hear it too."
It's faint, barely audible whimpers and whines that are getting more and more quiet as they go on.
But Emma and Frida are alone in an icy cold wasteland.
There's not even birds in the trees. Yet, now that Emma's straining her ears, she can hear the noises with crystal clear clarity.
She shivers as another freezing breeze cuts through her like a knife.
"I...I think it's coming from over there," Frida says, looking over at the clump of dense bushes over by the bins.
"Stay here," Emma says, wary of if it's some wild animal," I'll go and luck."
"Emma-"
"Stay here, Frida. I'll check it out."
She approaches the bushes carefully, slowly in case the animal jumps at her.
But there's no animal.
Just you.
"Emma?" Frida calls, watching as Emma lowers herself to her knees," What is it?"
Emma turns, a singular blanket in her hold and, in that blanket, is you.
"I...I think we need to call an ambulance," She says shakily," I-I think she's been abandoned."
You're tiny, smaller than any baby that Frida's ever seen before. You don't look good either. You're obviously freezing, little lips turning a concerning shade of purple and the cries from your mouth are getting quieter and quieter the longer you're outside.
Teammates clamber over themselves to help when Emma and Frida run in with you.
Somewhere along the way, Frida loses her top when it's clear that you're either nearly hypothermic or already developing it. Skin-to-skin seems to be what's best for you as you lay weakly on Frida's chest with layers of blankets over you both.
Now that she can see you properly, it's with a sinking feeling that she realises how underweight you actually are. You're nothing but skin and bones as Frida holds you close while they wait for the ambulance.
"They're calling her the Linköping baby," Emma says softly," The staff and the girls, that is. Word has spread pretty quickly."
"That's unfair," Frida replies, her own voice barely above a whisper as she feels your lungs inflate shakily against her," They can't call her that. She needs a name."
"They don't think she's going to survive," Emma says," Even before the ambulance gets here. She's in bad shape. They don't think she's going to make it."
"And you?" Frida finally tears her eyes away from you to look at her girlfriend. "What do you think?"
"I think..."
Your head barely pokes out from under all of the blankets, your eyes half open. You're not moving much. It seems to almost be too much effort to even breath, like everything in you is fighting to do something as basic and instinctual as that.
Emma didn't know what to expect when she looked in that bush. You were laying there, weak and unmoving in just a singular blanket and a thin onesie. One could almost mistake you for being asleep if it weren't from the stilted way your chest rose and fell and the way faint noises would escape your mouth every so often.
"I think...I think she's a fighter."
"I think so too."
Emma can tell what Frida's thinking before Frida herself even knows what she's thinking. She can tell by the way Frida's holding, you the way she's looking at you, the way she presses a soft kiss to the wispy hair at the top of your head.
Emma can tell because she's thinking the exact same thing.
"She looks like you," Emma says, starting off gently," Don't you think?"
Frida giggles a little bit. "I was thinking she had your nose. What part of her looks like me exactly?"
"Her hair, maybe," Emma says," And I'm sure once she opens this eyes of hers, they'll be like yours."
"You don't know that."
"I think I do."
"She might never open them," Frida says suddenly," If everyone is thinking she won't come out of this. They might never open."
"She will. She's a fighter."
Frida's throat bobs. "But if she doesn't...What would they even put on her grave? The Linköping baby?"
"You want to name her?"
"Everyone deserves a name. No matter how little they are."
"Then name her."
"I-"
"Ambulance is here," One of their teammates pokes their heads through the door," Medics are coming in now. They said to stay put."
"Y/N," Frida says suddenly.
"Huh?" Emma asks.
"She looks like a y/n."
You're tiny and malnourished and halfway to death's door. The possibility of you surviving the night is astronomically low.
But you have a name now and, in Emma's mind, you have a bedroom at home. A bedroom with a soft, warm crib and a dog companion who would just adore you. A bedroom in a house full of toys and soft clothes and two mothers who would adore you too.
A first name and a last name from the mothers who found you freezing cold in the dead of winter, buried in a bush as snow fell over you.
"Yeah," Emma says as the paramedics rush in," She does."
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hrrtshape · 1 month ago
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GIRL, NEW YEARS??????? Omg if you're staying for a minute, SPILL THE DR TEA
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i shifted for a quarter of a year.....does the cia want to know my location??
it’s soooooo over for you all. i have seen the light (coryo). i have tasted the forbidden fruit (no..not coryo). i have held hands with fate and made out with destiny in a dark corner of a new york rooftop bar (coryo!!!!).
hi. so. i shifted. with this method.
and listen, the universe is a freak. it’ll knock the wind out of you, throw you down the stairs, steal your wallet, and then, while you’re still gasping for air, go, ‘oh, my bad. here’s a gift card. also, you can shift now.’ so. hi. i’m back. i lived in my better cr for three months. an entire fiscal quarter. and now i’m here again, blinking in the fluorescent light of this reality, trying to form sentences like a war vet just back from the frontlines.
what do i even say? where do i begin? i guess the first day. let’s set the scene: september 20th. autumn in new york. cinematic. LET'S GOOOO.
i shifted back. cried. obviously. cried some more. then locked in (queen never crumbles) and promptly lost my entire mind on the balcony. squealing, jumping, doing the full carrie bradshaw excited little twirl in paris before she got fucked over the russian short guy. if my neighbours were watching, they were getting a show.
i got dressed for school. threw on something casually devastating. drank matcha on the way as i picked up lily-rose. business as usual, except i was vibrating at a higher frequency than ever before. every nerve ending in my body was singing. i was so happy.
then. okay. i know i said i got with coryo. and i did. (everyone say: ‘she won.’) but. not yet. patience. restraint. delayed gratification. all that. i saw him that first day, and did i think about jumping him? yes. did i? no. but he winked at me.like the absolute menace he is. imagine me, gripping my books like a regency heroine whose gloved hand was just brushed by a suitor. i nearly blacked out. then it was onto the usual: maths, english, lunch, philosophy, p.e. (where i spent the full hour contemplating coryo in gym clothes. blessings upon this timeline), history.
post-school, me, lily-rose, and malina (@chaaistained you made a cameo, my ride-or-die) went shopping on fifth ave because of course we did. the girls were girl-ing. capitalism was capitalism-ing. i know you’re nodding. i know you get it. we all get it. then home. girl dinner. filmed some deeply unserious tiktoks. stalked coryo’s instagram (two days apart and i was already checking for potential threats. he had none. heh). chatted with my car, caesar. absolute king. i was, in a word, thriving.
and now i know what you’re thinking. ‘emma. you were there for three months. why didn’t you stay longer?’ and lovies, i hear you. i do. but last time shifting ate me alive and spat me out, so we’re doing things differently now. a little here, a little there. back and forth, like a woman with multiple lovers in different countries. balance. we're ed recovering this stuff.
oh ! also. minor detail but i started an anonymous page in the shifting community over there. what’s it about?????? well. let’s just say i’ve been documenting.
more soon. xoxo. gotta organise these rogue thoughts first
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brazilian-girl02 · 2 months ago
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~ Vlogger!Reader and Future yandere!Batfamily Part: 3 ~
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📷 You woke up in your apartment for another day, after leaving the bathroom after doing your morning hygiene you went to take care of your pets. a Cockatiel named Jessei, Mini Pig named Bertram, two Bearded Dragons named Ravi and Mrs. Kipling, an African Pygmy Hedgehog named Zuri, and two ferrets named Emma and Luke. They are work but it's worth having this little family;
📷 After a few minutes of taking care of your pets, you quickly made breakfast, got ready and left the house for your college. as you left the house until you arrived at the college campus, you felt watched... but it seemed like there was nothing out of the ordinary;
📷 When we got there, it seemed like the feeling went away, but it was just the beginning;
📷 In your second class, the director called you to his room and when you got there you saw him. your father, Bruce Wayne, with a soft facial expression, very different from the indifference he gave you before. he started talking to you, asking why you didn't tell him you were going so far away, or why you're using your mother's surname... you were in shock the moment you saw him, not knowing how to react;
📷 Bruce somehow managed to release you from your classes today, he took you to his apartment... even though you had never mentioned to him where you lived. when you got there, you were greeted by your brothers and sisters, they were all in your small apartment looking at you with shining eyes;
📷 Soon you were sitting in the middle of Cass and Jason as they all chatted calmly as if this were a normal day. Damian was meeting all your pets and asking you everything about them;
📷 The apartment bell rang, when you got up to open it, Dick was already at the door opening it. it was your GF, worried that you hadn't gone to her to get lunch;
📷 The atmosphere became so tense when GF appeared, but soon they began to introduce themselves and ask questions about her, like a TV family concerned about the first relationship of one of the members of that family;
📷 Soon they took their leave of you and you were left alone with GF. you finally cried, releasing all the feelings you felt, grabbing GF with your lifeline, she ended up staying with you for the rest of the day;
📷 The next day you were woken up by the alarm clock on GF's phone, it seemed like everything that happened yesterday was a nightmare. after getting ready and taking care of the pets, the two of you left for college;
📷 But they didn't let you in, when you asked the secretary why, she said that your father had transferred you to distance learning classes at a college in Gotham and you ran home. When you get there you become two things, a moving truck and Alfred waiting in the car with your bags and your pets duly ready for the trip.
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That was today's chapter, I hope you like it. This one was a little more average than the others in my opinion, and did anyone find a reference in the pets' names? 🤭
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theesterianempire · 20 days ago
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I'll be here - Spencer Reid x Y/N
Synopsis: Y/N has suffered from anxiety since she was young but since joining the BAU her anxiety has been kept in check, until one particularly bad case.  Luckily, Spencer is there to comfort her.
Trigger Warnings: Anxiety, anxiety attack, medication
Word count: 1579
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Y/N was fourteen when it first happened.  She woke up confused about where she was and when she walked downstairs it didn’t feel like she was in control.  It felt like someone was controlling her, or like she wasn’t herself at all.  She went to school that day still feeling the same way and it was around morning break she started hearing it.  It was like a voice in the back of her head calling her name, telling him to wake up.
She made it through the rest of the day with the same feeling and voice in her head.  She tried to ignore the feelings and went by on autopilot and when she made it home she just sat upstairs doing her homework.  It wasn’t until dinner that night that when her parents asked her about it.
Y/N, her sister and father were sat at the dinner table when her dad turned to her sister.  “Hey Emma, would you mind letting Y/N and I talk for a minute?”
Y/N was confused but allowed Emma to leave.
“Y/N, are you feeling okay?” Your dad asked concerned dripping in his tone,
“I… uh… yeah…” Y/N replied unsurely,
“It’s okay, you can tell me anything?”  He asked knowing that Y/N wasn’t quite being honest.
“I just, I...  I think I’m coming down with something…”  Y/N replied.
Your dad didn’t think it was quite the truth but he knew he couldn’t force you into talking.  He also noticed that you looked off, slightly paler than usual so maybe it was partially true.
“Okay, why don’t you have a lie in tomorrow and I’ll tell the school you’re sick.”  He suggested.
“Are you sure?”  Y/N replied, “I don’t think I’m bad enough to miss school.” “I know Y/N but I can that you’re not okay.  Even if you’re not sick I want to keep an eye on it.”  He explained, worried about you.
The next day you were fine.  You still had time off but you were fine.  You spent the next few weeks happy, nothing was wrong.  It wasn’t until you were 17 that something happened again.  
You woke up one morning feeling on edge.  Like your whole body was about to launch into a panic attack.  You walked downstairs with hair slightly more dishevelled than usual and looking a little pale.
“You okay?”  Your dad asked concerned,
“Y… y… yeah…” Stuttered Y/N,
“Take a seat.” He commanded guiding you to the sofa.
You sat down leaning forward with your elbows on your knees.  You began chewing on the sleeve of your hoodie.  It wasn’t the first time you’d had had a panic attack but this one felt different, it was more intense.
You felt your breathing picking up slightly and the next thing you knew your dad thrust a paper bag in front of you.  You shakily took it, holding it to your mouth.
“Breathe.”  Your dad said as he put one hand over yours on the bag to help steady it.  He placed his other hand on your back rubbing soothing circles gently.  “It’s okay…”
When you calmed down a bit he spoke up again, “You’re doing so well…”  After another few minutes he declared, “You’re not going to school today.  I’ll phone the school once you’re more stable.”
Your dad sat and continued to soothe you.  He rubbed your back in circular motions and soon he felt you start to shake with sobs as you cried quietly.
“It’s okay…”  
Once your tears had died down you went and changed into some sweats and was sat on the sofa, where you stayed in a haze for the rest of the day.
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You’d pretty much grown up having days like this but since you’d joined the BAU you’d yet to have one quite like it.  However, it was all too good to be true when you were sitting at a desk in a random precinct in a small town.  
A guy was kidnapping seemingly random children and dumping their bodies less than twelve hours later.  Half of the team were out surveying crime scenes while you were looking over evidence and paperwork to see if you could spot anything.  Another child had yet to be taken but if the unsubs timeline was anything to go by, another child would be reported missing in the next three hours.
As you flipped through photos your mind was in a daze; your eye sight slipping in and out of focus.  You couldn’t feel your body and your mind was all… fuzzy? There was a deep sense of dread building up inside of you and you didn’t quite know how to deal with what you were feeling.  You moved to rub your eyes but your hands felt numb.
You barely felt it when someone put a hand on your back, rubbing gentle circles.  You wanted to turn and see who the person was but you were too dizzy to move.
“Just breathe…” A voice off to the side of you spoke gently.
You felt the person move slightly beside you, the hand on your back rubbing a little harder.
“It’s okay…”  The voice repeated firmly.
You felt the dizziness overcome you quickly.  You slumped to the side barely conscious but trying so hard to hold on; to stay awake.  You didn’t realise that you’d fallen into the person next to you until you felt an arm hold you close.
“It’s okay, just let go… it’ll be over soon…” The voice said gently.
You felt the darkness over take you.
When you woke up you were lying on a small sofa with what felt like a soft pillow behind you.  You looked around, your mind still fuzzy.
You slowly sat up only to be pushed back down by strong hands.
“Hey… hey… it’s okay…”  Said the owner of the two hands,
You looked confused as Spencer came into view.
“You fainted…” He stated simply, “You were stuck in a pretty bad anxiety attack.  You were fading in and out of consciousness until I told you to relax.”  He explained, “You may be feeling a little unsteady for a while.  I uh… I found these in your bag. You should take them,” Spencer said, handing you two small white pills, your anxiety medication.
“And from experience and research I got you Gatorade to help with the dizziness and the energy loss.”  He finished before holding up a bottle.
“I… I’m sorry.” You stuttered as you sat up to take the pills.  As you did you realised that what your head was resting on wasn’t a pillow, but rather Spencer’s cardigan, neatly folded.
“Hey no…” He said sitting down on the side of the couch by your legs.  “It’s okay.  You don’t need to apologise to me.  You’re going through something and I just want to help you”.
“Thank you.”  You muttered quietly,  
“What’s wrong?”  Spencer asked gently
“I just… it’s embarrassing.  I mean, I didn’t want anyone to know and I…”
Before you could say anything else Spencer cut in, “It’s not embarrassing.  It’s nothing to be embarrassed about.  I’m glad I was here otherwise you’d have been going through that alone.  There’s nothing embarrassing about an anxiety attack, I know how scary they can be and it’s okay.”
You sat for a moment, waiting for your medication to kick in.
“How are you feeling now?”  Spencer asked after a few minutes,
“I…”  You started but the words died on your lips.
“Please, be honest with me,” Spencer urged,
“Bad…”  You muttered very quietly.
“What sort of bad?”  Spencer asked gently moving closer to you so he could make eye contact whilst still being close enough to comfort you if he needed to.
“My heart feels like its fluttering and my chest hurts.  I can’t quite get my head straight and… and I feel like I’m on the edge, like I could launch into another attack at any second.”
As you went on Spencer found the speed at which he spoke was increasing rapidly.  He knew he’d have to intervene soon if you continued like this.
“Hey… it’s okay…”  Spencer said placing a hand on your back to rub soothing circles as he had done earlier.  “I’m not judging you I just want to help you.”
You and Spencer sat like that in a comfortable silence for a while before you yawned.
“Are you tired?”  Spencer asked knowing the answer.
You nodded shyly.
“Why don’t you go to sleep for a while, I’ll be right here when you wake up.” Spencer suggested,
“But the case?” You question,
“Y/N, you can hardly work like this. Hotch will understand” He explained,
“You’re going to tell him?” You ask, fear in your voice,
“I have to, Y/N.  If you need support we’re all here for you but we can’t do that if we don’t know.” Spencer explained.
You nodded slowly, yawning again.
“Right, you get some sleep, okay?” Spencer said, moving so you could lie down again.
You smiled slightly at Spencer as he moved to sit on the floor by the sofa, placing the case file in front of him.
Your eyes fluttered furiously as you tried to stay awake.  Spencer turned to you and slowly moved his hand to stroke your hair gently.  You leaned into his touch, visibly relaxing.
“I’ll be right here…”  Spencer soothed as your eyes slipped closed and the sleep overcame you.
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forbebeandjam · 10 months ago
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I was thinking along the lines a sweet smut fic of g!p Bada and sweet wifey reader. Where reader asks Bada for a baby cause she wants to grow their family.
Baby Mine | Bada Lee g!p x Fem Reader | Smutty Fluff
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Summary: your baby fever was stronger than you thought.
World count: 1.7k
Warnings: g!p Bada, fingering, etc. MDNI
READERS DISCRETION IS ADVISED
A/N: once again trying something new. I have to be honest and say, I don’t know if I did this right. I used to write BTS smuts before so… yeah. Hope I did okay for you! Enjoy!!
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Marrying Bada had to be one of the best decisions of your life. Being by her side was so wholesome. You could look forward to seeing her at the end of a long shift and cooking her favorite meal. 
Though being apart was painful sometimes, you were both busy dancers but that never came between the love you had for each other. That was until you finally had a Street Woman Fighter 2 gathering. 
You would get to tour and hang out together every day along with the other girls that you missed. 
However, some stage feeling in you started to develop when you saw Aiki with her daughter while you worked. The way they bonded was just so pure and beautiful. Then you saw your other actor friends, with their children or pregnant. 
You didn't want to burden Bada with your thoughts. You knew she was at the peak of her career and you would never do anything to interfere with that so you just kept quiet. Every time you two had sexual intercourse she would end up pulling out like always so you also assumed she didn't want kids yet.
After packing and heading to your second destination of the tour, you were having so much fun playing around on stage and behind the stage with your friends. On the third day of the tour, you could see some of the girl's families arrive to visit them. 
Including Akanen's husband and daughter. Akanen was such a sweet mother but you were never close to her. You never had the guts to approach her. Bada on the other hand was close friends with her. 
One day after the show you went to the dressing rooms and you saw how Akanen's daughter ran up to Bada. Bada picked her up and spun her around. The little girl laughed and giggled and then her eyes landed on you. 
"This is my beautiful wife," Bada said as she approached you and the girl held your face with a warm smile. Your entire being was moved by the girl and a tear threatened to escape your eye but you held back and walked away.
You got dressed and packed. Bada asked if something was bothering you but you didn't say anything and headed to the hotel. You were oddly quiet given the fact that you got to share a van with Audrey, Emma, and Bada. Usually, you always play around with them or do karaoke but this time you just lay your head on Emma's shoulder and look straight ahead. 
When you arrived at the hotel, you grabbed your bags and walked out of the van without waiting for Bada. You wanted to avoid her before blurting out something you didn't mean.
You placed your things in the room and went to shower. Bada didn't say a thing already sensing something was wrong. She decided to give you some space and she went to shower. 
You brushed your hair calmly looking out the window and staring at the city. Your mind was filled with thoughts of little feet running around the house and the sweet giggles and cries of a newborn. 
Suddenly, you came back to reality when you felt Bada's hands wrap around your figure. She placed soft kisses from your cheek to your neck knowing how to get your mind off of things. You tilted your head allowing her full access to your neck so she could continue.
"Just relax. I'll make you feel good," she said and you smiled. You turned to her slightly pushed her onto the bed and straddled her. She kissed you on the forehead and smiled. 
"What's going on inside your mind, babe?" she said as she locked eyes with you. It was never hard to communicate your words and thoughts to Bada. She always made it easy to share your feelings. 
"Well... I am feeling a bit tired from the show and..." You hesitated to speak for fear of saying something that might upset her. 
"Talk to me. Please," she said as she pushed your hair behind your ear. 
"Well, I was working with Aiki and she had her daughter with us and she was so sweet and nice. Then I was talking to Yejin and she showed me her baby. Then Akanen and her cute daughter..." you paused to gather your thoughts. 
"Baby... what are you trying to say?" Bada asked in concern when she saw how your eyes were tearing up. 
"You looked so perfect while holding her and then she touched my face and I... I thought of how good of a mother you would be and how pretty I would look pregnant. Bada..." You held her face and looked deep into her eyes. 
"I want to have your babies," you finally blurted out. Her face turned a bright red but her eyes didn't divert from yours. 
"Bada Lee, I want you to put a baby in me," You said once more to make sure the message got across. 
You didn't say anything else but felt the member in her pants harden against your thigh making you grin. 
"Baby, don't play with me," she said as she shut her eyes. 
"I am not playing, Bada. I have never been so serious about anything," You said as you lowered yourself on her clothed penis grinding against it. She let out a soft groan. and took a hold of your his. With one swift move, she flipped you and was now on top of you. 
"I have been dreaming about this for years. My own little family with you. It will be perfect, baby," she said as she attacked your lips hungrily. You used your hands to remove the underwear under your silk nightgown. 
The straps of your dress fell over your shoulders exposing your breast to her sight and she didn't hesitate to take one in her mouth, savoring it. 
She used her free hand to remove the sweats she was wearing and collected the juices dripping down from you with her long member. Slowly sliding between your gushy walls allowing you to adjust to her. 
You bit your lip and looked up at her innocently. Those eyes drove her crazy. Something about the thought of finally getting to release inside of you made her even more turned on. So she began to move. 
She started off with slow thrusts and your bodies moved in sync like a dance. The devil's tango. But as you moaned her name and occasional coos of "faster, baby," and "more, please," she began to increase her pace. 
She began to speed up using her hand to rub on your now-sensitive clit. You felt yourself clench around her length when she reached your sweet spot. She moaned as her elbows were on each side of your head for support. 
Both of your breathing patterns were speedy and short. 
"I'm almost there. Don't stop, Bada. Please," you said making her grin. 
"What is it that you want, baby?" she asked. 
"Cum in me, please. Please, Bada," you began to rock your hips for friction but she used her hands to hold down your hips hard. 
"I love it when you beg for me," she said and started trusting again using her hands to go deeper in you by pulling your hips against you. 
Your eyes shut close and when you opened them you could only see stars. The ecstasy of the moment was too much you thought you couldn't handle it. 
That was until, with one last thrust, she poured herself inside of you. Rippling waves of pleasure washed through your body and your eyes rolled back. Bada soon collapsed on top of you, still inside. 
You thought she was finished but you clenched once more around her making her groan loudly and let out more of her seed inside of you. She didn't bother to get up from you and once you both recovered from the magical moment, you began to stroke her hair as she lay on your bare chest. 
"So, what do you want to name her... or him?" she asked. 
"I haven't given any thought. What about, Yeni Cho?" you said with a giggle. 
"Ha. Ha. Very funny," she sarcastically said. 
"I don't care about any of that. All that matters is that we are on the same page, baby," you said and she nodded. Soon you both drifted off to sleep. 
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(A few months later)
Touring was over and you were sitting on the couch biting your nails. You had bought almost all of the pregnancy tests available at the store. Bada was supposed to return home soon from her trip to Vietnam. 
You jumped at the sound of the timer indicating your seven pregnancy tests were ready and the result should be revealed soon but you couldn't bring yourself to look at them. You paced the bathroom like a lunatic and talked to yourself. 
"Baby! I am home," You jumped at Bada's voice. You were so busy, you didn't even hear the code to come in the house or her keys. 
"I'm in the bathroom, Bada," You said still biting your nails. Bada walked to the bathroom and her eyes widened when she saw how many pregnancy tests were on the counter. 
"Baby, are you-"
"I don't know. I've been standing here for like five minutes and I'm nervous. I missed my period and I've been getting morning sickness so... I just figured I should discard any possibilities before going to the doctor. You look. I can't do it," You said and walked out of the bathroom. 
Bada turned test after test. Her face changed each time she held a new one. You walked in feeling eager. 
"We are going to be moms, baby. We are going to be moms!" she said as he picked you up and kissed your lips. 
"All of them? Are they all positive?" you asked. Bada nodded repeatedly as tears escaped her eyes. She embraced you in her warmth and you cried together. 
This was truly the start of something new. A new growing family. Something beautiful and you were forever grateful that Bada would be the mother of your future babies.
Thank you for reading🩵
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