#TW csa

[patricia-taxxon]

also a csa (& specifically actual csem) survivor/victim with a complicated relationship to buyers market after being comforted by it at a young /mu/headed age and i just need to say that, outside of the obvious everything is that bad when someone wants to engage in blatantly transmisogynistic harassment, i dont really get why it would be a cancellable offense to have an opinion on the album? people are fully recognized as being capable of nuanced stances on hollywood contributors and iconic musicians who engaged in child sexual abuse and whos work includes things which come off questionable at best when that is considered. viewing buyers market as both interesting art and the creation of a pedophile thats intentions in making it are questionable isnt that different to viewing buffy as both interesting art and the creation of a serial abuser that contractually was banned from being left alone with a child actress it stars. nobody said the wave of icarly video essays a handful of years back was those people admitting to watching csem.

It's pretty transparent to me. Transfems can't be raped, they've already decided I'm a child groomer, so it's impossible for me to have a relationship with this album as a victim & therefore I must have a relationship as a perpetrator.

[nyancrimew]

absolutely cannot believe i need to say this, but ABSOLUTELY DO NOT email me or anyone else a list of links to CSEM on tumblr unprompted (or at all), even if your goal is just to get rid of it (which to be clear is not something i can help with whatsoever). you are putting both yourself and me at massive risks for absolutely no reason, if you stumble upon materials like that you either report them to tumblr or an actual org dedicated to dealing with stuff like this (and also only if their instructions specifically say to do so). investigating it yourself and even worse, sending it to random people, puts you (and anyone you send it to) at massive legal risks, don't do it.

[arielluva]

the director

still images under the cut (tw for allusions to csa)

[doubleca5t]

After watching Shiny Happy People (the Amazon docuseries on the Duggars) I am once again struck by the absolute gall of conservatives to accuse gay and trans people of being "groomers" when one of the largest christian conservative organizations in the country is essentially devoted entirely to producing multiple generations of girls who will grow up to be grooming victims and boys who will grow up to be incestuous pedophiles like good fucking lord every accusation truly is a confession

[destielmemenews]

"Gaetz's path was mired by a series of allegations of sexual misconduct, including sex with a minor. On Thursday, NBC News learned from a source familiar that the House Ethics Committee, which had been investigating Gaetz, was told that a 17-year-old girl had two sexual encounters with the Florida Republican at a 2017 party.

The description of the second encounter was included in her testimony to the House Ethics Committee as well as a deposition in a related civil lawsuit. The second sexual encounter included another adult woman, according to a source familiar."

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[divorceblogger]

I think the most difficult thing that armand struggles to come to terms with (re: his feelings about marius) is very much that marius seemingly steps into his life and performs actions that are, at a superficial glance, meant to be liberatory or empowering but are unequivocally very predatory if you start to dig into the meat of their relationship.

Marius rescues armand from starvation and sexual slavery at a point in his life when armand is actively entertaining thoughts of suicide. marius sweeps in, purchases him, and transfers him from abhorrent conditions of existence to a life of material comfort, although it’s not really a safe one, but at this point armand doesn’t necessarily have the ability to have a critical dialogue about safety with himself because he’s so glad to be rescued from slavery that he ascribes divinity to marius. he also receives an allowance and he’s taught swordplay. he’s taught swordplay. but what kind of harm could a child ever cause to a 1500 year old vampire?

And the material reality is that marius is not really interested in empowering armand at all. he actively fosters an unhealthy codependency between them, he withholds information about his nature, he performs sexual acts on him even when armand doesn’t necessarily comprehend that these acts are sexual in nature. he also strategises methods that he reasons are supposed to sexually liberate armand but these instances just contribute to the overall conversation on how he grooms him. armand is 15 years old when marius sends him out to brothels “to learn how to couple properly”. do you remember that he was supposed to be forced into prostitution. marius now offers him the illusion of sexual power by allowing him to experience sexual pleasure instead of offering it to predatory customers instead. but armand also says that he doesn’t enjoy the experiences at the brothels because he craves sexual relations with marius solely, to a point where he feels resentful about being asked to participate in these acts even when he derives sexual pleasure from them. he endures the experiences because his master gives him no other choice, but it’s also in these brothels that he discovers that sex doesn’t have to be associated with pain as it often tends to be with marius.

When he returns ‘home’ from the brothels he’s perceptive enough to understand that marius really sent him to receive a sexual education on marius’s behalf and attempts to replicate these acts on him. he unconsciously takes up the role of a sex worker, but again he’s a child, and it’s horrifying that he thinks he’s harassing marius by initiating sexual relations with him. it’s also not very surprising that when he does display sexual interest in other people marius emotionally shuts him off (because these experiences were never instituted with armand’s interest in mind) and these moments shape up to be very harrowing experiences for armand - he’s been taught to crave marius’s affection and never do anything that might displease him. armand often has to beg his way back into marius’s good graces and allow himself to be subjected to corporal punishment to achieve this. it’s terrifying that one of the first ideas the boys in the villa convey to armand despite the language barrier is that their master will never hurt him.

And the alarming fact about armand’s transformation is that vampirism serves to just further reinforce this abuse, even though, once again, it might seem like an empowering act. his newly acquired powers don’t change his reality - he’s still under marius’s control the whole time. he’s also further isolated from boys his age who share his interests, and his nights with marius are insular and suffocating. the corporal punishments continue. they’re now adjusted to account for his vampirism. “usual brain jarring blow�� is a term floated in the book. marius calls armand’s coffin a “crib”. he very seriously asks armand if he’s ever been cruel to him soon after he transforms him. armand’s codependency with marius is in fact further reinforced by the vampiric transformation that marius carries out. so much of armand’s initiation into vampirsm is once again rooted in sexual instruction, once again evoking patterns of behaviour that are associated with grooming. it’s very in-character for marius to teach him the fundamental principles of seducing his victims before killing them. he also advices him to develop emotionally frigid relationships and never reveal his true self to the people he cares for, further establishing marius as the most significant figure in his life, as the person he constructs his entire identity around. how was he ever supposed to turn out well-adjusted?

[forsafety2]

MAY 2024 PEDO CALL OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Block and report!!!

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[pinkeoni]

Man s2 has some really on-the-nose metaphors for assault, doesn't it?

Will's body is quite literally invaded by the Mind Flayer, orally, an experience that Will tearfully describes as feeling everywhere.

So it's no wonder that the thing that ends up allowing Will to break free momentarily, is consent.

Mike recounts a moment where he gave Will the agency to choose. He didn't force Will to be his friend. He gave Will the option. "Do you want to be my friend?" and the answer was "Yes."

[saltair-and-webweaves]

memories feel like weapons

would've, could've, should've, taylor swift/ @come1nalone/the hurting, rupi kaur/unknown/@/geloyconcepion on instagram/would've, could've, should've, taylor swift/ @come1nalone/unknown/praying, kesha/ @hel7l7/would've, could've, should've, taylor swift

[patricia-taxxon]

re: buyer's market

i latched onto it for the exact same reason as im assuming you did. as a way to process childhood sexual abuse that, quite frankly, i am only now truly confronting as an adult. id stuffed that trauma down as far as it could go and tried so damn hard to be fine for most of my life. the only way i could let myself even remotely deal with it was by consuming stuff like buyer's market and sobbing uncontrollably through the entire thing. ive soured on it heavily now that i know that sotos was convicted for possessing CSEM and that he didn't ask for permission to use the recordings but when i was a teenager i imagined him as someone who had gone through similar things as me and was trying to express his pain through that album

sotos' intentions for this album are likely very, very sinister. but i cant deny that it had an impact on me in what id argue is a positive way. it helped make me feel less alone because all of the stories being shared are real. should it have been made? ethically: no. but im glad it was? sorta. how i feel is complicated

anyway! its an interesting topic. i dont even follow you, i just was scrolling through your blog and was interested in adding to the conversation around this album. hearing you had similar experiences with it is comforting in a way. i dont think its a worthless piece of art even if its creator is a scumbag

i'm happy to have uncovered a secret group of people with extremely complicated relationships to buyer's market by peter sotos

[lakesbian]

why is it that even when people are making expose google docs on literal pedophile rings they still can't help but focus on the dumbest most irrelevant shit

[porcelain-pines]

Some Kind of Attempt at Closure

[damagedcoda6669]

TW: CSA MENTION

thanks dad (IM FINE BTW THIS IS JUST RLLY FUNNY 2 ME NOW)

[doubleca5t]

Every Accusation Is A Confession

[tevanbuckley]

no but actually fuck anyone acting like until now buddie shippers were 'only' joking about killing tommy with cartoonish wizard powers or whatever. I was getting asks in may calling for tommy to be decapitated by his helicopter blades. that's to say nothing of the casual homophobia.

like it or not this is the tone y'all set and now we have some jobless lunatic posting untagged CSA. do you really think that is somehow unrelated to the fact you've spent months painting tommy as a sick manipulative predator all for the crime of what? being sexually attracted to the grown ass man he's dating?

welcome the logical endpoint of your weird ass behaviour.