#THIS HURTS ME SO MF MUCH

[general-alder]

I'll have Izadora give you something to make sure that the connection is well and truly severed. Dismissed.

[melovrs]

banging my head against the wall every time an edgy 14 year old boy says that the lore tsubaki or togame is badly written

sry i talked a lot in the tags so it got cut off but basically tsubaki's backstory is amazing i love them i love how they don't give a fuck

[wormy-worm]

ok u know what maybe if the world isn't ready for sunrazer post that means that the world IS ready for Amoveous siblings post. This is Milo and Enho and theyre my DARLINGS and i love them SO MUCH. i have. SOOOOOOOO many thoughts abt them but after the previous post massacre i do not really feel like typing all of that xoxo love <3

[doctorweebmd]

so there's this post floating around about like, feeling like an outsider even in a group of outsiders and i almost reblogged it being like

'aha i do that'

except. like. i know exactly why that happens, and its 100% my fault

i just have trouble maintaining relationships because i'm a poor communicator. that's been the case since high school. i dont really initiate conversations or remember to text or call people. its not from a place of indifference or anything like that - i'm sincerely an 'out of sight out of mind' kind of person.

i can not talk to and not see someone for months or years but my feelings for them don't change. it doesn't bother me if people dont check in on me or don't hang out with me or don't text me. i still like them. unfortunately that is not how 99% of the population communicates. people (rightfully) assume that when someone doesn't initiate conversation or hang-outs or doesn't check in on you, that they don't care about you. for me, thats not the case at all. like if i like you and consider you my friend, you are ALWAYS my friend. i would do anything for you and would be more than happy to talk/see each other/support you/etc. its just the day-to-day communication that i really struggle with. but thats how most relationships form - regular, consistent communication.

i've gone through periods of extreme guilt for this where i sincerely try, and make new friends, and re-connect with texting and phone calls and hanging out more often but inevitably something happens, i get busy or i forget and suddenly all this time passes and people think i dont care anymore. unfortunately that's not the case whatsoever - time is kind of abstract to me and i dont understand that while my feelings don't change, others feel more distant or abandoned.

and i've really hurt people in my life like that. friends that i've known for many years from high school/college are a LITTLE more forgiving because they know i'm just 'like that' but still. it does hurt people. like i haven't spoken to my dad in probably at least a year - not because i dont love him, but because of that same reason. he doesn't reach out and i forget and it just steamrolls because he gets hurt, doesn't reach out because he thinks i'm intentionally 'ignoring' him, and i continue to forget, and its just this viscous cycle. i haven't talked to my grandparents in months. my mom knows better and texts me every week or so, but it still hurts her that she has to reach out so regularly. she also plays these games where she sees how 'long' it takes for me to remember to reach out. a lot of people in my life have done that. its like i'm being tested on something without ever being told its a standard test, ya know? i'm always destined to fail it because i dont know how long is too long. at which point will the time and distance be unacceptable? i still dont know the answer.

and i think it makes me come off as a really heartless and callous person. its made me kind of keep people at arms-length because i know i'm not capable of being a part of most people's lives. i have perfectly normal and pleasant relationships with my coworkers and all that, but i'm generally not close with them. and i can see the confusion, because we hang out and i'm pretty normal or whatever and we have fun and then they don't hear from me for months and they're like 'uhhhh.... okay? so i guess you don't like me?'

i do. i just have different relationship maintenance standards than others i guess. so i just overall avoid being around others just because i know i'll disappoint them. it is what it is but it really is sad, in a way.

[klingonrealitytelevision]

Episode 9

Rei is doing the positive version of "Living through your children." Which I believe is normally called "Being supportive of their interests?"

Essentially, making up for things or experiences you didn't or couldn't have as a child, and making sure your kids are treated better.

Rei was clearly raised to be as quiet as possible and to take up the least amount of space as possible. It's clear that he himself doesn't mind noisy or bright people, even to his own surprise as demonstrated with both Kazuki and Miri.

The thing is Miri is loud. She's 4, that's actually very normal. But, not only does he passively accept their loudness, he tries to match it here. It's such a big step for him, it can't be easy for him, but he wants to help so so badly. It can't have been easy for him to raise his voice like that, but he did it.

He loves Miri so much it's amazing. Even his advice on running and the science behind it shows that he supports her and is trying to help even though it make look like he's doesn't care.

[i-keepmyideals]

Across the Spider-Verse Spoilers Cuz I Gotta Talk About It

And it’s all about Miguel lmao

First, lemme start by saying, I have been completely enamored by Miguel for a long time. From his post credit scene in the first movie, I was curious about him. A couple of months ago, I got invested and started reading about him and now I really want his comics. I love the asshole. You obviously don't have to like him, but I think it's important to understand where he's coming from in this movie.

I don't understand how people can watch this movie and then still say Miguel and the Spider Society are bad guys. How is Miguel a bad guy? How is— Did you actually watch the movie? He is essentially the keeper of the Spider-Verse. He makes sure everything runs smoothly, there are no anomolies and the stories carry out as they should.

Why is that so important to him?

Because he fucked up a universe. He did something he shouldn't have done, something that would have made Dr Strange shit his pants and have an aneurysm. Miguel just wanted to be happy and have a family, like most people would want, like Miles wants. He saw a version of himself die and decided to shoot his shot and take that Miguel's place. He had his little girl, and they were happy. And then...it all fell apart.

Because he wanted to be happy, a selfish desire that shouldn't be wrong, he did something he shouldn't have, went somwhere he wasn't meant to be and the universe fell apart. Billions of people in that universe are now gone for good. His daughter disappeared in his arms, and there was absolutely nothing he could do about it.

How is anyone meant to deal with that? Like, how could you live knowing that a reality fell to pieces and the ones you loved and people you didn't even know are gone because of you? That pain, that agony, that anguish has to be immense. That's something I don't think I'd wish on anyone.

Is it hard to understand why Miguel takes the sacred timeline so seriously? We saw what happened in Loki. We saw what happened to Gabirella.

Was he really harsh on Miles at the end of their fight? Absolutely. He said some really mean, outright disrespectful things to him. Miles is just a kid; he's like 15 just trying to figure it all out. Miguel probably understands better than anyone else how Miles feels. This is why he's so hard on him and determined to not let Miles go home. He knows Miles is just a kid. Why would he let a kid make the same mistake he did and deal with the aftermath? No, it's not an easy choice to just let the person closest to you die when you can do something about it, but not letting it happen could result in Miles losing everything.

Miguel doesn't know that Gwen's dad quit being captain. We don't know what's going to happen afterwards, but we can only hope it's something good since that canon event won't happen. Gwen not falling for Miles is something she is actively fighting against. She obviously likes him, but she knows that Gwen always dies. It never ends well. Gwen is proving that somethings don't need to happen and can be circumvented. Miguel doesn't have that information so it isn't something he can account for, but I also think that's something he wouldn't want to risk without results first.

Like he said, they are the good people. Sometimes, the good people make mistakes. He's also trying to just get through it and figure everything out. He's doing this in the only way he knows how so the other Spidey people don't end up hurt the same way he did, especially that kid Miles.

Miguel. Is. A. Good. Guy.

[zootopiathingz]

So apparently two of my co-workers were talking shit about me and another new hire bc we’re “dead weight” and said that we should get less hours or just quit. Another girl overheard them and reported them to the manager and they got in trouble. I didn’t know about this until today so idk when this happened but man I’m so pissed

[mutantfactor]

Justice in the Dark | Pei Su

[teddybeartoji]

hi there, mickey!! i just got a little curious, what is the anime/manga that you’re most emotionally attached to? (if there’s any ofc)

because i just read a little poem about aot and immediately started crying — and i don’t cry a lot!! so i wondered if there was something that made you feel similar

HI HI HIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mmmm i think i'm definitely the most emotionally attached to jjk................. it's the things that started this whole thing for me afterall yk? like ok i had seen some stuff years and years ago but then i got into jjk aaaand well not to be dramatic but it did kind of change my life lmao

so so so many of the characters are SO fucking dear to me that i do genuinely get upset if i think abt their deaths/dying for like a minute... i just love them so much they all mean so much to me. and reading fanfiction and just seeing fanart of them gets me in my feels too it's so over for me😭😭😭 not to mention how much i've cried over the fuckass leaks ashgdghasghdhggha goddddd gege has really done a number on me huh..........

but they bring me so much joy too. it's literally the smallest things like lately i've been seeing a lot of tiktoks abt ppl with jjk skins fucking around in fortnite and hgsghadghdshga they make me so happy idk i am very easily entertained... buuuuut i also just love talking abt them with my friends, kind of analyzing and figuring out what they'd do in different situations. assigning them poems and songs, different types of tropes and etc it really does make me smile so big when i get to delve deeper into their personalities yk?

one more addition that i feel like really shows how attached i really am to them is that i've cried over MY OWN writing lmao like putting any of the jjk characters in bad situations makes me feel fucking awful it's so hard i hate it😭😭😭

[icyxthot]

saw the svt movie.... walked away with a new bias and a drive to get more into svt

[you-can-face-this]

My cat scratched my eyes a few hrs ago and now I’m doomscrolling trying to pass time bc it’s too painful to sleep while waiting for urgent cares to open bc I can’t afford the er 🤪✌️

[kelin-is-writing]

not my boss scolding me today because i didn't smile a lot, like— bruh if i was happy i would smile duh????

[realbeefman]

finished community rewatch and managed to delay the post-finale hysterical sob sesh for 15 whole minutes by staring off into the distance and dissociating

[redjukebox]

Bro why tf is it that I leave the furry fandom for like 2 years and then come back and hella fursuit makers turned out to be fucked up and do fucked up things and my favorite fursuit dancer of all time is a fucking zoo???

I’m gonna kms istg

Anyways if anyone knows any good and cool fursuit makers lmk especially if they specialize in cartoony suits(though im definitely not financially secure enough to get one rn I’d still like to keep tabs on some fursuit makers for the future👀)

[cherrysnax]

oh yeah we were also wondering why we flock to media with dead kids that haunt the narrative both figuratively and literally and uh :) yeah we know why

[walnuttsrandomshiz]

Yes I'm drawing the monster versions. Yes I did change Sam a bit he looked weird