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I’m pulling an all-nighter to finish editing my work. If y’all want—and I’ll prolly need a break in between—to spam my inbox with fun nonsense, feel free to!😎
#TWO MORE CHAPTERS TO EDIT#mystery anon#off topic#I am an anthropologist#I am an archaeologist#However. I am giggling with joy and doing happy dances knowing that the content I’m writing is cool to my editors#I CAN WRITE SMERT STUFF😈
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Sebastian Sallow's List of Priorities (in no particular order):
Figure out what the hell I'm going to do when I graduate;
Figure out how the hell I'm going to finish this bloody Charms essay before tomorrow; and
Figure out what the hell is going on between us
Sebastian sits in an undisturbed corner of the library - nobody ever comes to this table because it's tucked away between shelves of incredibly dense magical theory books - and is twirling his quill in his fingers, watching the ink splatter on the list he spent his precious time writing instead of the Charms essay he should be working on. He's far away from the first-years who like to congregate by the windows and watch the leaves fall softly to the ground rather than study for their classes. He's made especially sure that he is far, far away from her.
It's not his choice, mind you, but he needs to be a gentleman about these things. If she needs some time and space to figure out that she's as crazy for him as he is her, fine. But even Sebastian Sallow's patience runs thin, and he's not sure how much longer he can give her to come to her senses before he snaps and takes matters into his own hands. If things were up to him, the two of them would be sitting far too close together now in this secluded corner, and maybe he would need to put a hand over her mouth to ensure her complete silence as he runs a hand up her thigh.
Now that he knows what delicious sounds can come out of her mouth - sounds that he caused - he's been having a hard time concentrating on, well, anything. Sebastian surreptitiously glances across the library to where she's sitting and studying with his sister and Imelda. Ever since the events after their Divination class, Sir Cadogan has taken it upon himself to follow Sebastian around the halls of the castle, tripping through frames and disrupting their inhabitants as he lectures Sebastian on love. The tea party women had managed to convince the knight that he had disrupted an amorous exchange, and Sebastian fervently wishes they hadn't.
The whole school is abuzz with rumors about who it could be. Nobody has even come close so far with their guesses, but Anne and Imelda are having too much fun teasing him about it. Somehow, she has managed to avoid suspicion - he wonders how this is even possible, since she's never been able to hide what she's thinking. He makes eye contact with her - has she been staring at him this whole time? - and she flushes before looking over to Imelda, who's laughing too loudly at something Anne's just said. Sebastian can't tear his eyes away from her profile, his eyes following the curve of her eyebrow, the slight upturn of her lips as she smiles at her friends, her eyes as they dart back to him, her cheeks as she turns an even darker shade of red as she realizes he's still watching her. She tucks a lock of hair behind her ear, and rests her chin on her hand as she tries to look absorbed in what Anne is saying to her.
Sebastian wonders if she's thought about him as much as he's thought about her. Judging by how she had snogged him back, he's positive that she feels the same way, but then he remembers how she had looked at him before she fled, and he's not so sure. He sighs as he looks back to his list, bringing his quill back to the third item and ripping the paper as he crosses it out again. His mind has been going in circles since that moment and he doesn't know what to think. He slowly puts everything into his schoolbag before heading out of the library for yet another freezing cold shower that hopefully tempers his now-permanent state of arousal whenever she's around.
He doesn't notice her eyes following him as he walks out of the library.
He doesn't hear her hurried excuse to Anne and Imelda as she shoves her things into her bag and rushes to follow him.
He doesn't hear her light footsteps as she gets closer to him.
When she puts a hand out to touch his arm as he waits for the moving staircase to stop, with a soft, "Sebastian" accompanying it, he nearly jumps out of his skin. He was so absorbed with thoughts of her, that to see her standing at his side, closer than she had been since they kissed was almost his snapping point.
"Can we talk?" she asks, looking almost embarrassed as she avoids his eyes. She instead looks determinedly at his collar. He thinks she probably notices that he swallows nervously before acquiescing, but she says nothing as she turns and starts hurrying away from him without waiting to see if he follows her.
She must know that he would follow her anywhere at this point.
from my oneshot🫶🫶🫶
I just really wanted to draw these two idiots😭💘
#i also want to draw Sebastian being chased by sir Cadogan bc it’s so funny to me😭😭😭#it’s literally like thst meme of the trumpet boy chasing the girl#anyways this is before *that* scene (iykyk 😭💓) & I want to draw that toooooooooooo#I love this oneshot so much🥹🫶 I reread it bc I wrote it for MYSELF !!!!!#im going to get to some more trick or treaters later on today!!!! sorry I didn’t get them all yet it was more than I expected😳😳#so hopefully soon!!! sorry I didn’t do them all yesterday but I stopped myself to edit my fic & post the next chapter#also😳😳 I woke up to 3 comments on my newest chapter😳😳#it might not seem like much but I spent so many months posting to crickets that it just makes me so happy#to connect with people and have them enjoy what I create😭🫶🥹💘#ok I’m done being sappy hope you enjoy my idiot portraits !!!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏#bc these two are idiots but they’re OUR idiots🫶🫶🫶#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfic
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Post hoc ergo propter hoc
A con of being friends with the White House Press Secretary, Jyn finds, is that the good-natured hazing in front of the rest of the press room goes on for far too long. Another is that Leia will absolutely not take no for an answer on the “mandatory tour”, even though she clearly doesn’t have time for it, going by the four aides that immediately besiege her as soon as they step out of the press room.
Jyn is sure there will be pros as well, but she hasn’t found any so far.
“Leia, Draven wants you in his office in half an hour about the HUD thing,” says the last of the aides, jogging to keep up with them.
“Thank you, Kate,” Leia says without stopping, her arm still firmly linked with Jyn’s. “I’m just going to finish the tour for Miss Erso here. She’s my latest charge, she took over for Hal.”
“Oh!” The aide smiles brightly and shakes her hand. “Congratulations, ma’am,” she says and disappears down a corridor.
“Four people have called me ma’am today.”
“Get used to it. This is the White House, it’s like a reflex.” Leia stops to delegate some more important press secretary business in the next office over – Jyn gathers it’s the Communications Office – then returns to scoop her up again and drag her down another hallway.
“You haven’t shown me a thing, Leia.”
“Well, that was Kleya Marki’s office, and down there’s the mess, that’s always important –“
Jyn has a sudden realization followed by a horrible, sinking feeling. “Leia, please tell me we’re not –“
Too late. Leia has spotted her prey at the end of the corridor, and pulls her towards him, smiling brightly and heels unmistakably loud on the polished floor.
“Cassian!”
Oh God. “Leia, come on, he’s busy. It’s my first day, he can –“
“Nonsense, he just looks busy. He always looks busy.” She grabs Jyn by the sleeve and drags her further down the hall. “Cassian, meet the new Post correspondent!”
Jyn stumbles along, feeling like an absolute fool for falling for Leia’s whole spiel and letting herself be dazzled by the West Wing of it all – and for knowing the guy she was stupidly, wildly in love with in college and then left without a word now worked in this building, and still putting off preparing what the fuck she would do when she actually met him again until, well… right now.
The man who has stopped at the end of the hall is in a fairly rumpled suit, carrying a stack of files and looks achingly familiar even from afar. For half a breath, she’s standing in some Yale hallway and is about to run to catch up with him and probably do something silly like try and tackle the papers out of his hands – and then she’s back in the West Wing and they’re all ten years older and successful, serious people again. And she’s back to wondering if he still knows her name. Or if he hates her. And which would be worse.
After a beat, he turns around and walks towards them, with a spooked look on his face like he, too, briefly tripped over ten years of baggage – or, of course, like he’s trying to place someone who looks vaguely familiar. Then something, probably the lawyer in him, takes over, and he fixes an easy, warm smile on his face. She always liked his smile. He looks older, and even more tired than he used to – naturally, he’s Deputy Chief of Staff to the president – but still, he looks good. His hair looks as soft as she remembers, which is a deeply unhelpful thought.
“Jyn.”
She feels stupidly relieved. “You do remember me.”
An offended frown pulls at his eyes. She always did like those, too. They’re such a nice brown, it doesn’t translate on pictures.
“Of course I remember you.”
(To be fair, it probably is insulting to assume he’d forget a girlfriend he had for seven months, but still. He’s busy, and at least it would mean he couldn't hate her for disappearing overnight and never picking up the phone again.) Jyn opens her mouth, closes it again, feels herself blush.
“He keeps your Baba O’Reily piece on his bookshelf, you know,” Leia says with a grin, still holding on to Jyn’s jacket like she’s scared she’ll try and make a run for it. The thought has occurred to her.
“Very funny, Leia,” Cassian says curtly and makes a vague gesture down the hallway. “I… I’d love to – I have the Secretary of Labor waiting, so –“
“It’s fine, I know you’re –”
“We should catch up, though,” he says absent-mindedly, sorting through his stack of files before adding, with a quick look up at her: “Off the record.”
“Right.”
“Maybe just come by my office before you leave, if you’re free,” he says, fiddling with the files that are starting to slip. “I’ll be here, and uh, marginally less busy.”
“Okay, yeah. Sure.”
“Great. Um - congratulations, Jyn, on the – I have to go.”
“Yeah.”
Leia watches him dart off, smirking. “So, you two are really over that whole thing, huh?”
[keep reading on Ao3!]
#rebelcaptainweek#with that title obviously it's a#west wing au#but i have found that when you cross a political show with a lot of pathos#and characters with a lot of trauma and baggage#the result is not... how do you say... lighthearted#so. much as i wanted this to be a 'secret plan to fight inflation' type story it's more of a 'two cathedrals' type story#(though minus the sudden character death don't worry lol)#anyway!#there is technically more of this but i'm worried i'll start a thing that needs finishing so i'm still on the fence about it#have this for now! (edit: okay people seem excited about this? i'll try and whip chapter two into shape soon ish)#jyn x cassian#rogue one#modern au#my words
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In which being a knight is a double-edged sword, and Helsknight isn't wearing his gauntlets.
#the barking writer#redstone and skulk#helsknight#tanguish#ya'll really gotta respect the hustle on this one#it took me two hours to edit in all the links and change the text colors#Also the very very large rewrite which involved scrapping this chapter 3 times#and editing it to death 2 more times after#needless to say it was a bear and i'm glad it exists#i probably should have waited until i had my backlog more fleshed out but ehhhhhh#i was excited about the colorful text#anyway its 2am and i'm tired goodnight
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In the fourth and final season of All That's Left, Mac and Layla and their friends are left with one final job; travel back to fallen Opportunity, the city where it all began, to gather evidence of Matrix Corp creating the virus that led to the end of the world, sabotaging cure research, and being responsible for the destruction of the megalopolis. Hunted down on two fronts, having lost dear friends along the way, and faced with hordes of nearly unkillable mutated ghouls, the group is slowly but surely starting to run out of time. One last journey, to expose the truth about Matrix and shut them down once and for all— but who will live to tell the tale? [SEASON ONE HERE] // [SEASON TWO HERE] // [SEASON THREE HERE]
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#all that's left#edit:misc#nuclearedits#THE FINAL SEASON... and also just book four. i'm not even close to writing it but that's ok in my mind it exists#songs 8-10 are my favorites of this season's playlist i think :] because of what happens in the chapter linked to song 8#and then just. the vibes of the next two songs after that one. especially the last one is good because that's also#the opening theme of the very first season. so it's like. double insane that it plays at the very end too#anyway as always asks are open if anyone has any questions i love talking about this story!!#obviously i won't be making more edits but i'll make a post soon linking to all the separate playlists as well instead of the big one#because it really adds something to it to listen to the songs in the right order i think :]
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triple threat end card but with the honkai inpact trio. and also bald TT.
#the henry stickmin collection#thsc#honkai impact#bronya zaychik#kiana kaslana#raiden mei#do i tag. the thsc trio for this. i mean they are here as bald as they can be#i guess.#charles calvin#henry stickmin#ellie rose#a-u edit stuff#note that i edited them based on their poses/expressions this does NOT mean bronya = charles or mei = ellie cuz#characters flip around a lot in my edits there is no set standard except for maybe like one lr two characters and even then.#ok anyway i mainly edited this with the honkai trio cuz. they dont interact enough in the story.#like its funny when you think about it but like they separate in the early chapters and only reunite completely in the final arc of part 1.#and i wish there was more. just like how i wish the tt dynamic was more fleshed out#theyre nice and all. just. nothing for me to chew on#ok rant over#i actually am currently redrawing the end cards in the same vein as honkai cgs i jist needed to get this out of my system#i was also highly considering leaving kiana bald. jsut like her great-grandpa^44 kevin.
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Here's another chapter of my post-game, pre-epilogue fic about Shadowheart and Asheera traveling to their happily ever after. Sharran assassins keep mucking up that journey, making it kinda difficult! Ah well, surely nothing terrible has happened to them since the last chapter.
I enjoyed writing a certain pair of motes of light as well...
Rating: E for graphic smut and violence throughout the fic
Category: F/F
Ship: Shadowheart/Trans Fem Tav
#bg3#bg3 fanfiction#shadowheart#oc: asheera#shadowheart x tav#shadowtav#my fic#cameo/background characters appear throughout and there's other POVs very occasionally (this chapter has Nocturne's POV!)#anyhow! while I tinker with the epilogue to Nightsongs I managed to finish this#by which I mean I took a gargantuan chapter and cut it in two AGAIN#I wanna give the second chunk ~a week to sit before I edit it some more and post it!
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Just a Bruise | Chapter 6
by me and the amazing @tsarinatorment <3
https://archiveofourown.org/works/32484601
"I'll lend you my Xbox Z when we're home." Alan plops down into the warm space that John'd vacated at the end of the bed, nearly squashing Scott's toes in the process. He tries to move them out of the way but apparently his body’s vetoed that action too, judging by the way they just jerk unhelpfully and his side treats him to a warning shot of pain. "I'll teach you to play Zombie Smasher Three so you won't get bored!" "Awh yeah!" Gordon squeezes his way into the vinyl mattress beside his little brother and the beds legs creak audibly under the weight of four (and a bit of Virgil) Tracy's. "I can stick my fish tank in your room so you can watch them too!" he offers, and that's impressively considerate of him as Scott’s well aware that the calm, peaceful drifting of his fish were what got the aquanaut through his own recovery. "The freshwaters or a tropical tank though, not the betas or marine ones." A kind offer clearly, just not too kind. Trust Gordon to have favorite fish. Scott opens his mouth to give his own baffled interjection, but he doesn’t reach a decision on if it’s to refuse or thank him before Grandma promptly offers to teach him to knit, Virgil recommends his own mixtape of concertos, Kayo promises to do some meditation exercises with him, and Brains suggests lending him his latest prototype for testing - reassuring Scott as he does that explosions are probably unlikely. All eyes, as if one, turn to look at John. "Uhhh," the professional astronaut comes out with, incredibly eloquently. "I… You can keep the rock?"
#Just A Bruise#Two more chapters to go!#and the next one comes with tsari art <3#last one actually needs finishing and not just editing hoo boi
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I dunno. Kaiba, in any universe, is just so normal y'know. (As is Jounouchi lol).
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"Do you think it'll scar?" asked Seto, hushed but also breathless.
Jounouchi captured his wrist and squeezed. The bone felt alarmingly brittle in his grip, as hollow and frail as a bird's wing, and not just because Jounouchi knew how to break it in his sleep. He didn't remove Seto's hand from his healing injury. Instead, he pressed it closer, eyes fixed on Seto's face as he sucked in a sharp inhale.
"Betcha like that," he said. "The bigger the scar, the better."
Seto's eyes darkened. Affirmative then. Jounouchi squeezed tighter, knowing he was approaching the threshold for pain. Seto took it in stride.
He continued, "Bet you were also the sorta brat who left your marks all over a toy, or even broke it, so no one else could play with it."
Seto peered up, his eyelashes fluttering in that way when he played any angle in bed. His fingers simultaneously dug into Jounouchi's side. "I take better precautions nowadays. No one gets close enough to touching my toys without me knowing first."
Jounouchi should be furious, at least insulted. But he knew what Seto has lost and the fucked up distortions it imprinted on his psyche. It was honestly flattering Seto cared enough to keep tabs.
Wiretaps were probably his love language.
"I guess I should be flattered a young thing like you can still consider someone as crusty as me boy toy material," he drawled.
#yugioh#puppyshipping#violetshipping#joukai#my wips#yeah they're talking about Jou's healing injury from the Breaking Point Job#they had a night of marathon sex before this but this might be their more unhinged interaction#gang i need this to end soon#any longer and i'll have to split it into two chapters for my sanity when editing#series: Bad guys have more fun
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hello! i was planning on drawing the rawnsyf characters, but i don't really have a clear idea of what every character looks like. do you have any examples of what the characters would wear on a day-to-day basis?
OMG WHAT THATS SO SWEET 😭 😭 😭
For Marcia I generally imagine her in like preppy pastel 2 or 3 piece sets that have a kind of 50’s meets 90’s vibe, very reminiscent of her premiere episode yk? Skirts and sweaters and matching tops. She also of course has her matching workout sets that she wears all the time :)
Anetra I think is a little harder to pinpoint, I don’t think her style is as distinct. I generally imagine her a little more on the light grunge side, like big t-shirts and cargos and flannels and leather jackets, but I also think she’s still figuring out herself and her sense of style so there’s definitely more wiggle room with the way she presents herself haha — just definitely not hyper femme and retro like Marcia
I hope this is helpful somewhat!!! Lmk if you want any other characters and also omg I am still kvelling this is so incredibly sweet I am HONORED that you want to draw my girls 🥹🥹🥹
#I feel more confident about Marcia’s outfits#also there’s this one green tweed set that I can picture so clearly in my mind but idk how to find that I picture her wearing#like very coco Chanel but two piece#Anetra in general is more casual I think#I talked to saph and she said she just put her in a sweatshirt or something#anyways!!!#I hope this is helpful#I can’t wait to reread rawnsyf and find out I am completely wrong about this#but whatever I am author so if this is innacurate I am retconning past stuff and this is what it is now#okay okay#I shall post now#anyways this is so sweet wowoeowowow#I can’t wait to see what you come up with#gonna dedicate this next chapter to you I s2g#rawnsyf#running away will never set you free#ask#asks#razpb3rryshortcak3#I think I got your user right sorry if I mistyped it in here I can’t edit tags on my phone
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Drawing and practicing color theory when I should be doing math homework!? I would never! I mean seriously who would ever skip out on their GEOMETRY work?—
I would.
#fnaf au#yeahhhhh I’m supposed to be#doing homework#but#I’m not#…yeah#so#ao3 writer#I will be drawing more#and I have two chapters to edit of my NEW fic#then I have to work on more Somnolent chapters#it’s taking forever#because of school#typically I can write three fics#and have their chapters completed in like#two days#but yk highschool is hard#this WEEK was hard#I’ve been having trouble adjusting#but next week is a clean slate!#Somnolent au
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If I were to write a long eah rewrite would anyone beta read?
Edit: I’ve made another post that pinned with more details about this if you’re interested
#this is going to be so embarrassing if no one says yes#I’ve already written two chapters#I’ll probably give more details later#honestly I think that the fic is pretty good#most of it is planned out but if you beta read I’ll probably include a lot of your headcanons#dizzie#dappling#lockeheart#dexven#bribelle#eah#ever after high#ever after high fandom#eah fanfic#beta request#AS IN READER#EDITING THE TAGS AND I REALIZE THAT MAY SOUND LIKE SOMETHING ELSE#beta reader#I’m not asking for a beta as in alpha#why do i do this to myself#EVER AFTER HIGH FANFIC#DIVERTING AWAY TO EAH
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THAT'S 60,000 WORDS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO!!
#RAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH#I might write a little bit more this weekend we'll see cause I may be busy#current status on chapter two: beginning portion edited and good#still working on editing the smut and#I don't know if it's just taking forever or if I added way too much to the scene where you jerk aki off#because why am I still working on that segment#you haven't even slurped on it yet#editing the rest of the smut is sure too take just as long though because after this scene#everything is pretty much rough outline mode#so there's a lot of work that needs to be done#I've also started working on the ending#I'm about halfway done with the rough draft for it#I figured out what I want to do with it I think#at this point I think I will certainly get close to 70k words but I'm not quite sure yet if I'll actually break that barrier#there's a ton that needs to be added to the second half of the chapter though so it's definitely possible#and I still can't say when exactly I'll be done#my current hope is to release the second chapter about three weeks after the first#is that good? is that too long???#you promised you'd be willing to wait didn't you... yes I'm talking to you....#I'm starting to gain a little more confidence in the second chapter after working on it more#gonna have my bestie read it when I'm done so she can affirm that I am indeed not a failure#ok I've talked too much#aki sex. soon. aki sex
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Finished binding volume 1 of Becoming Whole!
@pikapeppa thank you for being so lovely and sharing your writing with the world! (And for hyping me up and sending me pretty photomode screenshots)
#hfw#mine#my art#fan fic bookbinding#i think this took me… 4 months?#mostly because i’m a fool and i did the layout in indesign and had to resize it twice#and i wanted screenshots for filler pages and the end of chapters so i had to find and edit all of those#and i decided to draw illustrations for each chapter heading#and then i went wild in the author's note section with qr codes for links and art credits#i bound the textblock/glued it/made a cover but i put off finishing it because if i fucked up the final steps i’d have to redo everything#and also i was scared the end papers were too fragile and the whole book was gonna fall apart so i just let it sit for a month on my desk#but it’s in my makeshift press overnight to make sure the glue sticks properly and then it will be readable!!!#I MADE THIS WITH MY OWN TWO HANDS#AND NOW I GET TO READ ONE OF MY FAVORITE FICS FOREVER#at least the first 17 chapters#3 more volumes to go#plus another set for pikapeppaaaa :)))))))))))))#excuse the goofy pics and glue all over my desk
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from an outside perspective it’s really feeling like they’re emphasising kim dokja’s status as an eldritch god. like,,, you don’t feel it through orv because kim dokja himself has just enough knowledge from reading twsa to navigate, and on his own you can really tell how human he actually is, but. take things from a distanced perspective, and suddenly. suddenly, it’s azathoth and the outer gods of lovecraftian lore, played completely straight. i’ve heard enough people compare azathoth and kdj that i think i can say this much
you wanna know something i’ve thought about a lot regarding kdj and the oldest dream? about yjh becoming a terrorist, and how kimcom willingly went back into the fray, how they returned to the previous timeline - and how some people couldn’t comprehend their choices at first? it makes me think of that old trope of ‘going mad from the revelation’, how some people say that gazing upon this otherworldly being’s true form or ‘learning the truth of the world’ would surely make someone go mad.
go mad with what, though? insanity? or grief? because so, so often, one’s pain is incomprehensible to outsiders, and fail to understand how or why you lash out or break down. it’s a depressing pattern in real life, too. kdj goes mad with grief and self-hatred, learning the truth; kimcom take on the insane route of going through the apocalypse again just to reach the end; yjh is unable to heal, to cope with a world without the scenarios and without his companion to bear through it, and so he fights over the replica of the arc. from an outsider’s perspective, without the understanding that the people involved are all brokenhearted over truths only they know, it might come off as insanity. but it’s all just grief.
with that said, however, to have someone jung heewon KNEW, cruel as he was, replaced by someone from a world beyond - and to start singing the praise of someone else’s name? to say ‘i need to find them?’ how all of them look to one name that outsiders simply DO NOT KNOW, to hail this unknown person as important, as an idol, as… as a god…
the 41st turn before their version of shin yoosung travelled to the other worldlines is a forgotten story, and by orv logic forgotten stories are outer gods. in lovecraftian lore, the outer gods sought to wake the blind idiot god azathoth, who in orv is represented by kdj dreaming for ‘eternity’. also, the Outer Gods of orv (the one actually being called as such right now) see the side story - which is the ‘forgotten’ 41st turn, now being written in where once it was not - as their chance to finally be written on the wall. so it’s. it’s. this is just singshong taking their lovecraftian elements to their logical extreme
interestingly, however, kdj isn’t the only reader anymore, is he? orv places a lot of emphasis on communication and writing on the wall, but in the side story it could perhaps be interpreted as ‘trying to be read by one person in particular’. and then the readers that die are labelled as ‘kdj33’ or ‘kdj47’, reducing them to being ‘just a part’, but… they’re all different people. they’re all people who took in kdj’s story, thus his story becomes a part of their own - but only a part. i’ve said that before, but.
well, you can’t force your own narrative on to someone else.
han sooyoung tried that, actually, didn’t she? tried to get kdj back through ending the story early only to realize the hurt she was causing and backing off. you can’t always reach people in the way you want. that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t stop trying, but there’s also a point where you need to recede, to compromise. am i making sense? i have no idea where singnshong is taking this story, but i’m looking at hsy with lee hakhyun and ceokdj with the readers turned kdj fragments and the outer gods wanting their story written on the wall and. i feel like i’m starting to see a pattern. i could also be hallucinating, but i could also not be. i offer this for your consideration
okay i put this aside for a bit but yes. oh my god. eldritch kdj.. i had not heard about this before, but that's so interesting thinking about it through that lens. and in the side story, hsy forcing the memories of orv on jhw to try to break her.. the explict mentioning of han sooyoung being seen as a 'god' in that moment...
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fun fact, if you don't remember! lovecraftian horrors are also mentioned as outer gods in orv
chapter 179. when talking with the devourer of dreams, kdj mentioned these modifiers
the fear of sarnath - bokrug
horror from the hills - chaugnar faugn
master of r'lyeh - cthulhu
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now, adding my own thoughts - the pattern is identity. stories.
there's something wrong with everything in this turn.
the kkomas were cute. until it was revealed that they were dead readers. though.. is that not also kind of what the yoo joonghyuk kkomas are? they may have all been yoo joonghyuk, but their lives in that turn were their own. <- however. the difference here is that while the yjh kkomas were all 'yoo joonghyuk' these kdj kkomas were NOT. they all had their own lives before being brought to wos, and upon being killed and placed in the theater.. they lost themselves.. which is terrifying to think about. you die, and you're brought back to watch your companions go on without you, but you're not yourself anymore. you're kim dokja, who wants to continue watching the stories on the screen.
the transmigrated readers. until the latest chapters, we hadn't been shown the real effect of the readers possessing characters in this world (honestly, we were led to believe that most people transmigrated into 'extras' without their own story. but that's not true, is it?). cheon inho has no one close to him as far as we know (lol), but that's not the same for others. what about the people who knew the possessed characters? lee hakhyun realizes this in the latest chapter, that maybe him and the readers coming here were an additional disaster for the people that lived here.
lee hakhyun's problems,, he's constantly going back and forth on 'lee hakhyun' and 'cheon inho', and there's clearly something wrong with the way he sees himself... we know more about him that he does currently, and if he does find out. i don't think things are going to end well.
and of course. everything about kim dokja. his name is in everyone's minds, the readers are desperate for a source of hope and he has become that to them. kim dokja is being idolized. even before the scenarios, there were those using kim dokja's story in the same way he used yjh. it's not framed as a negative, if that's what you need to do survive, then you should always do what you can to survive, no matter what. but even when you borrow stories, you need to stay yourself. you are your own person.
there's a clear connection with all of these, and it's identity. who someone is, the way they're seen, their stories. what makes you yourself? stories make up who you are, and these outer gods want their own stories written down on the wall to define themselves. rep kdj wanting the readers to forge a new story, lee hakhyun discovering stories that were never told in orv.
right now, nobody's happy. time is running out for the outer gods, the readers have unwittingly destroyed others by taking over these 'extras', kimcom are still desperately searching for their star, our dear protagonist is continuing to doubt himself. and kim dokja is still watching.
...this is orv. not everyone will get their happy ending. their goals oppose each other. we can hope for the best, but that isn't going to happen.
#word VOMIT. im not editing this sorry if it makes no sense!#THESE ANALYSES ARE ALWAYS SO GOOD AND I AM NOT A PERSON WHO THINK ABOUT THINGS TOO DEEPLY...#i cut some parts of this out (mainly about han sooyoung + the outer gods) because i couldn't word it right. but they connect with this too#<- might come back to this once i have the corresponding chapters translated. give me a day or two#i know i talk about identity so much but this is what the side story is all about#i didnt know about the lovecraftian stuff until i read it on the korean wiki for orv <- it's so much more detailed than the eng one lol#ask#orv#orv side story#orv spoilers#lee hakhyun#somewhat related? but i realized part of why i related with lhh so hard#it's the trans experience#living a life that might not be the worst‚ but you're not truly yourself. feeling like you're living someone else's life‚#responding to a name that isn't really your own.#anyway the TRANS CHEON INHO PFP IS STAYING !!
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BNHA 423
So, I can't say I feel much of anything reading this weeks leaks.
I'm not shocked that Shigaraki died, nor would I be surprised if his death is taken back next chapter and he gets brought back to life in some way.
The thing is despite people saying Shigaraki dying messes with the themes of the story the themes have always been more then a little shaky. IDK if it's just a difference in culture, but Hori has a way of setting something up as being a big deal/theme and then doing something that completely contradicts it.
It's really no surprise he might have killed off most of the villains including Shigaraki despite setting the story up in a way where saving villains seemed to be a theme. He did the same thing with self-sacrifice being portrayed as bad, but later showing it as good.
I will say I don't necessarily agree with how some people are framing Shigaraki's death as throwing abuse victims under the bus. I do get the frustration because Hori did focus a lot of how Shigaraki was used by AfO and in a lot of stories that would be used to absolve him of guilt for all the destruction he caused. But Hori never had Shigaraki change his mind. His last words are him continuing to wish he could have destroyed more and wanting Izuku to relay to Spinner he never stopped fighting for destruction.
I think if this had been a more thought out and focused story you really could make it a great tragedy. It feels unfair that he couldn't be saved, that despite Izuku's effort, at the end of the day Shigaraki wasn't able to break away from the destruction he was manipulated and groomed into believing.
In that way I can understand the anger of some fans, because the story is essentially a tragedy framed as a simply triumphant narrative. It always felt like it wanted to have some deep meaning, and always seemed on the verge of it, but never stuck the landing. The one thing I've always been left wondering is: what is Hori trying to say with this story?, and IDK if the ending, given what's on the page right now will really give me an answer.
If anything I think perhaps Hori was trying to say to much at once. I'm sure a lot of it gets lost in translation and cultural differences, still part of me thinks he bit off more then he could reasonably flesh out. Thinking back many writing choices feel like he had an idea or passing thought and added it because it was cool or thought he'd have time to do more with it latter but due to shitty writing conditions couldn't implement properly.
#mha#bnha#bnha spoilers#bnha 423#boku no hero academia#bnha leaks#idk#im sick and rambling#at this point i check in on bnha to see how it ends#because i genuinely have no idea how it's gonna end#it does sort of feel like a story that was so much cooler in Hori's head#like I honestly wish I could just have him explain it to me#cuz I do think alot of stuff got cut or dropped because he didn't have the energy to draw it#I think it's a huge lesson in why working conditions matter#and why some stories and authors don't do well when released chapter by chapter#let alone weekly#over years of time#I think One Piece is a huge outlier#and should not be counted#i guess I feel like BNHA could have been really good if it had been released more like a novel series#like one book every year or two#because I think Hori needs time to edit and really pick a direction sometimes#which a weekly schedule did not give#and as disappointing as it is I can't help but give the man props#I can barely start my stories#let alone finish them#and I don't draw them ontop of that#like his art is fantastic and I loved a lot of his characters#never would have bothered to keep checking back if I didn't like something about it
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