#NOT DOING WELL

[bucksangel]

Started to wish you could've been 16 forever 'Cause you know your favorite band ain't getting back together The Older You Get by Daniel Seavey

[legbird]

heeeheeeeheheee!! Wow um that finale really um made me feel super happy and good!!! Yep!!! Anyways i noticed at the beginning they were watching the Pillars of Creation being formed so like what if they went back to visit

[tweetsofyj]

[mctwinkdom]

I fuck hard with this pic btw

[southfarthing]

'those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why'... sam's speech hits a lot harder when you think about how the lord of the rings itself is that story – the story that stuck with you as you grew up and found yourself. the loss, the struggle, the friendship, the courage, and above all, the hope. once you, too, have faltered and had to push yourself to keep going. there's some good in this world, mr frodo, and it's worth fighting for

[faithinlouisfuture]

*devastated*

[theeroins]

thinking about aeron's mother, whose sweet son had just been knighted, only for her to mourn him the next day

[seasononesam]

supernatural meme: (2/9) scenes | 10x18 “Book of the Damned”

You know, when Dean came to get me at school, I-I told myself… one last job, you know? One more job. And then when – when I, um…. When I lost Jess, I, again, told myself one more job. There’s always one more job, you know? And one more job, and one more job, and then I was gonna go back to law and – and to my life.

[pxrxmoore]

me eating up pining!eddie in fics every day since the start of time:

me when we actually get canon pining!eddie:

[hughesfilm]

STOP WITH KIDS NOOOOOOO

[dont-eat-spam]

being aroace is struggling to connect to people and feeling like you’re on the outside of the biggest inside joke ever. what do you MEAN fake sexually charged domestic violence is “funny”???

[revenantpoet]

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[moony-ghoul]

i… im gonna pass out

[rottown]

Encore color palette by @the-valiant-valkyrie

[darkness-follows]

Personal rant which I WILL delete later...

I CANT BELIEVE IM A 24 YEAR OLD ALCOHOLIC

Wtf dude. What the actual fuck.

In November last year my therapy ended (not because I was done but because my Therapist decided to get preggo) and we did very little to prepare me mentally to end my almost 3 year therapy.

So obviously I didn't do so well with it.

In 2020 during The *giving up my entire early 20s to a fucking pandemic* time I picked up drinking again.

It wasn't good but it wasn't awful until November. Since then it's been awful. And recently because summer always triggers a lot of body dismorphia for me it's gotten terrible. I can't recall the last night where i didn't have a drink.

Im like a step away from starting in the mornings just to handle my daily bullshit.

The people who I spend a lot of time finding that were supposed to help me with my mental health and my ADDICTION keep letting me down so I get overwhelmed by stuff I really really need to take care of over and over again.

And every day is the fucking same man.

I don't know. Im really in a bad spot atm. Barely hanging on... drinking myself dumb and numb.