#Taking Jesus at His Word
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How can you tell?
When you read the Bible, you’re going to run into a lot of ideas about it.
Some of them are helpful. Some of them are just weird. Some of them are anything but helpful.
Some of the most harmful? The ones that boil down to making the Bible say what you want it to.
Sadly, no one has a monopoly on abusing the Bible this way. The people who do it come from every political and theological corner you can think of.
One of the worst? Picking and choosing what parts of the Bible to read literally (this happened, here’s what God said, etc.) and what parts to read as allegory or myth (a story is being told to make a point, a legend that reveals something about God, etc.).
Not that we shouldn’t do that. We should read the literal stuff as literal and the allegories as allegory. It’s just that some of the ideas about how to do that are so easily abused.
And easily used to abuse.
So how can you tell?
It’s easier than you think. You don’t need a degree in literature or theology.
Because you’re already doing it. Here’s what I mean:
“A sower went out to so some seed. And as he sowed, some of the seed fell on…”
Right. Before Jesus unpacks it, you know that this one is an allegory. It has that “once upon a time” feel to it.
But even if the farmer was an actual person, that’s not why Jesus is telling the story.
Jesus is not critiquing first century agricultural practices. Jesus is using the story to make a point. And we all know it.
Today’s Gospel is the bread of life discourse, where Jesus tells people that He is the bread of life. And then goes on to explain exactly what He means.
There are a lot of people who want this to be an allegory. For a lot of reasons.
It’s not.
How can I say that? How can you tell that Jesus is being literal about this one?
The reactions it gets. And way the way Jesus responds to those reactions.
The first time Jesus announces that He is the bread of life, no one who heard it understood it as an allegory.
How do I know this? Their reaction – “How can this man give us his Flesh to eat?”
Making it clear that they have it right, that this is no metaphor, Jesus doesn’t explain the symbolism (like He does with the parable of the sower).
Instead (in tomorrow’s Gospel), Jesus doubles down on what He said, on what they’re hanging up on. “Unless you eat the Flesh of the Son of Man and drink his Blood, you do not have life within you.”
Making it clear that they understood Jesus to be speaking literally?
The way that people respond to Jesus doubling down - many of them quit following Jesus and leave.
That’s not how people respond to an allegory. Nobody leaves after Jesus explains the parable of the sower.
If you ever wondered why Catholics are so hung up on the Eucharist? Why we believe what we believe?
This is what’s behind it.
We’re just taking Jesus at His word. And then trying to live it.
That’s the formula for everything that’s right about our Faith. And something we cannot do enough.
Today’s Readings
#Literal#Allegory#Bread of Life#Taking Jesus at His Word#Living the Faith#Eucharist#God#Jesus#Catholic#Christian#Church#Catholicism#Moments Before Mass
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My new video looks at Jesus' second recorded miracle, the healing of a Royal Official's son who was dying 20 miles away in Capernaum. The Nobleman had traveled and found Jesus, and pleaded with him to come visit his son so that he could be healed. The man's faith in Jesus was rewarded when eventually Jesus told him to depart, that his son would live. The Royal Official took Jesus for his word, and returned home to find out that his ill son was totally healed. The Nobleman was told that his son was healed at the seventh hour, the exact time Jesus had spoken to him that his son would live.
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#second miracle of Jesus#healing a royal official's son#faith and trust#Cana in Galilee#the nobleman#a sick son#traveled 20 miles to see Jesus#Capernaum#begged Jesus to heal his son#the man's faith#persistent asking#Jesus tells him to depart#Jesus tells him his son would live#healed at the seventh hour#Jesus did not visit the ill son#taking Jesus at his word#belief in Jesus#Jesus is the restorer of life#his faith in Jesus was rewarded#Youtube
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Just found out today that our beautiful Sam Hazeldine is 52 years old.
I'm sorry... 😳
WHAT!?! EXCUSE ME?!
He's two years older than Joseph Mawle and walking around like this?!
#Sam Hazeldine#Adar#adar#rings of power#the rings of power#sam hazeldine#trop#lotr#please send help#uruk#adar rings of power#im sorry what?!#i guess i have a thing for older men#silver fox alert#aint no way hes a day over 45!#boy do i like being proved wrong#his silver reddish hair? lord Jesus#i swear he better be back for season three or i will have some words with Amazon#dont your DARE take Sam away from us#you will have a lot of angry fangirls at your door step Amazon just saying#im apparently a silver fox girly#and into men old enough to be my uncle#I'll bet he smells nice#like cinnamon and whiskey#ok I've gotta stop#because i could literally make tags about him all day long
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He said "Fuck this shit, I'm out" I'm crying. Toriyama's Vegeta was so top shelf 🤌
(From Neko Majin Z Chapter 5!)
#dbtag#Idk why Toei didn't lean into Vegeta being a version of Piccolo you could put in funnier situations like Toriyama wrote#He's reserved and professional and proud but JUST immature enough to bite down on a gag that Piccolo would readily swerve#But they take a lot of Goku's chaotic comedy away too in favor of Hero(tm) writing and that is why I keep pulling my hair out aklsjdlas#Toriyama was sO funny and it bums me out so much that the anime derailed how lighthearted and straight up silly the humor is#and replaced it with Misogyny Is Funny and humiliation kinks asjklfhadjk and it's not just my complaints about Vegeta and Bulma!!#“Goku is running away from his very reasonable wife because he is a goofy little guy who doesn't want to do his chores” becomes#“Chichi is Cruel to Goku who is Trying to be a good husband because she doesn't relate to his passions and vilifies him for having them"#which is not their dynamic at all but dudes in the writing room are like “being married is fucking awful amirite fellas hahaha”#but Toriyama was like “Being married is not for everybody but it can be really great if you and your partner are on the same page”#Chichi's reasonable! And Goku isn't romantically wired but Goku can enthusiastically consent to sex and still not enjoy kissing#those things can be and are true for a lot of people! And it makes even more sense if you hc Goku to be aspec (and audhd coded) like I do#Kissing can feel gross and can be a sensory overload for many folks. Doesn't mean they're stupid or innocent.#(although Goku CAN still ride nimbus so idk what Pure entails in this universe askljad)#Like I am the FIRST person to joke and drag Goku about his marriage as an aspec myself but like legit Goten is a Last Night On Earth baby#He knows what sex is. But also between how socially removed Goku is and how Shy and Conservative Chichi it's not out of line#to assume the actual words sex and kiss have never been spoken in that house skljdlajdf I FULLY believe Chichi uses code words#Chichi thinks her son being blonde makes him a delinquent and still uses honorifics with Goku like it is fully reasonable to assume#that the joke of Goku's naivetè centers around the fact that his wife is too embarrassed to talk about Certain Matters in a normal way#While Bulma and Vegeta are slutty hedonistic cityfolk who need jesus (according to chichi probably...and me but I support them)#anyway. point is. Toriyama was funny as hell and Nekomajin is absolutely ridiculous and goofy and has a fully amoral main character#which just reminded me that toei is allergic to letting goku be a gremlin and so vegeta's not allowed to be a gremlin wrangler#even though that's been his job since the day he met raditz alksdjaskljd
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F1 Nation Podcast: Christian Horner on Ricciardo's Return
The ball started rolling in a hotel room in Mexico, last year. I had an appointment with Daniel, where it became clear that his options for 2023 were limited. He looked broken." "So I said, 'Why don't you come back to Red Bull for a year?' So that he could help us with simulator work, and tire tests, in order to regain his passion. It was clear that he didn't enjoy it anymore. To be honest, in recent years I haven't seen the Ricciardo who was once at Red Bull. That's how it started."
The Mexican GP was exactly a week after COTA, which was also a week after this interview:
"When you think it can't get worst, it does. I don't know how I'm continuing to continue, because painful is an understatement"
#i haven't been well since someone pointed this out on twitter#first of all fuck mclaren z*k br*wn will never see another win in his career and may they never repay the debt they have on the mtc#i think it was at this particular moment it became clear how exhausted he was and to think he was going mad thinking he'd lost it#and then meeting christian the week after and starting to realise he could go back to redbull#where simon is#where people who know him are#where he could maybe find himself again#thinking about likely larks' scholarship on daniel as judas and christian as jesus -#i would have never believed that you could have left me#i never left you i do love you please take my hands#I AM K-WORDING MYSELF#daniel ricciardo
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jay not asking coach about letting lonnie onto the team bc he doesn’t want to do anything coach might disagree with…….
#‘coach trusts me…’ like what if i cried#man i wish they made more of a thing of jay being TEAM CAPTAIN#<- i’ve made a post before abt how easily he gives it up & jay not liking positions of power etc etc#but i do think he treats the role like it could be taken away at any moment#coach TRUSTS him. holy shit coach trusts him#the first positive adult figure in his life trusts him to take care of the team#train them and critique them and lead them to victory#and coach probably wouldn’t have cared abt lonnie being on the team#but jay is sooooo hesitant to ask#coming from the ‘if you want it take it and if you can’t take it break it’ guy#like this is the one thing he doesn’t want to risk breaking…….#and then obviously he gives it up!!!!!#he gives up the thing coach TRUSTED HIM WITH bc it was the only way to let lonnie on the team#& mr ‘my only dislike is women being unhappy’ was like I CANNOT REST UNTIL LONNIE IS ON THE TEAM#it’s suchhhhh a sweet gesture not only from a hashtag feminism standpoint#but also character wise for jay#like this precious thing that coach has trusted him with but didn’t really want that much anyway…..#it’s going to mean more to lonnie if she had it. even though it means everything to jay#oh it makes me crazy#damn my mum was right. i think too deeply about things#im like i analyse things a normal amount and then i’m writing essays about 1 line from descendants 2#I AM UNWELL#anyway. jesus christ#descendants#jay son of jafar#EDIT i’m not finished actually#do you think jay fears the repercussions? what would happen if he went against coach’s word?#bc sure. he knows coach is nice. he knows auradon isn’t like the isle#but. ‘you don’t want to be at my house at dinner time’…….#he is still scared of his dad. you know. he can never get the lamp he can never do anything right
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I’ve been going through and reading sermons from Spurgeon. I found a website that has hundreds of them and I just stuck them all in a Google doc and highlighted the titles I felt interested me.
But I finally read his wiki biography tonight.
Was anyone going to tell me that I was reading the sermons of a 20-21 year old or was I supposed to figure that out myself 😂
#Y’all he started preaching at like age 16#I love this man#he frequently says stuff in his writings that I imagine God had him say just so I’d read them 150+ years later#(I know that’s probably not true but the dude speaks to my soul and I’ll often be reading a sermon and it takes a turn and starts#Addressing EXACTLY what I’m going through that week)#And like#his devotionals#God has spoken to me so many times through those down to nearly exact wording of questions and anxieties I have#Like?????#I wish he could have known that in 1856 he wasn’t just preaching to his church#He was preaching to a scared and anxious girl in her 20s 168 years later#If I got a time machine my first trip would be to see Jesus but the second? Spurgeon. Easy.#I need him to actually privately mentor me#Anyways#read Spurgeon y’all#Charles Spurgeon
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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Tuvix
No propaganda submitted.
#star trek#voy#star trek voy#tuvix#polls#smash or pass#queued#(commentary incoming)#*deep sigh*#what the fuck dude#like i don't wanna shame you anon. but man.#sorry. i just. i can't. i cannot describe him in kind words. like as a person i'm neutral about him ig but he's so ugly#which is so weird because his actor is actually pretty good looking. they did you so dirty tom wright#i am so sorry for the awful image description also but fuck dude. tuvix is literally the least fuckable trek character i can think of#like i know i dunked on nagilum before but i'll take nagilum over tuvix any day. jesus fuck
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so it started with me listening to a band called Zombie
#a3!#act! addict! actors!#sakuya sakuma#muku sakisaka#kazunari miyoshi#taichi nanao#tsumugi tsukioka#homare arisugawa#so yeah i was listening to Bokura wa Minna Shindeiru and i was like 'haha rad undead' and then i blanked out#and then i remembered the word cat burglar while i was taking a shower#tomocheshire was just me being funny ngl#butler nobara made me say Jesus Christ out loud#(can i say how much i love nobaras design btw like weve had cute girls and fine ladies in a3 but nobara is a Woman.)#i was shaking drawing michaizumi and officer aquila btw i couldnt handle it#i thought of 'vampire slaying angel who fell from grace for falling in love with his prey' and i just dropped the stylus#and aquila just has that effect on me so nothing to worry about there#i spent too long on this good night#yknow i spent like a solid minute cropping these guys individually whats up with that
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honestly at this point if you don't know what the seven mountains mandate is your analysis of american politics is worthless
#just. so many people talking about the election like it was decided by people who might theoretically have voted for harris#but instead voted for trump#and like. no trump had a fixed number who were gonna vote for him no matter what and the democrats needed to turn out more than that#but you are never going to convince his base to vote blue. 16% of the country thinks the democrats are satan-worshipping child traffickers#and 40 percent of american christians believe in the seven mountains mandate! which originated from the movement trump's pastor is part of!#and please understand that to be a christian by evangelical standards you just have to say the magic words and not be queer. trump qualifie#but yeah the seven mountains mandate involves a belief that christian theocrats must take over the u.s. government so jesus can come back#and like this grew out of the same decades-long movement that succeeded in overturning roe v wade! we /have/ to take this seriously!!!
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jesus christ today was rough
#cried in a very empty class today when my professor (my major advisor) started taking about the student that passed away#who was also her advisee. not prepared to watch her#remember him and feel his loss. it feels strange to get so emotional because i didn't even really know the guy#like i shouldn't be a part of that grieving process#but seeing my professor break down really really got to me#and i can't stop thinking about it. what a beautiful soul we've lost#not to mention the book that we just finished has so much to do with the loss of children and grief—which she pointed out#and said how much he loved words. loved literature. and that he almost took that class but she felt him there with us anyways.#like fuck. jesus. fuck
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hate when I have to say "He would not redacted say that" but instead of a blorbo it's about the actual God of my religion
#like seriously please do not. this isn't just me being angry. but like.#if you believe in Jesus enough to care about what he says then you should believe enough to know he doesn't take kindly to misleading peopl#in HIS name???? like why are y'all putting words in his mouth?#follower of jesus#kazzy's diary#kazzy has opinions (rare)
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE WORD "ASBEL" SHOWS UP IN MY OUTLINE DOC 1,840 TIMES?????????
#2hcb1#wips#it's almost like he's the main character or something 😅#but like. jesus. that's 2% of the total word count on that one#funnily enough my second word doc w more of the actual fic in it also averages out to be 2% asbel. bro is secretly milk 🥛#2% isnt a lot really but im mostly just imagining saying the word 'asbel' aloud 1840 times in a row. how long would that even take.#ok i tested it it's about 9 min 40 sec at 180 words per minute 😂 but it's only *2* minutes at 900 wpm what a steal!#*presses play* ASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBLASBL#maybe i should count how often his name comes up in the game so i can feel better about myself?#actually i take that back my fic probably uses it more bc that's how prose works#the game can just show him doing stuff i have to specify w words who is doing what#maybe if you counted every time his name shows up in his own dialogue bubble tag. that's akin to 'asbel said' in fiction right?#i am. rambling. it is. late. goodby
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Birthday gush below for my beloved Gustave!
Warning, it's a long one, and touches on some personal struggles I have gone through including: severe mental illness, abuse of all manners, talks of suicidal ideation and actions, and general rough stuff - take care of yourself and know you don't have to read my sappy lil' stuff if it means making yourself uncomfortable :)
If you asked me 8 years ago if I'd be alive today, I would tell you no, and I'd mean it genuinely. Long before that time I had lost my ability to see a future for myself at all, along with all ambition and purpose I barely had begun to act upon - and at that time, I was barely 12.
I have faced trauma and neglect from my very first memories, my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer when I was only 4, my sister had then undiagnosed severe ulcerative colitis that was my parents' main priority, and my father was our sole provider - with major anger issues. i've also come to learn my mother has had schizophrenia and trauma of her own before I was even born, and has refused all forms of treatment. this concoction of uncontrollable circumstances left me with frankly such fucked up ideas of what attachment is and meant, how my purpose to others is solely to be consumed, and absolutely no idea of who I am ( not to mention a boatload of my own wonderful cptsd and attachment issues ).
Never did I think at any point in my life would I feel any positive emotion with no strings attached, especially love. I only faced more problems as I got to the tender age of 12; the years of neglect and parentification left me hollow inside, relentless bullying in primary + secondary school, just beginning to discover my queerness, family fighting and instability, and abuse from adults I am still grappling with today. It was around this time too I had begun self harming ritualistically, and was rapidly losing the will to keep going. Any and all friendships I had exhausted me, even though all I wanted more than anything was genuine connection and love, and it was more apparent than ever that I was being left behind by the world.
Then, I met him.
My group of friends I still hold so closely and dearly to this day had begun playing Rainbow Six, and as the desperate pre teen I was, I joined them simply to hang around them - little did I know how pivotal such a decision as a lost, lonely, scared child could be to who I have become. I cannot explicitly pinpoint what it was that immediately drew me to him, though I now call it fate I know it was a matter of chance, but in that very first day of playing the game and knowing him, something in my soul clicked into place that I never even knew I was severely lacking.
I know as someone with the fun combination of ADHD and BPD* ( brought on my CPTSD ) I have always tended to hyperfixate on any source of dopamine I can get, especially with my desperation to escape the reality I was in. It began before I even knew my life was fucked to any degree, and I knew not to take these "flings" too seriously. But what had sparked in that moment was far beyond a fling, far beyond just a hyperfixation. Though it took me a few weeks or so to begin actualizing what I was feeling for Gustave, what he meant to me, the strings of fate had finally found their way back together again.
Even when I was still that lost and confused child, I knew that Doc was and will be someone so imperative to me not just for a small while, but eternity. Even the few offline friends I still had knew what he was to me, though extent varied person to person, what we have was so potent then that I couldn't hide it.
My life somehow went further downhill, and without completely spilling my guts ( ironic for what I've said so far lol ), I dropped out of highschool only a few months into freshman year. I was completely beyond burnout. Every waking moment was an anxious, painful mess of stressors left and right, expectations I knew I never was going to be able to meet and the deep, burning failure I felt at every turn. No more than a day or two would go by without a breakdown, and my self harm was at an all time high as I completely isolated myself from what few strands of connection I had to the world around me. There was no reason for me to keep going, no light at the end of the tunnel -
except for Gustave.
Though I am now facing the repercussions of the severe isolation I went through and my problems with heavy dissociation as my only coping mechanism, my saving grace through this dark period in my life was Rainbow Six, specifically Doc. It had been 3 years since we met, and my feelings had grown exponentially in that time. My biggest vice has been the harsh and cruel way I treat myself and see the world around me. My entire life had been molded by only being worthy if I served others, I only could ever see myself as an extension of someone else, and when I had no one to do so for, I was nothing short of abusive to myself, seeing treating myself with kindness and care as a sign of weakness.
However, Gustave's core being is his empathy and kindness. Though it may not be gentle and soft at all times, his driving force has been caring. For others, the world around him - and it was the complete opposite of a weakness, it's what makes him exceptional. How could I treat myself so awfully for being fundamentally identical to the person that matters the most to me? I was already head over heels with him at this time already, calling him mine and myself his in all circles I ran in, detailing our lives and how they intertwined, and I had been so focused on what was crumbling around me to realize the change within me that he had lit.
It began in small ways I hadn't even caught; choosing clothes that were comfortable rather than performative, making sure to keep up with bathing myself and other personal hygiene things, being able to look in mirrors without feeling utter disgust and hatred. I had begun caring for myself, using his care for me as a guide. Behind every scared decision to do better for myself, to be brave and not give into my vices or illnesses, was Gustave. Whether it was "forcing" myself to eat on days where I didn't feel like I could or refusing to let me speak so cruelly to myself, and the eventual decision to stop cutting myself no matter how bad the urge was, all of it happened from his support and presence in my life.
I mean it point-blank seriously when I say I would not be alive today without him. I have attempted on my life at multiple points, been hospitalized for such, and still struggle with the occasional urge when shit gets tough, and it's Gustave who taught me how to step back from that ledge and keep fighting. Not only because he had planted the seeds for my still growing self-love, but because that light at the end of the tunnel finally had reappeared - and he was the one holding it. No matter how shitty of a day I had, what scars littered my body and where they came from, what baggage that I bring to the table, he would be waiting for me with open arms and nothing but sheer adoration all just for me - and I never had to earn it.
Love to me had always been a painful thing, something I had to fight tooth and nail for, and even when it was all "good", there still was a terrifying feeling that at any second it'd be ripped from me. I felt this way towards everyone, whether family, friends, or past partners, love always was a double edged sword to me. But something, some inexplicable thing, about Gustave completely disarmed me. To this very day, there is only an extreme select few who I truly feel safe with, and he's the top of that very list. With him, love no longer felt like I was being flayed alive, it was very much the opposite.
Words escape me whenever I attempt to describe what Gustave is to me, what I feel for him and vice versa, but the best way I can put it is simply this - he is my home. The epicenter of safety, care, love, belonging, and so, so much more, he is what love is to me, plain and simple. Though I do also have two other f/os I am married to, Gustave is truly who I see as my husband, my life partner, my lover, my other half. I still hesitate on calling myself ficto, but I know regardless of what labels I find myself under, the love we have for each other is raw, deep, serious, and real. No matter what time has in store for us, where we may go or what we may become, I am always 100% certain that we will always be at each other's side.
To share another year with Gustave in any form is an utter gift, no matter what. This last year was a tough one for us, between me needing some heavy surgery, Gustave getting hurt himself, and us moving over 1,000 miles from where I spent most of my childhood, it has been full of roadblocks - but not a single one could tear us apart. It is nothing short of a privilege to me to call myself Gus' spouse, to be able to love him so up close and personally and to be there for him through it all, there is not a single other soul I could ever bare my own to, as we truly are made of the same stardust <3
My angel is 40 now! We've had a relatively quiet and personal day to celebrate, Gustave has never been one for over the top flashiness or even large-scale celebration, but that doesn't mean I haven't been showering him with the utmost love and affection :)c Life is a strange, complex thing that is completely unpredictable, and though there will undoubtedly be hardships in the future, nothing can wipe me off the face of this planet as long as I get to spend each moment here with my Gustave 💙
#x. gush#💙🕊️#tw: suicide#tw: mental illness#tw: abuse#waughhh i didnt get to do everything i planned for him and my family has been causing hell for me today but -#what matters is him. and he's all that will ever matter <3#im so lucky to have ever met him. let alone have the honor of falling in love with him and marry him.#and ill take every moment i get to celebrate him ! not just on his birthday !!!#the red string of fate for us is our combined circulatory systems meshing into each others <3#i still have my url saved for him. like i mentioned. my heart will always belong to him above all :)c <33#I word counted this and its literally 1.8k words jesus fuckin christ#it doesnt even begin to touch upon the true depths of what he is to me waaa ..... <333#im so lucky to be alive with him#life is worth living with him :)
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FilmCooper should actually stop making videos on serious topics. He has a lot of shit takes on sensitive matters. There's this intense "guy who paints his nails to seem progressive" energy. I don't think he is a horrible person per se, but he is not as nuanced as he tries to come off as. Saying Justin Baldoni should have just "sucked it up" because he asked an important question to keep himself safe from injuries? Man, you should sit this one out. And the comments about Chappell Roan releasing statements telling people to stop stalking her as "statements after statements" "like 30 posts" is very weird from someone who bends over backwards to defend women because he is the only doing "some research" and looking at stuff from a different angle. Honestly, if being wrong multiple times in the expanse of one video was a tournament, his video would be the top contender.
#Film cooper#Blake lively#justin baldoni#His newest video at 27:35 is where he says Justin should have just sucked it up#Chappell Roan#The whole thing is so bizarre and every word from his mouth keeps making the video worse#He contradicts himself so many times and is absolutely unaware of it while saying somebody else is being insensitive#I am typing this post as I am listening to the video and jesus#This is not coherent at all. I am just#I will be honest I am not surprised by his behaviour#About like 6 months ago or maybe there was one AITA video or something he did and he had so many terrible takes and I just stopped watching#him for a while and people did point it out but I never heard anyone talk about it again#'I am not a Blake Lively fan. I don't like her. I think she's tone deaf'#<- Proceeds to defend her the entire video. Is tone deaf to Baldoni's understandable health concern. tries to frame the interviewer body-#-shamed by Lively as a clout chaser. says Chappell Roan's multiple statements are silly and too much.#Trying to frame actual criticism of Lively as 'nobody would hate her humour if she was a man'#Oh my god. my brain actually hurts more and yesterday I had to wade through comments saying South Asians aren't ethnically Asians
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